#allthefeels

[starlightbooktales]

» us or uk covers? hello my friends, honestly the uk covers just hit different. they are always putting out pretty editions. they have been far superior this year. happy koloss head-munching day & happy birthday @brandsanderson! » hashtags:. #Cosmere #bookstagrammer #bibliophile #favoriteauthor #fantasy #thefinalempire #Mistborn #mistborntrilogy #Fantasybooks #bookstagram #BrandonSanderson #bookcommunity #allthefeels #mademecry #readingismagic #adultfantasy #thelostmetal #mistbornmonday (at Boise, Idaho) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmXQHP2Po8P/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#cosmere #bookstagrammer #bibliophile #favoriteauthor #fantasy #thefinalempire #mistborn #mistborntrilogy #fantasybooks #bookstagram #brandonsanderson #bookcommunity #allthefeels #mademecry #readingismagic #adultfantasy #thelostmetal #mistbornmonday

[venuskind]

☆ Reconnection and Renewal ☆

Reconnecting with beloved connections which had been absent for a while from my life has a gentle healing effect on my relational system. 

As memories birth ever new feelings, thoughts, and sensations my present awareness observes it all while engaging with the beloved friend. Observing the layering of memory born sensations, feelings, and thoughts scoring initial moments of reconnecting, like music enhances and colors a movie. 

First of all are the excitement and apprehensive question how much they will open to engaging and how deep they will choose to go in sharing and bearing their hearts and souls to me. There is a fear and tinge of sadness at the thought of them choosing to be defended or evasive. Then there is the warmth of joy at meeting their openness and affection for me. As threads of affection and soul bonds light are enlivened and light up joy expands into ecstatic elation. The intensity of  elation coinciding with the opening of boxes of forgotten and unintegrated feelings of the past. And past pain reminds how we fell into unhealthy relating patterns and wounded each other in the past, admonishing me to be especially mindful and compassionate now. Open questions of a past self present themselves to awareness. Conscience speaks of how I expressed in a unhelpful or even harmful ways towards them and initiates expression of acknowledgment and a heartful apology. Old desires, attachments, and longings return to be remembered, known, honored and given a new place or form in this new adventure in relating. There is grief for all that could not have been, the unattainable dreams for this connection, and the time and life not shared or journeyed together. Making peace with uncomfortable truths, reality as it was, and is. 

And as we share where we are at in life, what we have learned and unlearned, all is in flux and seeking to attune to the relating that wants to unfold for us. There are no definitives or set points beyond our reciprocal love, affection, and choice to relate... all else has to grow into a new form as time shared waters all that had gone underground in months or years of silence and no contact. A fertile void embraces and ambiguity suffuses this renewed relating. New intentions, agreements, and commitments slowly begin to define the bandwidth and intensity of the flow of relating.

Meeting in reciprocal appreciation, playfulness, and engaging in deep soulful exchanges is more than nourishment on various levels of my being and gently washes away distortions and pain induced by hurtful relating and misperceptions in previous relationships ours and others. 

The gift of reconnecting with special souls goes beyond returning their unique frequency to my experience but also induces an integration of relational disruptions and hurts. It feeds the knowing that repair is not just possible but also a possibility for rebirth and renewal in magical and unexpected forms.

Photography by Unknown

Source: https://venuskind.de/2023/02/reconnection/

#reunion #reconnection #lostlove #renewal #friendships #ex #healing #integration #beloved #soulunion #soulkin #learning #reciprocity #relating #relationships #consciousrelationships #attunement #allthefeels #awareness #venuskind

[invincible-heaven]

As I replay through this I realise how much sentimental value Lunar still holds for me, and finding out it's the same for those of you who happen to know this game kinda brings a tear to my eye.

#allthefeels #lunar eternal blue #working designs #sega cd #invincibleplayslunar2 #gamearts #retrogames

[megpie]

Once upon a time, a few years ago, this wild child of mine dropped an observation on me. Changed my life. They said - that I only ever get sad//not mad. That in situations where it's reasonable and normal to get angry, I instead feel sadness. Why? Because I suppress my anger. Trying to be "good," to avoid conflict and confrontation, forever the peacemaker since I was a little girl attempting to manage my dad's irrational outbursts. That I've developed a tendency to turn the blame inward. Say - someone steals $20 from me. Instead of aiming the feelings outward, being upset at them, confronting them, telling them to give it back.... I aim it inwards, I feel sad that something is wrong with the other person that they felt the need to steal, that I should've kept my money more secure, that maybe I should've checked on them because maybe they're having hard times, etc. I never realized how much I live my whole.damn.life. this way. Suppressing my words, silencing my feelings, swallowing up my anger. Until I've become too timid to demand fair treatment, to have healthy boundaries, to limit people's access, to speak up when I'm upset. I'm silent, (well, you know me, I chatter constantly like an anxious magpie, but it's different with hard issues) until I explode. And maybe trying so hard to never rock the boat, be good so people will like me, never upset anyone... maybe it's taken too much from me, those suppressed words coming at the expense of my own mental health. This poem is insanely perfect for me, is what I'm saying. Please, tell me someone else relates here too? 🖤 #peoplepleaser #anxiousattachment #anxietyanddepression #anxiousmind #conflictavoidance #cryingquotes #sadquotes #strongwomenquotes #anxietybelike #overthinker #empathsbelike #empathproblems #feelingsquotes #allthefeels https://www.instagram.com/p/CnsFAbSvqZh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#peoplepleaser #anxiousattachment #anxietyanddepression #anxiousmind #conflictavoidance #cryingquotes #sadquotes #strongwomenquotes #anxietybelike #overthinker #empathsbelike #empathproblems #feelingsquotes #allthefeels

[ninaluba]

Feelings. #ninaluba #ninalubainspiration #ninalubamoodboard #stellarcollection #ninalubacollection #newcollection #fallwintercollection #feelings #allthefeels #bwphotography #blackandwhitefeelings Photo by @pierrot https://www.instagram.com/p/CkvJRWboxxz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#ninaluba #ninalubainspiration #ninalubamoodboard #stellarcollection #ninalubacollection #newcollection #fallwintercollection #feelings #allthefeels #bwphotography #blackandwhitefeelings

[catfever7]

After spending two weeks together, it's hard not seeing my hot ass mf'ing bf. #oreo #imisshim #hotguys #mancrushmonday #allthefeels #❤ https://www.instagram.com/p/CdoaiGvPj2RD6wBMtTNYE9LsJButTnSPtR5OCI0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#oreo #imisshim #hotguys #mancrushmonday #allthefeels #❤

[joyffree]

🧐 Spotlight Reads & Book Recommendations for Jan 28th

➱ Wayward Son Forever Marked: The Second Generation of the Marked Men, #4 by Jay Crownover

➱ The Red Dragon of Oxford: MM Paranormal romance (Wings over Albion, Book 1) by Joy Lynn Fielding

➱ Nerd Meets Curvy: Peculiar Hearts Dating Agency Book 1 A. C. James

➱ Port in a Storm (Sinners Series) MM Romance by Rhys Ford

#JayCrownover #acjames #joylynnfielding #RhysFord #BookRecommendation #MustRead #WhattoRead #AlltheFeels #NewAdultRomance #paranormalromance #MMparanormalromance #MMromance

[upsteadlover4]

Chapters: 33/? Fandom: Chicago PD (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jay Halstead/Hailey Upton, Kim Burgess & Adam Ruzek, Stella Kidd & Kelly Severide Characters: Jay and Will Halstead's Mother, Maeve, Jay Halstead, Hailey Upton, Natalie Manning, Will Halstead, Trudy Platt, Hank Voight, Adam Ruzek, Kim Burgess, Kevin Atwater, April Sexton, Ethan Choi, Violet Mikami, Stella Kidd, Maggie Lockwood, Owen Manning, Randy "Mouch" McHolland, Kelly Severide, Joe Cruz (Chicago Fire), Christopher Herrmann Additional Tags: Jay Halstead/Hailey Upton Fluff, Domestic Jay Halstead/Hailey Upton, Marriage, Love, Best Friends, Multiple Partners, Detectives, Happy, Sad, Angst, Heartbreak, 21st District Police Station (Chicago PD), Family, Children, Celebrations, Reunions, Adoption, Violet - Freeform, Violet Upton, past trauma, Jay Halstead and Hailey Upton get their shit together, ronald booth - Freeform, A happy ending upstead deserve, Wisconsin cabin, all the feels Summary:

When a what-should-be typical case sends Hailey's haunted past flying into her life once again, how will she deal with it? Hailey wants to be able to make amends for her past regrets and make a life that is full of happiness, joy and love, but will she be able to do it? With Halstead and her work family by her side, let's follow Hailey as she navigates life with an unexpected twist.

#upstead #jay halstead #hailey upton #chicagopd #intelligenceunit #trudyplatt #family #burzek #hank voight #adamruzek #kim burgess #dante torres #kevin atwater #antoniodawson #alvinolinsky #allthefeels #trauma #love #happyeverafter #upsteadendgame #howitshouldhavebeen

[insideoutsider]

turns out sticks and stones can't break me...

I've been slacking on my communication skills.

and before you rant on how I rattle on and can't seem to stay quiet, that's not what I mean at all.

I'm like "filling the silence" for lack of better terms.

I babble to avoid reality, and the consequences of my previous word vomit are coming to rear their ugly head.

not so much that in reference to the fact that i've said anything just to hear myself (I have). but moreover because now no one is willing to listen.

i’ve come to this absolute pinnacle of despair or disillusion, but it wears down on me and masquerades itself as this lengthy moment of clarity that is almost parallel to the illusion that is a tunnel ascending when it is actually grading down to a dark fault.

it’s caused my mind to become erratic, because i’m moving in one direction while my perception is that i am going in another. and it’s left my thoughts in absolute chaos.

my lack of control of my emotions has, at this point, been climax to some seriously eccentric outbursts and breakdowns.

so now i stay timid out of fear and not control.

fear of losing the things i love so much that i fought vigilantly to prove my love for, only to be left feeling everything too much again.

and again, unable to talk.

all these fucking scars and bruises and physical reminders of those emotions and that which i should talk about, and yet the words that coincided with them, the harm and pain that they brought when spoken, are what are actually dragging me back to that dark place.

and still no one to talk to.

no one that will listen.

and no one with anything nice to say.

now i’m ready to let it all out of me, as it so imminently needs to for my mental state to remain somewhat inhabitable.

every word is trapped inside my throat, gaining size and strength and tenacity and fire with every breath.

I'm a ticking time bomb, and its casualty as well.

turns out sticks and stones can't break me,

but words will be my demise.

#allthefeels

[mommasaystoread]

https://www.mommasaystoread.com/2023/02/book-review-love-after-us-by-claudia.html

And the twists just keep coming! I fully expected this second book to be intense, but that doesn't even begin to describe just how impossible to put down Love After Us really is. This one has danger and intrigue along with a love story that hits you right in the feels. I'll stay away from the twists, so I don't give away the book's secrets, and focus on the journey Seth and Teddy take to get back to each other. This is so much more than a finding your person love story. It's a get back to your person love story, and Teddy and Seth have to work on themselves to find their way back. As raw and intense (there's that word again) as it is, as hard as it is to see in black and white, as many tears as I shared with this couple, I feel like it's important that we get to take the journey with them. Teddy goes through so much, and my heart just broke for her, and Seth's patience is so sweet. So, brace yourself before starting this duet, but definitely give it a chance because this couple works their way into your heart, and they don't let go.

#CovertAffairsDuet #ClaudiaBurgoa #LoveAfterUs #BookReview #Romance #BestFriendsLittleSister #SecondChanceRomance #AllTheFeels #LoveStory

[srboutique]

Wow. Is it the middle of Winter already?🥴 To me... It feels like it’s flying by. 💨 
But going slowly at the same time. 🐢 I loved those cozy days at home my family during the Snow Days. ❄️☃️ But now my family is excited for Spring/Summer. ☀️🌷 
Not gonna lie, it’s a bit emotional #AllTheFeels

I can’t believe this Summer my baby girl will be 4. It felt like yesterday when I was in the maternity ward with tiny hands wrapped around my little finger. You'd think I'd have this whole parenting thing sorted by now, wouldn't you?! 🤔 Well, maybe this year’s the year!! 🤣 How are you feeling about the upcoming Season? 👇🏾 https://www.instagram.com/p/CouevscOGgc/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#allthefeels

[rlmerrillauthor]

Book mail is the best mail, especially when it comes to the best writing partner! Rafi and Étienne will steal your heart. Pick up your best read! @serataino I love your guts! #amwritingqueerromance #amreadingqueerromance #authorsofinstagram #harlequinspecialedition #mmromance #gayromance #allthefeels https://www.instagram.com/p/CoNb16CPKDH/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#amwritingqueerromance #amreadingqueerromance #authorsofinstagram #harlequinspecialedition #mmromance #gayromance #allthefeels

[ezichiny]

It was cold last night. 43 degrees is too cold for Dallas. But opening this book mail after dinner just warmed my heart. Let me tell you, Kennedy Ryan just doesn’t miss! I can’t wait for the world to experience Before I Let Go! I’m going to re-read via audiobook on release day because she has the super team of Wesleigh Siobhan and Jakobi Diem narrating it. I truly can’t wait to listen to audiobook this Tuesday, NOVEMBER 15! Thank you @readforeverpub for this finished copy. A favorite of 2022! 🍷If you love moscato, this mango moscato by Borge Sole was delicious. It was light, refreshing and sweet. A great ending to a busy week. #beforeiletgo #kennedyryan #readforeverpub #bookmail #romancebooks #secondchanceromance #allthefeels #diversereads #blacklove (at Dallas, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck3fvTUr75b/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#beforeiletgo #kennedyryan #readforeverpub #bookmail #romancebooks #secondchanceromance #allthefeels #diversereads #blacklove

[ninaluba]

all the time #ninaluba #ninalubainspiration #ninalubamoodboard #allthefeels #allthetime #neonsign Photo via @tumblr https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn4nI6AIWrZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#ninaluba #ninalubainspiration #ninalubamoodboard #allthefeels #allthetime #neonsign

[granbynaturepreschool]

How was school today you ask?! Here is what our friends shared during circle time after being outside all morning: We saw 7 spider webs! We found leaves! We discovered a loopdy loop made of bark! We noticed leaves climbing up the trees! We found a dandelion! Friends also shared what they most enjoyed about their day: Running and falling with friends makes us happy! Playing tag with friends makes us feel good! #allthefeels #naturebathing #inquirybasedlearning #preschool #holcombfarm #westgranby #playbasededucation #playbasedlearning #childcenteredlearning #openendedlearning #fallingranby #fallinct (at Granby Nature Preschool) https://www.instagram.com/p/CivcCNaPpc7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#allthefeels #naturebathing #inquirybasedlearning #preschool #holcombfarm #westgranby #playbasededucation #playbasedlearning #childcenteredlearning #openendedlearning #fallingranby #fallinct

[thefruittreewild]

I've been listening to the most romantic bachata music all evening and the only fragrance that feels like it matches the extravagance of feeling is Cicuta by V Canto. Cicuta is a lush spicy powdery rose and probably one of the most beautiful roses in my collection. I often love dark complex notes but Cicuta is pure sweetness and romance and I'm okay with it. ❤️🌹 What's your favorite rose fragrance? --------------------------------------- #SOTD #smellgood #unique #rose #elegant  #perfumereview #fragrance #spicy #warm #designerperfume #niche #instafragrance #sweet #instaperfume #fragaddict #perfumista #allthefeels https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch8rnZkul6I/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#sotd #smellgood #unique #rose #elegant #perfumereview #fragrance #spicy #warm #designerperfume #niche #instafragrance #sweet #instaperfume #fragaddict #perfumista #allthefeels