#also i hope i did okay with the id

[orykorioart]

From Aug 2022

Sliding in right before pride month ends with some old Blup sketches that I really liked.

[ID: 3 sketch illustrations featuring Barry and Lup.

The first sketch is Barry and Lup, with the trans flag wrapped around them. Barry is leaning in to press a kiss onto Lup's cheek.

The second sketch is Barry and Lup doing a fist bump, smiling.

The last sketch is a full body of Barry and Lup, out on a walk. They are holding hands and smiling at each other. Barry is holding a coffee cup in his other hand, while Lup is holding an ice cream cone. Lup's skirt has the trans flag colors.

End ID]

Also I’m open for sketch suggestions yall I’d be happy to draw Taz fanarts.

#taz #the adventure zone #blupjeans #barry bluejeans #lup #lup taz #lup taaco #tazb #taz balance #lol this turns out the file name for this was gender mood 1 bc i was feeling extremely bad about gender bs #that day and needed to draw my blorbs being happy and trans #gender mood 2 was rai*eon specifically for transmasc rai that i will hopefully remember to post at some point. #lol anw. what i wanted to say is i love and cherish blups. they make me so happy #also i hope i did okay with the id #if anyone wants to add to it to make it more clear id be happy to edit the post w full credit to you

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Birthday boy at the bottom of an ancient ocean

#unlabelled drawing tag #vocaloid #kaito #yeah this is the last time i'm doing lineless art *blows up and dies* #i did my best to make these as scientifically accurate as possible. idk how well i did #i know charnia + lantianella lived before the others but i have seen reconstructions with charnia amongst the other guys #jury's still out on lantianella so i'm invoking my artistic license just this once #in terms of colours it's anywhere between ''yeah a lot of the reconstructions for this organism are a similar colour'' #and ''fuck it we ball'' #some of the smaller stuff is meant to be tribrachidium as well as smaller dickinsonias but they're too small to properly tell #there's also another organism behind kaito however i forgot what it was called u_u sorry #anyway. i hope i did an okay job in both that regard + this whole thing looking nice #id in alt text #ik im probably posting this too early however. i donot caare

[skeletalheartattack]

i am taping your leg to the ceiling fan and turning it to max power :)

you're gonna what now? huh? wait. oh shit-

WAAAAHHHHHH!!!

#ask #evildoctorsex #it took me like three tries and one crash to make this #i didnt have any ceiling fan models in gmod 12 so i had to make one from scratch with planes #also i recorded this at .4 timescale just so i could get a good enough gif. then i had to halve the frames a few times to shrink the file #also i gave most of breen non-gravity so he wouldnt drag across the ground as much #and i had a turret out of frame that id trigger to break the table since i didnt think hed break it on his own #i was also afraid he would fly over it but thankfully he hit the ground just in time for me to press the turret key #i accidentally made the winch longer in the first second of the recording since i forgot which key did what #anyway hiiii hana :) #ik you wont see this until tomorrow but i hope you liked the effort this took me to make #i had to also put gmod in the lowest resolution which was very funny to witness #can you get me down now? please? please? the fans only getting faster okay? #thank you for the ask hana :) >:)

[fox-guardian]

[ID: A mostly uncolored comic of Jon and Martin on a gray background. Martin is a tall, fat, white man with shoulder length hair pulled into a ponytail, scruffy facial hair, freckles, a tooth gap, body hair, and round glasses. He is wearing small earrings, a t-shirt, sweatpants, and socks. Jon is a shorter, thin Arab man with long curly dark hair with lighter streaks pulled into a low bun over his shoulder, a full beard and mustache, and his skin is covered in various scars. He's wearing a long-sleeved shirt and half-moon glasses and his lower half is covered by a blanket.

Jon is sitting on a couch, humming and drawing in a sketchbook as Martin walks by, curious, and leans over the back of the couch.

Martin: What are you drawing?

Jon jumps and holds his sketchbook to his chest, blushing.

Jon: Err... Martin: Can I see? Jon: It's not finished...

Martin sits on the couch and Jon turns away with sparkling eyes.

Martin: That's okay! Jon: Mmmm.... Martin: Please~? Jon: ... Alright.

Jon shows the sketchbook.

Jon: It's still in the ugly phase....

The drawing is a work in progress of Martin wearing white drapery, holding the bottom up to expose his legs while his other arm is raised by his head, with more drapery hanging over his arm. His chest is partly exposed, his hair is undone, and his expression is soft, looking down and to the side. His freckles and body hair haven't been drawn yet, but he is partially colored in with red bits for his hair, blue shadows on the drapery, blush and skin tone partly rendered, and a golden background.

Martin stares at it, awestruck, blushing with his mouth hanging open as Jon presents it with his eyes closed. A note says Martin is having "many thoughts, head full". He looks at Jon with the same expression. The final panel shows his head drawn massively as he yells, gesturing at the sketchbook. His text is in all caps.

Martin: That's the ugly phase?! Jon: I-I mean it's far from finis- Martin: Jon.

end ID]

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i think jon is an artist and the beholding beams all kinds of art knowledge into his brain at the safehouse to help him out with that. i think he uses these powers to express his love for his boyfriend by drawing him a lot in increasingly flattering ways and he's a lil shy about it

also i am VERY tempted to like. finish jon's drawing some time because like. it turned out better than i was intending to make it aklsjdhajdh

edit: i finished it. full version of jon's drawing of martin HERE

#fg's art #the magnus archives #tma #martin blackwood #jonathan sims #jonmartin #jmart #teaholding #its a cute shipname ya gotta admit #bare chest #artistic nudity #girl help #ask to tag #also i hope that id is okay #also also IGNORE missing details i did that half on purpose for comedic purposes HAVE A NICE DAY

[mageofcolors]

[ID: The image is split into two images, one below the other. The top image has a man in blue with the caption "-You're crying from sonic music?". In the second image there is a man crying with the caption "-The his world having the theme "never fear the fall" in all the versions but then the blue world prelude adding the line "and if you fall, if you may falter, we'll be with you, that will not alter" got to me." and another line of text blow that saying "-All right."

/End ID]

#sonic #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic 06 #i am so normal about this song guys #also. this is my first time doing an id so i hope i did it okay #donk post #donk meme

[skitskatdacat63]

Me rewatching True Detective, fully knowing of the fact that I'm incapable of being normal abt anything, and finding myself getting increasingly more insane about it as the days go on: ah look it's consequences of my actions

#this is why theres certain things i feel like i can never rewatch/reread again bcs they will take over my life #generation kill? i keep delayinf watching it even tho i rly want to bcs i know its just gonna take me over again #i didnt think id get obsessive abt true detective #bcs when i watched it the first time i noted that it had a fandom but didnt get into it at all #so im like yeah okay this is safe to rewatch! i like it a lot but its not gonna make insane #guys. i regret to inform you i feel insane. #lol also sry this whole break has been me rediscovering old fandom loves #so i keep having to be like 'WHY DID I GET BACK INTO THIS' #its just a stop gap i think tbh #BUT WHY DID I GET INTO THIS SO SOON BEFORE F1 COMES BACK UGGHHHHHH #also i think another factor is that have no one to talk abt vett/onso meta or AUs with #so my brain is just constantly searching for smth to latch onto #i keep getting sucked into old things and rediscovering my love #and its all very fufilling but ah man it makes me feel so insane ig #love bursting out of its seams and all that #haha just hoping tho main fandom will be a bit more active and communicative once it starts up again #stop my eyes from wandering anf all that #but anwyays yeah. i feel sooooooooo crazy abt TD #every time i watch another ep my brain is like 'man i wanna rewatch from the very start again' #im very loath to finsih things yknow? #theres a difference btwn completely starting smth over when you finish it #and savoring the world youre in before finishing it #yeah you can watch smth an endless amnt of times. but theres smth abt existing in that space btwn the start and the end #but aaaaghhh every aspect i just am so desperately into it #catie.rambling.txt

[faunina]

gay people. gay people in my inbox

bonus: jonathan you tried to do WHAT

#dracula daily #dracula daily spoilers #i hope any who care have that tag blocked!!! #the fact that drac also undressed him...................... sirs #frankly speaking i did not expect things to turn this Gay Flavored this quickly #i also dont care that the victorians would have interpreted this differently. im off the clock rn u cant make me consider academic nuance #in my off hours. no brain only gay thoughts rn #if a man looked at me (while assuming im asleep) Attentively and then turned to his lesbian roommates and told them #that he DOES TOO know what love is. honey. i know what id assume about that okay #anyway whats the ship name for this #dracuthan??? jonula???? #a personal blogging experience

[nagihonos]

finally got around to watching dragon ball super hero and

#okay db haters look away 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️ #this movie was SO good like it was corny as hell but idgaf i had a fun time!!!!! #gohan using special beam cannon as the final move maybe made me cry a little whos to say? #i like pans little character arc also as an avid pan supporter this movie made me so happy #the only downside was no marron or bulla honestly #everyone was here and had a fun little role. goku and vegeta (love them #only show up for like 5 minutes total and have a post credits scene where vegeta wins in a fight against him #this movie was just fun dragon ball stuff and i hope they continue this tone for the series #i think ill read the trunks goten mini arc now omg #also loooove that krillin is like 'hey remember when u got really big at the world martial arts tournament' and piccolo went 'oh yeah 👍' #*gets really big* #also idk if im just out of the db loop but love the new gohan entomologist lore! #also any krillin/18 content is a win for me! #actually the real downside was the continued propaganda of blue haired trunks. you will never get me to like it <3 #also i didnt think id like dr hedo and the gammas but i did! they were fun!! ofc gamma 2 died tho. black racism 🫤 (i watched the dub) #sorry i just needed to get my thoughts on this movie out #anyway this movie just proved that gohan needs to be the main character :) #i just cant get over him ending cell max with fucking SPECIAL BEAM CANNON im crying and screaming not the kamehameha or masenko like!!!!!! #like i know piccolo taught him masenko but theres just something abt sbc okay👍 #im so normal im so sane

[orcelito]

Personally, I find the whole "I'm sorry for your loss" thing awkward. Like I get that it's supposed to express condolences, but really it kinda feels like someone weighing in on something they can't fully understand me on & reminding me of it all in the same breath. & it can feel like empty platitudes.

So when it comes to Other people, I falter bc like. I know I'm Supposed to express condolences. But bc of my own feelings on it, I hesitate. I don't know how this person feels about it. Would it be insensitive? Would it be insensitive for me to NOT?

And so I go full autism creature & am just like "umm Uhhh . See you later!"

#speculation nation #animal death ment/ #tagging bc that's what this is about #aka an employee called in bc his cat died & i was like 'okay we'll work to get someone to cover' #and then there was an awkward moment where i probably was expected to say some kind of condolences #but also i dont like that for myself. sooo yea lmao. just kinda floundered b4 i was just like Bye! #this dude kinda has a feel of Not Neurotypical too so i hope he wasnt offensed #idk it's not even that id resent someone for saying it to me. it's sweet in a way #but it just makes me feel awkward. i dont know how to respond. #grief is so different for everyone & i just prefer to leave people to themselves if im not close to them. #idk. shit's weird. #anyways im staying over at work to finish the tips. fuck inventory today lmao #did not get nearly as much done as i was expecting to. 😔

[h3rmitsunited]

I was going back through my old school stuff from like 1st grade and there was this like journal where we had to write like a couple sentences each day to practice writing and stuff and i had this one day where part of what I wrote was "I hate myself today because I had to change my card to yellow" (the cards were like discipline things so you started with green and if you weren't being good you had to stand up and go to the front of the class to change your card) and I don't remember what it was for but I'm sure I was just like maybe talking or something like that.

But like damn. Even just thinking about the times I had to change my cards in those classes makes me want to cry. I remember always being so upset anytime the teachers weren't happy with me and then I think about me now and how I'm always expecting people to think the worst of me or be hiding that they don't like me or always expecting the other shoe to drop even if they've been telling me I'm doing a good job because I'm bad and I need them to just tell me why and what exactly they're holding back

And I've got a review coming up at work soon with my bosses since it's almost my 6 year anniversary of working there and all I can think is oh good now they can stop telling me how great I am and how happy they are to have me there and just tell me everything I'm doing wrong because I know the compliments aren't right and they have to have been holding back what all my issues are.

And I think something in my upbringing may have kind of fucked my head up... just a little bit

#peeerrhaps i should start looking at therapists again to work on some isssssuuuueeesss.... #the last one was not that helpful but she was the first person i looked at and tried and she did well enough #just didnt really get deep into anything under the surface #i literally cant take compliments. like idk if its like a youre supposed to be humble so dont let it go to your head thats turned into #dont internalize any praise ever but if anyone ever complains about you then its real and you should internalize it times a thousand #or maybe its just a i kinda hate myself and dont feel like i deserve good things or anything ever #i think some of it is im ashamed about my stupid inability to get to work on time. like if i force it and work myself up #maybe i can be on time like a few days in a row #but the momentum drops so fucking fast and then im back to well im here before we open even if i was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago #but also like i get there before stuff is going on and like its not that late and i havent mentioned the issue because #i feel like if i did theyd say oh well then just get here at the later time youve been arriving close to its fine #but then stupid brain will go okay so this is the new time which means that im going to shift to arriving even later #so i just have to keep relying on the shame and guilt and panic to get me there in the mornings #which is not fun #i just hope the review goes well other than my bad time management #i feel like it will... hopefully. theyve talked about possibly 'promoting me' which would be me doing the same stuff ive been doing #basically but then id just have the title (and pay 🤞) to go along with that #i dont want to get my hopes up but we'll see what happens #im going to like try super hard to get to work on time until the review though and like after but still #come on clarissa do a good job

[catgender]

analogcatgender - a gender that feels vague and distorted, but also soft and fuzzy like a cat. also comparable to seeing a cat in a place you wouldnt expect it.

alternatively: when you are both analogender and catgender

coined and designed by me, please read dni before interacting. okay to post to wikis. image id below

ID:

Image 1: A 5 striped flag with a dark grey cartoon and featureless drawing of a cat in the middle. The stripes descending are dark grey-blue, dark teal, light grey, darkened yellow, and dark brick red.

Image 2: The same flag, but with the colors lightened to a medium cerulean blue, teal, pastel green that is nearly white, mustard yellow, and a dull candy red. The cat symbol has been turned white.

END ID

#cat meows #mogai gender #catgender #analogender #the light colors version is just for fun but i guess it can also be for if you id more with catgender/the fuzzy happies of this #than the distorted/offness part! #also i hope the image ids are okay if theres any issue with them let me know pls! #also sorry if someone else did coin this and i didnt know i designed this like a month or two ago and furgot to post</3

[waterberry-strawmelon]

finally watched rottmnt movie! i’ll put my thoughts below the cut lol

so basically, i...just kinda thought it was okay? nothing great, unfortunately? it obviously had some great moments, but i think the arc of the movie as a whole was hindered by a couple key things:

1. it was kinda just Leo: The Movie. and i didnt really dig that. i think it would’ve made a much stronger story if they’d had ALL the turtles grow in some kind of way, but all of them stayed static except for Leo.

2. and even if people WERE clamoring for a Leo-centric movie for some reason, his movie arc is LITERALLY AN OBSTACLE HE’S ALREADY OVERCOME IN THE MAIN SERIES. IT’S LITERALLY A POINT OF GROWTH FOR HIM TO STOP BEING SO ARROGANT ALL THE TIME AND WORK AS A TEAM. THEY ALREADY RESOLVED THIS?!?!?!?! ASJHCFJKNHKGMH. just...why????

3. i’ve heard people saying that the creative team was pressured to make this as appealing as possible even to tmnt fans who maybe didnt actually watch Rise, but in the end it that means we lose a LOT of what made the Rise characterizations and writing so great in the series itself. the writing isn’t as snappy or quirky; maybe these writers are just more suited for writing serialized stories instead of a feature-length story, and that’s fine! or maybe they felt the need/were pressured to tone down some of the more Rise-specific narrative style, if that makes any sense. (small example that i feel reflects this vibe: the moment where they finally call themselves the teenage mutant ninja turtles. it was a running gag in the show to never actually claim that name for themselves in that exact order, and so when they finally do, it feels almost inauthentic, because i think that running gag helped re-inforce the whole theme this series was going for in terms of separating this iteration of the Turtles from the past iterations and really stepping out and making their own way. that’s the joy of the Rise series, honestly, is how unafraid they are to make their OWN world with these characters without diverging completely from the source material.) And i couldn’t help but feel the stark absence of the typical Rise running jokes/catch phrases/references in the movie. that’s something i love so much about the show: the careful attention to detail in maintaining continuity and continuing/resolving past gags. they literally only said “hot soup!” twice in this movie. and i feel like that’s really, really indicative of the whole vibe of it, honestly. it just lacks the explosive energy that makes the show so great. :(

as for a couple key things i did like:

the animation was obviously gorgeous, just as it is in the main series, too. seriously, rottmnt has forever spoiled me for tv series animation. and i did really like what they did with the Krang! THIS part certainly felt like how the series normally runs—taking a traditional TMNT concept and breathing fresh, new life into it, making it take on a different form so it’s unique to THIS tmnt universe. i love it!!

they went out of their way to devote time to donnie’s softshell! ahhhhhh!!!!!!! i love it!!!!!! (tho i think a majority of donnie’s dialogue was missing a little.... je ne sais quois. the donnie-ness, if you will. his snark often felt either too dry, or not quite witty enough—never in the sweet spot that it’d hit in the show. but maybe im just being nitpicky and other fans didn’t really find a problem with it!)

the escape pods just as a general concept were fucking GREAT. (tho here’s another negative, oops: i feel like donnie’s tech didn’t feature in the movie NEARLY as much as it does in the show, precisely because of how this was trying to still have watch value even for non-Rise fans. i mean, the number of times donnie’s been without a battle shell and just called one to him remotely, and yet somehow that couldn’t happen this time? am i missing something here or.....?)

all in all, it was definitely enjoyable, but i’d say it has MUCH lower re-watch value than the show does for me. i think what’s the most telling, though, is how i teared up and had goose-bumps for the entire final fifteen minutes during the Rise series finale, during the absolutely GORGEOUS Shredder fight scene—which was even better than the final battle in the movie, imo (though the fight scenes in the film still looked fucking amazing). i truly loved the emotional catharsis at the end of the movie, and mikey’s big savior moment was well-executed, too (huge shout out to the movie soundtrack which really helped drive the tension and emotion in critical scenes like this!), but all in all, i guess i’ve just got one thing to say to sum up how i’m feeling:

i never thought i’d prefer leo’s odachi over his katana.

#(and obviously that goes for all their weapons from the show: #raph's tonfas; mikey's kusari fundo; and ESPECIALLY donnie's techbo. god i missed his techbo SO FUCKING MUCH IN THIS MOVIE!!!!!! #the techbo and the battle shell (and i guess his mystic goggles) are pretty much the defining pieces of donnie tech throughout the entire #Rise series!!!!!) #i think it's also really telling that the brothers never switch up their little nicknames like they do so often in the show #no Angelo or Leon in sight. sigh. #but yeah! overall i'd say i did actually like the movie #i know this post seems more negative than positive #and i think it's only cuz i went into it expecting to be blown away #and so in the end i just came out of it more disappointed than i'd hoped for. but that's okay! #all in all it's really not bad at all! it's good even! just not the most id' wanted out of a rottmnt movie. that's all. #anyway go watch the series if ur looking for a new show to get into! it's on netflix + paramount plus #it's got great humor and beautiful animation #all around good chill vibes :) #doesnt take a lot of investment (im here more for the character interactions and outstanding character writing than the plot anyway. #the plot can often (tho not always!) leave a lil something to be desired but its not the end of the world!) #mine #rottmnt #tmnt #just some thoughts

[crimsongrimoire]

realized I did not post anything about it here fun life event happened

saw mcr. was amazing. vibes were off the charts. little sad I had no chance to get a tour shirt but it was fun I went with my best friend and it was great we had a blast. here's the cute lil message they put up before they walked out onstage, sick ass fire effects during the intro of mama or sleep i cant remember they both did it and bookended welcome to the black parade which was odd but alright. when i tell you i grabbed my friend when they started playing the intro voicemail to sleep, and the second of two times gerard straight up laid on the floor which to be fair! that was in the encore he deserved floor time we made him come back

#crow.txt #not writing #just now thought to do it cause i may or may not be dealing with Consequences #to be fair. i got the tickets like... 4 months ago. and hoped very hard they would make the next booster available for everyone #and then genuinely last week they said they wouldnt and theyre waitijg until the next one is ready #which makes no damn sense but okay #id kinda gone too long and arranged too much to give up. esp since i didnt wanna let me bestie down. #the looks were off the charts i felt underdressed as hell even though i was in all black #but also i wanted to prioritize. comfort. even if i wasnt like on the floor which i did not WANT to be and the tickets were scalped to like #$1k each. fuck nah. and they started lining them up like 3 hrs in advance. no!! #shout out specifically to the guy who was wearing khaki shorts and a short sleeve button down red white and black striped shirt #there was an attempt. i see you. you tried. gold star a for effort #a wlw couple sat next to me it was sweet #i tried so hard to remember the Exact setlist but my brain FRIED the moment we were in the car #i know everything that played but maybe one. order? i hardly know her. except the opening and the encore #emo con was fun very much enjoyed i felt the spirit of gerard in that concert last week. amen. #doing im not okay after foundations of decay was an inspired choice. everyone yelling GET. UP. COWARD. then the opening riff to not okay #and everyone screaming about it. for sure a spiritual experience. #there were only two songs i didnt love love love and know by heart and 0 i disliked outright so bonus! #helena as the last of the encore was also an excellent choice. we had the best setlist sorry <3 yeah they didnt play our lady of sorrows #like in fcukin.... new york or wherever they were literally saturday. BUT they played house of wolves and thats what counts! #AND two of my most favorite conventional weapons tracks i associate with The Boys. sad the fire effect wasnt for burn bright like cmon #it did look cool but there wasnt much to get a picture of it was Much and Fast. #anyway. gonna Not try to make myself write too too much #since im doing '''nothing''' #i have a few more cool vibes terrible focus pics. for fun. wish i got the stage FLOODED with red in the bridge for boy division. alas

[n0ct0urn1quet]

god it feels like everyone i know has been sick in some way within like the past week or so. i got sick n threw up Twice on friday, my mom was queasy n nauseous n kinda ill after that, my mom's boyfriend's daughter had a fever, my girlfriend has a fever and is still fairly ill as far as im aware (i havent heard from her At All today and she was very very very very low energy yesterday and kinda jus spent the whole day in bed so i have no doubt that thats what she prolly did today as well . prolly hasnt said anything to me all day bc idk maybe her phone died n she doesnt have the energy to get up n charge it or something KJASJLKLJKG). everyone's been SICK and it SUCKS!!!!!!

#i have no doubt my mom's bf is gonna fuckin come down with covid or some shit #or like my sister's gonna be sick or somthgin. good god #i mean ok i wasnt really SICK sick i just had a weird throwing up thing that happened . it was just still so weird i dont even know what #caused it. because like #the night before i was feeling kinda queasy kinda ill kinda sickly but i jus thought it was cramps or jus tummy ache #i wake up the next morning n my stomach Hurts n it just feels Weird n im jus kinda laying there at 7am wondring if im gona puke n then im #like. well ill just get up go shower n come n lay back down. so i get up n i get into the shower n after a bit im like ok i feel . slightly #better so im gonna get out. and. i get out and i start getting dressed and i jus kinda stopped and im like. okay no im gonna throw up #so i get out n go into the livingroom to tell mom and i just. yeah. right onto the floor. eugh #i dont know what caused it. mom didnt know what cuased it. it just kinda came up n out i guess #it wasnt a lot n it was all liquid with like a chunk or two of whatever i ate the night before so like #i dont know what caused it. at all. bc we all had the same dinner last night n drank the same stuff #so i dont know why i threw up when no one else Did . very very strange #right before fuckin tahnksgiving too thanksgiving is the day after tomorow and im STILL struggling to eat a lot after it #my stomach had shriveled its about the size of a shriveled up golf ball rn and i havent thrown up but i can barely eat simply because like #ill make soup. ill eat like 4 spoonfulls of it and then im just Full bc thats all my stomach can FIT #and its almost thanksgiving!!!!! The Food Day!!!!!!!! and im juts like <:((((( #i want turkeyyyyy and mash potato :((((( green been and fruit slad :(((((( and pie :(((((( #and so now im all worried about if i eat too much if im gonna throw up again AKJJKSKLLJKKBG #I HOPE I DONT. ID BE SO SAD IF I DO ANd also it would suck becaus no one likes throwing up. BUT ANYWAYS #sorry ig november is just The Sick Month. everyone's got something going on rn. we are all Going Through It as some would say

[zackcollins]

Florida Boy Vibez™

#idk people on here make moodboards of their faves all the time #thought id try my hand at it #how did i do...? #i picked fishing and hunting because id be perfectly okay going fishing and hunting with him #idk man im not bothered by either thing because im a hick ass at heart like he is LOL #he also had a fucktillion hunting or wildlife pictures on insta so it was hella easy to make a moodboard for that #all the pictures from that moodboard are from his insta #the three pictures of him from the fish one are from his insta #the rest are from google lol #anyways #enjoy my first attempt at moodboards #i hope i did alright!! #maybe ill do requests if enough people like these #zack collins #toronto blue jays #baseball #baseball moodboards #moodboards #r.t. makes moodboards #r.t. posts moodboards #not hockey #not mash #babygirl trailer trash #(now you see why LOL) #this boy is r.t.s type #tw hunting

[botanicallyinclinednerd]

I have some gaps in my memory of last night due to how much i had to drink, and its driving me a little nuts cause I don’t like not remembering, and I don’t know if I did anything i need to crawl into a hole for, cause I don’t REMEMBER

#i think its okay? i hope? my main worry is the person taking care of me is a friend but not someone id ever been drunk around #and drunk liv does not lie at all and doesnt hold back especially at that level of drunk so idk what i said to him #liv talks #drunk tw #dont reblog #comments are fine #i know i told him i trusted him a lot through the night and i held his hand a lot #problem isnt the actions (well maybe it is but i think i was okay there i dont think i was impulsive like that) but what i SAID #what did i talk to him about what did i say to him fuck #(i do know that i came out to him which was fine and also probably drunk liv realizing it was time to set up subtle boundaries) #i do not however know what prompted me to come out to him? #idk might have been my role in campus gay club #idk