#also it dRIVES ME ABSOLUTELY CRAZY

[hellenhighwater]

huge shoutout to rejection sensitive dysphoria and the attorney who mentioned that I'd misspelled "forfeiture" in my notes, ensuring that I will literally never misspell that word ever again. Thanks, it's just what I needed. I would have rather been shot, but this works also.

#i am not even being slightly sarcastic #someone pointing out a minor inconsequential error like that will 1. be remembered for the rest of my life #and 2. ensure that I always ALWAYS remember the right way to do it #i usually have very good spelling and it drives me CRAZY when im wrong #so for 'forfeiture #which i always overthink and then misspell #it's either an unrequested out-loud correction of my spelling #or I have to use it as a computer password until the correct spelling is embedded in my hands #also shoutout to Sargon of the Akkad #who is the correct answer to a history trivia game I got wrong in fifth grade #cool how i will absolutely never forget that hes the first known emperor #despite the fact that i will literally never need to know that again

[bigboobyhalo]

im sending this in the most /gen way possible

do you seriously believe that the conversation about lea saying things that are bordeline if not straight up xenophobic stop at "she complained about quackity's stream being in spanish"? have you even looked around why people might be upset?

yes I have and I think you people are fucking insane for focusing on who lea is as a person rather than the insane workers’ rights violations she brought to light that are corroborated by others who worked for qstudios. she literally said the identity of the boss that was responsible for PAYING HER was purposefully kept a secret and NO ONE could contact them. she said that the prison event was something quackity just thought up and then told the admins to create every single aspect of (builds, writing, cutscenes, puzzles, day-by-day activities, etc) within a period of just FIVE DAYS, making him complicit in the crunch time the admins were forced to work under. THE RULES CHANNEL WAS FUCKING EMPTY??

yes it is important to take into account the fact that lea is a biased and imperfect person in order to critically analyze her claims. but steering the entire conversation towards who she is as a person rather than her descriptions of qstudios’ workplace abuse that is BACKED UP BY OTHERS WHO WORKED THERE makes it extremely clear that you would rather argue about semantics and phrasing than spend any time thinking about the actual issues she discusses

#ask #also her saying that €300 would be a bad salary in france but a better salary in mexico is literally. it’s just true? #it would be worth more in pesos? france and mexico have different economies? #<- this is just addressing one thing cuz it’s been driving me crazy like it is so obviously #just people reading everything she says with the absolute worst faith possible #qadmin situation

[im-still-watching-anime]

team seven is like: do you want to fight or go eat together? those are the only two hobbies we all have in common

#naruto #naruto shippuden #naruto team 7 #thinking about how different they all are #they’re like those friends that absolutely Should Not work but do anyway #because they have like two shared interests strong enough to unite them #also this initially said go get ramen instead of food #but the unintentional rhyme was driving me crazy💀

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

I'm in the process of proofreading my Comte 7th bday event translation. However. I had to say it because reading the english version of the Impossible Choices event KILLED ME WHERE I SAT:

VIDEO GAMES WERE A MISTAKE I CAN'T UNSEE IT 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Also because it was hot as hell:

I think Comte deserves to be a little violent. As a treat (for me)

I will also never get over Vlad going AND MAKE IT STRAWBERRY at pretty much everything and Comte just "Can you be an adult. About anything. For like 3 minutes." Meanwhile I'm with MC where I just find it lowkey hilarious. Realizing now as I write about it that Comte, Vlad, and MC just feel like Comte and MC are the dad and mom humoring an overzealous child, and something about that is freaking uproarious to me. I was sitting there like "where have I heard/seen that tone in Comte before" and then it hit me like a ton of bricks (as if he doesn't run a whole house, don't look at me I'm a 🤡)

I find it all kinds of adorable that Comte's playful and silly only when he's alone with MC, makes it feel special in a way--like he's comfortable sharing because it's her. I also think it's cute because he often manages to find a way to spin it into something that ends up being fun/sweet/thoughtful towards MC, which is just delightful. I feel like when Vlad comes in he gets a lil grumpy and jealous and retreats into himself a bit, like his private time with MC was stolen 😚

I still chortle about the Honeymoon event where Vlad gave MC a bouquet of flowers to celebrate their wedding day, and the way it felt like Comte wanted to trash them 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 it was so unbelievably funny. Like it was so clear he didn't want to ruin MC's gift, you know, be mature and let her have this. But also. REEEEEEEE M Y MC 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Deleted footage of Comte the second Vlad offered her flowers:

Also, spoilers for the Epilogue that left me clutching my pearls MC GIANT MOOD, I LOVE HIM:

ME TOO, ABEL. ME TOO [SOBBING]

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp comte #ikevamp vlad #ikevamp event spoilers #literally i loved this event so much in the jpnese ver it's beautiful to relive in english #in my notes I have it labeled “The Girls Are Fighting!” #and truly was I wrong? I was not wrong #their petty bickering gives me life--the smile war was absolutely hilarious #like don't get me wrong i love a brawl when two characters can't stand each other #but it's even funnier when they're being So Brave About It and conceal their genuine irritation with rancid pleasantries #and dont even get me started on how they deadass were like #'yeah i wanna slap fight you every time i see you but. put that shit away MC needs us rn. truce.' #and then by god those crazy sons of bitches did it #amazing showstopping spectacular never been done before #also because im feral #I LOVE WHEN COMTE BLUSHES. G O D DDDDD D #IT HAPPENS SO RARELY AND ITS SO P O W E R F U L #PREY DRIVE INSTINCTS ACTIVATED #**LUNGES AT HIM** #anywho im going to be so normal about this. So Normal #comte propaganda #fangdad propaganda #baguettosaurus

[he-wrote-that-one-song]

I need need need people to remember that Shawn is fucking smart, like super fucking smart! most of the time he's being silly goofy is just for the hell of it! he's not actually incompetent at half the things that come across that way!!! he's a goofball and bisexual and can be very stupid sometimes but he's also super smart

#psych 2006 #shawn spencer #like it drives me crazy in episodes or fics where people dissmiss the fact hes actually very competent and good at shit #sometimes it makes sense when its so gus can show off a little #and i love gus #but it just kinda seems like lazy writing when it would absolutely be smth shawn should/would know #idk man #give my boys the respect they deserve #they are clowns #but they're also running the circus #songposts

[murdleandmarot]

@mysticalcats @emimii @toki-toro um hi hello *throws these in your general direction and hides behind a trash can*

#UR OCS DRIVE ME INSANE THEY JUST KIND OF LIVE IN MY HEAD NOW #sigh……..absolutely adore #clownaire is literally a Scooby doo villain if the Scooby doo villains were sweet and kind and lovely #foxglove is so so <333 I love the name and the design #(also pretend that’s a foxglove flower next to his name shhhhhhhh) #ans Chaumet!!! #lord I hope I spelled that right #he gives SUCH Moscow 2005 vibes for the design #and Madrid 2005 for the lighting #I think it’s mostly just because of the blue???? #but either way the streaks and stripes and colors drive. me. crazy!!! #the textures!!! #I kept looking at the drawing you posted as a reference and kept giggling #because he just looked so >:( to me #I’ve made this comparison to Alonzo before and I’ll make it again: he kinda looks like a sea creature??? #don’t ask I’m so sleep deprived my mind has never been clearer wdym #sigh……I adore them all so much #yall r so talented and creative <3 #cats the musical #cats oc #cats the musical oc #not my oc #jellicle oc

[wantonlywindswept]

fox & rex ficbit

finally wrote some tcw! whoo.

tbh not entirely sure where this is headed (a lie: i know exactly where i want this to end up, and it is with alpha-17 storming coruscant in a fit of protective rage and also murder) and atm it’s just a lot of exposition ideas because...i still have no real solid feel for the characters?? so i’m kind of working through that.

it is exhausting. star wars fanon you are exhausting. why can my brain not just write with the tropes and be done with it

anyway basically rex and fox are alpha-17′s feral children/brothers/students/?? because all three of them are competent chaos gremlins. set vaguely after geonosis but before the GAR is actually properly structured, bc if star wars doesn’t know what its timeline is then why the hell should i

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Growing up on Kamino, Rex and Fox had three things in common: a taste for the popularly-loathed blue carbohydrate cubes, an unstoppable compulsion to always be the best at anything they did, and the extremely dubious honor of being Alpha-17's favorites.

Fox was one of the earlier Command Class clones decanted, the eldest of a batch that boasted Wolffe, Gree, Bly, and Cody: possibly the strongest CC batch that Kamino would ever produce. He came out with a massive chip on his shoulder and left his tact in his tube, and made a sport of talking back to every single trainer in the Cuy'val Dar--which was why he once spent two weeks in Medical with broken ribs, a punctured lung, and Dred Priest's bootprints on his chest.

On the other hand, Rex came from a CT batch that was nearly flushed for genetic deviation, and of the original five, only he and Crys made it past cadet training. He clawed to the top of all his training modules fueled by fear and spite, and did everything by the book to avoid any kind of attention that might further mark him as defective: he kept his head down and his mouth shut, no matter what he actually thought about things.

Alpha's ARC training was good for the both of them, in the end: it taught Rex how to speak his mind, and it taught Fox how to shut the fuck up.

"15 - 5," Alpha announced cheerfully, leaning on his training staff without even the slightest indication of being tired. Fox, flat on his back at Alpha's feet, wheezed something that might have been a curse.

"I'm starting to think that those 5 were a fluke," Rex said blandly. 

Fox's next growl was definitely a curse, and he lifted trembling hands to sign something insulting and anatomically improbable in Rex's direction.

"Go on, stop whining into my mats," Alpha said, nudging Fox in the side with his foot. "It's time for me to beat the other little brat into the ground."

Rex watched, snickering, as Fox very clearly struggled to keep from offering Alpha a similar insult. 

It was good that he was finally developing a sense of self-preservation.

It was just the three of them left in the gym, long after most sane troopers retreated to lick their wounds and get some kind of rest before they did the same thing all over again tomorrow. Even Fox's certifiably unhinged batch had abandoned them after a couple hours of extra training; most of the CCs had been tagged for the ARC classes, but some were taking to it with a little more enthusiasm than others.

Fox peeled himself off the floor, using his staff as a crutch as he staggered to the deceptive safety outside of the training ring. He passed Rex along the way; his encouraging pat on the shoulder turned into more of an uncoordinated smack to the side of the head, which Rex magnanimously decided to forgive on account of knowing he'd probably need Fox's help standing up later. 

Alpha was brutal, and relentless, and more than a little bit of a dick, but he wasn't cruel. He pushed them hard, taught them everything he knew, and if sometimes Rex caught him looking at them like he was worried they'd vanish the moment they left his sight, well. 

The campaign on Geonosis had been a hell of a debut. They'd lost thousands of brothers, and now they were all on edge waiting for their official postings. There was no telling where they'd end up next. 

Fox would undoubtedly be deployed where the fighting was the heaviest; he came off Geonosis with a dossier of accolades and a near-spotless string of victories. The rest of his batch had done equally well--all save Cody, who'd been unwillingly left behind on Kamino with a grade three concussion and a broken orbital bone, courtesy of one of Isabet Reau's battle circles.

Rex was probably destined for something similar. He'd performed well enough that he was guaranteed an officer commission, and he'd been all but adopted into the Command class after taking control of a battalion that had lost their commanding officer. It would be an absolute waste to not send him to the front lines.

Once ARC training was over, once they got their assignments and shipped out, it was entirely possible this would be the last time that Alpha saw them both alive.

With that cheery thought in mind, Rex spun the staff in his hands, met Alpha's grim expression with a sharp nod, and launched himself into the ring.

(Later, after Alpha dumped them both in the showers and ordered them not to drown, Fox gave him so much shit for only managing to win three matches out of twenty. But he also hauled Rex into the closer barracks that he shared with his batch, shoved him into the empty bed, and immediately passed out on him, which was enough of a comfort that Rex figured he could put off his vengeance for later. 

Maybe in the morning.

Maybe after they came back from the war, and they could prove to Alpha that he hadn't just sent them off to die.)

#tcw #tcw fanfiction #commander fox #captain rex #alpha-17 #i have the looming sense of dread #that this is one of those fandoms #where i'm going to have to change my mental characterizations from story to story #which drives me ABSOLUTELY crazy #but detangling canon and fanon and personal headcanon is goddamn exhausting #like do i want to write soft family feels? #or do i want fox and wolffe having competitive angry hatesex? #(i say) #(like i have the willpower to bother writing smut anymore) #maybe the characterizations will settle if i write them more idk #ANYWAY #also i have STILL not finished actually watching tcw #what is my life even #cunning and courage

[billxharry]

Things I would pay any sum of money to have released since there's a 99.99999% chance Cher is talking about Stellan, Colin and Pierce here yes?

#Mamma Mia! Here We Go Again #Cher #Colin Firth #Stellan Skarsgård #Pierce Brosnan #Especially because I think it's prettttty easy to guess which of the boys she was talking about #I included Pierce in the tags for good measure #because he absolutely could have been included in that and I hope he is #however #I can't help but have a sneaking suspicion it might have more so been the other two #just based on all of the other interviews that mention how hilarious Colin and Stellan always were together... #it drives me crazy knowing this footage should exist and we have never been privy to see it #also I feel bad posting this clip with Cher because I am readying a post that lambasts her character #But it's not Cher herself I have the problem with at all #Just the character. #Just so we are clear. #Also just to make it clear #IF THERE EXISTS FOOTAGE OF COLIN AND STELLAN SINGING MY LOVE MY LIFE TO EACH OTHER AND I DON'T GET TO SEE IT I WILL RIOT #that is all #:) #dumb boys indeed

[sunnibits]

you are so fucking right about babies. baby naps are hardcore the most cutest naps ever. i love babies i feel like that’s an unpopular around here but they’re just so cute. anyway real footage of me anytime i see a baby

REALLLL ME TOOOO!!! I’m always just like. holy shit a baby. holy shit ur so small. dude I hate to alarm you but um. did u know ur so small. like. are you aware that you are in fact just a little guy. itty bitty even. and the baby’s just like: 👁👄👁

anyways this is a real image of me at work every Saturday

#mr wiggles my absolute fucking beloved. the cutest fucking little guy ever #fr tho I don’t get why so many ppl on tumblr are so fucking mean to kids like 😭😭 #I get that society has made you absolutely exhausted of the way we’re all expected to have kids and treat them like miracles but also. #babies are actually cute and special unfortunately. like they actually are sick as hell if u give them a chance. #I know not everyone wants a baby but I feel like the mere concept of the way children perceive the world fits in very well with the tumblr - #- populations general philosophy of romanticism and enjoying little experiences in life #idk. maybe I think about things too much. but that’s just my thought #ask box #anyways I would kill fifty armed men in cold blood for even my least favorite kids at work and that is a promise #they may drive me crazy but I would take a bullet for them without hesitation #doodles

[quibblegoobe]

I DONY WANT YO WRITE MY ESSAY1!!!!1!!!!!!!!

#ferris on break #im guy that keeps saying he has so much shit to do and then does absolutely none of it #me and my 3 art projects + socy essay + socy final :) all due next week :) and im nowhere to being done at all :) they are beating my ass : #i for real cant get myself to do anything its driving me crazy!!!!!! #my ass is sitting here playing stardew while screaming at myself in my brain to get any amount of my hw done #and also my wrist and like whole arm is dying and dead and always seizing up and in pain. #but thats a whole other issue that i dont have the time or energy to deal with rn #ok time to lock in and bullshit my way throug h at least. some of my essay. hopefully

[whippetcrimes]

Petsitting not my breed is very difficult. I grew up with pugs, among other dogs, and I just am being driven absolutely crazy by this little creature. The sounds. The licking. The doggie smell. And her and Misty are nearly incapable of playing nicely together so also the dog management. Don't like. Very unhappy. Cannot wait for her to go home Friday

#and she's super attached to my brother so every night she just loses her little mind whining and scratching and pacing and howling #i had him bring a blanket from his bed and its helped a LOT. she was much worse last time #but still. her nighttime sadness is endless #and i feel for her but also. it's lowkey overwhelming #I've been taking extra showers just to hide in the bathroom away from the dogs #which sounds so ridiculous but like. bf has been sleeping on the couch to get away from her #our other occasional doggie visitor doesn't drive me quite so crazy. but i am always happy to send him back home too #misty is just an absolute bully with these two dogs. its so stressful #anyways... just venting we'll live

[fiendishartist2]

it is so incredibly important to me that paul is the one playing petscop the entire time. with the way it is so deeply personal to paul i can't understand why you would want to seperate him from the narrative

#i keep thinking about nexpos theory and finding more gripes with it sorry #the ai think just. doesnt make sense and also just kinda makes me sad #dont take paul out of his own story man...... #aside from the fact that it doesnt work like logistically i think its a weirs way to rationalize seperating paul from the story of petscop #which. idk. kinda defeats the purpose of most of it lol #esp the second half where paul is really suffering bc of both the game and the family #whenever i think about the ai theory i remember the ghost room and keep console running screen #i think about paul in anna's or jill's house. afraid and depressed and absolutely obsessed with a mystery he cant solve #slowly driving himself crazy #but every time he thinks he wants to quit. every time hes laying in bed at night and wondering if he should just call belle to come get him #the tv lets out a blaring alarm and turning red. pleading with him to keep console running to not let go to just keep playing the game #and eventually he gets up. sits in his chair. and starts again #h

[etchedstars]

spotify friend activity making me so emotional rn .... hello online friend who i havent talked to in 3 months. i hope youre well and youre enjoying your sad emotional tuesday evening daylist

#im actually really sad over this actually #oddly enough my current daylist is also sad emotional tuesday evening #the overdue asteroid strikes again #ok im so going on a whole entire tangent but like. drives me crazy sometimes #how you can be so close to a person and have so many memories and be each others friends in a time when it feels like youre alone #and then suddenly life sweeps you back up and then you just dont have enough time to talk anymore #how i would recognize her in an instant if i passed her on the street from the spotify profile alone and how i absolutely know she wouldnt #recognize me back #and its fine like i dont usually think abt this as much as i am now but damn. #ships passing in the night. or buses or something . its been almost 2 yrs since that #i hope youre doing well if you see this . i dont think you will bc you havent checked tumblr in 2 yrs but i still have so much love for you #ok thats all for now. sorry #NVM SHE UNFOLLOWED ME. :(

[electric-plants]

lovingly building kazuha on a full support set up and coming to the abrupt realization that i pretty much exclusively only have anemo and dendro dps characters built

#genshin impact #gi kazuha #i would be unstoppable if anemo and dendro reacted fr #i can barely test him because i don’t have any super good dps choices #like best i got is diluc who is GREAT #but like ive been rebuilding him so trying to keep track of numbers is HARD lol #the way im finally about to get back to building childe JUST for kazuha😌 #also idk if it just feels like it because i didn’t have anything prepped for him but building kazuha is HARD #i am STRUGGLING lol #and not really having a good configuration to test him with is NOT helping🙃 #i feel like im absolutely butchering this build and it’s driving me crazy💀

[volinare]

i called out... like right before my shift too. i am truly a monster. like they're going to have to find someone to cover my trucks. i just can't. like yesterday wasn't even that bad and i've been having fun, i enjoy the job i enjoy working and i just.

#like i put up with deep open sores on my ankles for this job. theyve only just now healed #and that didn't drive me to quit #but the last week has just been. like i didn't even go in that much because i hurt my knee last week and monday was labor day #my knee is fine now and i'm fine but i like had to leave early on tuesday because i was about to start fucking sobbing #and my brain was like . going joker mode. #i feel like. i have failed. #well actually i feel like a failure but i'm going to try and not be a bitch about this #i just want to have a job i keep and that i can go to while still like... feeling okay. and this is certainly not it #i guess i still had hope that this was... sustainable. because it was fun and easy #and really i'm being a baby like im not injured or anything #god being a quiter used to be so much easier before i like. realized i was doing that thing #that greg does in school in crazy ex girlfriend #he sings a song about it #like 'well i failed cause i didn't try' #and now im like. i tried. and i still weh weh weg #im also quitting before i like worked my self to the absolute bone and for some reason that makes me feel like i actually didn't try at all #do you think that black and white thinking is autism or bpd? vote now in the comments #i feeling like carving something pretty into my skin #wehhhh i made this whole post hoping to feel better after i vented but i still feel bad #i hope i die in my sleep #and the timing you know? the timing like this is just so fucking embarrassing but i dint fucking care #like congrats you got what you wanted there was a retard within 2 feet of you and now there's not

[tattoos-and-ballgowns]

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#if you have ALL these health problems that come from your gut #if you’ve had Covid three times #and you ALSO say Covid comes from your gut #why would you not mask outside #’she will bring it home anyway and then I will still get it’ ok but you can also spread it to other people #and if all MY health problems come from my gut as you say #and you want to spread the word about how gut health results in ALL issues #(to the point of bringing it up when people have CANCER) #WHY would you not want to mask to mitigate people’s exposure to ANOTHER gut health issue #URGGHHHH #ABSOLUTELY drives me crazy #personal #to delete later #text