#am i cool yet lol

[karmathenightowl]

Happy Candlenights to those who celebrate

#i made this last night purely for the meme factor #am i cool yet lol #gonna watch the stream later tonight #my brother my brother and me #candlenights #the adventure zone #justin mcelroy #travis mcelroy #griffin mcelroy #the mcelroys #the mcelroy brothers #memes #happy candlenights

[essektheylyss]

I'm just thinking about those family secrets and drama that people don't tell the kids about because kids can blurt things out in mixed company even with the best intentions, that you only learn when your mom says something offhand about "And that's why your cousin lived with us for a year," while you're helping in the kitchen at 11pm the night before a holiday and it recontextualizes a whole bunch of stuff from when you were nine and things didn't quite add up but also you were having a great time having sleepovers with your cousin, but also this context raises a LOT of other questions.

So in that regard, it is so funny to wonder like, how much Luc actually knows about Essek. Has he actually met him? I presume he has, but in that case, was he in disguise? Does Luc know him by an alias? Is Essek one of those family members who shows up to events very intermittently and no one really talks about? For that matter, how much does he know about Caleb's history?

I'm just imagining him hearing the "Shadowhand" comment in the Archive and not knowing who the fuck this geezer is talking about let alone why his godfather's being threatened until Aunt Jester says, "And he's going to hurt Essek," and putting a lot of things together that also raises more questions than it answers like

#critical role #cr spoilers #essek thelyss #caleb widogast #luc brenatto #m9 solstice #I have so many serious meta posts to make cuz I'm still feral and yet here I am making shitposts #it's fine it's cool lmfao #I'll get to them eventually lol

[mexipoopy]

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4: build #man I really love making teen rooms #i always wanted those cool rooms teens had on tv/movies #the sims will have to do i guess u_u #also gg im posting this at 4 am this is my worst timing yet and no i won't queue it im a stubborn bitch lol

[buglaur]

my farmers profile 🥳

#sdv #stardew valley #ain't she cool #sdv farmer #procrastination at it's finest #i have an assignment due tomorrow but here i am spending my time on this because anything to not be productive #she married shane but i see it more of a best buds situation #i just kinda wanted him in the house i think he's cool 🤷🏻 #wish there was a way to invite people to be your roommate without marrying them lol #i'm playing vanilla because i play the same save between 2 devices and i don't wanna download mods n shit on my college laptop #i'm in year 2 i just wanna play non stop but i can't with college 😢 #down to my last 3 weeks though! and i have no exams 💪🏻 #i see i have asks but i haven't looked at them yet and probably won't til the weekend.. sorry

[somerandomcryptid]

Ah prison podcast my beloved.

#c!dream #c!techno #c!rivals duo #dsmp fanart #cryptid.art #I completely winged the Techno design as I don't have one yet lol #dreblr #That's an ok tag to use for this right? #Idk I have been lurking in dreblr but am intimidated about using the tag #Dreblr almost feels to cool for me lol #Even though from lurking I can tell I have similar opinions and feelings #Forgive my probably bad handwriting #That's legit the best I could free-hand

[robo-dino-puppy]

horizon forbidden west | talanah 15/?

#horizon forbidden west #hfw #talanah #talanah tuesday #i don't think i've posted this one yet but i may have shared it on discord? #i really need to start a new game bc i am really scraping the bottom of the barrel by now #weird that she's shooting two *different* arrows here but ok whatevs you go girl #talanah khane padish #the sunhawk #nfw talanah #hfw npcs #also i made it back from my trip finally but have a lot of catching up to do lol #i check my tumblr notifs and i have been *swarmed* by (presumable) bots with kinda cool names #ugh #one had a name that caught my eye #so i snagged a variation of it lololol

[beesorcery]

i really liked the design of this shirt but 1) too many dollars 2) i wasn’t about to stand in that merch line for an hour and 3) it’s not on the website anymore??? idk

anyway i have decided to embark on a fun project in which i recreate this design but instead of the city names it’s the 8 ball from that show, which means it won’t be done until april! so i’m gonna post progress updates as i do them. graphic design is my passion or whatever

here is the current draft updated through 3/4:

i’m doing it in illustrator because i have access through my school and also it’s easier to move things around as stuff gets added. i don’t know yet if i’ll try to make it into a shirt or maybe a poster or something once it’s done

my main obstacle to making it really similar to the original is these fucking song titles jesus christ. it took me like 5 hours noodling to get the current composition. slump isn’t even one of their longest like if they play get busy in raleigh i’m cooked. i am having fun though so that’s what matters

finding the fonts is also very time consuming but still fun, there are some i straight up can’t find anywhere (and the image isn’t hq enough to be able to tell exactly what they look like anyway) so for some of them i’m just gonna use the best match and then convert to shapes and fuck around until it looks right; i did it with the 3.3 and 3.4 idk if it’s noticeable

i’ll rb this post with more updates!! hopefully posting will also structure the time i work on it so i don’t end up completely missing schoolwork due to hyperfocusing on this

#fun stuff!!! #bees’ art #fall out boy #fob #2ourdust #i’ve looked for the fonts through austin but i’m trying to not fail my classes so i’m pausing the search until after the following show #i’m realizing they might eventually repeat an 8 ball like last year but i think it’ll still be cool #also for double 8 balls i’m gonna put both if they’re both fob songs but there hasn’t been a double 8 ball yet! so no worries 😐 #ahahaha. #i’m open to constructive feedback too lol i have very limited graphic design training and am mostly self taught #bees' graphic design adventure

[prettyboykatsuki]

brb 🫡

#aristotle.txt #I AM NOT LEAVING #but i am gonna take a little break which i am actually very sad thinking about #ill still pop in every once in a while and check asks #but im gonna cool it w the yapping a bit and sort my brain out #i will miss u pls do not forget abt me while im on vacation #itll be a month 🫡 i think #latest discourse just felt like really particularly triggering because of my life experiences so i cant really open the app w our feeling #sour about. i have a few fics and stuff i will upload over tome #TIME #I FEEL SO BAD LEAVING FOR A BIT IM NOT JUMPING SHIP YET #just a bit Troubled you know. #COMMI #ill leave the ask box open for the time being i stil have to find all me mutuals lol

[guidingthulite]

"Akiyama, what is this?"

"Why, I might be a beginner, but to say to my face that you can't even tell what I've drawn...!"

"I do know what this is, what I meant to ask is WHY."

"Ena lent me her tablet, so I wanted to make the most of it by drawing something truly great!"

"Why is Tsukasa wearing a dress?"

"I really wanted to draw one, so I asked him if I could draw him in a wedding dress, and he said yes!"

"Naturally, Akito! A star should look good in anything they wear, and this is no exception! I am quite pleased with the result!"

"Of course you'd say that..."

(CHAPTER 6 OF THIS IS LIKE MY SISTER'S SHOUJO MANGAS BUT WORSE OUT NOW! READ HERE!)

a better look at mizuki's drawing under the cut!

#akikasa #proseka #project sekai #prsk #akito shinonome #tsukasa tenma #tsuaki #i'd tag mizuki but they're barely in it lol #dw they're not getting married (yet) #isn't it funny that i drew mizuki's previous arts with my tablet #but this one where they do have a tablet mine broke and i had to draw it by mouse #also yeah the color of the roses is a reference to that thing i can never shut up about #this is the longest chapter yet #hope you guys enjoy it <3 #ALSO GO FOLLOW LUCEPHICA SHE BETA READ THE CHAPTER AND SHE'S AMAZING AND SUPER COOL #this time there's bg tynn and knen #and the latter you can tell because. look at the tablet pen. #i am very self indulgent but i am free :D #my mess

[keeps-ache]

there are a couple changes i would make to the keyboard if i could:

wiggly exclamation mark

bleeding heart emoji

varying snake emojis (more poses would be fun)

question mark with a little heart for the dot bc, well,

more explosions

and that is all thank you

#just me hi #i need these a lot #wiggly bc it makes a lot of sense #i am saying something but with a sort of ~~~~~~ to it!! #/bleeding heart because the other night (it musta been about 3 a.m.) i was looking for an emoji to really get my point across and i sadly #realized that i had imagined the existence of it. the disappointment was immense <//3 hfhs #/SNAKES. need i say more? :> #do i know a lot about them? not yet. am i scared of them? yes. but i love them a lot thanky #/i am asking a question but it's with love #<3 #/explosion emoji my beloved #we NEED to diversify hfhsvb #a mushroom cloud would be cool :3 or one that clearly has shrapnel in it #or one with a little heart that's like the exploding head emoji. because it's like that #i'm mentioning hearts a lot bc the heart is willing but the brain is. trying #//anyway in the other newsings i'm remaking those pi.e refs again lmao 👍 #ik they're only so many months old but man i changed some of the designs a bit during those months hfhs #funny how i made refs because i thought 'oh i haven't changed their designs in forever - it's not like it'll happen anytime soon yea?' #and then.......... #oath's design has changed the most minimally during these - how many ? two‚ three-ish years - so i thought Ahh nothin'll happen #but Then-- #aura has morphed So many times - she was at least 3 different people before i actually Got her so hfvhs <3 #kinda knew that would happen. but she's actually changed the least so Lollll #hid's usual look has not changed at All - only his actual form‚ which i tweak every second day or something #and i've neglected kira so badly fvfsh - so now i've added and removed and swapped things for her in worldrecord time ! i think i've got he #in a way i like though so :D #but bc of all these changes now i gotta make new refs bc they are Inaccurate #not a big deal. but oh it IS #wonder how long it'll take me this time lol :) only one way to know ehegh #//anywho ciao ! i've got the things and stuffs to be doing.. ooo toodles :33

[icewindandboringhorror]

a quite simple outfit, trying to use the little blue and white apron thing (which is actually a dress I think, that I just leave un-buttoned in the back and added an apron-like tie to lol)

#self #mori kei #jfashion #NOT really but like.. it's.. adjacent I guess.. forgive me .. I may try using tags again though I kind of got out of the habit ghhj #I need to be... Seen to some degree. I want to start selling clothes and sculptures again to recoup the costs of having to euthanize my cat #and stuff . but that won't be very successful if I have like.. 15 people to sell to lol... #the eternal Hermit Conflict where you hate attention and Being Percieved in general yet in todays capitalist society it is nearly #a necessity to have some form of social network or media presence especially in creative fields. etc. etc. ... kicking screaming wailing #sobbing so on and so forth.. tearfully punching the cold mossy stone walls of my evil wizard tower... #I was also thinking of maybe opening a few sculpture commission slots and maybe Tumblr Blazing that post or something #but.. again.... sobbing crying interacting with the general public oughhf ouuch -500 HP #why can't I just be approached by some wealthy 65 year old woman who is nonsensically infatuated with my art for no #reason and gives me like $10.000 a week for food and art supplies and etc. and I can go fuck off into a cabin in the middle of nowhere #in the uk and just be left alone to work on my projects without even needing to build any form of connections or social presence because I' #already set for life and can just get funding and connections whenever lol.. WHICH not to be ungrateful like obviously I still appreciate #anyone who follows and interacts with my posts. I dont mean it in a 'grrr fuck all of you imbeciles I wish I could delete my blog!!!' or #whatever hhjkjk.. I just mean it more in a like.. I am very socially inept and my mental illness gives me severe social issues so any situ #tion where I'm expected to self promote or network or interact with others generally is nightmarish and stressful for many many reasons #and if I could somehow skip that part and just go straight to being a famous author or somethin.. that would be cool. Which I know EVERYONE #hates networking and stuff but I mean like.. on a level most people could not possibly comprehend.. I am not just an 'introvert'. I am like #doctors declare me incapable of functioning in general society very poor mental health prognosis probably should have a caretaker at #some point type Hermit lol.. ANYWAY ghbhj... alas.. I also feel weird about the sculptures in terms of what to charge for them #and always have which is part of why I stopped selling them. If I charged a fair even like $15 an hour many of them would be like #close to $150+. and nobody is going to pay that for a decoration. that doesn't even factor in like.. supplies or time spent communicating/s #etching the concept (if a commission) etc. etc. I thought it'd be better to just auction them then and let people pay what they want inst #d of a set price but etsy doesnt allow auctions and is it weird to just.. link people to an Art Ebay or something lol.. #AAAANYWAY.. the outfit.. I still love these shoes. they're nice and a little Older Style looking. always into pastel florals too lol #(everything is thrifted as usual. excited about the shirt because it's so puffy! it was in the halloween section though ghjhj.. like when i #s october and they make the special aisle in goodwill for 'Costume' clothes even though theyre all just normal stuff I would wear ghg)

[questing-wulfstan]

He looks like a freaking heroine out of a gothic novel I'm obsessed (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

#I DON'T UNDERSTAND #HOW CAN I OBSESS ANY MORE OVER THIS MAN #YET HERE I AM #SOBBING #I am so sorry to everyone who followed me for my serious and cool composure (lol) in fandoms of fictional works #I am reverting to bangya mode #BUT WHAT IS THERE TO LIFE IF NOT BEING A BANGYA ?? #erm #I decline all responsibility for the direction this blog might be headed in #ANYWAYS #I want to write the gothic novel in question #dir en grey #toshiya

[sinew-lattice]

diversity win! the woman about to kill and eat you is trans!

#IVE FINALLY DRAWN HER WOOOOOOOOOOOOO #also i COOKED on the axe holding hand. wanna know how i did that? i took a picture of myself holding a novelty crocodile themed #backscratcher that might be older than i am #it has a crocodile for a grip its cool looking but not actually a very good backscratcher #makes for a good ref of how hands wrap around shit tho lmao #tendrilposting #oc: isabella #kinda wanted to put more detail into this but i also wanted to. finish it #also she needs to be a fucken goliath but im not there yet lol

[despairforme]

#[ hurt my left ring finger really badly at volleyball practice yesterday LOL ] #[ am i a real middle blocker yet ??? ] #[ definitely gonna interfere with my writing t-t and also i'm busy this weekend ] #[ we're having guests over ] #[ THEY'RE ALL COOL PEOPLE ] #[ i don't know why i'm stressing out xD i cleaned the whole house ] #[ toby can you relax ] #[ anyways! hope you're all doing good and thank you so much for your patience! ] #[ i'm super far behind on everything t-t ] #toby post. ╱ out of character.

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

So ummm a!au inspired madoka magica au??

#Had soooo much fun with the designs #Also tried to do my eye style with madokas eye shading/lighting style n I think it looks cool.. #Gonna draw shapes and Vanessa too probably but not rn bc my outfit ideas aren’t as clear for them just yet #But WOOO MAKING MAGICAL GIRL OUTFITS MY BELOVED #a!au #ahit #ahit au #madoka magica au #this idea is basically just me saying “ok how can I translate aau lore/characters into madoka lore” and it works surprisingly well #I might explain the story idea later but not rn I’m tired oof #I probably will after drawing van n shapes and after brainstorming other ideas #I actually am considering doing this as a fic at some point just bc it’s really clear in my mind #BUT i know that I’d never finish it lol it would probably be just a one shot or a hypothetical thing that doesn’t continue further idk #Actual aau fic is my main priority n stuff but having a little side thing would be fun too #Like I said it’s all just hypothetical but yaya I’m very not obsessed with my current ideas totally normal and regular #ahit moonjumper #ahit the snatcher #ahit the prince #pmmm oc #madoka magica oc #<ig??? #They’re basically ocs lol they are very detached from aau outside of similar base concepts and ideas #Crossover but not really idk like I said it’s based on aaus concepts but that’s basically as far as it goes oof

[strawberrybabydog]

great incest-grandpa is coming to live with me again soon. starts slamming my head on the wall

#incest mention #no official date yet but my mom already told him to never ask me for my opinion on something ever again so. cool #no i am not kidding yes she thinks its normal #so anyways commission me if you want to help me get out of here lol #personal #not dog #off topic