#and I know we will look back in 10 years to cringe at this bc even now I am cringing at it

[thursdayg1rl]

didn't realise that the summer I turned pretty season 2 was still going lmaoo. I finished episode 6 and was like well damn I guess this is it. here we go again ig

#the problem with this series is that it is too set in todays time #but the books are so so 2010 coded and it kind of ruins the whole vibe #even the little choices of adding in modern music.. idk man. like my Jeremiah has never heard of Ariana grande and I know this in my heart #its so. Netflix originalified #and I know we will look back in 10 years to cringe at this bc even now I am cringing at it #and then the casting. that's a whole separate issue #she really said Conrad was 'dark dark dark' and they made him barely a brunette (can you use brunette for men? many have been wondering) #and Jeremiah isn't even properly blond like can we commit to the bit please. be serious about this im not even playing #bc they could have dyed their hair its not even that deep #I like belly at least like I look at her and I think yeah that could be belly #and Taylor as well actually. not in season 1 but her season 2 hair I believe it can be her #the only good thing they changed is making Jeremiah bisexual #and also I think the characters aren't obsessed with each other how I thought they should be after reading the books #the stakes are simply not that high when in the books it was like life or death for belly to get Conrad to notice her #ALSO not enough flashback scenes to their childhood #I don't even care ab this like that but it's just the principle of the thing! like it could have been great and they fumbled it completely #I need to have some kind of input in these things they should hire me as a creative director 😤 #also I came here to say that Jeremiah is wearing an outfit I have worn many times before but I got sidetracked

[carryonmylovelies]

omg hey hotties 😭😭 im back !

#sooooooooooooo anyways not me dropping off the face of the earth for like the entire summer vwkqmqjdhsowjwjwjenkwhwk #just had to die for a little bit u know....disappear into the abyss and all that #pls look away from all the shit im abt to throw into these tags 😁 unless u want 2 read my cringe oversharing essay for the day 👍 #my summer was so silly 😍 ummmmm lets see i lost my fulltime job at the daycare bc the owner very rightfully decided to retire and close #so i was unemployed for the whole summer except for my occasional side jobs and also had to move bc of family shit #so im living w my grandma for the time being and its utterly amazing tbh my grandma and i have a really strong bond and relationship #and i really love getting to come home and see her every day. i decorated her house for halloween a week ago 🎃🎃🎃 #and she couldnt stop talking abt how nice everything looked and how glad she was to have me there and i just abt broke down 😭😭😭 #i did a complete fucking 180 jobwise im actually training to be a certified fire alarm inspector now LMFAO #i really really like it so far and have like a million stories already abt all the shit ive done/seen so far #im the only girl looking son of a bitch thats working and training in the field out of my entire region of the company so 🤪 #literally shoved my dykey nb ass in there and now im fucking it up with the boys heyoooooo #ummm me and one of my best friends started dating bc of a miscommunication (BC OFC WE DID I KNOW I KNOW ITS SO MF GAY) #and our 4 mo anniversary will be on halloween which i think is the swaggiest fag shit in the whole WORLLLDDDDDDDD 😫🎃🖤🧡 #my very beloved pet rabbit of over 8 years died quite unexpectedly in august and i was. doing pretty bad for awhile which sucked so so hard #he had multiple health issues and was over 10 yrs old so its hard to say what exactly happened. my gf and gma both pulled me thru that shit #and my besties gave me so much support and love idek what i would have done w/o them. i miss my baby so bad. #ive also had some health issues which sucks absolute BALLS #and recently figured out that the migraine/anti depressant meds ive been on for the last THREE MF YEARS have been fucking up my body lmao #but on the flipside going back 2 the positives i got to have some really incredible experiences/interactions in the past few months #and those were really huge in helping me get my shit together again #i got to take my girlboygirlfriend on little daytrips throughout the summer. i got a second tat🕷🕸❣️ (which my gf designed 😫) #i met girl queen pussy slay miss felicia day AND met the sexiest creature alive harvey guillen and he told me he liked my hair #which im still super duper normal over i can assure u 😁👍 definitely didnt alter my brain chemistry or anything #i saw gods greatest and most valuable gift to this planet on monday (mcr concert) #and had my entire mind body heart and soul so thouroughly fucked up that im still peeing my goddamn pants over it #and of course now its october :) my rotting flesh and sickened brain knows peace once more #bouta go eat up some drawtober posts right the fuck now so prepare yourselves 👁👁 also gonna be making a post on the coc blog soon as well #its already that time of year again mwhahahahahahahahahaha #so yeah 😋 my summer was goofy and silly as hell. i hope u all have been doing okay and im so happy 2 be back pls hmu if u wanna chat !!!

[reverseblackholeofwords]

Hi, just wanted to remind you that I still love all the ego stuff you wrote. I was a big lurker during the time you actively wrote it but dude it was so fucking good.

When I think about the egos, I mostly think about your stuff bc it made the characters come to life. It was so good. I can’t say it enough.

The stuff I’m pulling from memory rn is Anti’s time in The Forgotten. Like my bro, my dude, my homie. That shit pulled at my heart. The fact that he was only gone for like a day or smt in our dimension but he had actually been gone for like 10 years in that dimension experiencing horrors unknown. AND NOBEDY KNEW???? Good shit.

The relationship between the Host and dr. Iplier. Still one of my fav bromances. Like the trust between them and how it was made through hardships. It came to a point where Host even trusted Doc with his name??? Which gave him power over Host, something he was so afraid of. Doc made him a better man. Stopped him from being too cruel. But than he had to forget it bc he went insane. BUT BECAUSE HOST IS AN ASS, HE MADE DOC AND ANTI FORGET EVERYTHING. My guy, that’s your platonic husband and adopted son. Yes I was screaming about that. That still gets me going.

There is so much other stuff too though. Like Anti and Doc becoming family. The egos all getting closer. Phantom being an absolute menace every time he appeared. The Googles becoming more and more human over time.

You introduced me to Wiggles. Didn’t know anything about PJ before I started reading your works.

What it all boils down to, is me wanting to thank you. I don’t know how you look back on those ego stories but it got me through some dark times. You updating it always made my day better. I still carry a piece of it with me everywhere I go and has also inspired me a lot. So thank you!

Oh man, thank you so much for taking time to send this! It's honestly insanely encouraging to hear those stories stuck with you. I still love them a lot myself, cringe or no, because they're such a fun time capsule of that period in my life, and this blog and all the people who followed it (lurkers and all) also helped me get through college in one piece.

Gosh I did put Anti through so much, but in my defense, it was for character development! He and Ollie were always one of my favorite dynamics to write, personally. I mean, the computer glitch demon and the sentient android with a heart of gold? I still haven't made up something that good since. Also the Mare and Phantom dynamic, which they were always managing to screw up somehow. Unhealthy sibling dynamics are the best.

It's also insane that so much of the Host stuck with you because he was always my favorite to write and the one that felt the most like mine at the end of the day. The fact that Mark announced he'd retired him as a character and we all collectively agreed to kidnap him and give him a story is still one of this fandom's shining moments in my mind. In fact, I've kinda snagged Host for different original stories I'm writing now just because I miss writing him so much. I've also kept The Forgotten as a concept, which is definitely getting used in a setting I'm working on now because the angst potential is indeed too good to deny.

Also, while we're strolling down memory lane, what one writer gets to wipe their entire canon midway through and start over again in an alternate timeline whilst using references to the previous timeline to terrorize their readers? Ending one timeline of the blog to begin another was a wild but fascinating experiment on my part to see how I could use it to play with foreshadowing and all that jazz. Plus nothing will ever quite beat letting the audience reach into the narrative and start making their own waves from time to time.

But even though I do mostly original stories now, I'm still loving writing found families and platonic soulmates and maybe the redeeming of one or two villains, so I appreciate all the practice and the feedback I got from these stories! I'll probably keep sneaking Ego references into my stories forever. I'd also be curious to know which story arcs stuck with other people??

#i forgot how much i love talking about these stories though #its been too long!! #markiplier egos #jse egos

[tsaritsa]

Congratulations on winning Nano!!! Any hot takes or unconventional tips on how to achieve a huuuge milestone like that in so little time?

Also, if you'd like to share, I'd love to hear more about the piece(s) you worked on during this year's event! Big yay if you want to tease us with a sneak peek as well. 🙂

Congratsss again!!!

ty!!!! i am afraid my tips might seem kind of obvious and not that much of a hot take but here's what worked for me:

writing sprints. do 10 min. do 17 min. do 30 min. whatever it is, just get words down on the page. after each sprint was finished i'd look at what i wrote, fix up the most glaring mistakes (espe if the words looked terrible. i've learned to live with a lot of spelling errors bc otherwise u waste too much time. during nano each day i'd prolly manage between 2-3 sprints -- usually enough to net me between 1000-1500 words each day. i wouldn't stop if i hit the daily total, i'd stop when i could feel the motivation waning. my lowest day was under 300 words, my biggest was just over 4000.

get a community. writing sucks alone. i feel very grateful that i've made some friends on here who were also trying to write regularly, so now there's 5 of us in a little discord i've made. we do sprints with each other and share lots of snippets, memes, pretty pictures etc. it keeps us excited about our own projects, but also allows us to cheerlead each other on.

get used to placeholders. i use TK. anytime there's a word i need but it's not on the tip of my tongue? TK my beloved. sometimes i'd write like she sighed in a TK kind of way, or like harry opens his mouth to argue about TK TK some work thing he's doing TK TK. it just keeps u in the pace of writing ur in, but allows for a few words to be spent writing down a piece that needs further expansion.

establish habits and goals. for me, it's stuff like trying to write the bulk of my writing with a nice candle lit, but also the silly stuff like putting on lippy so I feel like. Ready to do shit. have a few drinks avail. one to hydrate (ice cold) one to caffeinate (also ice cold). play music or sounds that will help u get into the zone without overly distracting. now that i've won it i'm gonna treat myself to some silly purchases as well bc i should reward myself for such hard work and dedication. i'm thinking a v comfy hoodie.

overall if i didn't have the community i had this month i think my external motivation would've been lost quickly, so find friends to yell at about ur project. watch yt videos about ppl doing writing! make posts and don't give a flying fuck about being cringe or not suiting ut 'aesthetic'. this is u. do it for U.

in terms of this project: the short version is hermione goes back to hogwarts post book 7 and has to slowly begin to recover from/learn to live with the PTSD she's gained. alas, draco is also back and she's gotta learn to make peace with the fact that he's allowed to want to change and that he's making small steps to become a better person than who he was. they're gonna kiss and be disgusting with each other. ultimately this is a story about hermione's journey, as the whole thing is written from her perspective, so although the dhr aspect is there, there are also other important relationships i want to focus on -- especially her and harry.

i'm ignoring/expanding on a lot of canon, and using some details from the movies i prefer over the books (namely her mudblood scar bc mmmmm parallels). i don't really know if anybody is in character but i don't care! this is my story and i'll do it how i see fit haha.

the following excerpt comes from late sept in the current draft. at this point dhr has been forced together a few times already. draco has surreptitiously managed to drug slughorn with a potion of his (slughorn's) own making during their potions class bc the potions professor was spending an entire lesson just showing off instead of. u know. teaching.

#ask #live by the cringe die by the cringe #i'm seriously thinking about starting a little vlog journey for this so i can just keep myself even more motivated haha #ty for the ask!!!! basically u just gotta write. doesn't matter how bad it is. it counts!

[bi-lullaby]

So I really loved the PJO show. I wish we get a second season, and a fourth and so on all the way through heroes of olympus because it’s just so good. If you feel like reading my (NOT spoiler free) rambles:

- Percy’s loyalty and dedication to his mom is just so integral to his character and they RESPECT THAT.

- I really like what I’ve seen mentioned about how both casting wise and storyline changes wise there have been some adaptations that were less “lol lets change it” and more to connect better with today’s audience and cultural paradigm. Like Annabeth being blonde because of the stereotype of “the dumb blonde” that was so prevalent in the era the books were released versus her being Black showcasing the extreme undermining Black women go through instead, or Luke being less 00s/10s boyband boy looking and more tiktok softboy looking now, but also Sally being less 100% perfect and more active in the story and upbringing of Percy as both a hero and a demigod and Luke being less cool and detached and more… Sweet? Emotional?

- I did feel pretty meh about a few changes: Zeus immediately accepting that Kronos is scheming and is a threat (Ik they couldn’t know if they’ll get that far but it cuts the stakes of the third book by a lot if there’s no pressing time limit to get Artemis back to Olympus to convince the Gods into action if they’ve been Doing Stuff for two years now, and even the second book loses a little in regards to the behind-the-scenes political climate that leas to it being what it was). Luke going to every length not to kill Percy is such a 180° from the books it was a little jarring and I feel it cuts out how much of a Menace he was and how bitter/jealous he was of Percy. Like we could have seen their bonding and even Luke trying to recruit him but I’d still have liked to see the scorpion scene so the betrayal and anger and wariness Percy feels is that much deeper and bitter and personal like in the books.

- I’m of two minds about the entire Gabe arch. Like on one hand I do understand toning him down (including his demise) for the public’s intended audience, I even think it kinda goes along the adapting to new times by showing that the useless, insensitive, disrespectful aspect of a bad husband is harmful just as the “darker”, more explicitly abusive/exploitative and mean drunk book version, but on the other I feel like he had such an impact on Percy in the books (he’s literally the Oracle’s “mirage” for his prophecy, he thinks of his smell in tartarus), and I really had loved the line “you’ll fail to save what matters most in the end” coming true because Sally saves herself - although the post I’ve seen about his fate showcasing how his lack of respect was his doom did make me appreciate it a little more.

- The only castings (or maybe it was the directing and styling of them more so) that I can’t really get behind are Hades and Hephaestus. Hades felt like they were going for the Disney’s Hercules comedic relief one in a slightly toned down costume. None of the gravitas and intimidation, he didn’t feel like a god at any point. And Hephaestus was just… So different. He’s supposed to be a deeply secluded, antisocial, gruffy mechanic who’s self sequestered by his inventions and forges. The show version looked like an eccentric professor more than anything imo. Which I feel could be one modern retelling of Hephaestus in another series, but isn’t the one we had and, imo, doesn’t go as well with the rest of the vibe. Which is a shame bc I do feel like Timothy could have been used in a way that would work fantastically for those vibes.

- Lin Manuel Miranda’s, acting actually shocked me. I never really had a Hamilton phase but I am on tumblr so I was expecting something cringe and honestly, I thought it was good (and to bring it back to Hades: Hermes in sweats and a hoodie actually gave me the feeling of “this is merely a cover to a deep well of power” than Hades in his suit and dark colors ever did)

- Meanwhile, perfect Ares casting. Yes this man is beefing with (and losing to) 12yos but he’s also an ancient force that revels in bloodshed and carnage.

- Annabeth from the show encapsulates the character so well while also bringing her own notes to it. Like as time went on back in my peak pjo days I felt she got “Hermionified” by the fandom too much? And I lost sight of how fond I was of her but the show (and having reread the books) really rekindled that and made me remember why she is a force to be reckoned with and also someone that must be protected at all costs. I cannot express enough how much my fondness was reignited.

- Like I feel this could be a whole post but basically I feel the books showcase the “ideal” characteristics the gods and their kids could have versus how they wind up twisted into something else (Percy’s sea-like indomitable spirit vs several of his brethren’s ruthlessness and disregard for what’s good) and Annabeth feels like, beyond amassing knowledge for it’s sake… She wants to actually Learn, and in the show maybe even to a deeper degree than in the books and it is endearing and very enthralling.

- On that note, Leah, Walker… This is supposed to be a SLOWburn goddamit. Like in the books you can see where it’s headed but in the show they have such silly crushes I can barelyy stand it. My children.

- Speaking of Walker that kid IS Percy like you cannot convince me otherwise. Disney farmed him for this role.

- I actually really loved Poseidon having a british accent? Idk, something about england and nautical exploration and it feeling older and more… Powerful? Like the ocean

- And Zeus had all the “I’m the god amongst kings and king amongst gods” that I’d have expected from him. He was crackling with power and that was beautiful to see. What a tragic loss.

- Grover is my precious child (although I do wish we had gotten the silly, goat like details of him like eating cans and making the bleating noises). And since the last book I finished rereading was the Battle of the Labyrinth (where I cried like a baby at Pan’s death) watching this sweetheart getting all excited with his literal flower searches license? Made me wanna weep.

- Overall most of my criticisms that came to mind besides the alterations I cited came from being hushed because of too few eps and those being too short. Really really hope the next season (fingers crossed) we’ll get like, 15+ eps (and/or at least longer eps) so we can really sink into the meat and potatoes of it all.

#percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #pjo show #my thoughts #text #spoilers #pjo spoilers

[rodolfoparras]

Take care of yourself first, writing can wait! I am just happy to send you my silly little drabbles and ideas because sharing them over anon is much easier.

Also I saw you mention long haired Price and as someone who absolutely adores men with long hair and falls for them always I feel uniquely qualified to offer my insight. Also long haired old metalhead dilfs are my type to the t.

I think we mentioned before on your blog how Price was definitely alternative when he was younger and I can definitely see him being your typical long haired metalhead, and I stand by the fact that he was pierced and he has old tattoos. He obviously had to cut his hair when he enlisted and although he still has same music taste, he isn't really into same style anymore.

He thinks he's too old for that (I know he's supposed to be around 37 canonically but in my head he's like mid to late 40s in main timeline) and he can't see himself growing his hair out again. Cue his boyfriend finding photos of him when John was younger and begging him to grow his hair out again. He's on the fence about it until he realises just how much his boyfriend would be into the idea.

He slowly starts growing his hair out (let's ignore military aspect for this) and maybe to make it even more interesting, either he or his boyfriend have to go on a mission and when they finally reunite, John's hair has grown and while it's not as long as it used to was, it's still kind of long and his boyfriend can't keep his hands off John.

This is also where John realized that he likes having his hair pulled because his boyfriend will just do it whenever they have sex and John melts instantly. But also the intimacy of hair washing and hair braiding??

-🔮

I appreciate you sugar thank you sm for understanding 🥹 also I wanted to say in regards to the idea u sent you should’ve posted it on ur own blog bc it’s genuinely 10/10 if you one day feel comfortable with posting ur fics and you post a price focused fic pls feel free to tag me id genuinely eat it up

*cracks knuckles* price had to cut his hair bc of the army but he also thought he just grew a tad bit old for the look but then there’ a period of time where he’s stationed somewhere for months maybe a whole year and his hair grows long enough to be tied in a bun he hasn’t had the time to cut it because where would you get your hands on scissors in the middle of nowhere and truth be told he missed his long hair he ties it up opts out of wearing buckets hats and let’s it down before bed however once he’s back home and he actually gets a proper look at himself he’s like ….. and immediately wants to cut it off but you don’t let him u beg and plead almost wrestle the scissors from him however the two of you comprise and you settle for a look where his hair is long enough to be tied into a ponytail but short enough to not have him cringing at himself and the next time he looks at himself in the mirror he actually likes what he sees even smiles at himself and you creep up behind him chin resting atop of his head saying “told you that you’re handsome” and he’s just like oh stop it

But imagine him down on his knees his hair wrapped around your wrist while he sucks your cock and he looks absolutely beautiful drool dribbling down his lips tears trickling down his cheeks and with small curls framing his face

And when it’s time to go back to base and cut his hair he discovers that having your blunt nails scratch at his scalp feels just as good as when you pull on his long hair

#alec answers #🔮 anon

[seasurfacefullofclouds1]

Sea pls don't ever put the 1D reunion energy out into the universe😭. With the way Louis has turned down that question in the last year I am glad to say that I doubt it'll happen any time soon. He seems to be sick of the idea. I have faith that Louis and perhaps some of the others can evolve their career to the point where that won't be necessary. Even in 10-15 years, I have faith he wouldn't stoop so low to go back to that, yk? It's just too embarrassing, and he's the type to catch onto something being too cringe for a grown-ass man. He has some shame unlike literally all the others (except Zayn who also knows to not act like a fool).

Even h*rry keeps a 1D song on the setlist when he truly has no reason to, numbers-wise. But something tells me that if Louis grew his solo fan base enough, and he kept making music that he's even more proud of than even FITF, I somehow doubt that he would be the type to still put a 1D song on the setlist. Bc right now, it's clearly a matter of insecurity (will I sell out these shows without pondering to 1D FANS?) Once he has no reason to cling to that insecurity, I don't think that many covers will remain on the setlist. And lets be honest, the songs he cuts, he clearly just doesn't like that much. Which is unfortunate because some are fan favourites, but like I said, he'd have to make music he's even more proud of to truly let go of those annoying 1D songs and the good but still unnecessary rock-band covers.

I’ll just clarify that I don’t think any 1D reunion would happen in the next ten years, mainly because Harry wants to capitalize on his looks before they’re entirely gone (okay I know I know, but some people still find him attractive).

Louis has a deeply sentimental streak. After how he talked about 1D in AOTV, the betrayals from people closest to him in 1D, he still covers those 1D songs. Louis has felt slighted and undervalued by 1D/ Sony for 13 years. Yet he covers 1D songs on tour, even the ones from LTWT (Drag Me Down), although he doesn’t routinely play the FITF songs that fans love or he loves.

The core marketing strategy of Louis’ team is 1D nostalgia. Louis is convinced that this is how he needs to/ wants to maintain a large enough fanbase to fill arenas and stadiums, since no radio play is possible. He feels most of the fans’ loyalty is to a sugar-coated version of 1D, because 1D is the only version of his voice we hear on the radio.

He’s not wrong. His team hasn’t figured out a way around the blacklist, and they believe there’s no feasible way for big audiences to hear him. If they have this attitude, they will dump the marketing responsibility back on fandom.

This strategy has led most venues and reviewers for the FITFWT to present Louis as a leftover guy from 1D. His solo music is rarely described more than perfunctorily, as vaguely Britpop. His audiences are described as teenage girls screaming for a 1D cover band. Sometimes the band gets more favorable coverage than he does!

As a corollary, the solo fanbase that has been loyal to Louis’ entire solo career really hasn’t felt nourished. We don’t have an opportunity to feel appreciated or to grow.

So going forward, I really do want Louis to make his 5 solo albums (and many, many more), and I want him to have the longevity and creativity of his favorite musicians. I want him to believe in himself the way we believe in him. I want his team to believe in real excellence and to grow that. I want them to know that their marketing isn’t conducive to growth: it’s stale and it’s embarrassing. The marketing goes against the bravery of Louis’ solo songs, of his solo aesthetic, the graphics on his merch and the FITFWT stage designs. It goes against the ethos of Bigger Than Me. Louis knows he’s charismatic; he knows his power. The strategy needs to match that confidence.

[yuukei-yikes]

can we get uhhhhhh some hibiya thoughts

yes. yes. yes. i fucking love hibiya. he's LITERALLY A LITTLE GUY when i got into kagepro he was one of my faves actually cuz he was the closest to my age at the time. i was 13… im 22 now! lol thats not weird at all *eye twitch* sry ive been weird abt the passage of time lately. erm wait this isnt my therapy session <- doesnt go to therapy

HIBIYA. LITTLE GUY. my thoughts on him………honestly, i recently reread all the novels and god his intro chapters were HARD to read. all the creepy stuff abt hiyori yknow. i was cringing so hard. i kinda wanna ignore it bc i'd rather do that with the weird bits kagepro has to offer, but not to get rid of it completely. like id take away hibiyas whole thing abt a collection of hiyori pics but still keep the aspect of him that worships her. and how that dynamic would COMPLETELY go away post str.

post str hibiya is VERY different from how he started out. i mean. 10 year old timeloop…. he hasn't grown at all mentally like he has to process all this with his 12 year old brain, but going through all he did he just kinda looks at things rly differently now. not obsessed with hiyori, for one…. and she's also different to him. their relationship changes drastically bc now they both respect each other LOL listen i know im annoying with my codependent relationship headcanons but… eyes hibiya and hiyori

these bitches are 12. spent 10 years watching each other die over and over and literally die for each other. AND THEN THEY GET EACH OTHER BACK? ERM. yeah theyre NOT letting go of each other. its not so much codependency as much as it is awful awful awful separation anxiety. god are there any fics of hibiya and hiyori going back home and having a breakdown at having to separate and go to their own houses (bc in the city they were living together so it doesnt hit that they need to separate until they go home)???

hiyori would still be kinda bitchy and bossy but definitely not horrible to hibiya. and also her attitude hits different when she's also always holding his hand and refusing to go anywhere without him and throwing tantrums when any of the dan members even imply any activity that would require to separate them. and she wouldnt rly be embarrassed abt it i think hiyori would be super open and vocal abt HIBIYA HAS TO BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME !!!!!! and hibiya isnt even flustered hes just like *NODDING NODDING NODDING* bc he's the same with her. girl… SEPARATION ANXIETY HIBIHIYO<3 mekadan so sick in the head <3 they have 78 undiagnosed mental illnesses <3

not to make it abt my future headcanons of psych major hibiya but. new generations man. hibiya is 10000% the one in the dan going like GUYS WHAT HAPPENED TO US WAS SOOOO MESSED UP and everyone's like lol yeah !!!! and he's like DONT LOL ABOUT THIS IM FUCKING SERIOUS??? especially since he's such a fucking outsider to everything like everyone else's been experiencing all these tragedies since they were born and he just kinda. had a normal life before? and like i said NEW GENERATIONS MAN THEYRE PSYCHOANALYSING THEMSELVES AND EVERYONE AROUND THEM…. the dan is so used to this shit that they kinda lmao rock and roll thru it and hibiyas like NO. NO. NO. EVERYONE. THERAPY. NOW!!!!!! it becomes his special interest he starts getting all into psychology and when he comes back to the city for his visits suddenly he's diagnosing everyone with stuff and the dans like *shaking* MAKE THE KID SHUT UP also realises he has separation anxiety with hiyori and works on it. hiyori is surprisingly the one most terrified of letting go. and like i said…. 10 year long time loop being processed in a 12/13 year old brain.. hibiya is SUPER self aware. he makes sure of it

ok and. heh. haruka. THE WHOLE HIBIYA HIYORI AND HARUKA THING COULD BE ITS OWN POST… SO… IM LEAVING IT HERE CUZ THIS IS ALREADY SUPER LONG but im just gonna say. hibiya's IN DENIAL of konoha being gone. he keeps expecting haruka to go away. hibiya THINKS he's super mature, and he is for his age bc of all this shit and his willingness to understand his problems and everyone else's. and everyone else also think he is mature, but this is just something he can't stop being a 12 year old about. his friend is gone! WHY does it have to be gone!?!? especially in an ending where hiyori is back. if she wasnt, then he'd be more accepting of the losses bc there were 2 both konoha and hiyori and like it becomes another whole thing abt letting go and mourning but if she is back…everything is supposed to be perfect!! everyone made it back!! why couldn't konoha? why does it have to be gone? its not fair! he doesnt care this haruka was the body's true owner!! konoha was his friend! it also deserved to live as much as this haruka guy!!! why is HE more important!!!?!?!?!? and he just. he's just insanely immature abt it. and he knows he is but truth is he's just really fucking sad and regretful about konoha being gone. i could also talk about hiyori and harukas feelings abt it but heheh yeah this is super long. erm. hibiyita el chiquito <3 hibiya throwing a tantrum in front of the whole dan abt how it isnt fair and how he wishes haruka would just die. LMAO. he is 12. if anyone has fic commissions open Eye eye

also erm wholesome one before i end it. he makes little miniature dolls of the whole dan<3 he's BAD at typing on his new smartphone but since he lives away hes always texting in the gc<3 he gets super into mobile games<3 amongus fan hibiya asking all his grownup friends with jobs and no time for amongus if anyone can play with him<3 they do bc theyre busy but there will always be time to amongus with friends<3

#ask tag #headcanons #hibiya amamiya #hiyori asahina

[fagbearentertainment]

Fnaf or undertale:

1, 9, 10, 25

1. the character everyone gets wrong

Undertale:

Chara. See the last ask I answered.

Also sans. Everyone likes to make him be all like “I know EVERYTHING and remember ALL PREVIOUS RESETS” when that just isn’t canon lol. He actually remembers the least of any main characters, he only knows the timelines are being reset bc of his lab equipment and bc he’s really good at reading facial expressions

Fnaf:

Elizabeth. At least back in the day everyone made her some entitled spoiled brat who deserved to die (she’s a child calm down) when that just isn’t what we see of her in canon. She wants to see Circus Baby despite William saying no yes but she’s also like 8 years old and William literally told her he made Baby for her, Baby looks like her for crying out loud! If I was Elizabeth I would wanna see Baby too!

9. worst part of canon

Undertale:

Oof that’s a hard one. Maybe Alphys character? She’s still good and interesting don’t get me wrong but like. Idk it’s hard to explain

Fnaf:

The lore being so convoluted. I mean I like the mystery around it but come on, at some point it stops being mysterious and just becomes Scott being a bad writer

10. worst part of fanon

Undertale:

I have multiple so buckle up

sans and chara being mortal enemies who are both somehow aware of each others existance, sans would realistically not know chara unless you think he worked with gaster (assuming gaster was around when chara was and not after or more realistically way before), but also hunt each other down in every au to try to kill each other. Chara doesn’t even canonically have the power to reset like Flowey does sans does not care about that random dead child any more than the 6 other ones that were killed

Papyrus being boiled down to “uwu pure bean must protecc.” It’s literally just infantilization of an autistic coded character. I remember a thang back in the day was him not understand sex jokes bc he was “too pure to understand” even tho Frisk, the literal child, would be shown understanding them and it still makes me mad despite being way less popular now

Same as the papyrus one but with Swap Sans. He got the same treatment bc he had the same personality as Papyrus 😔

Fnaf:

25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing

Undertale:

people being weird about sans x sans shipping. Like yeah we get it, you think it’s cringe, well guess what your in the cringe selfcest fandom block the tags and get over it

Fnaf:

people being weird about shipping. Like I don’t ship anything except security breach fronnie bc it has canonical evidence but I don’t understand why everyone’s all like “EW CRINGE!!!!! KILL IT WITH FIRE!!!! WHERES THE EYE BLEACH?!?!?!” over the most tame ship art/fic I’ve ever seen

#not a poll #undertale #fnaf #ask game

[mappingthemoon]

I've been digitizing my old zines for the archive. A lot of the content is still hella cringe, and not in an endearing way, but I’m finding a few gems. This page is from the Twisted Libido ‘Xine #3, published October 13, 2000. TxL was the semi-officially sanctioned “alternative” newspaper my bff Nikki (Sixx) and I published at our public high school. I say “semi-officially sanctioned” bc although we got in trouble for this zine and other annoying pranks and disruptions all the damn time, a few teachers and other school officials were very entertained our antics and supported us by getting us out of detention and occasionally giving us money for copies. HA!

A few notes: These are true stories! We often ended our nights out by sitting on trash cans at our bus stop and yelling weird shit at people. Heckling bystanders for absolutely no reason (well, for silly/absurdist reasons, not malicious ones, to be clear, although regardless this behavior would probably get me immediately shot nowadays, great job america!!!) was a frequent method by which we entertained ourselves in the pre-smartphone world. Someone really did once throw an ashtray filled with some kinda gross sauce at us from an apartment window above. YINZER REALNESS lol. Anyway, if you are familiar with these late-’90s works, you can tell my writing (and lifestyle) was very extremely influenced by Johnny the Homicidal Maniac comics, The Sifl and Olly Show, and probably, like, learning about Dadaism and the Situationists via Adbusters and crimethInc. Also, of course, obsessively reading Hunter S. Thompson at age 14. Pictured: Comrade Julia Vomit wearing plastic bag disguise at (iirc) the bus stop on East Carson and 14th (or maybe 12th).

The second tale is a fairly accurate representation of how nasty our school was. The building was under construction for several years of our high school experience, hence the asbestos, roaches, and rats. (Okay, to be fair, I guess it’s possible they did the asbestos remediation over the summer but that place was always so dusty and dirty and we were really into mocking conspiracy theories by making up our own, so. Also I lived in fucking Pittsburgh.) The cafeteria food was typically disgusting and/or unaffordable -- we frequently resorted to panhandling to scrounge up 50 cents for a couple poptarts, and we also used to swipe soft pretzels from the cafeteria line by hiding them in our ridiculous gigantic jnco jeans (also shoplifted lol). I was always the one doing dumbass stunts in hopes the “normies” would give me money, e.g. drinking nacho cheese with a straw, running up to a security guard and doing a velociraptor scream, you know, the usual teenage punkass bullshit. Pictured: We let someone include a butt xerox in the zine in exchange for cookies.

Anyway, transcriptions below the cut:

It has come to our attention that there is a band of renegade youths who call themselves “official Pittsburgh greeters” and disrupt the normal happy lifestyle of drunk yuppies in South Side. Folks, here’s a nightmare scenario: You pull up to the red light at Carson St and 12th, with the innocent intention of finding a parking spot for Jack’s, when you are horrified by the sight of three “girls” sitting on the city trashcan, arms extended and faces contorted in rude attempts at gaining your attention. You look away, in hopes that it will make them disappear, but to no avail. They are still there, threatening to spit into your sunroof. What can be done about this horrible travesty? The police have been called, ashtrays filled with worsterchire sauce have been thrown out the above apartment windows, old ladies have yelled--but all in vain, because they are always back next weekend. As moral citizens we must stand up to these rebels! Help us stop them! Go, get your torches and big sticks...it’s time for witch-huntin’!! -Ziggy C. 10-10-2000

TOSS MY SALAD! An Article on School Lunches by Sixx

Did you know we have a deli line? No, I’m serious. I just found this out last week. T.K. and I were craving da hoagies, so we went through this incredible... “deli line.” And, believe it or not, it wasn’t half-bad. OK, so the turkey was brown. I didn’t mind that. We’ve eaten pizzas found in alleys (hey, it was still warm!). But the other school food...blah. Just the smell of the cooked food makes me want to die. Particularly the nacho cheese, when CERTAIN PEOPLE DRINK IT WITH STRAWS *ahem...TK...aheck*. But I digress. Once you get past the asbestos and roach droppings, maybe school food isn’t all that bad. If worse comes to worst, we always have the snack lines. The food there is wrapped, the rats can’t get to it. Happy eating...hehe...

#personal #zines #Twisted Libido #high school #punk as SHIT #sixx #Pittsburgh #potm

[septemberrie]

A Definitive Rating of Every Saul Silva Scene in Season 1

Day 1 of Saul Week is “Favorite Season 1 Scene.” Well, when I tried to narrow it down I found I had too many favorites. So I’m making it everyone else’s problem and rating all Saul Silva scenes from S1 out of ten.

Please grab a glass of wine and join me on a journey through this AMAZING bit of cinema.

1. Aggro-father figure

Exposition: the scene

Best bit: “Hi I’m Saul Silva when I was ten years old I MURDERED MY FATHER what’s your tragic backstory?”

However it’s super cringe sorry and WHAT was that fight scene

Rating: 3/10 

At least we got this frame

2. Silrah: “Whoa whoa whoa what do we have here?”

Ummm if these are coworkers than I have questions about the lack of sexual tension I have with my work team

Maybe it’s because my life doesn’t have a blue filter :(

Take a drink each time Silrah have a lingering glance full of suppressed longing

Rating: 7/10

3.  Exposition: Part 2

I kIlLeD tHiRtEeN!

Again what is with this witty repartee with your COWORKER, I have qs

Rating: 7/10

Bonus: I WILL SAVE U

4. Hold On, I’m Shifting Into Dad Mode

You’re Understand When You’re Older

This is one of the few times Saul almost smiles so I’mma take a drink.

Rating: 5/10

5. tHiS iS a ScHoOl!!!!1

Special callout for the heaving tiddies

At least he sorta knows what’s up

Rating: 4/10

6. I should have a brought a fairy to sense this shit but I didn’t so I’m going to stand outside in the rain

Rating: 1/10 Saul you doofus

7. I Fucked Up But I Still Have A Sword

Okay the introduction of Burned One Infection?? Sign me tf up

The character development of being fucked up beyond walking but still wanting to hold a sword

Rating: 8/10

8. The Greenhouse Scene

10/10 WHUMP END OF STORY

THE PAIN THE FALLING DOWN THE GASPING BREATH

LOOK AT IT

Now I really fucking need a drink.

9. oUCHIE

The hallmark of good whump is showing the aftermath and boy did Fate deliver.

Rating: 8/10

10. poor little meow meows

HEARTBREAKING scene, I can’t even joke bc I love this “I’m going to die and here’s all the ways I love you without saying I love you” trope

The tiddy shirt

Sobbing into my wine glass

Rating: 10/10

Listen RJC is a tall guy but Danny? Giraffe man. Height difference (yes Saul is sort of slumping here but still)

11. SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS

Top Tier Golden Trio shit

“Imagine they think you didn’t start it” yep that was game over for me

Rating: 10/10

12. Poor Little Meow Meow 2

I still don’t know why Saul texted Sky unless it was to ask him to do the deed and then he chickened out at the last second when Sky fought back instead of giving up.

Rating: 4/10 for Saul, 10/10 for Sky (picking his morals over his orders, good bean)

13. THE HUG

“YOU ARE AN IDIOT (affectionate)”

”I’m not a hugger but if it’s my son who saved my life a bitch might just fall into the most tender embrace known to fairykind.”

Pour me another I’m not done

Rating: 11/10

14. There Are Only Three of Us But Goddammit We Run A School

No Golden Trio interaction falls beneath 7/10 sorry I don’t make the rules

“BEN stop using words longer than 3 syllables, I’m only a few steps up from a himbo”

Rating: 7/10

15. I Go Looking For Problems And If I Do Not See Them I Create Them

I was planning to limit this to scenes where Saul has a speaking line but come on, the man used a bow and arrow to pop the tire of the Queen of Solaria’s jeep.

Rating: 11/10 and take a drink.

16. Dad Mode Part 2

I hate this scene and it makes no sense because orders is what got Saul almost killed, but it gets one point because look how hot he is.

Rating: 1/10

17. The Cage Match

Don’t lie, this cage inspired half the angst fics in the Silrah tag 😏

Imagine the look on Saul’s face when he realizes he was trying to protect the adoptive child of the man who tried to kill him…

Rating: 6/10

18. Dad Mode Part 3

Five points for the look, negative six for the lighting

Rating: 4/10

19. Flashback Prime:

FINALLY getting back into the good stuff. 

RJC could have sexual tension with a rock. The slight jealousy in his tone? The edge of bitterness? Fuck me up.

Rating: 9/10

20. Sitting Next To Your Maybe Lover 101

Again it’s only a few lines but this show has so little worldbuilding I DIG IT please elaborate more on what the fuck this school system is

You also have to take a drink when Saul is close enough to Farah to make it weird

Rating: 7/10

21. With Pecs Like These Who Needs Enemies

Underrated whump scene in this show. Love when Saul grits his teeth and also shows off his tiddies in that sweater

A crumb of Andreas here 😍 feed me the angst

Rating: 7/10

22. Only Scene With Riven

I have a lot of feelings about Riven essentially saying “Your orders or your morals common sense” here

Saul back into bitch mode

Rating 3/10 you would’ve regretted this more, but luckily the Burned Ones beat you to it

23. Son, I Have a Confession To Make, And It’s That Everything I Told You Was A Lie

The moment this show began going off the rails in the BEST WAY

Are you KIDDING ME

Rating: 9.5/10

24. Flashback 2: Electric Boogaloo

He killed his best friend?? because his best friend tried to kill him???

The 300k lovers to enemies fic that flashed in front of my eyes in this 20 second scene

DEAD

Upon further review this fight is kind of pathetic. Better than the one with Sky in e1 but...?? that’s the best Warrior Andreas could do? hard to cover a shitty fight scene with quick cuts (at least if you rewatch it the number of times I do)

Rating: 10/10 (would have been 11/10 but fight scene)

25. Ladies? I Have GOT to ask. What is going on

The scene in which Sky COULD have saved Saul from a Burned One if they had kept that deleted scene but no the world hates me

Rating: -47/10 fuck you Brian Young this almost empty bottle of Merlot has your name on it

26. Oh Shit So The Genocide Was Okay

Aight so genocide is okay if it’s blood witches... who are these again? What do they do that’s so bad?

Regardless, the way that RJC shows guilt and anguish here?? please keep torturing this character. It’s so beautiful.

Rating: 6/10 --subtracted for the vague excuses but all earned back from RJC’s face

27. Something Something Chickens Are Coming Home to Roost

WHERE is the missing scene here where Sky takes Saul to task for lying to him for 16 years. I need the filial angst

Damn they look good in this light tho

WHEN ANDREAS SHOWED UP I SCREAMED

Rating: 9/10

Bonus Shot because Saul in Handcuffs 😌😌😌

And FIN. 

I hope you’ve had as much wine as me at this point and also as much Saul Silva. Here’s where I would draw a fascinating conclusion about my actual favorite Saul scene but I simply won’t; hope that helps.

Please hit up my askbox for all disagreements and corroborations. 

Cheers, Skye

#saul silva #fate the winx saga #my post #saulweek

[btsqualityy]

if mama min pranked yg before, can yoongi make a revenge prank on her? 😈 😈😈

please make a drabble of yoongi pranking her about breaking up and baby kins was in her daddy’s side (she’s part of the prank), but she would be soft bc kins cant take her mama crying (even yoongi lmao) or idk its up to u 😭

Yoongi felt like his heart was going to break.

The two of you were sitting in the living room, where you were looking at Yoongi with the most broken hearted gaze on your face. As a way to get back at you for the "fake death" prank you had pulled on him, Yoongi had decided to prank you back by asking for a divorce, and he had even gotten Kinsley to be in on it.

One thing he didn't expect having to deal with though, was the look on your face.

"Are you fucking serious?" You said and although you cursed, the word didn't have quite the same bite it would usually have coming from you.

"I just don't think this is working out," Yoongi shrugged.

"No!" You burst out as you stood up from the couch and began pacing. "You don't just get to say that after almost 10 years together! You don't get to just change your mind!"

"This is how I feel," he stated calmly.

"We have a daughter, you dick head!" You screamed and Yoongi inwardly cringed, knowing that Kinsley was watching from her hiding spot in the kitchen. "H-how could you, you,-"

Yoongi was shocked to see you drop down to your knees then, sobbing harshly. Never one to be able to see you crying that way, Yoongi immediately rushed over to you to comfort you but as soon as you felt his hands on your skin, you pushed him off and began to hit him.

"Don't fucking touch me, you little dicked jerk!"

"It was a prank!" Yoongi screamed. "And stop hitting me!"

"What?" You paused, your hands in mid-air.

"It was a prank baby," he repeated and all you could do was stare at him. Before you could even reply, Kinsley came bounding out of the kitchen and she came straight to you, hopping up and throwing herself in your arms as she hugged you tightly.

"Don't cry Mama," she whispered to you and you just sighed as you hugged her back. "It was a joke and Daddy said it was supposed to be funny."

"Well, Daddy told you the wrong thing this time," you stated as you glared at your husband.

"Baby, I'm sorry," Yoongi said again. "You know the only way that I'd leave you is if I died."

"You might be on your way there," you spat.

"Min, come on," he muttered. "I love you and only you, forever."

"You mean it?" You whispered softly and Yoongi sighed in relief, knowing that you were calming down.

"Of course I do," he nodded, reaching out and cupping your face in his hands. "Forgive me?"

"Fine," you huffed, moaning softly when he kissed you gently for a few seconds before pulling away to wipe your tears. "But if you ever do anything like that to me, I'll cut your d-i-c-k off."

"I'd expect nothing else," Yoongi smiled before kissing you again.

#btsqualityy drabbles #drabble day 2

[lapata-lupt]

ok but I have a crazy story... one of his brothers... is in a relationship with this malaysian woman for an year btw and they live together who doesn't speak much english or french and they have no way of properly communicating with each other... and like idk I knew before that hus brother was dating her and this was kinda the situation before today too and when my bf had told me ab it my brain was ģoing hmmm he started telling me he loved way too soon too we met by accident and his brother and that girl did too... they also rich as fuck... so I was like... is this like a... plot? is this like a white predator family taking a poc woman 1 by 1 and gonna do some get out shit...??? I technically knew no bc like I trust my bf but also what if??? It was what if to the extent that when i saw him carrying his car tool towards me i thought he was gonna murder me and i oit loud reacted with a flnch.... anyways but before I kinda thought she must speak some english and his brother didn't come across as bad at english at first so ig they making it work?? but then today when i went to their place and tried talking to them I realised they can't actually communicate... like in that moment a couple things i was finding strange just came together... i looked once again at all the shit i had taken a note of before, saw the brother putting insane amounts of weed in giant boxes, the plushies, the expensive looking living room stuff, the pretentious cringe home sweet home shit and carpets the cat but most of all the giant fucking glass box with 6 sections filled with at least 10 turtles and i just went... she is a pinked hair asian woman who can barely communicate and he is literally the whitest richest straightest skinniest man and I was like... this is a kink relationship... I just knew it.... and the moment I realised this I was just like... this is just... kinda surreal... but even more idk like unstabalizing than a get out situation bc if that happened that's just crazy out of the world but this... this is weirdly familiar... god knows I wanted it for the longest time but... i never thought i would get so... near it in this way idk??? and then when we were going back I was like... trying to ask my bf... but I didnt even say anything and he automatically spilled it all and said he knew... apparently it was obvious that it was a "sex money thing"... but m like??? how often do u see this that it's obvious what the fuck this is some underground movie shit...???? wtf m it tripping????

[golbrocklovely]

I feel like every girl knows that Colby isn't interested, they just want to see it for themselves or have this disillusion that he's gonna get changed if they have sex once or several times

Tbh i don't buy the first relationship story anymore, how he can't get over it. It's just an excuse to not open himself up anymore to any girl until a certain point. Just admit it straight away and stop with that story cuz I'm tired of it and no one's gonna keep believing that u still think about that certain person so much that u can't move on with ur life

i honestly think it's the mindset of "i can fix him" which i think a lot of women feel like is something they can do to "broken" men. when in reality, you don't exist to fix ppl. you are not a therapist. it's not your job.

take it from someone who's thought like that before lol

and as for his past love/ex gf, this is all gonna be speculation bc he honestly never talks about what fully happened but here's what i believe happened: i think he's not hung up on the girl, i think he's hung up on the things he did in the relationship, or what happened to him. the couple times he's talked about his past relationship, he goes heavy on the fact that he was too clingy, and he was the one that would fall apart when plans were cancelled. he always makes it seem like he did too much, and she didn't seem to do anything wrong. it was always a him problem. i think what happened is he fell madly in love with this girl, and she just… didn't love him the same way he loved her. and bc the love wasn't reciprocated, he ended up looking desperate and clingy and over-protective when in reality, he was just in love with someone that didn't love him back the same way. sure, maybe he did take things too far. that's perfectly possible and probably also true. but i think he's embarrassed by how he acted in the relationship, but not bc he actually had gross behaviors, so to speak. i think he's more embarrassed for maybe not realizing how not interested she was in him, or how he was giving 90% to her 10%.

i mean, he literally has said he doesn't want to fall for someone like that ever again unless it's his wife. that means he was basically ready to marry this girl, which is insane to me for a number of reasons.

for example: colby clearly cares about appearances (both literal and general), i mean that's why he hates looking back at old videos. but you would think that if looking back at old videos makes him cringe, he would a) stop doing that and/or b) moving forward, not act in a way that makes him uncomfortable, right? instead he doesn't do that. he continues the cycle. and not that that's a bad thing, but either way he loses if he doesn't change. he either has to learn to pretend to be someone he's not, or learn to not get embarrassed by stuff like that. both take time and internal work, and one is clearly the better option than the other. and i think that goes for his past relationship.

i don't think he really started to get over the relationship OR work on himself until 2019; which i think is why that was the most depressing year for him. i mean, that's when we got the balcony tweets, that's when he talked about staying on his couch for days on end, ect. and god knows there are a ton of layers to who he is as a person that maybe need to be addressed on top of the relationship issues he has.

and now, he goes for girls that are already very interested in him, that way he doesn't have to worry about them ever falling out of "love" for him. and then on top of that, he has one foot in the door, one foot in the grave. so, in the very rare occurrence they do stop being into him, he's already gone to begin with. forever ago, i saved this one post he liked on insta that was a tweet of his: you can't miss what you forget with a meme attached that said "scared of ppl leaving you? leave them first". and i think that perfectly describes colby. he's terrified of not being wanted (again) so he only goes after girls that want him more than he wants them. that way he can leave if things get weird, and on top of that, he doesn't have to commit in the first place bc it wasn't that serious to begin with. does he do this on purpose? i don't think so, or i don't think he fully realizes what he's doing when he messes with girls that might fall for him. i also don't think it's his intention to make a girl fall for him, i think that just kinda happens naturally.

slight side tangent, but i've always felt that ppl who rely heavily on casual hook-ups and flings and never settle down are most likely hurting from something in their past and try to use sex to fix it, or at the very least to number the feeling of it. not saying that's every person that likes a casual relationship. do whatever makes you happy. but, why are you doing it? is it bc of the lack of commitment or being scared of it? is it bc you don't think you deserve a loving, full-body relationship? just some food for thought.

and as for colby, i think to some degree he sees the casual hook-up life easier for him. he gets to stay emotionally detached, and he gets to have fun too. it's a win win. but… i don't think in the long run for him it's gonna be. but that's how i think.

again, totally not shaming those that like hook-ups and what not. as long as you're healthy and safe about it, do it. i don't judge. i'm just more stating what i've observed over the years. but if you disagree, totally fine. god knows i'm probably not right lol

#ask #personal #cb ll

[overtaken-stream]

Hi again.....Do you mind if I ask your top 10 favorite anime (can be series or movies)? And why do you love them? Also, what are your top 5 (or top 7) favorite moments from any anime (can be series or movies)?

Sorry if I ask too much, feel free if you want to answer both of my questions or just pick either one......Thanks....

It's okay! I like answering these questions although the answers are always so hard to decide :')

I'll answer both of your questions!

° My Top Ten Favorite Anime:

10. Ride your wave

This one was from when I first got into anime and just added every anime edits into my ``watch later`` list, way back in 2019 If I'm not mistaken. But I only watched it at the start of 2022.

I went into it completely blind, knowing nothing.

This movie was so enjoyable and cute, it just made me want to rip my heart out in the end. The characters are so precious omg.

I don't recommend it, bc it's so sad. So so incredibly sad. I sobbed fr.

9. Kaichou wa Maid-sama.

I feel like this one is a classic in romance anime, I can't be sure tho.

My first everromance gerne anime that set my expectations high. I fell in love with Misa and I fell in love with Usui. I just liked that ``Tsundere`` type of character.

I was introduced to this anime with the help of crappy youtube videos that are split into 204 parts😬 I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT ANIME WAS but I remember rewatching it ALL THE TIME.

I know some things aren't exactly right in the anime and I haven't watched it in so long but I was used to it- I watched uhm, indian serials that were often on the TV, and one of them, was ` ` Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon? ` ` It's about this poor clumsy girl who embarrasses herself always and a serious strict business type of rich guy falling in love.

Now that I look at it tho, the "romantic" moments were so cringe omfg.

8. To Your Eternity.

I like the pain. I admit it. In the first episode, I bawled my eyes out.

Every couple of episodes were sad. And it made me cry again and again and again. I'm on season 2 now. Did I cry? Yes.

Will I sell my soul to revive the first (every) character that died? Absolutely? Does it hurt thinking about the first person we ever met? Yes. Yes, it does.

If you are looking to cry your heart out I recommend this.

7. Nanbaka.

THIS.

THIS ANIME IS THE ONE I LOVE.

THE LOYALTY I HAVE FOR IT IS INSANE.

MY VERY FIRST ANIME!!!!!!!!

It's been years but I am TO THIS DAY falling in love with this prison-break comedy fantasy anime. I love the colors, and I love the

✨ S H I N E ✨

Honestly can't get enough, I love this mystery plot of putting the main character in completely unbreakable cuffs and forcing him to use the power they grant.

I love the guards and the cell-mates, they are the best.

definitely, underrated anime that won't come back😢 I will love it till the day I die.

6. Mob Psycho 100.

I don't have much to say about this anime, I just love it.

It's just wholesome. I love the characters and just ONE's works in general, like One Punch man.

But I think it's just Mob that did it for me. He is so simple and he touches very relatable problems. It's different from shounen animes.

Also Reigan. Just Reigan.

5. Devilman: Crybaby

Another pain injection that I took, my god I also went into this blind and... Yeah I wasn't ready.

Putting aside all the... Explicit parts... It's pretty sad, I wish Akira had a happy end but the reality isn't like that and this anime shoved it down my throat.

Ugh, the pain was so good tho. Completely shattered my expectations.

Bonus points for the soundtracks.

4. Death Note

One of the best, it ended perfectly for me. The deaths were so... Peaceful. It almost disturbed me.

But the reason why I watched it and loved it was Law and Light ofc. The epic 2 geniuses competing against each other. I have no words.

3. JoJo part 3: Stardust Crusaders.

Because yes. It entertained me, Joseph is one big fat reason why I watched it tho. Absolutely bonkers how he had another son in part 4.

The adventure genre is one of my favorite genres and this sure checks that. It's also kind of nostalgic for me??? Cause I remember I made those kinds of imaginary power holder humanoid/creatures (Stands) in my childhood mind and this was my dream come true lol. I couldn't be happier with this type of anime's and I can watch it over and over.

I laughed so much throughout the series, even when DIO came in! (after I accepted that avdol and iggy weren't coming back.)

2. Attack on Titan

Deserved second place. I love politics and this type of complicated world-building where you can't distinguish right from wrong. Even with basic things.

Do I love Eren? Absolutely.

Is he in the right to commit genocide? I don't know...

Watching and growing up with these characters really had an impact on me, I MEAN I CAN'T EVEN REWATCH THE SHOW BC I KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THEM IN THE FUTURE.

I hold them so very close to my heart.

1. One Piece.

World-building. One Piece can be only about world-building and I would still love it.

And ofc the characters, their backstories, and their relationships are the sprinkles.

Politics (for me) are cherries on top.

I want to analyze every single thing in this. From characters to literally just geography, etc. I won't get tired of this show. It's full of so many mysteries.

°My TOP 5 Favorite Moments in anime:

5. Mob Psycho 100:

I like Mogami Arc in general buttt, the scene where Mob is just a human...

It's so unsettling... How Mogami just watches and observes Mob.

4. Attack On Titan:

The scene where Reiner has a breakdown about whether he is a Soldier or a warrior.

3. Devilman Crybaby:

😬😞

2. One Piece:

I would love to put more gifs of Sanji crying and begging but i'm already at my limit😢

1. One Piece:

The faceless style looks so good on One Piece, I'm having literall chills as I'm watching this.

[wikiangela]

my 911 fics ranked by how much fun i had writing them - based on the ranking by @sibylsleaves bc it seemed fun, thank you for the idea ❤️

as of now I have 34 buddie fics (lmao what), so I did a top 10 (it was hard to narrow down tbh because I generally have fun writing all my fics, but this is the top 10:

1. For a holiday (and forevermore)

Eddie's sick of personal, intrusive questions about his love life whenever he visits his family, so he starts bringing Buck for the holidays as his (fake) boyfriend. He only wants to shut them up, and doesn't expect that the small crush he has on his best friend could actually turn into something more...

my first (and for now only) buddie multi chapter fic, inspired by the movie holidate (2020) - I saw the movie and had a vision, and this started - I'm having so much fun writing this, even if some chapters are more difficult (and it's getting away from me and they do what they want lol) - and writing Eddie so oblivious and so deep in denial is just so fucking fun, overall 9.5/10

2. I can't love you any more (than I do now)

Eddie's pretty sure he and Buck are dating and kind of living together. Neither acknowledges it, until Eddie finally does.

this is my newest one rn, and it's disgustingly fluffy and domestic, and I loved writing it so much, needed some fluff with all the 6b stuff - and I've been looking for an excuse to use this song as a fic title lmao (it didn't turn out exactly how I wanted, but writing it was a blast fr haha) 9/10

3. There’s no way that it’s not going there (with the way that we’re looking at each other)

5 times people wrongly assume Buck and Eddie are together + 1 time it's actually true.

wrote this two years ago and I remember having a lot of fun with that - now there's about a hundred things I'd do differently with this one, but I enjoyed writing it at the time haha (this is also THE fic with the most kudos out of all of my fics out of all of the fandoms for some reason? lol) 8/10

4. we got time (but we're only human)

“We got time, Eds.” Buck chuckles. “Not enough.” Eddie’s voice breaks a little. Buck squeezes his hand. “We almost ran out of time, and I can’t just wait until it happens again, Buck. Besides, life is short. We’ll never really have enough time, because a lifetime with you wouldn’t be enough." Or, Buck wakes up from his coma, and Eddie, done with wasting time, confesses his feelings.

post-6x10, but fluffy and happy, really loved writing this one, had a great time with it, 8/10

5. Who said this is a good idea?

Buck and Eddie are drunk, their inhibitions are low, and things escalate pretty quickly.

one of the fictober22 prompts, one of the easiest and quickest to write somehow, had fun with this one 7.5/10

6. You love this, don't you?

Clipboard Buck makes a reappearance, and Eddie's forced to confront his feelings.

this was supposed to be a silly clipboard!Buck fic, but then it got horny so I wrote a second chapter (while lowkey cringing at myself bc it's kinda out of my comfort zone lol), and I had a blast writing it, even if it lowkey sucks (idk if it does, I'm harsh on myself lmao) 7.5/10

7. Fine

Eddie’s foot feels heavy on the gas pedal, while his hands grip the steering wheel tightly, to prevent them from shaking. He’s driving almost on autopilot, while trying his best to compartmentalize and focus on just getting to the hospital, trying not to think about Buck- about what’s happening in the back of the ambulance right now. Or, after the drive to the hospital after Buck's hit by lightning, Eddie loses it. Sort of 6x10 coda.

It was easy to write, the words were just pouring out of me, and I think I blacked out for the last 1k words, it's the saddest thing I've written lol 7/10

8. You're making my head hurt

Eddie's really tired and accidentally confesses his love for Buck.

accidental confessions are my fave to write, I just feel like it'd fit them, and it might not be my best, but I had fun writing it, 7/10

9. don't know what I'd do if your tomorrow never came

He can’t help but think that this is some kind of sick joke from the universe, which he doesn’t believe but he knows Buck would. “The universe is screaming at you and you refuse to listen” is what Buck said once, it feels like a lifetime ago. He didn't believe it, then, either. And now the universe is mocking Eddie, having him have to tell their kid about Buck, just like Buck had to tell him about the shooting. Eddie doesn’t know how Buck did it, how he had the strength, because he’s on the verge of breaking down and shattering into a million little pieces. Or, Eddie goes home to tell Christopher about Buck getting hurt.

post 6x10, only this low bc I started writing it and loved it, and then I didn't have time to finish, so I got back to it later, and kinda struggled with the second half ngl haha gotta learn to write shit down as soon as it comes to me fr, 6.5/10

10. I think he knows

Eddie just could not tear his eyes away from him. And Buck finally noticed, looking back at him. “What?” “What? Nothing.” Eddie felt his face heat up, as he took another sip of his beer. “Why are you looking at me like that?” Buck’s piercing gaze was still on him, and Eddie felt as if he could read him so easily. “Like what?” he decided to play dumb. Maybe he’d succeed. “I don’t know.” Buck responded slowly. “You’re being weird tonight. Well, you’ve been acting weird for the past few weeks, actually.” “Weird how?” Eddie frowned, his heart hammering loudly. He knew how. But was he really being that obvious? Or Eddie's crush is becoming really obvious, so he does something about it.

it was just a silly idea about them getting together happening in the kitchen, it got away from me, I had a lot of fun with this one, even if it didn't turn out exactly how I wanted it to, but I don't think as much as the previous ones (it's so difficult to rank those fr) 6/10

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