#and im embarrassed

[haiskanen]

When the women's team follows you on social media after you almost reveal you're into the goalie lol

#also my bio was a joke #bc im mad at the men's team #and the girly its about saw it #and im embarrassed #i just needed a blonde to replace my blonde lol #elle.thoughts #scsu but women

[peritusabsurdus]

i want to write fanfic so BAD but also i havent read the full manga so i know i'll either 1) mischaracterize and/or 2) get something WILDLY incorrect in the plot 😭😭😭

#and ppl in jjk are so quick to harrass ppl abt plot 'accuracy' or whatever when it comes to nanago #its scary #and im embarrassed #and also i never feel right writing or making content abt something i dont know everything about yknow??? #like ik all the spoilers and stuff but im not well rounded #i havent crossed all my t's and dotted all of my i's #im being dramatic abt it but im serious too #anyways #this applies to pretty much every piece of media #its why i could never write any geraskier either 😭😭 #it feels so wrong watching ONLY the show and nothing else #and then to suddenly dub myself knowledgeable enough to WRITE the characters correctly?? #nah man #rant in tags over now #jjk #nanago #it also doesnt help that i am a total sucker for canon compliant settings like UGH

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[stuckinapril]

people who only use conventional social media are so funny bc they’ll casually be like “can I see your tumblr??” are you Insane. this is no instagram or twitter. this is my vault of secrets

#im only allowed to be publicly embarrassing in front of people who equally overshare on this hellsite #text

[anartificialsatellite]

The older I get the more I admire people who are earnestly, genuinely into whatever their thing is. I know it sounds like an annoying cliche but unless you're being cruel or hurtful there is really no need to be normal about things. The dude with the bad fake accent at the renaissance faire is having the time of his life. The people having photoshoots with their fashion dolls are loving it. The old lady with a yard unreasonably full of tacky ass lawn ornaments is having a blast, HOA be damned.

Don't waste your time being too cool to have fun, y'know?

#it's hard sometimes not to be embarrassed when people tell you you should be and im still working on it #but life is so much more fun that way

[mcsiggy]

Gale helps Astarion with his reflection problems. :)

#gale of waterdeep #astarion #my art #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #im embarrassed auuugh

[sadmages]

In my mind palace my tav and Astarion are playing the exact same game of 5D chess and they don't realize it yet

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #astarion #bg3 tav #my art #gabby plays bg3 #shadowheart #and #lae'zel #are also here #anyway tag ramble time just got the romance scene where you can hug him and on my knees.....this guy..... #astarion: hey i was kinda sleeping with you to save my ass but turns out im feeling real emotions now #matt marja: wtf. me too. this is so embarrassing for both of us we're idiots [tenderly hold hands] #i thought up matt for a campaign we may or may not play last year and deciding to play him in bg3 because i thought it would be funny #to put him against this guy who seemingly has many of his same issues. Best idea i've ever had. the emotional catharsis im experiencing #matt marja

[sirenetica]

Thought I'd take a crack at the Life Series In Your Style board (courtesy of @/xmaruu11)

Tell me which ones your favorite :)

#grian #goodtimeswithscar #gtws #mumbo jumbo #jimmy solidarity #smallishbeans #scott smajor #impulsesv #skizzleman #tangotek #ethoslab #bdubs #zombiecleo #inthelittlewood #rendog #ldshadowlady #bigbstatz #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #life series #trafficblr #traffic smp #most of these creators i drew for the first time on this sheet #some of them ive drawn for a while #and i think you can tell #I CANT EXPLAIN MY REASONINGS FOR SOME DESIGN CHOICES IN THE TAGS ORZ #if any of these creators ever see this post i will explode thats so embarrassing of me im so sorry you had to see this (packing up my bags)

[glitterdisposition]

how to recover after having a complete crying breakdown in front of ur bf TWICE in one night

#to be fair he likes to kinda poke and prod at me to get honest reactions #i have a habit of putting up walls and shutting down completely when presented with anything upsetting #and he doesn’t rlly let me do that #so the first breakdown was COMPLETELY his fault #we were just talking about god and religion and the meaning of life and he was arguing with my mildly hedonistic standpoint #but it’s one i’ve developed after being suicidal for years yk #anyways that cry fest was fine cool whatever #and then we go INSIDE #and i wanna hook up bc like. he’s my bf #so we turn off the lights and start fooling around #HUGE MISTAKE!!! apparently! #guess what activated a trigger i didn’t even know i had #something about not being able to see him and like part of my paranoid lizard brain not knowing that it was G and i know him and im safe #so we have to like stop and i have to turn on a light and now im crying and he feels like he did something wrong #and it’s a whole ass mess #and then we went to sleep! and now it’s the morning! and my face is all swollen and puffy! #and he wants to go get breakfast but i kind of just want to bury my head in the sand and go home #he also JUST TOLD ME LAST NIGHT that he’s still adjusting to being in civilization and i can be a lot sometimes #so now i feel like i was Too Much #and im embarrassed #oh also i lost my underwear somewhere in his room

[yellowistheraddest]

ewww... get a room

#crawling on my hands and knees out of this art block rahhhhhhhhhhhhh #im definitely not embarrassed to post ship art id never do that now unrelatedly im gonna go jump out my window #one piece #one piece fanart #zosan #sanzo #myellowart #fanart

[haiskanen]

my faves are all being excluded from development camp pics/vids and it makes me sad.

#let me see micah #let me see dylan #avs got me losing it for ryan sandelin #and im embarrassed

[corantus]

made a poem i wrote into a comic. anyone else angry that you have to yearn

#original #comics #tbh im trying not to be too embarrassed to post this .thank you for your time

[dilfbuck]

evan buckley + shitposts

#911 #911edit #evanbuckleyedit #evan buckley #buck buckley #buddie #buddieedit #911 abc #911 fox #userknight #usercam #.gfx #im in love with him i fear. the amount of clips and screenshots i have of this man are embarrassing #i wanna make more of these they're so fun lmao #540px x 540px aspect ratio my beloved. i missed her #gif warning #flashing gif #flashing lights

[samipekoe]

girls when they are besties

#this is the farcille comm i mentioned yesterday...if i show you any more than this tumblr will send hitmen to my location #but trust me its nice :) #i cant even promise you ill put it on twitter bc im embarrassed to post it....sorry.....

[time-woods]

saveme mummy scarab save me . .

#adventure time #fionna and cake #scarab the god auditor #prismo the wishmaster #prohibitedwish #im reallyproud of the hands i drew in the first one but im alsolike really embarrassed . . #more sensory stuff cause i cant be normal (and it will happen again)

[aristhought]

i hope everyone who i have ever seen crying in public knows that i never judged or thought less of them and that i always hoped they were going to be okay

#ive cried in public enough to know how embarrassing it feels but probably nobody who sees you is thinking anything bad about it at all #if they even notice #ppl who cry in public ily and im sending hugs #j.exe