#and it's stressing me out

[realtalk127]

If it takes away all our magic, anything gifted to us from something greater...

#imogen's doing FINE #clearly #nothing to worry about here #anyway i saw a bunch of people talking about imogen in this moment #and i just couldn't resist hurting my own feelings by watching it on repeat in gif form #so hERE WE ARE #sorry not sorry #both our girls are so doomed by the narrative #and it's STRESSING ME OUT #imodna #imogen temult #laudna #critical role #cr3 #bells hells #critical role spoilers

[revenantghost]

I'm definitely learning that I'm not as better from covid as I thought I was, so I'm sorry if I'm even more incoherent than normal aksjdnaskdjn

#WHICH IS UNFORTUNATE #Because I'd hardly call myself over it in the first place #I am Unwell #On so many levels #And it's STRESSING ME OUT #I HAVE THINGS I NEED TO DO #Yadda yadda

[kn96artworks]

about 2 weeks ago, i got hit with a block. so i took a rest from drawing digital and doodle/sketch analog for a change

tried digital again for the past few days. i cant. somehow. i can sketch but keep feeling off when i work more on it. i can't get it to look right

#random #considering water colour painting #i want to do full render but i literally can't #and it's stressing me out #my brain and me

[punkranger]

.

#have done nothing today #exhausted #wish i could be normal about having appointments #instead of stressing about them for days #also i hate hate hate to have to make up stuff for assignments #i don't want to do a stupid fake evalution #literally just tell me what to do #i have no interest in this my head is empty #and it's stressing me out #i have one week to finish this and after that I'll have something new which i have had no time to plan for

[valiantarcher]

Does anyone have any good examples of or definitions of women’s semi-formal attire that they would be willing to share?

#Thank you in advance to anyone who might be able to help me out! #I have been looking things up online and I still haven't figured it out yet #All I'm getting is that I am going to be so so cold and uncomfortable and probably have to buy a whole new outfit #And it's stressing me out #In my heart I'm going 'purple Idony dress would work PERFECT for this' but alas I do not have one and don't think I can get one #And it's probably the wrong season anyhow

[tardis--dreams]

God i could have such a chill evening if it wasn't for that doctor's appointment tomorrow morning looming over me

#this wouldn't be so stressful if i didn't have to take a train to get there #the ride is only 4 minutes but i have to walk to the dr's office for 1.8 km which is about 24 minutes #but i haven't really been to this town before and don't know the way so i have to use maps to get there #and the appointment is at 8:30am and the train i would Like to take is scheduled for 7:54 am which would be fine #if the fucking bahn worked and was punctual for once but there's no punctual trains in this godforsaken country #so my anxiety tells me that this train will arrive 8:15 am at the earliest instead of at 7:58am #so i would be late and i can't be late i would just kill myself #but if i want to play it safe i have to take the train 30 minutes earlier which would mean I'd have one hour #to walk there and I'm Really not in the mood of just spending 30 minutes waiting outside like a weirdo because i have too much time left #so my options are either take the risk and be relatively punctual rather than having 35 minutes left to spare #or just waste an hour of my life because I'm too afraid to potentially be late #also the fact i have to wait for a train back home again and cannot plan this at all because idk how long I'll be in the office #is so annoying #and also I've never been to this doctor and i don't know how the whole thing will go and how the rooms and everything look like #and it's stressing me out #also that i have to plan at least 2 hours for an appointment that probably won't take longer than 5 minutes #because of the fucking trains #anyway #i should go to sleep now #40 hours without sleep and not more than 4 hours on average the days before have left me broken lmao #i gotta practice my lines though. i cannot go in without a rehearsed script. gotta be careful around doctors and choose your words wisely #otherwise they won't take you seriously or think you're overdramatic and dismiss any concern as 'anxiety' #yeah no i don't trust them- i hate relying on them- let me be free ahhh #void screams

[cetoddle]

and my dog is driving me absolutely insane today. i love him i do but good god

#i'm just. obviously very hot and very cranky #and my dog. is a dog. and keeps running around and bumping into things and making noise #and it's stressing me out #i got annoyed with him but i didn't do anything #i just told him to leave the room and go do something else #and he (a dog) was like oh okay bye #but my p*rents yelled at me for being cranky and 'being mean to the dog' #i didn't even yell at him i just told him to go away #sigh #i love my dog i do #but i am so very much a cat person..... #cats are quiet #they just sit around and leave you alone until they want some lap snuggles #.... #i will miss him whenever i leave but...i will also enjoy how much quieter it will be :') #just me and my cat....and the ac #what a dream.. #snow.txt

[le-velo-pour-dru]

Duuuuuude I feel so weird :0 I wanna bring myself out of it but I don't know how

#dru speaks #i feel like there's something my brain wants me to do but it won't tell me what that thing is #it's like a restless kind of boredom #and it's stressing me out #and i want it to be OVERWITH cause i want to ENJOY my monday off of school #UGH #dru vents

[worldsokayestdragon]

Dean teaching Jack how to drive in the Impala 🥺 they're so cute! I love them both so much

#supernatural #man i hope jack gets better soon #i know he's fine eventually because I have vague finale knowledge #but i dont like seeing him sick #hes coughing up blood like a lady in a period film dying of tuberculosis #and it's stressing me out #jack kline #dean winchester

[frogwheeler]

alright y'all, see ya on stranger things day ;)

honestly atp I just have to wait and see what the season holds, I'm trying really hard not to let these 'leaks' and other people's doubts and negativity get to my head but I don't think it's working, I'll see y'all on stranger things day or maybe the day before. Signing off for now :)

#I'm taking a break from this app until season 4 is released #byler #st4 #seeing too many 'leaks' #and it's stressing me out #I'll be back after I've watched episode 1 for myself

[monster-noises]

The only thing I really want in this life is to be Dependable. To be able to confidently agree to things knowing my life and brain won't give out two steps in and I won't drop everything in a cacophonous cascada and have to come back empty handed, tail between my legs, over and over and over and over again.

What I wouldn't give for even a Modicum of truth behind the Reliable vibes I apparently exude.

*lays on the ground*

#monster noises #i've been trying trying to finish my line exchange drswing for twitter all day #I want to get it done so bad #all i have to do is draw Karl.. #but I can't find him #my hand can't find him #and it's stressing me out #and pushing right on some of my other really sensitive buttons #fucking.. ADHD garbage brain disorder suck my Dick

[wildernessuntothemselves]

I think I figured out the end 😬

#and it's stressing me out #mort talks #yamqn

[greelin]

people when trauma victims act traumatized especially in a way that is unpalatable to them because it involves lashing out and unpredictable moods and having boundary issues rather than just being demure, sad, and consumable

#the surprise at unpredictability is always so fucking baffling to me. this is someone who’s been under extreme stress/duress #for ages. Do you think you can just bounce back. regulate everything immediately. when you’ve been in Survival Mode your whole #fucking life. LOL #you don’t just fucking Know how to be a human being. magically. because you’re out of the situation now. like.

[july-19th-club]

seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything

#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out #i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity #but me i like to chill out. #and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed #at the thought that others might want to see me working #if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do #catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries #for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day? #or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk #not in the slightest #but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior #that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation #this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age #and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[i-am-a-fish]

this year I will become a powerful lesbian

#by the way this post is honestly kinda stressing me out because I'm trans and not everyone thinks m->f trans people can be lesbians so I'm #kinda nervous I may attract some hate from this which really sucks