#and still kept following me

[desperatehoney]

I hate hate hate how kink is often represented as a monolith. For the longest time I thought I didn’t belong in the kink community because I don’t like pain and often pain is what is associated with being kinky. So this is your reminder that pain doesn’t determine kinkiness and you can be just as kinky if you’re not a pain fan❤️

#trans nsft #t4t nsft #mlm nsft #trans guy nsft #ftm nsft #t4t ns/fw #nsft trans #nsft bottom #ftm mlm #ftm bottom #k1nk community #k!nk community #k!nk positivity #I despise this notion so much #literally kept me out of exploring shit bc I didn’t think I belong #which I know is ironic bc my blog has a decent number of followers #but yeah I still struggle with it sometimes🙃 #maybe I wouldn’t if we as a whole didn’t push that notion #you can absolutely be kinky if you’re not into pain❤️

[beebundt]

(2016 ➡ 2024) i wanted to compare my first colored drawing of charlie (my oldest active OC) to now for fun but damn. this is kinda fucking me up rn and thought it might be interesting to share my embarrassing kid drawing with you all too. i think it's always cool to see where we start from and i always forget how much ive changed since then

#fun fact. she started out as a doctor who oc. and then i got embarrassed abt that and made her into a “superhero” oc #bc i was just getting into miraculous ladybug at the time. the first pic is her superhero costume i was trying to make #i was cringe but i was free. wipes tear #also for the ppl who have been following me for a LONG time. if you've ever seen me called her weave or weaver #that's bc her “superhero” name was time weaver 😭 and i kept perpetually shortening it as time went by LMAOOO #idk what to do with charlie now but she's still so dear and near to my heart #i just turned into a hot space lesbian and kept adding hair and muscle to her. LOL #bee buzzes #charlie #my ocs #oc #ocs #original character

[humbuns]

mod is asleep, time to post the most normal MC in the devildom

[Engel is @obm-avenquire's angel oc btw!!]

#obey me! #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #obey me solomon #Xy still has no ref but that won't stop me from drawing or loving him #the Eve ramble was an actual message i sent to my best friend at 3am months ago btw #shoutout to aven for motivating me to think about my mc cause they kept telling of their own ocs and aughh they're so good so follow them #oc: Xy #doodles

[once-ina-blue-moon]

oi, watch it, spaceman!

#blue does art #doctor who #tenth doctor #10th doctor #tenth doctor fanart #doctor who fanart #also thank you for 100 followers !!! #literally I just noticed skdhksns #don’t really know what to do about it it’s my first like. big milestone #but anyway yeah thanks! #will try to be more active as a result #this took me like. 9 hours tho because I kept having to redo his face and I STILL don’t like it #but it is what it is #im sick of working on it at this point so here it is I’m posting it

[sunforgrace]

they saw him gearing up to scream and cry and throw up about the angel being dead again but it’s really bad this time so he had to charge up (like one of those lightbulbs you have to leave out in the sun) for mega widower era….2! and said send his ass to car heaven

#in terms of induced victorian mourning which is worse: seeing him get stabbed in front of you and dying and falling to your knees about it #or him confessing his love and immediately dying because the act of confession was the trigger #and sitting there while he is consumed into nothingness and then going into a fugue state for (?) hours? #yes mary died the former time but he made it ALL about the angel he couldn’t even SAY IT when listing off the dead while he could for her. #and now you have the ‘happy ending’ but he is still dead. and you tell me it was whatever #no no. they had to send his ass to car heaven #he rewrote his MEMORY and was fully convinced he was hallucinating him after cas didn’t follow him out of purgatory at the finish line #they HAD to send his ass to car heaven #HE KEPT THE TRENCHCOAT WHILE CHANGING CARS. go to car heaven

[front-facing-pokemon]

#kyogre #weird to think this means we're nearing the end of gen 3. growing ever closer to gen 6 where i'm gonna have to re-source my models #*that's* gonna be rough. but for now y'know we still have a bit to go. it's just weird to see the end of gen 3 #i feel like‚ weirdly‚ i never thought it'd get this far. mostly bc i kinda quit this blog for a solid like two years after i first started #it until ONE individual kept going back and reblogging one of its old posts. and then i was like. y'know what. let's bring it back #and then the furret post kinda got it to where it is today. it's no 20k-follower behemoth like realpokemon. not even close. but it's more #eyes on something i'm doing than i've ever had before. so y'know. thanks for sticking with me this long #now i am going to NOT forget primal kyogre and groudon. lemme do those. also this guy is like a postgame fight in rt or whatever

[cantagirldrawinpeace]

Been reading Law Novel 👍

(super legally and not at all from a Google Docs English fan translation 👀)

WOLF ONE PIECE I KNOW YOURE NOT CANON BUT YOU REMAIN FOREVER FAMOUS TO MEEEE!!!

(Handwriting translations under the cut)

1-

Law: Junk-ya this is Bepo. He’s a polar bear and he’s going to live with us now. Be nice

Bepo: He brought me here without explaining anything..sorry….

2-

I like this sad old man :)

3-

Wolf: I swear, I let ONE kid stay - out of pure convenience - and they just kept multiplying!

Dadan: Tell me about it…

Both of them, thinking: I LOVE MY FUCKIN KIIIIDDDDSSSS!!!!

#tho I do acknowledge that wolf’s role - at least towards Law - is not exactly parental #which is one of the reasons Law likes it so much - since he’s being taken seriously after all the Trauma™️ #but regardless it’s full of love and they are ‘his kids’ - as in the kids he houses and who follow him around and feel happy living with him #they’re family. but maybe not in the father-son way like you may define his and Cora’s relationship #but the love and safety that comes from having a kind adult to look out for you and prepare you for life as you go through it #or the joy of having a young person in your house who looks up to you and brings joy/meaning to your life is all still there #it’s kinda the same for Dadan actually - though different cuz of the ages and ways that she got her kids are much different- especially Ace #plus wolf does it voluntarily lmao. not to diss Dadan ofc I love her - but it’s sweet to see how non-reluctant this guy is #Law has always been so loved - even if he kept losing the people who loved him for a while - and it makes me so emotional #anyway i love him #he’s canon in my heart stfu 😭 #one piece #one piece fanart #my art #trafalgardwaterlaw #trafalgar law #one piece law #law novel #novel law #one piece novel law #wolf one piece #genius inventor wolf #one piece wolf #one piece bepo #bepo one piece #curly dadan #one piece dadan #heart pirates

[ahsoka-in-a-hood]

I love Obi Wan and I think not mercy-killing Anakin when he was on fire was the worst thing he ever did, absolutely deplorable, and I also think that’s sexy of him

#tfw you follow your worst instincts ONE TIME #OH I'M JUST GONNA LEAVE HIM TO DIE A SLOW AND EXCRUCIATING DEATH #OOPS #i mean i guess maybe he couldn't have done but i still feel like he could have grabbed some force suppressors from the temple vaults #on his way out and then kidnapped the little psycho. parked him in a cave to cool off. prodded him a bit to see if there was any guilt. #kept him like a monster in the basement #this got away from me #obi wan kenobi

[forgottenflickr]

bruh how did u blow up 😭 i am trying to do my own little upload blog thing and it seems so hard

to be honest, I think it’s just because I already had another sideblog with a few thousand followers, and after some time with this blog i happened to reblog one of my own posts there talking about it. Before then, I got almost no interaction here (though I didn’t post very much then compared to now)

regardless, it’ll take some time and then you’ll get some hit post you didn’t expect, that’s what happened on my other blog I mentioned, here too

#add on I wanted to say maybe just try to focus on your own aesthetic niche and just keep at it with proper tags and such #my other blog I started in like early 2017 as a kidcore rainbowcore one #and it took me around a year to get any real following base #now in current it has around 6k (still a lot less than here #this blog surpassed that one’s following in almost no time I was shocked #but yeah all you can do is keep at it lol #I don’t have any real amazing advice that’s just what I did on my other blog #I kept posting for my niche and eventually got hit posts though they were memes to be fair at first I think lol #but you have to build a base following first #and wait

[pixlatedvampire]

Been dreaming lately 🌜☁️🌈💤

#illustration #procreate #comic #digital art #my art #hiii it’s meeeeee again #like 3 months after last post!! again bleh #I think I may have to accept that I can only finish things every 3 months :/ #this was a fun no pressure thing to make tho (did agonize w the colors for a bit) I’m trying to experiment a little #I haven’t really like my art since 2021 jksejflkdsnvoksdfn I want to make better comics ^-^ #I really like how starman came out it’s almost exactly how I pictured him ☺️ #I may try making more little comics off of my dreams. I have really involved ones often #I (still!!) have a yennisker comic I’m trying to finish next tho!! it’s close this time I swear!!!!!!!! #one day I will put out fandom art people actually followed me for again lmao #(bonus fun fact I kept the dialogue p much how it was in my head but I looked it up to check and I think he did use forsooth correctly #so it’s the rabbit who doesn’t know what it means lol) #edit: oh god its so orange on my phone if you have nightshift i beg of you.... turn it off... for me.. 🥺🥺

[spiderin-space]

Some more silly things inspired by my playthrough

#COTL #cult of the lamb #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #Yeah uhhh I beat the game the other day #still working my way back through the dungeons again but 👍 #first one was from when I first unlocked the mating tent #there was so much POOP I felt like I couldn’t leave cause I had to follow the babies around cleaning up after them #even with the janitor’s station 😔 #also kept thinking of that one hissing cat when I first got Narinder #+ paraphrased interaction I had today and I caught the two of them having a conversation the other day 🥺 #also Narilamb(?) is starting to grow on me I see why yall like it now

[minionwater]

not old man yaoi or regular yaoi but a secret third thing (shitty community theatre yaoi)

closeups I liked :3

#you all do Not want to know how long this fucking took. it is so so hard to draw henry shields #if you follow my main you’ll know I kept accidentally drawing david tennant instead for like 3 hours #still not THAT happy with how this turned out but hey. if that isn’t the spirit of cpds then what is #this is. incedentally. Not My Best Work #sanders art tag #shitpost art #the play that goes wrong #fuck me is their ship name beangrove or grovebean. I’ll tag both #beangrove #grovebean #chrisrobert???????? <- this one is so boring yall #chris bean (director) #robert grove

[ganondoodle]

consider this a vent post

#ganondoodles talks #i kept seeing posts of ppl that this is about #and it jsut wont get out of my head #espeically when others that i like follow and rt them still #i dont wanna seem like one of those overly purist(?) people #i dont even have high standards #literally the only shipping standards i have is #both characters are adults and dont have a parental or sibling relationship to each other #thats it #how is this apparently so hard to not do #its making me anxious #all of them seemed so cool at first #why does shipping of all things reveal just how far someone is willing to go just to get off #god i hate it #and i care very little about anythign shipping related #i just find it disgusting when there is a minor involved and or they are related #thats not too high of a standard now is it??? #i have literally gotten more anxious talking to people just bc i now expect to see them be creeps #and i hate it so much #i want to make friends but apparently half the people that like the same characters as i are creeps wtf #and i swear im pretty chill #idc about shipping discourse or whatever #but this should be common sense no ?? #or is the need to ship stuff a thing other ppl have a primal urge to do stopping at literally nothing #and yes this is partly about ppl actually shipping zelda and urbosa #WHICH TICKS BOTH BOXES OF MY ONLY TWO NO GOES #i want to cry #if you have noticed me answering even fewer asks than before #well

[fruitscoups]

im rarely on here now but after stalking n looking thru this account for hours, ive realized why ppl say once u hit ur late 20s, your frontal lobe rlly has fully developed (i think mine has already???). im cringing at everything ive ever put on here n my tags were absolutely awful, but its rlly like going thru memory lane n i realized i have had some amazing times with the people ive interacted with on here . ive had this account since i was 17!!! i rlly miss how carefree i was.

#im not rlly following kpop anymore but i still do listen to it once in a while . #i haven’t kept up with svt in like 2 yrs I think?? but i will never forget how happy they made me feel the past few yrs .

[theshadowrealmitself]

*really late at night/early morning*

Brain: Hey, I know you’re exhausted, but for the first time in forever I’m gonna make you feel inspired to write a story, I’m also gonna give you a really good outline of how the story goes and how it ends, which you usually have trouble with

Me: But-

Brain: Oh I know, you’re not gonna be able to do it tonight, you’re also gonna lose that motivation to do it when you wake up, this is just to fuck with you rn while you try to sleep :3c

#im. im fucking obsessed with every part of this plot bunny #please please PLEASE let me keep motivation to work on it when I wake up #I already wrote down the outline so I don’t forget it #*please* #ugh only problem with writing stuff I intend to post on ao3 is that I’ve also put in my other side account on one of my stories #and I hardly use that side account because one of my exes started stalking it after we broke up #he wasn’t even following me while we were dating!! #he waited till after I broke up with him to follow me!! #and then after I blocked him he still kept interacting with my blog!!! #tumblr make a better fucking blocking system. #yeah so I’m worried about him potentially knowing my ao3 account #and I really hope he doesn’t follow this account #@ eric if you’re *still* looking at my stuff just know that you’re a mega creep and I hate you. #seriously dude. #haven’t deleted that side account or my ao3 cause I’m still attached to them #but yeah it sucks posting to either of them knowing that there’s a CREEP who WONT RESPECT MY BOUNDARIES looking at them #god I hate him #no fandom

[track2hack]

12.02.2024

Barbie update: still Barbing

#the little dark dots on her bum 😩👌👌👌 #I tried to take photos of peanut but he wouldn’t stand STILL and kept following me lol #horseblr #horsblr #equiblr #equestrian #equine #horses #horses of tumblr #miniature horse #miniature pony #palomino #Appaloosa #my ponies