i need to actually remember that the stuff like 'special interest' or 'infodumping' and all that doesn't necessarily imply being highly competent at it bc i always feel like i could never claim any of that 'cause i could neveer be sufficiently good with anything
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The best part about knowing some psychology stuff, is I know some of the reasons I am like this. However, the worst part is knowing why I'm like this and still feeling like I can't change it.
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GOD DAMN IT i know i must sound like a broken record by now but. I was feeling GOOD today. I felt happy and confident enough to check the submas tags for once. And all was good until i saw ONE SINGULAR ANGST POST, and now I'M DEPRESSED AGAIN. I HATE THIS SO MUCH
[btw none of u are obligated to cheer me up lol i just want to complain into the void. I'll remove the submas tag in like an hour i just want to feel seen (even though i know i already am) for a moment]
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I haven't texted anyone back in 16 days and I know eventually I'm going to have to go back and read all the shit they sent me and go back to normal but talking to people and pretending to care about their boyfriends or their shitty bosses or whatever is honestly so exhausting and I wish I could throw my phone into the ocean and never get a new one.
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