#and today i found out......... it's fine

[unenomainen]

Ok ok ok i'm Litcherally going to murder my broken ass brain

#have had no less than four (4) panic attacks about the same thing within the past 5 or so days #and today i found out......... it's fine #i will still need to make a call to doublecheck sth #but like. i was so worried i had potentially missed A Very Important email which could have had negative financial consequences........ #pls can i get a new brain i can't fucking live like this 😭😭😭😭😭

[uri59]

"The eyes of labor are upon us"

#I was today years old when I found out she is an Union leader #but alas why was I surprised? After watching The Nanny specially? #Fran Drescher #💕✨ #wga strike #the nanny #sag aftra #Nanny Fine Movimiento Juana Azurduy 25 de Mayo #sag-aftra #sag strike #Fran Fine

[fyanimaldiversity]

I’m glad you guys like Poptart! You guys are lucky my beetles are all typical colored for their species otherwise I’d spam you with pics of them too.

Anyone have any fun pics of their interesting colored/patterned/etc pets for me to look at? Even ‘normal’ types are interesting!

#feeling a little down missing my dog today #I just found out they made something marketed towards blue death feigning beetles! #I think my other species like them too they like the same stuff #usually I feed them fish food as a dry food but they love how fine grain this one is #off topic

[skeletalheartattack]

im showing my friend clanker the awesome six eggs and single ice key i found today

#happy easter clanker #for the past three days ive just been playing banjo kazooie for fun #ended originally with a time of 8:22:12 #but that changed when i wanted to try getting the stop n swop stuff for the first time on my copy of banjo #so the final time is 9:32:33 #i forgot how much i disliked rusty bucket bay. good lord that engine room and stinky bad water #every other level was fine. though i got so confused at first as to what jiggy i was missing in click clock woods #it was just the one on the branch at the very top of the tree. i wouldve never found it had i not looked it up #notes and honeycombs though? did those purely from memory #jiggies too i guess minus the single 1 out of 100 #which i think is better than what i was hoping to achieve playing without a guide #i didnt get all mumbo tokens though. i DID get the ones you could easily lose if done wrong though. #i need 7 more mumbo tokens basically to reach 100% #i was also very tempted to 100% gruntys furnace fun (i.e. all squares) but. at a point i was like ''hm. no lets not'' #maybe someday. just not then. #i managed to blind guess a lot of grunty questions though #only talked to her sister like. once. and i didnt get any of those questions on the quiz #oh yknow whats fucked up? that one shortcut between rusty bucket bay and mad monster mansions puzzle #you cant break the gate for it if you raise the water level too high #also it took me until today to learn that CheatO's cheats are upgrades and not... cheats #fucked up. but i didnt have too much problems without it. <- he died to grunty once only cause he got knocked off the tower #anyway sorry for the strange photo quality. played on my n64 on an old crt ive had. and i only have a lamp on in my room. #its not as dark as it looks in the image atleast #i also learned that banjo kazooie has way more cheats than i ever knew about #before collecting all the stop n swop stuff. i gave myself the infinite air underwater cheat cause. god. #its so nice to swim around with any anxiety. mostly just used it to swim with clanker for a bit. :). #didnt need it for any other reasons. i done collected everything else girlies #though kid me used a lot of cheat codes in tooie. only because i had a magazine that had all the codes #i 100%'d that one a few years ago i think. jiggies atleast. i think. #anyway. :) clanker

[spookykestrel]

you make plans with your friends when youre growing up that you'll move in togehter and always stay near and go to each other's weddings and always talk and always call and then you get to the age you're supposed to start doing that kind of thing and realize all the friends you had hoped would stay by you forever have gone off to do things without you and you're just in the same spot and suddenly you have to do it all on your own

#kestrel calls #text post #chitter chatter #negative #???? #ive no idea im sort of just having a late night spiral #my best and really only good close friend decided to go to college after all #and id always thought and hoped we'd just move out west together #but now tht's not happning and i can't wait for them to finish college #bc my parents are moving #and i can't support myself here #and im sort of just #spiraling and panicking a little tiny bit #i just want to move in with this nb artist i found today on craigslist #but that won't happen and i don't know what im doing with my life #and i feel stuck #and yk.... scary #anywayyyyyy like it's totally fine this is just all i think about everyday dw abt it #but if you know somebody looking for a roommate in the greater mt/idaho/wy/nd area uhhhhh hmu #/hj

[phoenix--flying]

i love when an au idea gets dropped on us and we just cling to it for a bit

'me' being nico

#imagineee #listen i am a SUCKER for ta bianca recently i dont know what happened shes just here and she wont leave #its fine tho we love her #bianca di angelo #nico di angelo #pjo #phoenix aus #phoenix rambles #this idea came to fruition in dec #but i found it while scrolling the chat today and its come back so #have an out of context meme 💀

[indulgnc]

(liveblog)

so i dont think i’ve suddenly developed allergies like i thought..? i didnt.. realize that since ive been visiting out of town there might just be a type of pollen ive never been exposed to before. Lol

#ive been out of state lately right #and i was all ‘huh?? did i suddenly develop allergies???’ but #ive been back in my state for the weekend #and ive been. completely fine #w no meds #so. i guess. i didnt develop them. i just. found something #or the pollen count was high enough there to make me react? #i dont know its either higher level or. a different kind of specific pollen there. thats doing it #anyway. im going back there today so. lawl #liveblog

[caluski]

I wish you didn't have to be hip to be a part of underground lgbt communities <- the middle aged man in me speaking

#pogaduchy #I had a dream today I found a new job and accidentally linked slack to my tumblr somehow and everyone found out I'm trans and they were fine #with it and didn't misgender me at all #Girl!!! 6!shut up.... Don't give me those dreams I'm craving being called by my name now

[yearningheart]

.

#going to get the ab*rtion done this weekend i think #it's been so strange and difficult like the first two days when i found out it was fine and i was doing fine but #the more i wait the worse it gets. i feel like im underwater and everything feels muddled and weird n depressing #what im scared of the most is the pain like just thinking abt the whole ordeal is making me shiver #i have to finish a whole assignment done by tomorrow and im also starting my remote internship today and i have exams in two weeks. lol. #it's all just too much #but we persist i guess

[stars-inthe-sky]

UGH.

#went on my first real work trip in FOUR YEARS yesterday. had one meeting. #woke up this morning and was getting ready for a day of stuff with another one tomorrow #only to find out that one of the only five other people in the wednesday meeting just tested positive for covid #and another had found out she'd been separately exposed as well #so today turned into doing all my meetings on zoom and rearranging travel plans #and now instead of a professional thing i'd been really looking forward to and then a fun weekend add-on with the fam #i'm flying home late tonight to isolate in our third-floor guest room while boyfriend parents etc. #at least we got credit for his and bébé's last-minute flight cancellations #and we decided to leave the dog with the sitter that had already been arranged to just have one less thing on the collective plate for now #but UGH #and what's extra infuriating is that i am probably fine. i got boosted just a few weeks ago and wasn't like hugging anyone or whatever. #but you just don't know and when there's an actual case it's reason to be actually careful #and i'm just so exhausted and bummed about a lot of things already and had so been looking forward to this whole trip #best laid plans #as they say #anyway cross your fingers for me and the battery of rapid tests i'll be taking this weekend #and in addition to staying negative i'm also very concerned about whether anyone will be comfortable will me at thanksgiving #so that's a whole other thing #UGHHHHHHH #fucking #coronavirus

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Okay I'm not saying that this semester's students suck ass bc I'm not there to teach them, but isn't it just such a coincidence that the vast majority are failing so miserably and they don't have someone who will tutor them outside of class and go over notes and skills with them, while the previous semesters did have that and the majority passed? Super interesting stuff. Too bad we'll never know if things could've been different if they had just fucking paid me :)

#can you tell I'm peeved lmao #i went to one of the classes today just so i can keep it on my resume #and holy fuck #weeks into the semester and they should have the basics down #they do not #absolutely floundering #granted I'm sure I'm not actually the reason lmao #like yeah i helped a shit ton of students outside class too #but they probably could've passed without me #these new ones tho are awful #no drive no nothing just looking for others to blame for their own failures #i didn't even stay the whole time like i was planning #bc i found out that they hired four other fucking people for the program #who all have less experience than me #and have been with the program for a way shorter time than i have #who don't do half the extra shit i do #and don't get me wrong this isn't a slight at them they're all fully qualified #but why the fuck not hire me #like i genuinely am so pissed #have to email my supervisor but I'm too upset to make it sound civil #like fucking fine if you don't wanna pay me you never get to see me again #I'm not working ten hour days plus extra outside of class for nothing anymore that's insane #I'll keeping being a private tutor for the students but I'm not doing a single thing for the program without pay #i mean holy shit hiring at least four other people and not saying shit to me?? #like fine that's fine fuck you you're getting an email ultimatum good luck finding someone else willing to do all that for free #i cried about it for like an hour and now I'm just mad lmao having a super normal one rn #anyway #not snz

[just-spacetrash]

💔

#waaahhh feeling BAD again..... #like few months ago my friend asked if i had new years free and i ASSUMED that meant we were like planning smth together????? #and today she mentions in a GROUP CHAT that shes spendingnnew years with her bf #and like. ok. fine. good for them i guess #but i just rly wished she woulda told me like before #and it happened while i was at a Christmas party toooo.... now im sad and just not drunk enough #feeling lonely #i rly thought i had like things going up things looking good finally friends and shit #and like obviously i know her bf is the most important person to her thats how it works #but likee feels bad yk #cause apparently to her this wasnt even that big of a deal cos she didnt bother mentioning it yo be before #and i have no one #my other friends invited us both (thats how i found out) but theyre a couple too so i dont wanns go third wheeling their new years yk #i just #u think its going so well #and suddenly i just feel like ughhhh #this is cringe even writing i might delete this tomorrow when im sober and awake #but like. everyones got someone and ive been trying to click with someone for 20 fucking years #and still #:((((((((( #and like it feels bad not being anyones most important person #and like i know so many ppl are in this situation im not trying to be like wahhh my suffering is unique but like it just feels bad #very bad esp when ur tired as fuck and alone and shit #:((((( #my post #everything SUCKS!!!!!!!!!

[shazleen]

Boston

#my photography #dark #dream diary: i had a dream today about my dad; about flats; and one of my wee past students #the student had come up and said he was really worried and I was like no!! your going to be fine #because being kind with lots of ideas and a unique work method gets you further than some inherent talent or whatever #and like some people tried to host a panel talk in my house and I had to throw them out and threaten the lil weasle that was apparently #to shy to ask my permission? lit in the dream i was talkin to some friemds ome minute sat down for a wee nap and found myself in rhe middle #of a conference. i was well pissed #anyway last part of my dream was i was visiting my dad and we were figuring out where to go ect #when we just started talking and i was explaining why im not froends w one of my childhood friends and i said it was bc of homophobia #and he was like extremely supportive. and the dream ended with him giving me a big hug and i woke up to cold reality where my dad #is not lovely not present and also homophobic #u_u #architectural

[risingsunresistance]

feels weird to not have much to post, i feel like i basically disappeared off social media compared to how i used to post but. there is simultaneously so much going on (things that are boring/heavy and not fun to post about) and nothing at all going on (i have not been able to play anything very much and havent been watching anything besides random documentaries i stumble across), leading to me having nothing to say lmao

i did finally write down a bunch of hypixel worldbuilding headcanon junk instead of having it only be word-of-mouth between me and ark lol. only 1700 words, i can do better 👍 it was literally only about admin magic, what exactly it means to "hack," what a server is, and limbo kjgfhk. i might make a big post about the limbo section one day :]

#things that arent worth having their own post bc it's boring normal life stuff #I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!! i've only worked one day but i had a lot of fun #and i like my coworkers. im scared of tomorrow tho bc my manager who has been guiding me around isnt gonna be there #so second day in and im already on my own DFGHKJG it'll be fine......... #also I GOT MY DESK ORDERED LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO. SOON I WILL BE BACK ON THE GRIND I WANNA PLAY SKYBLOCK SO BAD #i've only been able to play on weekends or at ark's ;-; pain and suffering i need somewhere to sit #also fun fact. remember how the house was full of mold. well there was ALSO a gas leak for the past couple weeks #my existence is a miracle #im blaming all past behaviors on this. im normal now dont worry 👍👍👍 #i think i already mentioned this but my snes power cable is missing and i need a new one Pain And Suffering #on the brighter side of my old games. i found by gbc! AND THE BATTERIES STILL WORK SOMEHOW LMAO #i can finally do a miserable gen 2 shiny hunt yippeeeeee #trying to find my gameboy copy of tetris attack but i dont see it anywhere 😔 #uhhhh yeah that's about it i guess. been busy with sorting out work stuff and money problems and Everything Else #currently taking care of health stuff i havent done in years. time for dentist today wahoo #gonna try to get an eye exam soon. it's been like. a decade- #im not sure my vision is still 20/20 im having trouble reading some things digitally #billboards are fine. electronic ones are not those are just smudges #i dont know enough about eyes to know what that could be #chat

[amyriadfthings]

wdym random dogstar gig in my city. wdym i can see keanu have fun making music on stage

#this day started with too many meetings and got distrupted by a headache #and now i accidentally found this just by checking a venue? and bought a ticket? #love musician!keanu #i mean i love all the keanus but that´s not the point #did not expect that to happen today or dogstar to just play here #of course all the meet and greet stuff is sold out and that´s okay #cause i´m not sure i could survive being in the same room with him like that much less actually interact #in a crowd at a concert is fine #anyway #amazing development happy friday to me #keanu

[strayslost]

happy fyodor resurrection day!!! :)

#ooc #bsd spoilers // #or well. ''day we found out he's still alive for sure'' day. lol #i knew he'd be fine but i'm still so happy............. i'm so excited for what's coming next you guys have no idea ;~~; #but also having to wait a whole month for next chapter after just 12 pages is PAIN #:'))) #ALSO IS IT JUST ME OR IS IT THREE DAYS AFTER EASTER TODAY. WHAT THE FUCK