#and you cant even go to the funeral

[lesbiandardevil]

breaking the news

(don't tag as ship pleaseeee thank you <3 /gen)

#imagine one of your oldest friends die and youre in jail #and you cant even go to the funeral #and nobody gaf because youre a side character now apparently .. #kevin smith im in your house #who said that !! #anyway .. karen oh karen .. poor karen .. #wanted to add text but i wouldn't even know what to have them say so .. #his face says it all hopefully #idk if matts the one who told him but i hope so #daredevil stuff #daredevil #matt murdock #foggy nelson #franklin nelson #daredevil comics #comic #daredevil fanart #my art

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Zeb Wells I'm in your walls because what the actual fuck is this shit???

Because it definitely isn't something Spiderman whose gone out of his way to visit fans dying of cancer or other medical conditions or tried to save a homeless girl who was a fan of him only to be too late, would say.

#zeb wells #spiderman #the amazing spiderman #like not only is this an insult to the kid who collects spiderman #but its also one to an issue where spiderman is with another kid with lekumia #as hes playing spiderman with the kid as it was the kids wish #but when playtime is over and the hospital and parents say its time to go to bed #the kid refuses and spiderman learns its because the kid is afraid he wont wake up #causing spiderman to ask if the kid has a coat and we see why as he takes the kid for a swing across the city #giving the kid more time of being like spiderman #then there's the time he visited a wounded kid in hospital who is also a spidey fan and looked up to spiderman #and said kid figures out his identity and the two talk before sadly the kid has a caradiac rest and peter goes to his funeral #where his parents ask peter to give the kids home-made comics to spiderman and peter promises #let alone the comic leah where he finds a homeless girl also a fan dying and does try to save her via getting her to the hospital #but its sadly too late as the doctors cant do anything #meaning all spiderman can do is lift his mask a little and give her a forehead kiss #and wish her sweet dreams as we see her in dreams with all the heroes she admires #like long tags here but thats how much this 'joke' angers me #let alone even if you removed all of peters history WHY THE HELL IS THIS A 'JOKE' SOMEONE LET PASS- #no character should be doing that wtf

[arsenicflame]

thinking about how all the rest of blackbeards crew had left by the time stede found the revenge

thinking about how ed was laid out in such a respectful way, like he was someone wanted to mourn

thinking about even after all he said, after mutinying on him, izzy could never really leave ed

thinking about how after all he did for them, all he lost, our crew couldn't leave him either

#thinking about how they would have had the opportunity to leave when everyone else did #and that izzy might have even encouraged them to #but that realising he was going to stay- essentially condemning himself to death- they couldnt leave him #would have fought him on it if he had put up a fuss (i imagine he would) #'we aren't leaving you boss' 'yeah no fucking way viejito' #because theyve claimed him now. hes their family. they arent going to leave him to certain death for any reason #and certainly not as a self imposed punishment for 'killing' ed #they arent going to leave him to rot on that ship with the corpse of the man who put them there in the first place #so they stay. they stay and they lay ed out properly under izzys watch. they stay and they plan a respectful funeral #rather than just throwing him into the sea like perhaps they would like to; because thats what izzy needs #he needs a proper send off for ed in the end and they understand that #they stay and the food runs out. they stay and they eat seagulls #they stay #they stay for izzy- because izzy cant leave; so neither can they #and maybe theyll die here #but theyve been living second to second for a while now #its actually kind of nice to have a deadline #its not so bad really; drifting through the ocean aimlessly. its a nice break after everything #its the quiet up to the end #nyxtalks #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #our flag means death #izzy hands #israel hands #archie ofmd #frenchie ofmd #fang ofmd #jim jimenez #edward teach

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️ #@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ... #there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams// #recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 .... #and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)' #and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway. #tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀 #one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny. #and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

[orcelito]

Thinking about using the journal I got for writing my dad's eulogy for trying to process my grief with it. The letter from me I found in his lockbox is still in that front sleeve, along with one of the memorial folders they had at the funeral.

I think I don't want to write it all on here. I think I've talked about my emotions too much as of late.

#speculation nation #negative/ #kind of. i guess. #the thing about grief is that it really just never ends. #so im done with the funeral. the time is over. here i am. hes dead. im alive. time to move on. #but it's not that simple. of course it's not. #but would my followers who followed me just for my writing even Care? #honestly surprised i havent lost more followers. or any? idk i havent been paying much attention to numbers #but i know it hasnt really gone down much if at all #i just feel. like im not the person that people initially followed. #and i dont know when im going to be that person again. #there's no enthusing here. anytime im making text posts it's about The Situation. #i wonder how evident my grief is to you all. i feel it in my every breath. #i havent been working yet i feel weak. it's hard to feel much at all. #either im existing and im helping with packing or im crying again bc i remembered my dad cant help me pick out a car now #(in the Vaguely In The Future me buying a used car idea. for after i get my license. whenever that is.) #or im crying bc of jackets or colognes or a letter in a lockbox or a stupid minions hat picture in a too-big frame #or laughing bc Dad In A Bag (his ashes are downstairs. im far too unbothered by their presence) #ive been having an... okay time. we watched Dune today and i started building a lego set. it was nice. #but im only ever Okay. emotions hard to access. interests certainly not accessible. #making it hard to be creative at all. im literally only going through the motions here. #theres no heart. i left it behind when i got that 2 am call and had to rush to the hospital to watch my dad die. #i left it behind when i touched his cold arm for the last time. when i walked out of that room & knew id never see him again. #i know a week is still far too soon to be over it. but im sick of feeling this way. #it still doesnt feel real. feels like im following the bad end route just to see. i should still be able to reload my past save. #but this is my life now. forever until the end. out of nowhere hes dead and hes never coming back #and it's just really fucking hard to care about just about Anything else right now. #i prommy im gonna use the journal next time i get the urge to vent about this. im sick of this crap too.

[frecklystars]

im a little bit tempted to watch the Elvis movies but there are. so many. and ive heard they are so. terrible. and he didn't fully enjoy making them, he just... had to do it... bc he felt like there wasn't much of an option... and worst of all they are all so painfully heterosexual and i'm sure none of the couples ever communicate with each other properly. so you just sit there ripping your hair out and shouting at the screen "WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGGG"

#but i want to get some inspiration... for my Driver/Officer K Greaser AUs... #the Elvis 2022 movie was so good even tho some things were incorrect #like. him breaking up with his first girlfriend Dixie when he became famous? that did NOT happen #Dixie broke up with HIM before he became famous because she wanted a husband who could work 9-5 and come home. #she didn't want to date somebody famous who was out doing gigs 24/7. #then when Elvis' mother passed away years later he called Dixie and she came to the funeral to support him #he wanted someone from his old life to comfort him. someone who knew him before he became a celeb. #FUNNER FACT the first time Elvis and Dixie were crushing on each other in school #Elvis was too shy to approach Dixie to ask her out so Dixie took matters into her own hands #standing in church and shouting to her friends loudly 'IM GOING TO THE SKATING RINK LATER!!!! BY MYSELF!!! CANT WAIT!!!' #'THE SKATING RINK!!! YOU KNOW THE ONE BY THE ICE CREAM SHOP DOWN THE ROAD!!! THAT SKATING RINK!!!' #'ILL BE THERE AT 4PM!!!!!!!!!' and elvis overheard and he was like oh shit #so sure enough Dixie shows up to the skating rink and Elvis already has his skates on #AND HE'S HUGGING THE WALL FOR DEAR LIFE. FIGHTING TO SURVIVE #and then she approached him and said uh hey do u wanna get outta here. and he was like GOD YES PLEASE #i think that story is so fucking cute #woof #oh here's another fun fact. when Dixie and Elvis were dating and Elvis was out on tours/gigs whatever #Elvis was the jealous one. Dixie did not care if women were gonna be all over him #Elvis was always asking her 'what boys are talking to you??? WHO'S LOOKING AT YOU. HM???' #and she's like 'bitch I am just going to school and church. you're the one surrounded by models' LMFAO

[incorrecthpjo]

I know JKR is an asshole and Hogwarts Legacy sucks and shouldn't be played at all costs but there are more than 20k deaths in Turkiye, and i feel like people care more about cancelling Rowling and pretending to care about human rights than actually caring about people and making help

#i know this is an old hp blog but i didnt buy anything that would support jkr in like 4 years #i pirate movies if i want to watch them and i barely talk about harry potter in general #and i know how much of a transphobic jkr is AS A NONBINARY PERSON #also i was raised muslim and i can empathize with being hated because of the religion you believe in #(im not saying i fully understand what theyre going through but i try to) #but there are people dying #we need money #and a euro is almost 20 turkish liras #so a little help would do SO MUCH difference #im trying to reblog donation links but any single post about that shitty game is seen more than our screams for help #i hear my loved ones dying every day #people i met on the internet i cant even go to their funerals #i know some of them are trans some of them are queer #but no one hears our voices and no one helps #please at least be aware of the situation #please #tw: death #tw: earthquake #tw: transphobia #tw: antisemitism

[zkretchy]

So the background being that poppy was a pure anything but anything grimdark neutral looked wrong afterwards so...pop~ Today is a day of artistic edge or whatever you call it and alas-Aiden had to suffer my mood here today because ~aesthetics~-they are there to be enjoyed

#what do you mean its 3am again #i am genuinely surprised every time bc time isnt real #the witcher #aiden #zkretchy #art #i had to chuckle drawing the lilies #bc lilies are poisonous to cats and aidy is a cat witcher bla bla #putting the fun in funeral #does this count as some kinda body horror? #flower horror? #idk my tolerance for this shit is high so i cant rely on instinct or whatever #dont judge my words rn like i said-3am #and i already drew a fleshy ??????good boy #so we are vibing on aesthetic horror atm #if i had been bothered to give even more fucks i could have probably found a way to go make his hair look like bloodsplatter or smth #but alas-i liked it that way and didnt wanna redraw it #anyhow hope you enjoy one of my most ~aesthetics pieces #bc it was a lot of fun to do it #and just slap effects on and play w/ colours etc a lot #i will now go pass out until work calls again which i rly wish i didnt have to do #i'd rather go draw some more but alas...bills gotta be paid somehow

[hella1975]

hometown newspaper clippings will be like 'funeral this week for 20 year old boy who killed himself he was known for raising loads of money for his friend (also dead btw) and while we're on the topic one year ago today we pulled another boy from the river. also the waitrose is being turned into a greggs'

#I HATE THAT TOWN I HOPE THE RIVER FLOODS AND WE ALL GO DOWN IN ONE GO #I HOPE THE WATER WASHES THE STREETS CLEAN AND NO ONE EVER FINDS ANY OF US #hella goes home #it's the funeral on friday so im sorry if im posting weird again i literally cannot exaggerate how much im dreading it #like my cousin's was so so awful i still think about it DAILY and now this one's already predicted to have hundreds of people #and it'll be people i know and went to school with and i'll have to watch them in their grief #and i cant even really explain what's so awful about that aside the obvious #but it's ALWAYS the lads in my year that are really tough. like my cousin's funeral was full of drug dealers #and i had to watch them sob because their friend was dead #like you just dont get that out of your head ever and it's happening again. and will most likely happen again after this

[widevibratobitch]

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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa #something is Wrong lol #i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡 #and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches #all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now #but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit #and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on #to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back #like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend #i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect #i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back #but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms #or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations #or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings #or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af #because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff #im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility #i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn #but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself #and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc #i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself #and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it #i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do #i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it #and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person #<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation #of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡 #like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT

[caffeinatedopossum]

Kind of feeling like I'm going to have an ed relapse purely because my body hurts too much at this weight and I'm so frustrated. I either cry or hold back from crying every day and I just don't know, I thought this would get better but I kinda just keep ignoring it and I don't have the energy to ignore it anymore

#also the stress from it and from just everything is making me so anxious i just cant eat #i dont want to eat not because i want to lose weight but just because it would feel like opening a bag of potato chips at a funeral #hopefully that analogy makes sense because im not sure how else to explain it. its just like. eating would be wrong right now #i feel like 'i want to leave/go home' but im already always at home and i just sjdkfjdg #brain scrampled egg #it hurts so much and i feel like no one is taking it seriously #its just a lot and idk what to do #i dont want to go back but i dont think i can keep doing this #even my coping mechanisms are stressful #theres nothing that ISN'T stressful #like i dare you to tell me something that isnt stressful because i cant think of anything #actually i guess watching the owl house isnt stressful. its a lil stressful if other people are around but otherwise no

[semercury]

I think a lot of it too is the fact I understand how fragile everything is and I'm willing to do anything to protect things even if it's irrational.

#stuff sarah says #like u kno when u hold a baby and ur like oh gosh oh fuck if i mess up the angle of my arm your neck will snap? #yeah thats how i feel about literally everything #and its not too absurd for me to feel that way with what ive gone through #ive had loved ones taken away very quickly. even people my age #ive seen firsthand how quick you can go from laughing with someone to being at their funeral #and it scares me. life has so many variables #and also im just? so full of self hatred? i have to make up for the me-ness of life #and idk. i just. theres a lot. #ive gotten way better than i used to be but man. things can take me back quick #and i know there's gonna be some shit looming over my head for the next month or so #and somehow that also like? adds to it? #idk exactly. idk idk idk #i want to be everything and nothing at the same time #maybe one day ill learn how to just Be #and yes i know its after 9pm and i cant trust any thoughts #also shit i need to take my meds before i sleep rip

[nobody-expects-the-inquisitorius]

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#just found out that mums arranged for me to play at my great uncles memorial without asking me #actually without telling me either I only know bc she was showing me sth on her phone and I saw the message notif #and I just #Id be furious enough if she’d arranged for me to play at a party or sth bc she doesnt understand that I’m a hobbyist not Mozart #Performances take time and energy and anxiety and I don’t have much of that rn especially when ppl don’t give me a choice #but this is something else #She knows how damaging funerals are to me too she knows that even going there will mess me up and she still did this #When were you planning to tell me #And im begging her to say no because i cant do it I physically can’t sit there and play like that it’ll break me #But no I’m just saying that out of shyness or selfishness bc it’s not like you should know and listen to your own child haha #I’m just appalled honestly #I want to stop existing for a few days and just not feel anything

[rubythecrimsonwriter]

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#personal #i dont have enough metaphorical spoons and ive got too many metaphorical forks and i cant tell you how many knives ive got #ive got bills to pay and the house to clean and the bathroom to renovate and my energy has just sunk to the Mariana Trench #i went to the doctor bc i thought i had cancer so ive got those bills and i need to get new glasses and so i have that bill #and i needed new front tires so theres that bill #im not getting as many tips these days for some reason so im short on cash so im charging my grocery bill to my cc #im just. very tired. i have savings i can actually pay for it all but i dont want to dip into my savings #even though i explicitly saved them for emergencies and cancer scares count as emergencies #i want a fucking hug and some help keeping my house clean while i struggle qith everything else #six months ago i could have afforded a cleaner but today i cannot and cant see the light #ive been solving my parents issues from a thousand miles away which is both annoying and impressive #and gramps is dying we're just not sure how soon yet so ill habe to dip into my savings some more to go back for the funeral sometime #im just. please. stop.

[todayisafridaynight]

You: I hate Vegeta

Rando: Why?

You: because he’s a murder, horrible father and they give a redemption arc thinking that’s going to just fix anything he did

Rando: who’s your fav Yakuza character

You: Jo

ps this is not me being a smart ass I’m just teasing ❤️❤️❤️

first of all ive never said i hated vegeta and second of all im going to hang you with hubba bubba gum tape and have the dogs eat you while you dangle

#snap chats #id say im joking but dont you EVER compare jo to vegeta again ill kill you 😭😭😭 #youre banned from my wedding AND my funeral #i cant even be funny this is genuinely just. im mad at you LMAO #ANON IM MAD AT YOU GET OUT OF MY INBOX #OHH I KNOW ITS BAIT I KNOW IT IS AND IT WORKED IDC A THOUSAND PLAGUES ON YOUR HOUSE #A THOUSAND PLAGUES AND I HOPE YOU CATCH HE SWINE FLU #IM NOT GOING INTO IT NO #THE LEAST YOULL ET FROM ME IS ME BEING MAD IM NOT GOING TO WRITE AN ACTUAL RESPOSNELAKEJVJK #THIS ISNT WORTH ANYMORE TIME THAN IVE ALREADY WASTED BYE

[luxeberries]

thought about wayne dealing with eddie's death again

#stranger things #HE'S ALL WAYNE HAS!!!!!! THAT'S HIS BOY!!! #HE MAY NOT HAVE WANTED CHILDREN OR A FAMILY BUT HE LOVED EDDIE LIKE A SON #HE GAVE UP HIS BEDROOM FOR THAT BOY #HE WORKS NIGHT SHIFTS FOR THAT BOY #HE SWORE HE'D PROTECT EDDIE AND HE DID EVERYTHING HE COULD #HE KNEW WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT HIS BOY WAS GOOD AND WOULDN'T HURT ANYONE #HOW IS HE MEANT TO JUST GO ON??? #do ... sniff ....do you guys think it the trailer hadn't been destroyed wayne wouldn't touch eddie's bedroom at all? #he'd just leave it as is and continue to sleep on that cot? #do.. SNIFF.... do you think losing the trailer and all of eddie's stuff broke him even more? #all he has left is the guitar pick chain..... that's all that's left of Eddie #i cant even think about the funeral #fuck #no #oh god what if we get a funeral for eddie is s5 #OH GOD