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100-yardstare · 9 months

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Self Insert & F/O Master List

Present Romantic F/O's

Dr. Eggman/Ivo Robotnik - Sonic the Hedgehog

Piccolo - Dragon Ball

Shin - Dragon Ball

Past Romantic F/O's (meaning I am not currently crushing on them, but they are still my faves)

Blinky/Blinkous Galadrigal - Trollhunters

All Might - My Hero Academia

Dave the Octopus - Penguins of Madagascar

King Candy/Turbo/King Candybug - Wreck-It Ralph

Astarion - BG3

Optimus Prime - Transformers

Stanford Pines - Gravity Falls

General Grievous - Star Wars

Ingo - Pokemon

Other Fave Faves (Platonic)

Shank - Wreck-It Ralph

Aerith - Final Fantasy

Launch - Dragon Ball

Griffin - MiB3

Tracer - Overwatch

Tron Bonne - Megaman Legends

Wheatley - Portal 2

Samus Aran - Metroid

Ridley - Metroid

Ahsoka Tano - Star Wars

OCs

Steven Wheatfield - Started off as a parody version of Human!Wheatley but has grown into his own over the years. I use him in almost all my AUs and give him cameos frequently in my works. He is a British programmer and fills in for my "Smart Guy" roles.

Self Inserts

Atomic Ace (My Hero Academia) - Quirk "Adrenaline". Adrenaline gives her super strength, speed, and overall massive power. After many years she finally reached America's Number 1 Hero in her late 20's, only to lose it months later due to her quirk taking a toll on her body. In her youth, she hung out with All Might and David Shield during Toshi's American tour. All Might and AA both were in love with each other but were to focused on becoming hero's to admit it to one another. That is until AA comes to Japan years later during the show's events.

Kailey "Kat" Terranova (Metroid) - Kat is the Director of Development for Galactic Federation Space Research Station Number 2. In charge of keeping tabs with both the research team and Federation investors, Kat has been working with head scientist Steven Wheatfield to bring to light the transcendence of human minds into Artificial Intelligence. Unfortunately, things go wrong when the base is attacked by Ridley and the Space Pirates, and over the course of the Metroid franchise she becomes their unwilling genetically modified test subject.

Kat (Dragon Ball) - After her dad is killed by King Piccolo during the Piccolo arc in Dragon Ball, Kat sets off on her own with her newfound freedom. Little does she know that she will soon be making company with Piccolo Jr. Set between the end of Dragon Ball and DBZ. Later expands into DBZ as an AU where Kat and Piccolo know the events of the "canon" timeline, which causes Shin to get involved way early on to try and stop Buu and prior threats.

Kailey (Pokemon) - Owns a farm in west Unova. During her back and forth to the city after establishing her farm, news of one of the Submas brothers going missing is hard to miss. Little does she know that Arceus is about to use her, too, and soon she will cross fates with Ingo, the missing twin.

The Vulture (Spiderverse) - With her father abandoning her and her sickly mother, a new variant of the Vulture is soon to be added to the Spiderverse. Oscorp, having been experimenting on the poor population of the city, the Vulture is born with large brown wings as a result of her parents exposure to genetic mutagens. While her mother regards her as beautiful, society rejects her, burying her more into poverty. Ultimately, the illness takes her mother, and she seeks revenge on Oscorp and its hedge-funders.

Sarai Daan (Star Wars) - Sarai is a Togruta Jedi Knight and a survivor of the Clone Wars.

Kelda the Wild aka The Skrill Princess (How to Train Your Dragon) - A former hunter-trapper, Kelda once looked up to bounty hunters like Grimmel the Grisly during their youth and sought to appease her starving guild. However, her heart soon pulled her away from that life, and she would abandon all she knew to fight for the dragons, specifically a mother Skrill who left two children behind after she was killed by Grimmel.

Kat/Kailey/Kaleen/etc. (WoW, BG3, DnD, General Fantasy, etc.) - Always a Cleric with light or fire affinities, and always an Elf. Knowledgeable in Apologetics and religious texts of their god/gods and even other gods of their universe, and has a chaotic good alignment.

Kailey (Penguins of Madagascar) - is the human assistant to Dr. Octavius Brine aka Dave the Octopus. She is virtually the only human in the world to know his secret.

Guardian of Comfort (Rise of the Guardians/Guardians of Childhood) - Is the guardian of comfort and spirit of warmth and acceptance. Based on "comfort and joy" in the Christmas tune, she has fire abilities and is associated with candlelight. As a human, she died in a fire protecting the ones she loved, and was chosen by Man in Moon, to continue to provide her comforting presence to lost and despairing children all over the world.

Kailey (Sonic verse) - Specific universe will differ, but she is a human and usually a test pilot with aspirations to have a "lazy girl job" (game universe, movie universe, others, etc.). Very gifted but seen as a slacker to her co-workers, but never seems to get fired due to her working smart-not-hard work ethic. For more laid back universes, she has finally achieved this goal, and has an easy life with a garden (Sonic Boom universe).

#yooo look I'm finally making a new insert and f/o list!!!#also i've logged into computer tumblr for the first time since this shitty update and it BLOWS #anyway i'm back into my creative mood so send me asks about these please i may need help brain storming and elaborating #kailey speaks #f/o community #self ship #self insert

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waywardsou2 · 28 days

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ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚Master Post ˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

✮ Wayward || He/Him || They/Them || Ze/Zyr || Trans || Creator ✮

Welcome to my main blog! This is where I post anything and everything related to my fandoms and hyper-fixations. You'll be able to see where I'm at based on my header and icon for this blog. Right now, it's all The Bad Batch and will be into the near future. So have fun drowning in that content 👍

General info about me

My fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, How to Train your Dragon, The Last of Us, Supernatural, Rise of the Brave Tangled Dragons, Avatar 1/Avatar The Way of Water, Star wars: Rebles, Star Wars: The Clone Wars, Star Wars: The Bad Batch.

📌My DM's are always open for anything, so if you want to rant about fandoms with me, chat about life in general or just make friends I am so happy to chat with anyone! You can also send me asks, I love getting stuff in my inbox so don't hesitate to just dump whatever in there.

Mood board requests: Open

I make mood boards per request through my inbox so if you would like to make one for a character, concept, aesthetic, or anything I'm happy to make it for you and post it online. More information here 👈

This is the rest of my relevant information down below 👇

✯ My alternate blogs

Supernatural blog - @waywardsou1

Witchcraft blog - @witchbydaywitchbynight

Alter human blog - www.tumblr.com/waywardcyptid

Writing blog - @waywardwritesstuff

Avatar blog - @waywardavatar

✯ My Carrd

I made a Carrd but most of my links will be on this post anyway, take a look if you wish.

✯ My Ao3

I write and post all of my works on my Ao3 as well as my writing blog, find those works here.

✯Discord servers

I have serveral discord servers for different crowds, if you find one you like, feel free to join!

✯ Other relevant links

I have a TMNT AU currently on hiatus but I would appreciate you checking it out

I have three old master posts if you would like to look at those 1 | 2 | 3

Master link post for any other relevant but not important information

I have a YouTube channel as well but that content is also posted here. It would still mean a lot if you checked it out and maybe even subscribed. Up to you though.

If any of you are interested in my kins and such then I have a full post about that here

My crowing achievement - my Bad Batch finale analysis, it would mean so much to me if you would check it out

I post writing on this blog as well as my dedicated writing blog, if you would like to make a request, please take a look at my rules first

✯ All Master Posts

Art Master Post | Bad Batch Master Post | TMNT AU Master Post

✯All of my Bad Batch content

My writing Master post | Discord server | Finale Analysis

✯ DNI List

✯My tags

#wayward rants - all of my general chatter

#wayward rambles - all of my general chatter

#shower thoughts with wayward - anything that I think of that is kinda trippy or sleep deprived

#wayward asks - asks and answers to inbox questions

#wayward art - any and all of my art

# helpful reblogs - posts I want to come back to later

#wayward's wallflower au - the name of my tmnt au

#wayward oc - for any characters I make that aren't canon to the franchise

#wayward sona - for any sona's I make for my fandoms

✯ My moots

Thats all for now, thanks for stopping by, I hope you find something you like and stick around for a while. See you later

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cookinguptales · 9 months

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You deserve so much better, and I'm sorry people have treated you this way for any reason. It's especially ridiculous in the context of "differing opinions about the quality of a show/season finale/creative choices," but you absolutely should not have gotten any of these comments for any reason. I love reading your work and your thoughts, but I fully understand if you don't want to share any of that again. There are things I have never posted and likely never will, entire creations that I'm never going to share, due to this exact phenomenon. Online creations, from meta to fic to everything else, are a delight and a privilege, not a given that anyone's entitled to.

You deserve better, and you have the right to share as much or little as you want. Please do what's best for you.

Thank you. This is really kind, and I appreciate it.

Honestly... like, I keep trying to not make a big deal out of this, but it feels so shitty. I know that right now I'm flaring and that makes everything seem worse than it is, but I can't tell you how demoralizing it felt to be unable to eat anything for like 24 hours, then actively pushing my dislocated fingers back into joint and looking on my phone and seeing a paragraph about what a fucking idiot I am. I just wanted to straight-up cry. This is the first time I've ever turned off anon asks, and I've gotten some real doozies over the years.

At first I felt better when I realized it was fewer people than I thought who were angry with me, but I think it's finally sinking in that there were people who hated me so much that they sent me messages for months. I don't get it! Like... I don't think I'm a particularly awful person. Not perfect, to be sure, but I try to be as nice and patient as I can be online. What the heck is so bad about me that I inspire people to follow me around for months?

It feels bad, okay! I'll admit it, it feels bad. I know we're supposed to act like we're above getting our feelings hurt by trolls online, but all this feels weird and bad. I don't like it.

I know that I'm going to keep posting my thoughts again eventually; I think I'm probably physically incapable of shutting up. My thoughts just bounce around in there driving me nuts if I don't get them out. I keep telling myself that there's a significant amount of people who do like me and do like my work and don't feel the need to send me mean comments, I reiterate, for fucking months. Sometimes that does make me feel better, and so did this ask.

idk. I'm just feeling very tired rn. Sorry to be so whiny but I'm just. Really tired. I don't know. I wish I could keep food down. I'm sure that would help my mood. But there's a lot of things I wish, I guess, and all I can really do is curl up with this heating pad and watch people build houses or something.

(...I find watching things getting built to be very soothing. lmao)

Anyway, kind of sucks when your comfort show that you usually turn to when you're stressed is one of the sources of your stress! :')

#replies #vent post

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jemariel · 1 year

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Ask game!

Ao3 Wrapped!

💕😉💕

3. What work are you most proud of (regardless of kudos/hits)?

I'm assuming this means from this year since this is the 2022 Ao3 wrapped... xD So since it's from this year.... I am proudest of Roshambo. You know how sometimes you go through a phase of creative growth where your standards rise faster than your skill level? I'd been there for a long time, but Roshambo is the first time in a long time I actually met my own standards, if that makes sense. I did exactly what I wanted to do (which was capture those early seasons vibes with additional new-human Cas, basically making it a mishmash of all my favorite pieces of canon), and I'm proud of how I executed it. And I challenged myself with some outsider POV and I'm happy with how that worked, too. Overall... yeah, Roshambo was a good one.

5. What work of yours got more feedback than you expected?

Gonna go with Mingulay, my little one-shot for Our Flag Means Death. A T-rated mood piece for a new fandom, but it did decent numbers. Very pleased! (The E-rated follow-up didn't do too bad either heh.)

20. Which work of yours have you reread the most?

Kind of a toss up between the two spn fics I did this year, Roshambo and Damn Good Times. The last chapter of Damn Good Times, I have reread a bunch for some reason, probably because it was so damn hard to get it finished that I sometimes have to go back and read it to make sure I didn't hallucinate actually finishing that fic xD But I'm also really pleased with how it came out, I think that's where I started to get over that skill vs standards hump.

27. What do you listen to while writing?

I have a very specific answer to this: Mummer's Dance by Loreena McKennit is my go-to writing song. Has been for like 20 years. Something about it knocks the words out of my brain. It's obviously not the only song I listen to while writing but will put it on loop for a ridiculously long time when I really just need to get words down. This is why it's been at the top of my actual Spotify Wrapped for two years running xD

Beyond that, it kind of depends on what I'm writing, though the vibes don't always track directly. I've been working on an og story lately and for some reason this synthwave playlist has been the best for it. Human Error from a few years back was written almost entirely to Lungs by Florence and the Machine. Really, whatever I'm into at the time, music-wise, I will put on and write to, and it associates itself with that story almost by accident.

Anyway, thanks for the ask! <3

If you want to send me questions, here's the list: Ao3 Wrapped -- Writer Questions Ask Game!

#writer things #ask games #ao3 wrapped

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kikis-writing-service · 3 years

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I'm going to be your first! I'm so honored, really! Anyway, I'm in the mood for some angst lol

Well I'm obsessed with Shanks so it's gonna be my beautiful red haired guy 😎😏 I was thinking about a very serious fight where they both (he and female reader) say hurtful things (fell free to be as creative as u want) and in the moment he says "why don't you leave then?!" and she take it seriously and does just that. Would u be mad if i ask for something very sad? I don't know why but I need to cry. BUT I'm hoping for a happy ending... idk maybe they end up making out... If you're not comfortable just leave it suggestive! Thanks

I'm not fluent on English so ask me if something it's not clear 😅

- Sunflower

Almost forgot! Don't push yourself, do it in your time... Take care!

First of all, I love writing sad stuff! I hope this is sad enough? I didn’t want to make the fight too intense so that there was hope to reconcile after. But I had trouble transitioning to a happy ending so I just left it at the end of the fight. I hope you don’t mind too much.

Also, you were perfectly clear! I think your English is really good!

🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤

Content Warning: An argument - hurtful things are said

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“I want you to come with me,” Shanks pleaded, his face buried in the back of your neck.

“Shanks,” you said. You pulled away from his embrace and turned to look at him. “You know my answer is no. Nothing has happened for it to change.”

“But I hate leaving you behind,” he whined. He grabbed your wrist and pulled you back into him. He pressed his forehead against yours. “Please.” You giggled.

“I hate it when you leave too, Shanks. But I can’t just up and leave my family. You know that.”

“Why not? We can still come and visit. You can write letters too. I’ll even send someone to hand deliver them for you.”

“Shanks,” you said, pulling away from him again. “That’s sweet, but it’s not that simple. It’s not just about talking to them. It’s about being in their lives.” Shanks furrowed his brow.

“What about being in my life?” he asked. The warmth in his eyes dissipated in a split second. The sudden change caused a shiver to travel down your spine.

“Shanks,” you breathed. “Are you really going to put me in that position?”

“Why not?” he asked casually. You scowled and your brow furrowed to match his. Why did he always have to ruin the sweet farewells you two shared like this?

“You’re so selfish!”

“I’m a pirate. What did you expect?” He took one step toward you and you took a step back.

“Why can’t you just be satisfied with how things are?” You balled your hands up into fists. Why did he have to be so stubborn? Why couldn’t he ever let things be as they are?

“Seeing you a handful of times a year is not enough for me, (Y/N).”

“Why not? Why is it me you want to go with you? I bet you have other women at other port cities just like me!”

“Is that the type of man you think I am? Do you really think so low of me to think I would do that and keep it from you?”

“Why wouldn’t you? You’re a pirate!”

“Is that how you want things to be? Where I’m the bad guy and you can do no wrong? I didn’t realize you were such a selfish little thing.” You sucked your teeth at his words.

“Oh, don’t turn this on me and make me the villain now. You’re the one that keeps pushing me to leave with you when I obviously don’t want to.”

“Because I care about you. And you say you do too. You say you miss me every time I go, but every time I invite you to come with me, you can’t. Is your family so important to you that you allow them to shackle you to this place?”

“Shackle?” you scoffed. “Of course you would see it that way. And yes, family is very important! You wouldn’t understand since you’ve never had one!” You internally cringed at your own words. Shanks’ eyes narrowed, and he walked toward you. You walked back until you hit a wall. He moved his face next to yours. His lips were just barely grazing the shell of your ear.

“Funny thing is,” he whispered into your ear, “you’d make a great pirate. You’re selfish and you have no qualms with being cruel.” A shiver went down your spine at the callousness of his voice. You gulped.

“I—I’m simply retaliating! You always push my buttons! And you think you can do that every time with no consequences. Well, you’re wrong!” Shanks hummed in response as he pulled away from you.

“Why don’t you just leave then?” he said, stepping back to give you enough space to go. You opened your mouth to bite back, but the look in his eye made your throat close up. You pressed your lips together, and with one last look at Shanks, you turned around and walked away from him.

#considering shanks was an orphan and was raised as a pirate #i imagine shanks is an incredibly selfish person #not because he doesn't care about other people but because he would've learned that he needed to be selfish to survive #anon #request #shanks imagine #shanks x reader #akagami no shanks imagine #akagami no shanks x reader #red-haired shanks imagine #red-haired shanks x reader #one piece imagine

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lino-know · 2 years

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Heyy how have you been lately? You havent posted for a while so i was wondering how you were? Dont feel pressured to write anything tho, if youre not in the mood coz thats completely understandable. Just prioritise your mental and physical health and thats enough to make us happy >:) i hope ur doing well tho!! Good luck for whatever youre doing and eat n sleep well <33

Hi nonnie <3

First of all merry Christmas and happy new year :)) I hope you have a good holiday or at least had a good time with family or friends!

Second of all thank you so so much for sending this <3 I really really needed this message and it came at the best possible time so thank you 😭

The reason why I was putting off answering this ask for so long was because I was thinking about how to go around it exactly. It crossed my mind briefly to do the 'I'm okay and there'll be updates soon!' thing but I know that's not going to be true and I'll just disappoint. So here's a breakdown of what's in my thought process and why I haven't really been writing anything for the past few months :) anyways this is going to be long so take a seat

The major, main reason that I haven't really written anything is life. I've just started my first year at university and while I have studied abroad before, uni is something I really need to get used to because time management is not my forte I tell you ☠️☠️ all academic things aside I'm just operating on a really bad life schedule at the moment which consists of sleeping at 3~5am, not having a social life and trying to make dysfunctionality an art form. Which is not healthy and please don't do this.

However, uni means that I'm also in a really fortunate position to explore some of my other interests, like writing in another medium and performing. Three months into tertiary education and I've already written and assistant directed a play and I really hope to keep going at this, which is why writing on Tumblr is taking a back seat on my priority list at the moment.

That said my creativity hasn't taken a blow (too big of one, anyways) so these are really just excuses tbh. But they do explain my chaotic lifestyle I call a schedule so yeah

Regarding this blog specifically though, I fully intend to get back to writing. I don't want to make any promises because I might just disappoint people anyways, but I do want to continue writing again :) there are just a few things that's stopping me from doing it.

The first is the reception. I know this is going to sound really bad/shallow but I do want to receive recognition for my work. Not even like followers or anything but notes or reblogs or even comments!! I can't reply to comments because this is a side blog but I love them. But yeah. Like obviously I know not posting for a long time and suddenly coming back is not a good equation to have notes all over your work, but the last time I took a break just kind of led to fewer and fewer reception on my blog until it kind of just flatlines. I know there are some of you guys out there who keep coming back and I really appreciate it <3 and I love you guys so much!! Whenever I see your username on my notifs it warms my heart 💕💕 But what I'm saying is I do need those breaks sometimes and when I do feel the motivation to continue writing again then it just gets like a note or two it just sucks :') especially when I look at my mutuals and they're celebrating a milestone - which is great for them and I'm happy they achieved so much!! - but personally it does sting a little. It's kind of trying to not get disappointed by not doing anything, which is a sucky attitude to have but that's one way I'm protecting myself.

Leading onto the reception thing is an...Interaction thing? I don't know if this even makes sense. But essentially I love how content creators keep their blogs going by interacting with followers and answering asks and stuff and I really want to do that too!! But maybe I just don't have enough stuff published or I don't seem as into skz as others do? There aren't many asks in my inbox and it's just sad for me personally :') Anyways yes hi this is seong self pitying hours what's new

My mental health also plays into this a little. I've been struggling with...A lot of issues and this also means that yes, sometimes I'm not in a headspace to write :') However it's not really the writing process so much as a combination of the two mentioned above. Yes, it's tough to write sometimes but when you see people liking your work it pays off. But without the reception or whatever the drain just keeps...going if you know what I mean? Like you don't get what you think you might get and it just sucks, a little. Obviously I don't write for attention - I write for the fandom and for skz but it's just nice to be acknowledged sometimes.

Going into more specific things - the first thing is about my feelings with skz. To clarify I have absolutely nothing against skz, it's just that I've kind of moved on about them. I haven't watched their videos for a long time and what I've heard about Christmas Evel is from that tiktok trend blasting itself all over my ig feed. I'm still in love with those guys, but it's more of a fond reminiscence rather than trying to get into whatever they're doing?? If that makes sense?? I know a lot of creators have continued to create for them in spite of this, but I feel like I might be unable to capture their actual personality in my works if I start writing now. I know it's technically fanfiction anyways but I just feel like I'm not doing them justice. Or maybe I have a perfect grasp of their personalities and my self esteem is just beating me over the head with a stick again. I don't know. But yeah, I still love skz. I saw Felix's purple hair and Hyunjin's very appropriate interaction with Changbin involving his ass *ahem* so I'm not entirely out of the loop. Just kind of distancing myself a lil

I guess this also involves my general attitude towards kpop now? For one thing it's not an active part of my life rn, and I don't really know much about other 4th gen groups like txt or enhyphen that I know other skz creators tend to write about adjacent to skz. This means that I don't really have much to write about other than skz on this, very skz-centred blog. And the thing about me is that I'm very actively interest-hopping around life right now. Currently I'm into Legend of Zelda, Andrew Garfield and astrology which doesn't really make much for content on this very kpop blog so I guess that's also why I'm so quiet. It's just my interests aren't really aligning with the content I usually produce so I'm just sat here ._.

Another thing also is the direction of this blog and the content I make. I know there's a mix of sfw and nsfw work here, and I've allowed minors onto this blog because of this reason. However I've also seen quite a number of minors interact with my nsfw posts even though I've specifically told y'all not to (just to clarify, you're allowed to consume my content. Just don't let me know you're doing it because I'm an adult now and the fact that you reblog it or like it makes me uncomfortable. That's literally it), and I'm hesitant to make this entirely 18+ and publish entirely 18+ work because I do want to include everyone in the fandom!! And also the fact that it's way more effort to write sexy stuff so sometimes the sfw stuff just lets me write without cringing at myself too much :) the angst also makes for a good outlet. But I guess the fact that I lean towards creating sfw content would mean less reception because most people on this site is horny :')

Anyways this has been a really really long post and there's no tldr for this, I'm sorry but you have to read it in full. But yes, thank you so so much for this ask nonnie you have no idea how much this means to me. I'm not doing too well at the moment but I fully intend to get my shit together sometime so hopefully I'll be able to write properly! And I hope you're eating and sleeping well too <3 also please someone reply to this long ass post haha haha I need attention :(

(I also didn't proofread this so if it sounds a bit wonky or it comes off the wrong way I'm so sorry :')

#Seong speaks #Skz #Stray kids #This is a very long reply and I've basically dumped all my life details on y'all I'm not sorry #I guess I haven't expected it to come this far so I'm just grateful but at the same time watching my moots get 500 followers or more #Just hurts a little #No dream this isn't just about you please don't worry #And about the sexy stuff I really do want to write smut better but everytime I do it I just. Cringe.#Yeah I don't have much to add to the notes I think I've pretty much said it #But thank you nonnie for looking out for me and remembering me <3 #Hopefully I'll be able to produce more content for this blog in 2022!! I do have some ideas hehehehe

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rosesloveletters · 3 years

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Hey Rose💛🌻 I'm sorry for my late message, I haven't been online much the last few days because I haven't been feeling very well. Anyway...😅

I would love to hear the answers to all the questions from the plants self ship asks for Jakob. You two are so adorable🥺🥺 But of course only if you like and I'm not asking too much.

Sending you lots of love and hugs💛🧡 And I promise I will answer your DMs very soon. I'm not ignoring you, darling!!!😭

Hi Sue!💛 that is perfectly fine, darling, I hope you are doing better now. I am worried about you! You are so very sweet to ask this of me🥺🥺 I would be happy to answer them for you💛🌻 Sending you love and hugs as well, darling, I hope you start to feel a bit better. If you need anything at all, feel free to ask! Don't worry, I know you aren't ignoring me. Take all the time you need to💛

fern: What’s a common feature between your f/os? (If you only have one, what’s your favourite quality about them?)

Jakob and I have so many common features its not even funny (probably why he's a F/O😅) We both wear glasses, we're both sensitive, we're both creative people, we're both writers, we're both more introverted/awkward/interested in things that the average person is not or has little knowledge of, we are both capable of being brave in the moments when it truly counts, we both get extremely happy when we've been drinking/start laughing and acting really silly, we both love very deeply and would go to extreme lengths for our loved ones, we both have childlike spirits and we like to have fun whenever we can, we are both clever and inventive. I'll lave it there for now, but I am certain I could think of more that would also be backed up in canon (all of these that I've listed are canonically verified traits of Jakob's.)

sunflower: What makes you and your f/o happy, no matter what?

already answered.

rose: What’s your f/o’s “love language”?

Jakob's love language is steeped in tentative inexperience and hesitancy. Every touch or look makes his heart race and his palms sweat and his cheeks flush; it gets easier once we've been together for longer. He holds me throughout the night as though he is afraid that if he doesn't, I might vanish in thin air. Jakob likes to be read to. He likes to lay his head in my lap and let me massage his scalp while I read him poems or folk tales of old. Hand holding is exceptionally important to him, especially if he needs extra support or is scared.

palm tree: What’s your and your f/o’s favourite place in the world?

Jakob has several: Any place where Will and I are (we are the most important people in his life), wherever his stories take him to, crunching along a path of fallen leaves in the forest, a cozy inn or a cabin.

azalea: What’s something about you that you didn’t want your f/o to know?

The drastic ups and downs in my moods and how differently I become whenever I am down.

lotus: What does your f/o dream about?

already answered.

lily: What means most in the world to your f/o?

Love. Jakob is driven by love, for me, for his brother, for his writing, etc. He also wants to feel like he serves a purpose within our lives; he wants to mean something to us. Jakob felt as if his brother did not believe in him and always looked down on him for his interests. He wants to feel like he is wanted within the lives of those most important to him and he does not want to feel like an outcast because he is different or has differing view, opinions, ideas, etc.

sage brush: What’s something your f/o doesn’t know, but they want to?

Jakob wants to know more about the world and also to collect knowledge about folklore he hasn’t heard before. He writes them all down, but there are so many he has not heard because travel is so limited to him. He is aware of how vast the world is and sometimes it bothers him to think of all that knowledge passing him by and going to waste.

dandelion: How far would your f/o travel? (For anything, including you?)

Jakob loves to travel; he would go as far as it takes. There is no limit to where he would go for me or for his brother; the two of us are the most important to him and I think that Jakob would be brave enough to do anything for us (though of course neither of us want him going off alone somewhere!)

ivy: Is your f/o interested in history?

Yes! Folklore and history go hand in hand; Jakob gets to indulge in a bit of both wherever one of which is concerned. There are different folktales specific to different countries and locations and the lore he picks up gives him a bit of a history lesson from time to time. Things of old excite Jakob because of all of the historical aspects; he likes to imagine all of the facets of life inanimate objects have witnessed whenever he comes to find they are several hundreds of years old. All of that fascinates him, because a lot of history ties into his stories and writing.

magnolia: How do you and your f/o compare in strength?

I prefer to look at questions like these in terms of strength of character. Jakob knows who he is and he is not ashamed of it; he has always been creative, inventive and has seen things from a different perspective than perhaps his brother would. That is to say, Jakob is the only person (aside form me of course) who never gave up on him. He is secure with who he is, even if that means he does not conventionally “fit”. He does not give up a part of himself in order to mold into a more “accessible” type of person; Jakob will not change who he is or let go of any part of himself to please others.

I am still learning this, however I’m much better than I used to be. I think that Jakob will help me feel more comfortable with who I am and not let me hide any part of the person I am. Jakob is unashamedly himself and that is one quality I admire most in someone.

tulip: Are you and your f/o distant from other couples/your friends/everyone?

The only person we are not distant from is his brother Wilhelm. I don’t think Jakob could stand it if we all were not close. (Will is a platonic F/O of mine because of this.)

answered from: plant themed self-shipping asks

#self-shipping #🌹grimmrose

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Janis & Grace

Janis: [Let us say that some boys on the bus were going hard with being dicks because duh, shit always goes down on the bus] Janis: 3 of those lads have sent me dick pics Janis: say the word, like Grace: only 3? 💔 Janis: What can I say? Janis: Not got the pull I used to, obvs Grace: yeah same Janis: Yeah Janis: well, there's comfort in knowing you're always one #scandal away from being old news at this school, yeah Grace: mhmm I'm like so comforted rn Janis: Not my forte Janis: I'll work on getting the remaining 2 dicks Janis: revenge porn, I could do Grace: 🤞💜🙏 Janis: I hope the rest of the insults you've heard today have been more creative than that poor showing at least Grace: Duh of course they haven't 🙄 Janis: Gutting Janis: should've paid more attention in English, lads Grace: [sends her some of the quality content] Grace: that'll be easier when I'm not there to be like TOTALLY distracting obvs Janis: 😑 Janis: How dry Janis: 💀 or 👻 Grace: I mean like catch them at 20 still trying to pass Grace: much as I wanna kms Janis: True that Janis: only here past junior cert to get more fingering experience Grace: ugh Janis: I know Janis: romance is dead Janis: is there anything I can actually do though? Grace: get that as a matching tattoo with barista boy? no 👌👌 Grace: idk cos idk what I can even do soooo Grace: my life is just over Janis: I'll float the idea Janis: might be a bit mainstream Janis: yeah but is that such a bad thing Janis: was pretty tragic, right? Grace: can you not Janis: I'm not taking the piss Janis: I'm being real Grace: & I'm not in the mood for a life revamp atm Grace: or your advice Janis: I'm not trying to be a guru either Grace: well you don't know what you're talking about so that's a relief Janis: Alright Janis: not said I do either Janis: sorry I don't, if I knew how to avoid scandals, I could sell that shit for a high price Grace: just stop Grace: I could care less that I'm #cancelled Grace: it's not even Janis: Go on then Janis: I know you aren't upset over that idiot Grace: Duh Grace: he's the WORST but I knew that already Janis: and give a shit about everyone talking shit, apparently Janis: so, what is it? Grace: it's real if I say it Janis: Is that why you're not saying anything Janis: I know it doesn't stop the talk but some people might listen Janis: what don't you want to make real? Grace: I don't want people to listen, I literally don't want anyone to know Grace: I don't even wanna know, I wish I didn't Janis: Grace Janis: what are you talking about? Grace: I'm literally the worst person, I didn't wanna have his baby & now god has like cursed me forever Janis: Babe, God is NOT a subscriber Janis: tell me Grace: if you make me 😂 I will 😭 Janis: That would make things feel more normal Janis: but I'll calm my comedy genius Janis: you haven't grown another head and I don't think our animal have been slaughtered Grace: thanks babes Grace: but I'd rather have another head than this Janis: More to contour, I get it Janis: Kinda Janis: so it must be bad Grace: Yeah Grace: like I said, my life is over Grace: it's not even started & it's done Janis: Did you want the baby Janis: I know you said not HIS but like Janis: it'd be understandable to be in two minds, even after making a decision about it Grace: not now but I didn't know that'd mean not ever Janis: What? Grace: it's not just that I wasn't pregnant this time Grace: I can't be Janis: Ever? Janis: The Doctor told you? Grace: Ever Grace: the doctor said I'm going through the fucking menopause, like is nan even?! Janis: the menopause Janis: is that even possible Janis: fuck Grace: I don't think the doctor is allowed to drop fake news on me Grace: like maybe there's another storytime coming Janis: When did you find this out? Grace: I went to the doctors right after I delivered my fake news to him Janis: Jesus, Grace Janis: How are you in School Janis: why? Grace: I told you, I don't want this to be happening Grace: I'm freaking out, the symptoms are crazy Janis: Is it just pure bad luck Janis: it can't be like..reversed Grace: there's like no way to undo it Janis: Shit Janis: I'm sorry Janis: that is huge Grace: yeah me too Grace: the pity party this fam would throw would be huge Grace: along with the guestlist of all their accidental babies Janis: and we have enough birthdays with all those accidental kids so Janis: Obviously, no need to explain why you're keeping it to yourself Grace: I can't do this Grace: be this Janis: I don't think you have a choice Janis: well, you don't Grace: is it my fault though? all the binging I used to do Grace: Ro got to have a kid Janis: Of course it ain't your fault Janis: this shit is unfair and random Grace: Yeah Janis: and it'll always be shit and unfair Janis: but you can still live your life, just different to how you've imagined Grace: I don't wanna live this life Janis: There's not an alternative Janis: but I can guarantee it's not gonna be as bad as you feel right now Grace: I was just starting to get my shit together, for god's sake Janis: I know Janis: but you still have the rest together Grace: HE'S the last boy that's ever gonna come near me, that alone makes me wanna die Janis: that's bollocks Janis: you've not got the plague Janis: socially, right now Janis: but who gives a fuck, yeah, the lads 'round here are not the be all in any way Grace: I literally live here Grace: what else am I gonna do go online and find boys who are into 👵? Janis: Boys that don't go to our school, would be a start Janis: ones that aren't likely to be fans of that prick, shouldn't be hard Janis: you're not going for 12 year olds, like Grace: I said don't make me 😂 Janis: It can't hurt Janis: except literally, maybe Grace: I've gotta get used to all the fucking aches and pains anyway ugh Janis: Any excuse for a spa day, you Grace: I'll lose your invite, don't even worry Janis: 💔😏 Janis: you should though Janis: do something that doesn't make you feel like 👵 Grace: casual infertility party Janis: not exactly what I was thinking but Janis: interesting take on the baby shower epidemic Janis: I'd come Grace: oh god don't, Rio's gonna have another one soon Janis: It'll be nice to not have to snatch it back from an OTT gay this time Janis: more chill Grace: unless I snatch it cos I go fully mental Janis: I'd recommend a less baby crazy target Grace: maybe I'll start pushing all the 🐈s around in a pram like oh hey this is my new vibe Janis: if you want your face clawed off Janis: they're pretty unsympathetic little bastards Grace: I literally didn't wanna be in this fam before what am I meant to do now?! ugh Janis: As much as it would be a laugh to ask Ri to surrogate again Janis: let's think of something a little less drastic for the time being Grace: like? Janis: like Janis: you can't disown us all, it'd take to long Janis: but you could not be around for a while Grace: 👌👌 except I have nowhere to go Grace: not trying to have a Q&A with my friends about this Janis: You're so lucky I'm the twin with brains Grace: rude Janis: what about going to see Ava for a hot sec Janis: she's not the barrage-you-with-questions type Grace: it's lowkey very unlikely her mum & dad would want me there though Janis: yeah but it's as unlikely they'll be about enough to notice you that hard Janis: everyone knows you're going through it right now, even if they don't actually know what IT really is Grace: okay yeah Grace: mum does, she'd let me go Janis: exactly, who actually gives a shit if you miss a week or so of school Janis: Ava could still go if she so desperately needs, you just need to chill Janis: away from here Grace: not me, school was the worst even before this Janis: One thing we can agree on Grace: don't like tell anyone, okay? Janis: No shit Janis: 'course I won't Grace: Even your boyfriend who you're so 💖😍😘 for & have no secrets from Janis: Even though you're being purposefully antagonizing rn Janis: I won't tell no one Grace: thanks Janis: It ain't even an ask Janis: so don't mention it Grace: 👌💜 Janis: I'll hook it up with her, no stress Grace: I'll handle mum Janis: and your packing Grace: at least I don't have to serve a look as hard when there's only 1 person there I'm avoiding as opposed to like ALL of Dublin Janis: safe to say you can give the #ootds a break too Janis: strictly loungewear, like Grace: mhmmm Janis: bit rude to avoid Ava though Janis: do I need to tell her you're getting in the guestroom and not coming out, like? Grace: oh please, I would never Janis: Who are you avoiding then? Grace: just a boy Janis: unlike you Grace: excuse you Janis: You'd have your exes all back 'round like a family reunion Janis: who's this boy, did you shit in his bed, what's the story Grace: 😱😱😱 Grace: I WOULD NOT Janis: 👌👌 you love a repeat Grace: I'm a hoe reformed 😇🙏 Janis: so that's why you're avoiding Janis: get a wimple, join a convent Grace: literally can't 💍 anyone but god now anyway so Grace: obvs that's what he wanted when he cursed me Janis: #whenbaeisposessive 😍 Janis: and don't talk shit, you don't have to promise you'll have your firstborn within the year when you get married, like Janis: not necessary Grace: whatever we're so off topic rn Janis: the topic of you shitting in some London lad's bed, 'cos you did not deny it Janis: let's get back on that Grace: OMG no! Grace: I'm 👵 not 🤢💀🤒😓💀 Grace: he's just a hookup, no drama Janis: just gonna run for cover if you 👀 him Janis: standard Janis: probably not lurking about her gaff unless you've really one-upped everyone and fucked your uncle 🤢 Grace: EW! Grace: I'm not even gonna 👀 him cos he's her bfs brother but like I didn't know that so Janis: that's funny Janis: soz Janis: 😂 when the incestuousness of it all happens without you even trying Grace: 🙄🙄 Janis: okay 🤐 Janis: but deffo avoid him Grace: duh Grace: the state of me & my life rn Janis: more like the state of that whole situation Janis: getting involved in that is not anyone's idea of relaxing Grace: obvs but that's not anything to do with him Grace: just like none of this #scandal involves you Janis: Think people know better than to imply it was a threesome, yeah Grace: Gross! & you know what I mean, babes Janis: yeah, it's beyond #obvs you don't wanna avoid this boy mhmm Grace: like that matters, he's not gonna hit me up & same Janis: well okay Janis: arranging that goes beyond sisterly duties into pimp territory so Janis: focus on what you're actually gonna do whilst you're there then Grace: 😭😭💀💀😭 then yeah? Grace: 👌💜 Janis: you could do that here Janis: at least go somewhere instagrammable to die Grace: well duh Grace: final livestream for the haters Janis: 🙄😏 Janis: wonder if anyone's killed themselves on stream yet Janis: must've Grace: obvs Grace: but I literally couldn't even if it was original content cos they'd all think it was about him & I'm sooo 💔💔💔 Janis: No one wants that as their legacy Grace: exactly Janis: even if the race to #1 most subscribed when he gets #cancelled would be just riveting Grace: he won't even though his fans are just Janis: sweaty virgins Janis: yeah, figures Grace: 😂 Grace: I'd tell him to hit them with a Q&A but like he's got no answers Grace: literally should've known I wasn't pregnant Janis: thank fuck you ain't Janis: this time anyway Janis: obvs the whole thing is a little more complex but Christ Janis: having to parent with that Janis: and knowing your child was the product of a really shit shag Janis: 💔 Grace: IKR Grace: at least he doesn't know he could blame the menopause for how shit it was Janis: I highly doubt he knows what the menopause is Janis: nevermind the concept of it coming early Janis: though that shouldn't be that unfamiliar Grace: who knew it could come this early though Grace: not his defence squad but like wtf Janis: I hadn't heard of it before, really Janis: like I knew people like Ro and Mia and co can stop getting their period and it might not come back, even if you sort yourself Janis: it's shit luck Grace: yeah Janis: Did you not get your period Janis: on whatever contraception you're on Grace: loads of people don't on the implant so I wasn't freaking out Janis: yeah Janis: s'what I thought Janis: you don't think, I mean that's not why, is it Grace: I'd hope someone would have floated that as a side effect before I got it put in but it's not like I can ask my former squad if they're also going through it Grace: they might've moved on by now anyways it only lasts 3 years Grace: hence my 👶 panic Janis: I don't think even doctors and scientists know what it does to our bodies Janis: we're still guineapigs for all this shit Janis: I know loads of people get fucked up from all the hormones they add to your body, and the ones they take away Janis: again, just bad luck it happened to be permanent, I guess Janis: fun times Grace: at least I won't have to do any of that shit any more Janis: that's true Janis: it's not like there aren't any perks Janis: or that the losses can't be filled with other potentials in the future, when you actually wanna think about all that shit Grace: unless I go bald then I will kms obvs Janis: If you go bald, you can just go for it and superglue a wig on Grace: find me one that doesn't make me look like a weird cartoon character & sure Janis: no 💗 or 💙 Janis: got it Grace: ty 💜 Janis: failing that, you could make Ri transplant you some of hers Janis: like so you won't give me a baby, okay Grace: 😂😂 coming at her with ✂ Grace: I love that you didn't volunteer yourself bitch Grace: 💇 or 👶 tbh Janis: Full horror movie moment that Janis: selfish to a fault me Janis: and final girl, so you can pry 'em off my cold dead head or outta my cold dead womb Grace: my 📽🎞😱 moment is that this is gonna change my skin type to dry so it'll take me at least a full week to find replacements for all my makeup faves Janis: yeah, but think about how hard your spots should disappear Janis: get yourself a decent moisturizer and you won't even need to bother barely Grace: !!! Grace: I didn't even think of that OMG Janis: mhmm 👵 don't get acne Grace: 🙏🙏 Janis: and you can try a new facial over there, yeah Grace: as long as Ava isn't like no thanks bitch Janis: won't give her an option tbh Grace: 📽🎞😱 Janis: 😏 you know I'm scary bitch Grace: oh please Janis: 👊 Grace: 😘

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