#anyways i decided to do some yelling

[jackstheprinceofhearts]

edit: i would also like to note that i found caraval because of booktok so it can be good sometimes :) (i also do not have tiktok myself because who needs the toxicity but i see a lot of tiktok on pinterest)

alright this is random but PSA about all books:

i know i make theories about acftl often and reply to them in asks but i would like everyone to remember:

at the end of the day it is, in fact, a silly little book and is not that deep and making theories is fun but there is no need for people to argue a ton about it imo because the reason you make theories is for FUN correcting people is fine but idk weirds me out when people will get so mad about book theories like YOU'RE MEANT TO BE HAVING FUN if it's not fun for you and you're taking it way too serious and going around being rude to people then are you actually having fun??? it's also ok to not agree with a theory or like a theory too :) the entire point of reading (especially the YA genre) is for fun.

another thing: STOP BEING SO CONCERNED ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE ARE DOING ON BOOKTOK. i have seen way too many things of people getting mad because they see teenagers with aesthetic book shelves or people who spend a lot of money on books and it's so weird to me because their only argument is "they're making it about the aesthetic"AND ITS THE SAME WITH DARK ACADEMIA i saw a post of somebody gatekeeping dark academia and saying you can't like it if you don't read poetry or classics 😐 LIKE ITS AN AESTHETIC NOT A CULTURE??? HELLO???? it's literally just liking dark academia stuff and how it looks and the style. i have never read a poetry book yet i still love the dark academia aesthetic so why are we gatekeeping 🤨 if it gets people excited about books that's a good thing.

i don't care if this is controversial or makes people mad because it's my opinion and i think people need to stop gatekeeping books or saying shit like "you're not a real reader if you haven't read ____!!!" i don't like booktok or tiktok at all and i think tiktok can ruin things sometimes sure but like why are you hating on people for liking the aesthetic of books 😐 reading is a personal thing to the individual imo. some people like classics, some people like YA, some people like adult fantasy, some people like non-fiction, some people go to the library a lot, some people just buy books, some people listen to audio books, some don't. it's all a personal thing and it's meant to just be entertaining and interesting.

thank you for coming to my tedtalk.

(also i would like to mention that i got inspired to make this post by this video and it's super interesting please check it out if you haven't:) )

#i need coffee bro #i am TIREDDDD #anyways i decided to do some yelling #putting this under a lot of tags so that people can stop gatekeeping 🫣 #books #booktok #my opinion on booktok and dark academia #reading #literature #dark academia aesthetic #jackstheprinceofhearts blog #reader #booktok books #dark academia #ouabh #caraval #jacks prince of hearts #tbona #evajacks #evangeline fox #jacks x evangeline #the ballad of never after #gatekeeping #acftl #a curse for true love #book theories #theories #but that's just a theory #A BOOK THEORY #Youtube

[bookshelfdreams]

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#just saw that tweet abt pink days on the set of the barbie movie & i think it made me realize why it - the marketing etc - annoys me so #'margot robbie went around collecting fines and donated them to charity haha' okay. look. #that's just the perfect metaphor for how it worked for us - me - anyone who wants to align themselves with me - when we were girls #isn't it #because you grow up and you desperately want to fit in with the other girls but you don't & you don't know why #but you're surrounded by things and people telling you what a normal girl is like & little-to-none of it is things you find appealing or #interesting. makeup and fashion and skin care. gymnastics and romance. you're told that you are obligated to be pretty #but prettiness has never been part of your perception of yourself. femininity is an arcane concept #an exclusive club that will never grant you entrance #& the only comfort you can give yourself is deciding that it's dumb anyway. shallow. vain. who cares about looks and boys and all of that #idiots that's who #but this is Doing It Wrong too isn't it? because now everyone who has taught you that you will forever fail at femininity turns around #& tells you that's patriarchal oppression and YOU'RE the bad one by distancing yourself from something that always made you feel defective #'YOU may have never lived up to this impossible standard of perfection but some ppl do and actually it's fine to be like that! #hyperfeminine traditionally beautiful women are the most oppressed group of all & finally we will stand up for our rights!' #'girls can be pretty AND conpetent' but that's not what they're actually saying. isn't it. #because performing femininity correctly is the prerequisite. a threshold you can never cross and you know that. & that's fine #but somehow that's wrong too because you're not supposed to make peace w that are you. you're SUPPOSED to want to do it right #even if you don't and never have and never will #and once again everyone is yelling at you that this club isn't meant for you. if you criticize the barbie movie you're antifeminist #if you refuse to wear pink I'll make you pay a fine #hashtag girlpower #(well im not a girl. not a guy either. and not a secret third thing. just bad at femininity. #bad at being a person. and y'all don't need to tell me you don't want me in your club #I've always known that. i just wish you'd stop expecting me to beg for entrance.)

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

oughh......

#laya plays dragon age #da2 #oc: liam hawke #this happened a bit ago already & i wanted to draw sth for it but idk if i will finish that #but i gotta yell abt them anyway because OGH. #i have a lot of emotions about this quest ok #bartrand was the perfect scapegoat he was perfect to direct all the rage and pain at all these years #years of imagining gleeful revenge while bartrand is gloating and laughing like an evil soulless bastard #and then you meet him and he is just. a pathetic husk of a man with barely any own will left #and whats worse. varric is so so torn up about it #varric. the guy who never makes anything about him and who will always handwave and joke when something hits too close to home #drops all efforts to be smart and is just. desperate. begs hawke to not kill his brother #and liam wants to want bartrand dead so bad. he wishes he could look him in the eye and enjoy taking his life #and he knows varric will listen to him if he insisted. he knows when it comes down it it varric will yield to his decision #but he sees this broken guy who is barely the villain he kept projecting onto him and he sees varric and he sees two doomed siblings #and knows what its like to lose your sibling to your own blade #and he cant do it #and he hates it so much. but he wont do it. #and its the reason why i cant decide who dealt the killing blow for bethany bc it makes this scene juicy in different ways #if varric kills bethy its equally wanting to spare each other their siblings blood on their hands #as it is taking some form of revenge (on liams part). we both killed each others siblings. now we are even #the revenge part would still be there if liam did the blow on bethany himself. you made me do that and now i will take bartrand for it #but its also much more i know what its like. i wont make go through that too #if varric killed bethy and then also bartrand it would be more #''its my fault she is dead. i will take the revenge she/you deserves if you tell me to even though it will hurt me #dunno. all good variations i will. have to rotate them in my head more #or maybe just never decide idk they can be in canon limbo forever #anyways thats it for shouting into the void about them for now it Will happen again

[doecrossing]

just sat through the most horrible, awkward, tense dinner I've ever experienced in my whole life

#my bf's family was in town to see the eclipse #he was like 'hey do you wanna get dinner with us after?' #and he's met my entire family so even though i didnt want to it was only fair. #anyway his uncle picks us up at my apartment. his sister is in the car. #no one asks who or how i am and i do not get introduced nor have the chance to introduce myself #for like a good 3-5 minutes. off to a bad start. #we get to the restaurant. a pizza place. his family is already seated. #no one except for his grandparents acknowledge me. they are the only 2 people to talk to me directly for the entire meal. #his grandfather asks some stuff about my life. i answer normally. he veers off into tangents that i can only respond to with 'haha' #or a smile and nod bc they are so personal that i literally have nothing to add #the children in the family spill water everywhere. there is yelling in the public restaurant while my bf goes and gets napkins #like a normal person might do #despite being at a pizza place everyone decides to order an individual dish instead of something to share #this might be fine if there were only 4 of us. there were 10. #they get mad when the food takes over an hour to come #at this point i wished i had ordered a cocktail #his uncle is the most awkward person ive ever met. he quotes outdated memes out loud. #at one point everyone except for me and my bf was on their phones #his grandfather shows me vulgar facebook posts #what is WRONG with people #im going to shower and change into my jammies and have a drink and watch something stupid #i need to cleanse myself of this whole. thing. #txt

[keeps-ache]

hehe. crackling

#just me hi #hey do your ears crackle and get kind of uncomfortable when people yell lol #sometimes regular loud noises do it but not really #it started happening like a year or so ago and blahh hfh #and then like a chill goes down from my ears to the back of my neck ? it's weird man #do i probably know why that is? yea lmao. do i wanna speculate anyway? Yes it's fun ehehehehegh :33 #the fairies dropped some dust on my bed during one visit and now it makes my ears itchy on the inside i guess #the ocean is whispering but reception is poor #old tissue paper from some birthday some years ago is still hangin around #tv static lives in my head and goes for walks sometimes :) #the characters stored inside are opening their packages #Thought Blender 3000 (Guaranteed Blending (Max Puree)) has been invoked #my neurons are playing musical chairs #brain is doin a little jig #the possibilities... Endless......... #//anywhoooo i have GOT to write #not because i have to but because i Need to. you understand #so i'm going to see which part of the universe will decide No. Not Now when i start hbvfhs :3 #let's seee #ofc i'm going to reblog a handful of things beforehand though. it's just the way things are done lol :33 #toooooodles :>>

[dandyshucks]

HAIIII DANDY I LOVE SEEING UR ART ON MY DASH SO MUCH UR ART STYLE IS SO COOL AND UR SHIP WITH GUZMA IS ADORABLE WAAA

SOBS THANK YOU NICK WAUHHHH this is so kind ( ╥ω╥ )♡ i really appreciate it WAUGH !!!

also you caught me at a good time :3 I had my sketchbook out when u sent this and was just trying to figure out what to draw, and I remembered you saying how u wish u had more pics of Aiden so ,,, I did a lil doodling of ur guys (۶•̀ᴗ•́)۶—̳͟͞͞♡

here's an Aiden and a Kylar for you !!! i hope these are okay !!! ^^;;

i appreciate u sm and u are always a delight to see on the dash !!

#hopefully this is a nice lil surprise for u in the morning !!! #ALSO I PUT KYLAR IN HIS BATTLE JACKET BC THAT WAS SO COOL TO SEE A FEW MONTHS AGO #AND THEN I REALIZED IDK WHAT THE FRONT LOOKS LIKE SO I JUST SCRATCHED SOME VAGUE PATCHES ON THERE SBDJSKSL HOPEFULLY ITS OKAY LOL #AWAUUHHH i hope i did alright w these fbdkl i get nervous abt drawing other ppls OCs and other beloveds sbdjskl #but i want to start doing it for ppl so here was the perfect timing and opportunity to do so >:3 #ANYWAYS NICK UR SO COOL UR GUYS ARE SO COOL I LOVE UR ART SM !!! YELLS AND FLAILS !!! #asked and answered #dandy.cmd #doodlebug.png #I DUNNO WHAT TO TAG THIS ALL WITH FHDKDL #others self ships #hmmm yes I think that works ! I'll fix it in the morning if i decide to tag it differently djdksl

[siena-sevenwits]

:-)

#I've spent the past week organizing in the play's wake - sorting and laundering huge numbers of costumes #some to return to those they belong to and some to come home to my costume storage room which had become chaotic over the last few #months #so a complete spring cleaning for the storage room became part of my task list too. Now the play's been over for a week #and the emails are starting to come in from admin about next year. As some of you know I did a lot of discernment this semester #about what next year should look like and I have decided a mix of continuity is best. I won't be working for my 'main' schoolboard anymore #but I will continue to teach and direct for the one program in the city (the one I did the play for) and possibly with a new home school #enrichment program that may go ahead this year if there are sufficient numbers. Otherwise I am going to spend a semester #tutoring and running workshops f I can get it off the ground. Then we'll see. #Anyway - admin wants me to get new syllabi in to them within a month's time so my thoughts are all in that direction! #I get to teach 19th/20th century Canadian history to the middle schoolers and Late Antique/Medieval Church History to the high schoolers! #Also direct another play and do a humanities course centred around an epic in the spring (the last couple of years we've done Iliad and #Odyssey - they want Aeneid this year but I am trying to talk them into another option. The Aeneid is valuable but I am not sure it's the #time or place with this group of students. The result of all this is that I am spending far too much time doing Internet research for ideas #and then taking breaks on tumblr - which isn't good for my eyes or mental health. What with the play and end of term #I fear I've been out of the reading habit. I'm still hyperfixating on the Book of Romans so there's that at least #but I lost the novel I was in the middle of and am not feeling so motivating with out books. It's a proper reading slump! I need a kickstar #of sorts. Feel free to yell at me that I should pick up a book!

[youremyonlyhope]

why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up

#i'm overthinking something that i did and was told off for doing by my director #and on my way home i was thinking when was the last time i was even talked to like that during a production #and then i remembered the costume experience from hell of only a couple months ago that i've already began blocking out #but the thing is that that person was someone i knew i'd never have to work with again #i mean at first i thought i would have to work with them more. then they announced they were moving away immediately #so i only had to deal with them face to face for another weekish after that point and anytime they yelled at me #i was like 'cool. i'll do exactly what you say to do. and nothing more.' but then of course me being me #i did some extra stuff and they initially were like 'oh that's pretty' and then days later told me to cut everything i added #and like sure i get that the show was frozen but girl. that costume was unfinished. i was trying to finish it. it was frozen but looked bad #anyway. whenever they yelled at me and had actual malice in their heart i was like whatever. i was hurt. but i didn't care as much. #but this time it's someone i've worked with many many times before and it was about a habit i have that i know isn't great #but at the same time the thing that prompted it wasn't even me doing this habit it was something else #but she interpreted it as that habit and said that i can't do that on a production she's directing #and that if i couldn't stop then i could pull out from the production and there'd be no hard feelings between us #and honestly i think her reassuring that she knows i'm valuable and that she wants me there while also telling me not to do this thing #and the fact that she's someone i like working with and will continue to work with just made it all hurt so much more #especially since she referenced another past production we've done where i didn't even realize she had noticed that i do this. #and i found myself in near tears. and still am kind of in near tears. i can't decide if i need to cry or not. #and i had NO sleep last night so i was looking forward to sleeping tonight but now i'm just overthinking EVERYTHING #and like. i know everything will be fine. if i just stop inserting myself and stick to just my specific tasks. it'll be fine. #but this is one of the ways my ocd manifests. i feel like i have to personally fix something i notice going wrong. or it'll be bad. #because every single time i choose to sit back and not be nosy when i notice something it ends up bad in a way i could have prevented #if i just inserted myself in a situation i technically wasn't part of but knew i could help or fix. so i just need to not do that. #but then i feel guilt if it does go wrong in the ways i immediately assumed it would and in a way i could prevent. #and i've been trying to work on this for like 6 months and aaaahhhh it's hard and being called out on it from her just really really hurt #i still may or may not cry. i don't know. the irony of me telling my therapist THIS MORNING that it's been a while since i last cried. #and the universe being like 'i took that as a challenge' and handing me this situation for me to spiral over. #i need to leave things alone. i need to stare straight ahead. and ignore whatever isn't specifically for me to do. but ahhh i want to help #and then of course my mom has this same habit and it annoys me when she does it yet i do it to other people and ahhhhhhhh #brain please just shut up. i need to sleep. i have to work tomorrow.

[ronanlynchbf]

saying "this is unbearable" abt things yet still continuing to bear them. give it up for the human spirit everyone 🙏👆👍💪💪💪❗❗❗

#guy who has given up 999999999 times but has then kept going 1000000000000 times despite it.. #this is abt aforementioned work situations and also new awful work situation. this time i got yelled at by a customer bc i wouldn't leave #when i opened the glass case for them which is like. a showcase with these glass doors that only employees can open with specific keys in #which the more expensive bags & jewelry & watches etc reside and if a customer asks if we can open it so they can view or try on a thing #inside we have to stay by them until they're done looking or trying on and have decided they're gonna take it (or not) because we have had #things stolen so many times here u wouldn't believe. so we're told to stay thus i had to stay till she was finished and she didn't rlly lik #that one i guess.. anyway while i do not give a shit what a random woman thinks of me i am very bad with getting yelled at so. fun times. #still red in the face as i'm typing this. it's fine though i didn't cry 👍 a near thing though but that's also fine i'm gonna go to the #staff toilets and sneak my trusty wired earphones in with me and listen to whale song until i've calmed down #can't wait to get home and eat and shower and get in my sweatpants and drink a beer or possibly some wine and watch attorney woo and then #later this evening play a game on the ps5 with my siblings and eat late-night snacks and drink another beer or possibly some more wine and #forget all about the start of this day <33333 and scroll through tumblr somewhere in between there and also do my duolingo lest i lose my #stupid streak. peace n love on planet earth once i get home <3333 #r.txt

[srkgirlblogger]

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#the day was going so well until my mom decided to be mean to me for no reason in a piblic space where i was already feeling scared and over #stimulated. i wanted to try out the skateboards in decathlon but there were too many people and i got scared. and my mom suddenly said that #the skateboard that she was going to buy for me after/on my birthday. she had decided to buy now. since we were alr in theshop and i said no #way bec i hadnt decided which one i wanted yet and i was soo panicked. and then after some time when id calmed down a bit and was gonna try #to skate anyways she started questioning me abt when i planned on peacticing and where i was gonna do it and i obviously just started saying #things that i thought she would approve of. and then she told me i didnt have the time management skills or resolve to make it work. and she #just kept on passive aggressively bullying me until i just couldnt do it anymore and i told her i wanted go leave the store bc she was #spoiling the mood. and then she started bullying me louder and she told me to stop blaming her bc she was only asking me a question and she #didn't want to waste any more money on things that i wasnt gonna do even though ive wanted a skateboard for years now and have been actively #asking her for months. and i just lost my emergy and my appetite and i wanted to leave the mall and go home but insteaf she gook us to a #bagel place that ive been trying to get her to take us even though i felt like throwing up before we even left the mall and i told her i #didnt want to go there. and my brother even told her that she was ruining things for everyone. and he still ended up blaming me in the end. #but whatever. i kept getting flashbacks to insanely traumatic moments where shed yelled at or bullied me or cornered me or tried to #embarass me in public. and this is most likely my last year at home. and my last year of childhood. and its all going to be remembered in my #brain as underwhelming and depressing and mostly horrible. and im going to leave home and never cone back and my last year at home is going #to be just as shitty as every other year and ill just have to deal with that and try to build something good and new and kind when i leave #she shouldnt speak to her own children like this. she shouldnt be looking for reasons to make things miserable for me all the time like this #i should study. my head hurts. my entire body hurts so bad #delete later

[ziskandra]

i chime in with my own unfinished thought on the mvk & miles thing:

initially mvk brings in the boy with a (half-baked) plan for vengeance. he'll turn the boy into something his father would hate (mistake #1: gregory would be disappointed with miles' methodology used at worst, he could not possibly hate him) and then destroy him as a vengeance against the person who stuck him a wound that would never heal (mistake #2: if mvk had the bullet removed, it would heal most likely fairly well. a whole character study could be based on the fact that mvk decided to carry that pain along instead of get help).

thing is, miles was grateful, miles was bright, miles was a kid, and mvk was, for all the faults he had, a father. he is von karma of course, he can't just *not* go through with a plan he's made once he's said he'd do it, because if he did it would mean that his initial decision was a mistake and he can't make mistakes if he is perfect. so he postpones.

and then suddenly it's almost christmas 15 years later and the statue of limitation of the dl-6 is running out and if mvk si going to do the whole vengeance thing, if he really plans to completely destroy miles edgeworth with the "killed his own father" guilt, he has to do it NOW.

it's a rushed thing, it's something mvk doesn't relaly want to do anymore, but he has to pick between destroying his own son or admitting to a mistake, that is destroying his own sense of self.

so here. my theory is that he was incredibly grateful that he got caught in the end, though he'd never admit that to anyone, least of all to himself.

please just imagine me pressing my hands to my cheeks and softly going yes, yes, yes, oh my god your BRAIN. please tell me you've written stuff utilising these headcanons? i wish to Subscribe to the newsletter 👀👀

#asha answers #squadron-of-damned #just. YELLING about how good this is #manfred just like 'unfortunately i told myself i would do the thing and i Must now' #on the bullet removal thing i always thought it was more that he didn't want any doctors to know about it? #but like someone like manfred could surely figure out how to do some self surgery right-- #maybe he decided it wasn't worth the risk #the action movies make it look so easy!!! #it's probably. less easy irl. #not that ace attorney is a regular reflection of reality lmao #anyway thank you for sharing i LOVE hearing other people's perspectives and ideas!!! #manfred von karma

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

in some fandoms, mostly media whose audiences skews younger, theres often an annoying minority who latch onto a comfort character so hard, they genuinely get mad at other fans for putting their comfort characters in situations that make them (the characters!) upset in fanworks. most of it’s, like, kids and teens who haven’t learned how to interact with people yet and theres a smattering of unhinged adults and either way theyre not like. the joking or ironic mad most fans get seeing those kinds of works. these fans’ vibe isn’t “fuck you op /lh” its more “fuck you op /srs/kys”

anyway i already think the concept of judging a work solely based on how its characters feel as if they’re real people with agency, instead of judging the work based on how it makes the audience feel/what the work is trying to say, is uhhhhhh braindead! but also if you look at the comfort characters some of these ppl have its like. most of them follow fandom trends. and by fandom trends i mean most of them favor the angsty, usually white and male, characters who have rly tragic backstories. they don’t have to be particularly well written characters though some of them definitely are. but they’re usually edgy and, i cannot stress this enough, very tormented by events that happen in canon.

anyway i think most of it boils down to people not knowing how to mind their own damn business and just avoid angsty fanworks if they’re not feeling it. but it’s like. buddy, if you can’t stand people making content about your comfort character Going Through Situations, then why did you pick a comfort character whose entire job in canon is to Go Through Situations

#shut up pandora #im not kidding go into any big fandom that has a large teen/young adult population #and pick out the fandoms most prolific often pale twink whos kind of fucked up and sad #if the fandom is big enough thats the most likely place where these kind of ppl will spawn first #not that other characters dont also get fans like this #the uwufication of some characters if you will #like infantilization but more annoying #the way fandoms do it for pale twinks is different from the way fandoms do it for women and poc but its annoying in both directions #but yeah in fandoms big and young enough theres always a pale twink that a bunch of ppl worship and woobiefy and write bad angst for #and eventually some ppl step back and think this saturation of angst is distracting from what i liked about the initial character #and the normal fans decide to explore non angst facets of this character to deepen their appreciation or just explore other characters #but some double down on the woobiefying until the character is a teddy bear no one else is allowed to look the wrong way #lest you face the wrath of them complaining about people 'being mean' to their favorite character like this character has feelings or smth #oh and the harassment dont forget they'll get onto the comments and replies of every fanwork that has a modicrum of angst #and yell at the creator for being angsty because 'WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE ANGSTY CANT THIS CHARACTER GET A BREAK' but theyre serious #anyway luckily this is usually a very small part of most fandoms because most people understand its unhinged behavior and not in the fun way #but its very annoying when i see it!

[orcelito]

Fucking piece of shit bitch ass motherfucker too busy peeing in the woods to control your DOG

The fucking bitch BIT ME. For the mortal sin of daring to pass you while biking down a fucking public trail. I wish i said smth bc im so fucking angry but I just wanted to get Away

Why the fuck were you even peeing at the side of a public fucking path anyways. God I'm so FUCKING angry

#speculation nation #negative/ #anyways hi i got bit by a dog on my bike ride home :) #bc the dog didnt like me passing by so it got in my way & so i slowed down so i wouldnt hit the fucking dog #and it decided to bite my ankle :) as all well-trained and polite dogs do :) #couldve been worse bc my pants r in the way so it mostly bruised. bit of a scrape. #but it still Hurts and couldve been avoided if some fucking grown ass man wasnt PEEING IN THE FUCKING PUBLIC WOODS #it's not even a remote portion!!!!!! it's like right past the fucking train station!!!!!!!!!! #freaked my cats out pretty badly getting home bc i kicked a box out of anger #im just. god what the Fuck #does it count as assault if your fucking negligence with controlling your violent fucking dog causes it to Bite Me? #god i shouldve stayed and yelled at this piece of shit. peeing in the public fucking woods. im so angry #but ya kno what i just wanted to go home!!!!!! like bro what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!! #sorry for the incoherent yelling im trying to deal with the mass of range in a way that wont freak my cats out more #just. fucking. UGH. #i shouldnt be bit by a fucking dog on a leash going down a fucking public path. what the Fuck.

[craycraybluejay]

I want to have such raw sexual energy that any time anyone at all with a sex drive so much as looks at me they can only think about sex so that everyone is a lot more chill because of all those pleasure hormones for everyone and so that I can pick anyone I want and know I won't be fucked over because I'm literally a sex demon and they are addicted to my pheromones. I need to invest in some way to boost my natural pheromones (all humans have those actually!) and do some mad science shit. It's time to get even more irresistible. Gonna walk in the room and make everyone in it cum. That's the good life.

#hypersexual #hypersexuality #incubusposting #succubusposting #anoutherposting #fantasy #personal fantasy #personal #this reads like a shitpost #but i am 100% serious #sex hormones #dopamine and some sort of sleep hormone that may be melatonin but prob not and some other shit #post orgasmic bliss literally makes everyone the chillest motherfucker on the planet for a sec #anyway before you decide to go yell at someone or do something cruel or confrontational #masturbate and see if you still want to do it #bc if you still do u probably have a very good reason #and if u dont then ur welcome now ur happy and calm and wont be hurting yourself or anyone around you #life hacks

[army-of-bee-assassins]

i have failed to resist the urge to yell at willfully ignorant people on twitter about helen keller

#i tweeted at someone to do some fucking research and get their head out of their ass #and when i hit send twitter popped up a thing that was like #'aw most people don't respond well to this sort of tweet! do you want to edit it before publishing? :)' #and i said no fucking send it #i know everyone hates twitter as a social media site but i usually don't have many complaints #bc i don't use it like social media i mostly follow people i don't actually know #i use it for dnd/drawfee news; cute dogs/cats; social justice news #and then whatever my few irl friends i follow on twitter decide to tweet #but one of my fucking cousins retweeted a fucking denier tiktok #(he said he just thought it was funny and didn't believe it like okay whatever) #and i made the mistake of looking at the replies 😔 #and now i'm yelling at people on twitter instead of using good sense and blocking people #i just always want to explain things even though it's usually useless #anyway this website continues to be a million times better than twitter

[actualtoad]

my parents are fighting

#it had been a couple days and now my dad is really pissed #im just tired of all of it #im working on writing thank you cards to my teachers but im not feeling any positive energy anymore #so i think im going to just stop for now? but maybe i can finish before i go to sleep #they could keep this up forever though #im going to turn on some white noise because i don’t think i can deal with music right now but i could really use some sounds #anyway im doing okay i just kind of. have to complain to someone when there starts being screaming in my house? #because otherwise i end up feeling like im making it all up but my dad is SCREAMING at my mom calling her boring and unforgiving and #telling her to leave him the f*ck alone. so. that’s the vibe out here #they moved downstairs but the layer of floor does NOTHING. wait do you know what my dad sounds like #marlin when he’s yelling at nemo like toward the beginning of the movie my dad sounds like him #making the most of a bad situation with movie references #anyway i really want my dad to leave HER the f*ck alone actually. he’s calling her malevolent but he’s the one yelling and intimidating her #it’s not. fair. to decide that she’s a terrible problem when this is what happens whenever he gets upset at her. i just want her to get out #honestly. and i want them to get back divorcing please!!!! why did you guys stop doing that it was a good friggin idea #i told my mom that i didn’t want them to. back when she was first talking about it. but now i really wish she had #we can’t really afford for her to have her own apartment though so idk what would even happen. i just want it to end #anyway im fine but just. yeah. im going to turn on some music i think actually. and i think keep writing #me. my post. mine. #delete later #vent cw #don’t let me kill the mood this is just. a general vent because it’s kind of infuriating having this constantly in the periphery #i want a hug. and im tired. and i want to go home. but. im okay and im going to listen to music and everything’s fine