#appreciate my hcs DX

[firebirdsdaughter]

DAY THREE…

… I have a headache that’s verging on migraine, but listen, I finished.

***

Horobi didn’t know why he had entered the hospital in the first place. It wasn’t that the Ark had expressly forbade him to do so, but had made no secret of her disapproval—there was no point, no purpose to his presence. There was no goal, no benefit, especially not considering how much security he had to evade to get in. And yet…

Vulcan looked… Different in the bed, hooked up to all the different machines, then when he was blustering and shouting. For all he had a large personality, it had been obvious how physically small he was the moment Horobi had laid eyes on him. The human was just so… Odd, how so much… Something fit into so small a body. His gaze seemed to find it’s way to Fuwa Isamu whenever possible, scrutinising every aspect of his being—the way his dark eyes lit up from his emotions, the way his mole would disappear whenever he wrinkled his eyes, how he puffed himself up, turned a whole spectrum of colours, the way his curls were permanently messy. Horobi found himself memorising the human without knowing when he had started, sometimes his hand would twitch forward of its own accord, reaching out towards something he didn’t understand. He’d be working on the Ark’s plan, or attending Jin, when the incomprehensible question of what Vulcan’s hair or skin would feel like would appear unbidden in his mind.

And now this—he’d been on the hospital ground before he realised what he was doing. He should have turned back, but there was something about the pull Fuwa Isamu exerted over him that offered no escape. Once he was within range, he had get there. He had to… Had to… Had to see.

Apparently, though, that was all he had to do. Upon arriving in Vulcan’s room all he could do was… Stare. The human was completely helpless, kept unconscious by at least one of the machines he was hooked up to, but… Horobi experienced no inclination to finish what he had started. But… There was another sensation, one fat too complicated for him to parse out. It felt like… A little like the way his body reacted to looking at Jin, both when he was happy and when he was hurt, all mixed together, but… Different. Different how he didn’t know, but… Different. Fuwa Isamu looked so… Soft. Fragile. Inviting.

His hand connected with the human’s hair before he realised he had raised it, fingertips skirting over the curls. Once he’d done it, he couldn’t move away, one hand aimlessly combing through Fuwa Isamu’s hair, brushing away from his forehead. There was no purpose to his actions, it did not benefit the Ark in any way, but…  He could not seem to make himself stop.

Then his knuckles lightly grazed the skin—in the same amount of time it took him to register the usual warmth and softness, thoughts and images flashed through his mind, uncontrolled and unprompted. Though many were clear, the spectrum was so large that he could not even begin to draw a conclusion—things that were beyond any experience he could ever remember happening, to things that were so… Similar to the data of the Ark that he…

He pulled his hand back, pressing it to his side. Where those his own thoughts? He thought so little that it was hard to tell, but… The things he’d seen himself doing… The impulses…

The air in the room changed, growing colder despite the fact that there was no change in temperature and Vulcan’s body temperature remained the same. All of a sudden, he couldn’t stand to be in the place—the pressure, the uncertainty, the chill… It all pushed him away as much as Fuwa Isamu pulled him in. For a moment, the two conflicting forces threatened to pull him apart—until a familiar presence stepped in, quelling all discord.

It was the Ark’s will that pulled him out of the room and back toward Daybreak, the sun peaking over the horizon to reveal just how long he had stood thoughtlessly in Vulcan’s hospital room, staring at him. There would be pain for this, that much he knew—punishment he naturally deserved for leaving his post on such a needless outing—especially since there was still a mysterious, electrifying sensations running through the hand he had touched Vulcan’s hair with, the pictures still etched into his mind, equal parts confusing, destabilising, interesting, and alluring.

It would need to be a long punishment to make him forget this.

***

Bc I’m predictable.

#Firebird Writing #mbjrweek #mbjrweek2022 #Kamen Rider Zero-One #Kamen Rider Zero One #Romance #OTP #HoroFuwa #my precious angry wolf dad #my precious evil stoic scorpion dad #I'mma throw up if I look at this screen any longer #but I DID IT #appreciate my hcs DX #Horobi has no idea what's happening to him but he likes to stare at the handsome human ^^ #Binary Retro Rider

[newtdrawz]

Outsider HC's but they're mainly about Ponyboy,, cuz he is my fav,,

Most of these are just Pony interacting with the gang and his brothers 😭 are they gonna be OOC? Probably. Do I care? No. Am I right abt all of these? Yes. (No.)

ALSO alot of them are post-main story/mention Dally and Johnny's death a lot cuz I am unable to let my favs be happy 🫶 (! None of these are ships btw,, they're all platonic and stuff lol)

Anyways,,

Ponyboy & Johnny

Johnny and Pony regularly have conversations quietly around the gang, most of the time they have a whole conversation with just a couple looks and jerks of their head. They both seem to get what they're saying while the rest of the gang is completely lost on what they're saying/talking about.

Pony is the only one who calls Johnny, J as a nickname.

"We're not scared because monsters don't live here." Was a sentence said many, many time in the abandoned church.

Pony and Johnny can lie pretty well, but when they have to lie together they suck.

Ponyboy & Dally (ft. Johnny)

After Johnny and Dally died Pony stopped drawing and reading or writing for awhile. He picked it up again and his sketchbook is full of doodles and sketches of Johnny and Dally.

Dally has a soft spot for only Johnny and Pony. It takes a lot for him to get soft with the rest of the gang. He's still mean and tough but more just teasing with Johnny and Pony.

Before the fire Pony would read out loud all the time while Johnny would just sit and listen, sometimes Dally would listen too but interrupt with questions and criticizing the characters. Now that they're both gone, Pony will sometimes read out loud on his own, pretending that both Johnny and Dally are there listening.

Dally is very supportive of Ponys hobby in art. He's usually the one who catches him sketching or painting and just watches until Pony is either finished or notices he's being watched. Dally always nods in greeting and says "keep it up, kid." Or "nice job, kid." But Dally will brag to his other buddies that aren't the gang about how talented the kid is. ("Nah man, the kid draws from memory. He drew this one picture of his big brother, yeah the big big one, looked exactly like him. Like a photograph almost. Kids real talented.")

Ponyboy & Steve

Steve says he can't stand Pony and is mean to him, but Steve is very high on the list of people who care about Pony. He's the most frantic (mostly angry) one next to Soda when Pony got jumped. He secretly cares about him a whole lot, like he's his own brother.

Steve will give Pony rides to places or offer rides time to time. (He only does it if Pony's gone awhile without annoying him lol)

Steve (and Soda, but surprisingly it was Steve's idea) took Pony to his first drag race. He definitely should have not been there.

Ponyboy & Two-bit

Two-bit and Steve started sitting in and listening to Pony read, they're not Johnny and Dally but Pony appreciates it nonetheless.

Two-bit was actually so obsessed with toddler Ponyboy, he always insisted on bringing him with the gang and letting him in on games, he always wanted a little brother. He loved how easy Pony was to entertain and make laugh.

Two-bit was the only one who didn't think twice about Pony and Soda's names.

Two-bit sometimes steals art supplies for Pony.

Ponyboy & Sodapop

When Pony would visit the DX Soda would walk him through fixing a car and even let him help out on small stuff. Even Steve would help too.

He'll leave notes everywhere for Pony and Darry and sometimes the gang. They're either dumb jokes or funny little drawings.

Soda gets very excited when Pony asks him anything abt cars, he'll talk for hours abt them.

Soda was so obsessed with Pony when he was born, all he wanted to do was hold him and hang out with him. He would brag to Darry that he's not the only big brother now lol.

Ponyboy & Darry (I'm so obsessed with their dynamic & their growth)

"Dang it Ponyboy you're giving me gray hairs at 20!" Is a regular sentence said at the Curtis residence.

Darry always tells the other guys to be careful with Pony when they're rough housing. Pony thinks it's cuz he doesn't want them to break anything in the house, Darry just doesn't want Pony to get hurt.

Toddler Pony would follow Darry and Soda/the gang everywhere but mainly Darry. If Darry was doing homework in his room then boom Pony would be in there quietly playing or sleeping on Darry's bed.

Darry regularly cuts Soda, Pony and his own hair. They don't have the privilege of going somewhere to do it so Darry just does it and he does surprisingly well. It's a whole day activity.

The night after Dally and Johnny died Pony had trouble sleeping, even though soda was there. The first person he went to for comfort was Darry. Darry was in the kitchen cleaning, trying to distract himself when Pony walked in. Darry held him in his arms the rest of the night.

On the first father's day without their parents Pony makes a card with a drawing of him and Darry on it and leaves it on the kitchen table for him because he's embarrassed. Darry keeps it forever. (He did get very emotional over it but not infront of anybody. When he got home he hugged Pony, smiled and walked away. Those actions spoke a thousand words between the two and Pony knew he said thanks.)

That's all 🥹 (for now 😦)

I will be doing more of these 🙏 I wanna try to do individual characters cuz ik some here didn't have a lot as well as ALL of these being pony centric and I love them all lol

OH ALSO feel free to add on to these (or ask me about them) or add your own HC's cuz I love outsider headcanons ❤️

Also can you tell I love when Dally and Steve are nice to pony lol? Love it. Love the idea that Steve actually cares abt him and shows it sometimes or Dally caring just as much abt him. THEY ARE ALL A HUGE FAMILY YOUR HONOR 🧑‍⚖️🧑‍⚖️🧑‍⚖️🧑‍⚖️🧑‍⚖️ I'm also so obsessed with Darry and Pony,,, they are so,,, complicated sibling relationships get me everytime

Are some of these good? Probably not. Do they make sense timeline and story wise? No and idc. Am I so normal about them? Yes. Most of these are based of fanfic versions of them anyways so yeah

#the outsiders #the outsiders headcanons #the outsiders fanfiction #ponyboy curtis #sodapop curtis #darry curtis #curtis brothers #dally winston #johnny cade #two bit mathews #steve randle #headcanon #idk how to tag this #im so normal #about them #found family #for real #love them #feel free to add on #i love talking #just in general #but also about them

[koroart]

Fucking love your art, especially your Dad Lambert/Lives stuff. Thank you for feeding us with your art. I mostly follow you on Twitter but wanted to ask here if you could spare Lambert Lives thoughts/brainworms? 👉👈 no pressure ofc!

*walks in with a Starbucks and hands you one too*

Wow, I got to answering this SO LATE and I'm SO SORRY DX

But I appreciate the love everyone gives my Dadbert stuff, it makes me so so happy qwq ✨️💖💕

Now for some brain worms! Some of this au I worked on with a friend and those talks definitely became a lot of my hcs too , so !! I'll try my best to articulate!

First and foremost, Lambert survives Duscur and I know in some of my art he has an eyepatch and some don't-- and I'm up in the air about that bit. But what he does have is a gnarly scar around his neck from where they had tried to cut his head off but they missed.

When it comes to Dedue and the like, I'm still trying to work on that -- because I know his people were attacked some time after the Tragedy and seeing how Lambert survived -- I think it would still happen and Dedue would be taken under Lambert's care ( because Dimitri still wound up hurt from protecting Dedue ) but it'll still get too complicated if I try to explain it here so we'll leave it at that for now.

The AU more-or-less follows the Hopes timeline instead of 3H ( the politics in Hopes were better explained and a little easier to follow than 3Houses )

Lambert, here is the one to execute Rufus instead, especially after he finds out his brother's involvement. Their relationship to me was always cold , especially as they got older ( at one point, they did get along, but once Rufus learned he was not to be named heir , he started treating Lambert coldly and Lambert kept reaching out but eventually let the bridge burn once he realized Rufus had no intention on reaching back ). Like Dimitri did , Lambert did show hesitancy in executing Rufus but it didn't last long -- because at this point , Lambert began to harden his heart-- not for himself but for his kingdom and for the safety of his son.

It hit him hard when he learned of Anselma's involvement as well, and after that, he swore off love and never took on another spouse. He puts raising his son first as well as maintaining his Kingdom.

He and Dimitri definitely are, of course, traumatized from the ordeal -- and Lambert more so, becoming quite a bit paranoid and protective of his son , not wanting Dimitri out of his sights for a time. Dimitri himself becomes a little more clingy , which can't be faulted , as he nearly lost his father. Eventually, they come out of it, and Lambert allows Dimitri more freedoms again ( especially after dealing with Rufus ) and Dimitri, likewise, eases away from being dependent on his father and focuses on his training again.

In the first few months after the Tragedy and dealing with Keilman, Dimitri used to sleep in Lambert's room because of the frequent nightmares that plagued him ( Lambert too was plagued with them and it eased his conscious better when he knew his son was with him ) after some time passed , Dimitri stopped sleeping in Lambert's room as he got older ( closer to Academy age ) but when he did have nightmares still , he'd go but instead of asking to sleep there -- the two of them would have tea and talk about the nightmares and work through it together, sometimes Dimitri ends up falling asleep there but most of the time, when he feels better and confident enough -- he would go back to his room.

Just aaaahh there's a lot more and i don't want to make this too long but !! That's what I got!

#you were probably asking for just simple specific hcs #but i couldnt help myself 😳 #:: koko speaking! #fe3h #lambert egitte blaiddyd #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd

[lunaviathan]

Hi I’m autistic and I frankly find it depressing to scroll through the autism tags and only find affirmations in spite of negative things or direction sheets for non autistic people so I’m going to talk about some genuinely positive things I can think of about being on the spectrum because although I appreciate both types of posts mentioned it gets very grating, anyway-

Starting off predictably, y’know the sound effect minecraft makes when you pick stuff up? And the rapid version it makes when you pick up a lot of stuff all at once? Yeah, it’s great and I want you to replay it in your mind for a bit because it’s amazing

Staying predictable, everything about the Endermen. The way they act and the sound effects except for the ominous scream one they make are both stimmy and autism coded so it’s two birds with one stone right there

Getting to have a nice long info-dump you didn’t know you needed until suddenly you’ve sent your friends three pages worth of information on the intricacies of the botw tools and ranking system at 1:00 AM with no prompting or context

Finding a Really Well Written fic with the focus on an autistic character being autistic (whether canon or headcanon’d) -and in that vein, finding a really long and detailed autism hc post that leaves you with more adopted hcs for your fave than you know what to do with

Getting to eat your favorite sensory food several times in a row chicken nuggies beloved

Finding something that makes for a really good improvised stim toy completely on accident, like a really nice scrap of fabric, or anything that makes a clicky-clacky noise or a holographic something

Figuring out a way to handle *insert social interaction here* that lets you engage in a way both you and the person your interacting with enjoy

Listening to your newest ‘loop song’ at a probably unhealthy volume for as long as you physically can and thoroughly enjoying every second of it

Noticing that you’re happy stimming and have been for a while and continuing to do so on purpose

Learning about an interesting topic and suddenly it’s four months later and it’s been consuming your every thought since then and finding a community of similarly obsessed people you get to talk about it with and having friends/family who know nothing of it that you get to info-dump to as well

Getting a dx (well researched self dx very much counted) and suddenly realizing you have an entire global spanning community of people who are like you and who get you and who want to help/make genuine connections with you (bonus points if you realize your friend group is also largely nerodivergent and you all just accidentally started orbiting each other purely on vibes)

Getting to indulge in your Spin (special interest, which is an abbreviation i will popularize) for several hours completely uninterrupted. Bonus points if you get to do in the general company of others so you’re also enjoying actually being in another person’s presence while doing/learning about something you love

Getting incredibly attached to a virtual animal (my giant botw horse named Gentle my beloved) and that virtual animal making it through the whole game with you

A media you forgot you loved suddenly getting a promising update for the first time in ages

Aaaand I can’t think of anything else but if anyone has any other experiences they’d like to share i would Love to hear about in the comments/tags whatever I don’t have any clue if this’ll even make it out of my realm of like three followers but I can dream

#Autism #actually autistic #actually autism #Lunav's autistic #long post #stim #stimming #special interest #autism positivity #because we need more of it damnit #i can't think of any other tags but i'm sure that'll change five seconds after posting #anyway gonna hit post now before i get cold feet

[tj-is-tired-blog]

I keep posting asks when I try to save them :')))

I forgot who requested this but this was it ecks dee:

Ask: since (at least i think) you write short headcannons, i ask of you this: tall headcannons. being a girl and being the tallest greaser. like taller than darry.

Answer: OKOKOK HERE ARE MY HEIGHT HCS THAT WAY YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO GO OFF OF-

-------------

Okay so first of all Darry is very salty that you're taller than him mainly because he's the unofficial 'leader' and the overall dad in the group

However, he won't admit it

He'll low-key be very passive aggressive toward you

But it's very small things?? Like putting too much salt in your eggs and not giving you bacon in the mornings

Johnny loves it because you're a literal giant

Like it's so cute?? He freaks out like this man has a thing for tall people

It's really hard to find clothes for you

You usually end up wearing some of the guys' (mainky Darry's) clothes just because there's nothing else

When Cherry visits that's a different story

She goes shopping for you but she never goes with you because of her rep

I mean it's understandable buT IS THAT A T-SHIRT AND LEATHER JACKET THAT ACTUALLY FIT OMG

Steve always wants you at the DX because you can reach the wrenches and bolts on the top shelf

He can reach it he's just lazy and everyone else is short

People at the DX always think it's odd that you're there because this is the 60's and women are supposed to stay home not work on cads

Dally flirts with you a lot just bc

But when you two are doing crimes out in public if some guy calls you a 'broad' they're getting their neck snapped

Two-Bit's always saying something like "How's the weather up there?" Or "Have you seen a bean stock yet, giant?"

It's all in good fun but it gets irritating y'know?

You almost always reply with "Keep it up and I'll hang you from that bean stock."

He shuts up eoeo

But he teases you because he's weak and insecure lmao

Soda likes cooking with you

Neither of you know how to cook and it's distressing

"WeLl YoU'rE a GiRl YoU sHoUlD kNoW tHiS"

Like he's sexist without meaning to be but it's the 60's what can you do

Soda loves to jump on your back and try to knock you over

The guys never want to bring you to rumbles

"But (Y/N) you're fragile!" "I can hold my own. I've done it before and I'll do it again!" "No, seriously they'll break your knees. Giants can't have their knees broken" "I can just step on them- Everyone looks like an ant to me." "That's fair-" "So I can go?!" "No."

You go anyway

Pony wants to see you in heels and a dress ngl

But since he's like 5'5" he's really insecure around you because the height difference is l a r g e

Plus being really tall and in a dress?? Bad idea waiting to happen

When you go out to The Dingo guys are always flirting with you and say things like "Y'know I've always had a thing for broads like you."

Here comes Dally flying around the corner with a blade out

He hears and sees all it's not funny

People always say they want to see you being girly so Pony goes out and buys a good 8 pounds of makeup for you

I have no idea what makeup is so you keep like a chapstick and some eye stuff but you burn the rest with Johnny in the lot

But if you are girly you really appreciate it and actually try to do makeup

Cherry and Marcia probably teach you

Also you have a bandana that you tie your hair back with

Dally Johnny and Two go w e a k when they see it in your hair

They're just like that

Tldr: Darry's angry, Johnny Dally and Two-Bit are weak for you, Steve likes you at the DX because he's lazy, Soda tries to make you cook, Pony's insecure, and everyone's sexist without meaning to be

-------------

Thanks for requesting! Sos I deleted your ask ;; this was supposed to be shorter but I got carried away oops- I could add more but ehhh too long. I could do a part two maybe?

#the outsiders #dallas winston #ponyboy curtis #cherry valance #darry curtis #johnny cade #sodapop curtis #steve randle #two bit mathews #asks

[neurodivergentattorneys]

uhh hey, welcome to neurodivergent attorneys!! obviously, this is a submission/ask based blog focusing on neurodivergent ace attorney headcanons, but i will occasionally post my own hcs here when things are slow.

all i ask is please don’t submit hcs if you are neurotypical, don’t support self-dx, or are just here to spread hate. this is just a fun, funky blog for people to share hcs that mean a lot to them!

i’m maddie/mod ema, and i’m an autistic lesbian who really likes ace attorney! my main blog is @psychicdoom and my aa sideblog is @fara-skyes.

since i have the about and rules sections set up, this blog is open!! please reblog to post to spread the word, i’d really appreciate it.

#ace attorney #aa #neurodiversity #actuallyautistic

[kentaurex]

lieutenantk mentioned you on a post “  I should probably start this post with apologising to @kentaurex​...”

@kentaurex​ i understand my hcs are probably too far from the source material by this time but it's the only way i can reconcile all the contradictory information we have at hand I'd really love to understand the way you see him one day

NOOOOO I LOVE YOUR HEADCANONS SO MUCH

I LOVE SEEING THEM POP UP ON MY DASH

ALSO YOUR HEADCANONS ARE GOOD AND VALID AND I APPRECIATE YOU SHARING THEM

my tags were completely out of order on taht post im so sorry :D so now i feel like i ought to explain myself im probably going to ramble haha ooh god im already doing it

#its intersting because you and i HC in completely different trajectory directions i think

i tend to hc he started on the anna navarre side of lethal force, if i may, and stayed there until the big ‘oh by the way your whole life is a lie’ things, which is where i figure this new (and fairly not super successful) non lethal ‘here take these gas grenades’ version of paul comes from. and where anna really starts to hate him. my main motivation for him when i think about it or write (i swear to god some of this stuff will be done one day) tends to be ‘my name is paul denton, you murdered my parents, prepare to die’. i feel like there is a piece missing from that, but i havent figured out what feels correct yet but anyway. i also hc the nanites were a further expression of this, an almost reckless decision because its been ten years and hes still no closer to this by now empty sort of revenge. and then he comes face to face with lebedev or whoever it was who turned him double agent and has to confront the fact that his entire life up to the car crash was manufactured and controlled and his decisions pretty pointless, and then everything afterwards was even worse because they were his decisions and he played right along with what They wanted, violently, remorselessly, and again, pointlessly. as an aside, i think this is the kind of emotional vulnerability(?) that could be easily exploited by an NSF/Silhouette/etc agent trying to get a UNATCO agent to defect.

i dont think hes quite gotten over the ‘touch my family and die’ thing, which is how i solve the ‘Ton issue halfway in my head. threatening to shoot him is one thing i mean, its paul, i feel like half of dx/dxiw is someone shouting GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH and paul just muttering in the background no actually can we discuss the death option a little more but anyway. what was i saying? oh yeah. threatening to shoot him is one thing; going after jc is another. which...doesnt explain the entire ton hotel but. the ton is an eternal source of mystery.

and im always changing my mind on stuff of course for example right now im happy with everything on the surface but i feel like theres something terribly off, like im missing something super vital and i just. cant. figure out what it is. which is annoying. but yeah! ive talked too much imma stop now

#lieutenantk

[littlewolfdiaries]

my guy can i get me some steve hcs,, like literally anything,, i'm feeling the need for some randle rn,,

--- he likes sandwiches--- particularly subs but if you make him good food period he's happy--- if you say you're going to a friend's and he calls and you don't answer?--- trouble ensues--- he'd actually page you at a supermarket --- younger Steve is a little more chilled but--- after the age of like 25, he's so protective--- if you're going somewhere together and he sees some nice old cars he's pulling over--- straddle him--- he just loves that--- he's not great at school but appreciates study date and such--- you have to force him a little--- he's honestly good at math --- please hang out at the DX in the summer--- kiss in front of all the boys there--- what else can I say--- hot chocolate in the winter--- he likes little sentimental moments like walking around together in a park or woods --- but that's obviously not his go-to date like--- staying out all night on the weekendss yas

[voltagefangirl19]

MC as a hitwoman hired to kill the bidders (his POV)- Soryu Oh

I think this is one of the longest and hardest hc/fic (I don’t even know anymore Dx) that I’ve written, I don’t even know if its okay, but if even one of you enjoy it then it’s worth it :D part 1   part 2 Eisuke’s version  story: written, brain: dry, quality: low Im forcibly removed from the fandom

I was in my office, exchanging anxious glares between the document I had in front of me and the phone, like the past two, almost three weeks now, waiting for Samejima to tell me if ______ was alright. I knew from the second day of the month, that I was being targeted, although I didn't know by who, whoever was stalking me must have been stalking _______ as well, so I assigned her a pair of my subordinates as bodyguards. The first day that happened, both guys came up to me with an unbelievable story: supposedly, ________ was chasing me and protected me from a guy that was going to kill me before they could intervene, I didn't believe it at first and I wanted to ditch that thought, but it kept bothering me so I started my research, and I realize that there was a dark part of her that I didn't know...: she was a hitman, a hitwoman more accurately. 

I had to avoid her for an entire day for the information to sink in, after all, how could a girl so sweet and nice as her be a killer? How was it possible that the only woman who cared for and treasure me, my only sunshine, be a murderer?, I thought that it would take an eternity for me to accept that my beautiful and nice girlfriend wasn’t as innocent as I thought; but then I realized that I missed her, that I was now attached to her, it was a very odd feeling, a very needy one, so I made up an excuse for not contacting her. I was a little hurt that she didn't tell me anything, but as much as I love her, I would wait for her to tell me everything her heart desired. At least that was what I tried to do.

While I was at the office, I made my own little research about her company, a very famous one in the underground actually, and apparently, ________ was one of the top killers, honestly I didn’t know how to feel with that, in a way I was proud, but... ever since I knew her and knew that I was in love with her, I wanted her to be as far away as she could of the evil and darkness that was surrounding me, yet there was the probability that I was wrong, since I didn’t know since when she had joined that company, there was a high chance, no, it was almost certain that something happened in her life that made her took that path. 

In any way I was ready to support her and to tell her what I knew, so during the second week I went to visit her to her room in the Tres Spades’ staff dorms, I wouldn’t lie, I was pretty excited to see her, since seeing _______ somehow made my day worthy, yet when she opened the door, the bandage in her arm caused my heart to sink with concern, I didn’t know why but she was still trying to protect me; that only thought changed something in me.

“I know” was what I said that day after we drank the tea that she made for us

“What?...”

“I know about your secret life” I made a pause, I could see the panic in her eyes, how a person so easy to read as she could be a killer? “I know about your job as a hitwoman” I saw ______ literally freeze for a moment, so I knew that I had to keep going before any misunderstandigs could take place “I want you to know that that doesn’t change my feelings for you nor my intention to marry you in a near future” her expression relaxed but was still tense, my eyes went straight to her bandage, she followed my gaze “What happened? and please don’t lie now” she sighed in a defeated way

“This is a scratch, but it was made by a sharp USMC razor blade” she made a pause, probably trying to sense my response, it was an odd feeling to hear her talking about weapons, but as I kept my focus on the wound, I was more determined, so I decided that I had to get used to it “A month of fighting and to kill the former customer, the one who asked me to finish you, those were the requirements my boss gave me to resign” she said

“Do you need help with the last one?”- I asked by instinct, but at the same time, somewhere deep inside me, I already knew the answer

“That’s… already done” her apologetic look took me by surprise, more than the fact that the girl I believe was completely innocent had just admitted killing a man

“I see” that was the only thing I managed to say

“I… have one week left until I can send my resignation and to finally be free” she made a pause, then she took her purse and took out a locket with a symbol that I didn’t know, ____ gave it to me, it was cold but somehow I knew that it had sentimental value for her, she watched me observing it and then she kept talking “It’s a coat of arms…. The symbol, it belongs to my family, a family of killers” she looked at me with a bit of self-pity in her eyes “I was trained since birth to be a hitwoman, I don’t even know how to do anything else, still, I wanted to have a normal life, so I started off as a maid here in Tres spades, I… was able to live like this because I was the best, top of the class, one of the best assassins in the organization, etc. Let’s say that the freedom in which I have been living until now is the result of my hard work, I didn’t mind but then… someone asked me your head, refusing would’ve to mean putting all of you guys in danger, so after a long time of negotiation I got the best deal I could, sorry for not telling you anything earlier, but…” her voice cracked, and my hand got on top of hers instinctively

“It’s okay” I understood, even if it hurt a little to be lied, she was doing her best to protect us, the other bidders and myself “Anyway... do you need help, fighting those guys?” as usual, I wasn’t comfortable with the idea that the woman I love was in danger, yet she looked at me with a serious and confident expression

“I’m okay, after all, if I can’t do this kind of things, how could I ever be the wife of the boss of the ice dragons”

‘I really, really love this woman’ that was what I thought as I saw her cute face blushing as she just realized the things she said

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

The last day of the month clashed with an important business of mine, I was preparing the necessary ‘documents’ for the negotiation when a knock sounded on my door

“Come in” It was a surprise to see her there, especially with a concerned look on her face “What’s the matter? I don’t see you coming here often”

“I… suspect that there is going to be a second assassin today, I have done my research and I have evidence that supports that theory” she said and proceed to show me the multiple emails, contracts and bank accounts movements of the ones she thought were the hitmen responsible for today’s mission

“You know it's highly probable that this are fake right? With the intention of confuse you and make you think that you ahead of them” I analyze the information in front of me in full mobster mood

“That’s a possibility, but even so, the money movements of the organization as well as their GPS tracking and weapon logistics suggest that there’s going to be more than one assassins today”

“Well, you may be right about that...”

“Of course I am! Who you think you are talking to, Mr. Mob boss?” she asked with a smirk. I giggled at her sassy remark

“For a moment there I thought I was talking to Eisuke” I pat her head as she pouted

“Hey now, that’s not fair”

“No it isn’t” I smirked as well before pulling her for a kiss, when we part she was blushing ‘God how can she be so adorable?’ “So what’s the plan?” I asked as I assumed that she already had one, _______ just grinned as if she just had been waiting for that question.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

According to _______’s plan, we changed the location from the other gang’s quarters to a neutral port downtown

“First let's change the meeting location, here is a good place, for the mob is a neutral zone, right? And I know the place since a few of my contracts happened there” she said “After that I’ll locate myself in this building nearby, for your safety put other two snipers here and here just in case”

“And for yours?” I asked in a concerned voice

“I’ll be fine don’t worry about it” 

‘Even if you say that…’ was what I thought

“Don’t worry boss I’ll protect you, even if it’s the last thing I do” Inui said with a dramatic voice, probably sensing my stress  

“I appreciate it Inui, but it’s not myself who I’m worried about”

“________ will be alright boss, her plan was very elaborate and almost flawless let everything in her hands” Samejima added, I simply nodded, as I saw that the other party was arriving at that same moment, we walked in their direction, there were the boss and other two subordinates, one of them carried a big stack of wooden boxes

“We brought the goods, did you bring the money?” the boss asked, Samejima opened the case he had and showed them the payment, the boss nodded in approval “Let’s exchange” Samejima walked towards them and give the man with the empty hands the case, while the man carrying the boxes gave them to Inui

“It's always a pleasure to make business with you Soryu, and the Ice Dragons of course” the mob boss said while he and his men turn around and walked towards their car, we did the same and that was when happened, three loud bangs echoed in the place as well as the scream of one of the men, we turned around at the same time that the others, we all dragged our guns “What’s the meaning of this Oh?!” the other boss demanded to know

“Why don’t you ask him?”- I rebutted while pointing the guy’s bloody GLOCK G40 on the ground, the pistol’s direction was aiming to us.

“Soryu?” I heard _______’s voice in the transmitter she gave me earlier “That man is not one of the top killers but he definitely works for the organization, I’m still looking out for any other threat that could be...”

“So here is where you were”- I heard a faint manly voice and then a series of shootings

“_________!!!!” I yelled, but the connection got cut “Dammit! Samejima, take care of the rest!” I order and ran towards the building where I knew ______ was.

My heart was beating painfully and my own breathing hurts as I went up the stairs, when I reached the last floor I started to hear them, I prepared myself to shoot 

“It was a nice work you did, but I’ll end you here and take your place as the best” the same voice that I heard before was talking now, I peek through the door and saw ________ fighting for her life against two boker combat blades, one in each guy’s hands pointing to her neck, her eyes focused on mine for a second, I didn’t even think about it and shot at the man’s back, after that she took one of the blades and stab the guy’s neck, I ran to her and hugged her, without caring about the blood in her sleeves

“Are you okay?”- I asked in a bit of panic

“I-I’m fine, thank you…although I was supposed to be the one to protect you” after everything that happened she pout just because I ended up helping her, I couldn’t restrain myself and laughed, I really loved her, she was so strong and adorable at the same time

“Let’s get out of here, finish the meeting and go home, because I really want to celebrate our victory here by having some private fun with you” I said with a teasing tone, she blushed as usual, I took her hand and lead her to the exit, as we were walking I could felt her tiny and warm hand entwine with mine and I realize that we could do anything together, I wanted to protect her so bad before, yet she saved me in more ways than one…

I could say in conclusion, that this woman was the most adorable and deadly I’ve ever known, and she was mine just as I was hers        

this was really hard to write guys, no kidding Dx so...  I’ll really appreciate any feedback you guys have for me, I hope the others are easier, it may take long but I’m still going to finish this series, thank you all for your support u,u  

#kbtbb headcanon #kbtbb fanfic #Soryu Oh #*cries in spanish* #Thank You #almost 800 followers #how that happen??!! #TTuTT #voltage games #fan fiction #HEADCANNON #kiss by the baddest bidder #voltage inc