#as you can tell i am very bored

[diagnosed-anxiety-disorder]

found an online photo animator :0

#he's so handsome i love him #jean lannes #as you can tell i am very bored #photo animator #jean lannes gif #lannes gif

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake…. #I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour. #I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing? #y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day. #but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!! #I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

[nyaskitten]

Just went back and watched Ash fight scenes and if they don't at the VERY LEAST let smoke eminate off Cinder in all his fight scenes you will see me on national and international TV.

#they rob cinder of the hair being colored like smoke #they shrink his brows #they dont even fucking TRY with the smoke detailing #they give him a hideously bisected collar in favor of an admittedly awesome but completely non-canon armor piece #seriously its like they WANT to fuck me up mentally! #/j #i am very passionate about this shit tho #i WILL fight till the end to see cinder get his so-deserved justice #also maybe its just me but the poster makes him look weird .. not a fan #ALSO THEY SHRUNK HIS BIG ':3' MOUTH FUCK THIS. #its like you can TELL its the same guy but it doesnt FEEL that way #they slapped the boring generic-ass wildbrain mouth on him #i shouldnt be getting this angry about it but i am sorry . #ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #raine's rambles #i AM gonna have to make him my oc atp huh #idk why im complaining so much ill get over it eventually #ill be pissed but #ill live.

[ra-archives]

I was at a debate competition yesterday, so here's some art of the chain based on that. This is a debate au now ig?

Lu-tober day 15+16

No prompt

Debate AU lmao

Anyway highlights from the trip + bonus info

Had to get up at like 3:45 am, had to be their at 4:45 and then hours of drive time it was some bullshit no one was happy also it was cold as fuck

Wild and Hyrule being in Congress bc they're speech kids and need a debate even is so me tho. I crashed and burned cause I had not a single thing prepared lmao

Turned Legend and Four into a PF duo cause they gave me the same vibe as a pair of people on my team, also I think it'd be funny

I won first place with my Oratory! Wasn't actually expecting that, but I got straight 1's through all my rounds, was very confused at first but hey I slay :D

Last comic bit of Wild winning is basically a recreation of that moment expect there was more exited running and fistbumps as I returned to the audience

Probably never gonna touch this idea again but I find it amusing for now. Maybe one or two bored doodles during rounds.

#lutober #lu legend #lu wild #lu hyrule #idk what to tag this #anyway debate seasons starting I am dreading it yet very exited #Oh random notes about this #Wild does informative speaking #Which was my old event before a topic switch into oratory #Sky and Wars do LD. Wind does Extemp and Humorous Interps. #Originally I had Twi and Time put down as a Policy team and TBH I kinda think they still should be #I just wanted someone to throw in congress with the other two #It was originally Wars but I decided I didn't wanna draw him #Sorry wars #Can you tell I've though about this too much? #I got very bored during my Congress Round #Also didnt get murdered by ghosts hell yeah :D

[dorianpavus]

could a depressed person do THIS (painstakingly recreating all the stardew houses and characters in the sims)

#very fun trying to keep to the original while also embellishing in an attempted lore-friendly way #anyway this is what i've been up to lol. the sims depression sprial #personal spam #that's the mullner's house (george/evelyn/alex) and leah's cottage btw. leah i hope you can tell but the mullner's is more interpretation #this is the most i've ever played the sims lol. normally it's like 1 day of cas and i get bored. i am Absorbed

[iceeericeee]

I wonder how many tags i can add on to this

#there must be SOME kind of a limit otherwise posts would get suuuuuuper duper long like is it just 30? #idk but i'm going to find out by simply maxxing out the character limit for each tag and finding out the limit of tags for each post lololo #this is gonna be great. i just have to remember to type without ever using the comma. it shouldn't be too hard right? fuck i almost typed #the comma i'm already bad at this smh my head. also if your still here i commend you. you have a better attention span than i do. #i'm already starting to get bored holy shit this is not happening. i gotta power through this. FOR SCIENCEEEEEEEEEE. or somethinggggggggggg #but fr idk what else to say. maybe just saying that i don't know what to say will be good enough? but does that even count? #I don't even know anymore. ffffffffuck. this is gonna be a while huh? also holy shit if you're still here omg u deserve like. a prize or #something because u definitely didn't have to stay and read all of this bull shit. lololol i typed out bs but decided to just spell the who #thing out just to make it go by faster. i'm so lazy. this is only the nineth tag HOW will i make it to 30. i am sobbing the adhd is adhding #very hard rn. are you still here? bruh this is insane. i have somehow managed to keep ur attention this long and it's just me spouting #absolute balderdash. wait do you know what balderdash even means? i don't care if you do already i'm gonna tell you anyway. balderdash is #basically just another word for nonsense. boom. you learned something new today. balderdash equals nonsense equals this damn post. #why did i decide to do this in the first place. it was a dumb idea. i don't know if i can even keep going. this is only the *counts tags* #it's the 14th tag. we've got a long way to go boys. men. soldiers. comrads. friends. besties peeps. marshmallows. #where was i going with this? oh yeah. trying to max out the limit for tags. dang i almost typed a comma there. i haven't done that since #i think the third or fourth tag. dang that feels like such a long time ago. not for you guys probably. it feels longer because i have to li #type it all out and stuff. so it's definitely gonna feel longer for me. are you still here? good lord don't you have better things to #be doing than reading all of this? we're already on tag number 18. it feels like i should be on the thirtyeth by now. or however it's spell #'toast' you might be wondering 'why are you typing out the names of the numbers instead of say '9' or '5'?' well you see. young one. #this is a strategy i'm using to make each tag slightly longer. even if i don't know how to spell it. it'll make it just a little bit longer #anyway. i got off topic. not that there was ever a topic to begin with. unless it's about making this as long as i can. #which i am apparently good at doing. i guess. are you STILL here? do you seriously have nothing to do? i guess i'm flattered you stayed thi #whole time. instead of reading something else you stayed here. with me. listening to me talk. on the twenty-third tag. oh yeah its tag 23 #except now it's tag twenty-four. how crazy is that. this little talk is almost over. only 6 tags away if memory serves right. this's strang #i kind of don't want this to end. but i know it should. after all there is a limit. but all things must come to and end at some point i gue #i'm running out of things to say. it's probably a good thing it's almost over. hahahahah............... but i don't want to go. i don't wan #to leave this post. i've worked so hard on it. and for what. just for it to end. are you still here? yes? good. i'd hate to end this alone. #thank you for indulging me and my craziness. the end is only 2 tags away now. you can go ahead and leave. i'll be okay on my own. really... #...you're still here? i- i don't know what to say. i suppose a toast is in order. perhaps. for this journey. this stupid dumb post i though #would be fun. i'll make it short. it's the last tag after all. this was fun. but i will never do it again. so long as a i live. i'll miss y

[the-kestrels-feather]

D'you think Vampires have a favorite blood type like do you think they crack open a boy as a cold one and go "fuck man, it's a B+. I hate B+" or "FUCK YEAH AB MY FAVORITE", and also like, does blood type matter when sucking blood like if you drain an A+ person and then a B- one will you get sick? I need to know about vampire blood typing

#vampires #vampires please interact #i read dracula recently so this is what my brain is thinking about rn #dracula #bram stoker #where is my urban fantasy book about a newly made vampire learning the hard way that blood type matters #like he runs to his grizzled old vampire mentor and is like “dude what the fuck why does my stomach feel like theres a war going on in it” #“did you eat?” #“yeah” #“more than one victim.” #“yeah?” #“did you get their blood types?” “why the fuck would i do that?” “because steven you can't just suck blood willy nilly you gotta know type” #“im undead can turn into a bat can ride moonbeams etc. and you're telling me that drinking 2 different types of blood can knock me out?” #“sure am” #“WHAT THE FUCK” #anyways im very bored at work if you can't tell

[4remus]

thoughts on if remus was in ravenclaw instead of gryffindor?

well according to his personality he should’ve been but it wouldn’t work with the story because

if he was in ravenclaw the marauders literally would’ve never got to know him. he’s an introvert plus has a big secret to hide. he’d be closed on himself and probably wouldn’t have had the best hogwarts school experience. after all the marauders especially lily really had a big part on making him see the world different from what he used to see

the only way i can think of on how the marauders might’ve gotten to know him even if he was a ravenclaw is by being nosy af (which they’re) and got suspicious where does madam pomfrey take this little kid every full moon and found out

after that they’ll break more rules than they’re already breaking sirius practically would never step a foot into gryffindor dormitory unless if they had a fight

#thank you so much for the ask! you’re probably regretting it rn because of this literal paragraph i wrote #i am very sorry but what can i say i’m bored and i am very much passionate about remus if you couldn’t tell #remus headcanon #remus lupin #remus kinnie #marauders #wolfstar #sirius black #4sk

[legionofpotatoes]

I played Season over the weekend, which if I had to condense "thematic meandering" into a videogame is probably what I would most closely end up with; but it was still a cozy chill time that targeted my very specific niche of robust cow petting mechanics. Followed by journaling the heck out of them.

I do think cute indies living and dying by their sincere desire to paint the human condition should never ever ever fall into the temptation of obtuse and nebulous worldbuilding that desperately needs to explain itself so it can function as an aesthetic blanket for their vignettes. Just keep it loose and metaphor-heavy, fellas.

Cause if you're not extremely, painfully specific about your intention with a story that centers ignorant tourism and historic preservation, you're gonna beef it, bud

#season a letter to the future #I have so many nitpicks but it feels mean lmao. in a very subjective sense I had a good time with it. I am a boring playstyle guy #scrapbooking and cycling in a pretty world is right up my alley. wish it wasn't so #man idk if I can call it what I want to call it cause it's so unclear of its own optics. the intention feels pure #for whatever good that can do in a context this god damn loaded :D but at least I recorded the froggies on my tapes #(a game like this does not need elaborate lore that it then fails to adequately explain anyway. that is a barrier to many of season's #emotional high points. shit just lacks clarity of purpose and happens as a given and banks on its aesthetic and melancholic context to #provide the necessary backbone for that punch. but then you end up revealing your hand and general flippant disposition towards this #nebulously coded cultural backdrop that you've constructed for ultimately shallow purposes. especially irt to the core ethos #like the game ultimately asks us if dispassionate preservation of a dying culture is more valuable than the vicarious experience of it but #then that binary is never meaningfully weighted since the protagonist survives and succeeds in either option BECAUSE of the journal and? #it all fizzles out in thematic incongruity. maybe it's my own hangups with glorification of legacy to such a manic degree #or maybe it's really just meant to be sort-of aimless and 'human' in that way. which again negates the need for this lore-brain barrier #just keep it simple without the oddly pedestrian mechanics of the literal apocalypse and the mass amnesia prayers and tell #the exact same story. with a tighter grip on the context of who the protagonist is in this land. there's your game) #text

[whosname]

I got bored at the brand training. I had a Pocky every time the trainer said "gradient". I ate the whole Pocky box.

#gintama #gintama fanart #my art #gintoki sakata #this meeting could have been an email #it was so boring and i am very low energy today #also you can tell who's the non designer in this meeting asking the dumb question that messed the presenter #my graphic designer's lament #our sugar king

[dumortains]

omg saw your grey's anatomy posting 👀 specifically the post about Alex and Meredith's friendship. literally will never forgive the way Alex left the show. (sorry this isn't an ask as much as just rambling in your inbox, please think of this as an excuse to ramble about Grey's Anatomy I am all ears 👂)

ME NEITHER i'm so mad about the way they butchered him. just threw all his character development out the window. no way alex would've just left mer like that (KNOWING SHE HAS FUCKING ABANDONMENT ISSUES and shit) or ended things w jo like that...

like i could've accepted him leaving to be w izzie and their kids if they had handled him leaving properly. honestly would've preferred they had just killed him off instead of the shit they gave us (also cuz been a while since they had a death that i really cared about and it just doesnt feel like greys without it 😞)

#they did my specialist little babygirl so dirty #pearl answers #plasticdodecagon #alex leaving was like. the last straw for me. could not bring myself to care about greys anymore after that #like it had been boring for a while before that but after he left there were barely any characters left who i actually cared about #i can barely tell you what happened in the last couple seasons of greys cuz it just could not hold my attention #also am 2/3 seasons behind #but rewatching rn and then i plan to catch up w the newer seasons #mostly for amelia #and addison who seems to be coming back?? #oh and for helm getting a gf #also you're very welcome to tell me your greys thoughts!! #grey's anatomy #alex karev

[boxwinebaddie]

Unrelated to your tfbw au I just consumed and not a question but I find myself saying “woza” because of you /pos and I just think you should know that your writing has that kind of influence (I doubt I’m the only one experiencing this kind of Ninafication).

Anyway I think your content is golden and truthfully I mostly go on here to read your posts, no lie it literally makes my day better. Ok no more buttering, just thought I’d stop lurking for a sec 8)

AAAAAAA!!!! hello, my darling!!!! <3333 omg, i love the *stan vc* wowza. it's just the finest exclaimation of suprise, enchantment, merriment and awe. also, it's cute shdksh.

choose your fighter: the kyle 'mmm' sound or *stan vc* Wowza~

but when i tell you i am cheesing so hard!!!! that makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside. i think it's so cute when you guys tell me about your accidental ninafication or that you use my weird little ncu ninaisms in your real lives. <333 i remember when people were telling me about how they started telling their friends that they 'hope they heal' or how they accidentally started saying *nina vc* 'JAIL!!!!

re: the specific weird colloquialisms i created in my style fanfics though. it really means a lot to me that you guys enjoyed stuff like the share chair or stan calling kyle kyle pile in pep or kyle calling stan stan the man w/ the plan, me making weird side characters like pep corner store guy raj as our narrator, or even just smile pendejo or i hope you heal because??? that was all stuff that i invented within the context of my ncuniverses and don't exist in the sp universe at all?

which is not to say i created them thoughtlessly or haphazardly, quite the opposite actually! i created them very consciously around how i think my styles would address each other, cute teenage boy things, their little inside jokes, style signing when stan is depressed etc. but the fact that that resonated with you guys enough and made enough sense in my fanfictions that you don't mind that i cobbled them into the canon and actually enjoy them enough to use them!!! AAAAA!!!

i'm sorry you got ninaficated, darling, but i am so glad you did. thank you for enjoying my content. recently, i've been feeling a lot of imposter syndrome over it again and wondering if i'm just kind of yelling into the void, posting content that people don't care about. i worry about my cadence in my posts, if they seem to be written poorly, if i'm clogging your dash with my nonsense...but this is very reassuring. i am glad you guys still care about my stuff even though it's been forever, i try to keep it really fun and interesting on here and shift gears a lot through my posts to keep your brains working.

and on the note of shifting gears and keeping things interesting, thank you for reading my tfbw posts AAAAAA!!!! i know i am insane, but if you tell me you read stuff about everything is going to be o.k :) or to kill a king and enjoyed it i will personally feed you candy. ilysm.

which i hope when you consumed it, it was candy-like in flavor!!!! i hope very much that you enjoyed it!!! i put a lot of time into my lore for it so it makes me super happy when you guys enjoy my less asked about au content. especially because!!! strangely enough, rm was my project AFTER pep that quite literally no one was asking about and i made just for me...and now...here we are like 200 asks later.

...Wowza.

all in all, thank you so much, my lovely, for this message. i feel like we listen to me blather so often that i never get to hear from any of you! so it's really nice when you guys chime in and i can chat with you! also, not to freak you guys out, but i do camp on the notes sometimes and get really excited when i see someone liking a bunch of posts because either you're catching up on your light reading of my bullshit or you're new which...welcome to hell, enjoy your Slay! xx

-uncle nina, space heating the room w/ my blush

#THANK YOU DARLING MWAH MWAH MWAH #its so cute when you guys copy me oh my god i love you i try to be funny oh my god this is such an honor #when yall were telling people in ur life that you love that you hoped they healed *jersey vc* STAHPPPP ITTTTT #so fucking cute all of you omg #the stan wowza is just so real like i can see his big gigantic sugar glider eye balls getting so wide and shiny #like the heavens are opening up ( kyle ) #stan please stop being cute i love him so bad #but yeah especially since my style content is so weird and not totally canon compliant all the time #although everything i do is entertwined or interacts or is informed in some way shape or form by the canon always #as an english major v important abt citing my sources #aka south park and being a crazy mentally ill queen #YOURE SO CUTE THO I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE WHO LURK REACH OUT TO ME BC IM JUST WATCHING U LIKE STUFF #AND I AM LIKE I LIKE YOU VERY MUCH <333333 EEE #i'm glad u enjoy my stuff i get really worried about being boring like its been a while so im like does anyone still care #CLEARLY YES AHAHA SJHDLSD #also hand to my heart thank you for your service thank you for reading about my tfbw au i have mental problems #its only really that relevant to me AND SHELL WHO DREW IT I LOVE YOU BABY but i wake up in a cold sweat thinkin abt it #like stas wakes up in a cold sweat thinking abt women #ANYWAYS! THANK YOU MY LOVE! MWAAAAAH

[wellenklavier]

hmm I really want to change my name

#i have since high school but i just dont know. what to do bc nothing feels right or really stands out #my current one doesnt vibe with me and there are people who i am genuinely very wary of who know me by it so i just want to distance myself #from any association.. #but then what do i do w my real social medias. like do i just change it and not tell anyone. #anyway since im moving to a new state its perfect bc No One there will have any idea who i am and theres no chance to run into someone who #knows me by my current one.. #idk ive tried some and theyre fine but they dont click. sometimes i think ive found it and later its just like eehhh #and i would rather die than name myself some shit like sock or other infantilizing thing. and all the people i can think to name myself #after either have the most boring monosyllable or something way too fkin cool for me #cant win! its hard to ask people Well What Do You Think Fits Me bc thats a big ask lmao and ultimately i would have to rly think about #it. sm f h...... #that being said if ur reading this 1st of all damn 2nd of all u could suggest a name. could use the help lol

[devilbeez]

To be absolutely dramatic, I’m going to cry—

#fuck studying #why is my own country history so fucking boring #where is the goddamn tea #why are we so dull #WHY AM I EVEN STUDYING HISTORY IN THE FIRST PLACE #I’M IN ART MAJOR #THAI HISTORY IS LITERALLY A BUNCH OF OTHER PLACES COPY AND PASTE INTO A CULTURE #WHERE IS THE TEA #I CAN VERY WELL PUT UP 3 PERIOD OF ART AND MOST PEOPLE CAN’T FUCKING TELL #I CAN PULL UP ART FROM ROMANTIC RENAISSANCE AND BAROQUE AND YOU CAN SPOT THE DIFFERENCE EVEN IF YOU’RE NOT A PROFESSIONAL #THIS IS BS

[burningspy]

Over the past few weeks, I have seen a ton of memes about the excessive amount of birds in the 12 days of Christmas.

While those memes are humorous, I don't think the birds are the most problematic gift in the dozen. So, I am making this poll to see if you agree with me, or if you are all psychotic.

I guess they could milking goats or something else. The song isn't very specific about what they happen to be milking at the time. Just that they are actively milking.

#mine #poll #christmas #12 days of christmas #stupid memes #stupid polls #I am very bored on this Christmas Eve #can you tell? #bored #very bored