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slytherinshua · 1 year
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And I'd also like to request #1 and #18 from fluff, #16 from action for Moonbin please <3
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Sleepy
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ genre and tags: fluff. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ warnings: kissing. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ pairing: moonbin x fem!reader. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ wc: 511. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ a/n: hannah!! sorry this req got trapped in my hiatus, but i didn't forget abt it! i hope you don't mind that it's a bit late, and i hope you enjoy <33
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You were only supposed to stay over until 9 pm, but the fact that it was now 1 am and your head was resting comfortably on Bin’s shoulder wasn’t something you were going to rush to change. You were quite content to stay just like this, in fact.
Bin was falling asleep, you could tell. Your intertwined hands rested on his lap on top of the blanket that you were sharing. The bowl of snacks was empty and the movie volume had been turned all the way down even though it was still playing. He only added small hums to the conversation to tell you that he was still listening to what you were saying. But soon he was completely silent as he couldn’t fight back the sleep anymore.
You glanced up at his face with a smile. He looked so contended where he was, falling asleep cuddled up to you. You joined him soon, dozing off for the next couple hours until you stirred again sometime in the early wakings of the morning. The sun was just barely peeking behind the horizon light, and a small orange glow was the only light source that reached through the window.
You turned to Bin again, “You still sleeping?” You asked in a whisper to make sure you didn’t wake him up if he was. But he shook his head slightly and hummed, keeping his eyes closed.
“What time is it?”
“4 am.” Bin mumbled.
“Shit- you have work in a couple hours!” You panicked, starting to move to get up, but he caught your wrist to stop you.
“Don’t leave! You’re warm…” He wrapped his arms around you firmly, making sure there was no way you would be able to escape his grasp.
“But you have work…” 
“Shh-” Bin placed a finger over your mouth to stop you from protesting any longer. He paused for a second before replacing his finger with his lips softly. He kissed you for a long time, his hands cupping your cheeks to bring you closer. When he pulled out, he was smiling widely and you were blushing.
“You’re so pretty.” He whispered, his hand tucking some of your hair behind your ear.
“You think I’m pretty even like this?” You asked, referencing your messy hair, pyjamas, bare face and tired eyes. But Bin just nodded, eyes so full of admiration that you could feel your heart race in your chest.
You kissed him again, saying a small thank you against his lips. If you could stay like this in his arms everyday, you would in a heartbeat. You would never get tired of cuddling with him, and you were sure he felt the same way.
You didn’t go back to sleep, but you closed your eyes again. You snuggled closer to your boyfriend, your hand wandering over to find his with your eyes closed. You gently laced your fingers with his and gave his hand a small squeeze. He squeezed back.
“I love you.” You said, a smile growing on your face.
“I love you too.”
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ astro taglist: @yeonjuns-bluehair,, @hannahsophie0103,, @syrxiee2,, @justhyunhoer
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kpoptrashlord-007 · 2 years
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blu-joons · 2 years
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You Appear On Knowing Bros Together ~ Moon Bin
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Your smile was wide as soon as Moonbin joined you in the dressing room, catching sight of you adjusting your tie. You didn’t quite know where to look as his shy eyes studied you dressed ready to appear with your uniform on.
“Can you believe that this is our first appearance together?” Moonbin asked you with a wide smile, “I feel like I need someone to just pinch me for a moment to make sure this is real.”
It had all felt like a bit of a dream for Moonbin until the two of you pulled up at the broadcast station. For months he had been keen to appear on something with you, to be able to show off your relationship, and at last the opportunity had come for you both.
Whilst Moonbin was full of confidence, you were a little bit nervous. You didn’t want to mess up, knowing how much the show loved having Moonbin on the last thing you wanted to do was stumble and cause a mess.
Even whilst the two of you were getting ready, Moonbin could tell that you were getting nervy. Every time that he caught your eye, he reassured you, knowing that between the two of you, you were going to make for a great show.
“Are you ready to head down to set?” Moonbin asked as you stood back from the mirror.
Your head nodded slowly in reply, “we can’t stay here forever, as nice as that may be.”
Moonbin’s head shook as he took a hold of your hand, “we’ll be alright, I’m right by your side so nothing can go wrong, right?”
You weakly smiled in Moonbin’s direction as you walked onto set. After a couple of minutes waiting, you were told it was time for you to go in, with Moonbin pushing up the door to plenty of cheers, guiding you across to behind the desk that was waiting for you both.
“Hello,” Moonbin waved once the two of you were still, “I’m Moonbin and I come from the school of I know you’ve all been waiting for me to come back to you again.”
“And I’m Y/N and I come from the school of I have nothing to promote I’m just hear for the fee and an appearance with Moonbin.”
Everyone in the room knew that the two of you were together, which quickly led to plenty of teasing from Soogeun especially. You weren’t surprised, as plenty of questions came, wanting to know how the two of you met and what your relationship was like together.
“I’m interested to know if Moonbin has any bad habits,” Kyunghoon spoke up in the middle of your conversation, “I mean no idol can be faultless, can they?”
Your head nodded in agreement with him, “I think if I shared with you Moonbin’s bad habits I would probably end up sleeping on the couch tonight.”
“That’s because I don’t have any bad habits,” Moonbin joked, “I’m the perfect idol.”
Your eyes rolled as they all began to tease your reactions, beginning to figure out exactly how much the two of you enjoyed winding each other up. The smiles on your faces let everyone know that you were joking, chuckling away to yourselves.
The laughter continued throughout the reads of your profiles before Moonbin stayed at the desk and you replaced Youngcheol at the front of the classroom. Moonbin picked up his cue cards, looking around the room to make sure everyone was listening.
“Y/N recently surprised me, but what did she do to leave me stunned?” He asked the room, sending a knowing glance to you as you remembered what he had done.
“Did she make dinner for you for when you came home?” Hodong called out first, only for Moonbin to shake his head straight away in reply to him.
“I did something for him,” you added, “but the both of us aren’t the best in the kitchen really.”
“Maybe give you a lift somewhere?” Janghoon suggested from the back of the room, “when you’re an idol you constantly have to travel to places.”
Once again, Moonbin’s head shook, “she didn’t give me a lift somewhere, but she did have to go somewhere for it.”
As a couple more suggestions were thrown around the room as everyone continued guessing. Slowly they were getting warmer, but they still weren’t quite able to get to the answer that Moonbin was looking for, leaving him with no choice but to give them a hint.
“It was something that she did whilst we were filming for our recent comeback,” he told them, “something that it always nice to get when you’re busy at work.”
“Did she pay you a compliment?” Heechul teased from the front of the room, “did Y/N maybe say that you looked nice for once.”
The corners of Moonbin’s smile turned up, but still his head shook. “Luckily for me, Y/N compliments me all the time, but this was something that I wasn’t expecting at all, she completely took me by surprise.”
“Maybe something to do with food?” Sangmin called out, “that’s nice on set.”
The expression on Moonbin’s face began to quickly give the game away with Jinho yelling out. “Did she send you a food or coffee truck whilst you were filming, or maybe surprise you by being in the truck too?”
“That’s it,” Moonbin proudly smiled, “Y/N ended up sending a coffee truck and all of the little things like the cup holders had photos of her and all of the members to make us smile.”
All eyes were on you as you shyly sunk down in your seat as everyone agreed how kind that was for you to do before allowing Moonbin to move onto his next question about you.
“As you know, Sanha and I recently returned with new music, but what did Y/N do to help us out?” He asked the room, watching as you sunk further down.
“Did she help dress the two of you?” Janghoon questioned, raising his arm into the air, only for Moonbin’s head to shake.
Your head shook too as you easily recalled what it was that you had done, trying your best not to just shout and end up spoiling the game.
“Did she move out and let you and Sanha live together whilst you worked?” Soogeun joked, “maybe she slept on the sofa for a while.”
Moonbin chuckled, but again shook in his head. “I would definitely be in a whole world of trouble if I made Y/N move out and replaced her with Sanha.”
You nodded in agreement with him, “if there’s one person I don’t want to be replaced with, then it’s definitely Sanha.”
“Did she maybe help you choreograph?” Hodong then suddenly called out, surprising himself when Moonbin let him know that he’d got the right answer.
You turned around and offered a high five out to Hodong, “I’m glad you look at me and think that I’m someone who can dance Hodong.”
“It surprised me and Sanha too,” Moonbin laughed from behind the desk. “We thought Y/N was joking at first but then when she showed us the move that she had come up with, it seemed to fit the routine perfectly.”
For the rest of the episode, you ran through your questions before playing a game, bringing the day to an end with the two of you back in your dressing room.
Your smiles were both wide as you threw yourselves down on the sofa, “I told you that had no reason to be nervous today, didn’t I?”
“I didn’t think it would be that much fun,” you acknowledged, “but I definitely wouldn’t have been able to do that without you there.”
“It went perfectly because the two of us were together.”
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laskyy · 2 years
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Astro Masterlist
Park Jinwoo (Jinjin):
Soon :)
×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××
Kim Myungjun (MJ):
Soon :)
××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××
Lee Dongmin (Cha Eunwoo):
Soon :)
×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××
Moon Bin:
Soon :)
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Park Minhyuk (Rocky):
Soon :)
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Yoon Sanha:
There's no one here
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vex91 · 11 months
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Astro Masterlist
(f) - fluff, (a) - angst, (af) - angst + fluff (s) - smut
Kim Myungjun:
Nothing yet...
Park Jinwoo:
Nothing yet...
Lee Dongmin:
Nothing yet...
Moon Bin:
Nothing yet...
Park Minhyuk:
Nothing yet...
Yoon Sanha:
Nothing yet...
OT6:
Nothing yet...
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ateez-ao3feed-new · 10 days
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One-Shots
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/obqizCR by theshinyreader just a few one shots- enjoy your read! :) Words: 1214, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band), ATEEZ (Band), Stray Kids (Band), ASTRO (Band), EXO (Band), NCT (Band), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band), 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, P1Harmony (Band), VICTON (Band), K-pop Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M, Multi Relationships: Kwon Soonyoung | Hoshi/Lee Jihoon | Woozi, Jeon Wonwoo/Kim Mingyu, Kim Hongjoong/Park Seonghwa, Jeong Yunho/Song Mingi (ATEEZ), Han Jisung | Han/Lee Minho | Lee Know, Kim Seungmin & Seo Changbin, Byun Baekhyun/Park Chanyeol, Kim Junmyeon | Suho/Oh Sehun, Lee Dongmin | Cha Eunwoo/Moon Bin, Yoon Sanha/Everyone, ATEEZ Ensemble/Everyone, SEVENTEEN Ensemble/Everyone Additional Tags: More ships to be added, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Fluff, Smut, Alternate Universe - High School, Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Alternate Universe - Royalty, Alternate Universe - Vampire, Explicit Sexual Content, Hanahaki Disease, Unrequited Love, Idiots in Love, Boys In Love, Friends With Benefits, Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/obqizCR
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blue-logos · 1 year
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[fic] The (White) Elephant in the Room Astro, binu, background myungjin AO3-G, Christmas fluff ~2200 words It's time for the annual office white elephant gift exchange, which is really a competition for who can give the worst gift. Bin thinks he can win. Everyone is surprised when Dongmin has the worst taste in gifts - for himself.
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softxsuki · 2 years
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Hello! Can I request for an oneshot of ASTRO Moonbin and female reader? where he and OC are just casually spending time together as best friend. But as the day progress, Bin decides that they've known each other for a long time and he can't hide his feeling for OC anymore. And BOOM he finally confess and they together! Super fluff pls🥺❤️ ps: I've just recently found out abt your blog and I rly like your works! Sending you lots of loveeeee💜
Hey! Thank you so much for your support with my blog! This request is over a year old (sorry) back when my account wasn’t as big and I didn’t write for as many fandoms as I do today, but I won’t be able to write this request. I don’t know much about Astro anymore 😭 sorry for keeping you waiting for no reason 😕
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starlit-serenade · 3 years
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You're My Home
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Summary: Moonbin finally comes home after being gone on tour for a couple months, and you both just want to be affectionate with each others after missing each other for so long.
Word Count: 1,011 words
Pairing: Reader x Moonbin / Characters: GenderNeutral!Reader; Moonbin;
Rated: T / Warnings: Kissing (jk kissing is nice); Very slight suggestiveness / Genre: Fluff;
A/N: I wrote this for @soulangel !!! I haven't posted a fic in a while, and I've been traveling so I hope this is ok! 🥺👉🏾👈🏾 Thank you for everything!!!
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MoonBun🌙🐇: baby! angel! the plane just landed, im on the way home to you!!!
You giggle at the text, and smile. Moonbin has been overseas for a couple months, on tour with his group members. And while you and Moombin called and texted every day, you had missed him immensely, and you're extremely excited to be back in his arms again after so long.
You: I'm so excited to see you baby! Did you eat already? Or should I pick you up something?
MoonBun🌙🐇: they fed us on the plane, it's alright my love! it's late, sleep if you need
You: I'll try my best to wait up for you Binbinnie~♡
You set down your phone on the bed beside you and sigh contently. Moonbin has been gone for almost three months, while on tour overseas. And while you know he loves his job--and by extension love his job for him--and you and him voice or video called every single day, you missed him intensely.
At night, whenever your late night calls ended and you were still awake, rather than you falling asleep on call, you'd struggle to fall asleep. The bed is too empty, his side of the bed has been so cold. And he's been promising, "Only one month left, sweetheart," and, "Only one week left baby." And it was more than sweet, but it didn't make you miss him any less.
But knowing he's now back in the same country as you again, that he's not even an hour away from you . . .
You're practically bouncing with joy. You're suddenly restless, and slide out of bed to go to the living room. You sit on the couch, phone in hand, waiting so that you'll be ready to meet Moonbin the moment he arrives.
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Moonbin twists the doorknob and pushes open the door, hands shaking with excitement. He's eager to see his baby again. He enters and his eyes fall on you, sitting on the couch, and his heart swells. He quickly  sets his bags down with such urgency, he nearly throws them, and quickly runs over. At the same time, you nearly throw yourself off of the couch at the sight of him and run to him, jumping and wrapping your arms around his neck and legs around his waist as he catches you.
"Binnie! You're home!" You cling to him tightly as he peppers kisses all over your face. He kisses your cheeks, your nose, your eyelids. His lips don't leave a single inch of your face untouched.
"I'm home, sweetheart," he mutters against your lips.
"You're home . . ."
"I am, sweetheart," he says, squeezing you. He pulls away to look at you properly. He hoists you up so he can carry you on one arm and his hips, and you wrap your legs tighter around him. With his now free hand, he cups your cheek and wipes away a few tears you didn't know had fallen.
"My angel, why are you crying?" he asks, eyebrows knitted in concern. 
"I missed you," you say. "I missed you so much. You leave often because of busy schedules, and I'm understanding of your tours, but three months . . . you haven't been gone that long in a while and I'm not used to it. I missed you . . ."
He presses a kiss to the tip of your nose, your lips, the corners of your lips, and where he had wiped your tear away. "I missed you too, angel. I missed you every second, there wasn't a second I didn't think of you."
"Really?" you ask.
"Absolutely," he says. He waps the free arm around your waist, and you feel him taking you somewhere. But you're too focused on clinging onto him and peppering kisses all over his face to care. That is, until you feel yourself fall backward, and yelp.
You land on your back on the bed, and Moonbin falls down next to you. He crawls over to sort of lie on top of you, wrapping his arms around you and buries his face in your chest.
"I missed you so much, sweetheart," he mumbles into your neck. He kisses down your neck, to your collarbone, nibbling and kissing a tiny bit.
"Bin," you mumble, playing with his hair while he peppers your neck and chest with kisses and nibbles.
"Mmhmm?"
"Missed you."
He hums and rolls over, his hand clutching yours. Suddenly, your thoughts drift to the bags he left in the living room.
"Binnie, let me put your things aside to unpack later, okay?" you say, pushing yourself up on your elbows. As you try to get out of bed and head toward the door, you hear a whine from the bed, and feel Moonbin refusing to let go of your hand. You turn and see his pouted lip and puppy dog eyes.
"Don't leave," Moonbin pouts. "Come to bed, please? I missed you . . ."
You smile and crawl into bed next to him. "Alright, you big baby."
"Yay!!!" Moonbin wraps his arms tightly around you, as if he never wants to let you go. You hum, comfortable in his embrace, and let him hold you from behind.
He buries his face in your neck, humming contently. "I missed you. Your smell. Your feel. Your warmth . . ." He starts kissing along the column of your neck, and you weave your fingers into his, where they lay wrapped around you.
"I missed you too," you say. His fingers trace circles over your knuckles.  "I know you love your job, but I always miss you when you leave for a long time."
"I'm not going anywhere anytime soon, I promise," he murmurs against your skin. "I'm home now, baby," he says. "I'm home now here with you. You're my home, baby."
You smile as he turns and tucks you into him, so that he's spooning you, arms around you while he peppers kisses on your neck. You've been here in your home alone for months, but only now, wrapped in Moonbin's embrace, for the first time in months, does it finally feel like home.
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binunus · 3 years
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college bf!bin
a/n the duality of this man??? i’m deceased...anyway i did not think this would go this long but uh my hand slipped...happy birthday binnie!
word count: 5k
genre: fluff, smut, (tiny) angst _________________________________________________
ugh yo
bin is so??? infuriatingly hot??? yet cute at the same time
major: exercise science
and because I love mermaid prince/the beginning, he’s been on the swim team since first year college
swam varsity starting his second year
besties with eunwoo, they were roommates their whole college career
alright so bin loves making friends
he’s so playful and talkative once you really get to know him
but his aura?? tbh very intimidating
like he has an rbf and just like he’s so tall, broad shouldered, built, like he just carries himself very strongly that you will get intimidated when you first meet him
very well known in the university
literally has a professional photographed banner of him hanging in the athletic building with the gold medal he won freshman year
a little embarrassed about it
not really, only when the boys (as in literally the other five) tease him
myungjun: woOoOw bin that guy on the banner really looks like you, don’t you think?
rocky: we geeeeet it you’re a star athlete
blah blah blah you know the vibes, they’re endearing
so how do you meet bin?
basically you’re a friend of a friend—you’re eunbi’s (sinb) friend
you’ve only met bin briefly from time to time, but otherwise you never really had any reason to get acquainted with him
your only encounters of him are when he wants to annoy eunbi and she immediately puts him in his place
but then suddenly in the spring semester of your 2nd year, you and him are in the same 8 am
a boring statistics gen ed class that everyone needs to take in order to graduate
you were running a bit late during the first class meeting—you woke up 30 minutes after your alarm and literally rushed out of your apartment—you made it to class with 2 minutes to spare
most of the seats were filled up already, except that one seat in the back left corner by the window next to the one and only moon bin
oh would you look at that
you felt a bit relieved honestly, you didn’t know anyone else in that class so at least you saw a semi-familiar face
he grinned at you when you sat down
“hey y/n”
you were a bit taken back, “you know my name?”
he laughed a little, “yeah of course, you’re one of eunbi’s really good friends, why wouldn’t I know your name?”
before you could respond, the professor started class and ceased your conversation
one thing you realized as the weeks start to go on
you and bin could not give any two fucks about statistics
no offense to stats lovers
every 8 am on mon/wed/fri, neither one of you would pay attention in class
you both enabled each other to not pay attention basically
so when the professor announced the content and date for the first exam
you and bin literally looked at each other with the same expression
you were both fucked
after class was dismissed, instead of the two of you quickly packing your things and fleeing the room immediately, you both lagged a little bit
you: so...do you know anything that’s going to be on the exam?
bin: uh...no? y/n you’re literally right next to me, you know I don’t do jack shit in this class
you: well fuck, how are you gonna study then bin?
bin: I was probably gonna ask my roommate to help me, he passed with a 96 when he took this class
you give him the best puppy dog eyes you could muster up, you lean in and clasp your hands together like you’re praying
“can he help me too...? please?”
bin’s eyes go a lil wide bc you were a bit closer than he was used to and shit was his heart racing rn?
bin: uh...yeah...sure, i’ll text you to come over when we’re gonna study
you beam at him and like in your excitement you give him a hug
“thank you thank you thank you! i literally cannot fail this class. I’ll see you on friday bin!”
with that you grabbed your bag and just left, leaving bin shocked
he’s surprisingly a shy boy okay!
he always thought you were cute from when he first saw you hanging out with eunbi, but ofc he never thought any more of it
until you guys had this class together and he started to think every day, that wow you are really cute
bin texts you the next day
coincidentally, eunbi texts you too
bin: hey this is bin, if you’re free in an hour my roommate’s gonna help me go over the material in ch. 1
eunbi: why did bin ask for your number
you to bin: yes! send me your addy and i’ll be there :)
you to eunbi: we’re in the same stats class lol and we’re gonna study for our exam next week
eunbi: lol moon bin studying? you might wanna bring some wine with you for emergency y/n
you: lol what do you mean by that?
eunbi: binnie hates studying, but good luck!
ahh, eunbi becomes unhinged when it comes to bin
but you know it’s bc they’re that close, they’re literally childhood best friends, more so like siblings
still, studying w him couldn’t be that bad right?
spoiler alert, it went alright
you felt bad showing up to bin’s apartment empty handed so you picked up some coffee before you arrived
you officially meet bin’s roommate, eunwoo, and you’re floored for like 2 minutes bc literally how can a man like him be real?
cue bin being a bit jealous bc yeah he knew his roommate’s perfect but like damn did you have to be affected by him too :(
eunwoo’s a good teacher alright? you actually understood the material from him
you: idk what eunbi’s talking about, you’re actually not that bad at studying bin
bin being offended: oh god what did eunbi say about me
eunwoo smirking: maybe it’s because you’re here y/n, bin usually doesn’t focus this much when it’s just me trying to help him
you: ???
bin in his head: i can’t trust anyone huh 
before you left his place, you and bin planned to meet up and study one more time before your stats exam
it was just you and bin this time
although you’d never admit it, yes you tried to look good for meeting up with him
yeah he’s a friend?? at least you think you were at that level?? but still, he’s a cute friend and you really didn’t want him to see you looking crusty
you and bin end up studying for a whole 5 hours
granted, half of that time you two were messing around, eating food, trying to procrastinate for as long as you could
bc even though you two had a good handle on the material now—thanks to eunwoo—you both still hated statistics
you knew bin started to get more comfortable with you bc he started teasing you
it made you happy hehe so ofc you started to quip back at him
not at the intensity that he and eunbi do but it’s enough for you :)
he walks you back to your apartment after your study session
wow what a gentleman
bin waving bye at your door with the cutest smile: see you in class y/n :)
mayhaps your stomach did a little somersault
anyways
on the day of your exam you were freaking out
you have test anxiety ah ha ha
you woke up at 5 bc you were paranoid about being late to class
you’re like hastily looking over the notes again when you get to class like are you really prepared omg you’re psyching yourself out hella
bin comes in with 2 cups of iced coffee and he’s like woah are you okay
you: i woke up at 5 bin, idk if i can do this omg
you are like visibly in distress rn and he feels like a pang in his chest 
he was gonna mess with you and say like “bet im gonna get a higher grade than you” but he smartly decides against it
instead, he just takes your hand and gives it a little squeeze: y/n, take a deep breath. you’re going to do great, you studied your ass for this and we both know that you got this material down—even eunwoo hyung said you were gonna ace this exam. just trust your instincts, okay? breathe with me.
he was staring at you so intently and genuinely when trying to calm you down
your anxiety yeeted and suddenly you felt shy
you: th...thanks bin...
bin was worried about you while taking the test rip, he kept secretly glancing at you (while also trying not to make it look like he was cheating) just to make sure that you were okay
he walks you to your next class after you both finished your exam
bin: you sure you’re okay? you said you woke up at 5, did you even eat breakfast? let’s get food after your next class.
you were feeling better after the test but like you got so endeared at his fussing
yes you and bin got lunch that day
your exam results were uploaded the next day
you immediately called bin: I GOT A 95
bin: i told you that you would ace it! i got a 90 hehe
you: bin i literally owe you and eunwoo my life, lemme buy you guys food or something
you hear a little bit of bickering over the phone and suddenly you’re talking to eunwoo
eunwoo: i would love some sushi, but since bin can’t eat seafood, why don’t you come watch his swim meet this weekend :)
you: o...h...o-okay yeah i’d love to watch, what time is it? :)
eunwoo: it’s saturday at 10 am
you: okay! i’ll see you there bin
bin already planning on drop kicking eunwoo
cha eunwoo—best wingman™
you basically beg eunbi to go with you to bin’s swim meet
eunbi: i know bin can swim, why do i have to watch him flounder around under water
also eunbi: faster bin! don’t you fucking dare lose!
bin places first this meet
are we shocked? no
okay you mentally prepared yourself for seeing him shirtless, but clearly you didn’t prep enough bc you’re on the cusp of drooling when you’re watching him from the bleachers
and let’s face it, you’re not subtle and eunbi knows everything so she’s literally closing your jaw for you and like messing with you
eunbi: y/n, you’re really sure you like bin? he’s a good guy but c’mon, i think you deserve better
you: since when did i say that i like him ???? and what do you mean ??? i think he checks...all the boxes...for me...
eunbi: maybe it’s bc i’ve known him since when he used to wet his pants so i don’t understand why people are attracted to him, but like...really, you’ve been checking him out since he removed his shirt. even the ref can see that you’re simping over him
you and eunbi meet up with eunwoo and the rest of bin’s friends—that you haven’t met yet but know of
jinjin: oh so you’re the y/n that bin’s been talking about *wink wonk*
baby you’re blushing
even more so when bin comes up to your group
mmm middle parted wet hair, muscle tee and white sweats, towel around his shoulders
he’s so hot ???
you’re all congratulating him blah blah, but like bin keeps glancing at you and all you can do is just smile and like nervous laugh
sanha: y/n! eunbi noona! you should come eat with us to celebrate bin hyung’s win
eunbi glances at you, little smirk on her face: i have plans, but i know y/n’s free! bin you make sure they get home safe after y’alls dinner plans :)
hwang eunbi—best wingwoman™
dinner with the boys was chaotic, you were talking and joking around with them as if you didn’t just meet them today
*you about to get your wallet*
bin, not even able to look at you: it’s okay y/n, i got you this time
cue the boys teasing
astro: kings of making fun of each other
rocky as the group is splitting up: walk y/n home safely hyung :) don’t stay out too late
bin: sorry about them, they’re a bunch of loud idiots...ah haha...
the walk back to your apartment is actually pretty sweet
he didn’t know if you would actually come watch his meet or not but he was excited when he actually saw you
you talk about small random things about yourselves, but it’s not like useless information, you bet that both your subconsciouses are keeping track of whatever y’all are talking about
you give each other a “friendly” hug goodnight...that lasts like a minute or so
and while you’re hugging, bin just can’t help but think that wow you fit so perfectly in his arms
and on the other hand, you’re thinking he feels so warm? so safe? you don’t want to pull away?
but ofc the hug has to end and you’re thanking him for walking you home and he’s like glued to his spot waving goodbye sweetly and waiting for you to go inside so that he knows you’re safely in your apartment before leaving
bin sighing dreamily as he walks back to his and eunwoo’s place
eunwoo waiting on the couch with a glass of water: how was your date ;)
bin: it wasn’t a date, i just walked y/n home
eunwoo: yeah, but you want it to be a date
bin: ...shut up
god why is the pining stage so long
alright everyone knows you and bin like each other
it becomes pretty obvious after the swim meet
you and him fall into this little routine of switching who buys coffee for your 8 am
and then he’d walk you to your next class afterwards
you both still don’t pay attention in stats, sorry
but that means more outside study sessions dates
you come watch his swim meets, whether astro’s there or you’re just watching by yourself
and then you and him get lunch?? early dinner?? right afterwards, it depends on whenever his meet ends
but like??? neither of you have confessed your feelings for each other
even though you both have like a little hint that yeah the feelings are mutual
you and bin are literally like this for 3 months, like damn the semester is almost over
eunbi and eunwoo are tired of your shit, they’re both just like: when the fuck are they getting together? we’re sick of this.
alright so the masterminds literally pay one of eunwoo’s friends from his major to ask you out while you’re studying with bin
let’s do mingyu why not, he was in your korean history class last year
you and bin are in the library, half studying half goofing off per usual
eunwoo, eunbi, and mingyu are at the opposite side of the floor
mingyu: u sure bin won’t clock me for trying to ask out y/n
eunwoo: probably not??
eunbi: just do it please
mingyu giving them both the finger before walking up to your table
“hey y/n...i was wondering if you’d like to get dinner with me...as a date?”
you: o_o huh?
mingyu: i always thought you were cute from when we had class together last year, but i never had the balls to ask you out or anything...you’re not dating anyone, right?
you glance at bin to find that he’s already looking at you with an expression that you don’t really know how to read
you: um...well no I’m not-
bin: actually, we’re dating so y/n can’t go out with you mingyu, sorry.
mingyu’s not even phased, he just gives you a thumbs up and then leaves
you’re confused like literally what is going on—and then you process what bin said and you whip your head to look at him
bin: sorry i said that...i just felt...jealous i guess when mingyu asked you out
you: I wouldn’t have said yes anyway...I sorta like someone else
bin: fuck it, the topic already came up...y/n I’ve liked you for a while now but uh...I don’t know I guess I was scared to tell you because I’m scared of rejection
you just laugh, but not mockingly! more like bin you’re so cute wtf
“bin, why would I reject you when I’ve literally been into you for the past four months?”
it’s safe to say that you and bin officially began dating after that
eunwoo texting in their gc: bin and y/n are finally together
myungjun: fucking finally
bin: how...did u know that eunwoo...?
*eunwoo has left the chat*
alright but bin’s charm?? flirting?? teasing?? sweetness?? up 1000%
bin is touchy y’all, in private his hands are always on you, whether it be sexual or not sexual is up to you
he restrains himself in public ofc, the most he does is put a hand on your waist or hold your hand
eunbi threatens bin early on in your relationship: bin you’re like my brother, but y/n’s one of my dearest friends and if you as much make them cry i will kill you
ofc bin is still eunbi’s punching bag, but when you three are hanging out, he’s dramatic and acts like he’s hurt so he’s like whining to you
sometimes you play along and coo at him like: aww binnie, where does it hurt baby?
other times you’re like: you really think i believe that?? with the size of your biceps??
eunbi: excuse me while i vomit
okay but binnie? bestest sweetest boy
yes he looks all big and intimidating
but he’s soft—especially for you
your nicknames for each other are either “bub” or “baby”
yes will join in making fun of you with the boys, but when you start pouting he’s a goner and will defend you
bin is also a big cuddler, but i mean you’re not complaining hehe
he’s the big spoon, no questions asked
okay but being in bin’s arms is like your favorite place in the world
his frame literally just envelopes you and all you can feel and smell is him and it’s so??? content, you feel at home with him
you feel bad in the morning bc like his arm has to be sore from your weight so you try to like get out of his grasp, but he literally just whines and hugs you tighter
okay but just imagine you and bin napping and his arms are around your waist, his nose is buried in your neck and he wakes up like nuzzling his face in your shoulder like a puppy
im soft
one week you’re staying over at bin’s apartment and then the next week he’s staying over at yours, the cycle goes like that
if you’re one of my ladies with a ~vagíne~, he will buy all your cravings and your tampons/pads, literally anything you want that week, it is yours
doesn’t really get jealous now that you two are official, he knows that you’re his and he’s yours
you two lightly bicker like friends, but you’ve never had a terrible fight before
you were really close to though—or...like you did?? but it was resolved really quick
one of the only problems of bin is that he hates showing weakness and it takes him a whole lot to truly fully 100% be vulnerable with someone even if it’s someone close to him
he pulled a muscle in his arm and it cost him one of his swim meets
he had to go to rehab for like a month and you knew that mentally he’s been off bc of it
you try to ease talking him into telling you about how he’s really feeling but he just kept dodging the subject
one night after one of his rehab sessions, he came back to your place and you’re just like
“hey bubbie, how was rehab? how are you doing?”
and he just snaps at you: stop asking me how I am, y/n, it’s getting really annoying
you’re taken aback, like what the fuck where did that come from?
your eyebrows furrow and you cross your arms bc you are not going to get spoken to like that
“so me worrying about you and wondering how your recovery’s going is annoying? that’s what a partner is supposed to do, moon bin. what’s going on with you?”
bin: you’re being suffocating! it’s the only thing you ask me about nowadays, sometimes I—
oh boy you got mad
you: I ask you because I know you’re not telling me things! I know you’re suffering by yourself and I want to let you know that I’m here for you, I want to help take some of the pain away or at least help you deal with it because I’m your partner! but how can I if you can’t even let me in?? we’re fucking dating moon bin, we’re supposed to go through rough times together. and you call me suffocating...? 
bin’s silent and he’s looking at the floor
you sigh, tears are building in your eyes because you’re frustrated and a bit hurt by what he said, and your voice cracks when you speak again: if i’m suffocating you, then you should leave. text me or something when you can breathe again, I don’t know.
there’s a bit of spite in your words, hidden by the pain
bin sees the tears rolling down your cheeks and that’s when he knows he fucked up
he’s never seen you cry before—besides like from a sad movie or something
so like the fact that he made you cry and hurt you with his words? damn he hates himself rn
he immediately wraps his arms around you, and you like try to push him to get away bc why is he hugging you? didn’t he just say that you were suffocating? why is he confusing
bin: baby, I’m sorry...I shouldn’t have taken out my frustrations on you, you’re not suffocating me I promise...you’re right about everything, I should be sharing things with you and telling you how I’m really feeling...I’m sorry.
you don’t say anything and just like sniffle and he picks you up and brings you to your bedroom and then he just lets it all out
he tells you how rehab is hard and like yeah his muscle pain is going away, but he doesn’t know if he can swim as fast as he used to and that scares him
and he tells you that sometimes he’s thought of giving up swimming since his injury, but then he thinks of you and that’s how he’s still going through with rehab
you’re his motivator and comfort but he doesn’t want to show you his weak side bc he hates that part of himself
and at this point, bin starts tearing up and you’re like stroking his hair to try and comfort him
bin: I’m not good at telling my feelings baby...probably why I didn’t tell you I liked you until 4 months later...but I promise I’ll work harder and at least try and tell them to you.
ugh pain
anyway your communication with serious things got better after that encounter
eunbi finding out that you and bin argued and he made you cry and she literally punched his stomach
you: omg eunbi stop
bin: it’s okay...I sorta deserved that
eunbi: why...are you not swearing at me? shit, bin are you okay?
he nods to the girl and just puts an arm around your shoulder: we talked things through, don’t worry. I’m all good now, but I did deserve that punch because I hurt y/n when I promised you I wouldn’t
bin ends up having a full recovery and bam his first swim meet after he got the clear from the PT, he gets first place again
all the boys and you and eunbi were there supporting him
bin was hella nervous before the meet started, but you gave him a little good luck kiss and was like: I believe in you bub, no matter the result, as long as you give it your all and don’t hurt yourself again, you’ll be the winner to me :)
this was actually when the first “i love you” was said
after your little pep talk in the locker room, bin’s just hugging you and holding you for comfort
and he just went out with it
“I love you y/n”
you blush hella hard bc you were not expecting that
obviously you’ve been feeling it like yeah your feelings for bin have grown into love for a while now
you just bury your face in his chest and hug him tighter
“I love you too binnie, now go get em bub.”
he smiles and kisses you and tells you that he’ll see you after the meet is over
you come back to the crowd where the boys and eunbi are and you just have a huge smile on your face, you’re literally glowing
myungjun: please tell me you guys didn’t fuck before his swim meet
speaking of fucking
okay let’s get down and dirty ladies and gents wink wonk mmm grr bark bark
bin is so sexy y’all like i dont need to tell you that
he’s 100% a tease
you have a little muscle kink hehe
which bin very much uses to his advantage
if bin is wearing a sleeveless shirt, you bet he wants to smash that day
will walk around shirtless after a shower or after a workout just to turn you on and then depending on his mood, he might tease you for like an hour or you’ll just get right to it
he’s very proud of his body and the work he put into it and knowing that you get turned on from one look of it?? gives him an ego boost, he loves it
one time at a party, he wore a crop top (mm hello bad idea bin) and you literally went feral
you dragged him inside the nearest bathroom and just started making out
he’s an ass guy
...all of astro are ass guys, it’s just obvious with how much they slap each other’s asses and poke each other’s assholes
okay you know how he’s touchy right? i mentioned that earlier
he always wants you on his lap
even if there’s a space available, nope your seat is his thighs
ofc when the situation allows, like you’re not gonna sit on his lap in class duh
most of the time in public like if you’re hanging out with the boys or something, it’s innocent
but if he wants to be a tease, he’ll literally just tighten his grip on your hips and grind you down onto his cock
subtle, he won’t straight up thrust into you
just enough to get his dick stirring and make you feel the outline of it through your pants
and then he just stops and hugs your waist again?? wtf
his major’s exercise science right? will ask if he can practice on you for anatomy and physiology, but you know after touching you in a couple places, y’all will just end up fucking
likes to bite and mark
very proud seeing the hickeys he leaves on you
you can bite, but you can’t bruise, idk his upper body is exposed a lot bc swimming so you can’t really leave any marks on him unless it’s the off season
foreplay’s cool, but he prefers the main event, he just wants to be in you
as much as he loves doggy, his fav position is the hook
(it’s when your legs are on his shoulders ohoho and it just lets him fuck you in a deeper angle mmm)
also in the hook, he can choke you
if i have a choking kink, you have a choking kink
okay little tangent, choking is so hot?
like just imagine you and bin are making out, he pushed you against the wall, literally grinding his hips into you, and his hand just comes up and squeezes your throat? that’s so sexy
likes butt stuff oops
i don’t make the rules, he just does
daddy kink, but no power play
will not degrade you (even if you really just want him to call you his dirty slut) bc he really values seeing you as equals
seeing your face when you cum is a must
almost always: you cumming → bin cumming
nothing gets him off more than knowing that he’s making you feel good
after !! care !!
sweetest boy!!
will clean you up with a warm towel after sex
and if you’re one of my ladies, he will always remind you to pee so that you don’t get a UTI
if y’all had a marathon or something, he will draw a bath and carry you to the bathroom and you will bathe together, so soft
always ends sex with an i love you :’)
okay let’s get back to the soft stuff
special thing about swimmer bin: pool dates
sometimes when he’s practicing and it’s just him, he asks you to come to the aquatic center and you two end up splashing around and being cute together
he like knew that you were the one for him some time during senior year
it was the holidays and his parents invited you to spend christmas with their family since your parents were out of the country this break
his parents and sister liked you immediately—which you were so scared about, but bin just knew
you woke up early christmas eve (and bin was out like a rock) so you just went downstairs to brew some coffee or something and you saw that his mom was already starting on making food
naturally, you offered your help and she was like no, you’re a guest y/n, but obviously you started helping
bin comes downstairs like an hour or two later to see you, his mom, and his dad just cooking and listening to christmas music and talking and his heart just like swells??
you: morning binnie :)
his mom: how can you be sleeping when y/n’s here helping us with christmas dinner
his dad: what kind of boyfriend are you, son?
just kidding all jokes
but that’s the moment when he knew
best boyfriend bin ugh
he becomes a legend in the school for swimming
but doesn’t continue after college, he’s all about becoming a physical trainer after graduation
he goes to grad school, while you’re out working in business
bin moves in with you after graduating, it was the obvious next step
you do talk about the future together, but obviously bin’s still in school and you’re both fresh from undergrad so there’s no rush yet to tie the knot
doesn’t stop his or your parents from talking to you two about marriage tho oops
ugh but the domesticity after bin moves in with you? superb
like yeah obviously you both basically lived together anyway when he still roomed with eunwoo just from how much you and him spent at each other’s places
but like your apartment is now both of your place and it’s like your home is finally complete
your apartment becomes the reunion place for the boys and eunbi
at this point everyone knew you and bin were gonna get married eventually
eunwoo and eunbi: we did that ;)
and that’s how you and your college bf!bin live happily ever after uwu
happy birthday binnie moonbob ♥
1-25-21
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cozykpopblurbs · 4 years
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[12:22pm] “Didn’t you say you wanted to make another bowl of popcorn?” you asked Moonbin, eyeing the dwindling bowl of kernels even though the movie was barely half over.
“Maybe later,” he replied, wrapping his arms around you and scooting lower on the couch so he could rest his head on your shoulder more comfortably. “But right now I’d rather stay here and cuddle you instead.”
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slytherinshua · 1 year
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Yaaay! How about a fluff with Binnie in which he and his gf are spending a rainy day at home cooking, watching movies and cuddlying?🥺🥺
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𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ genre and tags: fluff. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ warnings: a kiss. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ pairing: bin x fem!reader. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ summary: everything in the request lol <;33^^ ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ wc: 933. ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ a/n: thank you so much for requesting again! mwah ilysm <33 and again sorry it took a bit of time for me to answer skdhgd but i finished it now!! hope you enjoy!!
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The ringing of the doorbell was not what you were expecting on a Wednesday that you knew Bin was fully booked for. His hurried goodbyes this morning were a sure sign that the day would be spent in solitude.
But you didn’t mind that much. You understood his busy idol schedule, and weren’t demanding of attention or time spent together 24/7. 
But you were also subconsciously realising that you two hadn’t spent more than an hour together in the past 2 weeks. At least not an hour while you were both awake. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t feel a yearning for his affection.
So, when the doorbell rang, you couldn’t help the excitement filling your body as you went to answer it. Could his schedule possibly have gotten cancelled? 
But disappointment set in as soon as you opened the door. Bin was not what was behind it, but a delivery box.
You sighed, still mustering a smile and picking up the box. Though the smile became more genuine upon opening it. Your new kitchen equipment had arrived. You had been looking forward to trying out new dishes for the entire week.
You decided that cooking in order to surprise Bin with a nice supper would be a good way to spend the afternoon. Especially with the weather getting more dreary all of a sudden. 
Even though no rain had been forecasted for the day, it wasn’t uncommon for Seoul. And while you were putting on an apron and getting out ingredients, you heard a strike of thunder outside. 
You turned on some music, and started cutting the vegetables to make a warm stew. On a day like this, You were sure Bin would appreciate a home cooked meal.
The thunderstorm continued to go on outside, while you made a cosy ambiance with music and cooking. The other ring of the doorbell went unnoticed by you. And the muttering of another person in the hallway.
“Is it that hard to get the attention of my girlfriend? Aish~ It smells good in here-”
You were startled when you looked up and met his eyes just outside the kitchen. His tall, muscular frame was leaning against the doorway, looking at you with shining eyes.
“You’re back?” You asked, your knife stopping midway in the air.
He laughed, “You didn’t answer the door.”
You looked away bashfully, “I didn’t know you were back…” You mumbled. 
Your shy explanation only earned more laughter from your very smitten boyfriend.
“Cute~” He cooed, walking over to you. He took the knife from your hand, setting it down on the counter carefully before wrapping his arms around you.
“I missed this so much, my schedule has been eating up all my time.”
“Me too. Are you… I mean, if you need to leave soon again it’s not- But maybe…?” You were hesitant to even ask if he was free, as if he would be swept away again with another thing as soon as you thought he was free. 
And so, you stopped yourself mid-sentence, resulting in a stuttered, jumbling of words that just barely got your original message across. 
Bin giggled again, “Yes, baby. I’m free. Fully free for the rest of today. You have me all to yourself.”
“Really?!” You turned yourself around in his arms so you could look at him. Once you saw his small smile and the sincerity in his eyes, the biggest grin formed on your face. You wrapped your arms around him as tight as you could.
“I should go take a shower, I’m sweaty from practice.” He urged, but didn’t show any intention of leaving the hug. 
“Let’s just stay like this for now.” You snuggled into his chest a bit more, everything else fading to the back of your mind.
“What do you want to do now that you have me all to yourself?” Bin whispered into your ear, slowly and teasingly. 
You stepped back slightly, and hit him lightly on the chest. “Don’t you dare.” 
You thought for a second, a smile growing on your face that didn’t go unnoticed by Bin.
“Why are you smiling?” He asked, subsequently smiling from your smile.
“How long do we have?”
“‘Til tomorrow at 7.” He was growing increasingly curious about your plan and you could tell.
“Home movie date? I just thought… I could finish this stew, and we could cuddle on the couch and watch that movie we’ve been wanting to check out.”
“Okay.” He nodded, liking the idea a lot since he was a bit exhausted anyway.
“Just get the blankets and I’ll get everything else.” You shooed him away to get the couch set up while you finished the stew and set it to simmer.
10 minutes later, you joined him on the couch, immediately snuggling up to him and resting your head on his chest. You could hear his heartbeat from where you were, and it made you giggle cause you heard it speed up.
“We’ve been dating for 2 years but your heart still beats faster when I’m close?” You asked teasingly, looking up at him just to his cheeks slightly pink as well. 
“It does not!” He protested, “It’s just… I haven’t seen you in a while. I missed you like crazy.” 
“Now you’re making my heart speed up.” You let out quietly.
“Really? But I thought we’ve been dating for 2 years.”
“Shut up.” You leaned up and pressed your lips to his, and you felt him smile through the kiss, before reaching to the back of your head to bring you closer.
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atinyfeels · 4 years
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ASTRO: their s.o snuggles into their chest
short but sweet
MJ: Myungjun was surprised when you rolled over in your sleep and moved closer to his chest. He looked down from his phone and chuckled softly to himself. Reaching down, he patted your head gently before going back to his device.
In conclusion: This boy would love absolutely nothing but for you to be as close to him as possible. The two of you don’t see each other as often and when you do see each you can’t keep your hands off each other. Take that as you want it.
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JinJin:
Your head was laying on the right side of his chest while you stared at the tattoo on the left. Jinwoo’s head was facing you while staring at you, his fingers brushing through your hair gently. You reach up with your right hand and lightly start tracing the Tiger with your finger. A small kiss on your forehead followed with a soft ‘I love you’ made you chuckle softly
In conclusion: Soft hours with Jinwoo mainly happens after...”kinky time”. He enjoys being close to your after being intimate with a each other. It makes him feel secure, knowing that you didn’t plan on going anywhere after it.
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Eunwoo
“Oh?” Dongmin asked watching you crawl into bed with him.
You didn’t say anything, instead you just laid down beside him and laid your head on his chest. Neither of you said anything as you listened to his heart beat in his chest. It felt nice to cuddle with him.
In conclusion: There probably wasn’t a day when your head wasn’t on his chest. Dongmin likes skinship in private and he likes it mainly with you. He likes the feeling of you needing to be next to him and wanting to be close to him. 
[every person in the world is jealous of YN rn, lets be honest]
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Moonbin:
Bin laughed to himself as your snuggled into him. The two of you had just finished play fighting, after he had beaten you several times in Mario Kart. You pouted, out of breath, and laid your head onto his chest. His laugh was like music to your ears as you rested your head in the crook of his neck.
In conclusion: Bin loves to joke around with you, especially when it comes to teasing you. The two of you can easily joke around with each other but afterwards the two of you ends up showing skinship. He enjoyed having you in his arms so he made sure to have it happen on a daily basis.
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Rocky:
“Y/N?” Minhyuk asked confused as you walked towards him.
The other members of Astro walked behind him, watching you as well. You ignored the other five and walked up to your boyfriend, wrapping your arms around him. You snuggled your face into his chest and hugged him tightly. The boys all cooed before leaving the two of you alone. Rocky’s hand moved to your head, gently brushing his fingers through your hair.
“I missed you.” You say into his chest.
Minhyuk chuckled, “It’s only been a week babe.”
In conclusion: You always found yourself snuggling your face into Min’s chest when you missed him. Minhyuk enjoys being with you and cuddling you when he has time. But when promotions come around he doesn’t have as much time to be with you. But when he does have time, he always makes sure that you have as much attention as he can give.
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Sanha:
Sanha was laying on the couch, playing on his phone as he enjoyed his day off. You had just arrived home from work when you saw him. Quickly, you pushed off your shoes and went over to the couch. Before Sanha could even process what was happening, you crawled onto the couch and laid your head on his chest. You wrapped your arms around him and held him tightly.
“Don’t you have homework?” Sanha teased, ruffling your hair.
“Oh shush it,” your responded, not moving from your place.
In conclusion: Sanha enjoyed the fact that you liked being close to him. At the beginning of the relationship he wasn’t used to showing skinship with someone he had strong feelings for. You initiated the skinship first and gotten used to him getting blushy when you did it. But now all he did was tease you and you were okay with that you. [skhkj Sanha would be so cute in a relationship i swear]
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HUSBAND ASTRO A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Moon Bin
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A ⇴ AFFECTION
Despite not being the tallest in stature, that didn’t stop Moonbin from bundling you up quite a lot of the time when he was affectionate with you, wanting to hold you as close to him as he possibly could against his chest.
B ⇴ BOYS
Seeing how much Moonbin gushed about you was all that the boys needed to know that they were going to get along with you. Even before they met you, they just knew that you were going to hit it off like a house on fire, with those thoughts only being confirmed when they finally got the chance to meet you.
C ⇴ COMFORT
He hated to see you upset, Moonbin’s mood would drop as soon as he saw that yours was low. Whenever he saw that you needed comforting, he would be by your side and holding you, either stopping at that, or listening if you felt like you were ready to talk to him about what was on your mind.
D ⇴ DOMESTICATED
Although he wasn’t the most domesticated person in the world, Moonbin always tried whenever he was around you, often learning as he went. He didn’t want you to do everything and so he followed you around for a while when you first moved in together, and then as time went on, he found himself able to do more jobs without your help, surprising you quite a lot of the time by doing a job you had intended to do.
E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT
He wanted to show off when it came to proposing to you, to prove to you that marrying him would be worth it, and nothing could do that for Moonbin quite like performing could. He had a routine prepared especially for you to be able to impress you, hoping that you’d think that that was the only surprise, before surprising you further by getting down on one knee in front of you once he had finished dancing.
F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING
Moonbin’s favourite thing about being with you was how much you laughed to laugh, which had him laughing a lot of the time too, collapsing onto the floor with a stitch on the rare occasion too. The two of you had pretty similar senses of humour which meant that you almost always had something that the two of you would find yourselves giggling about, which sometimes others wouldn’t find funny at all.
G ⇴ GOING OUT
Between going out and staying in, the two of you definitely preferred being in and being able to do nothing. Dressing up for events and having to pretend to smile when fancy people spoke to you wasn’t something either of you loved, instead you enjoyed laying out on your sofa and lazily watching the television.
H ⇴ HONEYMOON
The majority of the planning for your honeymoon was done by you, under Moonbin’s instructions. Having seen you sacrifice so many trips and adventures with him because of his work schedule, Moonbin wanted to try and make up for as much of that as possible by letting you do what you wanted on your honeymoon.
I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”
Nothing meant as much in Moonbin’s opinion then telling you that he loved you. Even if at times it turned him incredibly shy, he would still pluck up enough confidence to be able to say it to you, to let you hear how much he meant it in his voice, and often see how much he meant it too by the colour in his cheeks.
J ⇴ JEALOUSY
Whenever anyone made him jealous, Moonbin’s face would be a giveaway, not just to you but all of those around him who knew him well enough too. He just wouldn’t be able to keep his expression straight, staring across at the person who was bothering you until they went away. Once they were gone and you began to tease him, Moonbin would refuse to acknowledge that he was jealous, but you’d always know from the look.
K ⇴ KIDS
Both of you knew that kids were something that you wanted, but also not until a little while into the future too. You had plenty of time ahead of you for settling down, and although the two of you married quite young, you knew that the timing was right, which you hoped would be the same for having children too.
L ⇴ LAZY DAYS
The two of you loved to spend your lazy days on the sofa doing as little as possible. Quite a lot of the time the two of you would play games, competing against each other for stupid things, like who would get up to get snacks, or who would be able to wrap the thicker duvet around themselves. Even though your day was supposed to be lazy, you often couldn’t help but still make a bit of a challenge out of it.
M ⇴ MORNINGS
Both of you were pretty rubbish at waking up in the mornings, and often influenced one another too. If Moonbin needed to be the first one up, you’d try and pin him down to the bed for just five more minutes, knowing that whenever you needed to be the first one up, he’d do exactly the same to you.
N ⇴ NIGHTS
The two of you loved to take the nights nice and slowly, you worked at a snail’s pace for most of the night as you wound down and got yourselves ready for bed, enjoying not having to rush around for a little while.
O ⇴ OBSESSION
Moonbin was obsessed with your personality, you had so many qualities which he adored about you. If someone had asked him to write down all of the things in a partner, you’d be very close to ticking all of the boxes.
P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS
The moments that meant the most to Moonbin were the times when you were simply together in the comfort of your own home. He loved doing nothing with you and escaping from the chaos that often came from his busy schedule, knowing that he could always rely on you to distract him from work for a while.
Q ⇴ QUESTIONS
He was very observant of you, if Moonbin sensed that something wasn’t quite right with you then he would ask how you were straight away, and if he felt as if you were lying, then he would give you an extra nudge to open up.
R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS
Each year Moonbin loved to be traditional with his gifts to you for your anniversary. For every year that passed, he made sure to buy you a gift that was made of the material that symbolised the number of years that the two of you had been together so that you had a gift that was meaningful every single year.
S ⇴ SILENCE
The two of you were both more than happy being in your own bubbles from time to time and working alone, you were human after all and couldn’t talk constantly to one another. You both knew that when you were ready to talk, the other was there, and that was the most important thing to both of you.
T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS
Moonbin’s biggest trick for making your marriage work was simply to take an interest. You never felt as if Moonbin wasn’t engaged when you spoke to him, he made sure to listen to everything that you had to say.
U ⇴ UPSET
His heart broke whenever Moonbin saw that you were upset, nothing else mattered to him during those times other than getting you to smile again.
V ⇴ VISITS
Just like you loved to visit him at work, Moonbin loved to visit you too and see you in your world. He was fascinated by your job and paid a lot of attention to the things that you told him about it, making the most of seeing it for himself.
W ⇴ WISH LIST
The only thing that Moonbin continued to wish for was the two of you staying as a couple, that was by far what meant the most to him.
X ⇴ XXXX
Kisses were very simple things from Moonbin, he loved to just kiss you without overthinking things too much. Sometimes he’d kiss you, sometimes surprise you, sometimes push you for more, he did whatever felt right.
Y ⇴ YOU
You were his number one, there was no one more important to Moonbin than you.
Z ⇴ ZZZ
In the blink of an eye, you often watch Moonbin fall asleep. One moment he’ll be wide awake and talking to you, the next he’ll be fast asleep as he struggles to keep his eyes open with his day catching up on him.
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jaehyunhour · 4 years
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better with you | yoon sanha
best friend!sanha (ft. eunwoo)
hanahaki disease is a disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. it ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough), or when the victim dies. it can be cured through surgical removal, but when infection is removed, the victim’s romantic feelings for their love also disappear.
summary: you and sanha have been friends since you were young, and naturally you developed feelings for him. you thought the feelings were reciprocated, but that you never labeled your relationship in fear of ruining your friendship. what happens when sanha starts to fall for a girl in his class and you suddenly start choking on flowers?
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a/n: this is the longest thing i have written, and the first fic i am writing for astro so i hope you all enjoy!
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despite not being able to recall many of your childhood memories, you can still vividly remember the day you met sanha. you were in different classes at your elementary school, but one day while waiting for your parents to pick you up sanha asked you to play with him. you slid down the double-slides together, ran around the playground holding hands, and he even picked a flower for you to take home. ever since that day, you guys were inseparable. your parents expected you to get married, and you honestly did too. you don’t know when you started to have feelings for your best friend, only that you’re madly in love with him. and you knew he had to love you back, because you had never coughed up any flowers. you were sure that one day you would label your relationship, but for now you were confident in your feelings due to the lack of flowers.
“where do you think we’ll be in ten years?” you ask sanha suddenly, reaching for his hand and staring up at the stars. you lay on the grass in the backyard of his parent’s house, stargazing and talking about your future. sanha was never one to think so far ahead, but you were and he entertained the thoughts you had. he intertwines your fingers and sighs.
“hm, ten years? hopefully we’re married by then.”
content with his answer, you don’t ask more and continue looking at the stars. now it’s his turn to ask a question.
“did you know that dongmin started coughing flowers recently?”
you freeze. “petals, or whole flowers?”
“whole flowers. stem and everything.”
the air is thick with fear, and you have to try to stop from crying. as selfish as it may seem, you hope sanha never puts you in that position. you wouldn’t know what to do.
“oh wow,” you say quietly. “i feel so bad for him.” but that could never be us, right?
“we should get you home before your roommate gets upset,” sanha says.
you let out a laugh. “cats don’t have a sense of time, i’m sure mine will not get mad that i’m home late. are you going to spend the night?”
“i can’t, i’m going to come back and stay with my parents. they miss me a lot.”
when sanha dropped you off at home, you lay in your bed and thought about dongmin. you wondered if you should reach out and offer an ear, but realized you aren’t that close with him and wouldn’t even know what to say. you push the thoughts to the back of your mind and roll over in bed, your cat hopping onto your bed and settling next to your head. you’re sure a good night’s rest will get your mind off things.
you woke up excited the next day to see sanha again. it hadn’t even been a full 24 hours since you’d last seen him, but ever since you met you quickly grew accustomed to seeing him at almost all times of the day. you practically lived together, you sleeping over at his apartment often and him sleeping at yours on the other days. him not staying over was rare, but you understood that his family had just as much of a right to see him as you did. once you arrived on campus and got to your first class, you saw sanha was already there. and he was talking to another one of your classmates. you said hi to her and sat next to sanha, who quickly turned his attention to you.
“do you have a lot to study for?” you ask. “i have a take home exam for my sociology class due on thursday and i want to get it done today, do you want to meet at our table in the library at the end of the day?”
“oh, uh, actually, i can’t today. i was talking to yeji and we’re going to hang out after class! we have a project together for our astronomy class.”
“ah, alright. sounds good. i’ll miss you though,” you say.
before he can say anything back, your professor walks in and begins class.
and that’s when it began. while you sit in the library working on your sociology take home exam, there’s a consistent tickle in your throat. you try to clear your throat multiple times and drink water, but it doesn’t seem to go away.
to: sanha ♡
hey, is your throat hurting? mine is killing me and i think i’m getting sick because i didn’t wear a sweater when we were outside yesterday lol
from: sanha ♡
nope, i feel fine
sorry can’t talk much i’m in the middle of working with yeji
see you later!
at first, you don’t think much of it. sanha’s immune system has always been better than yours, and you’re not surprised that you caught a cold from being out in the cold for a couple hours and he didn’t. the sore throat is persistent, and lasts two weeks. you went to the doctor, thinking you somehow had strep throat, but the test comes back negative. it’s a painful process, realizing your best friend and one true love is starting to fall out of love with you.
you aren’t concerned until sanha tells you he has a date with yeji. in that moment, you felt your heart drop to your stomach but you don’t show it. you tell him to enjoy himself, and that you’ll be here if he wants to hang out after. but when you see his location at a carnival, and you cough up your first few petals, you ignore all of his texts and calls.
to: sanha ♡
sorry, i just don’t feel good lol i don’t want to get you sick
he accepts this excuse, and leaves you alone knowing you will give him the green light to come over once you’re feeling better. except, you don’t start to get better. the less time you spend with sanha, and the more time he spends with yeji, the more petals start to come up. it’s difficult to go through everyday life while coughing up petals when you least expect, the process making your throat raw and your chest hurt. you sit on the couch, staring at the white walls of your living room and feeling like the room is getting smaller. a small part of you, deep down, knew that if you and sanha never established your relationship that there would be a day in which you started coughing up petals. but the majority of you never thought you would be in this position. you never thought that you would pull out your laptop, and begin looking at doctors who accepted your insurance to get the flowers removed. would you be able to live with yourself if you went through with it, and lost all your feelings for sanha?
after a few days of coughing up petals, you let sanha come over to your apartment. he said he couldn’t spend the night because he had to wake up early to go out with yeji, but that he wanted to come see you since you’d been sick for so long. you and sanha sat next to each other on the couch, catching up and talking about the latest dramas you’d been watching, your classes, your family. every time he mentioned yeji, you cleared your throat and tried not to alarm him. if he knew you were starting to cough up petals, he would be concerned and demand to know who was hurting you. and you don’t think you have the heart to tell him he’s the one who’s hurting you.
it works until yeji unexpectedly calls him. he answers right there in front of you, and begins talking to her. for a second, he’s so absorbed in the call that he forgets he’s at your apartment and you’re sitting next to him. it’s not until you begin coughing uncontrollably, multi-colored petals coming up and out of your throat into your hands, that he realizes where he is. “oh my god, i have to call you back,” he quickly tells yeji and hangs up. one of his hands comes up to your back and pats it like you’re a baby that needs to be burped. and the other meets your hands to help catch any petals that your hands can’t hold.
“how long has this been going on?” sanha asks, once your coughing fit is over and your hands are clean.
you think for a second. you’d already lost track of how long it’d been since the day your throat started hurting. “maybe a month? i don’t really remember.”
“does it hurt?”
you nod. “at first, your throat just hurts… and then you start coughing up the petals and it hurts really bad, it gets hard to breathe and then eventually you cough up stems, i guess.”
“who’s hurting you?”
“i don’t want to talk about it,” you respond, hoping he doesn’t press it further. you sit in silence for a few minutes before sanha starts to speak again.
“dongmin found a really good doctor and got the surgery, if you want to talk to him about it. he seems happier now.”
“i don’t know if i can bring myself to getting the surgery.”
“just think about it, i’ll send you his number. i have to get going though,” he says. and with a pat on the head, he’s gone. and your left to sit in your living room, hoping that there’s no more coughing for the night.
the thought of the surgery scares you. you don’t know if you could ever forgive yourself if you went through with it, and lost all feelings for sanha. you think maybe if you just spend more time with him, and selfishly take him from yeji, that you can reverse this. that you can make him fall back in love with you, and you’ll stop coughing, and you can be together again. you’re met with the unfortunate reality when you wake up two weeks later, and run to your toilet and begin coughing up petals and stems. you sob while bent over the toilet, finding it difficult to breathe as you cough everything up while sobbing. you’re able to go back to your room and grab your phone quickly before having to return back to the bathroom. while you sit on the ground next to your toilet, you dial dongmin’s number and sob into the phone.
“hey, are you okay? what’s going on?” dongmin says when he answers and hears your cries.
“please come over,” you whisper.
and surely, 20 minutes later dongmin is knocking on your door. his face is etched with concern as he sees your messy hair, dry lips, and red eyes. “is there any particular reason you called me and not sanha?” he asks, taking his shoes off and following you deeper into your apartment. right as you get to the outside of your bathroom, you stand with your back pressed to the closed door and ask: “did the surgery hurt?”
“not really,” he shrugs. “they put you under so you don’t really know anything that’s going on, and you're a little loopy when you come out. but the after care is a struggle, and you basically need another person to take care of you at all times. why do you ask?”
you open the door to your bathroom, and let him see for himself. there are petals, pieces of stems, and even thorns all over the floor of your bathroom and on the toilet. he gasps when he sees them.
“did sanha do this?”
you nod and begin to cry again, and dongmin brings you to your room and gets into your bed next to you. he lets you cry for hours, holding your trembling body, not minding the flowers and stems that rise from your throat and land on his torso. he has been in your position, and he wishes he had had someone to hold him while he cried. at one point, you stop and are able to collect your breathing.
“do you really feel better with the surgery?”
“honestly, no,” he sighs and you shut your eyes, trying not to begin crying again. “the worst feeling in the world is looking at yerin and knowing that i’m incapable of ever loving her again. and she doesn’t know that she was the reason i got the surgery.”
“what do i do?” you sniffle.
“i don’t know, honestly… there’s no winning in this world. we’re destined to always hurt.”
dongmin’s words rang through your head in the following weeks, and you debated what you should do. you met with the doctor who had performed his surgery, and he walked you through the process. it wasn’t as scary as you thought it would be, and after careful deliberation you made the appointment for your surgery. dongmin promised to take you there, wait for you, and pick you up, but you ultimately decided he couldn’t be the one to take care of you after. you couldn’t put that burden on him.
sanha came over the day before your surgery, per your request. you thought about what dongmin had said, that the worst feeling is looking at his loved one and knowing he’s incapable of loving her again. it tore you apart inside to hear that, but you invited sanha over once more so you could remember what it was like to be in love with him. although the constant need to cough was painful, you take note of how quickly your heart beats when you make eye contact with him. you take note of how his slender fingers feel between yours when he holds your hand. you take note of the way his lips press into the top of your head when he gives you a goodbye kiss right on top of your head. sharing these intimate moments with sanha feels so wrong, but so right. you know he’s no longer yours, that his heart now belongs to another girl, but you can’t help but latch onto the last bits of intimacy before you never feel them again.
as expected, dongmin is with you every step of the way through your surgery. he takes you there, sits in the waiting room, and drives you home afterward. what you don’t expect is for sanha to be at your front door just a few days after your surgery, carrying bags of groceries in one hand and a cat food in the other.
“surprise!” he calls out, walking past you into your apartment and beginning to put everything away. you couldn’t protest even if you wanted to, because the doctor had you on strict voice rest. sanha was sweet to come visit you, he made you food while you sat on the couch and watched tv, made sure the cat’s litter box was clean, and made sure you were fully stocked on the essentials so you could avoid having to go out often. but it hurt you to see him walk around your apartment, doting after you, and to not feel the usual pang of electricity run through your entire body when you saw him. 
it took everything in you to croak out “sanha, go home,” with tears in your eyes. he looked at you with wide eyes, shocked to hear you speaking.
“you’re not supposed to be—“
“go home,” you repeat, the pain in your throat coming to be too much and forcing tears to fall down your face. sanha nods, understanding you want to be alone and leaving your apartment without another word said.
that day marked the end of your friendship with sanha. you avoided all of his texts and calls, and eventually he gave up. it hurt to see years of friendship go down the drain, but you knew that it would hurt more to keep him around knowing he was the reason you had to go through with the surgery. his relationship with yeji only grew stronger, and you were happy for him.
in the same time you lost sanha, you gained something new. dongmin made sure to check on you regularly, making sure you were recovering on track and had everything you needed. even after you had recovered from the surgery, he never stopped. you quickly fell head over heels for him, enchanted by the passion he puts into everything he does and the way he genuinely cares for you. dongmin wasn’t afraid to tell you how he feels about you, confessing his feelings on a drunken night in your living room and kissing you when you told him you liked him too. he spent the night that night, and every night after that, and four years later he was still living with you. you loved getting to wake up to him every morning, knowing that he loved you just as much as you loved him.
one morning, you wake up to the sweet smell of dongmin’s cooking. you walk into the kitchen to see him at the stove, cooking breakfast for the two of you. he hears your footsteps coming into the kitchen and doesn’t need to turn around to know you’re staring at him.
“stop staring,” he says, holding back a smile.
“i can’t, i’m just so in love with you.”
“gross!”
“you’re gross!”
“there’s mail for you on the table.”
you walk over to the table to see a rose gold envelope with your name on it, and no return address. confused, you open it and your stomach drops at what’s on the inside.
beloved guest, 
we formally invite you to accompany us on june 20th at 5 p.m. to celebrate the beautiful matrimony of yoon sanha and hwang yeji. please rsvp no later than april 5th, with your name and the amount of guests you intend on bringing.
thank you.
your name is written on the bottom, with a +1 next to it.
“what is it?” asks dongmin.
“a wedding invitation.”
“wedding? who could be getting married, we don’t have very many couple friends.”
“sanha and yeji.”
he stays silent for a moment.
“i’m going to contact the planner and say we’re not going, their phone number is right here to rsvp.”
“you’re really not going to go?”
you shake your head. “having to go through all the coughing, the surgery, the recovery… it was genuinely traumatic for me, and i don’t think i could compose myself around them. i want him to have a happy day.”
so you text the wedding planner and tell her you won’t attend. and things are okay for a few days, until there’s a knock at your door. not expecting any gifts, you’re confused as you walk to open it and even more confused when sanha stands in front of you. he’s grown up, but still has the exact same eyes as the day you met on the playground. you slip your shoes on, not wanting to let him into your shared space with dongmin and step outside to speak with him.
he’s straight to the point. “why aren’t you coming to my wedding? i know we’re not as close as we used to be, but you’re really not going to come to my wedding?”
“i can’t come, i’m sorry.” you can’t lie to him and tell him you’re busy, it’s so far in the future that you can’t even make up a lie as to what you could possibly be doing.
“what happened to us? why did you shut me out?”
you sigh. “sanha—“
“i just want to know if i did something wrong. if i did something wrong, and you hate me now, just tell me so i know.”
“you broke me, sanha,” you start. before he can question you, you continue speaking. “i thought we were in love, but then you started seeing yeji and i started coughing up flowers. and it just kept getting worse as you got closer with yeji, and i just knew i couldn’t live my life like that.”
“i-i was the reason you got the surgery?” he says quietly, not being able to wrap his head around the idea of hurting you.
you nod. “you know, dongmin said this to me before i had even made my decision to get the surgery, he told me that the worst feeling in the world is looking at your loved one and knowing you’ll never be able to love them again. and when you came to take care of me after the surgery, and i didn’t feel anything for you anymore, i know that i couldn’t keep you in my life anymore.”
“i see.”
“i’m sorry, sanha. i hope you and yeji live happily and have a great marriage, and that you never have to experience what i went through.”
“what about you?” he asks. in that moment, you see dongmin walking up the street and towards your apartment. he gives you a bright smile and you return it. he’s careful to not interrupt the conversation you’re having with sanha, and watches as you speak to him.
“i think i’ll be just fine,” you say.
and with that, you never saw yoon sanha again.
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hello! can i request for a moonbin angst imagine with happy ending inspired by bol4’s some! thank u!! 🥰
Thank you for requesting! 🥰
On hearts and minds // Moonbin
Is it my fault if I’m not good at expressing? You thought to yourself, looking through the window. It’s raining outside, a soft, quiet rain, but in your heart there’s a thunderstorm.
Your heart only warms from the thought of him, Moonbin. He’s the first guy to make your heart and mind do that and hurt you, just because you don’t have the courage to tell him how you feel. Dying to be honest with him, yet everytime you see his figure, your first instinct is running away in your thoughts, and act normal, as if you never liked him. You don’t want it to happen, don’t like the feeling of disappearing from your own feelings.
You decide to go out, regardless of the weather. Wearing a big hoodie to protect yourself from the rain and not get your hair wet. “Hey! Y/n?” A familiar voice called, one that makes every cell of your body excited when you hear it. Oh no, Go away, no don’t go away; you think, holding your fist in the pockets of your hoodie, stopping yourself from being awkward and perhaps hugging him.
-“Bin-ah, hi.” You smile slightly at him, his tall figure covered the view, made him the only view you could see. That same smile that shows in my mind the whole day, every day. Do you wanna just go out of there?
“What are you doing outside in such a weather?” He’s worried, he cares about you. Show me your heart, no don’t show it to me. You were this close to start tearing up in front of him but you could handle this at least. -“Just... cleaning my head, you know. And you?” You lift your eyebrows in question.
“I’m meeting up with my girlfriend, you should go home before it’s too late. Girlfriend? Seriously? How could I not know about it?
-“Oh, okay.” No it’s not okay. -“Have fun then.” I love you.
Starting from today, I’m gonna call you every day, perhaps hang up before you even notice the phone ringing. I’m gonna go around town and imagine you sitting with me eating delicious food. I’m gonna take mirror selfies, imagining us wearing couple clothes. I’m going to breathe the same air you do, only in my mind.
You: can we meet? I have something to tell you. You finally had the courage to text him, not letting yourself the opportunity to delete this one. Bin: Sure, half an hour at the park. Here is this feeling again, heart skipping a beat just from seeing his name in the text box.
You waited for him under the tree you used to sit under together when you were 7 years old. It feels like you’re going to be rejected but you already cried over it and kinda got over that fact. “Bin-Ah” you stand up when you see the tall guy in front of you.
-“Hey, are you okay? Your eyes are puffy. Should I take you to the doctor?” Why does he always have to be this sweet and caring? It hurts even more. Okay, I have to give it a try, even if it’ll break the last piece of my heart.
“I’m... I love you. Yes. A lot. I love you Bin.” Isn’t this how love starts? When one confesses. I guess this is how my one-sided love ends.
“I’m gonna go now.” You see in his eyes that he is not going to react, and decide to leave. But he grabbed your wrist lightly, pulling you closer and hugs you. Your eyes widen in shock, he is dating someone nowadays, how can he even do that.
“No. You have a-“ you try to say but your face is stuck in his shirt. -“You know I don’t have, wait... you believed me?” You lift your head to look up at him. “What do you mean?” Confusion hit you. -“I thought you know I was kidding.” “Are you serious?” -“Never been more serious, you really thought I was going to date someone when I have feelings for another?” He smirks, pointing at you with his eyes. “You what?!” You ask in surprise. He added no more words but only leans forward to kiss your lips gently, holding one side of your face with his hand. -“I love you, y/n.” He whispers.
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