#bad blood 10 years

[bastilledna]

they’ll be performing the album IN FULL???????? BE STILL MY BEATING HEART

#bastille #bastilledan #bad blood #all this bad blood #bad blood x #bad blood 10 years #mypost

[minty364]

DPXDC Prompt #59

Jack Fenton is a lot of things, a caring husband, a scientist, and even a dad! Or so he thought, until he finds out Maddie Cheated on him and Danny wasn’t really his, he knew the initial on the guy was B. W. but he didn’t know who that was. He got into a fight with her about it and he left for a couple days to clear his head.

Jazz, and Danny were in the basement along with their mom who was trying to get the portal activated. It wasn’t working and she was getting frustrated. Danny hates that his parents were fighting over him, he didn’t know who his real father was but he was a little curious. Jack and Maddie had always put their research above all else and he wished he had a normal family.

Danny goes into the hole where the portal is and trips on a wire, in a blinding light he dies and is brought back. Unfortunately the portal wasn’t quite ready without Jack helping and an explosion spreads out in the basement killing both Jazz and Maddie. Jack comes home to find only Danny alive. He resents the boy, of course he does Danny took away his only chance at normal.

Danny after a couple weeks of getting abused by the now alcoholic Jack, runs away to Gotham, he’s got to find Batman, he’s the worlds greatest detective, surely he can find who B. W. Is right?

#dp x dc prompt #dp x dc #dc x dp #danny fenton #danny phantom #batman #Maddie has an affair with Bruce Wayne #Jack Fenton #Jack is a bad parent #poor danny #danny is 10 #Danny runs away #Unsupervised 10 year old in Gotham with weeks old new powers #Danny gets adopted #or does he? Does it count if your the blood parent? #You can make Danny any age but I feel the naivety of a 10 year old would work great in this situation #All my prompts are free for anyone to use #My cosmic purpose in life is to spread creativity #Also I just want more fanfics to read LMAO #my asks are still open btw #I’ll leave them open but I’m still adding that tag

[sukugo]

i have to ask because i adore you and i want to know about your new blorbos- who are they and what are they and why are they always soaked in blood

JDHSJFHJFDDJFFSDFDF, oh man where do i start cassie.

they're from the anime/manga jujutsu kaisen, and they are:

gojo satoru. love of my fucking life. my fucking everything my boy my man, i am so so in LOVE with this man i cant even begin to tell u. he consumes my every waking thought, my life is dedicated to seeing him get fucked. (he's the guy in my header humping his all into the other's arm)

and (ryoumen) sukuna. beautiful sexy evil man.

(can u tell who's my fave)

so in this world, we have jujutsu sorcerers, who are people with special powers that they use to defeat/exorcise curses, which are basically evil spirits born of negative human emotions

gojo is the strongest jujutsu sorcerer alive. he is insanely strong, not a single person can go against him. his powers make it so that u literally physically cannot touch him. he controls "infinity" and can warp space, and he also has pretty special eyes that let him perceive things at a much deeper level than a regular person. those two things combined make him quite literally untouchable. and insanely powerful.

as for sukuna, he used to be a human who lived thousands of years ago, who used to be the strongest sorcerer of his time, and is considered to be the strongest sorcerer in history. he is the King of Curses, no one could ever defeat him, or destroy his soul, which he divided into his 20 preserved fingers so it would survive through time, even after dying.

so itadori yuuji

this lil baby boy (literally the babiest sweetest boy to exist btw) (he's actually the main character haha)

due to some stuff, he ends up eating one of sukuna's mummified fingers and sukuna reincarnates inside him. yuuji becomes a vessel for sukuna, who lives inside yuuji's mind now and sometimes takes over his body (reason why they look the same)

and now, yuuji is sentenced to be executed bc he holds the most evil sorcerer in history inside him, but gojo goes nope! wait a minute, let's not do that. and manages to convince the people in charge to postpone yuuji's execution, saying that they'll get yuuji to find and eat all of sukuna's fingers and then execute him, getting rid of sukuna all in one go.

ok so that's the context (that's actually what the anime's about haha), but as to gojo and sukuna.

THEY ARE IN LOVE

well, they're there. sdkkhfkjdkfdf

ok no, so like they do their things right. gojo is a teacher (tho we never actually see him do any teaching lmao) and sukuna lives inside yuuji and causes trouble sometimes. they don't really ever interact in the story (they literally meet and have a lil confrontation, decide to kill each other and never talk again djshjfdasdadfd) (until they actually have their Fight, more on that later)

BUT!!!!!!!! they may not interact, but they are completely tied together narratively.

as u can see, they're both the strongest from their respective times, so they have a lot of links when it comes to their characters themselves and what they are referred to in the story. specifically that, in being the strongest, they exist in a plane above everyone else, literally untouchable.

now, in the story, this position of strongest is coupled with solitude, being the strongest meaning u're alone and no one else understands you bc of this

and SO they have their fight. bc plot reasons right. this is obv what it was all gonna lead to. fight of the two strongest.

and the fight, consequently, revolves around that idea of solitude, and understanding each other.

which like. ok. yeah we saw that coming. ofc. no big deal.

EXCEPT, to make reference to their relationship and that idea of understanding each other, the term that is used is, and i kid u not, love.

there's a very specific phrase that is used multiple times between them. which is actually used originally with a character who shows romantic feelings towards sukuna.

she challenges sukuna to a fight and sukuna promises to marry her if she wins. her goal in this fight is to share in sukuna's solitude and show him love (read R→L)

but she says this to sukuna and this. this is his reaction.

SUKUNA KNOWS LOVE ALREADY

to which she gets super pissed bc that's not!!! love!!!!!!!

sukuna defeats/kills her. and u know when the next time that exact fucking phrase is used? when sukuna and gojo finally meet again and set up the date to have their Fight, where sukuna remembers her words

which tells us that.

sukuna was.

thinking about gojo when she said that.

*screams into hands*

BUT IT DOESN'T STOP THERE. this phrase is then repeated. multiple times.

1. right after gojo punches the fuck out of sukuna:

2. said in reference to gojo, when he realizes there's a chance of him losing:

3. gojo reminiscing about their fight:

so, as u can see, they were going to teach each other love. their fight is. canonically. about teaching each other love. what the FUCK.

but ENOUGH love talk (or else i'm at risk of going crazy insane)

LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW THEY'RE LOADED WITH SEXUAL TENSION

this was in their first meeting where they fought (for quite literally 10 seconds)

like... why he do dat.... .......... . ....

next day sukuna goes "hey im gonna kill u first <3" and gojo just goes "teehee omg really? *hair twirl* <3"

they also decide to have their final battle on dec 24 which is like a super romantic date in japan (explicitly said so by another character)

and their FIGHT. it is LITERALLY just them flirting and touching each other

LOOK AT THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i fucking lost it. i still haven't recovered. that is the hottest thing i've ever seen in my life. gojo wants that dick so fucking bad

not to mention thigh grabs and hand touchies

and the entirety of the fight is just them having fun 😭😭 they're supposed "enemies" on opposite sides and the fate of the world is at stake here, but they actually don't give a fuck about that.

they're literally smiling and having a great fucking time. this fight for them is just play. their fight is just for them to have fun as the strongest and to connect with each other. they're enemies but they don't hate each other or anything, they only search for that sense of fulfillment in each other OTL

AND ABOUT THAT, oh my GOD

sukuna wins. he defeats gojo. and at the end, this. is what sukuna says to gojo at the end of the fight:

FUCKING. I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU. SCREAAAAM THAT'S ROMANCEEEEEE.

and the soft smile? the fucking petals falling all over them? oh GOD they're trying to kill me

but that's on sukuna's side, what about for gojo? well

HE GENUINELY TRIED TO REACH SUKUNA, GAVE IT HIS ALL TO CONNECT WITH HIM. TO TEACH HIM LOVE AGFKDHSKFHFKJFHDF (BUT HE FAILED HE COULDN'T GIVE SUKUNA WHAT SUKUNA GAVE HIM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭)

HHRRRRGJFHSJDFHDSJFSDFA KJHDKFJSFKASLDKS ADKJKFHEWRKJEKRKTRELRW

and if i start crying OTL

but alas *deep breaths*

even without all that they're just very fucking sexy. two insane powerful men going at it? come on. how could u NOT want them together. they both hold the same title of the strongest, might as fucking well fuck nasty about it.

and oh god, when i tell u gojo is a fucking brat and he's so strong and untouchable, but then sukuna is capable of putting him down which is. insanely sexy. and i need it. i need gojo obliterated. and i know sukuna won't let me down (AND HE DID NOT. HE OBLITERATED THAT MAN) can he now obliterate his holes too

agdkhfhdkhdhs, anyways.... yeah.. that is the situation.........

im just gonna end this by saying

SUKUGO MY LOVES

#f.ask #jjk #sukugo #i fr laughed so much at 'why are they always soaked in blood' sajhdkashfkjasflaf bc yeah yeah they are #and it's bc the fight's the only proper interaction they've had that was longer than a few seconds jhashdksafjk 😭😭😭 #they're actually not new blorbos haha. i've had them for over three years since the anime first came out and i got obsessed #then i got into other stuff as u know. but right now my obsession has reawakened :D #but yes they're my otp yeah they're a fucking rarepair #jk tho. honestly honestly they arent a rarepair. not anymore #it just feel like it here on tumblr dfksdjfkdsj 😭😔 #they used to be tho. it was so bad back then that i was literally the one who had to create the ship tag ajfhjasgfajhkahf #which like..i mean yeah. bc before it was ONLY their first meeting 10 sec confrontation and that 5 sec 'ill kill u' 'im honored' #that was IT for 3 years. their actual fight is recent #and it fucking killed me bc it was SO SO SO GAY. my starved lil heart was given so MUCH #IN CONCLUSION #i just want sukuna to fuck gojo that is all thank u for coming to my ted talk sukugo my beloveds <3 #i feel like ive rambled too much hdasgdisfhkjafdkjdasds SO SORRY for making u read all that 🙈🙈🙈 #i hope all this makes sense #and that it makes my posts a bit more comprehensible hahaha #giving u the biggest KISS <333333 #and idk if u're interested in it but if u are then i'd def def recommend jujutsu kaisen!! it's really good its super fun!!! #full of Pain and Suffering too but like. shhh. it's super cool.

[gxlden-angels]

LMAO I love these two's growth they nailed the Bible Belt Simulator™️

#Lava is very hot and painful you know what else is? HELL 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥👿👿👿👿 #They made a few videos a few years back on Ear Biscuits about their experience #you can feel their bitterness radiating lmao #they were even a part of Cru #the super annoying ppl I argued with about whether or not slavery was as bad as it was #and also about how slavery was allowed in the bible #I've been watching these two for probably 10 years now #when they were still filming in their house with the green wall #and just putting pigs blood in a crunchy shell #Mythical Crew my beloved <333 #ex christian #religious trauma

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

THE BEST OF THE NORMANDY SUMMIT

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Primarch Adrien Victus, Dalatrass Linron, and Urdnot Wrex With: Comm. Specialist Samantha Traynor Commander, you need to keep Cerberus at bay- I can't overstate what a victory a treaty between the Turians and the Krogan would be for the Alliance. We need all the help we can get... Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

#mira makes gifs ✨ #sophie shepard #urdnot wrex #samantha traynor #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #finally got around to gif'ing the sur'kesh footage and i ended up splitting it in half bc the summit just had too many good wrex moments #by best of: the normandy summit i really just mean best of: wrex bc this is literally just every wrex moment from the summit LMAO #i was gonna stuff this in with the priority sur'kesh set but literally when i had like 10 gifs of just the summit i was like #sur'kesh is getting the mars split bc wrex has too many good moments to just start cutting half of them out tbh #also victus in his fancy primarch robes with THAT VOICE??? i'm not down bad for most turians but DAMN victus #maybe we talk about how fucking real he was for hearing wrex say that the krogan were the ones who spilled their blood to stop the rachni #and immediately looked at the dalatrass and said that wrex was fucking right #and then said that the dalatrass was helping wrex or she'd never see another friendly turian again?? like he's a fucking ICON for that tbh #and soph in the dress blues????? HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT (mass effect women in uniforms and armor 😍) #her angy face coming back at the dalatrass to defend wrex is everything to me #and wrex's expressions during the summit are so fucking good #there's so much raw emotion on his face that you can see and you can tell how like angry and frustrated he is with the dalatrass and victus #and how much he's holding back!! especially when linron insults him!! when she basically calls his people useless!! #like there's just a thousand+ years of pent up krogan rage about the genophage just boiling behind wrex's eyes #and he somehow manages to keep somewhat cool during the summit? like obvi wrex isn't a thousand+ years old but he's his people's rep #he's such a fucking interesting character especially during this scene when you think about a thousand+ years of the genophage #bc you get to watch him balance keeping his cool in a political situation he's a leader in #vs. remembering he's a krogan in the presence of the leadership of the people who literally created a sterility plague for his people?? #and the raw emotions of that for him??? #wrex my love you deserve the world for dealing with the summit in the cool-headed way that you did bc it was 100% bullshit for you #canon soph would have thrown the dalatrass off the normandy so fucking fast for insulting wrex and his people and you cannot change my mind

[tomatoluvr69]

Ohhhhhh my goddddddddd so I’ve basically been to the doctor three times since turning 18 and aging out of the pediatrician because of my horrible doctor fears and issues. So it’s a MOMENTOUS occasion and the culmination of years of glacial self-work that I felt ready FINALLY READY to sit down and make a doctors appointment for a routine visit!! Like that is give or take a decade in the making…….and all the ethereal alchemical elements were correct so I could finally do it this morning. But the clinic is closed and you can only do it weekdays ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️ ok guess I am going to the doctor in 10 years probably. See you 2034

#the year when the water riots destroy Los Angeles finally #i want to go bc I need an inhaler and a blood panel ;-; #that’ll be $200 total probably!!!!!! agghdgdgdh #ok lucky for me my tax statement from 2023 was lowwwww bc I did most of my work under the table… #me who is low income when services for low income exist: but that’s 4 ppl who really need it!!!!! meanwhile I only eat dried beans #but basically I’ll probably make a bit more this year so I might try to get all the 10 years of accumulated cavities taken care of now #while it only costs 6 months’ paycheck and not 6 years! #I’ve got a really insane visible hole in my canine it’s soooo bad #:-/ #the thing is that my mental health is so good rn I’m like wtf was I doinggggggg and I get so mad at myself. how quickly we forget the #horrors… #and also my hope is that since it’s a low income clinic they’ll be really kind to me when they tell me I have 18 cavities :-( #also me who has slipped through the cracks of the healthcare system due to mental health and gets flagged by social services meant to catch #people slipping through the cracks: but you guys should focus on the ppl who REALLY need it!!!!! I’m literally fine *dies of completely #preventable ailment that would’ve been flagged by routine bloodwork*

[superconductivebean]

#386: old quidditch themes

WHEN WILL I STOP PUTTING ESSAYS excessive ramblings IN TAGS.

#днявочка #днявочка: hlegacy #днявочка: фандомное #днявочка: игры #днявочка: музыка #ahhh i miss quidditch in hlegacy #in older games it was epic and it was ridiculously BAD but fun and it had THE MUSIC #half blood prince was a true masterpiece music-wise #(and it had potions club and that i miss dearly too) #BREW A WIGGENWELD UNDER 10 MIN @ THROW INGREDIENTS ALL OVER THE GREENHOUSE @ COMPETITIVENESS #actually #hlegacy's version of the potion is like the 4th installment? there was the one from the books #then of the chamber of secrets game #then came half blood prince game (SHARP WAS RIGHT I STRUGGLED BREWING IT UNDER THE TIME LIMIT I STG FLASHBACKS) #and then the newest #hlegacy's #sharp should've had a whole test on wiggenwelds only #there are too many versions of this potion and i like mixing game-canon with everything else like why not #each year u have a wiggenweld in the curriculum and each year it becomes progressively harder if not WORSE #because WHAT IF each version has different properties and in actuality wiggenwelds are a large group of healing mixtures and salves #and depending on whatever it had different properties and that one sharp introduced to the class was like an ultimate version of it #that can heal mmm #i believe #only those that --well-- forgive me #i will directly translate russian idiom: will heal like it's on the dog; meaning the injury is within body's natural regenerative capabilit #although it has an equivalent of 'lick one's wound' it doesnt have that insane healing vibering to it #NOT ME INTRODUCING WEIRD CONTEXTS TO “It can heal some injures but not all” #but actually yeas??? idk sharp's look is of a wolf to me #so yeah wiggenweld cannot help u much if an injury is beyond body's natural ability to heal and energy boost itself #and legacy doesn't even mention you need a wiggentree bark and getting it is a quest bc bowtruckles!!

[freckleslikestars]

The X Files: Demons

Living Polaroid Project: 96/219

#I am like 90% sure that if I don't skip any more days I'll have the project completed by new years day #that's my goal anyway but I'm notoriously bad at maths in base ten so #WHY THE FUCK ARE ALL THE GOOD EPISODES SO DARK?! #gonna go fist fight crisp cracker in a car park #seriously I just wanna know why he decided to only light the show with 10 watt desk lamps #such a puppy dog mulder episode #that last gif hurts so bad #also another fabulous occurance of the grey cashmere sweater #which...if my partner called me being like 'im covered in blood' I would not choose light coloured clothes to wear #living polaroid project #living polaroid project season four #my gifs #xf gifs #msr #txf #x files #the x files #demons #another example of an episode where scully goes ride or die for him #I'm gonna make a gifset of some of my favourite ride or die moments

[midnightwind]

thinking about dnd vampire lore because of course I am and I am Losing My Mind over how normal food works for them

like they drink wine so they can clearly process some foods (or I guess consider wine Worth It for whatever fall out it may cause) and pretty boy mentions liking steak as rare as can be so it sounds like raw meats work well enough too

if they eat a normal meal, does it just sit in their stomach and slowly rot if they don't puke it back up later? like not being able to eat anything a normal human can would make hiding the whole vampire thing way harder, so from a narrative point it feels more fun and fulfilling to either make them have to get rid of it later or just be sick once their body finishes trying and failing to digest it

AND ANOTHER THING not having a heartbeat or breathing also makes covering up the undead thing super hard so like, they gotta have something in place there right, I know fake breathing is probably easy enough to pull off but

I personally like subscribing to the whole "a well fed vampire has a very, very faint heartbeat and warmth to them" and that they all do actually need to breathe to talk because otherwise how would the vocal cords work, but they can stop breathing otherwise especially if they just straight forget to outside of conversing

but also like little vestiges of being mortal linger so maybe they still get out of breath from running or laughing because their body remembers even if it doesn't need it, maybe because they've spent so long back with the living they're reclaiming the little useless pieces that scream they're alive still, even in these small ways

and also what about rest? maybe they don't need to at all unless they're constantly over exerting themselves and/or getting hurt, but like imagine your buddy who seems a little sickly laying down to sleep and just not breathing and there's no heartbeat, homie is a corpse, but they wake up when you nudge them and get annoyed you're bothering them but then right back to corpse land, how do you deal with that lmao

#listen i did this song and dance over 10 years ago with personal vampire lore #i settled on them still needing human food but also blood because vampire blood consumes itself otherwise #and that worked great! #but now I'm writing about the wet dog vampire in the video game and my rules won't work because WotC have Some in place already #but not enough to spare me this shit #anyways imagine Astarion being very bad at faking being alive for the first few weeks in camp #because he just isn't used to playing pretend for more than a few hours #but he slowly becomes more human as the adventure goes on #slowly remembers how it feels to breathe or sleep or eat #to have a heartbeat and warmth in his veins #imagine him reclaiming the little joys of living #wouldn’t that be beautiful?

[dogsyears]

10 years ago bad blood permanently altered 12 year old chloe's brain chemistry and last weekend 22 year old chloe finally got to hear it played live 🤍

#this album just means so much to me y'all #10 years ago this was my favorite album of all time #i don't have a definitive ranking now but it's still up there!! #they didn't play laughter lines which was unfortunate bc that's one of my faves #but when i say i was in TEARS during all of oblivion #truly one of the best nights ever i love bad blood i love bastille i love this band so fucking much #bastille #personal #music

[danielnelsen]

always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds

#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one’ THANKS MAN #personal #im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so #im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so. #the energy’s doing Great #and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing #genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed???????? #i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then #im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms #usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way #but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with #so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare? #still more sick than i’ve been in……..years? #im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week #this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer #hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!! #and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like— #starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis #im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune #i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months #idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)

[de-adend-archived]

de-adend -> de-adend-archived o7 so long!

#text #not art #dont worry abt me posting this in the early ams im studying for an exam this month and its ruined my sleep schedule okay aNYWAYS #tilts head side to side #did you know i made this side blog back in 2018 and it only has 123 posts #i mean my tablet got busted like at some point that year and i borrowed my friend's which was a whole adjustment period #but in 2019 i really hit a stride when i watched the hzbn pilot and very much enjoyed drawing fanart and ocs for it #and like yeah they werent very cleaned up and defo counted more as sketches but that year i did save like 240 as postable pngs #2020 was around 300 a brief lull in 2021 at like 100 #2022 was about 300 and 2023 was around 200 #i was mullin over these numbers for a bit a while ago when i did that whole new yearly contemplation of 'i wanna draw and post more!' #when like. ive posted about 10% of my art thruout the years [me!!! when i love validation more than god!!!] #and it got me thinking #blinks looks around i mean ill probably still like #post on my other blog bc art is my flesh blood and bones i cant escape it #just you kno maybe not like in the same mindset i unknowingly cultivated within myself here specifically #can u believe it wasnt any aiscare that did it!!! never let a machine take a humans job of feeling bad abt themselves this is home grown

[pepprs]

like it’s VERY very important to not text and drive. and i understand how dangerous it is to do that and to be distracted at all in any way for any amount of time on the road. i know it’s important to learn about these stories and bear witness to them. but i just think. like idk. watching multiple of them every day for 10 days (with a two day break halfway through for the weekend) is realy… like idk. i think after seeing a couple you can get the point. i don’t want to sound dismissive or lackadaisacal and im scared im sounding like that but i just am so freaked out by all of this and witb every new horror they’re showing us it’s scaring me worse.

#purrs #delete later #car accidents tw #death tw #child death tw #ask to tag #drivers ed tag #like this sucks so bad. we go from watching a video about how to drive in the city… to a 10 minute vid of a man talking abt how he hit and #killed 3 kids and it shows a PICTURE OF THE SCENE OF THE ACCIDENT WITH BLOOD AND EVERYTHING… and then after the video we immediately start #talking about like. fucking street cleaners and how you have to watch out for them. HOW is the video about the kids being hit and killed #part of the flow of the learning. what purpose does it serve. and it’s like these are REAL PEOPLE who died. real kids who existed. and it #just feels kind of fucked up. maybe it’s more fucked up thst im not following the flow and accepting the weight of it but it’s hard to when #im scared as fuck and just want to not be shown gore videos anymore. and then once we pick up the content again like abt street cleaners and #shit i can’t focus on any content bc i have to wind down from seeing the dead bodies and hearing the letter the parents wrote. like how is t #this helping. maybe it’s landing / more necessary for the 16 year olds but im 24. i am a whole adult. i do not take being alive for granted #i am terrified of death and dying and painfully aware of how fragile human beings are and how easy it is to be in danger. this is not #helping me or sending me a message it’s just making me so scared and terrified to even leave the house and unable to stop thinking about #death or injury lol!!! and i can’t tell them to stop and i can’t quit bc i need my fucking license so i have to just put my head down and #do this but it sucks indescribably. and we also saw one of those trick videos again too that makes you feel stupid bc it tells you to count #the number of lkke. things you see and it turns out i missed a few AND they were like did you notice what was going on in the background snd #i didn’t bc i was too busy counting the fucking things they told us to. i want to SCREAM. this makes me feel so stupid and helpless lolllll #<- as i was typing that we were learning about the chance of survival if you are hit by a car at different speeds! bc that’s relevant 😍😍😍😍😍😍 #anyways. my therapist was telling me stuff abt how i need to remember this isn’t targeted for me and i need to regulate my nervous system an #and how to calm down when it triggers me but i forgot everything she said literally 5 hours ago and now im here freaking the fuck out so. 🥰

[twilightarcade]

man .

#wordstag #uur not going to believe this but that appointment we scheduled? Yeah it's still happening. What the hell.. #I think . They should cancel all appointments forever for me. Because I've been sooooo good like #drinking water. Eating food. The works. Come on now #lil ol me? Going to the doctor? Laughable. We all know that I'm perfectly healthy #I wake up in da morning eat food brush my teeth do fuckall eat lunch do fuckall eat dinner shower then go to sleep. For 10 hours !!! #you can trrust me bro #8 glasses of water. Every day. Yeah I know I'm good; aren't I? #I tthink I need to get my blood drawn too because that was supposed to happen like a year ago 🩸🩸🩸🩸 good thing nothing bad happened #cod it's not even the like. Hey don't eat anything or whatever part . It's just the fact that I have to go. I think they should just #let me ship my blood over. In a neat little vial. I can trust ups with this task #that said we're gonna have to be on our best behavior o7 I'm gonna sleep so good that the doctor will get jealous. #they'll walk in and go wow! That's the face of the most well rested [X] year old I've ever met! I'm proud of you #and we'll pass alllllll the test. Every single onnathem. #we're going to pass with flying colors. And they'll even give me a sticker. That's how good I'll do. #I love trips to da . Dockter. Dockters love me also. Peace and love on planet earth. #doctors office is so fun !

[cleromancy]

the post thats like "as a bette enjoyer i understand jason likers just making stuff up but dont you want something good dont you want something that delivers" is so goofy like. yeah i fucking do and i want jason to deliver it

#i say this as a cry for blood lover helena b enthusiast btw and i have a lot of selina on my to read list #but like youre not really doing a Gotcha by telling me jason has been mishandled and his comics are bad lol. #like i know. i was there. #yes i want him to have had an actual personal growth arc instead of a dumbass reboot and scott fucking lobdell for 10 years #and all name dropping cry for blood does in jasony contexts is make *me* cry blood bc rucka didnt write the non existent jason growth arc #dc #anyway guess who has two thumbs and just bought the utrh deluxe edition bc jason todd only has one good book #but good god is that book ever fucking good. #SPEAKING of cry for blood i did find the 1st and 6th issues the other week wheeeeeee but also. Also. kind of want to buy the trade lmao #like the thing about me is. the ideal way to experience a comic to me is sitting on the floor surrounded by a pile of floppies #and i also. dont usually like to buy trades if i know im going out of my way to collect the floppies #but considering i already fjcking owned utrh and lost days and bought the stupid hardcover rerelease anyway who cares life is short god is+ #dead hell is empty and all the comics are here #What if i just do it lmao #(to be clear i mean if i spotted it in the wild i would be unable to stop myself but that is. a bit unlikely)

[saeraas]

the new dlc feels like they are trying to get more fate fans pulled into the game tbh. like it's already regulated to a discord fighter outside of Japan. also unrelated note but it's funny how everyone is blaming majin for manifesting with his Dantes arcade card

#fate grand order #melty blood #neco arc literally gave the game a second wind with like a 4k peak #very unfortunate that ppl were asking for a dedicated fate fighter for years and it looks like they are gonna just shove them together #-with melty #jiyuna is fucking lost and majin obama is hype lolol #case and point: french player hype to see dantes in game to see only like two players online #i know the pain yall gbvs have like 10 players online its so bad people gotta have weekly get togethers to play in their region bc delay nc