#bc theyre dead <3

[whumpshaped]

I was going to scream bc of holiday reasons but i have successfully avoided having to go to the Extended Family Christmas Lunch™ part 2 so i will take that pass and pocket it for future use

happy for u!!!

#the only reason i can avoid that anymore bc its not a possibility #bc theyre dead <3 #and my aunt hates us and we hate our aunt (wife of uncle) #and the kids too. very annoying #we never go there #we stopped when grandma died lol #theyre sooo annoying #anyway #im going to grandma's now #guess where i was last evening! #at grandma's! #guess where grandma was the day before yesterday! #at our house! #i hate the holidays i hate my family i want to kms #suicide #ig #just in case #asks #sophiness

[lieu-rey]

first meeting

#rdr2 #red dead redemption #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #issac morgan #man sees baby for the first time ever and is surprised that theyre tiny little creatures #arthur being the man he is mustve had SO many emotions holding issac for the first time. and this is all he manages to say in the moment #im lowkey projecting bc when i met my niece i absolutely REFUSED to hold her until i saw her the second time and i was like. #oh my fucking god shes so fucking tiny #anyway. i hope nothing bad happens to them ever<3 #btw arthurs clothes come from an edit of a young version of him that i saw #and i also saw a video of someone managing to find a repurposed model of eliza in rdr2s data and shes got dark hair! #so i gave issac dark hair (and arthurs blue eyes<3) #arthurs definitrly into people with dark hair #pspspspsp arthur i have dark hair pspspspspspspsp #AHEM anyway- #sorry i cant draw babies even tho i see one all the time now LMFAO #my art

[quirinah]

ummmmmmm guys this dungeons looking a little dark here..........................ummmm..... hello??? guys??

#quirinahdraws #darkest dungeon #darkest dungeon 2 #IVE BEEN IN THE TRENCHES SO I NEED 2 POST MY EARLY APRIL DRAWINGS FROM WHEN I WAS (am) PLAYING THIS GAME TERMINALLY.... #try to guess my favorite character (very difficult impossible /j) #notable moments include reynauld and dismas kicking the bucket in my first year to which i thought after the latter. ok at least theyre #together in death or watever. anyways i got a beyond the grave a week later with both of them and i could only revive one of them and my #first thought was wow! this would make great angst fodder! i should make a comic (and then i didnt) #but dismas is dead so i can never get the achievement but he basically carried me thru vvulf bc i didnt have any legend lvl frontliners and #i didnt know u could just sacrifice a hero to retreat. or that you had to destroy the bomb barrel HAHAHAHAH but we defeated vvulf SOMEHOW #sketchdump #digital #dd plague doctor #dd jester #dd shieldbreaker #dd arbalest #dd abomination #SORRY FOR YAOIFYING BIGBY THAT BADLY IDK WHAT HAPPENED...ETTO....... #my favorite builds are damage over time <3 number one blight buddy supporter #but marked for death r also my pookies....i just find marked builds a little awkward to use imo. but bh is like my blorbo #i find it funny drawing any of the charas bc i feel like i always draw characters a little too cutesy/colorful but its shrimpresting

[mamawasatesttube]

thinking abt the kon, bart, and cass (cain) trio again. guys who just never had any semblance of a childhood... i want them to go on a little adventure together. they're just like "we've never done kid stuff let's go be silly for a day!!!" and then kon realizes that out of the three of them, he's gonna be stuck being the closest thing they've got to impulse (haha) control. cass and bart would enable each other about all sorts of things and i need them to get up to shenanigans.

like, i need cass to steal one of bruce's cards so they can go to a theme park together. they're getting photos and kon calls cass "bat-babe" and she calls him "super-stud" and bart's like "i need one of these nicknames too hello??" and cass thinks really hard and goes "imp-ass?" and kon loses his shit. bart's like "that just sounds like impasse. no thanks." and kon looks at cass and says "imp passes," and then breaks into a gigglefit again. bart complains all of the roller coasters go too slow. bart and kon centrifuge poor cass on the teacup ride. she nearly throws up as soon as they get off and then demands to go again. bart challenges her to a candy eating contest and kon's like NO!!!!!!! DO NOT ACCEPT!!!!!!!! HES A SPEEDSTER!!!! so of course cass accepts. and then makes herself sick. bart's still impressed by how fast she can shove candy in her mouth for someone with no superspeed at all though.

also it would be fun if they stumbled upon a murder mystery or something in this theme park. i mean they would be like oh this is fucked up, but i would see it as enrichment in their enclosure or whatever. let cass be a noir detective with her two extremely op sillies as backup. idk. the vibes. you get me??

#rimi talks #dont ask me for an actual plot i do NOT have that in me i just have the ''i want to set these 3 loose in a place together'' energy #bart and cass together will activate kon's mom friend tendencies SO hard. #but like not in the annoying nag way he's just like GUYS... DRINK WATER... APPLY SUNSCREEN... #theyre all having a good time theyre doing silly poses on the roller coaster ride photos #sometimes i think about bringing back the tooth fairy post bc i do think that was SO fun #but then i remember how fucking annoying people who kept missing the point were in the notes #and i let it remain dead ksjdf #kon #bart #cass

[biggiedraws]

i did it

anyway i do have more ideas for this (evidently) so check the notes for extras in the next few days ^_^

free reaction image!! and version with no kimcom lol

#i love body swap aus bc without context this is just a normal image of 3 characters #but with context its the funniest fucking thing ever. yjh dead wife smile..... #even the order theyre standing in is wrong. its right but its wrong #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscient reader fanart #yoohankim #body swap

[eternally-tired-cryptid]

Y'all would not believe the situations I can put ocs in. Rotate them in my brain microwave.

#jasper rambles #the current sleeping fanfic is my witcher oc gwenna getting attacked by bandits and left for dead only to be rescued by her bestie eskel #and then upon the healer saving her life they realize they gotta head up to kaer morhen Now before the ppath gets too risky w the weather #and gwenna can't reasonably get up. luckily guess who just arrived on their way to kaer morhen? lambert and aiden. eskel is distrustful but #gwenna is like “so THIS is Lambert's cat” and lambert is fake grumpy abt it and then they all bond getting up the mountain and despite lambe #rts grumbling hes prolly abt as worried as eskel abt gwennas wellbeing bc unfortunately hes grown to see this woman as family over the last #decade plus of her wintering with them. aiden and gwenna bond so easily and trade stories and such. they get up the mountain and lambert and #aiden get a moment to breathe before vesemirs intereogation bc he can tell gwenna is injured. she brushes it off by telling him he can give #her a full check up AFTER theyre all settled in. by this point vesemir keeps supplies that are more specifically for helping humans on hand #thanks to her first ever winter w them in which she broke her leg. i just. love them so much <3 #no clue where it falls on any sort of canon timeline. books or show. but 🤷 #i think itd be cute if gwenna is there the winter geralt brings ciri up for the first time

[thejacketscloset]

Taking a "What canine are you" and immediately wanting to make a fursona after the result

#my little enrichment activity i allow myself is to do silly quizes #theyre just so much fun #and its safe to say i really liked and agreed with my result #also i fw furries #the only reason i dont call myself one is bc i havent made a dedicated fursona yet #cringe culture is dead if u judge furries just having fun ur lame btw :3

[goldiipond]

some side story kids

#skye's doodles #been in drawing hyperfocus mode for like 3 days now good lird. heres some doodles <3 #gotta commend demizu's ability to make even the canonically dead side-story/light novel exclusive character designs fun and unique #well except susan her design is mine since she doesnt have a canon design but still <3 w bonus ray bc i started thinking abt them n got sad #did you know i love michelle and olivia so so much theyre so fun to draw #and the 3 kids from ray's side chapter that surprisingly dont have canon names. give them to me i must know :3 girls name #the promised neverland #tpn #yakusoku no neverland

[suffarustuffaru]

Im the rem x otto anon, so just to be clear bc i dont think i was in that ask

Rem is an amazing character and has a key role in the story, her character arc in arc 1 and 2 was amazing. BUT after she falls in love with Subaru, i feel that everything we saw of her gets sorta of erased? Its not the same Rem, and even though she did go through a major cathartic event, i think her character could have taken another direction than of being resumed as Subaru's love interest (when she is not fighting)

I feel tappei wasted some potential, bc i wanted to see her being confident about herself without the Subaru obsession (and we got this on arc 7 and 8 and i loved it)

oh yo hello again!! :o and oohh ok i think i kinda see what you mean? bc i do agree. (also my bad im gonna ramble again aljdflsj but i thought this topic is pretty interesting :o)

ok so. while i know the whole point of rems development in arc 3 is that while she means well, shes ultimately developed an unhealthy devotion to subaru, i still feel like arc 3 rem kind of. narratively speaking, i feel like her arc 2 traits and all her traits pre-subaru get kind of flattened. or ignored?? im not quite sure how to explain this but ill try my best aljdflsd. like ok this is complicated to talk about bc yeah rems arc as it is does serve a purpose, and arc 2 rem was different bc she was operating off of what she knew at the time and she only knew subaru as a stranger and/or enemy at first. her arc 2 to arc 3 development was rem trying to move on from her fixation on ram, but in the process ends up moving that fixation to subaru. but i do wish that tappei emphasized her personhood outside of subaru more EVEN WHILE she was placing her whole life around him. bc thats exactly what tappei does when hes writing otto.

otto as a character is a whole fleshed out person, and if you cut away all the parts that have to do with subaru, otto the character still stands on his own. with rem, the moment you hit arc 3, everything pre-arc 3 kind of. fades away, almost? of course its not that rem cant stand on her own as a character. the rem and ram prequel novel for example takes place from rems pov and shes absolutely fascinating throughout the entire story. but when you look at arc 3 rem and compare her to pre-arc 3 rem, i feel like tappei forgets to still show her outside of subaru. i feel like the narrative needs to call out rem a bit more for her unhealthy behavior bc tappei doesnt hold back when it comes to someone like otto. so where is the equal treatment for rem....??

i do feel like theres smth to be said about the writing being a little more neutral when rems doing smth Unhealthy bc of her subaru obsession. its fascinating. we have to read into it. but also then tappei turns around and takes the time to shit on otto for doing subaru obsession things and also tappei shits on subaru for being obsessive too and its like. tappei ............ what about rem........

roswaal too is another character whos big motivation is devotion for a love interest (yeah ok i know i too am metaphorically crying and vomiting at the idea of calling echidna a love interest for roswaal but that IS how he sees her) but he also stands on his own as a character even if you ignore everything connecting him to echidna. with roswaal and otto you get a good balance of them being Heavily connected to the people theyre respectively devoted to while also being able to stand on their own Narratively. bc i know the whole point of roswaal, otto, rem, etc is that theyre Dependent and Obsessed, but writing wise, they should still be able to take the spotlight when the spotlight is on them even when the person theyre devoted to has nothing to do with it.

and when you have multiple characters whos motivation is being Dependent and Obsessed, the differences are gonna be a bit stark. its a very fine line to walk with characters like this bc you cant have Everything about them revolve around another character. but also thats the point at the same time. its a very Very thin line to walk. subaru himself is also/was a Dependent and Obsessed character and like. well we all know how nuanced subaru is as a character. you could write essays and essays on him alone.

rem though, i feel, gets a little too flattened into the role of subarus love interest, but at the same time i can sort of forgive it for arc 3 bc of the plot beats being one after the other and her general Purpose in the story. but at the same time i really do wish tappei still emphasized WHO SHE IS outside of subaru. bc even while someone like otto is thinking about subaru A Lot (see: the ottos diary shorts, aka the episodes where ALMOST EVERY DAMN SHORT is about subaru), you still get a sense of ottos personality. hes analytical but easily flustered. he does get a little jealous. hes anxious and a bit of a coward. but also hes so brave when it really counts. hes in denial about how much he cares about people sometimes, even when its abundantly clear. hes practical but kind of emotional at the same time?? hes very perceptive. but also he can be a little dumb with perceiving himself and his own feelings bc of the aforementioned Denial and also theres the fact that he doesnt know Why he gets jealous of emilia talking about subaru. but also hes pretty smart with reading other people and their emotions. but at the same time hes a little egocentric at times and overly focuses on himself and forgets things like how other people actually perceive him. but at the same time hes focused on how people see him bc hes a merchant. thats the basis of his job. and also he has anxiety so he does care about that. etc etc.

rem in arc 3 though is like. shes soft sweet protective caring loyal....................... which is nice and all but its definitely a big difference from arc 2 rem and pre-arc 3 rem in general where we see a whole RANGE of different traits, emotions, etc. like even in her relationship with ram theres complexities - theres the envy, theres the kind of "debt" that she owes ram for saving her life, the kind of brief sick burst of joy that ram lost her horn and is now "equal" to rem in status, the guilt from feeling that way, but also is her life even worth Anything if shes not making herself useful, etc etc. and also - yes the softness the loyalty etc etc is part of rem. a crucial part of rem that she shows to her loved ones (ram and subaru) the most. but yeah as you said anon - arc 7 and 8 was really fascinating bc we finally get to see her outside of her fixation on subaru. i mean one example is that we see her act Cold in some parts of arc 2 and the coldness does carry over a bit in some parts of arc 7 (see: rem being mean about natsumi, rem defending herself against subaru bc being an amnesiac she used to just see subaru as Some Guy who was acting a little too chummy with her, etc etc).

but also in general. its nice to see her stand more on her own now. i do wish though that tappei emphasized her more even while she was deep in the subaru obsession, bc tappei has made MULTIPLE characters with similar plot beats to her and they were still very nuanced and complex :o !! not that rem isnt that bc she HAS all this depth and i adore her for that!! but shes definitely a little lacking in a few areas of her writing, imo. i am however interested to see where she goes in arc 8 for sure!!

#rezero #rem #otto suwen #yeah ig ill tag him i talked abt him a bit lajsdldfd #ask #not that arc 3 rem didnt have her ups and downs but like. her despair her pain her anger etc is all through the lens of her sacrificing #herself for subaru. which again yeah thats the point but wish we got a little more o.OO but also i suppose personally i find plotlines with #people Devoted to others in this way super interesting. but yeah again like i said. wish tappei added a bit of extra Something to rems arc #plot. bc u got subaru roswaal otto etc who have some similar plot beats and theyre. a bit more nuanced than arc 3 rem is. #like yeah ok subarus the mc and all but tappei did a bit of a better job with ottos plotline than he did with rems imo. i have to wonder if #that slightly factored into people ignoring the bad parts of rems devotion in arc 3 and go right to aw cute girl whod do anything for me :) #and also sloth if. #happened. like how do subaru and rem live with themselves knowing they left everyone for dead. its a relief that they didnt accidentally #pass on some of their trauma to their kids when theres like no therapy in the fantasy world lajdflsd #arc 7-8 spoilers

[toastsnaffler]

everyone say thank u to my roommate for going to visit her parents this weekend so I can jack it loud and nasty 🙏

#i love her but there are some benefits to having the flat to myself.... love getting to wander around in just my boxers + a tshirt too #things i could do while she was still here if i wasnt a pussy 🙄 #jk itd just make her uncomfortable and im too respectful for that #having a lowkey crush on her is an endless comedy to me bc we would be so woefully incompatible romantically #and also sexually.. historically ive only ever stone topped bc ive never been comfortable enough w anyone to let them fuck me #despite very much Not being stone or exclusively a top. and i think shes some form of sex repulsed anyway so like. sits there dead silence #and also shes so in love with her other friends and i showed up late to that party.... ive been feeling kinda guilty lately bc ik- #she misses them a lot and wishes we'd be able to stay roommates w them too. and im a pretty poor replacement for them tbh #and i love spending time with her but whenever i do i feel kinda painfully aware im not them like i could never fill that space #and asking to hang out more with her always feels like im taking away from time she could be talking to them. or even being alone ik she- #likes her own company and i get that a lot too so its chill but ahh.. man #i dont mean this in a bitter or jealous way at all like theyre all such sweet ppl i couldnt ever hold it against them #theyre kind of a 3 headed cerberus type situation and im like. the stray puppy they found on the side of the road #theres nothing they can do differently i was just born to be alienated from other ppl forever until i die. and someday i hope ill- #finally get used to it and accept i wont ever feel like im enough for anyone else or feel like anything else is enough for me #old wounds healed over 5082 times that still hurt to touch but i cant help pressing my fingers into them anyway bc its a familiar pain etc #anyway lost where i was going with this its just been on my mind again recently. i hate to be pitied i hate to feel like im only included- #bc they didnt want me to feel left out i hate feeling like a shoddy secondhand stand-in and its been a lot of that lately #also been a little annoyed bc sometimes it feels like shes trying to micromanage my social life and girl. we're not close enough for that #im sure its well intentioned but im not part of what they have going on i cant compete in that ring so dont try to push me into it.. #ahhh. its all ok tho one of the guys is coming to visit next month which will be rly fun but ill try to give them some space too #its good at least im doing this processing now bc group situations can be spike traps of triggers for me sometimes #regardless of how good friends i am w ppl and ive already had a wobble a few weeks ago w how i cope and i dont want it to become a #fully fledged regular issue again bc its so hard to crawl back out of that pit. anyway losing coherence here im gonna stop rambling #and go make myself an early dinner and then back to drawing........ #sorry for long tags if ur reading this blows u a kiss but go find a better use of ur time girl!! #.diaries

[nerosdayinanime]

jjk & kny self inserts - icarus is all the way back from feb last year (i made him & aether but then giyuu consumed my soul and i havent touched them Since...) and i just made kuro today

#neros art tag #kny oc #kny oc art #the curse of forever thinking my self inserts are the hottest bitches around while borderline hating myself irl</3 #all the fandom inserts get one of my names from my list #icarus was from back when i had neon green hair (beloved<3) #kuro bc it means black like nero. also he should have blue hair but i didnt think it'd fit #i could make a ver where he does ig #not today tho. is bedtime #icarus gets to be the mary sue insert hes a very very distant relative of the gojos (eyes) and can manipulate cursed energy #theyre in the area when junpei & mahito go apeshit at the school and they find the disfigured corpses #mahito cracks open the soul to manipulate it- icarus cant do that but once mahito cracks it open he can fuck with it after the fact #so he starts turning them back to people corpses (theyre dead he cant bring them back to life) up until they find junpei's potato body #he was recent enough that he was still alive when he got turned back so they took him to the hospital. now junpei's stuck w 2 crackheads #kuro however is just vaguely sad and angry. him & giyuu bond over a long mission and he dies after taking a hit that wouldve killed giyuu #tsutako was worldshattering sabito was soulcrushing kuro was the confirmation of a pattern #loserboy giyuu posting #he wasnt nearly as close with or hurt as much as tsutako & sabito did but it ripped the wound open again #also obligatory playlist of songs i listened to while drawing: icarus - devilman no uta(nickstradi/HowL) destruction (joywave) #kuro - tom's diner(suzanne vega/DNA) alexa play the blues (PREACHERVAN) pepper tea(bellevue days) #i think theres supposed to be another one but i clicked through a bunch of songs & i cant tell which one it is in my recently played :( #alexa play the blues is kinda odd one out bc i had to go somewhere and i started thinking abt him in the car listening to it so its include #hes not sadfuck all the time. just most the time #oh ya fuck icarus' eyes arent always black. only when its activated. longer its activated the more it bleeds- it kinda stains so he always #looks like hes been crying lmao #really wanna redraw all the little jokes we made abt them they make me giggle

[cheemken]

Diantha and Malva are so ♠️ coded to me

#finally have the holy trinity of dia <3 lance. dia <> geeta. and dia <3< malva lmfaooo #but your honour listen #cause ive been thinking abt them for a while now #bc of my silly little concepts #they give exes who havent moved on from each other and still want each other carnally vibes real #they give reluctant friends w benefits #im sure as fuck they hate fucked inside one of the league restrooms at least once #or a few times maybe idk #they could ruin each others reputation #they cant live without the other #they want the other dead #they understand each other so much #theyre so fucked up your honour #theyd be all snide comments and snarky responses #but theyd be fucking damned if anything actually happens to the other one #its giving 'shes a bitch but shes my bitch and only i get to call her that' #they make me so ill #angelfireshipping #random bs

[love-birds-stuff]

Oagh thinking trisona thoughts

#im still like cooking a design for him but like #ok i havent talked abt this but i f/o but vash and knives (separately) and i like to break my own heart right #its sand falling though ur fingers #and i keep thinking that like ultimately my guy is aligned with knives first and foremost (thats a key thing) #so like vashverse (thats what im calling it where he guns for vash instead of knives) its like hey check this out how tragic #could i possibly make this right #bc rosario (trisona; thats his name) will always put his loyalties to knives and the ghg before anything else #that includes vash #so every time they do come together its never set in stone when itll be the last #theyre just biding their time until the inevitable #double owie if you consider ww into the equation bc looks wise rosario and ww look eerily similar #so going off of like vashwood thats like so theres this guy that looks like ur dead bf hope that doesnt cause any problems #i think their involvement hinges on that loss being fresh too; a perfectly aligned coincidence #trying to fill a hole someone left behind with someone else #AGHHH they drive me crazy bc theyre always coming together like stars on course collision; always dancing around eachother never to fully #meet and when they do meet the mutually assured destruction of one of them is guaranteed #(listen all the ghgs DIE; rosario is no exception) #anyway go crazy go stupid its 3 am aaaa #its sand falling thru ur fingers #bird chirps.txt

[sharmoota-job]

sometimes i feel bad that i dont focus on any other characters that i love from gta v (franklin + lamar, wade and ron, ect) but i am so hyperfocused on michael trevor lester and brad that i cant stop looking at them with my eyes

#i keep trying to draw lamar bc hes one of my fav characters from the game but my brain is like. nope. time to draw trevor for the 834th time #............main post is partially a lie. i draw ron sometimes i just havent posted him. hes my awful bby boy <3 #and i have a few wips of lamar and franklin and theyre all half finished. i need to finish them #BUT EVERYBODY ELSE i need to practice. i havent even tried drawing davey or devin or steve #i was the same way with red dead #every character did not exist to me asides from dutch and hosea (and bill and javier) for a few weeks i was so hyperfocused

[nyxi-pixie]

thinking about the death of originality in media in the west. thinking about this coiciding with anime becoming extremely popular. thinking about how hollywood and netflix and amazon are all convinced that people are mindless drones consuming the same boring shit endlessly but theyre Wrong because people are actively seeking out original ideas from half way across the world.

#thing is bc of how little people read it would be so easy for western movies and tv to be based off of books comics etc and thus be original #by virtue of Format rather than actual substance. lazy originality if you will #the same way that 90% of anime comes from pre existing manga #like you as the conglomerate dont have to make the ideas urself u just have to pay the little guys making the ideas to make an adaptation #but instead theyre like no lets make the 80th sequel to some dead asf franchise #lets remake a movie from 20 years ago #lets remake a movie from 10 years ago. fuck it lets remake one from 2 yrs ago #WHY??????? #anyway this is bound to get worse because of ai and im miserable #true originality may only prosper in fanfictipn you beautiful self indulgent authors making stuff u enjoy are the only ones creating for #the sake of creating and i LOVE YOU<3 #nyxi cant stfu

[meowsticmarvels]

constantly thinking about weird fucked up persona aus but mostly on the brain rn is p3/4 stuff. like for one a swap with the IT and SEES (like location and premise and all that) would be crazy but for reasons that I'll elaborate on in the tags it's not perfect. but what IS crazy to me and had been rotating in my brain is. the concept of SEES having shadows.

for a while I've been thinking of an au where the answer features their shadows. granted I haven't played/watched the answer but the concept is certainly really insane because the characters do have enough issues for it to be crazy. even by that time. there'd be general overarching themes of grief and loss between them all but also individual things (that some of them do mostly get over but still. this would be insane mid-game too) -- junpei's jealousy, akihiko's need to not lose anyone ever again, mitsuru's guilt and feeling like she has to make up for the kirijo group's shortcomings, etc. would be a hell of a time and I'd love to write this concept if I can thinknof things. talk to me abt ur thoughts on p3 characters having p4 esque shadows im thinking

#trevor.txt #persona 3 #p3 #persona 4 #p4 #the reason i say the swap would be difficult is bc the characters of each are built around the themes of their games and the locations #theyre in #like sees being bigger and having characters who have parent issues + lost or do lose someone during the story #like even a member of sees gets killed off!!!!!!! #whereas p4 is in like. a smaller rural town #and most of its characters have more of their issues lie in public perception of them #like how people view them ans such. thats not rly a problem for p3's cast (well for some. but to a Lesser extent) #and also the p4 cast we dont get info on all their home lives #yosuke's is just alluded to once or twice because of his manager dad. chie's got no mention. yukiko's the heir to the inn #kanji's dad's dead and his moms nice. idk abt rise's other than her grandma. and naotos parents are dead #comparing to the p3 cast thats Much less info #so ig my point isnjust that a lot of reworking would havr to be done. but it would be insane i promise #p3 shadow au also goes hard oh mannnnn #shadow akihiko bringing up shinjiro or even miki would be the death of me. Id just Die right there