#beats freq

[pollypocket6890]

DVBBS & Dropgun - Pyramids (Beatz Freq & Mountblaq Bootleg) - SoundCloud

Listen to DVBBS & Dropgun - Pyramids (Beatz Freq & Mountblaq Bootleg) by Beatz Freq on #SoundCloud

#pyramids #banger #blazin #DVBBS& Dropgun #beats freq #mountblaq bootleg #soundcloud #edm #music

[thekidsfromyestergay]

There's a synth part in the second prechorus of boy division and this is big news to absolutely nobody but me

#there's a high freq beep on the first two beats of ever bar #theres also that swirly synth on the third 'whoever you are'

[gougeandkill]

im sorry but why do ppl like uptempo and hardstyle…… the kicks are so annoying wpdkwjdksn and the fans are always like “OMG this song is so fxckin brutal 🤯🤯🤯” and u go listen to it and the kicks are like. tiny abbreviated screeches that sound like they got put thru a high pass filter

#ppl like to rag on dubstep a lot but nah bro we gotta go after the uptempo/hardstyle likers #like idk for me the point of a kick is that it has some ‘oomph’ #if its just high freq beeping or super abbreviated beats then whats the point!! #gouge.txt

[majesticfreq]

KIDNEY DETOX - Kidney Insufficiency - Alpha Binaural Beats - RIFE Frequencies

#kidney disease #kidney failure #kidney detox #kidney #kidney health #natural treatment #natural therapies #rife frequencies #sound healing #sound therapy #alpha waves #binaural beats #majestic freq #528hz

[arowrath]

you open a 16 year old’s rentry and its like nick ++ 6teen ++ it he she ++ 💐🥩🦟🌈🧃 ++ vincian and you click random words before realizing the png of the anime boy brings u to the next page which is like

[ “OUT OF THE ASHES…”

dni: “bi bisexual” supporters (kys) ++ antis ++ bigots ++ use the window curtain flag ++ think demiboys can say faggot ++ freaks ++ authoritarians ++ dont like kys jokes ++ int. with user catboyblorbo ++ hate my favs ++ general dni criteria

[ “…STARS WILL RISE ❤️”

and by this point youre in too deep you need to know more so u click on random words and pngs until u find the next page

~~ 🧚‍♀️ smiling unicorn system 🦄 ~~

freq fronters: emma she it they ++ jace no prns ++ nick it he she ++ naruto gore rot xe

and the last page (which u can only find once u realize the “t” in fronters is underlined) is like

transrace (white -> autistic) ; 12-16yrs ; antis dni ; 🏔️🌈⏰🧪🥩 ++proud. rabies (selfdx) adhd (profdx) ibs (med recognized) ; ex discourser

and then ur significantly cooler teenage mutual sends u an ask letting u know that the emoji keysmashes means they go around public parks beating up small children for fun and in 2019 they were called out for breaking into peoples homes and beating them to death with golf clubs and thats what they meant by “ex discourse blog”

#edit: OP IS A SYSTEM #text #not screenreader friendly #im only strawmanning a little bit i did genuinely see someone with ‘transrace (white -> autistic)’ on their rentry and thats what inspired #this. i think im anaphylactic #not a word of tjis is englsih #anyway this strawrentry (like a strawman for a website) took half an hour to write. it wasnt worth ir #f slur tw

[elizabethplaid]

Midnight Break Room 🏴‍☠️ [Barber Beats, Plunderphonics, Vaporwave]

curated by Benjamin G

Mmm, a smooth mix of jazzy beats. I’m somewhat aware of the “vaporwave” genre, but less aware of “barber beats”. And this is the first time I’ve seen the term “plunderphonics”. (I was listening to a mix of “intelligent drum and bass” before this, so I know there’s some overlap.)

Anyway, the mix has been down-tempo with some jazzy bits and funky guitars, here and there. That sort of 1990s “easy listening” music from The Weather Channel’s local forecast segment. “Freq” by VHS Logos and “arrival heights” by GD¥ were the 2 songs that prompted me to post this to tumblr.

Playlist under the cut, with some google-translated titles:

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Credit for visuals:   / @pc2000s​ 

 0:00 - Yasuyuki Suzuki - Solitude

6:01 - Backwhen - Reefs

8:56 - GODSPEED 音 - 遠い過去の記憶  (Memories of the Distant Past)

14:10 - modest by default - түлхүүрнүүд  (Keys)

18:25 - Macroblank - 私を連れ戻して (Take Me Back)

21:42 - VHS Logos- Freq

23:34- GD¥ - arrival heights

28:20 - snowpoint lounge - 不吉な記憶消しゴム  (Ominous Memory Eraser)

33:28 - Manila Ice - 私は英雄です  (I am a Hero)

39:04 - haircuts for men - あなたが悲鳴を上げることができます  (You Can Scream)

43:37 - ROMBREAKER - 進化の家  (Evolution House)

47:52 - particle dreams - audrey

49:52 - Linkwood - Shortwaves

53:22 - Macroblank - 寒い通り  (Cold Street)

57:30 - Dokutā Slump - R A I N

1:00:25 - ROMBREAKER - Birds in the skies

1:03:20 - Oblique Occasions - oblique occasions is online

1:07:10 - Macroblank - blue moon 

1:11:32 - haircuts for men - 'я слышал звон   (I Hear a Ringing)

1:17:30- Manila Ice - 私は私が誰なのかわからない  (I Don’t Know Who I Am)

1:22:38 - modest by default - 我让那些法西斯跳舞   (I Made Those Fascists Dance)

1:28:41 - Macroblank - guest house

1:33:40- S O A R E R - _-暖かい  (Warm)

1:37:44- modest by default - түлхүүрнүүд  (Keys; guess it appeared twice?)

1:40:25 - Monodrone - Afternoon Commerce 

1:45:08 - VHS Logos - マントラ  (Mantra)

1:46:18 - GODSPEED 音 - ついに無料  (Finally Free/Free at Last)

1:52:00 - modest by default - 약간의 대마초  (A Little Weed/Some Cannabis)

#music #video #music video #playlist #vaporwave #barber beats #plunderphonics

[mugiwara-communications]

Sanji X S/O: Admiral Partner.

Thanks for the magic prompt, Anon! They requested "a reaction on the monster trio and ace (+ the reaction of their crew, if possible..) with an admiral s/o, and they have a secret relationship".

Read the rest here! Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Ace.

Warning: Marineford, but no donuts because this isn't that kind of bakery. WC: ~1.2K

You first met when he was still working at the Baratie. You might have just started working for the Marines and got to be the lucky recruit to escort someone higher up to eat at the restaurant. When Sanji first saw you, he didn’t see the rank or uniform, he saw a face that made his heart skip beats that no woman has done to him before.

He’ll offer you a seat and a light meal, something to help you keep your energy up. You fall deep for his blue eyes the second he thanks you- a greenhorn, a new recruit, a seaman- for keeping the Blues clean. The most you have done for any of the Blue is gather glass bottles from the water, but he still thanked you for being a decent person.

Every time there was someone to escort to the Baratie, you jumped at the chance to see him again. Schedules only matched up so rarely to call and the letters weren’t enough despite being doused in his cologne. You wanted to see him again.

It wasn’t uncommon for Marines to date and marry civilians. In fact, it’s considered much more professional. You crave the cook in such a way that you begin to use vacation days just to be at the Baratie.

Living for the days off of work is everything, but it feels more intimate when Sanji is the one pulling off your Marine coat and leading you towards the seat that’s been claimed by you for months.

Each time you show up, there is always a stray pirate that needs to be attended to. But you feel like royalty the way you get told to stand down as a guest by the chefs. Leaning into your elbow, you wonder if Sanji is always that strong and flexible, or if he’s just showing off because you are watching him.

If you choose to spend celebratory dinners there, you get Zeff to yell at you. Sure, a guest when you want to be, but not as the newly promoted Admiral Murayagi. But he still gifts you a small cake with a purple goat drawn in the icing.

You get a fearful letter from one of marines ships nearby warrning you when Mihawk was spotted near by, heading to a location you knew well enough.

Normally, as someone who strategizes instead of fighting, you wondered why one of the Warlords was in the peaceful East Blue… Why was the Baratie in such a wreck? Where is Sanji? And why one of the strongest members of the former Sun Pirates was running around? Who’s section was he in? Where was the nearest base or any warnings?

You knew the marines was going to shit, but you didn’t think it was going to be that quick. 

After getting the answers to all of the questions, you enjoyed stripping Nezumi of his rank and power. Nezumi was more of a rat than a mouse; using his power to harm.

You would have left the wreck of ‘Arlong Park’ with a bowed head and pitiful apology to the civilians if the smell of Sanji’s cologne didn’t distract you. 

Seeing the way he stood with the people- the pirates who took Arlong down- you knew Sanji had made his choice to join them. You weren’t mad, not at all. You were glad he found somewhere to he that wasn’t just at the Baratie. You knew he would have died there if he could.

You did have to do your justice as a Marine first… but you didn’t see any pirates responsible for the situation at hand. No, just a group starting out. They didn’t even have bounties yet, very well to leave them be.

Running into Sanji and seeing him smile, you would have wished him a well life and let him live it. Instead, when he saw you, he ran to you, ready to dip you and kiss you for everything that had happened to him in the last three days. You were lucky enough to turn the kiss into a hug and play it off as Sanji being the best cook in the Baratie and not your long-time boyfriend.

Calls and letters after that got more frequent but more difficult to hide. You knew his crewmates didn’t like Admiral Murayagi, but they accepted someone like him was dating someone they didn’t know very well.

Everyone knew you and the cook were together, but no one knew you, a marine, and him, a pirate, were together.

Until his wanted poster drawing came in, then you could just pretend it’s a different Sanji. Your Sanji was back home, acting as the perfect househusband. The picture pinned to the wall behind your desk? Just a funny drawing to make you laugh, it’s not your boyfriend.

Watching Enies Lobby fall, you had those thoughts again… What world disregards the study of knowledge? Why couldn’t they study it? What was there to hide and why was it being hidden?

You spent a week stewing in questions. What did Gold Rodger find that warranted his death? Was his hypothetical child someone that dangerous to the world, that everyone was willing to lay their lives for someone under the age of 23 to be killed? Was the boy who was arrested really the son of the former Pirate King?

You reached for the Den Den Mushi and rang the Strawhat pirates, hoping for someone to pick it up. You had to talk to Sanji, you were losing your mind thinking to yourself. You couldn’t trust the people around you if someone your age was going to be killed.

The call wasn’t picked up. Or the second, the third, the fifth, the tenth. You only stopped because your Den Den was tired.

You got a message early that morning. Portgas D. Ace was scheduled for execution… for being Gol D. Rodger’s hypothetical son.

You called it. The Marines would kill over a hypothetical.

Stuck in the middle of an upcoming war, there wasn’t anything you could do without risking your own life. You tried thinking what Sanji would do for his friends, but there was no way a cake would turn the minds of everyone around you… Maybe. Maybe cupcakes? No, forget those thoughts, they won’t work. The Marines were always a bread kind of group anyways.

When Strawhat Luffy fell from the sky, you remember he was the boy who fought for his friends. You never got to see him fight for his family... Arlong Park fell for Nami, Enies Lobby fell for Robin. Marineford might very well not exist by the war’s end.

You remember what Sanji told you once, something about family love being something that could harm and heal. And you loved Sanji so much, you knew how he loved his crew mates. Maybe you were lucky you fell out of love with the Marines and in love with the pirates instead.

Throwing your rank and title away, the ground felt like magma as you ran with the pirates.

The Moby Dick sailed off with several extra bodies onboard. Looking at the captain of the Strawhats and explaining how you are the person Sanji always talks to felt like a challenge.

“But Sanji talks to a Den Den Mushi?”

“I’m on the other side of the call.”

“No, on the other side of the call is the wall.”

“Not literally, Child.”

“I’m not ‘Child’, I’m Luffy!”

Okay, so it was more a challenge than you figured you could handle. But Ace was able to translate Luffy Talk with you all and get everything sorted out enough so that you weren’t going to lose any more necessary brain cells.

A productive two years later, seeing Sanji again was everything you hoped.

Running your fingers through his blond hair and dipping him to kiss him breathless, Luffy finally figured out you were Sanji’s ‘call partner’.

#one piece #one piece x reader #op x reader #one piece fanfiction #mugiwara-communications #one piece headcanons #vinsmoke sanji x reader #vinsmoke sanji

[elrik-j]

Here it is Now

I got telepathy by speaking to a picture.

Then i was speaking to some dream withs and I saved a little girl that was getting raped by her Dad, using death sypathetic and gaining life and death sympathetic telepathy, after at first yousing imajinaerial telepathy.

Then there is the explanation of the Grecian religion. The Grecain religion worked like this. Everyone participated in in-bed imajinaerilaism- as in like -in-bed imajinaerialism, if you can remember that. This is through using our internality, exteranlity, vijzin. Vijzins and phiscals, you see.

You see.

As it is collectively, participated in, it becomes real out, to a chosen one to go, out, with realized as real interactions.

Try speaking to a picture of it, such as diablo.

Such as from diablo. Just relax. Realize your not doing anything and ask a question.

Not gods of the Uvric realigion or anything they will have to reject and deny it.

Next, Try a Serial Experiment.

Heres the start.

Sceintology: Task.

Task. S-P-C.

Serial Experiment Tasks: Serial Experiment.

When I was 19 I started on the Mie Dream Freq. To help aid my dreams. I used a hrtz frequency like The Rapper XXXTentacion suggests to use.

It worked. On my Uvric Avric vijznz fizkulsz arns clearance.

1st i encounted Rez, lord of the invisible being bros.

Then I adjusted my M.AE.Be, to say, dream with me or die, otherwise, here is this paper, here is what you need to do.

Okay, okay.

Rez was the one that outed hercules, as he went out in the Grecian Uvric Religion.

You see he was lord of the invisible being bros and he blackmailed him at the pillars of hercules with that boar, like that jason fought form the books, series of percy and jackson. Okay, so he got blackmailed for being the minortar about thenieda and Theasus who was a huge kingdom threat and, king.

Trojan, Helena, Ect, Ect, Romolus and Relmulus, ext, exctera.

Okay Okay. Thatsz all.

This isn't my main account. Im doing baec-os study, papers on this sort of thing. My goal is to get adopted so i can use science, math and history to figure these sorts of things out.

I believe we live in a post Hauth-Post-Ap society today.

I want to find a way to remedy and the source of child abuse and the orgin of the baby, ect, exctera, excetera.

Practice, train, protect and stay careful!

I recommend Hrtz for Uvric medicine, ecxtera, and dream about and kill that wierdo rez.

bro bye!.

Bro hey pro.

(haha, anti pro. hero).

Hey. I wrote this book out of compassion and with heart.

I was having a hard time.

My life was rough.

Ever Since I was a kid I was so fucking frustrated.

I wrote something down and tried to have a dream about it.

It didn't work.

Then I desired to save the creator of the dream

because that's basic bitch, why doesn't that work.

And, no I no.

I know one thing.

Math and Science exist.

As a kid, i imajined going back in time, and saving him, learning the nature of the dream through math and science.

When I spoke on this, I'd get beat and made to forget things.

If you know, this happens, to special important people who purpose themselves, such as, who is responseable- and how come we don't know the creator of the dream?

Suspicious, i'd believe so. You see.

I believe we believe in a Post-Hauth, Post-Apactalyptic soceity, and I believe his orgin was the Post-Sumerian Hittite civilization.

For Further evidence on this matter, I would suggest serial experiments on middle school history classess, on public forums, ectera.

As forthereth, I desire to study these things, through sceince, math and history. Combining these elements i believe i could unlock the key to this mystery.

I need help, my whole life, I was abused and driven mad, it was really sad. Please help me.

I don't know either way.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME. Lets move on. I can do this.

LETS-GO. (right man?)

Okay, and when i remembered my dreams id get beat and woken up in the middle of the night and raped by with the girl next door and theyre family man.

Please, I need help. I need to get adopted, so i can work this. I need love.

I need my mommy.

ARCHITIPICALLEY, IMAJINITIVITAIROALLY, REALSTICALLY.

CONGRATULATOINS ON YOUR ADOPTION PARTY. PLZ.PLEA.

#UVRIC #UVRICA #GRECIAN #GRECIAN RELEGION #HISTORY MATH #HISTORY SCEINCE #PRO-HERO #PRO-ANTI-PRO #HERO #books & libraries #art #hawethorne #anime and manga #artists on tumblr #critical role

[djcparis]

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[missroserose]

Whumptober Day 9: Tossing and Turning

For the fourth time in ten minutes, Sam changes position on his bed.  His problem-solving brain, analytical as ever, insists on going down the checklist. The mattress is practically new, Dean having gone hog-wild with their stolen credit cards when they first moved in (“I’m nesting, Sammy, leave me be”), memory foam that Sam has to admit is comfortable for all that he initially complained of the bed trying to absorb him like an amoeba.  The linens—well, they’re the bunker’s linens, which is to say more serviceable than luxurious, but they beat the hell out of the scratchy motel polyester that’s been de rigeur for most of Sam’s life.  The air is that perfect temperature that the bunker always seems to maintain, just a tad cool, with that slightly dusty recycled smell.  There’s nothing, in other words, that should be causing him trouble.

Nothing except the knowledge that, were he to get up, open his door and walk, the room down the hall would be empty.  Silent, barren, no music playing through headphones or awful Netflix horror movies streaming on a laptop.  Not even any embarrassingly vanilla pornography.  Just silence, and the weight of a deceptively small note in an terribly familiar scrawl:  Sammy let me go.

Sam tosses again, lands on his bad arm, winces as he rolls back onto his spine.  His arm aches from the injury.  His shoulders ache from tension.  His mind, if it could, would probably ache; racing constantly, a hamster in a wheel, never quite getting anywhere.

Sammy let me go.

He squeezes his eyes shut.  He needs to talk to somebody, get out of his head.  He could call someone—it’s late, but hunters keep odd hours—he mentally scrolls through his contact list, discarding name after name.  They’d try to understand, sure…but they wouldn’t.  Nobody really understands he and Dean, who they are to each other—well, nobody human—

Before the idea is even fully-formed, he feels the thought reaching out, a tendril in his mind.  Cas.  His lips form the name, and he almost tries to pull it back—Cas had sounded so worn out, so faded, on the phone earlier.  But…No need to travel, he adds, trying for reassuring.  I just…could use someone to talk to.  If you’re there.

A long silence; Sam wonders if Cas is asleep.  Tries to remember if Cas has ever mentioned sleeping, if Sam’s ever seen him sleep.  Maybe an angel with a fading grace does? He wonders if the topic is covered in any of the bunker's books on angel lore—

I’m here.  Cas’ voice sounds a little faded, ethereal, old yellowed lace brought out of a cupboard.  Is everything all right?

More or less.  Sam hasn’t talked to Cas this way, often.  It feels…intimate, somehow, the line between thought and word blurred.  The thought occurs, an ugly twist in his gut, that maybe Cas and Dean talk this way regularly—they do seem oddly close at times—

Dean prefers the phone.  I suspect he doesn’t like the idea of someone having access to his thoughts.  A pause.  Would you rather I called?

No, Sam thinks, and realizes with a touch of surprise that it’s true.  I left it in the kitchen to charge.  And…it’s nice, having you here.  Less lonely.

Dean’s absence is weighing on all of us.  Sam can almost hear the angelic gravitas that Cas sometimes appends to the most obvious of statements.  He’s occasionally wondered whether Cas is being ironic—not something he would've expected from the angel initially, but especially since his stint as a human, he's picked up something of a deadpan sense of humor—

Before the angel can catch that thought and respond, Sam reaches out more directly.  Where could he have gone, Cas?

If he wanted us to know, presumably he would have informed us.  A hesitation, the pause before placing a toe in a pool of cold water.  Is it possible he simply needed some time to himself?

No. The vehemence behind Sam’s response surprises even him.  No, he wouldn’t leave me like this.

Even temporarily?  The thought is gentle, almost cajoling.  I’ve observed humans taking time alone quite frequently.  Between taking on the Mark and dying and presumably being resurrected, Dean has been through a lot.  It would make sense that he might need to…reset.

Sam hesitates, considering.  Cas’ words make sense, but they're wrong, wrong like a sea urchin shell sitting in his stomach. Wrong like a feedback whine in a guitar solo. Wrong like...Sam winces, redirects his thoughts again. Our whole lives, the only thing he’s wanted is to be near me, he concludes.  If Dean’s running away from me, he isn’t Dean.

You are positing that Dean’s entire identity is based upon his desire for proximity to you.  Cas is definitely sending the thought with an ironic bent this time.  Has it occurred to you that this assumption might be flawed?

Another pause, as Sam lets that sink in.  Any other time, he’d just say “no,” and that would be that.  Not a contradiction, merely a statement of fact.  But here, alone, in the small hours of the morning, alone in the dark of an empty bunker—

Cas?

I’m here.

Sam bites his lip.  What if I drove him away?

Doing what?

I don’t know.  A sharp pain; Sam’s teeth have broken the skin.  But he’s gone.  He’s never asked me to let him go, Cas.  Never wanted to—He takes a breath, notices distantly the way his thoughts are becoming simpler, more childlike.  What if—I did something wrong—or—he finally realized that I’m not good—not clean—

Sam.  Cas’ voice is firm.  I am a being of sound and light.  I have existed since the beginning of Creation, seen vistas and events that your brain could not comprehend. In that time I have been privy to the workings of galaxies, to the voices of infinite creatures in thousands of dimensions.  A pause. And not once, ever, in any dimension, have I seen a world where you could drive Dean away from you.

Sam’s abruptly glad that they’re not speaking aloud; his throat is thick with unshed tears.  Then you understand why I need to find him.

Zachariah was right about you two, Cas sends, though it’s offhand, the mental equivalent of musing aloud.  And then silence, for long enough that Sam nearly drifts off—

I do have a theory.

Adrenaline floods Sam’s veins; he’s suddenly very awake.  What is it? 

It’s…not a happy theory.  A pause, as if the angel is clearing his throat, or gathering his thoughts, or working out how to approach a tricky subject.  Dean died.  This is beyond question.

Yes.  Sam’s questioned a lot about that day, but never that.  The image of Dean laid on the bed, cool and unresponsive and missing, is burned into his mind.  He died.

He took the Mark, and it began to change him.  This is on top of what he endured in Hell, and losing you, and the many other traumatic experiences you two have encountered in your lives.  All of which have had an effect upon his soul.  Another pause.  

What are you saying?  Dread gathers cold between Sam's shoulderblades, in the pit of his stomach—he should look away, shouldn't ask this, but—Dean—

Cas’ wording is careful, almost delicate.  I’m saying, the only thing I can think of that would convince him to leave you—is his love for you.  A beat.  If he knew he was a danger to you.

Sam’s not sure whether the image originates from Cas’ mind or his—Ruby, dark eyes on his, skin parting beneath a razor, bright red against cream.  The perverse pleasure she took in stringing him along, watching him grow desperate.  The fierce, primal joy of taking her, penetrating her, sinking his teeth deep into her flesh, letting the fizzing ecstasy of her blood spread through him as he sheathed his cock deep inside—

He sucks in a breath, forcing his thoughts back to the present.  You think Dean is a demon?

It’s a possibility we should be prepared for.  Cas sounds apologetic.  That you should be prepared for.

Yeah, Sam manages, through the sudden storm of emotions that’re clashing in his chest.  Fear, and anger, and hope, and worry, and—

With iron control borne of long practice, he clamps down on his emotions. Puts only gratitude into the thought. Thanks, Cas, he offers.  I’ll think about it. But I should really get some sleep.

Of course.  Sweet dreams.  And the angel’s presence is gone.

Sam settles back, an image of Dean with black eyes haunting his thoughts.  That big-brother smirk on his face, as if he knows what Sam’s going to do better than Sam does himself.

He tries not to picture himself falling at Dean’s feet in supplication; begging for forgiveness, for punishment, for cleansing.  Tries not to feel Dean’s fingers carding through his hair, the blood running fragrant and warm beneath the thin skin of Dean’s wrists.  Tries not to shiver at the anticipation of all the ways that Dean will make him pay, make him repent, make him deserving—and then, oh yes, then—

Sam turns, and buries his face into the pillow, and imagines.

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diary161

2/22-23/2024

thursday - friday

day after tomorrow , i workkkkkkkk.

and omg, next week i'm working 3 days, that, like, blows kinda. whatever, not long shifts especially. tomorrow i'm gonna get bank stuff set up i think, too, so i'll finally be able to order my dumb clothes and whatever else i think i need and stuff.

anyway, today, today was busy and weird. i recorded vocals for 2 songs, i haven't listened back i think maybe i should wait a bit. i have to listen to the song i was having an issue w/ last night just to see what i might wanna do about it tomorrow, and if maybe i want to record vocals tomorrow for another song.

the problem song rn just has a weird guitar tone but i like it, maybe i keep the narrow frequencies i'm liking in it, as a bandpass, and have another tone as a layer w/ that? have that one i like that's got this kind of idk, squelchy organic-ish sound to it, as organic as it is synthetic, it's very like, it's got a lot in common with a guitar's strings and that brightness /shimmer on the attacks of notes but it also sounds very uhh, resonant and weird, it's good. i just keep that maybe and have that panned wide and then another thing that's more normal maybe in the middle-ish. that'd mean 2 guitar layers for much of the song and 3 at certain points, which could get to be too much, so i might have to fool around w/ that, but hopefully the bandpass idea would remove a lot of the volume / give more headroom so the other tone could have more presence, and then maybe i have that other tone lacking whatever the freqs i like in this one i have are. the new tone should be something a bit, idk, like this:

ideally there'd be enough weird no-wavey character coming from the other tone, so it might add a nice squeal beside this more regular sound, but idk, this kinda sound also happens w/ power chords and this song has weird chords making up the main riff, it does have power chord bits though.

i'll just have to figure that out when it comes to doing it i suppose.

seeing my friend was really good, we kind of talked a while, as i played elden ring for him, i beat a boss he was stuck on and went and found stuff for him around places he missed. we showed eachother music, he wanted to show me what's going on w/ his album but we didn't get to. my gf and his gf went out to dinner together and hung out in town square, which is like, a goofy shopping zone in vegas. it's very okay but apparently the ramen place they went to was rlly good, i'd like to try it one day.

when they came back, we went to this rave that was going on, my friend wanted to go and could cuz band practice was cancelled for him, because the other 2 members of his band wanted to go, we got to see another friend and while everyone (but me) got drunk in the parking lot, off mixing soju w/ like, sprite, perrier, and coconut pedialyte (that's at least what my gf did (it smelled like cum (specifically the cum of guys who say they just eat pineapple and drink pineapple juice all the time to 'improve the flavor' and probably tasted like that)). my friend's gf got sugar free soju, and apparently it was awful, i said to her that if you want 'diet alcohol' you're just better off not drinking cuz it seems like all alcohol is just going to blast you w/ unwanted and pointless calories (i'm not above pointless calories (i drank some soda tonight...feels sort of awful tbh i hate soda mostly but it tastes good sometimes and i guess tonight was an indulgence or whatever. i like candy too but little handfuls feel more manageable to me than like soda idk). she was like, yeah, but, you know, basically, and like, obviously yeah. if you wanna get drunk you wanna get drunk. so my advice = worthless, but it was just me being 'catty' for fun, as a bit, i guess. idk why i'm going so into this, it wasn't a bad interaction for either of us, i guess it's just funny to look at it this closely. anyway, they all got drunk and my other friend and i wandered into a smith's grocery store, right before closing, in the middle of construction, very strange. and when we got to the doors of the venue, my gf and the other 2 had already been let in and we weren't gonna be able to get in for free so easily, we walked into a nearby casino, which we'd been kicked out of in the past but nobody cared while we were there this time and we were just kicked out because another rave in another nearby venue was using that place to piss. anyway, we sat in there a bit, my friend gambled 2 dollars away because we knew if we looked like we were doing something we'd not get kicked out, i'd just like, look like some girl(thing(ish(whatever))) with some kind of gambler, like i was a good luck charm.

obv, he won nothing, he was reduced to 12 cents, from 2 dollars. so we just were out of the cold for a bit until my gf got us onto the list, and we waited in the karaoke place/venue (lol), eventually being let in by our friend who was putting on the show, and when we got into the venue the first thing i noticed was how bad the sound was, it was like, blown out, and quiet, too bassy, and too much high end, basically cuz of this really violent limiting on all the speakers which cuts off at the exact same point across all frequency bands, it was an awful sound, you couldn't really make anything out, the kicks were so puffy and weak sounding and the high hats really didn't have the high end to connect but were obviously shrill and peaking around like, 3k, i'd guess. it was insane.

anyways, the party clearly sucked, and there were almost no people even there, it was low turnout, the crowd had no energy, which makes sense when the music 1) sounds the same as always and 2) has the novelty of now sounding horrifically bad. people were kind of dancing and acting like it was awesome, but it was not.

basically we just kind of hung around, kind of just absorbing this awful thing, and then left, but as we were being driven home, my friend realized she left her phone at the place, so we had to go back, she drove a little crazy, but we had people there still who went and got it for us as we returned, when we got back her bf went in to get it for her, and as we waited in the parking lot, this guy who irritated me earlier in the night (by calling me a nickname which i hate/always hated, some people don't offend me when they do it, but i never like it, anyways when he did i just kind of said 'don't call me that' and withdrew my hand from a handshake we were abt to commence, when he asked why i just said i don't like it, and then shook his hand (maybe it was too much but he just irritates me so much honestly)) and he bothered my friend by just like, when my friend ran out to return the phone and then ran back inside, he took the phone and asked my other friend to play rock paper scissors for it back. he is a drunken child.

when my other friend came back from inside/saying all the long goodbyes he was trying to avoid, he was like, mad, because the guy who ran the thing was like 'oh we were gonna ask you to play, and like, you have a right to do it but like, you need to play different stuff, you know, you can't play the same stuff every time,' which came as a shock to my friend who has never heard this before and all these people play music that sounds identical to itself and the sets sound no different from any other, he's the only one who you can really tell has any personality when he performs stuff, and it's because largely he spins his original music, which he keeps in rotation yeah but it's all stuff that works, and he brings new tracks and tests them on crowds to see how they take it/like it, they usually always like them, he has grown fans from just doing things how he does. but idk, this really pissed him off, obviously, it bothers me even, idk why these rave people take this shit seriously to the point of mostly playing the most monotone and boring shit ever, they've really just kind of made all the kind of hardcore dance music less fun, even in home listening, it just reminds me, when it's good, of what i could hear on the dancefloors, but i never do, it's just the same sounds all the time. breaks feel so fucked to me, they just put up some kind of guard in me now whenever i hear them. it's sad but idk, it at least means there's something i can imagine in myself about another way out/around what these people are spinning.

ultimately they just dig thru soundcloud, find identical sounding songs, and play them to keep a vibe up, it's irritating, none of the interest in the dancefloor as transformative, instead it's about making the space something solid, reifying/writing what it is w/ signifiers like 'cold techno' and 'clattering hihats' or even '10 seconds of acid before the song becomes nothing again'. very boring stuff at the end of the day.

anyway, i am tired, i need to sleep now, tomorrow is errands day but since we don't have to do laundry anymore, it won't be bad, it'll be nice even.

so,

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[djmusicbest]

Traxsource Essential Techno 2023-12-26

  DATE CREATED: 2024-01-03 Tracklist : 01. Anja Schneider - Rudeless (Original Mix).mp3 02. Christian Smith - Right Now! (Original Mix).mp3 03. HUD - Sugar (Mark Broom Remix).mp3 04. DJ Haus, Last Magpie, e-freq - E-Freq By Nature (Original Mix).mp3 05. Fabio Vela - A Long Journey (Mark Broom Tribe Remix).mp3 06. Inner City, Kevin Saunderson, Dantiez, Steffanie Christi'an - What You Don't Know (The Saunderson Brothers Remix).mp3 07. Metodi Hristov - Rumble (Original Mix).mp3 08. Samuel L Session - Cheap Flutter (Original Mix).mp3 09. Ape Rebellion - Let's Get Ill (Original Mix).mp3 10. Marc Romboy, Chelonis R. Jones - The Beat (Original Mix).mp3 11. Klint - Ninth Circle (Original Mix).mp3 12. Chris Liebing, Dubfire - Bottom Dweller (Chris Liebing Remix).mp3 13. The Pump Panel, Dan Zamani, Tim Taylor (Missile Records) - Remover (Original Mix - 2024 Remaster).mp3 14. Stanny Abram - Flash (Original Mix).mp3 15. Floormagnet - Kiss Me (Weska Remix (Remastered)).mp3 16. Read the full article

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Traxsource Essential Techno 2023-12-26

  DATE CREATED: 2024-01-03 Tracklist : 01. Anja Schneider - Rudeless (Original Mix).mp3 02. Christian Smith - Right Now! (Original Mix).mp3 03. HUD - Sugar (Mark Broom Remix).mp3 04. DJ Haus, Last Magpie, e-freq - E-Freq By Nature (Original Mix).mp3 05. Fabio Vela - A Long Journey (Mark Broom Tribe Remix).mp3 06. Inner City, Kevin Saunderson, Dantiez, Steffanie Christi'an - What You Don't Know (The Saunderson Brothers Remix).mp3 07. Metodi Hristov - Rumble (Original Mix).mp3 08. Samuel L Session - Cheap Flutter (Original Mix).mp3 09. Ape Rebellion - Let's Get Ill (Original Mix).mp3 10. Marc Romboy, Chelonis R. Jones - The Beat (Original Mix).mp3 11. Klint - Ninth Circle (Original Mix).mp3 12. Chris Liebing, Dubfire - Bottom Dweller (Chris Liebing Remix).mp3 13. The Pump Panel, Dan Zamani, Tim Taylor (Missile Records) - Remover (Original Mix - 2024 Remaster).mp3 14. Stanny Abram - Flash (Original Mix).mp3 15. Floormagnet - Kiss Me (Weska Remix (Remastered)).mp3 16. Read the full article

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[robomi-os]

Playlist : MAMBO DISCO NIGHT 2023.04.22 (sat) at  Stella (Asakusa)

part 1 (21:00 - 22:45)

Forever Your Girl (12" Version) / Paula Abdul

Kiss (Dr Packer Rework) / Prince

Heart Of Glass (Oliver & Thee Mike B Remix) / Blondie

Just Be Good To Me (Dr Packer Remix - Extended) / The S.O.S Band

And The Beat Goes On (Purple Disco Machine Remix) / The Whispers

Never Too Much (Michael Gray Remix) / Luther Vandross

September  (Eric Kupper Extended Vocal Mix) / Earth, Wind & Fire

Daddy Cool (Paul Dakeyne Remix - Spirit Of '76 Mix - Extended) / Boney M.

Ride on Time (79 Disco Mix) / Black Box

真夜中のドア (DJ toHru remix３) / 松原みき

Running Up That Hill (Matt Pop 2007 Remix) / Kate Bush

Open Your Heart (Matt Pop 2020 Club Mix) / Madonna

We Should Be Dancing (12" Jig Saw Mix) / Kakko

Boys (Summertime Love) (Pete Hammond Remix) / Sabrina

Toy Boy (Extra Muscle Mix) / Sinitta

Downtown Boy (Tamekichi Mis TEST) / 松任谷由実

I'm Every Woman (Michael Gray Remix) / Chaka Khan

Relight My Fire (Almighty Club Mix) / Dan Hartman & Loleatta Holloway

Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You (Stonebridge Remix) / The Boys Town Gang

Lost In Love (Master Chic Mix) / Air Supply

Ai No Corrida (Pete Le Freq Remix - Extended) / Quincy Jones

Der Super Freak Kommissar / RICK JAMES vs FALCO

Boogie Wonderland (7Th Heavens Mirrorball Mix) / Earth Wind & Fire

part 2 (23:00 - 01:00)

Ain't Nobody (Dr Packer Remix - Extended) / Rufas & Chaka Khan

Hands Up In The Air (LNTG Rework) / LNTG (Do You Wanna Get Funky/C+C Music Factory)

Back N Forth (Casual Connection Rework) / Aaliyah

One Step Back Two Steps Forward / Loshmi (Back & Forth/Cameo)

Lovely Day / Late Nite Tuff Guy (Lovely Day/Bill Withers)

No Scrubs (Drop Out Orchestra Rework) / TLC

All Around The World (Dr Packer Remix - Extended) / Lisa Stansfield

Can I Kick It? (Sharam Jey Remix)/ A Tribe Called Quest

エトランゼ (peechboy Remix) / スピッツ

Funky Town (M.Hisataakaa Remix) / 安室奈美恵

Do You Wanna Get Funky (Got To Be Real) / C+C Music Factory

Good Love (Extended Hype Club Vibe) / Klymaxx

Until You Come Back To Me (Phil Harding 12" Remix) / Basia

I'll Be Good To You (Good For Your Soul Mix) / Quincy Jones

Don't Make Me Over (The Kingdom Come Mix) / Sybil

Piano In The Dark (12" Version) / Alan Matthews Project

Love Like This / Faith Evans

Freak Like Me (Radio Edit) / Adina Howard

Who Do You Love / Whitney Houston

Shy Guy (Radio Edit) / Diana King

This Is How We Do It (Radio Mix) / Montell Jordan

Right Here (Human Nature Radio Mix) / SWV

Our First Kiss (Late Nite Tuff Guy Rework) / Late Nite Tuff Guy (Tell Me/Vroove Theory)

Waterfalls / TLC

Boy Is Mine (Casual Connection Rework) / Brandy & Monica

Nite 2 Remember (Dr. Packer Rework)/ Shalamer

I Wanna Be With You (Craig Bartly [Fun Key Edit]) / Armenta

Never Give You Up (Michael Gray Remix) / Sharon Redd

Ain't No Stoppin' Us Now (The Reflex Revision) / McFadden & Whitehead

Boogie Nights (Dr Packer Remix - Extended) / Heatwave

Club Tropicana (Todd Terje Edit) / Wham