#big shocker i know

[sushikatana]

dont mind me just obsessed with my dark urge tav teehee

her name is delia and she's a tiefling monk/druid because i thought it would be funny classes for the dark urge to have idk

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mods used: faces of faerun, basket full of equipment, horns of faerun, customizer's compendium-npc options unlocker (for the hair im pretty sure)

also i definitely made a board for my tavs on pinterest but now its gonna be on here too since im actually trying to post shit that i care about (even if only my friends see it) :D

#she's romancing astarion #big shocker i know #also she isnt resisting the urges #like girlie is a true menace #she literally only has soft spots for animals and her man #look at me linking the mods #how fancy #bg3 #bg3 tav #baldurs gate

[mubbsy]

guys. help. a new hyperfixation has taken hold of me.

i still love sun and moon and i’m trying to get my greedy bug hands on some plushies n stuff BUT HOLY SHIT STARDEW VALLEY JUST THREW A SPEAR THROUGH MY BACK AND PULLED ME INTO ITS CAVE AND SERVED ME AS TRIBUTE TO HALEY. HOLY FUCKGIGNH SHIT I HAVE GONE FULL LESBIAN

#mubbsy mumbles #save me please #my friend infected me with his stardew valley disease #and then we both infected another friend with it #and now all 3 of us are obsesssed with it #and we each have a character we adore #i bet you cant guess who mine is #…HALEY‼️‼️ #big shocker i know

[communist-ojou-sama]

I think I have a leg up in resisting aging-related derangement because even as a teenager I never really had much interest in Youth Culture or really popular culture in general, and generally preferred the company of old folks

#Big shocker I know

[saltysatellite804]

I got diagnosed with major depressive disorder today

#big shocker i know #but glad its official now

[one-winged-dreams]

You know-

Kenpachi is so on brand for you that I didn't even know that he wasn't on your list?

@dorothys-wife

RIGHT LMAO??????

He's another one of those dudes I had it for back when I was a teen but fucking Grimmjow doesn't like to share so he took up any and all space for Most Violent Man in Adri's Heart

Now it's like I'm waiting for Grimmjow at the bus stop but that guy I was also into that I could have had a fling with showed up first and I'm like 😶

#tybw spoilers #i guess #but yeah glad to know im not being out of left field with this wouldn't wanna confuse you guys or anything #big shocker i know #answers #toto!

[astraphone]

99 bbyyy

from “like real people do” by hozier:

i will not ask you where you came from / i will not ask and neither should you

#big shocker i know #answered

[p2iimon]

i made a whole website to post about all my big takes and stuff and. um. now i dont have any

#i guess that makes sense #its there if i need it i suppose #i dont want to publicize it if it has no content #but its mostly ready #functioning and stuff. everything i need to add is cosmetic #im not gonna link it but its mdotjpeg.neocities.org #big shocker i know #simons spouting

[artist-regardless]

I think. Perhaps... Maybe I am not neurotypical

#hmmmmmm #big shocker i know

[absolutely-zero-regrets]

#reblog if you agree (non-mandatory) #non...manta-tory perhaps #Did you guys know I love big man? Shocker I know #He would give the absolute BEST hugs (albeit a bit slimy) #big man #big man splatoon #splatoon #zero speaks

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

what's your take on odasaku and dazai's idealization of him?

also any takes you want to share about bsd/bsd in general?

(If you don't mind, I'm also interested in your thoughts about verlaine if thats ok 😭) tyty

who's your fave bsd character and whose the character from bsd you want to have more screen time?

i think its another case of projecting onto someone and it fucking things up. like notably how kouyou projects her own feelings abt light & dark onto kyouka. we just dont often see it that way because what oda does is like. stereotypically good? he uses his dying words to push a friend out of the dark. a death motivating others to act and furthering their character development is classic storytelling. you go into bsd knowing dazai is on the "good guys" side (not that the ada are "bad" but obviously reading bsd as a good guys vs bad guys story is. wrong), so clearly it worked out. so you kind of overlook the surrounding events yk? plus dazais own idolization of oda hammers that in. dazai tells atsushi that "He was a friend of mine (...) He’s the reason I quit the Port Mafia and joined the agency. I’d probably still be killing people for the mafia if it wasn’t for him" in dead apple (the lightnovel. im not going to go through pulling up the movie for this fhfhtndj). and so aside from previous bias people are going to take what dazai says at face value. hes thankful oda showed him the "side that saves people" and of course we're going to agree with that. the thing is. again. projection. now i havent actually finished dark era (i am working through it) but a lot of the time it feels like oda is just shoveling off all his feelings about being "someone meant for the darkness" onto dazai when thats something thats not going to be true for. well. anyone really? and his final conversation with dazai is very influenced by that. he says "You told me if you put yourself in a world of violence and bloodshed, you might be able to find a reason to live... (...) You won’t find it (...) You should know that. Whether you’re on the side that takes lives or the side that saves them, nothing beyond your own expectations will happen. Nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness. You will wander the darkness for eternity". now the thing is this is kind of a fucked up thing to say to an 18 year old with suicidal tendencies, but odas view of dazai makes it seem like a well needed wake up call. he obviously had good intentions. hes trying to "step into that solitude" but because of his flawed view of dazai he kind of. stumbles. dazai up to this point has been clinging onto the hope that he'd find a reason to live by observing the entire human experience. now oda comes along and dazai thinks hes found someone who understands him better than anyone, and oda tells him hes not going to find that. ever. so he should become a better person and make the world a good place. and also he's dying. so dazai, as we've seen, takes these words to heart. so hes not going to find a reason to live but he should also make the world a better place. good cool got that. so i think he gets a bit too comfortable being collateral for a good cause. and hes already convinced hes not going to find anything here, so of course hes not going to find anything. does that make sense.

i dont think ive phrased anything correctly here but like anyway i think with all his other friends around he'll be able to sort things out there. i cant see bsd ending without any sort of resolution for him in this regard yk.

#i cant say much on verlaine since ive read barely anything of stormbringer #like up to meeting shirase i think #flags death just fucked with me #from what i know hes also got projection issues. very common bsd theme #as for my favorite character... well you all dont know this but my favorite is actually Dazai #big shocker ik #as for screentime like..idk i miss everyone #i just want normal agency bullshit back #actually ykw i desperately want to see ranpo kyouka and atsushi as a trio #ranpos weird little siblings sweep gogogogogogo #aethers asks #swearing cw #longer post #anyway anyway anyway take this all with like 3 tablespoons of salt #i obviously havent read or watched as much bsd as i should have to be making these takes fhdhhsjs

[sargent-space-dork]

Still have no idea where this pairing came from, but me and the folks have been brainrotting over it for days lmao. Local texan is gay for some old bird.

#the spectacular spider man #tssm shocker #tssm vulture #i dont know what bout these two is so cute but its something #he lassoed a big bird this time #can you even lasso a bird? how hard would that be

[im-a-chunky-potato]

Ooh fun question for anyone who wants to answer!

If you had the chance to sit down with Asagiri and have him go into a complete in depth analysis of ONE bsd character of your choice who would you pick?

#Ooh for me it'd be Nikolai? (Big shocker there I know) #But I just want to spend hours diving into his philosophy and figuring out why he does everything he does or says #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #Bsd

[clangenhead]

i love you, cis man Lady

#clangen #clan gen #lapisclan #i'm playing again. made a new clan. big shocker i know #also the fur texture / height / build info is a mod!!

[wizofwaterdeep]

i know i’m super late to the game here but i started critical role for the first time last week. currently on episode 10 of campaign 2 and i am completely hooked. love all the characters so far but caleb and his awkward personality has entranced me entirely…

#✨— — out of character;; crys rambles on and on #( i know crys likes the complicated wizard big shocker… ) #( i need to know everything about this man ) #( immediately )

[phoenixyfriend]

[taps microphone and gets in way too close] I actually like S17+ Project Runway more than S1-10.

(S11-15 is... decent. But imo saying that the Siriano seasons are worse than 1-10 is just the nostalgia talking lmao.)

please don't argue with me I'm just here to complain about Popular Opinions I Disagree With

#vent post #project runway #phoenix liveblogs #Honestly the early seasons are just so incredibly mean-spirited and rude for the sake of 'comedy' #the judges aren't charismatic they're just... rude #Brandon and Elaine are significantly more enjoyable as judges to me. They critique the clothing and are more open-minded #about who/what counts as fashionable and allowing people to just. You know. Show off their subculture skills #e.g. consider Garo Sparo's corsetry getting recognized as a genuine skill in S17 compared to s16 Samantha Rei getting DRAGGED for... #doing a skilled and near-perfect lolita look that fit her client's wants and needs exactly #and if I never have to hear Michael Kors and Heidi Klum asking 'where is the sex appeal' it will be a Happy time #The fact that they allowed modest designers to EXIST is a bit of shocker considering the amount of rage that 'where is the sexy' #got out of me #I cannot emphasize the frustration I get out of their focus on sex appeal as a core part of fashion #'what woman wants to feel so unsexy?' lots of them. not everyone is you heidi #(I'd have loved S16 for the format shift and wider inclusion of sizing but. The twins. God. The twins.) #TLDR: Genuinely think new PR is better than old PR #Elaine and Brandon are 100% more interesting to me as judges than Michael and Heidi #(Zac was. [shrug emoji] I mean he was better than Karli #but I wasn't a big fan of Karli in the first place.)

[nico-moist-moses]

This is Xupakata! (pronounced Shoo-Pah-Kah-Tah)

He is Indigenous, specifically Purépecha, and is trilingual in Purépecha, Spanish, and English. His name means "rainbow" in Purépecha. 🌈

Xupakata is transgender and is also Indigiqueer. He has ADHD and Tourettes. The weird expression he's doing on the right is one of his tics, where he has to twitch and crack his neck. (he's grimacing cuz it hurts.)

Xupa is very passionate, spontaneous, and proud. He can be arrogant, stubborn, and a petty bitch. He always argues and speaks up, especially if he senses an injustice.

Xupakata's wardrobe is a genderpunk statement: he dresses "feminine" and "masculine" in his Purépecha, Mexican, and American cultures. Basically, he wears whatever the fuck he wants.

Xupa is very dear to me and I'm going to be sick if I keep him in my head all the time so here he is! Hopefully I'll draw him more 🤞🏽

#this OC has went through so many transformations and names its fucking ridiculous/lh #indigiqueer #indigenous #indigenous art #art #OC #tourettes #tics #purepecha #digital art #trans character #native #moist maguey art #big reason i created him was because i was tired of having only ticci toby as tourettes rep #like i love ticci toby but i also need a blorbo who is not a serial killer soooooooo #also more native rep too! #i know only like maybe miguel from coco who is technically purepecha #all the americans think that the “aztecs” (mexica and nahua people) were the only ones there and are gone (bug shocker they're not)