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the-gayest-sky-kid · 7 months
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what's your take on odasaku and dazai's idealization of him?
also any takes you want to share about bsd/bsd in general?
(If you don't mind, I'm also interested in your thoughts about verlaine if thats ok 😭) tyty
who's your fave bsd character and whose the character from bsd you want to have more screen time?
i think its another case of projecting onto someone and it fucking things up. like notably how kouyou projects her own feelings abt light & dark onto kyouka. we just dont often see it that way because what oda does is like. stereotypically good? he uses his dying words to push a friend out of the dark. a death motivating others to act and furthering their character development is classic storytelling. you go into bsd knowing dazai is on the "good guys" side (not that the ada are "bad" but obviously reading bsd as a good guys vs bad guys story is. wrong), so clearly it worked out. so you kind of overlook the surrounding events yk? plus dazais own idolization of oda hammers that in. dazai tells atsushi that "He was a friend of mine (...) He’s the reason I quit the Port Mafia and joined the agency. I’d probably still be killing people for the mafia if it wasn’t for him" in dead apple (the lightnovel. im not going to go through pulling up the movie for this fhfhtndj). and so aside from previous bias people are going to take what dazai says at face value. hes thankful oda showed him the "side that saves people" and of course we're going to agree with that. the thing is. again. projection. now i havent actually finished dark era (i am working through it) but a lot of the time it feels like oda is just shoveling off all his feelings about being "someone meant for the darkness" onto dazai when thats something thats not going to be true for. well. anyone really? and his final conversation with dazai is very influenced by that. he says "You told me if you put yourself in a world of violence and bloodshed, you might be able to find a reason to live... (...) You won’t find it (...) You should know that. Whether you’re on the side that takes lives or the side that saves them, nothing beyond your own expectations will happen. Nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness. You will wander the darkness for eternity". now the thing is this is kind of a fucked up thing to say to an 18 year old with suicidal tendencies, but odas view of dazai makes it seem like a well needed wake up call. he obviously had good intentions. hes trying to "step into that solitude" but because of his flawed view of dazai he kind of. stumbles. dazai up to this point has been clinging onto the hope that he'd find a reason to live by observing the entire human experience. now oda comes along and dazai thinks hes found someone who understands him better than anyone, and oda tells him hes not going to find that. ever. so he should become a better person and make the world a good place. and also he's dying. so dazai, as we've seen, takes these words to heart. so hes not going to find a reason to live but he should also make the world a better place. good cool got that. so i think he gets a bit too comfortable being collateral for a good cause. and hes already convinced hes not going to find anything here, so of course hes not going to find anything. does that make sense.
i dont think ive phrased anything correctly here but like anyway i think with all his other friends around he'll be able to sort things out there. i cant see bsd ending without any sort of resolution for him in this regard yk.
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madootles · 6 months
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dramatic eyes. dramatic lips. drama on the cheeks.
sketch
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listen whether you like it or not they are all holding the memory of stede like a talisman against all hurt and fear, izzy trying to remind ed of his love so he'll come back to himself, fang can't stop crying so jim starts telling him Pinocchio and doing the little voice like stede does, 'talk it through as a crew.' is uttered like an anti-curse, like a magic spell that will keep them from harm.
stede gives them hope, if you even care.
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bizarrelittlemew · 7 months
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Stede facing the crew after finding out about their (attempted) murder of Ed
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rumpled · 7 months
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korovaoverlook · 7 months
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i am so normal
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piratewinzer · 8 months
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Neil Gaiman: “Quiet, gentle, romantic.”
David “Fuck it” Jenkins: “FUCKING SWEET, SLUTS. GET YOUR BREAKFAST, WHORES.”
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i would just like to point out that rhys darby is giving an absolutely astounding performance on ofmd. every episode he is doing the absolute most. every expression, every tone, every line, every movement, every character beat. like he is the fucking star. he deserves absolutely fucking everything.
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daria-meoi · 2 months
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mermaidstede · 6 months
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"Yeah, yeah. Fuck yeah."
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edwardbonnets · 2 years
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@ofmdblog​​ 1k celebration: Day 2 - Favorite Dynamic
#ed constantly befuddling lucius
bonus:
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adamnsey · 7 months
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oh my god bro like it’s literally about the boy whose been told he’s soft his whole life trying his hardest to be tough and the boy whose been told he’s been tough his whole life trying his hardest to be soft and literally about them falling in love and bringing out the side of each other that they’ve always tried to be while also accepting the other as they are…. good GOD
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laniidae-passerine · 6 months
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Izzy moving from the thorn in Stede and Ed’s side to their relationship therapist. Told Ed to leave Stede alone after a traumatic event because he knew it wasn’t a smart idea and then later told Stede to leave the bar to avoid a fight which immediately broke out when Stede got upset and drunk. And he’s hot for these two idiots which is fine because he’s an idiot as well. Love them all <3
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srapsodia · 2 years
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69 with Stede and Ed (hehehehe). I think. Ed threatening, "It's about time someone put you in your place." to a nervous Stede, and then in the next panel Stede is sitting on Ed's lap and they're both like :)) (cause that's his place u see)
69 (nice): One scaring the other
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right where he belongs ❤
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bizarrelittlemew · 7 months
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Our Flag Means Death 2x5 | Stede listening to Ed's fishing story 🥹
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p4nishers · 8 months
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yeah that's uhh that's definitely something
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