#but abe has more friends

[kalisseo]

Abe it's important for Topher's character, but Topher is irrelevant for Abe's character

#does it makes sense #like #topher used to hang out with abe pnly #but abe has more friends #topher has more friends *now* but #it wasn't like this in s2 #also abe is two concept arts of TOPHER #c'mon #this can be tophabe angst #clone high #clone high topher #topher bus #clone high season two #tophabe #clone high season 3 #clone high abe #methinks #abe lincoln

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[emizzzleblur]

so I asked a friend to give some drivers fanfiction tropes based solely on looks and uh yeah…

want some more? here’s part two :)

#sebastian vettel #lewis hamilton #mark webber #jenson button #daniel ricciardo #carlos sainz jr #charles lecrelc #max verstappen #valtteri bottas #liam lawson #take this as you will #or as fic inspiration #there’s a couple more but #i don’t think i’ll ever recover from this #especially what she has to say ab Latifi #I’m sorry #well mostly sorry #I asked my friend: f1 edition

[pawpunkao3]

And what if I said Abed is psychotic. Not as an insult but literally, he experiences delusions (believing he's a fictional character, referencing writers, crew, and audiences that in-universe do not exist) and hallucinations (believing the floor is lava, the flashbacks in the road trip episode). What if I said that his psychosis was mostly harmless when Troy was around because he felt secure as part of a comedic duo. Sometimes he even forgot he wasn't a real person. But that's all over now.

#also i like the idea of troy casually knowing more than britta about delusions at least purely bc. his best friend has em #trobed #community tv #community nbc #abed nadir #troy barnes #community spoilers

[sadquickchristmassnowman]

do you guys ever think about how, when troy started messing with abed in 1x05, and they have that interaction like

“because I’m barack obama’s nephew”

“why are you telling me all this now?”

“I didn’t know if I could trust you. but now it’s time to tell you everything”

abed probably finally felt like he was really connecting with troy? like he was finally making a real friend? I mean troy was trusting him with his deepest secrets. to then find out that troy was just messing with him, and that those moments of percieved true friendship were just lies for entertainmemt… ouch.

and then him trying to adapt to troy’s view of friendship throughout the episode and him just being painfully wrong and going too over the top.

plus, troy’s position that “friends mess with each other” must originate from his high school experience. I’m sure he himself got messed with a lot as a kid/teenager. so, he learned to tell when people are lying for fun to him, and he learned how to do it to others. there’s a lot more to be said about that but again. Ouch!!!

I mean, of course it all ends well, with troy realizing that friendships don’t have to be built on surface-level pranks, and abed realizing that troy had been a real friend all along… and just them both realizing that they do genuinely care about each other, and that they’re each different from any other friend or acquaintance they’d ever had before. but yeah.

and this is all literally episode FIVE. stop it

#plus this is literally their first storyline together. shdhdjdjd #they’re just constantly teaching each other that having friends doesn’t have to always be like it once was!!! #that there’s so much more to life than what they each experienced in high school! #plus I could write a whole essay about how troy’s experiences are kind of overlooked. like I know he was a popular jock but #high school him definitely has a lot more depth than that and idc if it’s not technically canon. put me in the writers’ room #(after the strike is over obviously hashtag pay the writers) #anyway. I love gay people!!! #community #nbc community #community nbc #abed nadir #troy barnes #trobed #troy and abed

[rivennell]

late happy mermay (?)

#chiscara #scarachilde #scaramouche #childe #genshin impact #原神 #last year i had a cursed chili little mermaid au idea with scara as ursula... but then the chiscara brainworms took over FJNDFKDFN #now zl has been left out & childe isn't even a merperson of any sort. But i could not stop thinking ab octopus scara #ON THIS TOPIC THO!! In this au ei also is an octopus mermaid #but she's one of those with glowing suckers... #my wonderful friend suggested a glowing eel for zl & a glowing sea butterfly for venti but we are unsure so we r open to more suggestions #Glowing marine life for the archons!!!!

[gothic-mothic]

Lighting tests with the boys

#mild nudity #tsp #the stanley parable #Stanley’s being red and dramatic #because why not #narrator being in water has a bit more of an explanation #I’ve been rambling ab this to my friend a bunch but water is such a fun metaphor for The Narrator #I think a lot of times he could be compared to water #specifically I mentioned him being loud and overwhelming and crashing like a storming ocean #or his silence being cold and harsh like ice #and then later I realized that moments without The Narrator are most prominent in the desert #there’s no narrator in the end of the skip button ending or in the epilogues which both take place in this windy dry desert #because water can’t survive in the desert at least not for long #anyway anyway #I love the narrator did you guys know that? I love him so much #i have this like #5 paragraph long ramble in my notes app about human narrators relationship with water #I don’t think he’d like loud rushing water #(some sinks) (showers) (waterfalls) (etc) #I think it would overwhelm him a lot especially because he’s so new to being human #that’s why he’d prefer baths #ALSO SENSORY DEPRIVATION TANKS #he’d loveeeee sensory deprivation tanks bc not feeling this body reminds him of his form in the parable (no body only sound) #oh fuck I’m rambling again #ok ok bye fr this time #he’s also water bc I’d slurp him up🙏 #.png

[yuukimiyas]

hello hello friends!! ໒꒰ྀི◜ ཅ ◝ ꒱ྀི১◞♡ i hope everybunny has been doing well!! i’m slowly but surely easing my way back into the city life so you’ll see me around more!! <33 tmrw here in the states, on 1/25, i turn 26 yrs old!! ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ‎꒱ྀིა & it is v nerve wracking & exciting!! & in all honesty…i am SCARED!! i feel so ill prepared & not ready!!! ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ but tmrw is chloe day!! & i can’t wait to celebrate it w all of you!!! <33

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals! #my lil break has been v restful & much needed :3 there’s still a TON im stressing ab tho :// but ik it’ll be okie !!! #im missin you guys so so SO MUCH!! i hope you all didn’t forget ab me!!! i have lots of stuff in the works!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ #first things first…i need a new theme ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ so im gonna be lookin for stuff for that today!! #ik i have a ton of askies to get to!! i will make my way through them i PROMISE!! <333 #it feels v v good to be makin my way back here ₍ᐢ.ˬ.⑅ᐢ₎ tyasm for being so patient w me <33 it means the world to me!! #well today is my last day bein 25!! EEEP!! ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა i am scared but im welcoming this new age w open arms & an open heart!!! ILYASM!! #i’m not so good w bdays but knowing so many of you care ab me makes it all the more bearable ᜊ꒰ ᜊ ´ ˘꒱ ੭♡ #OOO & boyfie is doin well!! he is so sweet to me & is bein v kind & nice so dw friends!! i am in good hands!! i PROMISE!! <33 okie ttyl!!

[raihou-zuishuu]

I'm just saying a crossover au between Spy x Family, Way Of The Househusband, and Kotaro Lives Alone would be immaculate y'all just aren't ready for it yet

#spyxfamily #spy family #spy x family #sxf #way of the househusband #the way of the househusband #househusband au #sxf au #kotaro lives alone #kotaro lives by himself #ok if you're reading this far down au where they all live in vaguely the same place #i think it starts w Mrs. Forger wanting to be a brtter housewife and going hmmm ill start with cooking classes #and she rolls up to a class that Tatsu is hosting bc that just seems like typical househusband shenanigans #and the only other person there is Kotaro bc he wants all the living alone secrets #and then they all keep crossing paths from there me thinks #anya meete kotaro and goes !!! friend shaped and hes just like. confused but enamoured by her behavior #maybe Loid has to like. look into Tatsu's presence while hes learning ab Kotaro's father and they work together to beat his ass #like there's so much potential ask me for more ideas

[ageless-aislynn]

Had to cap off my Wrestler!Frank run by standing majestically on the helipad with my skateboard, ready to be rescued. 😇👍

#dead rising #this is my game tag #video game #we have now come to the end of my dead rising spams dear friends #i'm moving along now but will probably come back and play for funsies at some point #frank west #no lie though i love that frank has this stocky build and is not all ripped abs #he's got a more real guy brawler build and i'm here for that #ageless aislynn #bringing you the IMPORTANT TOPICS #no no it's no problem #i'm glad to help 😜

[stuckinapril]

i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????

#this blog always had a focus on social science and detangling feelings and experiences. like it's basically been serving as my diary #bc this blog has always been my main outlet for it. i hate talking feelings to anyone irl. it's a bad habit but i hate it #so it was a game changer and helped me grow up sooo much. esp supplemented w other people's experiences. #being raised by a stoic engineer mother who's very much warm but also not very good at feelings at times has caused me to suppress SO much #compounded w being the eldest daughter. like that is a damning sentence in and of itself #tumblr just gave me an outlet for stuff like this. and every social media is essentially a highlight reel of ppl's best moments. #tumblr is the opposite. i've always loved that too whether it was in the form of humor or more earnest posts #could i work through my own issues by myself? yes probably #and my blog will always have that facet even if i get a therapist #but a therapist's input. just a professional's input. will expedite a lot of improvement for me i think #this has been a critical time period for me anyway bc i'm budgeting my whole schedule for once vs being handheld by uni deadlines #and it's just gonna keep getting more and more intense from here bc i'm truly pushing my comfort zone more than ever before #it just feels like the right call even tho i'm lowkey nervous ab it bc i HATE talking feelings in person. #this therapist will not fall for my trying to deflect by asking her about her life. which. usually works on my friends <3 #we will see. a therapy arc is coming very soon basically #p

[vulpinesaint]

absolutely unreasonable over this coworker that i rlly like rn. thank god i don't like men or i would have fucking Lost it by now! as it is i don't even know what has me so dkfjghsdf about him i'm just sitting there with my head in my hands going "he's so normal about trans people..."

#he's a like. fr nerd guy which i don't know if i have a value judgment for but! it gets me points cause i can pull out nerd shit too #thought he was Significantly older than me but he is only four years older than me and not the estimated six. so it's not that bad #once i'm twenty in like three months it really will not be that weird for me to be friends with people in their twenties. #YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS. HE'S NOT NERDY HE'S GEEKY. DIFFERENT VIBE BUT DEFINITELY MORE LIKE ME #like. ordered a working spiderman mask online but also likes my alt radio station. y'know #and he wants to be my friend too!!! we talk nd have similar senses of humor #and he says hi + bye to me every time he sees me AND says my name every time which i think is a like. positive sign #when people take the time to say 'hi [name]!' i think that's a like. 'i'm invested in being friendly with you' thing #AND AGAIN!!! HEAD IN MY HANDS!!!! HE'S SO NORMAL ABOUT TRANS PEOPLE!!!!!! #went 'wow. it's the ignorance' when one of the kids asked about my dead name (kid obviously did not know what being trans entailed) #and when i went 'i mean adults ask me that too' he went 'what??? fr??? people are so uneducated :/' like a little disgusted ab it #which. dude. what a fucking world. so normal about trans people that like. not being normal about trans people is a foreign concept #not EVEN transphobia just not being educated on what's decent to ask a trans person!!! NOBODY knows that stuff!!!! #except for skye my best friend skye apparently. this dude is so fucking normal about trans people #laughs at my jokes about being trans!!! consistently!!!!! is rlly cool about it!!!!!!! #made a joke about using my dual citizenship to go check on the girls who were taking a really long time in the bathroom #and he found it as funny as i did and like. that's a kind of joke u'd usually have to share with other trans/queer people... idk... #would also make that joke with my coworker who is gay. but he's also really chill about me being trans haha #anywayyyyyy i don't know if he's queer or anything (strikes me as straight) but it's. god. world-changing #AND HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. WHO HE TALKS ABOUT A NORMAL AMOUNT. VERY POSITIVE THING #so i don't have to worry about things being weird at all :D #and he knows for sure i'm 19 and is chill about it. which. i was the only one making that a big deal but it's a relief all the same haha #asked how old i was (talking about graduating from college in a year nd a half) and gave me a FIST BUMP when i told him. #A FIST BUMP. WHO DOES THAT. #straight people. that's who. guys who are just guys. #guys who make me go 'oh so i DO want guy friends who are my friends in a 'we're both guys' way. those other guys just suck' #which i don't really want but ALSO. he's normal about trans people! so he recognizes me as a guy no matter what i look/sound like!! #my like. supervisor's supervisor made a joke about him being childish and like. girl. #idc frankly that's skye my best friend skye you can't tell me shit about him we listened to the radio while driving the kids to the beach #valentine notes

[barredandromeda]

nvm thats a white boy i dont want

#his bsf slurs up and down and threatens to rape everyone every other sentence and he laughs at that shit 😭 #im good! i do not need to hear more rape jokes or racist ass remarks from his friend 🙏 #embarrassing i ever liked him tbh he's literally just a mf boy. shouldve knownn ugh #hes probably gay too cause literally everyone we've liked since high school started whether it be boy or girl has been gay. #why do 3 of them start w the letter N #collecting the mf alphabet bro 😭 #hate this man now. not even pretty anymore his eyes arent dog sad theyre bugged out #need someone new asap 🙏🙏🙏 #other guy i thought a little ab is bound to be gay too atp i cant win 😭 #like em a little queer ig #post #erics tag #kindividual posting

[ace-with--a-mace]

the truth is i actually get so insanely jealous

#not even ab christmas gifts and stuff its likr #idk obvi its christmas ppl will post their hauls but its like damn? more than 3 items person?? #every year i get a pair of pjs and something practical. not that im complaining because its shit i use but #we dont make gift lists. we arent asked and arent allowed to want stuff so idk how to ask for it. then ppl ik have 30 plus items of junk an #i donr care ab presents because im a hoarder who doesnt use my shit but they have families who know of their interests #who talk to them everyday and go out of their way to converse. i don't even know my brothers fav color. my mother doesnt know my fav food. #me and my grandma say at most 6 words a day cuz of a language barrier and my father is a baby who doesnt reach out first #i eent to a friends house 2 dsys ago snd the whole family was chatting and the house was so lively and homey #then i go home and nobody says a word to each other. idk what code everyone has that im missing but oh my god im so jealous #im jealous of their relationships their freedom their partners the amount they spend their friendships their personalities #i want to be like them. i want to be them. but im me and the most i said to mom on christmas day was merry Christmas. then get yelled at #l speaks #shut up l #ranting in the tags because i can #its like god took his time making their lives as close to perfect as possible then went to me and was like ehh #he made me odd and offputting enough to make me different then made me 'normal' enough to not raise any flags #then put me in the most virtually normal home environment that at its core is fucked #but idk. its 5 am i havent slept in 2 days merry Christmas happy new year. #posts that couldve gone in the notes app

[bunnyb34r]

I know I should just block (and not OPEN) tags and posts ab '24 but my brain is stupid and likes to be informed even if it makes me worse

#marquilla #im not even joking when i say this next election makes me wanna kms so bad. im fucking terrified and i feel like we already know what's #gonna happen. not bc people arent voting or organizing i mean bc of how far the right has gotten and how angry they are that a #dem won so theyre gonna show up in droves and it's like god i wish we could idk have some safegaurds in place??? like oh idk you #incite an insurrection you Can't run for president?? but also that wouldnt fully stop shit bc florida has its own neo nazi running and #theres more behind him in the wings. but like idk man i just get so fucking suicidal thinking ab the future #and my drs. are like well then dont look at the news??? 'i sure dont' mkay thats great (not) but um i CAN'T not watch bc i need to #be informed i need to know. and they're like well then stop worrying ab it til election day?? LIKE THAT HELPS #so i just dont bring it up. and i just spiral and have breakdowns in the shower and think ab making a will and shit yknow normal stuff #bc this is fine! just dont engage! stop worrying it's like a year away! it MIGHT get better! idk Join in your community then?? #like yes yes thats a start but with what fucking energy when im bedbound most of the time im not working and that doesnt stop these fascist #s like me helping the community garden would be good for the community and probably my mental health in general BUT that doesnt deal with #the actual fear that makes me wanna Kermit #like it really fucking feels like all i can do is pray and hope god somehow intervenes (rapture anyone?) and that things do go well and #that the outright outspoken nzis don't win but like I really just wanna die man #i know the outcome more than likely will not directly affect my life bc im white. cis passing. and can go back in the closet regretfully #but like that doesnt reassure me any bc i have friends and loved ones and generally just give a shit ab other people and how this WILL #affect them directly and that terrifies me. it really feels like we cant ever have a moment to just exist yknow?? #idk man i just wanna die bc im so scared haha how fun (: how normal (: this is fine. everything is fine.

[honeynclove]

idk ik people don’t like valentines bc corporate holiday rahahhah but i just like it as a day to love my friends and love my family and love my fictional characters and wear cute pink and red outfits and skip around giving red velvet cookies and be happy idk

#:D #☕️!- clove speaks #like Martha speaks #Idk I was in a relationship for one Valentine’s Day and it sucked bc I wished him a happy Valentine’s Day and he ranted ab how it was a #scheme for corporate business to make more money and YEAH #Ik it is but we were long distance and he didn’t have to get anything and all I wanted was to be told I was loved #and tbh after getting out of the relationship idek if I loved him in a normal way I don’t think anything about my attraction to people has #been necessarily normal and now I don’t really think relationships are something I even want anymore #But idk #Valentine’s Day as a day to appreciate things I love #I LOVE my friends I love my family #I love I love I love and none of it is wasted #romantic relationships will never be more important to me than platonic I think #especially after being in a toxic/abusive “romantic” relationship and the only thing that helped me leave it was help from my friends #I’ll never have a friend I regretted loving they were all important to me at some point and helped me grow #it’s hard bc I’ve always felt idk… aceflux? aroflux? And it was very hard to explain to a partner HEY sometimes my love for you isn’t #romantic sometimes it’s platonic sometimes I don’t know how to explain it but I still love you I still want you in my life #Idk none of this matters #If u read this SMASH THE LIKE BUTTON AND HIT SUBSCRIBE