#but gay/homosexual feels right

[dark-eyes-under-the-golden-sky]

Clinging on the bisexual label for dear life at this point…

#auguste speaks #am I really bisexual #or do I cling on to the label because I’m scared of calling myself a gay trans man #like bisexual feels comfortable #but gay/homosexual feels right #I’m just like scared because I don’t pass and I fear people are going to assume I’m fetishism go mlm relationships #but no!!! I’m mlm!!! I just don’t look like a cis man 😭 #anyways I’m having a crisis #I’m having a lot of crisis #I’m going to counselling on Thursday so

[woolydemon]

klavier is so fucking funny he straight up walks up to a short man that put his brother in jail, bends down à la how not to talk to short ppl manner, and is immediately like "do you want me carnally. in a gay way"

#rando thoughtz #ace attorney #yes klavier is one of my fav characters how did u know #i do enjoy that he just comes right out of the gate with the homosexual undertones #hes not waiting to drop his ''unnecessary feelings'' line he needs u to know hes gay right now #suggestive #klapollo

[vixscribs]

despite benrook being a decently popular ship I can't seem to get behind a lot of fan content I see. Those are coworkers. There's no way they're snuggling and shit that's highly unprofessional.

#maybe its my aroace ass not being able to fathom that stuff being enjoyable #but also the well mannered and space cop and the cocky 17 yo white boy superhero are not going to act like a normal couple #there is no way they properly address any feelings towards each other #theres no way rook would date his boss's grandson (the one he was directly assigned to by said grandfather) #also ben is a 17yo boy from 2015 gay marriage is just getting legalized #doubt the guy turning into/dealing with/dating aliens would be super opposed to gay people but he's also a public figure #then again hes shown that he can live without being idolized if he believes whats he doing or believes in is right #but again acting on those feelings with your cowoker/best friend so easily? eeehhhh #i will probably change my mind later #i want to see them struggle thats all #their misery and refrain brings me entertainment #benrook #ben 10 omniverse #rook blonko #ben tennyson #im over thinking this #unresolved homosexual tension...let that shit stew... #they've been tormenting me i want them out of my head #also i like the ship. if thats not clear.

[chibifox2002]

☝️GAY!!!☝️

#*BANGS FUSTS ON TABLE* GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL GAY!!! #my human design(s) #my art #my character(s) #my design(s) #Manny Moth #Escargoon #Mothshellshipping #I'm feeling brave and dumb rn so this is going on main tags #krbay #kirby right back at ya #chibi's kirby au

[epicdogymoment]

gender and sexuality labels are so fucking hard how am i supposed to know how what i experience (already hard to pin down) compares to what "normal people" experience (completely unknown to me)

#leologisms #smthn smthn gender and sexuality labels are social constructs that exist within the assumption of a 'normal' experience #and a) i have no idea what EXACTLY that experience is supposed to be like b) im not fully convinced it actually EXISTS #youre telling me 'normal' people all experience attraction/gender in this ONE particular way? for real? youve gotta be lying to me #even ''''''normal'''''' (allo cishet) people talk about how their experiences with romance dont align with how its commonly talked about #how am i (transgay autist) supposed to know exactly what a 'normal' experience is in order to categorise myself in relation to it #more and more i find myself attracted to ambiguous identities because i have no way of defining myself more precisely that feels right #not male or female or even nonbinary but simply transgender. if 'gay' didnt carry the meaning 'homosexual' id probably identify more #strongly with it too (rather than bi) #for a while ive been wondering about ace identities but ive been reluctant to actually explore them too deeply because a) im afraid of #stepping on toes (for some reason. i dont know why.) b) im sure these labels ARE useful for lots of people but man. considering right now i #in a sort of. 'dont look at it too hard' space wrt my identities i dont actually think id even feel very comfortable w any of them anyway #do i experience attraction in a normal way? maybe. define normal.

[theikusabastash]

nmm

sighs dreamily,,,,kirukiyo

#kirukiyo #kirumi tojo #korekiyo shinguji #i keep thinking im over them but then im hit with a wave of danganronpa and here i am scowering the internet for a drop of content for them #something about two silly tall goths #korekiyo is so nonbinary i make the rules #i dont know how to altericrate my emotions about them properly #its been 3 years since my danganronpa phase #but they keep coming back #sometimes i still hear them... #gay gay homosexual #fuck the other games am i right #i think thats why im still only hyperfixated on v3 #back to the haha hehe #they unironically were the biggest mental high for me during my struggling high school experience #they very literally shaped a little part of me #very aware this sounds like im high but i literally dont know if id even be here if it werent for them #by that i mostly mean actually feeling like a normal person and being myself with a hint of un alive juice #okay wait this is getting serious #mmmmmmmmmfaefae #shitpost #adhd rambling #sorry tag long

[todayisafridaynight]

just watched Taboo (Gohatto) that anon here was talkin bout and i get legal rights to talk about it on this blog because takeshi kitano (hirose) plays hijikata in the movie

#snap chats #LIKE THE ENTIRE TIME I JUST KEPT THINKING 'wait he looks really familiar' #lo and behold thats so funny #anyway What Did I Think Of The Movie #it was hilarious the shinsengumi are fucking SCRAMBLING because of this pretty boy #hijikata looking at everyone like 'kondo are you in love with him ??? SOJI are YOU in love with him?? INOUE??????' #everyone but himself smh he only got eyes for one man but we been knew #okita was peak with the Top Ten Homophobia moments i cant #bro said 'oh no i hate gay people but i love a good story' #AND THE WAY HE WAS LIKE 'hijikata you're gay for kondo tho arent you like you always get pissed when people talk to him' #ENOUGH the shinsengumi is full of homosexuals #yamazaki was prob my fave bro in this movie idk why. maybe its cause i also thought he was real handsome but dont look at me #oh but the Actual movie i should talk about right #i just felt bad for kano the whole time #like people keep lusting after him and he's just like 'please leave me be' #the whole time hiji suspects him and tashiro to be lovers but like #we don't get to see kano's feelings on the matter aside from him pulling a knife on tashiro after he tries to sleep with him #it feels like kano's feelings are pushed to the side the whole time actually #the only time we actually see him earnestly say he loves someone is about yamazaki #and of course yamazaki doesnt reciprocate- whole movie tbh is just the shinsengumi trying to get kano to Not Be Gay #but like he's not even doing anything it's the men around him that keep trying to make a move on bro #tho the film DOESS say takeda courted him for a bit ?? but the deets on that are vague- tho kano at least laughs about it so #im scratching my head about the ending of the movie too- i cant decide if okita kills kano or what #hijikata cutting down the cherry blossom tree makes me believe that's what happened but idk #ALSO i dont think they want him to be Not Gay because of strict homophobia but because.well it's causing a problem #not STRICTLY cause hes gay but its cause men are killing each other over him- Allegedly it aint confirmed if kano killed yuzawa or not #but SOMEONE tried to kill yamazaki so. #it was an ight movie tho i wasnt mad bout watchin it. if you're gonna watch it warnings for SA/dubious consent and casual homophobia

[stere0typical]

Reasons Anthony Janthony Crowley is just like me fr fr (a list)

<<< Sunglasses 333

Has been hopelessly in love with his best friend since the first moment he saw him

<<< Queen 333

Will never use their words and communicate his feelings over fear of rejection

<<< Sleep 333

#gay gay homosexual gay #shitpost #gay #good omens #anthony janthony crowley #the difference is i am actually delusional and right in thinking he could never feel the same

[achairwithapandaonit]

Can't believe my current hyperfixation broke me out of my month long streak of being unable to write anything just to write a potentially long ass byler fic when I never write romance. I'm so fixated on the idea of will getting to have something good happen to him

#stranger things #byler #and the worst part is (i say as if this isn't the thing i find fun) that my brain gets obsessed with character dynamics #and currently i belive the theory that mike has been a closeted homosexual this whole time and has been pushing his feelings for will onto #el (tho i'll be psyched if it turns out he's bi. it's just that the closeted homosexual theory seems to have more evidence pointing towards #it) #so because of that there's more than just will and mike to consider #el needs proper closure and understanding of the situation #and mike needs to confront that maybe he's never liked girls and that he can love el and it doesn't need to be romantic #and i also need to throw in will subtly coming out because mike was prodding into the idea of him having a crush on someone ELSE (gasp! #shock! horror!) #and guessed max of all people just cause she was the only girl in hawkins he could think of. and like he's just a fucking idiot huh #and then he thinks oh yeah maybe will likes boys and he's so fucking stupid that he can't see what's right in front of his face #even when will is like uhhh no?? i don't like lucas like that u idiot?? but would it be a problem if i like boys? #and mike is like oh fuck is that an option while in his head. and saying no that'd he great. cause he's so fucking gay #and he's just so dumb. he's a mess. i'd love to study him. i mean i am technically. isn't that what writing a fic from mike's pov is about #sorry for the rant my brain hasn't shut up for over a week #and then after all of this i'm gonna have to keep going huh #i'm gonna have to vecna SOMEONE #what is this gonna be??? like a 10K one-shot??? PANDA??? #if i never finish this i'm literally gonna be so mad

[sad-boy-mono]

I identify as gay but I've been going through a sexuality crisis as of late. Because yes I'm attracted to men (and mostly men), but also anyone with a sort of fucked up (/pos) gender/gender expression. Like of you ask me if I'm attracted to women I'd say no, but if you ask if I'm attracted to Kristen Stewart on the latest cover for the rolling stone I'd say yes. That kind of shit, ya know?

#idk man ive been in the trenches here #bc i really dont feel like bi is an accurate lable. gay/homosexual just feels correct? and comfy? #like. before i realized i was trans i IDed as bi/pan. so it's not like I'd be wondering into unknown territory by exploring those terms #they just dont *feel* right. #mono stop talking #kristen stewart

[whynotimtired]

I hate having to crouch down in the back of my brain like a goblin to stop myself from getting exceptionally heated every time someone says mike is straight

#cause that boy is gay. he is a homosexual. #and i have to HIDE THERE in the back of mind. WAITING FOR S5 #oh but im going to hold it over everyones heads #i will never feel as much smugness as i know i will feel the day s5 comes out #i got a small small taste of whats to come when cas from supernatural confessed his love. i walked out to my mom 5 inches taller that day #her 6 years before: i dont see it #me: I SAW IT! I SAW IT THE WHOLE TIMEEEEE #to be fair i never actually thought they would go through with it (and they didnt. not really.) except i felt a shift during s12 #i was like. are they actually gonna do it? and then they did. anyway point is im always right dksnnsn #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #byeler #mike wheeler is gay

[achillesmatt24]

A fun response to noadea.art (on insta) I did for coursework like the little Gaylord I am.

#my beautiful laundrette #i am so gay #gay gay homosexual gay #so incredibly gay #absolute homosexual right here #queer as hell #it’s like actually a problem goddamn I feel sorry for my teacher #thanks for putting up with all my homosexual content miss

[glowingsand]

shot myself like three or four times while reading the official translated chapter…..you guys i think it’s officially gojover there’s no hope left in this room

#tbh i’m fine w that…..but oh my god #“the one who was supposed to teach him about love—” shoots myself #“i love you guys so i don’t feel lonely right now” shoots myself #“when you die you die alone. please tell me this is my imagination” shoots myself #“if you were among those patting my back i would’ve been satisfied” KILLS MYSELF #i was gonna say his death is underwhelming…but what it was SUPPOSED to be that way #he died w regrets just like everyone else. he didn’t die all alone. he chased his dream and fell short. #everything about gojo satoru is tragic and his death resembles that. just bc he’s the strongest doesn’t mean he gets his way #anyway guys we’re gonna abandon jjk and become a blog supporting non tragic gay ppl #like viktor and yuuri. the og homosexuals #jjk #jjk spoilers #jjk 236 #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru

[girldoomed]

taylor swift is gay because i said so and it came to me in a dream. i don’t give a shit about karlie kloss or easter eggs. it’s purely based on vibes and my incredible people reading skills.

#i was never a swiftie or cared much about her but i am a gaylor truther since 2016 #i had no idea other people thought she was gay tho #it was just my own silly little theory #it’s just…… idk every time i see her with men it just doesn’t feel right sorry #i don’t think i’ve ever seen her have chemistry with a man like she does with every single female interviewer #i remember seeing the vsfs performance ages ago and thinking that is one homosexual women #idk how to explain it like she’s gay! look at her! #it’s just a vibe #i feel like she’s the type of person that a wife would suit her well #when i picture her in my head i see her loving a woman

[tiptoelightlypastmymind]

they say war is hell but you don't know true hell until you have an older brother who won't stop drawing his fursona with their cock and balls out and just leaves the artwork laying around the house where anyone can see it

#ten years. it's been at least ten years and this behavior is never going to change #like WHY THO he's not even GAY it doesn't make any sENSE #also mother is somehow more accepting of him being a furry and drawing that than she is of me being homosexual #all is right in the world when oldest child draws sexualized anthropomorphic animals but when middle child stares at a man in lust-- #can you feel my pain i hope not no one is meant to suffer like this #my life

[todayisafridaynight]

had a dream about kissing a certain. gorgeous y3 man. and have been crying/pos over it all day (been awake for 1 hour) also y0 majima but thats not the point im finally getting my beautiful men in my dreams what caused this

i dont know but im en route to your position to steal your brain thats not FAIR

#snap chats #the only RGG dreams i have are of ryuji and aoki but i havent even had those in months #i dont even interact with aoki in my dreams like in one of them i was just in the airport with my dad and he was on the telly #and another i was at like. soem government dinner and he happened to be sitting diagonally from me but we didnt acknowledge each other #and my ryuji dreams like. i forget the first one but the second one i was looking for booze at the market #and then ryuji just approaches me and just asks to hang an shit so we bounce and i sit in his car right #utterly illegal it wasnt a pick up trucck or his motorcyle since he was wearing his tanktop and jeans but POINT IS #im envious. enraged even #i can draw and think of a character every day and every night and never dream about them #well. except aoki i guess😭 #i feel like i had a really homosexual dream with daigo but i cant remember... i remember havin a gay ass hell dream once tho #i mean i do remember the pieces are coming back but i just dont know 100% if it was daigo- leaning more to it being daigo tho tbh #if you read this far no you didnt we never spoke of this