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#but how mental is it that I only have 6 more characters to draw in general!!!!
leviiackrman · 1 year
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Hey! I’m bored af and can’t be bothered to make decisions so, out of these characters, who would we like to see drawn next?
Only 1 day to answer so PLS tell me what people are interested in seeing!!
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wxshing-aep · 11 months
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The Prom Committee (pt 1)
Ethan Morales x fem!reader
based on this request:
"how about one where y/n runs an after school club so Ethan keeps getting detention on purpose to see her because he thinks “clubs are for dorks” to quote Paxton and so his reputation as the bad boy isn’t ruined"
Warnings: swearing, banter, the word boobs
AN: decided to make it a 2 parter cause it was getting long while I was writing it and wanted to give Ethan more depth of character than the actually show so part 2 coming tmrw probs!
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When his assignment was handed back by Señora Diaz upside down, Ethan wasn't surprised by the big F glaring back at him in red ink when he turned the page over.
“Stupid bitch” he muttered under his breath.
“In Español, Ethan” Señora Diaz paused on her way back to the blackboard, unsure of what he said but certain that it wasn't in Spanish.
“Sorry" he retorted and she continued her route back to the front of the classroom.
"perra estúpida”
“ethan!”
That’s how Ethan ended up in detention for the umpteenth time in his academic career, tapping his pen on the desk in the nearly empty classroom with Mr. Shapiro's happy go-lucky self staring back at him.
"Well, happy to have you here Ethan!" Mr. Shapiro greets picking up a clipboard from his desk. "Not happy to be here" Ethan deadpanned. "Sorry to hear that. Not sure how you managed to get detention during the first week of school, but hey I think that might be a new Sherman Oaks record! Congrats buddy!" Mr. Shapiro cheers before realizing the younger boy is not the slightest bit amused. "Alright, tough crowd."
"Moving right along then," Mr. Shapiro clicks a pen in his hand "time to take roll!" which causes Ethan to look around the empty classroom.
"...I'm literally the only one here"
"I know, I just love checking things off lists," Mr. Shapiro clears his throats " so do I have a Morales comma Ethan?"
"seriously dude?"
"Second call for Ethan Morales"
"you're gonna keep going til I say here, aren't you?"
"You betcha!"
"Here."
"Awesome!" Mr. Shapiro marks a giant check by the one name on his attendance sheet. "god I love doing that- Alright so unfortunately I've gotta skidaddle to help out with the faculty potluck but lucky for you sir we're implementing more of a reformative detention style this year!"
"What the hell does that mean" Ethan asked.
"It means, that instead of sitting here for the next few hours, you my friend, get to offer your help to one of the after school clubs or committees that are a bit low on helping hands" Shapiro responds with finger guns. "so guess who's today's newest member of the prom committee!"
"yea, no. I'm not joining some stupid after school club. clubs are for dorks, losers, and ugly people" Ethan responds grabbing his backpack out of the chair next to him to get up and leave.
"well actually it's a committee"
"even worse"
"Alrighty well I can see what the other options-" is all Mr Shapiro gets out before he is interrupted by your voice from the doorway.
"Oh- hey! Mr. Shapiro, did you find anyone to help with the prom posters? Eric said he'd help me out but then canceled cause he said he had to train with the assistant swim coach to quote make Michael Phelps my bitch end quote. Whatever that means, so I'm kinda flying solo here" You say, drawing Ethan's attention towards you as well.
hot damn. okay maybe after school activities are not only for ugly people. He thinks you might be the prettiest girl he's ever seen and definitely takes a mental note of your outfit that's hugging you in all the right places. He quickly realizes that he doesn't know your name and has no idea how he's never been informed of your existence prior to this moment. He's snapped back to reality by Mr. Shapiro responding to your question. "Ah- I'm sorry but Ethan is-"
"super excited to help decorate for prom" Ethan finds himself blurting out before Mr. Shapiro could finish his sentence.
"Oh- well that's great! Uh Ethan just report back by 6 so I can log your hours! I'm gonna get going, you kids have fun decorating. Go crickets!" Mr. Shapiro says, making his exit as you watch him almost skip down the hall.
"Sup, I'm Ethan" Your attention is brought back to the brown eyed curly haired boy who's suddenly standing in front of you (how the hell did he cross the room that fast, you wonder) with an outstretched hand. He never really shakes hands, he just wanted an excuse to touch you. He's cute, you note mentally. You accept the offer and shake his hand. "and you are?" he continues.
"I'm-" you pause noticing those not so innocent brown eyes are directed elsewhere, "acutely aware of the fact that you're staring at my boobs".
Ethan thinks his brain might've just short circuited cause he was definitely just caught red handed. He'd recently grown a lot more confident with girls since his summer growth spurt and subsequent glow up had dramatically increased the number of girls interested in him, but there was something about you and how you so deliberately called him out that had definitely thrown him off his game.
"Sorry- I uh- I was actually looking at your shirt. They're- It's nice" he wants to die he thinks.
You chuckle at his sudden change in demeanor. "Hmm. Yea, I know they are" you respond, turning on a heel and heading toward the auditorium.
"You comin or what?"
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For one person, you had made pretty okay progress in a week. The current task at hand was making posters to get people excited for the theme reveal. The ground was littered with several half finished or barely started posters.
"Can you draw?" You asked Ethan.
"I'm not much of an artist"
"Really? the graffiti on the side of the school says otherwise. Your handwriting definitely sucks though so I'll do that, but the art's good and if you can do it with a spray can, you can definitely do it with some paint and markers" your unsolicited review of his graffiti made him crack a smile. His latest act of defiance had been a giant snake comically eating a cricket accompanied with the words "get fucked" on the side of the school building.
"You can't prove that was me" he challenges.
"Maybe not, but Mr. Shapiro had mentioned that I might have a detention helper today thanks to Señora Diaz and I happened to notice the words 'stupid bitch' spray painted on her car containing the same weird ass t's as the graffiti on the side of the school and here you are, Ethan."
"Damn, you're good" he pauses realizing he can't throw your name back at you because he still doesn't know it.
"Y/n" you say quietly.
"Huh?"
"My name's y/n"
Pretty name for a pretty girl, he thought.
"Alright y/n. I'll draw as long as I don't have to to touch any glitter. that shit's impossible to get off"
"deal"
"and I don't write my t's weird"
"you write your t's like a crazy person"
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Time was pretty much flying by. Together you'd gotten nearly twenty posters done and were slowly finding out more information about each other. You were informed about some of Ethan's tattoos and how he'd actually drawn the designs for all of them himself. Not an artist, my ass, you thought. Ethan learned that he hadn't met you before because you'd previously been homeschooled and had all but begged your parents to be able to go to school with other kids for your senior year until they finally cracked and agreed to enroll you at Sherman Oaks.
"Ah I see, you're a total secret weirdo. That explains your freaky detective skills" he teases.
"I am not a secret weirdo. I just like criminal minds and puzzles"
"You were homeschooled. All homeschooled kids are a little weird"
"That's an unfair stereotype"
"Whatever you say, y/n"
"If anything you're the secret weirdo. or at least an undercover art nerd"
"I'm not an undercover art nerd"
"Yea you are. Something tells me this whole" you gestured largely to him sitting a couple feet away from you, "tortured angsty hot skater boy thing you've got going on is a pretty recent development" you comment absent-mindedly. You looked back up from your poster when he didn't respond to see him sitting there, arms crossed with a smug grin on his face.
"What?" you prodded.
"You totally just called me hot"
You're now very aware that he's a bit closer to you than he was before.
"mm don't think so"
"oh you definitely did"
"did not"
"did too"
"did not" that one came out much less confidently considering his hand had made its way to your face to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. damn, he's good.
"whatever you say, y/n" he almost whispers. have his eyes been that sparkly this whole time? He's leaning in and you're definitely not backing away. You're maybe a centimeter away from his lips until the alarm blaring from your phone, which seemed like much better idea hours ago, sent you flying back from him and scared the shit out of both you.
"shit- I- god that scared me, I uh set an alarm for 6 so you'd remember to check in with Mr. Shapiro cause, ya know, I thought we'd both probably be busy. Um- busy making posters, i mean. Obviously I mean making posters cause we definitely wouldn't be busy doing anything else so-" you ramble.
The smug little smirk has made its way back onto Ethan's face as he is quite enjoying this role reversal from your first interaction of the day.
"shut up" you say to him.
"I didn't even say anything" he responded, hands in the air in surrender.
"I've gotta head home, but thanks for helping out even though you basically had to be here. If you ever find yourself in detention again this semester, feel free to help out. Hopefully the committee is more than just me by then" you say, starting to gather your belongings. Ethan secretly hopes it isn't, he likes the idea of hanging out with just you.
"I probably will find myself in detention again. It's kinda part of this whole tortured angsty hot skater boy thing I've got going on" he says throwing his backpack over his shoulder.
"not what I said" you still attempt to deny.
"sure it wasn't"
"bye ethan"
"bye y/n"
Yea, he'll definitely be finding himself in detention again.
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Read Part 2 here
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ask-the-royal-absol · 4 months
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(It has been one year since I joined the pokeask community with my silly absol. One whole year. How did I get here? Like, damn. It’s just been such a lovely community and I’ve met some truly wonderful people.
I’m sorry I couldn’t get more of you on here. I wish I had the time to draw each and every one of you. This is why I needed the head shot so thank you to everyone who sent it over. Thank you to everyone in this community for being my inspirations, my joy and my friends. I cannot thank you enough. If I could make you all something more to say thank you, I would. (Also forgive me if the image quality is garbage. Tumblr does that sometimes. If you click on it, it'll be clearer.)
I suppose I’ll just go on and say I’ve always admired the community from afar. So many stories I was following. So many inspirational people. The events. The characters. They are all so wonderful. And I followed these blogs for years.
Getting hooked into everything about the ask blog community. At first, I was going to making an ask blog about a royal Goodra/Vespiquen fusion who goes to other places to make political connections for their hive. I drew up a couple of concepts but I didn’t go ahead with it.
I kept following the community, constantly being inspired and amazed by everyone inside of it. I’d wanted to join a community for a while. At first, I joined the Pokémon fusion community. It was fun. I met some great people. But, after a few years, it didn’t fill me with joy. I did fusions on multiple platforms, even making some fusions for the infinite fusions game (they’re still in there). I had a go with commissions. It just became a bit of a chore.
I tried making my own region. It only lasted a month. It left a gap which I didn’t know how to fill. I also did dnd with friends which mostly satisfied this but we didn’t do it consistently enough. I definitely miss doing it. I probably did fusions for 6 years. The blogs are still up. There was nothing I wanted to draw consistently.
Near the end of last year, I had a really tough time. My mental health took a really big dip and I was struggling. It was an incredibly dark time. I didn’t have much going on. Maybe we were doing dnd. I don’t remember though. I started drawing Pokémon because I wasn’t in the mood to draw dnd art.
I don’t know why but I started to draw an absol. I think it may have been inspired by my current dnd character. As I was drawing this absol, ideas started to form in my mind about who this absol was and the world they were from. Ideas kept flowing and flowing.
Once the absol was finished, I drew another character, and another and another. And I just kept drawing. Soon, I started drawing maps and a prophecy for this absol and their world. The name Destino came from the word Destiny. It brought me so much joy. I worked on it for a few days and put it to the side.
Then came around the 27th December 2022. I looked back on my planning for this world and thought perhaps I could turn it into an ask blog. At first, I was so nervous. I didn’t want to go through with it. My partner convinced me to make the blog. That’s when I began to draw the first post. And on December 29th 2022, I created the blog and made a reference post for Destino.
Soon, the first post was posted and I got asks. Exciting stuff! And it was so much fun deciding how Destino would respond. More asks kept coming and I eventually started sending asks to others. The most exciting part would have to be seeing people follow me who I was a huge fan of. Gonna be honest, I’m still so incredibly excited when talking to these people and when they like my stuff.
My love for this blog grew and I’ve spent a lot of my time working on it. I have loved each and every moment of it. It was fun having this smug, egotistical absol interacting with many characters who I am a huge fan of and entertaining to see their reactions. Destino was becoming a bit of a thing. Memes were made of Destino. Destino was insulting every legendary they could come across. For me, it was hilarious. And it seemed others were enjoying their antics too.
I am incredibly thankful each day with every interaction, every like, every follow, every reblog, etc. I’ve had. I’m grateful for this entire community. Every one of you has been so friendly and I love talking to you. This community has filled a void which I wasn’t sure would be filled. And I hope I can continue loving being in this community for a while. Destino is going to stick around for a while. I’ve got big plans for them and I hope to enjoy this journey with you all.
Thank you everyone. I hope I can continue to work with you all and have fun! Let’s get ready for another year of Destino.)
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azaracyy · 3 months
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to the next stage of our adventure! digimon survive week 2024 day 7: post-game / future personal thoughts under the cut - less about the artwork and more about shuuji and lopmon themselves. a long rambling containing major spoilers and heavy topics. will cause whiplash. proceed with caution.
other than the fact this may be boring and long-winded, cw and tw: there will be mentions of self-harm and suicide. if these topics make you uncomfortable, please step back. if you're sure, then alright. i'm aware this is a weird place to ramble about shuuji and lopmon considering the notorious highlight of their story would match the themes of day 5 (villains) and day 6 (dark & loss) better. unfortunately (ironically?) i never planned to feature them for those days, so... pretty sure i'm not the only one feeling this, but when i discovered that a good part of the fandom seems to loathe shuuji with utmost passion, even after they claimed to have completed the game, i was confused. the way his death happened and (understanding) the cause made me uncomfortable for a while, but never drove me to the point of hate... once i recovered from the initial shock, what i felt towards him was more pity, then respect (on truthful route). i feel shuuji should have been one of the most appreciated characters in survive. yet it was the opposite that happened. (between you and me though, knowing there was this discourse with the fact digimon survive is a visual novel, i'm not that surprised it turned out this way...) from my point of view, lopmon evolving into wendimon then killing shuuji symbolizes suicide, the act of taking one's own life. it was the climax of shuuji's mental breakdown, leading him to basically self-destruct, causing damage to everyone around him and ultimately himself. lopmon evolved, just like he hoped. but failed to do it like other kemonogami partners (maintaining control of themselves and fending off enemies). the next and final outcome was death, through his own partner actually eating him alive too. it reminds me how when someone thought they have prepared well for something important yet it failed spectacularly, the devastation and frustration would eat them in the same way from inside. and they probably would for one second think, "i'm better off dead". the more i pondered about it, the more it hit home, so of course, the last thing i could do is hate him, when his struggles sound similar to my own - having to rely on consistent achievements to prove your value, to feel you are worth living and not a waste of resources. the part where shuuji went all abusive on lopmon felt like the equivalent of pushing yourself to the extreme to reach your goal, to the point of neglecting your own needs. it's like a student so absorbed in their study, sacrificing food and sleep, until their body eventually snaps and shuts down for good (...this in fact happened to one of the students at my previous workplace. she was in her last year of high school. life was just about to truly start for her when her classmate informed us of her sudden death). even in truthful route where shuuji and lopmon survive that point, things aren't immediately nice and easy for him. you can see that he still has self-doubts, and what i think is impostor's syndrome. he could be making a great contribution to the team and still put himself down for having done "nothing". i have found it interesting that artists and writers tend to be especially fond of shuuji. so perhaps it's not just the matter of one's upbringing - whether you were raised in a harsh, competitive environment and/or with family with (unreasonably) high standards so you can relate more easily to him - but also whether one can see just what every struggle shuuji and lopmon went through symbolizes shuuji's mental state. out of all survive characters, i think shuuji and lopmon pulled off this thing called "surviving" the hardest, no joke. which is why i almost always gravitate to drawing them happy because that's what they deserve :') after all this, what i also would like to say is, it's okay if a character makes you uncomfortable. it's okay if you hate a character. but never, ever bring down the character to people who like them or even consider them their favorite or comfort character. if you must, do it in your own space and only with like-minded people.
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seeminglydark · 11 months
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Idk if this means anything to you but I'm a comic artist who's had a hard time doing art for a few years. The first four was because of life hardship and lack of time/chronic pain, but now lately I've had time but a mental block. I'm creeping up on 30 and felt bad about myself for "missing out" on my opportunity to be a comic artist. It was really validating to see you post about being 41 (correct me if I'm wrong) especially since you have such wonderful comics that I've been following for a while now. It makes me feel less like I'm wasting my time putting my things in order when I "should" be drawing.
Hopefully this doesn't come across as offensive or anything. It was just comforting and validating. Anyway, big fan! Love your characters a whole lot and hope you have a good day!
Dear Anon
I am 41 years old. I have wanted to make comics my entire life. before my dad got sick, and my childhood kinda fell apart, all i did was draw. after that, i used the stories in my head to cope. life moved on. i was convinced not to accept a partial scholarship to an art school in California. life got hard. i worked at a hotel, and after i escaped an abusive relationship at 22 i hitchhiked/bused far far away to start over. i tried to make comics again, but i had to survive, and so i got another job doing the only thing i knew how to do, hotels. and i worked. and worked. and life got harder and times got heavier and i didn't get time to draw and i worked double hours, 15 to 17 hours a day. and i went four years without drawing a single thing.
i kept working myself into the ground. i was 29 now. i picked up a pen again and drew a red haired boy. he had a hard life and no love and no friends. his problems were on the outside, for everyone to see. he ran away but his problems went with him.
i was 32. surely i was too old now. my time to be an artist was gone. i had no school. no hope. i was so far behind the younger gen i saw online. i cried. all the time. i wrote stories in my email drafts while i worked shifts. i stayed up late trying to learn how to draw again. i cried some more. the boy grew. i called him Fiach. worthy. a raven. later i renamed him Avery. he was like a bird, he had wings, he was my hope. i started writing some friends for him. the people i wished i had around me.
i started finding time and space. i got a new job, something where i was lucky enough to set my own hours. for the first time i had a partner who believed in me. things were hard. but i was drawing now. and that helped.
i went on a road trip and i started drawing pages of an unnamed story on 6 by 8 paper in a sketchbook. i drew 20 of them. 'what could i call this?' i thought. Nothing Seems as Dark...no says my partner. Seemingly Dark. he made me a logo. i was 35. i bought an ipad, i cant do this on paper, its too much story i have too much to say. so i learned how to draw digitally by tracing my own trad art pages.
I spoke to my dad for the last time on June 17th, fathers day that year. he said 'you're good. i'm proud. and you're gonna do amazing things. none of this is your fault. and we will speak again soon.' i didn't know id never hear his voice again. he died a week later.
i turned 36. i kept trying. i'm old, i don't understand the internet. how can i share this?
i stumbled across Lore Olympus. i was introduced to webcomics. id read comics online before but the thought never occurred to me. i opened an account on Tapas. and then i stared at it. what if no one likes it. what if its bad. my art isn't good. i should wait til i'm better. but will i ever really be better? or will i always believe that tomorrow is better? do it now. if even one person gets something out of this story, this story about a boy who is you, a boy who looking for hope, a boy who might make it, then that is enough isn't it.
June 17th 2018 i launched Seemingly Dark.
SD's five year anniversary is in a week. 0ver 700 pages. leaps and bounds in progress with my skills. a printed comic under my belt as of monday. i was always a storyteller. but i was always an artist too.
I am 41 years old, dear anon. I did not truly embark on this journey til i was 35. life got in the way. even now, chronic illness gets in the way. but its worth it. its never ever too late. i believe in you the way my dad believed in me. i reset my life again and again. but I was always an artist. and if thats who you are, and who you want to be, even if things dont go the way you wished they could, you're an artist too.
im 41 years old. i speak about my age, even though i often feel too old to belong in spaces, cuz really, in this case age is just a number. take care of yourself. do what you need to do. and little by little, when your able, carve out your space until it becomes more of a habit. sometimes i think about all the years i lost not drawing or creating. but there's a lot of factors that make me believe had i made my story then, it wouldn't be the story it is now, i needed to live a bit. i needed to find myself. i know this was long, but i just wanted you to see i also had to put my life in order, and getting notes like this reminds me it wasnt at all a waste. im glad i could offer you some comfort. thats honestly the best compliment i could ever receive.
TL;dR I was 35 when i sat down and seriously started making comics, because life always got in the way and so did my confidence. i always feared being too old. im 41 now, still going strong.
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lackablazeical · 4 months
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💙🥀Leonardo Hamato🥀💙
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Specific Trigger Warnings -
Stalking, harassment, manipulation, physical/mental/emotional abuse of a partner, objectification of others, threats/acts of violence, yandere-like actions and behavior, violation of consent/boundaries (specifically to actions such as hugging, kissing, snuggling, grabbing, etc.), child neglect
Specific boundaries w/ this character -
Do not glorify/romantize/endorse Leo's actions ("I wish someone cared about me this much" etc etc.)
Do not ship Leo with anyone. At all.
Do not treat Leo as 'fixable' or anything of the like, or imply that he could/should be 'forgiven'.
Do not imply romantic/sexual intention when Leo is touching someone. He just likes physical touch, that is all.
General info -
Leo's birthday is October 27th. He is a Scorpio ♏️
Leo's main love language is physical touch, but he can give love through all five.
Leo is a sex-repulsed Panromantic Vincian man. He can feel romantic attraction but only feels any type of deeper attraction/connection with non-women.
Leo has combined-type ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder).
Leo has ASPD (Antisocial Personality Disorder).
Personality traits -
Leo is loyal, protective, obsessive, slow-to-anger, charismatic, controlling, manipulative, forgetful, strategic, and vengeful.
Leo doesn't get angry easily. He may get annoyed, but genuine anger is rare and hard to bring out. Often, it's a build-up of small things that makes him lash out, usually violently.
Leo is extremely loyal to those he loves. He will absolutely kill and die for his family, and for Usagi. Family is the most important thing to him, and he will choose them over anything else.
Leo, as a strategist, rarely ever does things without a plan in place. While his actions may seem impulsive or non-sensical, they are often to drive people apart, cause fear/pain, etc. Leo is extremely smart, and knows how to twist situations into his favor.
Leo is a control freak. He can't stand not being in control, and will do whatever it takes to maintain the power he does have. If that means violence, then that means violence.
Leo will spiral and be sent into complete delusion and panic if he's left without affectionate physical contact for too long. He needs it to feel grounded, and he will force the contact if he must to stay sane.
Important details -
His insomnia -
Leo has extremely intense insomnia. This is a result of an error when he was mutated. Originally, Draxum intended for all the brothers to require less sleep, so they could spend more time fighting wars and such. Instead, Leo got an overdose of that specific chemical, resulting in the state we see today, whereas his brothers got off with no ill effects.
He is physically unable to sleep for around a month, but Leo is able to force himself to stay awake for just under around 3-4 months before his body begins to shut down. Leo can't control this, and he is likely to pass out mid-conversation or while doing something because of this.
This insomnia has extreme physical effects on Leo. It results in glassy vision, sluggish movement/behavior, extremely bad memory issues, delusions, inability to concentrate for very long, and carelessness. Leo also has a lower natural heart rate because of this, and his eyes strain more easily. He also has extremely shakey hands, which mostly present themselves when he is typing/drawing/writing.
Leo's siblings don't care for Leo's behavior after being rested, so they often make attempts to keep him awake/wake him up faster. Without intervention, Leo can sleep for days. With intervention, he may get 6-8 hours max.
After being freshly rested -
After Leo has recently gotten sleep, he is noticeably more helpful, respectful, withdrawn, and thoughtful. He is more likely to notice smaller details, remember things better, etc. He is also nicer, and will better listen to things like 'no'.
This state lasts around 1-3 weeks, depending on how much sleep he got previously. He may revert back to his regular behavior faster if exposed to a catalyst (someone made him angry, he gets a look/smell/taste of blood, etc.)
His relationship with Big Mama -
Leo hates Big Mama. He distrusts her and her motives, and hates how she treats Splinter, Mikey, and Donnie. Game recognizes Game, Manipulative recognizes Manipulative.
Leo keeps BM alive exclusively for Splinter and Mikey. He is willing to kill her the second either of them gives him the word.
Leo will be courteous to her if he has to be. He will accept her gifts and call her Mother, but he makes his absolute distain of her very clear. He refuses to be alone with her and will silence anyone trying to tell her personal facts about him violently.
BM was the one who gifted Leo his sword as a sort of peace offering. It didn't work, but he took it anyway. Now, he never goes anywhere without it.
Leo is very strict about BM not knowing about Usagi. He regularly threatens his and Usagi's brothers to stay quiet about Usagi, and makes it clear that it is their necks on the line if he finds out they told her. BM would use Usagi as a pawn to get Leo to listen to her, and Leo refuses to give up his control.
BM is aware of some of the other Miyamotos (specifically Kenichi, Ishida, and Riko) but does not know about Usagi specifically. She just knows that they have more siblings. She also does not know that Leo has a connection with Usagi.
Leo and BM are actually quite similar, with their controlling and manipulative natures. Never tell Leo that, though. Unless you want your head cut off.
His stalking -
Leo began stalking around 10 years old. Most of his targets would only be interests between 1-3 months, before Leo got bored/they died/etc.
Leo has had 36 victims, including Usagi.
Leo does not have a preference when he stalks. Age, gender, species, etc has no effect on who he fixates on. Though he is likely to be more violent/intense towards male/masc people if they are his current focus.
Leo typically treats any death similar to a breakup. He'll cry, stew in his feelings, etc. It annoys the hell out of his entire family. Leo often gets over it quickly.
Leo fixated on Usagi differently because he was introduced to Usagi differently. Leo actually saved him from being mugged, which is the first time Leo had ever felt like an actual hero. This sent him into a complete spiral of obsession, and now Leo only and will only ever have eyes for Usagi.
His dynamic with Usagi -
Leo is an abuser. He is Usagi's abuser. He manipulates him, physically/mentally/emotionally harms him, etc.
Leo does not insult, slap, punch, or put down Usagi. Leo is very verbally affectionate to Usagi, which is one of the reasons people do not pick up on what is really happening.
Leo will bite, shove, pin, yank, choke, throw, or restrain Usagi. He is very controlling of Usagi's movement.
Leo does not explicitly put Usagi down, but will make Usagi feel powerless, dependent, etc. As example, Leo would NEVER say "You're nothing without me", but he WOULD say "where would you be without me?"
Usagi barters time and affection with Leo to get Leo to let him do what he wants. Leo often only properly upholds these deals around half the time. This could be holding hands for 10 minutes so that Usagi can go to the store with his brothers, etc etc. Leo is very much giving "changed the terms at the last moment" vibes.
Leo would become a husk of a person if he lost Usagi. He would slaughter anyone in his way if they tried to take Usagi (except his brothers, ofc.) Everyone is very aware of the fact Leo would act out violently if Usagi tried to leave him.
This is not to say Leo will always pick Usagi. If it is a life-or-death, no other option situation, Leo will pick his family over Usagi instantly, no hesitation, nothing. He will mourn afterward, though.
Leo's favoritism -
If Leo loves someone, in his mind, they can do no wrong. He will make excuses, ignore facts, and twist the narrative to remove blame from that person. He may also find a scapegoat to blame the behavior on instead.
If two people Leo loves are fighting, he doesn't pick sides. He will completely ignore the problem and say that it doesn't matter.
Leo is very much of the opinion that 'its in the past, so it doesn't matter.' So what people say, actions they take, past trauma, etc. Doesn't matter to him. This could be contributed to his memory problems as well.
After a fight, Leo will comfort the one that he thinks is more upset, aka more 'in need of support.' Typically, this will be Usagi.
Leo's power level -
Leo is the most dangerous of his brothers, WITH his sword. He could easily take any of his brothers down with it.
Without his sword, Leo is the weakest of his brothers. Leo is not good at hand-to-hand combat, and his fighting style completely relies on his sword and portals.
Fun facts -
Leo's favorite food is candied strawberries. He loves anything sweet or fruity.
Leo loves play wrestling and will often get very invested in any fights he gets in with his brothers or Usagi.
Leo has an extremely good pain tolerance. He would be able to walk on a broken leg and barely even register it.
Leo is a mystic prodigy, and his teleporting ability is entirely self-taught. It is much more sporadic and 'glitchy' than Rise, but Leo is still able to get things where they need to go. Leo's swords can split, and be either 1 or 2 weapons. 1 sword can create solid, doorway-like portals. 2 swords mean Leo can teleport between them, if he throws or embeds them in something.
Leo loves pop music, as well as 60s-90s Spanish music. He has an antique radio that he loves to listen to. Leo will also listen to rap/dubstep/hip-hop for Mikey and Don.
Leo loves rom-coms, and that is where Leo gets most of his ideas of love/romance from. He does not watch good rom-coms.
Leo babies his brothers quite a lot, but it is out of genuine care and adoration.
Tags that include Leo -
#addams! Leo, #addams! Leosagi, #addams! Hamatos, #addams! Disaster twins
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justmossyall · 11 months
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depression hacks masterpost
these are things that will help with mental illness that aren't 'go outside, drink water, and everything will be fine!!!1!!!11!1!11!' those are good fs but they don't work on their own. these will actually help in one way or another :)
hell yeah let's go
open your windows. the fresh air and sunlight will do you good and it takes like 5 seconds.
go buy some plants, there are like a gazillion that are next to impossible to kill. and don't come at me with 'ohhh I'll probably find a way hahaha" NO. the plants will be so helpful! they produce oxygen, bring nature indoors which psychologically improves your mental state, and they're just nice to look at! you can name them! sculpt and/or paint little pots for them!
STOP LISTENING TO SAD MUSIC. I cannot stress this enough. it just makes things worse. please stop. make a playlist of all your favorite stupid, happy, pump-up songs and listen to them all the time until they get annoying. then repeat!
acquire a gazillion stuffed animals. so much serotonin for such a small price
get a water bottle and put fun stickers on it, and designate that water bottle to be only for water. nothing else goes in it. that way you can drink out of it for kind of a long time before needing to wash it. keep it filled with water and actually drink out of it. drink as much water as you can, all the time.
chew gum! idk why but it works bro. especially watermelon.
hug people and ask people to hug you. hugs are so amazing it's like pure happiness but with the added perk of Deep Pressure. it can be from your friends, family, s/o, whoever.
make sure there's a lot of light in your room. not good to wallow in darkness. put up fairy lights, get fun lamps, light candles, keep your blinds open, etc.
dress like how you want to feel. be colorful, fun, and comfortable. don't wear hoodies, sweatpants and ratty old shoes, I know it's appealing but it's just going to keep you in that depressed state. I like to wear dresses, colorful jeans, graphic tees from 5-Below, combat boots, and lots of funky earrings. (seriously 5-Below is a lifesaver for literally anything!!!) you can get a lot of these things for super cheap - I got a 20 pack of fun earrings like duckies, mushrooms, mini water bottles, etc. for like $11, and a lot of my colorful jeans are like 6 bucks at the thrift store. whatever your style is or whatever you want it to be, work to make that happen. because getting dressed is one of the simplest things you'll do in a day, so why not make the most of it?
doodle. it's fun and simple, and it'll give your hands something to do other than pick at your skin if you do that kind of stuff (see below).
on a similar note, make art!!!!! it doesn't have to be good!!!!!! just make art all the time, as often as you can. write crappy fanfiction. make friendship bracelets. sculpt a funky lil cat. draw your comfort characters. art is so healing and it will do wonders for you. even just like run your hands through a giant bag of beads like I do :P
get fidgets and bring them everywhere with you. this is more of an anxiety/stimming thing for me but I pick at my fingers, lips, pimples, eyebrows, etc., and it hurts a lot and will probably leave scars. fidgets are just amazing. I'm partial to tangles and infinity cubes :) gum and chewelry are good for this as well (for when I bite my fingers/clothes or chew the skin off my lips)
if you find yourself with a whole day with nothing to do and you don't have the energy to get up and do anything, go to the park. bring a blanket, some snacks, and headphones, and just lay there and listen to music. sleep. watch youtube. literally anything you would normally do when you don't have energy, except it's outside in the sun and grass and nature around other people who are doing the same thing! 10/10
get a pet if you can. even just fish, but really a fluffy, snuggly animal is probably best such as a dog or cat. OH MY GOD THEY HELP SO MUCH. ANIMALS ARE MAGIC. I don't think I've ever been sad while holding or petting my grandma's dog. (our family doesn't have one right now lol)
spray perfume/body spray on you. faster and easier than deodorant and it usually smells better
if you're gonna scroll, scroll pinterest. honestly, it's probably best to get rid of things like tiktok and snapchat, but that's kinda unrealistic for most people so I get it <3 pinterest is probably gonna be better than other social media cause it's more creative?? if you know what I mean?? and usually it's reading things and not mindlessly watching videos
if you don't have the energy to do stuff with your hair, put it up in a bun! fast simple and easy. takes like 5 seconds, even for someone with super thick curly hair like me. (or cut it short! but most of us aren't brave enough to do that lol)
eat fruit. sweet and comforting, but healthy!! so much better for you than junk food, and honestly it tastes better most of the time too. I recommend strawberries, raspberries, blackberries, watermelon, and cantaloupe. easy to take with you on the go and sooooo good <333
play calming video games such as animal crossing, minecraft, stardew valley, cats with soup (if you're into mobile games), etc. puzzle games are good too! if you want something more combat-y, I would recommend the zelda games or forager. still chill and mellow but has more combat and story/lore
garden if you can. I know this kind of ties in with having plants in your room, but if you're able and you have the energy, keep a flower and/or vegetable garden. there's something so beautiful in putting your hands in the warm dirt, smelling your freshly-planted flowers, eating sun-infused vegetables that taste infinitely better than store-bought. it's so nice, but I know it's not for everyone so don't worry about it if you don't get around to it <3
sleep in the bus/car on the way to school if you're tired. not a perfect solution but better than falling asleep in class
inhale through your nose, not your mouth. it's better for your lungs and you'll get better air quality that way. it also helps calm you better than mouth breathing, and you can't exactly smell the fresh air through your mouth :P
read. sit down and read a book. carry one with you wherever you go. spend a weekend day in the library with a huge stack of books just reading. it's so calming and helps stimulate your brain. doesn't matter what you read as long as it's making you happy :)
surround yourself with color, not dark drab colors. hang up art and posters on your walls, get bright blankets and pillows, lay out a tiny lil carpet, make bead curtains and string them up on your curtain rod, set out little figurines/sculptures around your room. put color and life everywhere around you, and that will start to seep into your soul.
tea is always good. or if you don't like tea, hot water with lemon juice and honey. basically the same :)
if you ever just don't want to do something, like you just absolutely don't want to get up and do _ thing, think about future you. would they be like "bro thanks so much you really helped me out there" if you did the thing? if yes, then do it, no matter how impossible it seems. you'll thank yourself later.
a statement that is near and dear to my heart: if you feel like everyone hates you, sleep. if you feel like you hate everyone, eat. if you feel like you hate yourself, shower.
NO MORE SU!C!DE JOKES. ever. the end! replace "i'm literally gonna kms" jokes or anything along those lines with "i'm literally gonna flop to the floor" or "i'm literally gonna go ham bananas on this place" or whatever wild bullshit pops into your brain.
watch studio ghibli movies. the most amazing things to ever exist. I have never felt sad while watching a ghibli movie. they are basically the definition of peace.
take a bubble bath!!!!! :D
making your bed helps for some reason??? why, I have no idea. but it does bro
get excited about things. smile when you hear your favorite song. hug your amazon package when it comes in. count down the days until a holiday. laugh with joy when you have an amazing day. it makes things so much better.
an important addition: bring snacks everywhere
that's all for now, lmk if you have anything else to add!!! love you guys, I promise it gets better <3
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I hope im not the only one who finds it kinda annoying when people write mc/prefect as someone who doesn't have basic table manners just so they can be taught by riddle in riddle x readers, or if they're slovenly and ungraceful just so vil can chide and "fix" them in vil x readers, or any other incompetent reader/yuu x competent LI dynamics out there. I know readers are supposed to be "empty" and flexible for many kinds of readers, but it started to feel alot like self-depreciation for me.
I can't say I've seen too many fics with this specific set up, but there's a pretty good chance I ignored and forgot about them. I am more familiar with the Vil concept though, at least I think? But either way I think the issue you might be finding with these things is that they focus on Yuu's incompetence/inability to function as opposed to the potential for intimacy the scenario could create σ( ̄、 ̄=)
This sort of feels like a weird point to bring up, but table etiquette and basic manners can sort of mean two different things. The type of manners you could argue Riddle would want to see expressed at tea/at an unbirthday party could be much more formal than Yuu is used to, which could make for a cute set up for a fic! Picture Riddle trying his best to teach Yuu about etiquette and finding himself having trouble keeping proper decorum, he wants to hold Yuu's hand so badly, he finds himself letting his finger brush up against the back of Yuu's hand while he tries to guide them through what fork to use... or Riddle trying to teach Yuu to dance and getting too caught up in how excited he is to touch them that he forgets to speak (,,>﹏<,,)
And with Vil, I think people like the concept of having someone dote on them and dress them up in expensive things, but there is also a fundamental misunderstanding of Vil's character that a lot of people have where they think he would see someone in basic sweats and assume they need to be "fixed." The main thing Vil desires is for people to work on self improvement and accept nothing less than the best version of themselves. He's not a Kardashian who wants everything airbrushed and the same, he even admits to being privileged in his upbringing and not understanding Neige's struggles in book 6, he's such a well rounded character, maybe the best in the entire game but back to the topic I am actually on-
Walking someone through a skin care routine or washing their hair, especially if they are having a hard time taking care of themselves due to injury or mental distress is something that can be so painfully intimate. People have different ways of caring for themselves and the VOLUMES it speaks to have someone learn and know your language of self love is sosososo important. Makeup is something Vil loves to express himself with, watching him pick out things to use on Yuu so he can express his love through his work shouldn't be about how he is "fixing" Yuu because that's not how Vil would see it. He is speaking to the beauty he already sees and enhancing it with his own, picture him slowly, deliberately, tracing a lip stain onto Yuu's lips and drawing out the process so he can experience what it is like to kiss them without breaching the delicate line his contract has forced him to walk. How he watches Yuu lick their lips later in the night and swears he can feels it; Yuu worries that they're doing something wrong when Vil keeps insisting on doing their make up because he's always so slow about it but really he just wants to place his claim on them in as subtle and intimate a way as possible.
or something i dunno this was just where my mind went
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unhelpfulfemme · 5 months
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book ask: 3, 4, 12
I'M SORRY THIS IS SO LONG :( Anyway, this post was for my book ask, everyone else reading it feel free to join in!
3. What were your top five books of the year?
Hoo boy, if I were perfectly honest they would all be Lymond Chronicles books. Those books are PERFECT, they literally have everything I've ever wanted: operatic drama AND Ocean's 11-style competence porn AND meticulously researched historical battles AND a morally grey manipulative messy depraved bisexual protagonist who ends up breaking down into a puddle of mental health issues at several points AND really well-rounded strong female characters. However, for fairness's sake, I'm going to pretend that I can only put in one book in a series, so here goes:
Pawn in Frankincense by Dorothy Dunnett (Lymond Chronicles book 4/6) - I only read this at the beginning of the year and I've already reread it twice. It has all the content warnings, the lushest writing you'll ever see, and it will make you fall in love with it and then break your heart. Two bisexual Scottish noblemen, one of which is Depraved and the other one Repressed and Catholic, travel the Mediterranean in search of the bastard child of one of them, which is held hostage by a sadistic knight Hospitaller. They are accompanied by a maybe-sister of one of them (it's a mystery if they're related and how!!) and a perspicaceous fifteen-year-old girl who can't be convinced to leave even though everyone agrees it's inappropriate for her to be there. As everyone around them dies in increasingly gruesome ways and everything starts feeling like some kind of orientalist fever dream, they bicker constantly due to their shitty personalities and the mounting UST between several of them. The main draw of this series as a whole is that most of the characters are simultaneously manipulative cunning chessmasters and very mentally ill, and you are left wondering (alongside their friends and family) whether their current breakdown is part of some elaborate byzantine plot or if they're just genuinely losing their mind <3
Prince's Gambit by C.S. Pacat (Captive Prince book 2/3) - it maintains a laser-sharp focus on the characterizations and character dynamics (and the characters have many layers to unpeel) while rolling out a pretty twisty and well-constructed military/political plot in the background. Also full of lush, sensorial writing and sordid personal drama, just as I like it <3
The King's Shield by Sherwood Smith (Inda tetralogy book 3/4) - literally the emotional payoff of the previous two books, as this series follows a group of military school friends as they grow into their aristocratic roles and here they finally meet up after having spent a book and a half apart. Amazing nuanced and realistic exploration of how growing up in a very militaristic, macho, almost proto-fascist society impacts various types of personalities, amazing unique and detailed worldbuilding that makes you fall in love with the local culture (despite the almost-fascism), complex realpolitik, amazingly lovely and realistic depictions of healthy male friendships, a subplot about defending a castle from an invasion that's harrowingly historically realistic AND makes you realize the practical utilities of why the culture is The Way It Is. MORE PEOPLE SHOULD READ THIS SERIES IT HAS 8 FICS ON AO3 FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!
The Player of Games by Iain M. Banks (The Culture book 2/10) - wide-scope heavily left-leaning reflections on various properties of culture and society and its purpose and a very... literary fiction-esque approach to characterization, almost, smack in the middle of a book that hinges entirely on sociological storytelling. Very cool mix! And the plot is, just like I like it, filled with cool twists and moves within moves within moves, so it's not like you'll get suffocated by plotless philosophical considerations of the Evil of Imperialism - it's still a really exciting, fairly plotty book!
Memory by LoisMcMaster Bujold (Vorkosigan Saga book 10/16... I think? The numbering of these books is Complicated, okay?) - This is a series that's like 80% fast-paced madcap plotty fun but the characters feel like icebergs in that you get constant hints of the 70% that's below the surface. This book is a cut above the rest because it leverages the gradual buildup and reader goodwill accumulated over the previous 9 books and uses it to swerve into a character study of the protagonist, his flaws, how they were shaped by his environment, and his deeply-seated mid-life crisis while ALSO delivering a decently fun mystery plot.
4. Did you discover any new authors that you love this year?
Absolutely! Technically I discovered Dorothy Dunnett last year, since that's when I started my first read of Lymond, but I finished it this year and am on my second reread currently so I think it counts.
C.S. Pacat is another new favourite - he had Dunnett as a major influence but I feel like they're two very different beasts in many respects - Pacat's writing is less chaotic and more deliberate in its exploration of the characters' inner lives. Dunnett's characters feel like deranged children screaming in the back of the car (in the most deliberate and best possible way), while Pacat's feel like fine, carefully constructed clockwork. Dunnett also embeds her characterization in a sprawling complex plot that can be compared to something like Game of Thrones, Pacat leaves the plot in the background (although it's still complex enough!) and hones in on the character dynamics.
12. Any books that disappointed you?
I am gonna get shit from the Beloved Mutuals for this I think but I HATED The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison. I hated it so much, and I had heard so much hype about it before I read it. Like, I literally have a bunch of notes with evidence of it botching literally every aspect of writing/storytelling that I consider important, it's fascinating to me in how I am convinced of it doing literally everything wrong and yet it's so popular? Like I consider it worse than ACOTAR, and I was even thinking of writing up a long post dissecting what I consider are all its flaws, but so many people on here seem very attached to it and I wouldn't like to ruffle any feathers.
Honourable mention to The Secret History by Donna Tartt - technically I'd read it over 10 years ago but I remembered nothing from it so this year I did a reread because a person whose tastes I respect a lot heaped lavish praise on it. But I also hated it and thought it was a fake-deep book for people who like nonsense fake-deep Facebook quotes and Old Money Quiet Luxury (tm) aesthetic boards :S
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owmylasagna-blog · 1 month
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Regarding your last question about Edd... why exactly do you figure he changes quite dramatically throughout the show? Your personal take? In season 1-2 he was quite easy going, chill and about 90% nice (except for a few cases), but for season 3-5 he was increasingly uptight, snarky, and more sour to Eddy and the kids, even though his bare kindness remains intact. This migth be because as time goes he became more and more jaded of Eddy's scams, always happening destruction, failures, and the kids being admittedly annoying and more cruel too (being fair... I can't really blame Edd bc I would also become really sour if I had to deal with the cul-de-sac regular chaos and bullying. Would you too?)
Or could be bc he is trying to impress his always absent parents, trying to grow faster than he should? Trying to be more grow-up, more mature and responsible, and then moving away from his childlike side and activies he previously enjoyed, to draw his parents' attention? And then Eddy's activies suddenly become more a obstacle than before? (interestingly by season 6 only episodes we got he seemed be returning be more like his old self again).
Or maybe a mixture of both?
Again, apologies for the slow crawl of my responses. The ask you’re referring to is now 2 weeks old lol
Yeah season 1 Edd is a totally different animal from how he acts the rest of the show. A very strange creepy animal. It’s a bit sad that side of him sort of gets lost… anyway, why do I think his character changes?
Honestly it could have just been a natural progression that happened as various people wrote the characters. Because I guess all the characters change quite a bit from their earlier iterations. How intentional it was I don’t know! I think later seasons new writers/storyboarders wanted to delve more into the emotional side of the characters. Or maybe the more they wrote the characters the solidified a bit more their personalities in a way that they hadn’t yet in season 1. I guess that’s up for interpretation though.
My personal interpretation is that Edd (honestly all the Eds) is on a mental decline. He especially appears to become much more anxious as the show progresses. I’m sure his relationship with his parents (or lack thereof) doesn’t help.
Also I think he’s vibing off of the increasing frustration and anger building up in Eddy as he fails time and time again to get respect and some pocket change from the rest of the kids. It’s nice to see the more laid back, less agitated Eddy from season 1 make a come back in season 6, like you’ve mentioned. It’s in these moments he and Edd get along much better too.
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drstonetrivia · 6 months
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Chapter 205 Trivia
How does a baby, with their chubby little fingers, snap them? Ryusui was obviously gifted with strong, dexterous fingers from a young age…
The flashback makes it seem like Ryusui is remembering the event, however: babies start walking between 6-18 months and Ryusui is being carried, speaking clearly is 12+ months, and memories like this one would only start from around 2-3 years onward.
Thus, this isn't Ryusui's memory.
(He was probably told about it, however remembering the 20 digit number as part of a memory is pretty impressive…)
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Speaking of, well, speaking: baby Ryusui sure learnt the word "desire" quickly, however pronunciation is harder. The baby speech is present in both languages, with the Japanese version saying "欲ちい"(hochī) rather than "欲しい" (hoshī).
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If we assume Ryusui is about 1 year old here for the reasons I listed above, that means that Sai is only 3 years older.
Because of Ryusui's various petrifications, Ryusui's aged about 3 years over that time.
I'm not sure who's the older brother now…
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Everyone's mental math methods shown here are references to the chapter 18 bonus story, when Chrome and Senku had the arithme-battle.
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Ryusui's fangs seem a lot more prominent this chapter, I guess he's really sinking his teeth into getting Sai on board with their plan!
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This man here is Ryusui's uncle, who's been shown in a few flashbacks before. Where Ryusui and Sai's parents are is anyone's guess.
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The game character is wielding a gun and a sword, and wearing an outfit that looks like Ryusui's.
Or is Ryusui wearing an outfit that looks like the game character's..? 🤔
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The airplane Sai takes is based on a Japan Airlines Boeing 747-300 (or a 747-400, the difference isn't visible from the image). Both types are currently retired, the 300 in 2009 and the 400 in 2011, meaning Sai was still fairly young when he fled to university.
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None of Sai's code appears to be indented, but at least it's commented.
The specific integrated development environment (IDE) is hard to identify because most IDEs are highly modifiable and I believe almost any of them can be laid out like this.
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Semiconductors take weeks to make even with all the technology we have now. Trying to replicate those numerous steps in the stone world will be, as Senku says, hellish.
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The moon here is the exact same one shown in chapter 204, before the KoS arrived in India (literally the same, I superimposed them haha). It's a waning crescent, so it's around October 20th at this point.
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We've still seen no proof of Sai's mathematical ability apart from the flashback which could have been an exaggeration by Ryusui, so it's fair that Chrome and Chelsea seem to doubt his capabilities.
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Senku says they need "someone" to be ready 24/7 to do quick calculations, however forcing someone to stay up for 24 hours to do stressful math is asking for a disaster. They would have always needed more than one person doing math for safety reasons, even to just compare answers.
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(Also the concept of Whyman threatening them and/or attacking them even in space gets me excited!)
Thanks to Sai's petrification scars, he probably doesn't even need his charcoal pencils wrapped since the stain from the dust wouldn't show up on his hands!
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Also, Sai is ambidextrous!
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The code is mostly base16/hexadecimal (a combination of numbers between 0-9 and letters between A-F), however one of the panels seems to be base32 or something else since the letters M and K are present.
Another code, perhaps? 🤔
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Low-level programming languages like machine code and assembly language are difficult to use. Even Inagaki agrees!
This change already happened last chapter, but Chrome's cross-body bags got an upgrade!
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There's some old Norse runes carved into the sword, however at least two of the letters are flipped and trying to translate the rest seems to result in gibberish.
In Dragon Quest, the lettering usually simply reads "DRAGON QUEST" so maybe this somehow says "DOCTOR STONE"?
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Unsurprisingly, the characters drawn here are inspired by real Dragon Quest characters.
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The gaming system shown is the original Nintendo Entertainment System (NES): the Famicom. If you remember a differently-shaped NES, it's because it was replaced with a newer version for American markets.
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hey! absolutely love your art and your rainer interpretation- can you talk about your headcanons lore-wise involving rainer and mike? honestly you can talk about more than just those two as well i'm very curious about your interpretations honestly.
YOOO I LOVE UR RAINER ALSO thank u.....
this will hopefully not be complete word salad. bc my brains fried already, but my views on petscop characters are esoteric and best and downright incomprehensible at worst. so idk how legible this will be JDKSHSKSBSK
uhh ill start with like. jill is significantly older than anna and lina. rainers actually fairly close in age to anna.
rainers biological dad isnt in the picture and actually went missing a few years after him and jill divorced. it runs in the family i guess. but since tom was there longer hes only ever called him dad, and both jill and him took the last name hammond when they got married. and mike was actually an accident! a welcome one tho. jill and tom were in their 40s and rainer was like 16 or so.
they were very close tho! he was very close with his immediate family. for the brief time he was in college he still lived at home despite the commute.
mike would sit and watch him work on the game all the time. he wanted him to teach him how to code (thats why he created the "petscop kids" after school program! at first anyway...) but 5-6 year olds dont exactly have the attention span for explaining how the dev kit console works. unless theyre belle i guess. but he did get into art! and considering rainers also an artist he encouraged it. mike would sometimes draw his own pets to be put in the game, but since it never went past evencare they never showed up. he did sorta base toneth on mike, and that was before he based any of the other pets on other family members.
mike went missing shortly after rainers mental health was declining. he ran away after some argument with his mom, and nobody remembers what the argument was even about. since this was after marvin hit the dog with the car, and he was beginning to experience psychosis, he immediately made the connection and believed marvin had something to do with it. the cops found it a little suspicious that rainer somehow just knew he had been struck by a car, and he was the only suspect for quite a while. tom had to vouch for him pretty hard and get him a lawyer.
as for vaguer things. the newmaker plane was started in an attempt to find out where mike wouldve run to. he was already recording movements in game, so he put all of mikes in game behaviors into a to scale version of their town, trying to train it to show him where he couldve gone. this obviously didnt work. didnt help that it was completely flat terrain and like had only their house, the marks house, the school and like a couple roads. it actually lead him to the opposite side of the town than where his body was located.
marvin is ALSO severely mentally ill and was convinced that care was lina reborn before any of this happened. obviously anna didnt believe that since shes still. yknow. alive. but rainer introduced the A/B/NLM concept to him, and they both began to believe care was just lina A reborn. pre traumatic event lina. they were both trying to see if they could somehow force something like that to occur, in an attempt to bring mike A back. when belle didnt work, they figured she was too old, so they moved to care. part of this whole "changing your past" thing involved plucking out her eyebrows (lina A had trich) and essentially trying to reenact aforementioned traumatic event. thats why marvin kidnapped her to keep her in the school. and it didnt work! just traumatized the fuck outta the kid. they never had the chance to do anything to "bring mike back" by the end of it, which lead to Bathroom Tomb Event. however, last belle heard, he was pretty certain paul was actually mike A. she tried her best to keep that from paul before they became distant.
i feel like the core of a lot of this is that i really dont believe that the rebirthing process does anything at all. with enough manipulation you may start developing false memories, sure, but its not actually working. in retrospect it makes rainers character a lot sadder. just a terrified kid trying in vain to bring his baby brother back. its not easy losing someone so young in such a horrible way without knowing who took his life.
BUT UUHHH YEAH ^}^ can you tell ive been thinking abt petscop pretty much nonstop since the end of 2022 i bet you cant
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thatgirl4815 · 2 years
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Only Friends/KP *Meta*
ONLY FRIENDS
PREDICTIONS (Pilot)
Only Friends Predictions - entertaining potential endgames for each couple
TRAILER
Only Friends Trailer Thoughts - theories/commentary on the official trailer
Mental Health & Defense Mechanisms (theories) - ideas about the role of mental health/illness in the series
EPISODE 1
RaySand History Theories (Ask) - theorizing about how Sand might have recognized Ray in ep1
Characterization & Relationships (Ep1) - characters and relationships in ep1 and how they could create conflict
Crushes - interpreting Boston and Ray’s crushes on Top and Mew
Intimacy Progression (Ep1) - what the emotional and physical intimacy between each couple from ep 1 could say about their progression in the rest of the series
Apologies & Forgiveness - how apologies and forgiveness function in RaySand’s relationship and the dangerous places it could take them in the future
EPISODE 2
RaySand - how RaySand’s relationship could completely obliterate them both, etc.
Intimacy (Ep2) - what intimacy means for each couple in ep 2
Self-destruction - defense mechanisms and the dangers of forming attachments
BostonNick vs. RaySand - similarities and differences between these plot lines; how they differ by character
EPISODE 3
Intimacy (Ep3) - how intimacy lines are blurring and creating conflict
Communication - how the characters define their relationships and boundaries in ep 3
Ep4 Preview Dialogue - speculation and analysis about ep 4 scene
Sand’s Fatal Flaw (spec) - how Sand is being portrayed and hints at his potential flaws
“I can fix him” - theories/analysis about how Sand’s helpfulness and patience could be turned against him
EPISODE 4
Ray’s Attachment Issues - how Ray develops attachments easily to anyone who shows him affection
OF Title - the irony of the series’ title and the battle each couple is fighting
Resistance - how Ray’s attachment to Mew has affected his approach to Sand
Intimacy (Ep4) - physical intimacy merging with emotional intimacy; each couples’ arc
Healing - how the series is rejecting a common friends-to-lovers arc by focusing on Ray’s psychology
Narrative Framing & Setting - comparing setting/colorization between the final two scenes in ep 4; Ray’s psyche
Friendship & Emotional Awareness - exploring character flaws and potential faults with Mew’s friendship towards Ray
Nature - the role of nature and the connection it draws between Mew and Sand; theory about its future involvement
EPISODE 5
Intimacy & Emotional Attachments (Ep5) - how the couples have grown closer and more distant in their emotional bonds
Sand’s Caregiving Habits (Ask) - Sand’s self-sufficiency and caregiving traits; the balance of giving/receiving between Sand and Ray
Sand & Perspective - how ep 5 gives insight into why Sand has grown attached to Ray; narration and dialogue dissection
Attachment Issues - how Boston specifically targets Ray’s attachment issues
Sand & Nick - how Sand and Nick are both victims of a sort, and how their reactions differ
EPISODE 6
Boston & Ray’s Sabotage - comparing Boston and Ray’s motives for attacking the friend group
“Can’t you really see that I care about you?” - dialogue analysis
Guilt (Ask) - how Sand’s revenge plot on Top could prompt guilt at the end of ep 7
Addiction - comparing Ray’s relationship with alcohol to his relationship with Sand; dependency issues
Intimacy & Communication (Ep6) - lying and communication issues pushing the couples apart in ep 6
Sand’s reluctance (Ask) - Sand’s behavior in the pool scene and his approach to revenge 
“Woobification” of Sand (Reblog) - how Sand is morally dubious despite his sympathetic nature
Sand as a possession - how Sand equates himself to alcohol, referencing his objectification by Ray
Ray’s Car - how Ray’s car represents the progression of Sand and Ray’s relationship
Mew & Addiction - Mew's superiority complex and perspective on Ray’s addictions
EPISODE 7
Joker & Harley - Joker and Harley Quinn references between Ray and Mew
“I’m your emergency staff after all.” - admitting to feelings
Haziness - cinematographic haziness and its effects at the end of ep 7
Ill-suited RayMew - analyzing the ways Ray and Mew’s relationship is destined to fall apart
Poverty/Addiction Tourism (Ask) - how Mew and Ray have both been ‘tourists’ to the struggles of other characters
Motivation Vs. Criticism (Ask) - analyzing Mew and Sand’s different reactions to Ray’s alcoholism
SandRay Endgame (Ask) - how the story setup makes way for a (potential) SandRay endgame
Changing Sand - examining Sand’s values; analyzing Sand as a ‘pathetic’ character
Bringing out the best - how RayMew and SandRay dynamics differ
EPISODE 8
Self-respect (Ask) - how Sand doesn’t let go of his self-respect at the party; how Ray’s inebriation plays a role in his insults
Articulating Feelings (Ask) - communicating and the admission of feelings
More than a possession - how Ray’s feelings portray themselves through toxic outbursts; Ray’s impulsiveness/possessiveness as a result of his mental health
Misdirection & Possession - how the ep 7 preview was misleading; showing possession of characters
“When I’m with you, I’m so damn happy” - subtleties and entendres in the opening scene of ep 8
Freedom & Corruption, Ep 8 - how characters seek freedom; how alcohol/drugs, self-worth issues, superiority complexes, etc. limit characters’ freedom
The Alcohol Mask - how intoxication is a mask for Ray
Lacking feelings for Mew (Ask) - how Ray’s feelings for Mew don’t appear as strong by his actions in ep 8
Kissing as romantic (Ask) - how the kisses in ep 7 are used to show possessiveness and are not read as romantic
Parallelism Ep1/Ep7 - paralleling scene of TopMew and SandRay
Party Context (Ask) - details and context in the RayMew party kiss scene 
Subsumed by Mew (Ask) - how Ray’s sense of self is completely wrapped up in Mew
Responsibility (Reblog) - how neither Mew nor Ray is responsible for each other’s issues, but they both contribute in some way
Cheum’s Fears (Ask) - Cheum’s motivations in ep 8 and her fear of losing Mew
Why does Sand like Ray anyway? (Ask) - what makes Sand care about Ray and how it has developed
EPISODE 9
RayMew Friendship - what Ray and Mew have realized about their relationship; letting go
Forgiveness - Ray’s struggles to forgive himself and how it relates to issues of self-love
Music Room - music room scene analysis
Maturity & Mirrors - how characters mirror each other and how transient relationships promote individual, long-term growth
Top, Mew, & Cheating (Ask) - discussion of the comparisons between SandRay and TopMew on the topic of “cheating”
Ray/Boston & Sand/Nick Parallels - how the many similarities Ray/Boston and Sand/Nick emphasize their biggest differences
Why Boston Should End Up Alone - why Boston could gain the most from being alone in the end of the series (in a friendship with Nick)
Sand & Emotions (Ask) - how Sand is guided by emotions in his relationship with Ray; theorizing about Sand’s “dark side” and SandRay endgame
Is Sand really the 2nd option? (Ask) - discussion of whether Sand is really Ray’s second choice, Ray’s possessiveness, and how Ray comes to terms with his true feelings
EPISODE 10
Unworthy of Love/Mirroring - how Ray and Sand mirror the sentiment of being “unspecial” and where these perspectives stem from
Self-preservation (Ask) - dependency and self-preservation’s crossover with mental health
SandBoeing Fears (Ask) - the emotional betrayal of Sand being with Boeing
Embracing Parallels - paralleling RayMew/SandRay in Ep4 scene and Ep10 scene
Top & Boston’s Punishment (Ask) - whether Top & Boston are being unjustly punished by the narrative and other characters
Ray’s Feelings - how Ray’s feelings have developed, his process of confronting them, and where that leads in Ep10
“I’m sorry/thank you” Parallelism (Ask) - comparing when Ray has thanked Sand/apologized to him & its weight in the ending scene of Ep10
Ray’s Money - Ep10 fight and how it seems to confirm to Ray that his worth comes from his wealth
Religious Connotations in Ending Scene of Ep 10 (Ask) - details of Ep10 scene (lighting, camera angles, etc.) and religious aspects
SandRay Fight (Ask) - common interpretations of the insults used in the apartment fight scene
SandRay/RayMew Parallel - Ray’s echoing dialogue for how Sand and Mew care about him
Private Catharsis (Ask) - the poignancy of Ep10 scene being imaginary; why Ray needed to go to rehab for someone else and not himself
Suppression Versus Explosion (Ask) - how SandRay deal with emotions differently
EPISODE 11
Sand’s Agency - analyzing the fandom’s perception of Sand’s agency
Dichotomous Thinking (Ask) - how the fandom tends to defend/oppose characters without empathizing with everyone involved
Sand’s Behavior & Retreat Mentality (Ask) - whether Sand is ooc in Ep11
Friendship - the significance of friendship throughout the series
Ephemerality (Ask) - ephemerality’s application to each couple/dynamic
The Pool Scene of Doom (Ask) - analysis of tension in final scene of Ep11
Record Store Lyricism (Ask) - relating the lyrics Ray sings in the record store to his relationship with Sand
Side Character Roles/Functions - the purpose of side characters throughout the narrative
BostonNick Ephemerality - how BN demonstrate the impact of ephemeral bonds
Sand & Ep11 - Sand’s behavior in Ep 11
EPISODE 12
“Thank you for giving my life a goal” - line significance
BostonNick’s Storyline (Ask) - thoughts on BN’s storyline wrap-up
Only Friends Review/Themes - a look back at the series as a whole
Character Rankings/Analysis - final character rankings/arcs
Sand’s Growth - how the show didn’t finish out Sand’s growth arc
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KINNPORSCHE
(Just a note, but I didn’t start posting KP metas until Ep5, though many of my metas cover recurring general themes across the series. The episode labels are a way of denoting at what point the meta was made during the series’ airing. The bottom of the list is always the most recent. EDIT: Geez, this has gotten long…And my VP obsession has been fully exposed by the end, lol. 😅)
EPISODE 5
The Full Picture - the importance of perspective & facial expression
Intentionally Blurred Lines: Analysis - Porsche’s trauma, unwinnable wars, & sex vs. intimacy
Everything They Aren’t Saying - final scene discourse, Kinn’s psychology, & the importance of subtext
A kiss? - what agency means for Kinn & Porsche & body language in a scene
Ep4 vs. Ep5 Aesthetics - differing cinematography of sex scene & flashbacks in eps5&6; picking apart the aesthetics & psychology
Recognizing the Pressure - Porsche’s naiveté & relating to Kinn’s perspective
Hair Styling - how Porsche’s hair changes in Ep5 (and beyond) reveal his state of mind
Definitely not love (yet) - why Ep5 is too early to call it love between Kinn & Porsche; general “love” discourse
Smoking & Drinking Habits - comparing Porsche’s smoking & Kinn’s drinking habits
Pool Chess - how chess pieces could reflect internal states
Certain Dialogue - picking apart Ep5 dialogue
EPISODE 6
Rejecting Feelings & Acting on Them - how actions reflect Kinn’s feelings for Porsche
A Lovely Forest Swim (meta) - analysis of Kinn & Porsche’s waterfall kiss scene
*A Forest Fantasy 1: Mega Meta -- Catharsis & Progression (Ep6) - analysis of hand severance scene/Kinn’s second apology
Nature & Setting in KinnPorsche - how nature & industrialization conflict; importance of setting & its subtext
Physical to Emotional: Handcuffs - the symbolism of handcuffs in Ep6 and its connection to KP’s emotional relationship
*A Forest Fantasy 2: Mega Meta -- Goodbyes (Ep6) - analysis of goodbye scene; double sacrifices
About the title... - why the title of the series is reasonably fitting
EPISODE 7
Dominance - Kinn’s dominance and submission in the last scene of Ep7
Cinematography & Color -- The New *Scene™* - the use of cinematography and color to create tension and set the mood in the final scene of Ep7
Gold/Sun Color Theory (Ask) - the symbolism of gold and green in the final scene of Ep7 and why KP’s respective colors were excluded
Vegas’ Failed Smooch - how Porsche responds to Vegas’ advances and what these reactions mean
Transitions & Tension - how mood changes occur seamlessly within scenes
Physical & Emotional Trust - the development of KP’s physical trust and how it intersects with emotional trust
Red - analysis of the color red and its connection to both Kinn and Vegas
EPISODE 8
Brightness in Ep8 - the brightness/aesthetics/coloring of Ep8 to establish mood
Admissions & Manipulation - Tawan’s manipulation & why admitting their feelings directly will be a big step forward for KP
Portraying Reluctance - the portrayal of Porsche’s hesitance to hold Kinn’s hand in public and how it contrasts other media representations
Trust, Tawan, & Korn - analysis of dialogue between KP in Ep8 & the influence of both Tawan and Korn on Kinn’s trust issues
Arcs & Ep9 - semi-meta comparing arcs in eps 1-8 and the progression of external conflict 
EPISODE 9
Warm Milk (meta) - the symbolism of warm milk in Ep9 and the tension between Porsche and Tawan
Knights, Kings, & Queens♟ - the chess metaphor and how Kim functions as a knight
Tankhun & Chess - how Tankhun could function in the chess metaphor
EPISODE 10
Tawan vs. Vegas - how Tawan’s portrayal in Ep9 and 10 heightens Vegas’s villainy
Torture in Ep10 - analysis of cinematography, expression, lighting, and mood in VegasPete’s first torture scene
Pete as a masochist - combatting notions that Pete is as twisted as Vegas
Dominance (Vegas) - analysis of Vegas’s need to dominate his victims and Ep11 preview speculation
Pink: Color Analysis - the color pink in the Ep10 torture scene, other character colors, and comparisons of dynamics between KP and VP 
EPISODE 11
Breaking the Cycle - analysis of the cycle of violence and trauma between Kan and Vegas and the breaking of this cycle by Pete
**The Pete Effect - analysis of Pete’s effect on Vegas and deep dive into Vegas’s psychological state in Ep11
Colors in Ep11 🌈 - use of color and how the combinations could hint at different phases of VP’s relationship
VegasTawan Vs. VegasPete - contrast between Vegas’s relationship with Tawan and Pete in specific scenes from Ep10 and 11
Poison - analysis of Pete’s refusal to take the pill Vegas offers him in Ep11
KP & VP Parallels - similarities and differences in KP & VP’s relationship development to Ep11
“No legacy is so rich as honesty” - analysis of Pete’s tattoo, the original source, and how it applies to Vegas’s growth
Micro Expressions (Vegas) - breakdown of three GIFs from Ep11 and how Vegas’s micro expressions could present a crack in his facade
“I can change him” - dichotomous thinking in the fandom; the light and dark inside both K&P and V&P
EPISODE 12
Captivation - the ways in which Vegas and Pete captivate each other and how that led to their love scene
Boundaries - exploration of the boundaries in all three relationships
“You’re a psycho.” - manipulation, control, and power dynamics in VP’s love scene
KP First Time Vs. VP First Time - how music and intensity is different between KP’s first love scene and VP’s first love scene
Earning the moment - how prior interactions in Ep11 and 12 led to the VP love scene
***Cinematography & Mood (1/2) - analysis of camera angles and mood setting in VP’s Ep12 love scene
***Color & Expression (2/2) - continuation of previous post on VP love scene; symbolism of colors and character expressions
Use of “Khun” (Ask) - usage of the word “Khun” and its authoritative significance for both Kinn and Vegas; importance of Pete omitting the title from Vegas’s name
Sacrifice & Intimacy - the Hedgehog Dilemma and all the ways it has connected VP both physically and emotionally
Korn as a *Player* (chess meta ♟) - analysis of Korn’s role in the chess metaphor and his strategy for manipulating Porsche
Pete’s Deprivation - what Pete’s behavior in Ep12 suggests about his emotional state
“Trauma does not excuse villainy.” - the importance of holding Vegas accountable for his actions; criticism of “love-as-a-cure” trope; how Pete can help Vegas but not fundamentally change him
**The Vegas Effect - analysis of Pete’s psychological state and his lack of self-worth, as demonstrated by self-sacrificial behavior
“Vegas should be terrified.” - why Vegas should be afraid of Pete
First Kisses - thematic similarities and differences between each couple’s first kiss scene
Setting, setting, setting - contrasting KP’s Ep6 setting and VP’s Ep11 and 12 setting
EPISODE 13
About coping mechanisms... - VP’s similarities in processing their trauma with contrasting outward personas
Pool Scene Shadow - the shadow of distrust looming over Kinn and Porsche’s relationship and the infamous Pool Scene™
“Don’t you ever think that just because we had sex you can say anything.” - how VP view their relationship after the events of Ep12; Pete’s escape scene analysis
Clothing, Color, & Pattern - analysis of Pete’s outfit at the bar, why he wore it, and what it could tell us about his mental state
Hands - the symbolism of hands in VP’s relationship and their focus in Ep13; hands as weapons and hands as harbingers of affection
Vegas’s English (Ask) - what Vegas speaking English means; manipulation versus truth
Pete’s Escape (Dialogue) - dialogue during Pete’s escape scene; focus on individual lines and their impact/hidden meanings
Red & Blue - the symbolism of colors in VP’s scenes throughout Ep13
Touching - how Vegas has been conditioned to use touch to exert his dominance; the transition from brutal touches to tender touches
Ep13 Opening (Ask) - body language and dialogue in VP’s opening scene
Submission - significance of Vegas and Pete telling the other to kill them in Ep13
“So why didn’t I say no?” (Ask) - Pete dialogue analysis
EPISODE 14
Porsche and the minor family - discussion of Porsche’s position in the minor family and what it could mean for future conflicts
Finale Thoughts - summation of thoughts on Ep14 and the series as a whole (relationships, specifically)
REPRISE
VegasTawan vs. VegasPete - thoughts on what Vegas’s relationship with both Tawan and Pete illustrates about his growth as a character and his weaknesses
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lover-of-skellies · 9 months
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Sci smooch thoughts im so normal about him
The smooch-ability rating for Sci is 9 out of 12. He’s a safe one to smooch, if not a bit awkward. Sci isn’t likely to hurt you for smooching him, but he might mentally blue screen and attempt to act like it never happened
1) How dangerous is his mouth? Not at all, actually. His teeth are not sharp or jagged, they’re flat, meaning there’s nothing for the smoocher to get their lips cut on. 2 points for having perfectly flat, safe teeth
2) Would Sci bite? For the life of me, no, I can’t see him being a biter, since he just seems so passive about most things. Is he aggressive? Like some of the other characters who have already gotten ratings, he can be, but probably only when the situation is dire and really calls for it. Outside of those dire circumstances though, no, I don’t see him being an aggressive sort of person. That being said, he gets 2 more points
3) Are there any health hazards to the smoocher? Nope, not that I can think of. He doesn’t carry any potentially dangerous weapons, his his hygiene seems decent enough, and he’s not leaking any gross or questionable fluids. He does have a lot of capabilities with magic, but he seems to have very good control over it, which limits his chance of accidentally hurting anyone with it. All things considered, I think he deserves 2 more safety points
4) Does he have a sympathetic backstory? He raised his brother and is very likely the one who financially supports them both, while also working as a scientist. I don’t know much about how his AU differs from the original Undertale, admittedly, but assuming he’s just a younger Sans Classic (long before Frisk fell into the underground), everything is practically the same. I should probably give him full points for being the responsible older brother who takes it upon himself to raise his sibling, but at the same time, from what I know, he hasn’t endured anything major. I don’t really see any reasons to feel much sympathy for him, so I’m saying he doesn’t get any points for this area
5) Does he deserve a smooch? Maybe. Maybe a little bit. He does do a lot to financially support himself and his Papyrus, but aside from that, he’s not done much that makes him super deserving. For this section, I’ll give him 1 point
6) is he cute or cool? Cool, no, not necessarily. His design is pretty basic, and although it’s not very eye catching, it does help people identify him a bit easier. Cute, however… people seem have a draw to anxious characters, bonus points if they’re small, have big eyes, or wear huge glasses that help their eyes seem bigger. While he does not have eyes, he does have eye sockets, and pairing his sockets with the glasses he wears, it makes him look like he has bigger eyes. He’s also not to tallest guy in existence, either, so yes, I think he counts as cute. 2 points for this area
In total, Sci gets a rating of 9. He’s a fairly safe bet for someone to smooch, since there’s nothing inherently dangerous about him. The only things keeping him from having a perfect rating would be his lack of a more sympathetic backstory and the fact that he doesn’t do much to really warrant getting a smooch in the first place. Again, admittedly, all I know about him is that he’s basically younger Sans, who happens to be a scientist. There could be some information I’m missing, so feel free to take this rating and some of my logic with a grain of salt
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dijeh · 6 days
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I got tagged in a fandom meme! I haven't done one of these in a lot of years, so thanks @endless-season
I'm putting my disappointing answers under the cut, so you can enjoy this photo of a snail instead and scroll along.
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3 ships you like: I'm... not the type to talk about that... They exist.
first ship ever: Oh man, no idea. Something from Greek mythology maybe? Or from one of those compulsory readings in middle school? Maybe earlier?
last song you heard: This. Also in French. It's apparently based on an actual love curse song and I can't stop listening to it.
favourite childhood book: Either a two-volume book on Greek mythology or the Mary Poppins series. I received the Greek mythology book when I was about 6 and it was the first "serious" book I managed to read all by myself (I'd only read some Bamse beforehand). I used to like the first volume, the one on gods, better than the second one which focused on the heroes, which I found sort of boring. I wanted to read about cool powers and the like, not guys doing things. I lent the books to a friend a few years ago and haven't seen them since, but I recently leafed through the volumes at another friend's house (every kid has them), and noticed my tastes have sort of reversed now.
As for Mary Poppins... I still remember that frustrating Midsummer Eve volume which created more mysteries instead of answering longstanding questions. Immortal Mary? ??? Also that Halloween chapter where I would mentally replace the park and lane with the park across the street and my own street. My mental image of the MP world was half whatever I read, half my own home. (I only watched the Disney movie much, much later and found it rather disappointing.)
currently reading: - A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens. I had forgotten how verbose he is! I appreciate the irony/dry humour but there are so many unneeded passages. It's also quite quotable, in fact it contains my favourite quote ever that I learnt of before knowing the book.
Alamut by Vladimir Bartol. It's ok so far, I'm only ~70 pages in, so I can't draw a conclusion, but I can't say I'm awed or anything. I'd be tempted to blame the translation, but it might also be my expectations (cool assassin action yeah!) vs reality (newcomer learns about stuff in painstaking detail).
The House on the Borderland by W. H. Hodgson. Literally just started it, I'm looking forward to being spooked. I've only read two other things by Hodgson, The Voice in the Night, which I can't remember for the life of me, and The Night Land, which I read the only time I worked in an office and I still can't tell whether reading that book or working in an office was worse. I Very Much Dislike working in an office if you couldn't tell.
currently watching: The Last Kingdom. I quite like it, despite the biker vikings and the ridiculous premise that everything in (future) England worked thanks to 1 (one) guy™ and some REALLY unneeded character changes (historical power couple turned into lil bitch husband vs long suffering wife who fucks the protag of course). Can't talk yet about the writing quality after Netflix took over (started season 4), but I do appreciate the better costumes and accessories. People finally wear rings, necklaces, brooches, armbands etc! Wew. I do not appreciate the Middle Ages filter even though some colour does manage to make its way on screen from time to time. I also miss the battle tactics, but well, as long as the character interactions are nice...
currently consuming: Coffee in a coffee appropriate cup I randomly found in the kitchen. Where do all these cups even come from?
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currently craving: Infinite time to read what I want to read and enough money and warm sunny weather to travel. I miss Naples! My love 🥺
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Hey all! due to personal life problems and having an unexpected ER visit this past holiday season, I'm opening a very limited amount of commissions for this winter (2023) so as not to overwhelm myself with work while I'm still trying to recover my health mentally and physically! I'm re-using my old lightly outdated sheets since these won't be open for very long in the first place. NOTE that I use p*y p*l for invoicing, but you do not need to have an account to pay the invoices from what I can tell! I also will not be taking any character design comms at this time!
At this time I'll be taking only TWO slots for any MAJOR commissions due to how difficult/time consuming they are (this means anything high detail, full colored, with a full BG)! Otherwise I will try to take on as many lesser jobs as I feel I can (i.e. flat colors, sketches, minis, etc.)
thank you all for understanding, and please feel free to DM me or email me with any questions!
apologies for lack of image ID but I don't have the capacity to make one at this time for each sheet, but there's a transcript under the cut for the text!
(please don’t repost or use any imagery in my sheets, and leave my description; thanks! reblogs are super helpful!)
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Header: Limited Time winter commissions from January 9th to the 20th. To inquire, email me at [email protected] OR DM me on tumblr via robboyblunder.tumblr.com.
Sheet 1:
Prices in USD (darker color = base price, lighter color = added price for extra characters). More detail = higher cost.
Sketch: Bust is $10 (+$5 for added character), waist up is $15 (+$10 per added character), full body is $20 (+$15 per added character).
Line art: Bust is $15 (+$10 for added character), waist up is $25 (+$15 per added character), full body is $35 (+$25 per added character).
Flat color: Bust is $20 (+$15 for added character), waist up is $30 (+$20 per added character), full body is $40 (+$30 per added character).
Sheet 2:
Cell Shading (includes soft light): Bust is $30 (+$20 for added character), waist up is $40 (+$30 per added character), full body is $65 (+$45 per added character).
Full Color: Bust is $35 (+$25 for added character), waist up is $60 (+$45 per added character), full body is $85 (+$70 per added character).
Sheet 3: Backgrounds
Simple/transparent: Free.
Medium detail: $15-$30 (more detail = higher cost).
Rendered/Detailed: $40-$60+ (more detail = higher cost).
Sheet 4: Rules and Minis.
Minis/toon (also available in chibi style): Simple is $20 (+$15 for added simple mini), Complex is $30 (+$25 for added complex mini).
Rules:
TOS/Invoice contractual agreement always!
2. Payment is upfront unless discussed otherwise – no refunds for completed art, half refund for partially finished if cancelled (but please speak to me first)
3. Full references are required unless asking for design commissions – lack of reference will be priced as design commission otherwise
4. Respect me, have patience, don’t haggle prices!
5. More detail = higher price
6. Major/repeated changes will cost an additional charge
7. You can request only one commission at a time per person, but comm again after it’s done! (If you have questions, please ask!)
8. Will draw: Humans/humanoid, robots/cyborgs, complex armor, monsters/creatures, animals, furry/anthro, mild injury/blood/gore (feel free to ask on this!)
9. Will not draw: anything offensive/bigoted (racism, homophobia, transphobia, incest, pedophilia, etc.), NSFW, realistic/heavy gore, certain fandoms
10. I have a right to refuse any commissions!
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