#but i have returned for a sec

[elitparadox]

it's been a long year since i last posted on this account, which means it's been a year since i've interacted with my tumblr friends :c i see a lot of them are no longer active, and tumblr has changed much, yet i cannot imagine a year has passed..

i was asked once, who is your worst enemy? i couldn't respond then, but now i think i can say time is. don't get me wrong-- i am grateful for time. to have time in this world is to have another opportunity to do what you want, chase whatever dream, to live. but it's a sorrowful feeling to realize time runs forward without waiting for you, whether you want it to or not. the flow of time is something you cannot control, only seem to manage within your own limits.

anyway, i really hope you are doing well, maybe not completely thriving at the moment but finding joy and happiness in the small gifts life has to offer :D

#ele's shitposts #i have yet to find myself #but i have returned for a sec #maybe next year #hehe

[personinthepalace]

The Question in Justice League: Crisis on Infinite Earths - Part 1

(also it seems like Huntress is going to be in this movie as well so hopefully there will be some Huntress and Question interactions!)

#the question #vic sage #justice league crisis on infinite earths #justice league crisis on infinite earths part 1 #justice league video #the question video #dc comics #justice league #tomorrowverse #dc universe #me watching this teaser clip and freaking out when THE QUESTION started talking #okay I was going to watch this movie but now I AM DEFINITELY GOING TO WATCH IT #and I am pretty sure that is huntress that appears 14 secs before the end of this clip #so I have my fingers crossed for some question x huntress moments #too bad jeffrey combs isn't returning as the question #also love that green arrow's first impression of Q is annoyance across different earths lol #warner bros #rambles in the palace #videos in the palace

[koilarist]

The sound of a crackling wood fire rumbles low in Whiskey’s throat at the inquiry of why somebody would do such a thing to their own vault; Irradiating their family, their friends, destroying all they’ve ever known…

A stray droplet of Nuka Cola is chased by her tongue. After an entirely uneccesary period of deliberation - Surely for her own enjoyment of watching someone squirming with anticipation over what her 'wild as the west' story could be - gnarled scar tissue peels back over her teeth as she draw a rasping breath, bracing shaggy vocal chords to say--

#fallout #fallout OC #fallout ghoul #ghoul oc #OC: Whiskey #in order the tags are from @atomitron @shallow-gravy @bucksteady #technically she caused the nuclear power generator in her vault to enter meltdown and explode but. yknow. potayto potahto #if im honest for a quick sec im feeling a liiiiittle bit sheepish because the response to Whiskey was SO lovely #but believe me when I say I'm quivering over here with the urge to lore dump about this lmao #The tags have been wonderful to read though. You guys are so kind. #now if you'll excuse me i need to go put on my horse blinders to return to comic work instead of ghoul doodles #art with extra fries

[kiwibirb1]

gonna write a fic where i kill anne one sec

#sorry i have an urge #i mean i already kinda did it with ROMS but like technically thats open to interpretation yknow #i want sasha to watch the girl she loves fall to the floor and not get up #i want marcy to watch in horror and tear the helmet off her head so she can hold the girl she loves #the girl she killed lying there on the cold ground and quickly becoming just as cold #for them both to sob into an empty castle as the blue gem splutters and alights; the power returned just as the core thought it might #turns out the core was right after all #well fuck i just went and wrote the whole ding dang fic in the tags #amphibia #writing #anne boonchuy #wait let me turn this into a post one sec yall #kiwi kills anne again

[theeconfession]

thinking about the will scene and i need NEED someone else to find out about eddie's will so like there can be a conversation about it cause you know the reaction is going to be different depending on the person finding out like imagine bobby finding out or eddie's abuela or maddie

#911 abc #buddie #just watched those episodes again because of the 3 minute 17 sec thing and the brain worms have returned #the shooting and will scene feel so unreal #i still can't believe they did all that

[all-seeing-ifer]

buffy the vampire slayer - i only have eyes for you, passion, innocence, becoming part ii / jacob geller - returnal is a hell of our own creation / wolf 359 - variations on a theme / Blue Öyster Cult - (don't fear) the reaper

#buffyverse #buffy the vampire slayer #ifer makes things #failed be normal about that episode challenge yet again #just. time loop stories as a metaphor for grief and guilt and trauma OH IT'S SO GOOD #i love that shit this is why i'm obsessed with returnal despite never having played it and just watching jacob geller's video a bunch #also i probs could have included more w359 here but it's been a hot sec since i listened #so my memory's a lil foggy #long post

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#let me express to u perhaps The frustration of my life #i like to learn. it is perhaps my favorite thing. new information. more more more constantly #but. my fucking brain is the fucking worst. because im not fucking stupid if i can focus and process the words being said i can understand #many things. i like to learn about math and physics and chemistry and biology and anatomy... ect concepts #but the focus and the processing of words is where we have problems. because i cannot focus for more than like 5min #i blink and suddenly ive been spaced out for a sec and need to reorient. i cant prioritize what to do 1st and im constantly bouncing betwee #tasks so nothing ever gets done and im too intimidated to start learning things. and when im trying to learn we habe the processing words #problem. like my reading comprehension is so fucking bad. like i will read a book on paper and maybe retain 25% of the info if im not #hardcore trying. for a class where i had to do a ton of paper reading. i had to read everything out loud to myself. highlight important #info. write myself a summary based on the highlights and then read the paper again before i could even begin to feel comfortable in #discussions. it was so fucking frustrating and miserable. ppl will give me physical books and im like thanks i cant fucking read sorry #too fucking dyslexic. read and listen they say. u have to read and listen at the same time bc i cant pay attention and i cant read #so if i do both then maybe the info gets in. thats y i have to read aloud but i hate it and still get distracted #i mean. i probably just have an attention problem. its also really annoying that my short term working memory is so awful #bc in order to make things make sense i have to draw or write them out. i cant judt go off the top of my head or i get stuck saying thr sam #thing over and over and over. its like my ability to think is extremely shallow. but thrn i read papers and recognize concepts from classes #i took years ago and im like. fucking y cant i know what i know? my head feels so empty but info is in there somewhere #its just so fucking frustrating that i love understanding systems so much. complex annoying little systems that fit together like a puzzle #and my fucking brain refuses to accept the information im trying to get in there. so i return to a remark left on my dyslexia assignment: #intelligent when not constrained by language or time. thanks. unfortunately language is how ppl communicate #also i freak out under time pressure lol. anyway ive just been reading papers for fun this weekend and remembering y i dont: bc its agony #but also i fucking love the concepts so much and i need a good understanding of photosynthesis before August when i join a photosynthesis #lab lmao. ugh. i love learning but my brain was not buildmt #built for it. if only if only someone could podcast about the obscure things im interested in while reading directly from the source #unrelated #also its like 105 degrees plus. its too fucking hot out #thats like 40 degrees C. the sun is like a death ray

[eorzeashan]

Thoughts incoherent cuz it's too early for me still but hc that during Onslaught + Echoes Eight returns to the Empire but mostly to manage Jadus' financials and other garbage that he can't take care of all the way over in solitude, so he just returns to tend to his property and other shit, all the while playing the role of bereaved widower whose husband hasn't come back from the war so he can pretend he's too melancholic and aggrieved to get involved in current conflicts (liar). This of course, makes a lot of Sith fall for it bc when he starts swiping at his tears it gets really awkward, and it's a bad look if you ask someone's weeping spouse to fight for you instead when they're wailing about how they feel so unsafe and alone and they're just a weak little officer who needs a big strong Sith to protect them yet they will wait an eternity for Lord Jadus to return and oh woe.

The minute they leave, he drops the act.

#swtor #ooc #jadorre #freeloading maleWIFE!!! #nosta tactics of may or may i not have killed my husband #it's very effective since the sith are like such loyalty and devotion...many officers should bootlick like you #and it does resonate as a story with the Council since there's a lot of widowers after zakuul #he still calls them idiots when they turn around tho LMAO #only downside to this is some sith take it as an odyssey situation and start being like you must be so lonely in that big house by yourself #(give me your hand in marriage and all of jadus' stuff) #and then he has to act all bashful and say something cheesy like lord jadus will surely return #other downsides include the remnants of jadus' devotees finding him and trying to kiss the ground on he walks on #bc OH JOY the master's hand has returned to us this is a sign and then they ask every 5 secs if he needs them to serve in any way #desperate for guidance as they are and he's like no. leave. go away #and they moan and go oh the master's bride is so cruel and they come back and do it again 3 secs later #eventually he gave up on kicking them out bc they're too persistent so now he's accidentally running Jadus' cult too #they've started making scripture about him. he's tried throwing it in the fireplace #fun hours in jadus' haunted fuck castle with his cultists!

[gravitywonagain]

#tongues and teeth #the crane wives #just discovered that the spotify links only give a 30 sec clip? so lets see if soundcloud does better #anyway this song gives me insane yllz/hgj vibes #like imagine yllz lived and hgj sought to stay #and i know that you mean so well/but i am not a vessel for your good intent #and also #abandon all your stupid dreams/about the girl i could have been/'cause in the night i know you burn with feelings/i cannot return #and the interplay between the lines: #i'm keeping all/of the answers in my cigarette box #and #i will love you like the ashes in my cigarette box #like....... guys #i'm living for it #i will almost certainly write angst to this song later #c's wangxian radio #SoundCloud

[frozenambiguity]

Literally the first song in that playlist:

I can hear the sound of a heartbeat before it goes out Won't ever leave my memory of bloodshed all around And I can see a tear on my father's face before it falls out Oh, my enemy, how could I have ever let you down? Oh When all these trees saw us grow Cut our teeth and make our bones right here We'd play with shields made of stone Share our dreams and sit our thrones Be still, 'cause I see smoke up ahead and I got steel in my hands We will return like warriors, I swear, that we'll find glory up ahead Tell me: Where is my home? I don't recognize the faces anymore, no Where is my friend? The one I've known since I was only just a kid

#{{ one sec i'm talking abt tiddies the other i'm thinking abt the war in khaenri'ah and all the pain and trauma he got from that }} #{{ hi; it's my brand. }} #{{ khaenri'ah is always on my mind. all the suffering and curses. all the screaming and panic they went through in that particular night }} #{{ please the 'where is my home?' line??? and the ' I don't recognize the faces anymore'???? aka the people from khaenri'ah who were }} #{{ cursed and????? even reject their own image }} #{{ and 'where is my friend? The one I've known since I was only just a kid' line DIRECTLY CALLING OUT DILUC for leaving him for years }} #{{ come back Diluc; he wants the past back. he wants their old relationship back. cuz he only had you from the beginning }} #{{ and don't even get me started on his father. his father crying??? kaeya feeling like he disappointed him?? }} #{{ and his dad alerting him to be careful; because there is still a fight to be fought??? ' i got steel in my hands' }} #{{ 'we will return like warriors I swear; we'll find glory up ahead' as they rejoin forces and have kaeya spy for khaenri'ah }} #{{ as another war brews in the distance. One which Kaeya will have to pick a side to stand on }} #{{.... im gonna be having a brainrot abt this song for the rest of the night }}

[burymeinblack2022]

seeing gerard jumping and dancing and flipping his hair and just honest to god vibing hits harder than any drug.....ohhhh girl....we’re really in it now.....

#HE IS HAVING FUN....SO MUCH FUN....SOMEONE SEDATE ME I CANNOT BEAR IT #mcr #my chem #my chemical romance #wow anna said something #anna's shitposts #Return era #return tour #welcome to the circus #gerard way #mcr return #the stream only worked for like. 15 secs but joyous 15 secs... #mcrbonn2

[airshipvalentine]

ok i like reaching for gay subtext as much as the next person but i feel like i am watching a completely different show than the st fans who are 100% convinced that mike/will is gonna be canon + the fact that they didn’t get together is queerbaiting

like yeah will’s scenes were heartbreaking. but that’s not “crossing a line” sometimes bad things happen to characters for the sake of story. the fact that you are feeling emotions about this is proof that the writers have done their fucking job.

#like……. i am willing to be convinced but like. are y’all serious? what are you seeing that i’m not? #+ frankly i would much rather see will have a slow-paced sec about coming 2 terms with his own sexuality + coming out on his own terms #rather than will and mike getting together just cause? #like does will have a crush on him? absolutely definitely #but like……. them kissing and riding into the sunset is so clearly not the move here #like i genuinely don’t think the feelings are returned! and i think them pivoting at this point would be cheap and lame! #+ robin and vickie are a MUCH better + more character consistent couple to root for if that is what you want #the most batshit takes are coming up on my twitter/tumblr reccomended and i am just. baffled #yellings #and i do think there is a LITTLE merit to the qb accusations re: schnapp’s tweet and some of the marketing #but like………. yall…….. get real #sorry for the wank but i saw the most BIZZARE post

[totalshockwaves]

I got this the b52s vinyl on clearance from newbury comics, and it skips like crazy, but damn if it isn't pretty

#shut up allie (tag) #gonna have to return it bc you literally cant go 5 secs without it skipping which is insane #my rilo kiley and gym class heroes i got today qith it are perfect so its definitely the b-52's which like...look at it why???? 😭😭😭

[void-tiger]

…should I watch the newest TDP season?

Because s2&3 (especially 3) just. Really ticked me off. Watched like a dumpster fire with all the Doyalist Issues utterly breaking containment, to put it mildly, and doubling down on brutalizing the female, queer, and poc characters (especially if they were at least 2/3. Like the Lesbian Queens and Sun Elf Queen.) An utter implosion of the world’s internal logic.

Did…did they fix it? (Is Callum less of a mansplainer I wanna dropkick off the side of a mountain without a deus ex machina saving his Self-Insert Ass this time?)

#tiger’s roar #fandom wank #tdp salt #please spoil it for me #I’m seeing gifs with the Sapphic Sign Language Proposal and it’s cuuuute af #I’m also wary those two have been or will be unceremoniously killed off #(apologies for not remembering Sun Elf Lover’s Name. took me a sec to remember ‘oh!! amaya!!’ since. I am bad with names in general) #(and I honestly didn’t expect I’d be Warily Curious to even return to a show #(that made me more nauseated than Literal Castlevania that’s ALL Spilled Intestines&Crushed Skulls) #(rating MATTERS when going in to watch something!!) #((…nevermind That Guy absolutely capitalizing on the heartache VLD spawned over brutalizing and rating and broken promises) #so. worth it or no.

[kerra-and-company]

character spotlight, day 8: daisy llew

“There’s always a third choice.”

#gw2 #gw1 #daisy llew #moodboard #character spotlight #company art #aaaand day 8 done! :) #detouring into gw1 kiddos for just a sec so i can have cal and daisy back to back #gw2 kiddos returning tomorrow

[the-blind-geisha]

finale to bride of the horsemen when?

Whenever I'm paid to continue it. x"D

Chances are, if you don't see it listed in my trello, I am not working or even focusing on it at all.

Sad to say that when I move onward from a fandom, it takes money to drag me back.

But I am glad it was enjoyed up to that point! It was fun working on it more yet again! ♥

#with demi's stuff idk. #still wanna continue him and demona's story #but i want the movie to inspire that at the very least for a sec #but i don't think i'll have it in me to write to the other 2 i abandoned #i do know folks expressed interest in devil after midnight so i will eventually return there. #mod answers #anon