#but it feels more and more antiquated

[sixties-doctor-who-stan]

I wish that people wouldn’t lump all of “Classic Who” together (I get it, I even do myself in tags and probably still will tbh) just because I feel like reducing Doctor Who to the pre/post hiatus binary (and the Movie I guess) is kind of… reductive?

Sylvester McCoy Who is closer to Christopher Eccleston Who than it is to William Hartnell Who in the tone and writing for example

And it makes old Doctor Who seem more overwhelming than if we separated it out by Doctors (where the most is seven seasons)

And we’re getting to the point where “New” Who is now almost 20 years old (Millie Gibson grew up on MATT SMITH!) so this previous distinction feels even more arbitrary than it did in 2005

#doctor who #classic who #new who #fandom #fan terms #i’m a hypocrite #i know #it’s an easy shorthand #but it feels more and more antiquated

[avisisisis]

Honkai Star Rail is officially the funniest game Hoyoverse has ever made

#they outdid themselves with this one fr #why was the trailblazer so obssessed with trashcans #“bro you're so romantic!” #“beg me then~” #“i feel bad for this world. first the stellaron and now you” #“beep! beep! beep! your mom's an antiquity” #the closet 💀 #“die! you hotel devil!” #“sit down [on a toilet] and flush” #bronseele's interactions. they're so gay and funny #i love this game already #there's more but i can't remember them rn #honkai star rail #hsr #trailblazer #stelle #caelus #star rail #bronseele #hoyoverse #mihoyo

[calicotisane]

Chapter 2 (cover)

(and new page) We are back. NOW. @cephalon7000 made this cover with me

#my art #visionary #webcomic #comicfury #character: tambor #Im 32 #collage #thinking of making more junk and trinket assemblies because i am fixated on the horror and discomfort i feel about #there being so many “antique/vintage” stores in my stagnant town. buildings full of old things that will never move again. i hate them #An important part of my process with this project is thinking about this and getting upset

[joannerowling]

Tbh i would probably be more into hp slash fiction if instead of the 7 billions variations of Marauder x Marauder coffeeshop AU we had concepts like, "what if Borgin and Burkes were married and had beef with all their neighbours"

#i feel like 'evil artefact collectors who run an antiques shop in the west end' is a lot more sensible to the reality of london gay culture

[elo-h]

I HAVE IMPULSIVELY BOUGHT A MAN BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHO HE IS 😭

Please help me identify this man thank you

#elo rants #walked into an antique store and he was literally right in front of the door in his slutty little (not osha approved) top #I feel like I paid too much for him despite managing to talk the price down a little #but I knew as soon as we locked eyes that I wasn't walking out of that store without him #he is magnificent and I do not regret the purchase even a little bit #i just want to know who he is #what's his story #are there more like him?? #are they also in need of a good home?? #please help I'm desperate

[loveletterworm]

tbqh though it seems popular thought has already turned against it i still think the mystery disappearing newsletter valentine is gaster even though the speech patterns don't quite line up with prior information just because everything surrounding it is so extremely gaster that i struggle to imagine that they'd be like "Oh here's a new second character that just also has the exact same type of things going on but speaks slightly differently so it's a new one"...that just seems kind of arbitrary. Also it is not Papyrus. Don't be silly.

#mypost #dt #i suppose secret boss is technically still possible but i feel like the illegible writing and disappearing thing is extremely gaster. #like the secret bosses are associated with gaster sure but those are more direct gaster traits i think. #Also its funny to imagine that he would say ''good by''. Antiquated form of the word...

[cryptturon]

making my own post bc the last thing i rb'd is much more focused on qpoc in white spaces and the thing i wanna talk abt strays from it. but being filipino feels so damn lonely

we're desperate to be similar to our colonizers without admitting to it, wanting to be up to western standards all the time because it's the only thing we know of quality, and we have to heavily polish our english to become more professional (because knowing only tagalog and/or your native language makes you look uneducated, stupid or too casual)

when bigots here claim queerness is a "foreign concept" from the west they immediately turn around and trample on their own culture to live off of foreign-quality products we can't live without anymore

having so much of american culture tied into our very lives to the point where it almost feels like people are echoing white sentiments when it comes to queerness.. sometimes even i feel weird about how it feels. because a long time ago our indigenous roots had reveled concepts similar to queerness.. and now that we've pretty much almost lost that completely we have to fight for queerness in spaces crafted to match western standards. as if i dont even know what it means to be a filipino queer because i have to structure it so much based on american queerness

we just. copied so many of american society's problems when we chose to structure our lives around how great we found it. and god i just feel like a puppet that needs to mirror white queerness while some of my peers mirror white bigotry or indifference. i dont know. i want to love what i am but sometimes that? and all the challenges i face because it's hated? feels like something we had to borrow. all of it

#this is not to say spanish colonization didnt do much those cunts fucked us up big time and sold us to america lol #starts complaining abt catholicism in the tags. while that has a large role to play as well in antiqueerness #i wanted to focus on the more ''neutral'' setting.. where queer pride does happen #because even in spaces accepting of diversity i never feel like any of it remembers what we were before colonization

[beevean]

#1 fear that blocks my writing flow: the feeling that my vocabulary is actively slipping from me 🙃

#it's frustrating #i re-read old stuff and i was actively using rarer words #but since they're rare and antiquated they don't stick with me #i need to make a more conscious effort to expand my vocabulary i feel repetitive

[pocketramblr]

"ilia might be named after the Iliad" no. Ilia might be named after Ilia, aka Rhea Silvia, aka Servilia aka Aemilia, which were all names for the mother of Romulus and Remus. You know. The ones then raised by a wolf.

#*takes wiki editors gently in my hands* why would she be named after troy's final battle #she's the first girl from the hometown of the Link Who Leaves And Immediately Becomes A Wolf so i mean #i just feel like maybe you should look at other uses of the name in antiquity if you're trying to find a purpose for that being her name #note: yeah I'm much nicer to the independent zelda wiki editors than that of the fandom who shall not be named #with their rules both written nonsensically and enforced irregularly. hmph. anyway. #yeah i think ilia is named after the mother of the raised by wolf boys #just kinda seems like a connection that makes more sense than #'i dunno maybe she was named after the iliad? or elijah? cuz... names?' #and like to be clear it's totally possible she isn't named for what makes the most sense #but then we can just pretend that's what it was supposed to be #also it might be cute if her name is like Amilia but she likes the nickname better i dunno

[monster-noises]

I love second hand book shops, I got to them frequently and always leave with Something and have a good time just peakin around

But i gotta say

It's one of the Worst spots for me in terms of imposter syndrome

I feel like everyone's uneasey with my presence as though i'm a stranger who just stumbled into their inner sanctum and they're.. they're gunna let me stay but they're gunna be weirded out the whole time and breath a sigh of relief when the Strange Unwelcome Freak Leaves

It also happens at record shops and sometimes at small antique shops or cons+festivals

Just this immediate foreboding of being Angrily Tolerated in a Space I Don't Belong

#monster noises #it's Incalculably stupid because 1) it's a store. anyone can go in there. #and 2) in all those locations... I do beling there!!!!!!!! not even in the sense of point 1 where it's a retail location but like!!!! #Book shops Record shops Antique malls Cons... are all like super 100% right up my alley nerd shit these Should be like '''''my people''''''' #which is i think a strong contributing factor to this pervasive feeling like #there's an underlying current of not just being in there to Shop but that i want the other people there to Like Me? I guess? #in our limited interaction? #i want them to see that i'm One Of Them and it makes me nervous #because whenever i am trying to be a Part of something i Immediately feel like some kind of isolated hollow fraud #like i'm worried that i not only Look like a poser #but that i Am #secretly #a Poser #so secretly that I don't even relaiE i'm a poser #it probably doesn't help that i also always have The most off-kilter interactions with the staff in these scenerios #it's never anything truly embarassing #but it's always like i try to be as nice as possible but their reaction is never what i expect #and it throws me off #it's a hard thing to pin down in words but like.. it feels like they are more than anything just Waiting for me to leave #if not from the get-go then from the moment i open my mouth to answer a question #and like idk !!! i'm trying so hard to be open and friendly and not just use canned response but also not be Too weird or too loud #and be engaged in conversation but it never works! #it's like i ooze some deeply unpleasant vibe and it turns everyone off me immediately when i enter their space #i'll see other customers having lovely conversations with staff and stuff and then when it's me it's like Cold #truly it does nothing for my self esteem #not everyone has yo or is going to like me but i really don't think it's too big an ask to not be scrutinized by store staff Constantly ;<;

[staffatemyblog]

Give me opportunity for minimalism and I will kill it with clutter and color. My room was driving me crazy while it was empty, I'm so happy to have it (mostly) put back together now

#so pumped to have all my bookcases back in my room #got a new shelf/drawer combo from the antique store #probably increased hobby storage by 50% #room feels cozy and full again #need to find a sorting solution for my bits #I want to get something like the sets of drawers my uncle uses for screws and washers #let me categorize my bits again instead of having things all loosy goosy in baggies #need to finish more mini projects so I can free up space for quilting #they had a sale on fabric at the antique store #so I've officially started my quilting supply pile

[rosy-letters]

I miss them...........

#finally back to my middle school habit of reading 1-2 books per week #BUT CAUSE I'M AT UNI ALL OF MY BOOKS ARE AT HOMEEE #AND IVE READ ALL THE ONES I HAVE UP HERE #I AM OUT OF BOOKS TO READ #PDFS ARENT GOOD ENOUGH #I NEED TO SMELL THEM AND FEEL THE PAPER IN MY HANDS #resisting the urge to go to the antique bookstore and buy more used books that I definitely can't afford #sobbing biting eating drywall gnawing on my own bones

[chemical-processes]

cis-het cajun prettyboi

#deadpool vs gambit 2016 #deadpool stop admiring gambit's ass challenge #(impossible) #This is also the origin of the 'we were antiquing' so i'm starting to think the whole comic is just trolling me #when i say culture shock of going from dc to marvel this is what i mean #'the v stands for vs' no the v stands for very down to fuck #as in if you told me the two of them were banging off screen i would believe you #forgot what i was tagging got distracted by gambits finger stripes #hnngh i can feel my 2020 remy lebeau crush coming back #no... plz... im older im wiser im not fourteen any more

[lan-wangjis-autism]

-

#I am pissed off. I am on my period. I can feel the blood. I am hungry. I feel like I'm literally fucking starving #I can't eat anything because the only food we have in this stupid fucking house are either fucking disgusting; need to be cooked; need a #plate or silverware to be eaten; or is my sister's food #They don't take anything of me seriously; least of all my hunger #I'm fucking fourth priority #First is my sister second is themselves third is my brother and finally way down there at fourth is me #Actually fuck that nevermind fourth is the dog fifth is me #The only one behind me is my cat and I prioritize her more than me #If my sister's hungry then they'll fucking take down the entire world to wait on her hand and foot #If I'm hungry they'll shrug and go 'what do you want us to do about it' #I get it that its hard to take care of someone so picky #But for fucks sake you aren't even trying #Any time I want something it's always 'too expensive' #I don't feel loved at all #The amount of times my father has fumbled my name and called me my sisters names or my brother's name or the fucking dogs names #My father called me the dead dog's name before he called me my name #I don't care that they buy me antiques I'd rather fucking have food than antiques #He tries to buy my love and yet he's buying the wrong things #Like yes I like antique photographs and jewelry #However I'd rather fucking have food #I'd rather not feel like I'm going to keel over from starvation every moment

[moodyjazzyblues]

meet Potiphar Patrobas, my Spiderverse OC!! Not exactly my sona, since they look close to nothing like me and also act nothing like me, but i will definitely put spidersona in the tags because i am misleading :)

anyway their powers would probably be something having to do with his eyes (of which they have 4) and the paralyzing effect that spider venom has. I think that the bandana they wear around their eyes in the second image would act as his "on/off" switch, like if he takes it off, anyone they look at is paralyzed temporarily, depending on how long they were looked at. They wear his bandana unless directly attacked, and to take it off quickly they use the spider legs attached to the back of their head to take it off.

i am now too tired to explain the rest so expext more posts with my friend's oc too

#spidersona #spiderverse fanart #spider #spider man #into the spider verse #spiderverse au #spiderverse #art #digital art #oc #drawing #clip studio paint #i spent way more time on this than i should have #im watching antique roadshow in a hotel bedroom while posting this what is this feeling called

[biteapple]

the perspective of looking at new jersey apartments again makes me glad im living where im at now, honestly ... ^^ ''

#i SO wish i could hop over there though ... the price of living is SOOO high and the pay doesnt match even a little #its bad everywhere .. but new jersey's got a special kind of sickness like that because of its nyc proximity #everyone lives there and commutes to the city like 1.5hrs away for the better pay . but i just lived there lol #i feel like compared to here everything in jersey's tinged an ''old'' way .. #i dont know how to describe it but EVERYTHING from the stores to the apartments has a ''grandma's house'' feel #a ''hasn't been updated in 40+ years'' feel #and austin's so new and booming. apparently. but i agree it doesnt have that old tinge to it #the apartment im living in isnt new. but it isnt old either. it doesnt have the feel to it #i thought it was just nostalgia speaking but looking at nj apartments today was like. oh wow. its nice to know im not going crazy #this same apartment in nj would be SO SO SO much more expensive. people here complain about prices (they SHOULD. its bad) #but looking at where i was and why i HAD to move elsewhere .. i remember now yknow. this place is a luxury i could never have had in nj #which doesnt mean its good. its sad. i wish things were different. i DO .. sort of .. wish i never moved out here to begin with #but im glad im here. i feel like ... you know when a hero goes on a quest and makes friends along the way and then .. doesnt return home .. #even though the quest was supposed to be a transitory period .. yknow .. maybe im just home now #atleast awhile longer. im happy calling here home awhile longer #i do kinda miss that old tinge to it. i always said everything in nj was like .. ''tinged yellow '' .. and it really is. yknow. #i just need to put some antiques and lighting into my apartment. lol. feels just like home