#but the past hour or so has not been fun

[bookwyrminspiration]

my greatest weakness is that I cannot read past 7pm not because I don’t want to but something about the vibes make me feel the writing much more intensely but 9 times out of 10 the feeling is anxiety attack :)

#random #quil's unholy underworld #tw anxiety #i just wanna finish my book :( #I’ve got like 40 pgs left #but it is past 7pm and the vibes change #and so reading now makes me super anxious #yet I did it anyway despite recognizing the signs #and now anxiety attack :) #it is getting better now #but the past hour or so has not been fun #as a reader this is like the most annoying weakness to have #it’s not /always/ #but it is…very often #if I were smart I’d just stop reading but hehe funny words gotta know how the story ends #my favorite part of anxiety attacks is when your brain is like wow we’re dying your intestines are exploding like my dude can u chill #(that was sarcasm it is not my favorite part. i do not like it but I can recognize it)

[sarioh]

Did you see that etho explained in Cleo's latest video that the reason he's scared of her is because she stole scar's llama in 3rd life. He's such a nerd

YES i saw it it explains so much but also so so little. of all the awful things that happened in 3rd life the MOST EVIL, TWISTED, DERANGED THING OF ALL is stealing a llama. THIS is the single source of his parasocial fear of zombiecleo. whyis he such a fucking loser LOL

#tcg has been the greatest thing ever etho has been in like all of cleos hc streams over the past few days #if u want to watch like 2 hours straight of cletho the latest stream is so good. they play 2 games and then make fun of doc #also the hardest ive laughed at a hermitcraft moment in ages was when everyone was bullying doc for like 20 minutes straight. it was so goo #the start of his villain arc

[andi-o-geyser]

“cody only has under an hour of screen time in all of star wars” maybe to you he does. to me he's the main character

#he's my most special little guy don't you GET it #in my mind's eye he also has at least an hour more of screen time from being in the kenobi show #because that's canon. FOR ME #bickering like an old married couple protecting luke and throwing bodies into the sarlac as a personal murder disposal on tattooine #everyone raise a glass for the first draft of the kenobi show that had cody chilling in the desert with obi wan as his secret buddy #where we would have had a deeper focus on themes of guilt and sacrifice and repentance and hope for a better future #by virtue of cody being there and exploring his new relationship with obi wan where they're foils for each other both driven by guilt #“my cody was so fun” yeah of course he would have been he's post war scrappy uncle cody killing bounty hunters every other thusday #how is that not the most fun thing ever #he's just so sunshiney like asfdsskk #he's my rotten soldier #he's my sweet cheese my good time boy #this is what i get for hyperfixating on clone wars for months on end #strong opinions on the rich inner lives of copy paste men and their 3 million brothers #*deep sigh* this is my life now and i love it and cannot save myself #star wars #the clone wars #the bad batch #tcw #sw #commander cody #codywan #tcw cody #clone wars #cc 2224 #(thinking of any more tags used for cody) #(nah i think we're good) #andis thought geyser

[goldensunset]

surprise art attack!!! here’s @deityofhearts ‘s cashmere, everyone’s favorite whimsical tiefling

#pose taken directly from the kikuomiku4 album cover bc i’ve been listening to UFO on repeat for idk how many days now #finally gave me the inspiration i needed to do something like this it’s like both sad and super whimsical #actually tbh it gives me more wishful vibes now that i think about it but 1. idk what wishful looks like and 2. cashmere design my beloved #kikuo just in general has a lot of whimsysad and/or fundark which is why i love him #tbh ufo has quickly shot up to one of my fave songs it’s the iconic accordion and the tempo being unstable in places #uh anyway ignore me being a kikuo nerd again #wahhh this was fun to work on it has consumed me these past three days #jumping up and down hehehehehe #glad i finally cut to the ‘it’s done *collapses*’ stage of the arting process bc i’ve been having trouble finishing pieces lately #man i WISH i could come up with poses this good on my own. idc i’m still proud of this #my art #ok yeah i just got the time total. 12 hours #i knew it would be a long time but i didn’t think that long #tbh a lot of that was spent inefficiently bc i kept having to resize the image up when i realized the pixels were too crunchy #and when you make an image bigger the lines get blurry so then you have to redo them. yeah i had to do that TWICE. like a dummy. #12 hours used to be like par for the course for me but i’ve finally gotten faster. or maybe i’ve just stopped doing as many full figures #lol

[hella1975]

just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong

#ONE MORE EXAM. WE CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE DONE IN LITERALLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS NOW #AND THEN THE NEXT EXAM SEASON ISNT UNTIL MAY. COME ON GIRL #we have such a fun plan for tomorrow though bc the consensus has just been 'we need to get fucking mangled after this exam' #like i havent been out-out in WEEKS the closest i came was the end of december for a hometown house party of all things #i didnt even go out for nye. let's all take a moment and consider the implications for someone like me NOT GOING OUT ON NYE #so i am OVERDUE a good night out and then on top of that ive had exams be SO fr #and also this is the first year where my main friendship group (i.e not my housemates but my actual social circle) #are ALL econ students like there's about five of us and we all do econ and yeah two of them ive been mates with since first year #(the girl is my best mate at uni and is always who im on about if i talk about a 'girl on my course' and the lad is the one i lived with #in first year and have kind of got a thing with now?) BUT THE OTHERS ARE NEW ADDITIONS AND THAT'S SO FUN #so we're ALL gonna tip out of that exam and then me and her are gonna go back to mine to get ready bc am i fuck doing make-up #before that exam. the STATES i have shown up in these past few days i think the invigilators are worried about me #and then we're meeting the lads at the pub and starting there and THEN going spoons bc it's me and the girl's tradition #(calling her just 'the girl' is so funny. woman 🫵) after exams to buy each other mystery shots at spoons and we HAVE to drink them #and then one of the lads really wants to go to a karaoke bar for some reason?? so that might be in my future #AND THEN we're going clubbing. im so ready. take me home vodka shots. the end is near please please please #hella goes to uni

[yohankang]

hiiii besties i'm back <3

#god it's been almost a month of me not posting?? (except for my personal updates) oops #i just wanted to say i just passed my last exam #i passed all of them with flying colours hehe #but i haven't slept for more than 6 hours at night for more than a month and i feel like i'm getting sick #work has been tough too and i failed one job interview... i have less than 3 weeks to find another job but i'm not giving up!! #also i already told everyone at work that i'm leaving and i cried A LOT this week... #but don't worry it was because they were so sweet and supportive :') #so today i'm going to watch a movie and relax #and tomorrow i will finally go for a walk!!! a long walk!!! #and i'm going to waste my time on tumblr (i say that with love) and reblog all the posts i've missed for the past month #and reply to your messages and asks <3 #i missed you!!!! #k.txt #oh wait nvm i forgot it's sanremo finale today asdfghjh i'm going to have fun reading my italian mutuals' posts

[kodii-ak]

Pain

A comic about my chronic pain experience.

#comic #dragon #chronic pain #scoliosis #back pain #I don't really know how to classify it but chronic pain feels right for me #Been thinking about this a lot since my pain has been amplified the past week -- spring break woe :( #But I also like drawing my dragon Snuffles. He probably has bad back pain too #But this is also for my college's comic anthology which is due in like 12 hours so very last minute idea #HEHEHEHEH inspiration will strike where it may #Kodi Draws #Snuffles #Illustration #Also more thoughts #It was nice to not be nitpicky about lettering. so freeing! #The writing is also more geared towards the folk who will read the anthology (students at my college) #But! it was very fun to work on #and I'm glad I can do simplified art like this easily enough. but my back is screaming so on the ground i go

[stealsh0e]

Sergeant Bosco + some fischoeder doodles

Been on the grind to catch up with the series snd I FINALLY DID ITTT, the movie was WOOOOOO I LOVED IT SO MUCH...I wanna redraw some scenes but its hard to find the specific ones I wanna do, gotta do some snooping around for them. It was definetely worth the past 3 weeks of absorbing the show, I can't wait to get round to watching s13 when I can.

#bobs burgers #bobs burgers bosco #felix fischoeder #calvin fischoeder #grover fischoeder #sargeant bosco #i also really like Mort and Frond and just so many others HEHADHS #Nat is awesome too #bobs burgers warms mu heart so muchhhhhh #THIS SHOWS SONGS ARE SO GOOODODDD #so fun and bouncy #wiggle wiggle jam time #not that evil has been on loop for the past few hours while i tidied my room #sergeant bosco

[kanonavi]

I am once again tagged by @radellama, thanks a bunch!

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Last Song: Song of the Ancients / Fate, by Keiichi Okabe

Currently Watching: Still Trigun (1998), I am unfortunately too busy to watch much else (Though I do sometimes think about how much I want to rewatch TGCF season 2....)

Three Ships: Xiao/Venti, Feng Xin/Mu Qing, Minamoto Kou/Mitsuba Sousuke

Favorite Color: Still cobalt!

Currently Consuming: Nothing at the moment, last thing was some chai tea. Now I'm thinking about grilled cheese again tho...

First Ship: Leo/Takumi from Fire Emblem: Fates

Relationship Status: Unfortunately, no

Last Movie: I genuinely don't remember... It was either Spirited Away or a combined Megamind/How to Train Your Dragon movie night

Currently Working On: A lot of my current angst is actually over the fact that I'm too deep in the schoolwork trenches to actually work on any of my own personal creative projects. But, my other project besides the Genshin Poetry Gala fic that I've been working on for months now is a TGCF essay about how the main couple are representative of the story's main themes. They make my brain explode <3

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Tagging: @hollyisanonymous, @rubberbandballqueen, @tempests-bards-and-birds, @sl33pyr3v3ri3, @stardustdiiving, @h4msanta

#tag game #I think I'm gonna just let tag game be its own tag now lol #I haven't actually been listening to much music for the past two days #I've been on more of a talking audio kick if anything at all #As for the ships aside from the obvious I ended up putting feng//qing because I cannot see myself writing hua//lian fic #Cuz the books have everything I need from them lmao #But for those two bozos? There's a reason why my roommate and I have spent hours talking about all the stupid gay shenanigans they could ha #And kou//tsuba is just because I caught up on js//hk recently and they are still destroying my heart (sob) #I can't wait until school is done so I can get back to being creative #That's what will fix me I'm not even joking lmaooo #Thanks for the tag these are always fun!! (even though it was a little similar to the last one with some of the prompts lolol)

[anotherpapercut]

bro what the fuck are they doing with my package

#fun story #i ordered 3 things from hot topic. they shipped but never arrived so a couple weeks later i messaged them abt it #and went back and forth with them for a while bc their customer service agents cant read apparently #before being told i had to call bc one of the things i ordered went out of stock and i was replacing it w smth more expensive #so i call and im on the phone for like a fucking hour missing the 15 minute window i have to eat between jobs #and being on the phone at work for a while lmao #i finally get it done and the guy fucking forgets my apartment number in the shipping address. it's in the billing address tho?? #so i email them AGAIN and im like yo your man forgot my apartment number. they cancel that order and place another #the effect this has is that the $14 payment for the more expensive item is cancelled as well. bc again they don't read #so im like sick i will effectively get these $60 pants for $15 (im very good at sales and also manipulating customer service) #but apparently when they replaced the order they put ny apartment number not in the address‚ but as part of my name????? #so i think its fucking up usps. but it came in 2 packages and 1 has arrived so i still have hope. but thats not the end #yesterday guess who fuckin calls me. its hot topic. my original order arrived to the fuckin store in my local mall #and theyre like i think we fucked up bc we just found this package but it says you picked up your order already. do u want it #and i was like yes? not really sure what package to be expecting and its my ORIGINAL FUCKING ORDER #so once this package arrives i will have gotten 2 of the same shirt‚ 2 kiki sign things‚ a sweater‚ and a pair of pants for $40 #and i figure i can return one of the shirts and one of the signs that i have duplicates of for store credit of their full price #so anyway yeah. thats been the past 3 weeks for me.

[meringuejellyfish]

this november i was made aware that manyland will be going down sometime in january. very much saddening to hear ! quite the special little experience this game was, heres some screenshots ive taken from recent wandering around elsewhere

heres a screens-worth of random stuff i made when i was 11

and heres an area ive been messing around with creating in my recent playing :-) in collaboration with my sibling

i believe manyland is free on steam now (and simply on manyland . com) for any who want to see it for yourself :-)

#manyland #sad to see it go #also very sad that i have not played much in the past few years. but nonetheless it has been so fun to explore and mess around #really truly ... so unique and special. i hope the archiving efforts go well #when i discovered this game 7~ years ago it was amazing because it was basically a type of game i always wanted #cant say that i made anything all too impressive to look back on (hehe) but it fueled my Creative visions amazingly #many hours of goofing off and making all sorts of things. you can make some really crazy things within here ! #and there is a beauty in the mess you find the farther you walk of course. the lag is the cherry on top #finding very obviously newer creations sprinkled into creations that have been around for years is very amusing #collaboration and art ..... amalgamated creations and virtual spaces ... hrmph .... dont get me thinking ...... #just rambling

[doctorweebmd]

I was thinking about this the other day and wondering why it’s become so much less fun to write for BNHA and I think it’s because… I’ve written too much?

Like being a one-off author was fine and fun and novel and people were so cool and supportive, but now I’ve got multiple long fics and people have started treating me like someone that “creates content” rather than someone who is writing for fun. And I’ve shot myself in the foot by continuing to write long-fic and putting my heart and soul into them and it’s like never enough, people just expect more and more and more and I want to keep giving and keep doing better but no matter what I write it’s just not ENOUGH

And like… this started a little after I finished Zero Sum Game but like… people have started forming “opinions” that they share openly about “me” - I can’t stand going into fandom space and seeing people say they can’t read anything I write, or they don’t like me as an author, openly ranking my works, saying xyz is overrated or mention me by name in shipping discourse or send me hate mail or update requests or just straight up telling me they’re not going to read what I write anymore… and these people don’t know me!!! I’m just an empty space to them!!! Just a machine that pumps out thousands on thousands of words to just look at an forget about instantly!!!!!!!!

Where do people get off honestly. Is it like this everywhere or is it just BNHA? Is it because it’s so popular that the community has broken down completely? Sincerely what the fuck how can anyone treat writers like this…

#literally got a comment like yesterday saying ‘I’m so disappointed this hasn’t been updated in a year! I need it’ #…fuck you actually? #I realize fics take 1-2 days to read #but all of this has taken hundreds of hours and YEARS to write #but sorry I don’t have the specific thing that you want to readily consume I guess #I am! not! a! content! creator! #nobody pays me! I get nothing out of this! why are people treating me like not a person! #and it’s just more and more frustrating seeing other writers mention stuff like this too #I realize I’m just venting now but whatever #like i feel like I built something over the past few years that I’m so proud of #but sometimes I want to burn it ALL to the ground #it’s not that deep #it’s just… I put too much of myself into this #which honestly is mostly my own fault #ANYWAY. that’s a big part as to why I’m jumping ship for now #I’d rather have fun and write whatever and have no one give a shit #than to give my heart and soul to a community that chews me up and spits me out #…. sorry I’m being so dramatic #the amazing wonderful kind people that have stayed around for these 3.5 years who still say kind words to me I love you so much #as always the negativity is the vast minority but that’s what hits the hardest I guess #I mean honestly I don’t care and will continue to write and do whatever I want #but wanted to reflect on my frustrations and make sense of it #.

[mantisgodiveblog]

As someone who messes up names so much, I could only remember Loop’s name from “Your ally Loop! Here to help you with the loops!” And I think it every time I say the word ‘loop’ ever in any context now. Curse you Loop. In comparison about halfway through the game (in my case like a solid 25 hours) I still couldn’t reliably remember Isabeau’s name. (Also, if images cause problems you don’t have to put so many in! I’m guessing most people seeing the liveblog have seen nearly all the game already?)

Technically speaking, we don't have to put any images in at all, but we prefer this format for allowing us to more easily "open dialogue" with the game and also the existence of this liveblog has fully convinced one of our friends to get this game as well so that they can play alongside us. We like the visual element! Also gives us something to look back and reference, later down the line - our usual favorite RPG has an extremely accessible transcript of all of the text in the game that we usually reference back to whenever we need to reference a line of dialogue, but In Stars And Time... doesn't have that, we don't think.

We'd like to be able to look back and see what we've already done, and have a reliable way of seeing what happened, because by gods if our memory fails on us we don't want it to gaslight us into thinking that. Fuck. Isabeau mentioned a line that Mirabelle has, and have that shift our area of characterization for them.

#asks #we speak #not liveblog #thatdoganon #making it more fun to look at ALSO means that you're not just looking at a wall of text! this liveblog is more than 20k words long by now #and adding images helps break that up while also making it so we dont inflate the word count more attempting to paraphrase things #and potentially getting them wrong #honestly the primary annoying thing is the uploading since we usually need two or three tries before it actually. uploads #tumblr has been insanely glitchy for us for more than half a year now #and we still have to manually check things like notes since the display has been stuck at 2 notes for the past six+ months #and will not show us if we have new notes or what blog theyre on #this also goes for dms btw our apologies if you message us and we don't get it we don't get notifications for that #we can remember the names semi-reliably but not who they apply to and this means that we are constantly mixing up bonnie and mirabelle #though we have 54 hours by now so. uhh. by 25 hours in we were definitely still forgetting isabeaus name #also presumably most of the people watching have played isat but some of them definitely have not because we brought them in #we know for a fact that our beloved friend dan has not played the game before. theyre just watching bc they love us. hi dan.

[olivemyheart]

I am also once again thinking about the incredible potential of a Komahina TLT AU. And realizing there's something fundamentally wrong with me in a way that probably can't be fixed

#komahina #danganronpa #the locked tomb #this post only makes sense to like 3 people sorry #anyways the main point i get stuck on is who should be the necro and who the cavalier #because like. character-wise. it seems like hinata should be the cavalier and komaeda the necro. for obvious reasons #komaeda is bookish and casually morbid and most importantly: really really unathletic #meanwhile. hinata is the more athletic of the two by far. and also average/talentless so it makes sense to put him in the role that #doesn't necessarily require any natural aptitude (sorry) #but in terms of their roles in the story i actually envision it the other way around #(tlt spoilers incoming) #the kamukura project can be seen as a parallel to lyctorhood - gaining great power in exchange for losing your humanity #whereas komaeda is all about self-sacrifice so you know he'd RACE to iron rail himself the second he figures out the secret of lyctorhood #plus fanfic that puts characters in the unexpected role is SO FUN but. #i just. can't get past the mental block of trying to imagine komaeda picking up a sword. and using it #anyways this has been insanity hour with olive. tune in next time

[seventh-district]

so was anyone gonna tell me that Neil Newbon is the VA for Astarion or was i gonna have to find that out myself when he suddenly started uploading his playthrough of the game on YT

#Seven.txt #viddy game stuff #bg3 #astarion #like??? as soon as i saw it i was like OH OF COURSE IT’S YOU!!! #like. i only have a surface level of knowledge abt Astarion from passively consuming other’s posts abt being obsessed w/ him online #but i can tell that if i ever actually took the time i’d probably be rlly into the character #okay so Full Transparency- this post and the prior few tags have been siting in my drafts for the past 12 days #and i know Neil has been uploading his playthrough since even further back but i am late to everything okay it's how i am #and anyways in that time i have watched hours upon hours of Astarion scene compilation videos on YT #and i can now confirm- yes i am Really into the character lmao. like. Severely into the character #like. i'm-making-a-playlist-for-him-and-its-already-got-50-songs-on-it level of Into Him. it's over for me boys there's no turning back #i'm fixated. there's no saving me #like i have never dungeoned a dragon ever before in my entire life but this fucking man. #this man is making me wanna drop $60 and 150gb of my PC's storage space on a game i have no idea how to play #i think it could make for a fun recording experience. but idk if i'll actually do it. i'll sit on the idea for a while first #but Astarion's existence and the sickass character creation is calling my name. i think... it could be a fun time #not like i literally even have the time to dump into a massive game like that but i waaaant to. i kinda want to #anyways Seven found a new traumatized little blorbo to fawn over everybody watch out. a reblog storm may cometh #they couldn't have cast someone better for Astarion i stg #Seven stop falling in love with the characters Neil Newbon voices/acts as challenge FAILED #lmao now i'm thinking about putting BG3 Astarion and RE8 Heisenberg in a room together. could u fucking imagine #talk about taking the whole vampires vs werewolves thing to another level #Astarion isn't a True vampire and Heisenberg isn't even a fucking werewolf and that makes it so much funnier to me #just two old fucked up somewhat non-human guys. i'm genuinely trying to picture them interacting. how would it go #anyways i have been awake for 30 hours with only a 1hr nap in the middle. and i have just eaten a sinful amount of spaghetti #and am currently riding the high of finally having posted ch4 of ES. with no big responsibilities tomorrow. and so u know what time it is #time to be insane on tumblr until i pass out

[badcountryofficial]

Fuck them kids‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

#im over it. im done. #they have been complete shitheads today #and my stupid lead has been on a planning break for the past 2 HOURS AND IS NOW ON HER LUNCH FOR ANOTHER HOUR #so its judt been ME AND A NEW HIRE #and ive been trying so so hard all morning doing my best and doi g a REALLY GOOD GODDAMN JOB #IVE BEEN DOING AMAZING #the new hire is like 'omg ur so smart?' cos i KEEP finding fun and creative solutions to problems #but the kids are jjjjjuuusttt....... #i cant #i cant! #im crying in the bathroom cos i didnt know shed IMMEDIATELY GO ON LUNCH #i thought there was time!!!! for her rto come back and maybe even ask her if i could take the early lunch #cos she was just doing paperwork and diplomatic stuff #ahe wasnt in the trenches #im dying here #and the new hire is dying #anyway my 'quick bathroom break' has kind of turned into 10 mins