#but yall should get the gist

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Protective Rage Obi-Wan Fic

So. @fanfic-obsessed has this cool Protective Rage Obi-Wan story idea that yall should check out because it's really good and they've got a ton of cool AU ideas. And I had an idea about an apology scene for it and then the plot bunny that makes you do things like overcomplicate worldbuilding said "you know you could do a whole fic" and now I have 4000 words. I was thinking of splitting it up into parts cause that's a long post but frankly I'm tired and should've been in bed like 90min ago cause I have work tomorrow and mornings suck so it's staying a one shot with the paragraphs spaces cause I am NOT reformatting that now. Enjoy.

            Usually, when Quinlan’s pushing himself to finish a mission through this much pain, he’s running on determination, maybe some spite. This time it’s desperation.

            He’s not sure if the shouting starts before or after he hits the door panel – or maybe it’s been going on the whole time – but he can see Obi-Wan through the spots in his eyes and that’s good, that’s good, he can’t finish this and maybe his friend can –

            “Quin!”

            It’s like leaning on stone, Obi-Wan’s mind wonderfully shielded under the worry in his voice and Quinlan holds up a datachip for the hands around his arms. “Coded. Please.”

            “I’ll take care of it. I promise.”

            He’s staring up at the ceiling now but that’s alright. Obi-Wan has the data. Quinlan can break now.*

Ahsoka isn’t panicking, but only because she’s had a lot of practice keeping her head and she’s not friends with Master Vos. She’s met him though, and knows Obi-Wan and he are close, and she’s scared for him.

            “That’s an order Marrow!” Obi-Wan snaps and the medic someone called hisses in frustration from where Ahsoka’s holding him back. She isn’t sure why Obi-Wan’s so adamant that no one get closer to them, but she knows it’s serious. For all Obi-Wan hates the medbay he’ll work with the medics, let them see him elsewhere, and he knows better than to keep serious injuries from them.

            “General his leg is gangrenous if he doesn’t get immediate treatment he could lose it! As the head medic-”

            “Quin has to be seen by a Temple healer anyone else will make it worse. I don’t like it anymore than you do Marrow.” He’s resting a hand on Master Vos’ head and is holding his hand with the other, trying to sooth his mumbling friend.

            “Can you explain why while we wait for Healer Eerin?” She asked.

            Obi-Wan frowns, the look he gets when he’s trying to figure out how to explain something Force-related in English. “Marrow. The troopers who have trouble with excessive sound. If they were injured would you treat them in a noisy medbay?”

            Marrow scowls, but he stops splitting his attention between Master Vos’ leg and how best to get around Ahsoka and says, “Of course not. Not if there was any way to avoid it.”

            “Quin’s psychometric. It’s a useful skill, but sometimes it’s like Force hypersensitivity.”

            Cody interrupts as Anakin enters. “Healer Eerin just arrived. She’s being escorted here.”

            “Any idea what happened?” Anakin says. He’s waiting by Ahsoka, whether because he already knows approaching is a bad idea or because he got the gist from the way the medics haven’t gotten closer is anyone’s guess.

            “Have to keep them safe.” Master Vos mutters and Obi-Wan’s face tightens, though his shields are still rock-solid.

            “Who Quin? Who do you need to keep safe?”

            But Master Vos never stopped talking, only just loud enough to be heard. He’s shivering too, voice breaking with groans. Whatever he was doing to walk on that leg – Ahsoka is very determinedly not looking at the swelling or the white that might be bone – he clearly can’t keep it up anymore. “Gotta keep them safe from the people and the senators and the Chancellor gotta do something useful with my unnatural powers what good are we if we can’t keep them safe apparently nothing I hoped I hoped I wasn’t gonna get my heart broken again I Obi they deserve better than this-”

            His words are cut off by the sound of the door opening as Healer Eerin and a Padawan healer sweep into the room in unfamiliar robes and go instantly to the downed Jedi. Marrow scowls heavy as thunder at not being able to treat a patient on his ship as they do, Healer Eerin passing something to Obi-Wan as she takes his place by Master Vos’ head. Obi-Wan squeezes his hand and stands, moving in line with the troopers around them so that he can slide the chip into the device and examine whatever Master Vos was so desperate to bring him.

            “Pop quiz Padawan Lele. Why do we use special gear for Master Vos?”

            Padawan Lele didn’t stop what they were doing as they replied: “Because his psychometry is super strong and the pain has seriously damaged his shields. Without the robes or equally strong shields he’ll feel too much of our minds and memories as well. This could delay his healing or damage his mind.”

            Marrow goes stiff and Ahsoka thinks that’s the first time she’s seen him look sheepish.

            For a few minutes, the room is a quiet tension, little sound aside from the Healers working or Master Vos’ delirious mumbling, fading in and out of hearing. Cody’s giving him the same worried look Ahsoka is, Master Vos sounds like his heart is as broken as his leg and she knows enough about how people work to think that the amount of self-deprecation she can hear isn’t a new thing.

            The rage, when it comes, is sudden as a lightning bolt and just as sharp. It’s gone just as quickly too – almost before Ahsoka and the other Padawan finish whipping around to stare at Obi-Wan who looks perfectly calm. Cody’s looking at him too, narrow-eyed in suspicion.

“Excuse me.” He says, still perfectly calm, and Ahsoka thinks of the weight of a sky prepared to burst and wonders if she should follow him, but the door is closed before she can decide.

“Been a while since I saw Obi-Wan get that angry.” Healer Eerin remarks.

“Huh?” Several of the troopers say. Anakin does too and the day has not been nearly overwhelming enough for Ahsoka not to role her eyes at how her oblivious master can lift a tank but not read anger when it’s shoved in his face.

“A little after Anakin first came to the Temple one of the teachers decided he was a poor fit for the Order and was trying to sabotage his work along with bullying him in class. Obi-Wan found out, asked Quin to watch Anakin for an evening, and went after the teacher. The man landed in the Halls of Healing with several broken bones and left as soon as he was cleared to move left for the furthest jedi outpost he could find. If he ever taught again I will be very surprised. Commander he’s safe to move but it would help if we had a clear path to the door.”

“You’re gonna catch flies Skyguy.” Ahsoka says faintly as Cody taps his comm to pass on the message. When he’s finished they all hear the trooper on the other end say, “By the way sir General Kenobi just left for Coruscant’s surface, said he had some business to attend to at the Senate.”

Cody nods, wearing the expression of concern and exasperation he gets whenever anyone he feels remotely responsible for does something dangerous without explaining why. “Check and see if there’s a way to find out what they’re doing.” He orders Crys as the Healers begin to maneuver Master Vos through the door.

“It’s one of the sessions journalists are reporting live sir.” Crys answers, pulling up the feed without needing to be asked, and they all group together to watch it.

*

Obi-Wan is, to put it bluntly, really fucking pissed. The anger in him pools like water, building and building, and he wills himself to keep calm control as he strides through the Senate building. If he gets too angry to think, things will go wrong.

Quinlan came to him because the things that had already gone wrong were even worse than any of them had been allowed to see, and he couldn’t fix it himself. He came to Obi-Wan for help putting things right.

Obi-Wan will be damned thrice over if he fails that mission.

He’s already sent the information on the datachip to the Council (though he doesn’t know when they’ll be able to see it), to all of the Commanders he has the contact information for (he’s not sure which of them made those particular lines of contact so secure but he trusts Cody’s view of them), and Madame Nu. They can’t afford to let this stay between the two of them, they need the backup. He knows the Council cares, is struggling as much as he is under the weight of the war, and the Commanders deserve to know and can keep their secrets. He includes Madame Nu because he doubts anyone would expect it, and the few interactions he’d seen between her and her single squad of troopers made him certain she adores them.

Plus, she studies Sith Temples. She’s gotta be more dangerous than she looks.

He walks into the rotunda where the Senate are debating the (very reasonable he’s read this one) Clone Rights bill, sees Palpatine, and allows his rage to fuel his leap for the podium.

“Tell me,” He says, cool as can be, as he smashes Palpatine’s face into the stand and kicks Amedda away when the asshole tries to interfere, “what the fuck the jedi did to you that you want our children murdered in their cribs?”

Order 66. Kill all the jedi. All of them.

“Who the fuck gave you the right to have an army bred and implant them all with control chips so that they couldn’t disobey, couldn’t be allowed to even think?”

Control chips that would wipe out the troopers’ minds, take away every thought and feeling and every piece of self that they’d fought to keep, chips that would turn the troopers his friends into the flesh droids senators liked to claim they were.

Palpatine snarled and shot off lightning. Obi-Wan deflected it and continued to ignore the screaming as he mused that perhaps Palpatine had decided there was no point in hiding when Obi-Wan was broadcasting these secrets to the Senate. Then he punched Palpatine below his sternum and then his ribs.

Ah, red lightsaber. There it is. He ducked and broke Palpatine’s arm.

“And while we’re at it, who the fuck allowed you to use those chips to control the Coruscant Guard and make them do your dirty work? Or withhold rations and bacta?”

It’s entirely possible he shouldn’t have included the information about the blackout missions and the extent of Palpatine’s control over the clones. That might have been the kind of thing they’d want to share themselves. Unless they couldn’t say anything?

“Even for the Sith you’re an exceptionally twisted shitstain.” He ducks the other lightsaber and wonders why this asshole had to learn to fight with two.

“You forced my family at blaster point to lead a war you orchestrate from both sides, forced our friends into slavery and now you want to take away everything our friends are when you use them to kill us and frankly Palpatine, I think the fuck not!”

The red lightsaber screams in his hand as he slices Palpatine’s head clean off.

*

Obi-Wan frowns as he takes in the scene. Huh, Amedda’s still here and oh that’s Master Windu and Master Yoda in the audience. He supposes some Jedi witnesses are a good idea. He grabs Amedda by the front of his robes and uses the Force to help him hold the heavy asshole over the edge of the podium with one hand, just to make sure he gets the point.

“Now you may have gathered that I’m very concerned about the clone troopers’ lack of rights. What about you?”

It turns out that Amedda is also very concerned about the clone troopers’ lack of rights. Good. “Full Republic citizenship and Senate representation that they elect instead of someone who make money off their bodies would be good too.” Obi-Wan adds, looking the Senator from Kamino dead in the eye. He’s pretty sure she’s calculating the distance between him and her pod when she nods.

If Obi-Wan had known all it would take to get his friends their rights was the public murder of one of his least favorite people, he’d have done that at the beginning of this thrice-damned war. The bill is passed very quickly and unanimously, and a couple Senators add a bit about backpay they’d had in the works as well and make some noise about allowing the clones to settle a moon or planet once they have the time to look the uninhabited ones over. That gets less enthusiasm but it’s not being shouted down and they can work with that, so Obi-Wan grins with all his teeth on display and says “I’m glad I only had to kill one politician today.”

The fear that ripples through the Force is unmistakable.

He puts Amedda down and heads to the Senate floor where the Coruscant Guard are waiting. Their shields aren’t bad but there’s awe shinning through them like sunshine in the dessert, bright and warm and painful with the twisting of old griefs and pains and shocked relief, and Obi-Wan says “I assume I’m going to be arrested?”

One of the men, who wears the rank of a Commander, takes of his helmet and asks, “Permission to speak freely sir?”

“Granted, forever and always.”

The man beams, and answers; “Then with all due respect sir, there is no way we’re going to arrest you.”

“Are you sure? I did just beat the Chancellor of the Republic to death.”

“Abso-fucking-lutely. Everyone on the Guard wants him dead within their first week here.”

“Thorn put your helmet back on, we’re not safe unless that law’s enforced.” Someone snaps and a different Commander approaches, leading Master Windu and Master Yoda. His shields are beskar-strong, but judging by his voice Obi-Wan would bet he’s glaring at Thorn.

“I’m feeling a bit spiteful.” Thorn grins and Fox gives that familiar huff that usually means the trooper in question is rolling their eyes underneath their helmet.

“Don’t look at us like that we’re not locking you up either.” Mace says dryly when Obi-Wan looks at him. “I will however, make sure your Padawan gets mindhealing sessions if I have to drag him there kicking and screaming myself. He’s overdue anyway.”

Obi-Wan winces but agrees. Quin hadn’t found solid proof of Palpatine grooming Anakin to be his Sith apprentice, but the information he had found made him suspicious. And once he read that, Obi-Wan can see a lot of things that support it.

Windu pulls him into a hug, startling Obi-Wan. The other Master doesn’t often want a lot of physical contact, and for him to initiate hugs is unusual. He sinks into it.

“Do you know how Quinlan is? Bant had to take him to the Halls.”

Windu shook his head. “I’ll ask.”

“To the Temple we will go after, inform everyone, and let you see your friend.” Yoda adds.

“Vos?”

Obi-Wan blinks at the stern commander. His shields are still thick but every single one of the other Guards are radiating concern and Obi-Wan wonders if Quinlan started this investigation because it was the Guard he wanted to protect.

“He found the information on Palpatine and brought it to me. He was seriously injured and delirious when I left him with the Healers.” The Commander twitches, just barely visible, and Obi-Wan asks, “I’m sorry, I don’t know your name?”

“Commander Fox.”

“Vos looked out for us.” Commander Thorn adds when it’s clear Fox isn’t going to continue. “He did his best to keep civilians off our backs, brought us bacta, snacks, and sweets when he could, tried to make us laugh. He’s our jedi even if it wasn’t official. But we haven’t seen him in weeks.”

Obi-Wan nods in understanding, then turns as Mace looks up.

“He’s in a coma. I can tell you more on the way, I trust the Guard but I don’t want to say this in the open.”

“I’m coming.” Commander Fox states and Commander Thorn nods.

“And perhaps a couple of the men. So we know how he’s doing?”

“I was going to ask one of you if you wanted to come. One would probably be best for now, I don’t know if the Healers are allowing visitors.”

“Just Fox then. I’ll watch out for our vode.” Thorn knocks his forehead gently against Fox’s, murmurs something none of them can hear, and leads the rest of the Guards away. The Jedi and single Commander push through the crowds and pile into a transport.

“Details Mace.”

It’s a sign of how serious it is that Mace doesn’t respond to the tone with a raised brow or eyeroll. “The gangrene is too serious; they have to amputate his leg at the knee. They aren’t sure how far he fell to break it that badly, but they know it’s been untreated for days. Best guess is he was running from someone and couldn’t find a place or the time to take care of it. He’s got some bruising and infected cuts on top of that which makes things worse, but they’re pretty sure they can deal with those. However. He’s not responding well to the healing. It’s not physical, it’s something mental. They aren’t sure what happened.”

Obi-Wan takes a deep breath and exhales shakily. Mace grips his shoulder till he stops quivering and asks slowly, “Do you have any idea what exactly happened the past few days?”

“He was almost completely out of it when he got to me.” Obi-Wan murmurs. “He, he said a lot of bad things about himself and a few things that reminded me about how some people talk about the Force. You know, when people call us or our skills unnatural. He wanted to protect someone, I’m not sure if it was the Jedi or the Coruscant Guard or someone else.”

The rest of the ride is quiet and tense.

*

Cody meets his general and general Windu at the hanger and finds himself, once again, relieved he’s wearing his armor. He’s not sure he’d survive his general finding out about the highly inappropriate reaction he had to the sight of his General beating up the Chancellor of the Republic on behalf of the troopers. His only consolation is the fact that he’s absolutely sure all the vode that aren’t asexual had the same reaction.

He is surprised to see Fox there, he hasn’t spoken to him in too long, and when he had Fox had been exhausted and tense. He’s been getting worried. He falls into step beside Fox as Obi-Wan updates him on the situation and waits till there’s no one near their group and murmurs, “You can take off the helmet if you want Fox. I promise they’re safe.”

Fox pauses, then yanks off his helmet almost violently. There’s more grey in his hair than there was last time, and a pair of scabbed-over cuts on his cheekbone. He looks like he was tired to the bone last week and hadn’t gotten any sleep this week.

“Fox-”

“Shut up.” Fox snaps, almost quiet enough to be missed by the generals, and Cody hesitates but thinks of Fox coming here to check on a severely injured jedi and decides to wait.

The Healer tells them that they can see Vos, but that they must be quiet and keep calm. The handful of Cody’s men that followed him wait so it’s Cody, Fox, Obi-Wan, and Windu that follow the healer into the room, Cody to offer moral support to his general as needed.

“Commander!” The healer yelps in alarm as Fox pushes past her, stripping off his glove and reach for the General’s limp hand, and Cody thinks of Obi-Wan using a rare order to keep Marrow at a distance and wonders what the hell Fox is thinking before Vos twitches, bare fingers curving towards where Fox has his fingers laid gently on his palm.

The healer scowled and examined the machines Vos was hooked up to. “The rest of you, no touching. Keep calm. You,” she pointed at Fox, who ignores her, heartbreak plain as day on his face “don’t move.”

Cody stays near the door, watching. Obi-Wan’s eyes have flicked towards Fox a couple times, but mostly he’s focused on General Vos. Windu is the opposite. The healer finishes examining the machines and holds her hand above Vos’ forehead, before making quiet excuses and leaving.

She comes back with Healer Eerin who preforms the same examination. “Anything wrong?” Obi-Wan asks.

“I don’t think so but I’m staying for the next 20 minutes to watch.”

It’s twenty minutes later that Healer Eerin kicks all of them out to eat except for Fox, who she brings a chair for. “I don’t know why, but your presence if helping him heal. I’m sure you have things to do but if it’s possible for you to stay a little-”

“I’m not leaving him.” Fow states, and Cody thinks of General Vos’s words on the bridge and heartbreak that hasn’t left his face and thinks oh.

They leave the door open when they go just for a bit, and Cody can tell Obi-Wan had the same idea as him because there’s concern and something that could become anger on his face. General Windu’s as inscrutable as always but Cody’s heard enough from Ponds to know the man takes threats to the jedi seriously. He shushes his troopers outside and waits.

“I’m sorry.”

It’s enough time that Cody had wondered if Fox was gonna stay silent and the shaking in his voice alarms him almost as much as the words. “I didn’t mean it I promise Quinlan. It was just a bad day and I snapped I’m sorry. You force-damned idiot it must have been days to find that and get so injured you know the Guard would’ve done anything they could for you even if I was being an asshole, you think Thorn didn’t smack me around the head when I told him? You’re our jedi Quinlan and we need you to wake up, I need you to wake up I can’t apologize properly if you’re sleeping, please, the Guard’s lost too many people please don’t let us loose our crazy jedi too.”

Fox is crying by the end of that, shaky sobs that scratch his throat, and Cody hits the panel to shut the door and turns to the two jedi.

“Well that answers that question.” Windo states. “I think the Commander will be there a while.”

“If it helps Quinlan heal I can’t speak against it.” Obi-Wan muttered. He slumps into a chair, exhausted. “It’s been a day. Who wants to eat?”

“I do.” Cody says. “And then I want to head to the barracks and make Thorn tell me what’s been going on with Fox, because I feel like I’m missing something important.”

*

Things get better after that, some slowly, some quickly. The Separatists decide it’s in their best interests to surrender to General Kenobi, and the war wraps up quickly with some planets staying separate and many arrests in the leadership (interestingly, a lot of crime groups that deal with jedi more than they would like to also decide to go clean after that footage. Who’d’ve thought?). The troopers learn about their new home with glee and throw themselves into learning how to be things other than soldiers with a mix of joy and apprehension. It takes time for the Coruscant Guard to be fully comfortable with their other brothers, but it’s something that the rest of the troopers work on furiously when they learn how hellish Coruscant had been for them. Anakin gets so much therapy (as do many other people) and the Jedi use time they have now that the war’s over to start distancing themselves a bit from the Senate, trying to ensure that they can’t be forced to lead an army again.

Fox is there when Quinlan wakes up, asleep and holding Quinlan’s hand and there are tears and apologies and promises. The Guard cheers when they get their general back because they love their crazy jedi as much as the other battalions. And the clones and jedi start to heal together.

#protective rage obi-wan fic #attack of the plot bunnies #why does writing always take longer than I think this poured out and it was still a while I should be in bed but no #the plot bunnies #anyway enjoy #quinlan vos #commander fox #quinlan x fox #probably codywan too but no details here so #star wars #clone wars #no order 66 #cause you know palps isn't giving that from beyond the grave #this is just a fun little fic please don't take it super seriously #jedi #clone troopers #obi wan kenobi #bamf obi-wan #death to palpatine #forgot to add that the idea of madam nu having a squad of troopers came from jocasta jones and the librarian clones #its be papook on ao3 and absolutely wonderful especially if you're a librarian

[kcrossvine-art]

whats crackling? whats snackling? in the near future, possibly YOU! This next one might be good for those of yall who dont have big kitchens. Today on our cooking review revue is Golden Hill pears from the Redwall Cookbook- 

(for crackling and snackling purposes you can find the original recipe at the bottom to follow along)-

MY NAMES CROSS NOW LETS COOK LIKE ANIMALS

SO, “what goes in to Golden Hill Pears?” YOU MIGHT ASK

sugar

water

4 medium pears (peeled, halved, cored)

ground allspice

As you can guess by the ingredients, golden hill pears are just caramelized pears. Am a huge fuckin fan of caramelized stone fruits- peaches, pears, plums,- but contrary to my normal method of using an oven to achieve the desired syrupy goodness, this recipe calls only for a little sauce-pot and lid! 

AND, “what does Golden Hill Pears taste like?” YOU MIGHT ASK

If you've had caramelized fruit before you'll get the gist, however, these are on the higher end in terms of taste 100%

The allspice is such a brush of warmth and comfort

Tastes like cuddling the person you love in front of the fire

Caramel taste is even throughout

Would be so so so good paired with a nice pulled pork stew

And warm apple cider would be perfectionx2

A fulfilling end to a fall season that passed too fast

. Where pear halves called for, strained and used canned pear slices (0% added juice) . Where sugar called for, used fine granulated sugar . Tripled cooking time for initial caramelization

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Go fucking hogwild with the allspice honestly, i used about 2 soup-spoonfuls of it and couldve still probably done more. its up to personal preference but its damn good.

Also; cooked way more evenly than youd think. Once the initial caramelization was done each 'batch' of pears cooked pretty quick.

SO, it took me about 3 tries to get this right as the book describes itself. My first mistake was letting it get to a golden brown color, as the book says you should, because by the time the sugar and water is that color alone in the pan, it is already way too late and is going to burn by the time you add the pears in. You need to add the pears in a bit earlier than whats going to feel right- when the mixture becomes a strong yellow-ish color id say?

The second time, because the first try had burnt, i tried lowering the heat/going against the books advice and stirring throughout. In all previous times ive caramelized something it was good to get some motion in there, so i figured if it burnt before maybe the issue was too much heat and no movement. This didnt work. This instead somehow created massive sugar crystals which over the period of about 30 seconds (once reaching temp and adding to the pan) quickly hardened and had to be chipped away until it broke off the spoon and the pot. Im not a scientist i have no fucking idea.

It mightve tasted good and been a cool cake topper but at this point we were 40 minutes in with no delicious pears so we werent wasting time with tasters.

Third attempt; corrected from previous mistakes. Watched the saucepot like a fuckin HAWK, didnt stir or disturb the pan, had it on medium heat for about 21 minutes until it started turning yellow, added the pears and allspice in immediately, covered and simmered it. I had 2 cans of pears that i strained and patted dry of excess fluid, so with 2 seperate batches for the one pot. I think the second batch came out richer but there wasnt too much a difference. Both came out lovely to eat with the syrup drizzled over top.

All in all, from deciding to make them to having them in my belly, and subtracting failed attempts, id estimate it took about 30 minutes? It would be longer if you prepared the pears yourselves, along with the cooktime for them probably, but its not neccesary for this recipe.

It tastes fuckin good and would be excellent in living situation where all you have available is a portable hot-top. I could see myself making it again now that i know what visual cues to look for.

I give this recipe a solid 8/10 (with 1 being food that makes one physically sick and 10 being food that gives one a lust for life again.)

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Ingredients:

3 tablespoons sugar

4 medium pears, peeled, halved lengthwise and cored

Generous pinch ground allspice

Method:

Put the sugar in the bottom of a heavy saucepan and sprinkle 2 tablespoons of water over it. Cook over medium heat without stirring until the mixture reaches a golden brown caramel, about 7 minutes. (Swirl the pan if the caramel colors unevenly).

Standing back, pour in 1/4 cup of water, taking care as it will spit.

Add the pears and allspice to the pan, cover and simmer until the pears are tender, 10 to 15 minutes.

Use a slotted spoon to transfer the pears to a serving dish. Raise the heat and boil the syrup vigourously for 1 minute.

Pour the syrup over the pears and serve immediately, or let cool and then chill before serving.

#cross cooks redwall #food recipe #caramelized #digital art

[rosysugarr]

a genuine note for folks who hate dream and the dream SMP and get mad at people for enjoying it and the non-Dream creators from it

I know yall probably get a lot of hate mail and threats, so I just wanted to offer a genuinely informational post to help clarify some things so that yall can make more informed decisions in how you respond to seeing people discuss these creators.

A huge bulk of Dream SMP fandom does NOT like Dream. Actually, a lot of us have hated him for a while now. We do not like or support that dickhead.

The associated creators you're mad at us for liking also no longer like or support him, for the most part. Many of the people you're mad at us for liking have dropped him and have been doing their own projects for quite a while now that have nothing to do with Dream at all. Some of them even openly mock him now. They're on your side when it comes to Dream.

Not every Dream SMP creator is a racist white guy. There were actually a few, though not as many as there should have been, POC, women, and trans people of varying gender as well.

Technoblade was an incredibly kind person who has all too recently passed away, and seeing yall talk shit about him really fucking sucks when we're still recovering from that loss. You don't have to like him, but at least don't be a shithead towards someone you never knew and who a whole lot of people are in agony missing every day.

For my own blogging habits: Ranboo is also an incredibly kind and caring person who donates all of their donations to charities each month, and who is nonbinary and gay and has long-since abandoned any association with Dream.

BASICALLY, the gist I want to convey to yall is this: please, please do not automatically assume anyone who likes the Dream SMP likes or supports Dream, because, more often than not, we hate him just as much as you do. The creators we support are totally separate humans who are doing their own projects now without his involvement whatsoever, and I'm sure they wanna be separated from his image as much as we fans want them to be. And I feel like yall deserve to know that in your effort to shit on the fans of the "racist white man," you're also shitting all over POC, queer, and trans creators and their fans as well.

#please reblog this to get it to the right sets of eyes #i'm tired of seeing this shit on my dash #rosychatter #ask to tag

[toasts-httyd-hyperfixation]

Alright i can't decide so y'all are fixin to do it for me

I have several things i wanna work on but i cant pick one to do so ive been doin none of em

Options are

Redoing the Httyd Timeline and Ages post i made a while ago. Its all mostly accurate and the things not explicitly stated in canon i still stand by, but i found a couple other things to add in, and overall its a lil messy cause its from when first started making longer posts, so it could just do with an overhaul to clear it up a bit

Im trying to go through and make a Full AU list, with Name and a summary of what its about, so i can actually talk about em here, as well as sorting all other AUs out properly. These were all talked mostly via the Discord Server, so its literally sorting through whats gotta be hundreds of thousands of messages from over the course of >1 year. Which its great because ive deeply enjoyed talking to everyone ( Shout out to the Discord Buddies, Love yall, you're the Best🫶🫶) but my god, i should have kept on top of it lol.

This one i don't know if anyone else even really is interested in, but y'all are getting it eventually regardless, because ya know you can't stop me from making posts here, no matter how much yall may want to sometimes (Toothfull my beloved <3). Anyway the gist of this one is, idk if its just me, but a lotta times when i hear ages in a book, i understand it, but it doesn't really connect. So i like to go and find other characters and people that are the same age, especially in like movie or shows, where i can look at people that are the same age and go "Holy Shit, they're just babies" or such as the like as that if they're older (Mostly in Alvins case, that man is not as old as a lot of yall probably think he is, or maybe you don't, who am i to say what you do or do not think)

Number 4 is essentially the same thing as number 3 but height related instead. I just like making visual comparisons for a lot of these things, cause it helps put things into perspective, as well as its nice for like drawing and stuff.

This ones just Goofy. I have several sillier ships that ive had over the years, some that just fall into crack ship territory. Some of them i do actually think would be cute/sweet, others are just for the sake of going "Could you fuckin imagine". So im making a poll, much like this one, with a brief explanation, and then yall get to vote on em. I dont know if itll be for the Worst, The best, Which One is y'all's favorite, i dunno, but its gonna be something.

And then the last one i can think of is, i really don't know how to explain it, but it's talking about how, in my opinion, the Vikings view of hiccup is being accurately portrayed? Like, that's a really bad summary, but i can't think of how to explain it better so, this is kind of a vague, mystery option

Anyways, those are the options i got for now

Im probably forgetting something but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Everything'll eventually got done

So with that said

#httyd books #httyd #how to train your dragon #how to train your dragon books #not putting as many tags on this since its not really a Post post #Also this should say what i *try* to work on next #cause lets be real there is no guarantee im gonna be finishing it before switching to something else lol #i do not control the Adhd‚ i am simply bound to its will #anyways

[milksnake-tea]

hey guys 🙈🙈🙈 semi vent under the cut but it's an explanation for my recent lack of activity

idk if yall have noticed or if im just paranoid but i'm really really sorry for the lack of activity as of late (esp since i haven't really been putting that much writing out lately). i would chalk it up somewhat to school, but it's also because rn i might ???? actually idk i might be in a depressive episode or smth because i can't find joy in writing rn or like i'm getting too critical of myself and so nothing i write makes me satisfied or proud of it. maybe im getting burnt out from school. maybe i need to stop treating this blog like a job. maybe i should stop making promises or comparing myself to others. idk. but YEAHHH thats basically the gist of what's happening, idk when i'm going to bounce back but i really hope i can bc god lord i love this blog wayyy too much to dip. justt sigh maybe i'll try doing the quests in hsr that i haven't yet, w penacony in i think the inspiration might hit me again, so idk !!! just that's the reason why i havent been that active, again i'm really sorry for that. maybe i should just stick to making silly drabbles LMAOOOO OKAY THANK YALL FOR LISTENING FOR THIS YAPPING SESSION 🙈🙈 HOPEFULLY ILL GET BACK ON SCHEDULE SOON

#announcement 🏵️ #semi vent #tw vent #kinda

[minquiec]

songs that I've convinced myself are abt jipunk

Cause I'm utterly mental and I need more content abt them for myself so like I'm gonna list out all the songs I have abt them with specific lyrics that especially tickle that certain part of my brain heehehhaahahahhh

Some remind me more than others so I'm gonna put a 🍊 next to it

might update this as I go yauayyayayy

seasons - wave to earth 🍊

this is THE song for them

- 'If I could be by your side, I'll give you all my life, my seasons'

- 'I can't be your love, because I'm afraid I'll ruin your life'

i wanna be yours - artic monkeys 🍊

tbh this is just my fav song of all time

- 'secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide then I thought'

london boy - taylor swift 🍊

c'mon yalls self explanatory KAKAK

- 'you know I love a london boy, I enjoy walking camden market in the afternoon'

yellow - coldplay 🍊

I caNNOT believe I forgot about this song until like recently and I heard it and I was like 🤯

- 'I came along, I wrote a song for you and all the things you do'

- 'and you know, for you, I'd bleed myself dry'

- 'cause you were all yellow'

[remember how I said in my other post how if jia was a colour she'd be yellow yEAAH THE STARS R ALIGNING]

mine - taylor swift 🍊

there's. quite a lot of taylor swift in my playlist HAHS this leans more to modern au but it can still apply generally

- 'do you remember we were sitting there by the water? you put your arm around me for the first time'

- 'you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter, you are the best thing that's ever been mine' [HEAVY ON THIS LYRIC]

sparks fly - taylor swift

yes taylor again

- 'you're the kinda reckless that should send me running, but I kinda know that I won't get far'

paper rings - taylor swift

yes YES TAYLOR THE THIRD ONE IN A ROW THE THIRD WEEK IN A ROWW

- 'I hate accidents, except for when we went from friends to this'

I miss you - soyou 🍊

THIS SONG cause it reminds me more of the in every lifetime thing they have going on

[transl lyrics from good old google search]

- 'did you go round and round to come to me? this love is unavoidable'

- 'even if I'm born many times, wherever you hide, I'll find you'

- 'let's never separate again, beside me, don't go away'

daisy - wave to earth

- 'my daisy, it's my happiness to run into you'

can you see my heart - heize

there's not rlly a specific lyric this song just makes me sad HAHSHA

pasilyo - sunkissed lola

ik this is more of a wedding song and they wouldn't rlly get yk MARRIED but STILL I LOVE THIS SONG SO SHH

kisame - rhodessa

very jia pov based

[transl lyrics from google]

- 'but why are you so far away? can I be yours?'

lover - YES TAYLOR SWIFT AGAIN LEAVE ME BEEE 🍊

- 'have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years?'

- 'can I go where you go? Can we always be this close, forever and ever'

binibini - zack tabudlo

also habang buhay I love that song too

boyfriend - ariana grande

THIS MOSTLY APPLIES TO HIGHSCHOOL AU BUT IG IT WORKS FOR ATSV TOO?

- 'you ain't my boyfriend, I ain't your girlfriend but you don't want me to see nobody else, I don't want you to see nobody else'

- 'damn, baby, I'm a train wreck too, I lose my mind when it comes to you, I don't want a smile if it ain't from you'

- 'cause I know we be so complicated, loving you sometimes drives me crazy'

in your time - lee suhyun 🍊

I LOVE this song it's so sad and angsty but anyways this song is mostly for like,, the sadder aus like jade coin or grim swallow

[transl lyrics from google]

- 'after meeting you once again, I'm find the pieces of you that have been erased'

- 'I'm holding onto you, I'm still living in your time'

- 'I'm afraid you're still waiting for me'

here I am - jo hyun ah

same gist as in your time, sad songs -> sadder aus

[transl lyrics from google]

- 'I'm lost looking for you'

- 'here I am, always in the same place'

- 'still I am, waiting for you'

katawaredoki - radwimps

LITERALLY AN INSTRUMENTAL ANYWAYS

summertime sadness - lana del ray 🍊

this song literally makes me so sad for no reason but this is mostly abt uhh jade coin au

- 'kiss me hard before you go'

- 'I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight'

- 'think I'll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky'

stay with me - chanyeol, punch 🍊

SO obsessed w this song

[transl lyrics from google]

- 'my heart’s beating it goes, when I look at you so close, I’m finding it hard to breathe, even when you’re not around'

- 'my heart was heading towards you'

- 'feels like I’ve loved you from a long time ago'

- 'the other half of my being'

daylight - david kushner

for grim reaper and swallow au *throws up blood and tears*

- 'oh I love it and I hate it at the same time, hiding our sins from the daylight'

paruparo - sugarcane 🍊

THIIIS SONNNGGG props to oomf for introducing and translating LITERALLY THE WHOLE SONG I literally can't get this song out of my head rn

[transl lyrics from aech1gwen on tiktok]

- 'you are my past, present and future'

[I'd copy and paste the entire lyrics if I could but for technical reasons I'll just put this one cause AAYGEGGGAGGQ 💔💔💔]

kumpas - moira dela torre 🍊🍊🍊

I haven't even known this song for half a day and im already gonna cry over it recommended by the same person who transl'd paruparo for me :))) godsend fr (I'm literally about to cry)

[transl lyrics from aech1gwen sent thru DMS ueue)

- 'I didn't think you would arrive suddenly without warning'

- 'you are my compass when I'm lost'

- 'even if you aren't aware you have saved me many times now'

[HEAVY ON THIS ONE AUGEHGEH]

- 'in an instant, I had changed. I can't bear to be away from you'

- 'you are my first and last'

[IM LITERALLY GOIGN TO CRY AUDINFHCHEB ID POST THE WHOLE SONG IF I COULD BUT YK]

timeless - taylor swift 🍊

this song is so good

- 'The kind of love you only find once in a lifetime'

- 'and somehow I know you and I would've found each other'

- 'in another life you still would've turned my head'

- 'so even in a different life, you still would've been mine'

- 'story of a romance torn apart by fate'

- 'hundreds of years ago, they fell in love like we did'

- 'and I'd die for you in the same way'

桃花诺 - G.E.M

non eng love songs are so 😢💔😨🤧🙏😭❓❓🕯️💥🚶🏌️💥🥲

cupid's chokehold/breakfast in america - gym class heroes

THIS SONG IS CUTE IDK the song just loves the gf sm and it's so ☹️☹️💔

- I mean she even cooks me pancakes and alka seltzers when my tummy aches' THIS LYRIC IS SO CJTE TO ME IDK WHY

- we even got a secret handshake and she loves the music that my band makes'

- 'if I had to choose her or the sun, I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun'

- 'i can tell by the way she says my name'

- 'but I know as soon as I get home, and I take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor, she'll be back in my arms for sure'

[THE WHOLE SONG TBH ITS SO AJSJJS ☹️☹️☹️]

the night we met - lord huron

Holy shit this song hurts me

- 'i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you'

- 'i don't know what I'm supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you'

stars burn out - cykim

Pls go listen to this

OKAY I think that's all for now unless I missed some which I probably have cause of my big age 🏌️

#jipunk

[canismaxim-games]

Surprise!! The revamped demo is HERE

it's still just a first draft demo, there are passages that aren't fully written but i've tried to leave a small summary so that readers can get a gist of the situation. There could be bugs, but *hopefully* everything is working as it should! it's about 27,000 words in total so hopefully its enough to tide yall over till the next update

Happy playing! maybe have tissues at the ready XD

#werewolf noir #werewolf noir demo #interactive fiction #if game #twine #itch.io #its so basic rn im working on making it look better and actually having stats and stuff #i just don't have the brain energy for that type of coding rn #hope yall enjoy #pls be nice aflksdjfl;aksdj

[melodyofthevoid]

the way y'all are handling ocean idiots is actually kind of inspiring me, because i have Ideas but i feel pressured to turn it into a whole blown Thing when all i want to do is just have fun with it, because every artist/writer/etc ive seen does it that way.

yall are the first people ive seen who are just trying to Vibe with your blorbos and it makes doing the same thing feel more achievable to me. god bless

PS larus is my favorite. love the little skrunkly bird man. also can i steal yalls powerpoint idea 🥺?

PSS i assume everyone else working on ocean idiots will see this bc yall are mutuals, but in the event that they dont, could you please forward this to them? because i want them to know that theyre indirectly inspiring a random person with their Just-For-Fun-Creation as well >< many thanks

Aw, anon this is incredibly sweet. I sent your message along to the others before I got around to this answer both because I wanted to make sure they saw it, and because I wanted to respond to this in a way that really reflects my gratitude.

It's honestly so tempting to start making ideas "a thing". I didn't really understand that until the last couple of years and let me tell you, there is a lot of pressure to do that. People like projects! They like updates! They love seeing the progression of a story and getting invested in that. I absolutely understand why people leave comments like "this should be a webtoon" or "you guys should make an animated series". In a perfect world, that'd be a dream! The temptation to do that and establish a base is also attractive because it can really form a base that gives numbers and comments, which artists of all stripes thrive on (myself very much included).

But what most people never really see is the downsides of that. From their perspective, a one episode animatic, a chapter or two of fic or few panels of a comic, isn't a lot. It's kinda disappointing, and I get that. For the creator though, there's any number of reasons that things fall apart. Personal differences with friends amplified by the stress of expectations. Creative burnout. Shutting down due to the sheer scope of the undertaking. These are all real, and it sucks to deal with.

For me personally, I know I do want to tackle trying to write more of ocean idiots, maybe even try to nanowrimo this shit (not in an actual month but you get the gist). But that's just me. If it bums me out or I put it to the side, then that's just my personal project to pick up later. If we tried to make it a series, then we'd deal with the stress of trying to keep up a schedule on top of lives (college, jobs, personal lives, etc). It'd take the joy out of these characters we love.

Some of the most fun I've had in the past few years I've been writing and creating has just been fucking around with my friends. Throwing silly au ideas back and forth and exchanging art and fics for no one but ourselves. There's a genuine satisfaction that comes from it.

Not everything has to be a big production. Artists don't make their magnum opus every time. They draw shitposts and write crackfic and make funny edits. It's healing to have something silly, something fun just for you, and to share it if you want. That can connect with people, great! But it can also just be for you. I could go on a whole tangent about social media and the commodification of attention/art but that's not really what we're here for.

I hope that whatever you create, anon, that it makes you happy. That it brings a little joy to your day. That you can have that thing you share with maybe just your closest friends to play with. Lord knows I need to remind myself of that too.

#melody rambles #also yeah man make that powerpoint #I love making slideshows they're so fun #it's quick easy communication #on a serious note for just the tags I have seen when making a Whole Thing™ goes seriously wrong #it can spiral out of control in several ways #the person in charge can keep dreaming bigger while demanding more from those working to make it happen #never listening to advice on keeping things in scope #it can drive people to the brink as they try to manage whole projects with some flaking out due to various reasons #it gets stressful. it gets rough #not to say that making a project isn't a fulfilling experience. It totally can be! #finishing fading reflections was an awesome achievement for me! #It's a challenge that can help you grow as an artist. #hope this finds you well anon #this really made my day

[allkinds-oftrash]

The Crown S5E1 Commentary:

Non-Spoiler Gist - It was a good first episode, I am mixed about some of the casting but I'm going to chalk it up to the transitional period of it and I just need to get used to them. I was really surprised about the new Prime Minister.

Spoilers Under The Cut:

The way I got so emotional seeing Claire Foy again as Lizzie 🥺🥺

The transitional scenes crack me up I dunno why it just feels very meta

This report feels like an lie - who in the WORLD thinkd he's modern, young and empathetic??? OH COS DI WOULD BE QUEEN SJKSKDJD Ahhh the second honeymoon is a PR stunt yikes

I don't know how I feel about Elizabeth's Diana. Like obviously she's older and jaded so the vibe is different I dunno something feels off

Charles and Diana are being friendly??? Oh there he is Chucky being a dick

Awee babey Harry AWWW THE BOYS WANTING TO GO SHOPPING WITH THEIR MOM

It's all a lie Lizzie they aren't a happy couple at all.

Johnathan's voice as Phillip is SO OFF It needs to be steeper "A replacement" Lmao they're not talking about the boat anymore

Ohmygod they're playing Mariah!! I love that Diana is having the time of her life with her boys as she should!

Oop the article is coming I need to find this paper

Oooh is that the new Anne?? I kinda miss Erin already hdkdjd

What is so damming about this article omg Don't say no to Anne lmao do you want to die sir Lmaooo she's gonna see it eventually they can't hide it from her forever LOL THEY WENT TO PHILLY FIRST DJDKDKD Despite my issues with him, I do love his devotion to Lizzie

Not Chucky planning a pseudo coup ndndjd

Okay the new Anne has the voice down I need her more snappy This moment between mother and daughter is cute I'll give them that. Oh helloooo Tim hahaha

"How come I never noticed" "Cos you're married" LMAO I'm shook the guy playing Tim looks just like him

Not Charles and his pseudo coup Him complementing the PM sjdkdkk yall are boring white dudes calm down Lmaooo "It's instinct for renewal and it's willingness to make way for someone younger" Are we thinking of the same Conservative Party Chucky??? Chucky you're not Edward though. God the delusion of this man

Leslie is a vibe as Margaret But I swear the Queen Mother looks like a new person every time dkdjdkd

Lmao Lizzie is sussing them out Damn Martin is hot?? Granted all the Martins were shsjks I NEED to find this article and I wanna know what the journalist was on lmao

HE'S SIPPING HIS TEA LMAO after she told him abt the article Jesus she is NOT asking for funding for a ship?? Yesss Johnny tell her I'm very conflicted by John Majors he's so right in both of these convos but he's also a TORY 🤢🤢

Lizzie you sound like a spoilt rich person please shut up "Service I've given this country" 🤡🤡🤡 Okay Lizzie okay.

Hohoho Dominic West in a kilt??? He's an asshat for cheating on his wife but damn does he look good

Philly shouldn't be going this hard on a ship

John Majors is gonna be the Royal Fam's babysitter and therapist this season it's so funny please. John Majors is so right in this episode I can't even Peter Morgan HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME AGREE WITH A TORY

Literally me agreeing with everything John's been saying this ep:

#The Crown #The Crown Season 5 #The Crown Spoilers

[abbystanaccount]

Hi! So long story short i never played the games but i'm (almost) fully aware of the story and watched the first game's playthrough recently to remind myself of it before watching the hbo series. Idk who else to ask this so I've decided to ask the abby stans of tumblr bc i feel like i can trust yall's opinion bc i personally don't understand the abby hate 😭 I never watched a full playthrough of the 2nd game bc before I could, I saw ppl saying it was terrible and not worth my time. I know the gist of it, I've seen clips of all the big events and I know the ending etc.

But now that my tlou interest has been revived with the release of the hbo series, I've been trying to figure out why ppl hated the second game sm.

Ok so my question: is there like a summary of the discourse that was happening after tlou pt.2 came out? Like an objective non-homophobic summary somewhere that I could read? Or anything! I know how late I am to all this but googling this just gives me homophobic reddit threads. I saw ppl saying that most ppl actually just thought the story was bad and ppl hating it bc they thought it was too "woke" were the minority. Which idk if I should believe.

From what I've seen the story seems compelling. The idea that if we saw the entire story through Abby's and her father's eyes, we'd most likely hate Joel and Ellie. I like that! I could see why some ppl would hate it bc it's a very depressing idea, to have been rooting for ppl who were not the heroes after all. But I don't think that's why most ppl hated the game? Am I right?? Ughh sorry for the long ask. But my head is spinning trying to figure out wtf all that discourse was about 😅

I actually wasn't around in the fandom before TLOU 2 came out, I heard a little about it and played the game in July/August of 2020, so I missed most of that.

But yeah, major parts of the game got leaked months before release and incorrect things circulated about the plot and things got very toxic. But yeah TLOU 2 is about seeing the a story from two different perspectives and getting you to care or at least understand a character that you're initially supposed to hate.

Some people don't like it because they still hate Abby for killing Joel no matter what the game showed, some only care about Joel and Ellie and don't want to open up to any new characters, some thought it was too dark and bleak or didn't like the way the story was told, there's a few different camps.

#asks

[howelljenkins]

hey kal i have a question hope it’s not weird. i got accepted for an internship (with like a really good renowned assoc so it’s not like anything shady) and they said in the email if i like accept the role they’re giving me to reply and I did but it’s been like a week and they still haven’t replied to me. i sent a follow up/reminder email kinda yesterday and am still waiting on a response. should i like idk go any other way around this? or do anything else?

if you have the contact info of anyone else you interacted with (interviewer, recruiter, etc etc) def reach out to them and just be like “heyyy excited to start my internship w yall but havent been able to get in touch with anyone regarding confirmation and further information abt my role lmk if u can help me out 😁” more formally ofc but u get the gist. if u dont have anyones contact info follow up w another email again tmrw if u still havent received a response. also sometimes ppl list their contact info in their email signatures so u could check past emails to see if theres another way for u to reach them. if u wanna be cheeky abt it u could say u rly need confirmation because u have other offers lol but that might come across wrong so dont do that actually

#answered #anonymous

[versadies]

Not me completely forgot about part 2—💀💀💀Wha??? I(me??) came into mind when your adding Scaramouche in the series???! Lmao that's dope! 😎😁

The cool thing about reader is that you made them gn!reader. So... I read reader as my Oc Kaoru who is genderfluid.. 👉👈 Bro can be handsome while my girl can be pretty or both!! ^^ How is this relevant to my rant? Let me tell you now. 😳

Poor Chisato... I feel so sorry for her but I'm glad she finds out— She deserves the truth and does not deserve any of this!! 😭 💔 It brokes my heart to see her just,, trying to process the truth and crying from her wedding day?? Like girl, LET ME GIVE YOU A HUGG 😭😭😭😭😭

NOT HER APOLOGIZING— GIRL NOO!!! You don't apologize to anything!!!! It's Ayato 😠😠😠 (Which I won't accept obviously 😒) but he needs to apologize to YOU!!! Girl, your so strong keeping these emotions to yourselves.. And now your crying outside outside your own wedding party...

I'm honestly glad reader and Chiisato was there to comfort each other and support each other— Like, that part?? Bro Dan for real I cried a little the thought of both of those 2 just hugging and crying and women supporting women (Kaoru being a women today at the wedding party) 😭😭

Okay I'm not making sense anymore,,, but you get the gist already—

In the end, Chiisato has to go back to the party like nothing happened but Ayato... 😳 🔪🔪 If yeah going to be Chiisato's husband at least be self aware of her feelings!!! 😡😡😡 The sad part is that she learned the truth from reader!! Your ex!!!

Honestly let's just make reader and Chiisato date and they'll both fall in love at the process and Chiisato runs away with reader— AND!! MIDYATO WILL BE SAD MWAHAHAHA!! 😈😈😈

... I'm getting ahead of myself, okay the part where I cried alittle Kaoru and Chiisato hugging and crying?? Yup, Dan— you did A fantastic job. It shows that your writing has powers to make readers having FEELINGS!!

I'm scared what your planning on the next chapter.. But exciting as well! :D

Thank you for this wonderful series you made.. I'm not really smart with my words to express how much I love it (and hate Ayato) but thank you! Your a talented author and I wish you a happy day/afternoon/evening!!! ❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

ooo ur oc sounds interesting :DD !! and poor chisato indeed 😭😭😭 i felt bad for her while i was writing the terrace scene 🗿🗿 and i super agree w you, reader should just end up with chisato and live happily w/o ayato /j 😈😈😈

omg i feel honored that im able to give you and hopefully other readers have feelings from reading my works 🫣🫣🫣 honestly im scared on what yall gon feel about chap 8 bcuz its 10k words so lets just hope for the best 😨😨😨😨

im very flattered w ur kind words, tysm <333 ur asks are enough for me to know how much u love evermore and i wish u a happy day as well 💗💗💗💗💗

#— ( chatting with penpals 😌 ) #— ( about . evermore )

[mossmurdock]

MOSS WHAT IS LETHAL COMPANY I THINK MY FRIENDS WERE PLAYING IT THE OTHER DAY AND THEY SAID ALL U DO IS WORK AT A SHITTY COMPANY 😭😭😭

OMG RIKO!!! i love this game but honestly ive only played like twice so im no professional myself

but!! that really is the gist of the game lmao just working for a shit company and trying to survive LMAO BUT ALSO there's like monsters and stuff !!! basically you and your little crew are working for a company thats like collecting scraps so yall travel in this little ship from planet to planet to go into these buildings to search for those scraps and trade em in for cash!! (and theres a profit quota yall have to meet in a certain amount of time;;;;,,,,,,OR ELSE😱)

but yeah its super super cool im really into it!! you can scan the monsters and they'll be put into this little log!! IF U CAN GET IT YOU TOTES SHOULD

#I HOPE I EXPLAINED THIS OK LMAO #its really great but it is also super scary just as a warning! like u get chased by so many things #moss answers

[byhuenii]

⊱☆⊰ RULES OF THE ROSE

these are my rules and the basics. if you read this ILY everyone should be reading them even though i know some of yall dont. so if you are reading this and want to send in request add you favorite song in it so i’ll know xoxo!

RULES OF THE ROSE GARDEN

01 - Requesting

when you request please know that i mainly DO FLUFF and SLOWBURNS and COMDEY. i’m not an expert in angst because i really do suck at writing angst and while i’m writing this i’m currently in school so please do note that i will be in and out of writing these fics. please don’t be demanding it’ll make me hate writing whatever i’m writing. my writing is for fun and it’s a gift, if i hate it, it wont turn out good. pick ur poison you want a good fic or do you want a terrible fic?

02 - x reader

YES i do x reader or x oc or x yn. those are basically everything i do that a lot since i’m the most comfortable and like those the most, SO SPEAKING ABOUT THAT i do not do character x character IM SORRY I HAD TO SAY IT. i will only do character x character if those to are TOGETHER CANONICALLY (ex. usagi x arisu, natsu x lucy, mj x spiderman) but if its a fan ship ION DO THAT. and for the genders of reader i do fem and gn, i can do male but it’ll be harder for me to right simply because i am not a male, i dont identify as a male, i can try but i assure you that if i do post something and it’s not how a male is im sorry. and again for the reader i will add nationality to them (ex. black!reader filo!reader mexican!reader japanese!reader) you get the gist! most of the time it’ll be up to ur interpretation unless i add that.

03 - smut/lemon

i do NOT write lemon smut or wtv you call it, i will write dirty thoughts but i don’t write smut, yes i’ll repost some and put them in my library but i physically cannot write smut SORRY. dirty thoughts at most and yall can send ur ideas and thoughts into my inbox and i can do small headcannons and dirty thoughts, what I can do are the ABC’s.

04 - errors & grammar

yes i know i’m in school but my typing can still be autocorrected into words i don’t mean to say, or i could make a typo, or i can have a bad grammar sentence, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don’t point it out. i seriously hate that, unless you are laughing at it IDM but pointing out and saying “you misspelled so and so. the grammar is actually so and so on so and so” I HATE THAT. don’t do that to me please 🙏. also i type in lowercase, even in arguments i type in lowercase itd just be in bold.

05 - writing styles

i have many different writing styles, i have those im comfortable with and those i’m not comfortable with. and if i have one im not comfortable with i’ll just tell you straight up “hey i don’t do this sorry, maybe something else”.

my favorite and comfortable styles . . .

fluff, comdey, slow burn, friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, roommates, rivals, brothers/sisters bff, smau, opposites attract, fake relationships, actors au!, childhood sweethearts

my loathed and will NOT write styles . . .

ABUSE, damsel/dude in distress, baby trapped, STEP SIBLINGS, stockholm syndrome

that’s basically all my rules…if i need to add more, more will be added but these are what i can think abt on the top of my head so erm yeah! and if you made it to the end i love you /p …anyways have fun in the rose garden library my loves! - xoxo, primrose

#masterlist. ˚‧ ୨ 𓆩 ♡ 𓆪 ୧ ‧˚

[derealfeelz]

Thoughts On 3rd Week (Kodoku’s Lilacs, The Life of a Flowstar, No. 106)

So far, I got the gist of it, I basically know what I'm doing and it's going well so far! I gotten pretty used to going home pretty early, but I won't exactly be able to meet new people really. It's at least nice coming back to take a nap until afternoon since I sometimes get a lil tired from staying up. 12th grade a 10/10, make sure to do your best both grades to get them three periods, depending on your school lol.

I think I might stop making these types of posts after next week. Reason why is because if I keep doing these weekly, it'll most likely be the same post everytime, and it might get repetitive. So instead, I might do these every semester, so there's more to post than "It's going well", that is if the week does go well. Hope yall have a good night, I should start preparing for adulthood, even tho I've said it multiple times and stuck to my childhood ways. Goodnight now!

Sincerely, Kodoku.

[watchedog]

WIDOW VERSE INFO UNDER THE CUT !

Becca’s widow verse will mainly follow her main verse with a few important alterations, to canon and my own headcanons about her life. tw for kidnapping, experimentation, and child abuse. 

          This verse will follow more closely the TIMELINE of 616, where Bucky was 10-11 when George and Winnie died and Becca was about 5-6 years old. Orphaned at a young age, with no other family to take care of them, the young Barnes siblings were good targets with incredible genetic potential. In 616 canon its said that Rebecca was sent away to a boarding school, but with no extended family and living in 1920′s depression era new york, who would have had the money to PAY for a boarding school? In reality, this is just a lie told to the young Bucky to keep him malleable to the government as a ward of the state when young Rebecca goes mysteriously missing under the watch of her temporary guardian. Without the personnel to search or the resources to care, the young Rebecca Barnes was put down as a cold missing persons case and filled deep down where no one would double check their work. 

            6 year old Rebecca Barnes wakes up, but she doesn’t remember going to sleep.  She blinks a couple times, eyes adjusting to the darkness and when she can finally see, she’s surrounded by young girls, similar ages to herself and wherever they are its FREEZING. Her first though is not where am I, but rather where is Bucky? she wraps her arms around herself, pressing her body back into the cold wall behind her, wherever she was didn’t matter because she knew she wouldn’t be here long, Bucky was gonna come get her and bring her back home.

               7 year old Rebecca now knew that more than half of the frightened faces she had seen staring back at her in that cold place were faces she’d never see again. The ones she could remember haunted her if she thought about them too long. But Becca didn’t think about them often because she had to focus on herself and being ok so that Bucky didn’t worry too much when he finally came to pick her up. Sometimes, at night, when it was safe enough to cry, she wept so hard her body shook- and when those people came to get the girls in the morning her face was red and puffy, but her eyes were dry as a bone. 

              8 year old Rebecca was growing up in the age of science, and these girls were the lab rats. Those who could still stand at the end of the day were moved forward in their training, those who could not weren’t thought about again. There was no need for making friends here, no one wanted to anyways- especially not Rebecca. If one of these girls stood between Becca and seeing her brother again, the wouldn’t think twice about what these people told her to do- no matter how much she couldn’t scrub it from the inside of her eyelids.

              At 10 years old Rebecca realized that Bucky was never coming back for her, and she never cried again. Today was the first time she had ever been told to kill another human being. She knew that they were being tested, trained, but she never thought it was for this. They put a gun in her hand and two people in front of her and told her to kill one. When she hesitated, both died, and she was beaten, and then they started over. She only hesitated once.  At 13 years old Rebecca only recognizes 3 other faces from that night, but its not like they’re close, she knows they’d kill her without hesitation if it meant staying alive, because she would do the same. 

            At 15 years old and she doesnt remember who she was 10 years ago, the memory of being a Barnes is all but faded, a deadly widow is all thats left. Herself and 10 other girls are chosen for an experiment, she’s not told what it is and it’s not like she has a choice, so she does what they say. They poke and prod, draw her blood and take tissue where they can without putting her out of commission. By the end of the tests and exams its only 4 other girls and herself that’s left, she doesn't let herself think about what happened to the other five, she doesn’t care. They lay her down on a cold metal table, her wrists and ankles strapped down, hard leather between her teeth so she doesn’t loose her tongue. She feels the cold point of a needle enter her spine just below her neck and moments later a searing heat spreads through her body before she blacks out from the pain. When she wakes up, the other girls are no where to be found, but she can guess what happened. 

              At 16 years old her strength is something no other widow was go against. By the time she’s 18, she’s on her 2nd pass through the red room and the world is starting to change, her along with it. By the time she’s 25, she’s going through her 3rd pass, but there’s someone knew, a man she doesn’t recognize, not that there’s a face to see anyways, hidden behind goggles and a cowl. This man is not from here, but he’s strong and he’s fast and he almost kills her. This is where she needs to be, she needs to be stronger, faster, better than him- because if she fails again, there will not be another chance, no matter how few of those like her that there are. She will not fail again. 

#kidnapping tw #experimentation tw #child abuse tw #[verse / widow] : we'll never be those kids again #ahhh this is a little messy #but yall should get the gist #feel free to ask questions bc idk if this even makes sense #sadsfdgfhgh