#cycle 23

[topmodelcentral]

Courtney Nelson for Mordant Magazine

~ America (23) ~

#Courtney Nelson #ANTM #America's Next Top Model #cycle 23 #model #fashion #Mordant Magazine #editorial #pink #lace #jeans #corset #dramatic #hair #stunning #beautiful #gorgeous #fierce #eye shadow

[ellicottlibrary]

UPK - Cycle 23  (March 28-April 11)

Read The Mixed-Up Truck by Stephen Savage and explored animals with the database  PebbleGo.

#upk #cycle 23

[incognitopolls]

We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.

#polls #incognito polls #anonymous #tumblr polls #tumblr users #questions #polls about the body #submitted nov 23 #periods #menstrual cycle #menstruation

[fjordfolk]

being part of dog health fb groups is great because it really broadens your horizons and gives a lot of context across breeds and teaches a lot of nuance in interpretation

and sometimes it lets you go 'holy heck im not in your breed but if i were i wouldnt touch ur programme w a 10 foot pole and a kite'

#hear me out bitch born in jan 21 #1t litter in dec 22 and another in aug 23 - so back to back cycles totalling 8 puppies #THEN at age 3 xrays hips and the balls not in the gd socket and theres pronounced calcification and deterioration #like great job ma'am. if your dog had a chance at a normal qol you took it away. #population wide screening for HD is important for the sake of your lines future but maybe even more pertinently #breeding a female with moderate+ hips is NOT UNLIKELY to cause irreversible damage to those joints #you se a LOT of bitches suddenly get hip screened after their 1st or 2nd litter because #the added weight and physicall toll from having puppies (including muscle loss) suddenly makes them symptomatic #and then you can't take that back. the puppies may or may not be better off than their mother - hips are complicates - but the die is cast

[0809sysblings]

sometimes I think about how denial and avoidance are so incredibly integral to the nature of DID and how that plays into how Mikoto is dealing with all this. learning and being exposed to "just" the truth can be so stressful and traumatizing. it's kinda fucked up how vicious of a cycle it can be.

dissociation is triggered by stress (duh). those with dissociative disorders or otherwise significant dissociative symptoms will be much more prone to dissociating as a first resort. so what happens when the cause of your stress is having to face the fact you are severely dissociative? to face the implications of this? to accept that this is your reality?

you dissociate when you have to face it.

you dissociate from the reality that you are dissociative, which just worsens the dissociation. which makes it more obvious. which makes you dissociate even more. which makes it more obvious. which—

Mikoto becomes so stressed when he is confronted with the existence of his dissociation that he immediately starts dissociating to cope, causing John to front. I really can't blame Es for not telling him anything. they have no fucking clue what they're doing. they can't tell Mikoto he has DID and is part of a system and that John is an alter or else Mikoto will just dissociate and probably switch out, making the convo meaningless if they can't even keep Mikoto, the alter that actually needs this information, grounded enough to be able to remember it and process it. it's a very very difficult situation to navigate. not to mention Es is a 15 year old with extensive amnesia of their own. they have no experience with this and no accessible conscious experience when it comes to most things.

like it's really just a lose/lose situation here. Es keeps this information from Mikoto to try to avoid putting any more stress on him but then he continues to live in the dark and stays confused, which can be stressful all on its own. or Es tells him to try to help Mikoto begin to understand what the hell is even going on and he becomes so stressed he switches out. and with what John said to Es, about how if all this stress doesn't ease up Mikoto could "disappear" (go dormant), I bet they're even more hesitant to tell him. alters can't die, but with Es' seemingly limited knowledge on the subject, I wouldn't be surprised if they conflate "disappearing" with death.

someone just needs to put a request in for a DID specialist or something at this point—

#rambles #Milgram #Mikoto #Es #tbh they werent even meant to be a big part of this ramble but they ended up wiggling their way in #mikoto posting #save this 15 and 23 year old from this hell cycle

[harbingersecho]

WODtober 5 > In the Shadows "by the pricking of my thumbs, something wicked this way comes."

#vampire the masquerade #vtm #lasombra #wodtober #vamptober #mine #art #*23 #rafael vargas #thats me peepaw (: #alt title 'dont fuck with an old gay catholic lasombra' #this old man can fit so many issues in him. and also cause so many of them in others #break the cycle? lol. how about 'get on top of the cycle and then perpetuate it myself'?

[serpitude]

WHAT THE FUCK IS A KILOMETER🦅🇺🇸🦅🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🦅🇺🇸

#cycling #vuelta '23 #sepp kuss #my beloved #i actually don't like the us but you have to make exceptions now and then

[sportsallover]

(x)

#😁 #cycling #mountain bike #road cycling #world champs #world champs 23 #polls #Thomas Pidcock

[vacancy90]

Video dedication to Mathieu's 6th CX World Championships victory in Tábor 2024 🌈

#dutch national kit made him glow #i'm still processing last weekend and the races #it's got something mythical and magical and leaves everybody stunned #seeing him this close again #this one's for matje and his distinctive 23/24 season hairstyle #mullethieu you'll be missed #mathieu van der poel #my video #cx tabor 2024 #rainbow matje #cycling

[topmodelcentral]

Binta Dibba for Shuba Magazine

~ America (23) ~

#Binta Dibba #ANTM #America's Next Top Model #cycle 23 #model #fashion #Shuba Magazine #editorial #group shot #couple #dramatic #Zaya's Wardrobe #New York #black #white #fur #eye shadow #sultry #pretty #stunning #beautiful #gorgeous #fierce

[ellicottlibrary]

Kindergarten Cycle 23 -  (March 29-April 11)

Read Alphabet Rescue by Audrey Wood and continued reading Magic Tree House #1. Learned how to look up a book title in the library catalog then write down it’s call number. 

#Kindergarten #cycle 23

[stpansy]

im indifferent to ppl liking mcr more than fob like whatever it’s just personal taste but i just saw an mcr fan say that fob’s post-hiatus music has just been an attempted cash grab and nothing more. and im about to start killing

#look i love mcr but you could not sound more hypocritical #if you think four albums + full tour cycles can be reduced down to a cash grab then by that logic mcr’s 22-23 tour is definitely one #and I DONT BELIEVE THAT #but that’s how you sound #ummm ok i have to go to bed yall are pissing me off #fall out boy #fob

[throughtrialbyfire]

slowly putting together outline of the solitude arc!! very very excited for it bc its letting me flex my horror muscles a bit >:3

#bishop.txt #cycle of the serpent #i have index cards with scattered notes and now bullet points #time to actually make this into an actionable plan #ive never been a plotter i wrote a ~180k word fic in high school purely from mental notes #i regret it now bc i dont remember what i was thinking as i wrote it #and im not repeating that mistake #also thank you for 23 kudos on CotS!!!!!!!!!!!! i keep meaning to say that!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH kissing all of u who left kudos on the forehead

[laniidae-passerine]

Honestly I think Dean Highbottom has some shit to answer to as well. The mockery, the derision, the outright admittance that he was hoping Coriolanus would fail and the Snow family would continue to suffer. How someone who loathed the Games still treated a young man with cruelty because of the past, because of social divides that would be so easy to tear down. In the end, it wasn’t just Gaul who shaped Snow into the man he became. So bitter and hateful. So incapable of compassion and forgiveness. Just like his father. Just like his Dean.

#like yeah there were a lot of things questionable about Snow even before he was chosen as a mentor in the games #but like. damn. you didn’t even consider the idea he could be better than his father did you? #the way kindness could have unravelled some of the hate in Snow’s heart #listen to me tell you the horrible things your father did. listen to me tell you that you can be different. you are not the past. #the divides between us do not truly exist. look at the weapon in your hand. it is real. and it can do real damage #but if you never hate someone - if they never fool you into letting violence into your heart - they can never make you use it #it breaks my heart. how could you hate a ghost so much that you’d kill a child. I don’t know. but the Dean does. and so does Snow. #the cycles run and run until somebody stops. and burns some bread. and shares berries. and takes an arrow. and says no more. I love you #it is difficult. it could hurt me. it could be the very last thing I do. it may not even serve me well. but I love you. I love. always. #how pathetic hate makes you. how strong love makes you. like staring at the Dean and staring at characters like Haymitch #like two substance abusing men who know the system inside out. who are complicit. who are victims. both embittered and angry. #but one saw a child and decided to punish him for the past #and the other saw a child and decided - okay. it’s been 23 years. my heart hurts. I want to give in. I want to hate you. I want to not care. #I’m going to care anyway. I’m in so much pain. It’s killing me. I’m going to care anyway. about you both. it won’t be perfect. but I care. #and I’ll be here through hell. and I will fuck up. so fucking badly. because I’m still addicted and angry and god knows I have suffered. #god knows these hands are bloody and they always will be. but I will keep coming back. I will keep trying. I will still love. #and in the end I will write names in a book that belongs to you and I will find a little bit of peace in a house where the sun shines #and the geese make ridiculous noises in the yard. and love will have seen me through. #HAYMITCH YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS I LOVE YOU MY IMPERFECT DARLING #dean highbottom #coriolanus snow #the hunger games #a ballad of songbirds and snakes #haymitch abernathy #thg #abosas #suzanne collins #SHE WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS

[serpitude]

this vuelta is truly working hard to get their own netflix show. maybe a bit too hard. please stop. it's only day four.

#cycling #why is so much happening in so little time???? #how are the rest of the weeks supposed to work??? #vuelta '23