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hatchetno1 · 3 months

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hey hatchet!! hope youre doing okay, could i request some angsty romantic headcanons between ticci toby and a gn!reader? maybe like if they argue about toby's behavior and whatnot

hey there darling! i’m actually doing great, and i hope you are too! i absolutely love the sound of this request, so here we fucking go (disclaimer i am not an expert on his MULTITUDE of conditions, which practically make up his whole person atp)

arguments about Toby’s behavior are not uncommon.

Toby was born with multiple diseases and disorders; though he doesn’t know his own past, you figure that if his parents did even a little less for him, he would be way worse off than he is now. in fact, you’re pretty sure this is as good as it could get.

but oh, there are so many things you simply do not love about this man.

his CIPA (congenital insensitivity to pain with anhidrosis) prevents him from feeling pain, and as such he has not felt pain since he was born. as such, completely lacking the concept of pain and never remembering that others are susceptible to it, he is often a little too rough with you, not just in bed. sometimes, he grabs you just a little too hard, and it gets to you.

you know he is as dense as he seems, but just in case, you hope hard that he never realizes you’re slowly becoming distant from him. you simply can’t do it, not with his roughness and lack of reverence on your body.

and oh, this is just scratching the surface of his behavioral issues.

Toby is also diagnosed with BPD (borderline personality disorder). this is what you consider to be the worst part of his behavioral issues.

you had the misfortune of ending up as his favorite person (though in his defense there are not many others around him so his poor mentally ill brain pretty much has no choice).

you talk to the cashier at 7-11 for a millisecond too long? suddenly as you walk out, Toby is gone from where he was waiting for you and when you look back, the cashier’s gone too. but you know somewhere behind the store, the poor cashier’s blood is being spilled.

and even if you need just a small something from his fellow proxies, they’re not immune either.

though, you have to say, you prefer asking a random person instead.

because even though tim and brian may be punished by Toby, you feel like you are the one being punished the hardest.

he’ll give you the cold shoulder and guilt trip you and manipulate you.

it’s to the point you don’t think you know what a normal relationship feels like anymore. are boyfriends supposed to be loving? or are they supposed to scowl at you, go silent and cold the moment they notice you talking to someone else, even if it’s absolutely necessary?

and so you do the only thing you can do to rebel: argue.

you first start out gently, chiding him when he does something he’s not supposed to do. you correct him and explain to him why it’s wrong.

but you’re not sure if it goes through to him at all. you genuinely cannot tell, between his desperate apologies right after and the blatant repetition of his behavior.

for a while, it’d just been the apologies and repetition. though you disliked it, you soon came to realize that it was better than apologies, repetition and THEN arguments, guilt tripping and manipulation.

“why can’t you just love me for who i am? do you not love me after all? i was right all along. you’re desperate to get rid of me.”

and the truth is, you are.

#ticci toby #ticci toby x reader #tobias erin rogers #toby rogers #ticci toby headcanons #creepypasta fanfic #creepypasta headcanons #crp #crp fanfic #ticci toby x you #ticci toby angst #hatchet writes

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cvsette · 5 days

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not very #clean coquette gen z coolgirl big-city girlboss of me to be hobbling around the grocery store cause I stepped wrong and my hip joint rebelled against me but sometimes 2018 boogie boarding accidents you got into because you had to get high to go to the beach with your family in a relatively modest bikini because of your eating disorder will do that to you

#sitting on a gummy vitamin bottle at work is also not very clean girl ballet core queen of me #but the pain is better than the weird itchy restless tension feeling #at least I’m finally going to a doctor about it 6 years late because I just now have health insurance #personal

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antifainternational · 2 years

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Different Anon, but thanks for providing the link. Just ordered a Hoodie ☺️

I've been looking for a baseball cap with the logo but only if the proceeds go to Antifa. Found some on Etsy a while back but can't tell if the accounts are actually associated with Antifa.

Would you happen to have a link?

Not sure specifically about ball caps, but here is our list of:

The Best Places To Get Antifa Gear

We frequently get asked where the best places are to get a hold of some antifa gear - stickers, patches, shirts, flags, hats, etc., etc. The best place is always going to be from an antifa crew, because then you know the money raised is going to support antifa actions. Here’s a partial list of places we’d recommend: The International Anti-Fascist Defence Fund (International) La Horde (France) CRACstore (Japan) Rose City Antifa (Portland, OR., USA) Berkshire Antifascists (Berkshire, UK) AFA Ireland (Ireland) Brighton Antifascists (Brighton, UK) Brighton Anarchist Black Cross (Brighton, UK) AFA Nederland (Netherlands) Antifa Sacramento (Sacramento, CA., USA) Dywizjon 161 (Poland/UK) 161 Crew (Poland) Hunt Sabs Association (UK) Screwston Anti-Fascist Committee (US) Revolutionære Antifascister (Denmark) Next up would be places that are actually businesses but ones that are run by antifa and support antifascist groups to some extent. Some that immediately spring to mind:

United Rebels Fire and Flames Disorder Rebel Store Disgusted Youth Calton Books Freedom Press AK Press Black Mosquito OPOR Streetwar True Rebel Sab Cat

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writer59january13 · 2 months

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Galley slave to obsessive compulsive disordered behavior announces...

Fore score minus xv orbitz ago from being centenarian

strong contractions forced me

to pass thru cervix,

buck naked bare lady,

I ranked as only grandson sharing

same surname as Aaron,

(mine paternal grandfather)

me the sole heir –

foreshortened to Sol Aire

evinced scrawniness then (as shown

via ultrasound), which at birth

became crystal clear,

unbeknownst to parents

obsessive hidden compulsive predilection

pronounced with social anxiety affliction

manifested later in life,

whose mental health of mine,

would find me at sea

schooled in counting fish,

where I did flounder with anguish,

nevertheless as newborn human being,

the propensity with panic attacks

a decade plus years in future

whereat yours truly

would wallow in despair

meanwhile bundled cuteness

ranked as excelsior,

though said infant

extremely agitated and fussy,

I possessed unusual fear

witnessed in scrunched

and furrowed brow

slightly resembled

quirky pissant outlier

tipping the scales

courtesy old fashioned

analog needled gear

greater or lesser

than seven pounds

(minus or plus a few ounces)

with a mass of (the following feature fabricated)

dread fully locked hair,

otherwise a gangly sack

of many lovely bones,

whereat obstetricians

could not help themselves but jeer

thus upon exiting

birth canal found

yours truly anxiously twirling loose

kinky follicular fibers according

to medical records prevaricated,

courtesy poetic character sketch, whose trademark embellishment endemic beginning to end of poem, (your job dear reader to distinguish fact from fiction)

reasonable rhyme now resumes

along current frayed thread

stitching baby me finding strands of hair wrapped around fingers

surmising in retrospect, I felt bored

without access to world wide web

infant versus aging baby boomer

expressed at early stage individuality,

and nonestablishmentarian stance

sporting knotty harried styled

swiftly tailored quasi/pseudo dreadlocks, gave Medusa a run for her money

(before they were in vogue)

tough as hemp cord

an anomaly, which

no app could compare,

boot nonetheless highly adored

and valued more than fine spun gold

resembling inimitable

indestructible filaments,

when taut could lift

off the ground a board

dill low, which no reference

manual could address

even topnotch experts

queried, could not explain

outrageous constituent rare

peculiarity the likes

never seen before,

though still insured,

a novel boot nada

so critical freak

of nature ma lord

hirsute component

partitioned in a triple tier moored

substantial pressure upon noggin,

entwining, looping, spilling somehow

interweaving insync with umbilical cord

into a mass of whirled

wide webbed wear suitable for

four seasons, which bamboozled,

grew like Kudzu

into an immense

globular mass galore

'bout the size of Rhode

Island) after one year hoar

more, and wove in part

from stem cell threads, nor

ceased proliferating after birth placenta

accrued intact and immediately put in cold store

room, a by very peculiar product

tinged with strands

of strawberry blond hair

evoking how lioness would roar

cocooning, contriving, and conveying

this tiny dude into self concocted

hermetically sealed giant spore

miniature mummy, who without doubt

looked like a lady

bug hide entombment

able to survive thermonuclear war

as a minor subsequent repercussion

the downy side understood,

impenetrable forest

filched countless growing years,

without jesting, when

figurative messed hair em scare em

bedlam reigned as a supreme nest

sans shrieking obsessed

invisible hoodlums

broke free their electric kool

aid acid test

from maximum security solitary

confinement investment

for naught busting andirons

weighing down with reinforced

steel trap door cladding

didst not bar

compulsive banshee

like imps of thee pervert,

but merely slow down

minuscule limbs

emulated a hitchhiker thumb

upon will could assume

Alaska Bull Worm sized Albatross

shaped anchorage) unsinkable (short

term) screaming, rebelling, quaking,

atomic sized banshee beastie boys,

et cetera with fiery zest.

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etsyee · 2 months

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emergentcounseling · 5 months

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Your Body Will Rebel

Think of something that recently made you upset. Where do you feel it in your body? Many of us have stopped living inside of our bodies because we are afraid of feeling. Instead, we live in our minds where negativity and distortion dominate.

Your body will say what your mouth won’t say. I recently told a friend that I hid my struggle with anxiety for years because I knew people would label me and judge me. She exclaimed, “you don’t seem like someone who would get anxious.” I took the opportunity to educate about mental health, and the impact traumatic stress can have on the mind and body. I suffered from symptoms of anxiety in silence to protect myself from judgment. My body rebelled and started to tell my unspoken stories in the form of stomach ulcers, heart palpitations, and fatigue. I liberated myself by making a conscious effort to unlearn the crap I was taught about emotions and prioritize my mental health. Just in case you are wondering, there are Pastors, Psychiatrists, Lawyers, Nurses, Therapists, and Judges suffer from anxiety and other psychiatric disorders. Anyone at any time can experience traumatic stress and develop an anxiety disorder. No one is immune.

Brainwashed!

We are victims of societal conditioning; we were taught as kids that emotions are ‘good and bad,’ and encouraged to suppress, fear, and avoid the bad ones. The thing is, most of us were never taught how to manage traumatic-stress, or that it is the underlying cause of many mental disorders. Furthermore, most of us were never told that familial dysfunction leaves an imprint on our psyche. We were also never taught that suppressing our emotions would send our body into rebellion and manifest itself in the form of autoimmune diseases, aches, high blood pressure, stomach issues, and agitation.

The Pretenders

People are walking around feeling depressed, anxious, suicidal, lonely, inadequate, and unworthy, and they are pretending. What’s most disheartening is that because of ignorance, and fear of judgement, some of these people are terrified to seek help. Don’t get me wrong, I get it, it’s easier to pretend than face the stigma that comes with admitting that you need mental health treatment. It’s especially challenging when family members or friends view mental illness as a demonic trait, weak spiritual connection, God, or a sign of weakness. Please understand that your mental health is your responsibility!

Lessons

1. There is a chemical component to every emotion

2. Your body stores your emotional pain

3. What you avoid and suppress will persist and may develop into a severe mental disorder

4. Your mental health is your responsibility

5. There are numerous forms of therapies that don’t require you to reveal your trauma

6. You have over 70, 0000 thoughts per day and need to practice good mental hygiene

7. If you don’t take care of your mental health, your body will rebel

Is your body rebelling? Get Help!

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swldx · 10 months

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BBC 0428 1 Jul 2023

12095Khz 0357 1 JUL 2023 - BBC (UNITED KINGDOM) in ENGLISH from TALATA VOLONONDRY. SINPO = 55445. English, dead carrier s/on @0357z then ID@0359z pips and Newsroom preview. @0401z World News anchored by Sue Montgomery. France's interior minister says there's been a "downturn" in unrest on a fourth night of rioting, with 471 arrests compared with 917 the previous night. But further violence has been reported in several French cities, notably Marseille where 87 people were arrested. Rioters looted a gun store in the centre of Marseille, France's second city, and took away some hunting rifles but no ammunitions. The US State Department on Friday released its long-awaited Afghanistan After Action Review report, which found that both the Trump and Biden administrations’ decisions to pull all US troops from Afghanistan had detrimental consequences, and details damning shortcomings by the current administration that led to the deadly and chaotic US withdrawal from that country after nearly two decades on the ground. Brazil's Supreme Electoral Court has voted 5-2 to bar ex-president Jair Bolsonaro from running for office for eight years. Mr Bolsonaro was found guilty of abusing his power ahead of last year's presidential poll. He had been accused of undermining Brazilian democracy by falsely claiming that the electronic ballots used were vulnerable to hacking and fraud. Earlier this year, researchers raised eyebrows when Australia's traditionally conservative medicines regulator approved the use of psychedelics to assist therapy sessions. The decision will see psilocybin, found in magic mushrooms, used for treatment-resistant depression. It will also allow MDMA, known as ecstasy in tablet form, for post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). María Corina Machado, one of the few opposition leaders left in Venezuela, won’t be able to hold public office for 15 years. The US State Department has criticized the move. In India, at least 25 people, including three children, were killed and eight others injured when the bus they were travelling in caught fire on an expressway in Maharashtra in the early morning. The UK government's deal to deport asylum seekers to Rwanda risks "downgrading" UK foreign policy, a former cabinet minister has said. A final report by a United Nations Group of Experts, published earlier this month, concluded that the Rwandans were supporting the M23 rebel group which is active in the neighbouring Democratic Republic of Congo (DRC) and is subject to UN and US sanctions. Hollywood's actors union and major Hollywood studios agreed on Friday to keep negotiating through mid-July, staving off the immediate threat of a second labor strike in the entertainment business this summer. @0406z "The Newsroom" begins. 250ft unterminated BoG antenna pointed E/W w/MFJ-1020C active antenna (used as a preamplifier/preselector), Etón e1XM. 250kW, beamAz 315°, bearing 63°. Received at Plymouth, United States, 15359KM from transmitter at Talata Volonondry. Local time: 2257.

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avatar216 · 1 year

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More Tropes and Things I hate

Daddy issues. Yup, I’m really starting to hate characters who have daddy/mommy issues. I don’t get why so many MMCs need to have them, especially in romance novels. I feel like cheering everytime I find a book where the MMC doesn’t care about their dad’s opinion of them to the point of whining every couple chapters in their head or to someone else. I won’t lie this is something I find irksome about MCU Loki and Netflix Lucifer sometimes. I know both Odin and God suck as fathers but it doesn’t stop me from sighing at the characters’ fruitless efforts. I more so hate when creators give God Loki daddy issues and other insecurities when he’s farely self-confident, down right brazen arguably, perhaps has less self-preservation than MCU Loki, and definitely isn’t as emotionally vulnerable besides showing anger. I know people say that this trope is common because a lot of people don’t have a good relationship with their fathers, which I do get but I still prefer drama steming from others like not agreeing on certain things or getting over their shared bad history. I rowl my eyes when the MMC tries to seek approval from A-hole daddy by trying to be the perfect son or trying to rebel against AD by being reckless and stupid and having a Pikachu face in response to having to be saved. Nevermind the ones who try too hard to be the opposite of AD. I honestly mostly hate the whining consistently in their head or otherwise to someone usually the FMC. I see you Farrendel Laesornysh from the Elven Alliance series.

FMCs have to hate wearing dresses/skirts/no talk of why dresses might be favored practically. This is a bit complicated but let me try to explain. I’m someone who prefers wearing dresses and skirts to pants. I’m not small chested/waisted, so pants/shorts often ried down and that’s just uncomfortably embarrassing, so in warmer months I wear dresses/skirts. Nevermind it makes going to the bathroom somewhat easier. I’m mentioning this stuff because I see a lot of books shitting on dresses and women who wear them. Women can kickass in a dress. I read a book where the FMC used her heel to stab somone while running in a skirt and I loved it. I know people say we need more tomboy characters and I understand why, but I want to find more books where the heroine isn’t comfortable in pants because they just don’t fit her butt right to stay up, she actually has to go to a bra store or online because she doesn’t wear a size or style easily found at Walmart, thinks skirts and dresses fit and hide things better than pants and they don’t go around their whole leg comfortably. Dress wearing isn’t all about dressing up since there are casual dresses and not all women wore dresses that went to the floor historically, which I sometimes hear people saying in movies, books, and online. When I say I hate FMCs who hate wearing dresses I mean I hate this i’m superior to women who prefer wearing dresses and their just lying about not liking pants attitude I see sometimes in fiction and online.

Casual/inappropriate {incorrect} use of the words Narcissist and Codependent. I’ve seen this in a couple books and some fanfics and I can say I hate it every single time without exception. I find it to be a DNF worthy offense too. The Duke Sebastian in the Duke and the Lady by Jessie Clever just casually labels his mother a Narcissist when it makes no sense for someone in that time period to use that word like that, let alone a Duke. It took me right out of the story. Nevermind all the other inaccuracies like useing the words hello, okay, horse back riding, and mate among others. In other media I think creators and audiences confuse NPD with the casual usage which is more so based on the Greek figure than the disorder, which is unfortunately named after him. That’s why we get Loki being described as a Narcissist because he fell in love with a female version of himself I think. I honestly wish they would change the name of the disorder. I hate people using this word casually and I do and will continue to unsob from and DNF anything tasing around psychological labels like they’re lollipops without any consideration to real people even if it’s a psychologist doing it because I’ve begun really not liking certain psychologists over the past few years of researching positive psychology among other things on my own. As for codependent I hate this term because it’s not actually a clinical term. It’s a term that comes out of addiction recovery circles originally. Melody Beattie originally used the term to describe enablers of addicts who would “sacrifice” themselves in helping their loved ones usually by giving them money and spending maybe much of their time driving around looking for them in crack houses or bars to the point they were losing sleep, time, and other relationships in an effort to save/keep that person around. By doing all of these things among others they were considered co-DEPENDENT. Addicts are/were considered dependent, so a spouse/family member giving them resources that would enable them to get their stimulus of choice which would by extension be basically partaking in the SOC so they would be essentially counted as an addict/dependent themselves, which would be to their own detriment of course since much of their own resources would go to the SOC. They would be an addict/dependent by proxy, which is what codependent basically means. Codependent does NOT describe two people who would die for each other or are obsessed with each other to the exclusion of everyone else. That would be toxic INTER-DEPENDENCE. I’m looking at you Loki-Thor centric fandom for both words being used incorrectly in fanfics and meta. On page 35 of For Butter or Worse by Erin La Rosa, the heroine Nina uses this word to describe herself when there are no addicts around her and I just cringed and DNFed because I suspect the author did no research. Please people do your research before using these terms and others.

I grew up with/was raised by addicts, so I find the term Codependent to be insulting to my grandparents, my uncle, my mom, my sister, and myself because we should not be blamed and shamed for trying to help our family members. Hitting rock bottom is not the end all-be all of addiction recovery. Most people don’t have to fear every phone call wondering if someone is dead, especially if it came late at night or early in the morning but when I grew up this was normal,

#tropes #tropes i hate #daddy issues #narcissim #codepency #marvel fandom #rant #vent

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disorder-rebel-store · 8 months

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no war but class war. www.disorder-berlin.de

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medulancehealthcareservice · 1 year

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Health Checkups You Should Have in Your 20s and 30s

Going to the doctor for a health checkup may be the last thing on your mind in your busy lifestyle, but it is necessary for your later health. You never know, something apparently harmless can be an early symptom of something far worse. Early diagnosis is the key to saving health, time, and money in the future. If you’re in your 20s or 30s, you’re at the proper age to get these medical tests to assure that there is nothing unusual going on in your body. It is important to generate awareness about diverse health issues that men and women encounter and the significance of their early diagnosis.

Health and Medical Checkups for the Twenties & Thirties

Eye examination : You might not recognize it, but your average screen time has probably increased in the past few years. And this can take a severe toll on your eyes and can potentially impact your vision in the future, which is why it is important to get your eyes tested at the right time. An eye examination is a series of tests that assess vision and the ability to focus on and differentiate between objects. It is adequate to get an early diagnosis and maintain your eye health. Routine eye screenings can detect severe health conditions such as high cholesterol, high blood pressure, diabetes, and even cancer.

Diabetes check : Once you reach 35, you need to keep a check on your diabetes. Type 1 diabetes is autoimmune and signified by a complete lack of insulin where the body is attacking the pancreas. Whereas, with Type 2 there is a decrease in insulin production, the latter of which can be tied to weight gain or conditions such as Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS). Diabetes is generally tested with a simple blood test, which will give an understanding of your blood sugar levels. With the help of accurate results, doctors can provide guidance for diet and exercise, and also medications or treatments that help stimulate or manage insulin.

Dental checkup : Oral hygiene is the most ignored, yet, a crucial part of our health. Our teeth and gums start to rebel as we grow older. Tooth decay, bad breath, stained teeth, and gum diseases begin taking root, and if not addressed at the proper time, your dentist might have to start pulling out these teeth in the near future. So, it’s vital that you prioritize your dental health and schedule routine appointments with your dentist.

Also Read: Common Diseases Prevalent in Youth

Pap smear test : Pap Test is a screening procedure for cervical cancer. The cervix is the opening of the uterus, this test helps to examine the presence of precancerous or cancer cells on the cervix. It is advised that sexually active women should start getting regular pap smears from the age of 21. Cervical cancer is an increasing cause of concern, which is why it is important for women to get this test at least once every three years.

Mammogram : Mammography is critical for the early diagnosis of breast cancer. It is a screening tool that utilizes low-energy X-rays of the breasts to detect and diagnose breast cancer. Breast cancer is known to be the second most common cancer in women, after skin cancer, according to the National Cancer Institute. Women in their late 20s and early 30s should plan this test at least once every two years. Also, it is good to get mammography done even if your body shows no signs or symptoms of breast cancer.

Lipid profile test : A lipid profile test is a combination of experiments used to determine the health of the heart. It is performed to evaluate the risks of coronary heart disease or as a preventive measure based on factors like eating habits, diet, stress, exercise, and lifestyle. Lipids are the stored fatty substances in the body’s blood and tissues. Lipid disorders such as high cholesterol can lead to life-threatening conditions such as strokes and heart attacks, despite the reality that they help the body function normally. It is advised that adults who smoke, eat an unhealthy diet, are overweight, or avoid exercise should have their lipid profiles checked timely.

Urinalysis : Urinalysis is a normal urine test used to detect and manage a variety of disorders like kidney disease, urinary tract infections, and diabetes. In this, doctors examine the appearance, concentration, and content of the urine because abnormal results can indicate an illness. To check your overall health, urinalysis is advised as part of your routine medical checkup. Your 20s and 30s are perfect for getting this test. Apart from pointing out health complications, a sample of your urine can assist in pregnancy testing and drug screening.

Skin cancer screening : Statistics state that one of the ever-increasing and most common types of cancer across the world is skin cancer. It is adequate to keep your dermatologist on speed dial. Regular screenings can help detect parts of the skin that are precancerous or might create cancer someday. Early diagnosis is the key that can save you from this wide-spreading disease. It may be the most typical kind of cancer, but it becomes a lot easier to treat when diagnosed at an early stage.

Conclusion

If you’re in your 20s or 30s, make it a point to get your body medically examined on a regular basis, irrespective of whether you’re a man or a woman. It is essential to treasure your good health and do everything in your power to maintain that state.

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brandmauer · 2 years

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disorder-rebel-store · 7 months

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Che Guevara

Als Vertreter Kubas hält Che Guevara im Dezember 1964 eine Rede vor der Vollversammlung der Vereinten Nationen. In Militäruniform tritt er ans Mikrofon:

„Als Marxisten vertreten wir die Meinung, dass die friedliche Koexistenz zwischen Staaten nicht die Koexistenz zwischen Ausbeutern und Ausgebeuteten, zwischen Unterdrückern und Unterdrückten umfasst. Es gibt ein auch durch diese Organisation erklärtes Recht auf völlige Unabhängigkeit von allen Formen kolonialer Unterdrückung.“

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1928 wird Ernesto »Che« Guevara als Sohn eines Plantagenbesitzers in Argentinien geboren. 200 Familien aus Großgrundbesitz, Handel, Industrie und Politik besitzen dort praktisch alles, während die Mehrheit der Menschen in Argentinien in Armut lebt. Unter den indigen Wanderarbeitern wütet die Tuberkulose. In den Kohlegruben sterben die Arbeiter gewöhnlich mit 30 Jahren, die Lungen von Kohlestaub zerfressen.

Che Guevara politisiert sich

Che wächst in einem kritischen Elternhaus auf. In einem Liebesbrief an eine Tochter aus reichem Hause schreibt er mit 17 Jahren: »Die Summe des Elends ist zu groß, die Schuld dieser Klasse in die du hineingeboren bist, ist zu groß, als das ich sein könnte, sein möchte wie sie: Ich verspüre diese Schuld manchmal nachts als einen Alpdruck. Der Duft Deines Körpers kann nicht aus meiner Phantasie die Anklage verdrängen, die von dem Elendsgestank ausgeht, der aus den Slums herausdampft: Reichtum; nein, ich will keinen Teil daran haben. Ich will keinen Teil daran haben, dass diese Ungerechtigkeit fortbesteht.«

Als Medizinstudent reist er mit einem Freund auf einem Motorrad durch fast alle Länder Mittel– und Südamerikas. Das Tagebuch, das er auf dieser Reise geführt hat, ist 2004 von Walter Salles verfilmt worden. Che erlebt auf seiner Reise, wie US-Konzerne riesige Mengen an Rohstoffen und Profiten aus dem Kontinent ziehen und Regierungen ein- oder absetzen, wie es ihnen gefällt. Die Länder bleiben unterentwickelt und abhängig. Die einheimischen Herrscher verprassen ihren Reichtum oder schaffen ihn ins Ausland. Überall rebellieren Menschen, doch meistens ersetzt am Ende nur eine Clique die andere.

Che Guevara trifft Fidel Castro

1955 trifft Guevara in Mexiko den kubanischen Rechtsanwalt Fidel Castro (marx21 Nachruf auf Fidel Castro), der seine Heimat von dieser Knechtschaft befreien will. Che ist begeistert: »…in diesem Kampf gab es nur Sieg. Ich teilte seinen Optimismus. Es war unausweichlich, mit dem Jammern aufzuhören und mit dem Kampf zu beginnen.« Im Dezember 1956 stechen Castro und Guevara mit 80 weiteren Kämpfern in Richtung Kuba in See. Die Wirtschaft der Insel gehört praktisch den USA: Die US-Beteiligung an der Telefon- und Elektrizitätsversorgung übersteigt 90 Prozent, bei den Eisenbahnbetrieben macht sie die Hälfte aus, in der Rohrzuckerproduktion 40 Prozent.

Zucker macht 80 Prozent aller kubanischen Exporte aus. Das Pro-Kopf Einkommen war seit 50 Jahren nicht gestiegen. Zwei Jahre Kampf genügen, um das Regime des Diktators Batista zu besiegen. Am Ende besteht die Streitmacht der Revolutionäre aus 800 Guerilleros und zivilen Einheiten von etwa 2200.

Batistas Regime in Kuba fällt

Die Bauern unterstützen die Revolutionäre passiv, auch die Arbeiter bleiben weitgehend ruhig. Die Leitung des Kampfes liegt in den Händen der Guerilla-Führung, deren Kern aus Intellektuellen besteht. Batistas Regime ist so wenig verwurzel, korrupt und so schwach, dass der Widerstand gleich null ist, als Castro und Guevara in Havanna einmarschieren. Selbst die Regierung der USA glauben nicht mehr an Batista. Als wichtiger militärischer Führer übernimmt Che leitende Funktionen. Er wird Präsident der Nationalbank, Leiter des Instituts für Agrarreform und wichtiger Vordenker der »neuen Gesellschaft«.

Castro wird zum »Marxisten-Leninisten«

Die neue Regierung will Kuba aus seiner Abhängigkeit befreien, modernisieren und industrialisieren. Aber selbst wenig radikale Maßnahmen der Regierung wie eine milde Landreform gehen den USA zu weit. Amerikanisches und kubanisches Kapital wird von der Insel abgezogen. Dann verhängt die US-Regierung eine komplette Wirtschaftsblockade, um das Regime in die Knie zu zwingen. Eine eigenständige nationale Entwicklung gegen den Druck der USA und in deren unmittelbarer Nachbarschaft ist unmöglich. Die kubanische Führung sieht keinen anderen Weg als die Annäherung an die Sowjetunion. Castro erklärt sich 1961 plötzlich zum »Marxisten-Leninisten«. Die Führung der UdSSR sieht die revolutionäre Insel vor der Haustür der USA als Trumpf im Kampf der Supermächte. Sie nutzt die kubanische Wirtschaft zum eigenen Vorteil. Guevara ist entsetzt.

Das neue Kuba in der Sackgasse

Die Sowjetunion fordert Lebensmittel und Rohstoffe, fördert aber die industrielle Entwicklung auf Kuba nicht. Für Zucker zahlen die Sowjets nur Weltmarktpreise. 1963/64 muss sich die Regierung eingestehen, dass die Abhängigkeit vom Zucker so groß ist wie eh und je. Noch unter Ches Regierung versucht man, durch Rationierung von Lebensmitteln und Textilien Geld für die Industrie vom Lebensstandard der Arbeiter abzuknapsen. Mit Appellen an die soziale Verantwortung und die sozialistische Moral versucht Guevara, die Opferbereitschaft der Arbeiter zu erhöhen. Schließlich greift das Regime mehr und mehr auf Zwang und Autorität zurück. Kuba steckt in einer Sackgasse. Jetzt treten Ches Stärken und Schwächen klar hervor.

Che Guevara: Seine Stärken und Schwächen

Seine Stärke liegt in seiner revolutionären Überzeugung, seinem Internationalismus und in seinem Tatendrang. Während Castro versucht, den Spielraum des Landes zu erweitern, indem er Spannungen zwischen der Sowjetunion und China ausnutzt, will Che die Revolution ausbreiten. Che kritisiert die politische Führung der UdSSR, weil sie bereit ist, auf Aufstände zu verzichten, um das Gleichgewicht mit den USA zu halten. 1965 klagt Guevara die »sozialistischen Staaten« an, »Komplizen der Ausbeuter« zu sein. Obwohl die UdSSR keine von ihnen unabhängige Befreiungsbewegung tolerieren will, beharrt Che: »Wir können nicht aufhören, unser Beispiel zu exportieren.« Sein Motto: »Schafft zwei, drei, viele Vietnams« wird von der Studierendenbewegung aufgegriffen, die sich im Westen während des Kriegs der USA gegen die vietnamesische Befreiungsbewegung entwickelt.

Guerillakampf in Kuba als Vorbild?

Guevara versucht, aus seinen Erfahrungen in Kuba ein Drehbuch für andere Revolutionen zu machen. In Bolivien zeigen sich die Schwächen dieser Idee. Dort will Che das Fanal für den Aufstand der Unterdrückten in ganz Südamerika setzen. Er scheitert kläglich. 1966/67 fängt Guevara mit einigen kubanischen Mitstreitern an, ein Guerilla-Lager in Bolivien aufzubauen und Kämpfer um sich zu sammeln. Auf Bolivien fällt die Wahl eher zufällig. Der Ort spielt in Ches Theorie keine große Rolle. Guevara meint, dass Revolutionäre nicht auf die Bedingungen für eine Revolution warten müssen, sondern diese selbst durch ihre Taten schaffen könnten. Die Guerillas sollten einfach in einem begrenzten Gebiet mit ihrem »heldenhaften Kleinkrieg« beginnen.

In diesem Kleinkrieg würden dann Bastionen der Partisanen entstehen. Der Kampf würde die Diktatur zwingen, sich ohne Maske und in ihrer ganzen Brutalität zu zeigen und so die Gesellschaft offen in Herrscher und Beherrschte polarisieren. Die Reihen der Partisanen könnten dann durch Bäuerinnen und Bauern aufgefüllt werden. Immer weitere Gebiete würden unter die Kontrolle der Aufständischen geraten – bis zum endgültigen Sieg.

Doch die bolivianischen Bauern haben kein Interesse an Ches Kampf. Die bolivianische Regierung ist lange nicht so wurzellos und schwach wie es das kubanische Regime unter Batista gewesen war. Die Partisanen bleiben völlig isoliert. Regierungstruppen mit Unterstützung aus den USA können immer mehr Guerilleros umbringen. Nach einem Jahr ist der Kampf endgültig verloren: Am 9. Oktober gerät Che mit seinen Mitstreitern in einen Hinterhalt. Er wird gefangen und später erschossen. Hätte die Geschichte anders ausgehen können?

Die Schwächen der Strategie von Che Guevara

Während Ches bolivianischen Abenteuers streikten die dortigen Minenarbeiter – unabhängig von Guevaras Guerillakampf. Sie waren schon 1952 die Vorkämpfer einer Revolution gewesen. In seinen bolivianischen Reisebüchern bezieht sich Guevara zwar ein paar Mal auf die Bergarbeiter, aber er hält die Verbindung zur bolivianischen Arbeiterklasse nicht für zentral oder überhaupt auf irgendeine Art und Weise für wichtig. Und das ist eine große Tragödie, denn Che hätte sein Ziel der nationalen Befreiung mit den Klassenkämpfen der Arbeiterinnen und Arbeiter verbinden können, die immer wieder auf dem Kontinent aufflammten. 1969 regierten Beschäftigte für eine kurze Zeit die argentinischen Städte Cordoba und Rosaria. Ende der 1960er Jahre wehrten sich auch in Chile immer mehr Arbeiter. Das war 1970 die Grundlage für einen gefeierten Wahlsieg einer Koalition von Sozialdemokraten, Sozialisten und anderen unter Führung von Salvador Allende.

Guerillakampf statt Selbstbefreiung

Doch für Che lag das Zentrum des Kampfes auf dem Land. Das bedeutete zwangsläufig, dass der Träger des Kampfes nicht die städtische Arbeiterklasse, sondern die Bauern – die allerdings von städtischen Intellektuellen geführt werden sollten – sein würden. Guevara hatte seit den 1950er-Jahren immer wieder Texte von Karl Marx studiert. Er teilte mit Marx eine grundsätzliche Feindschaft gegenüber Ausbeutung und Unterdrückung. In seiner Politik wich Che aber von Marx Grundüberzeugung ab, das die Befreiung vom Kapitalismus nur das Werk der Arbeiter selbst sein könne. Guevara meinte, das revolutionäre Potenzial erwachse aus der absoluten Armut und der Schärfe der Unterdrückung. Es brauche nur die Entschlossenheit der Tat, genügend Mut und die richtigen Ideen der Partisanen, um die Bauern mit zu reißen, zu erziehen und auf den richtigen Weg zu führen. Anders als auf Kuba konnten Ches Elan und seine Opferbereitschaft in Bolivien die Selbstaktivität der Arbeiterklasse nicht mehr ersetzen.

Was bleibt von Che Guevara?

Viele Menschen sehen heute in Che Guevara ein Symbol des Widerstandes. Bis heute inspiriert er Menschen undbringt ihr Verlangen nach einer besseren Welt zum Ausdruck. Che steht, trotz seiner Schwächen, für die Überzeugung, dass die Welt verändert werden kann und vor allem durch die Bewegung selbst verändert werden kann. Das Leben von Che Guevara ist eine historische Lehrstunde für uns, die mit der Annahme beginnt, dass Revolution machbar ist, dass sie gemacht werden sollte, und dass die Welt verändert werden muss. Ist man einmal soweit, stellt sich die Frage nach dem »wie?«. Die Antwort steht nicht in irgendwelchen Anleitungen oder Handbüchern, sondern sie liegt in der Geschichte, in der Erfahrung. Und das Leben dieses großen und engagierten Kämpfers für soziale Veränderung sollte Teil der politischen Bildung für eine neue Generation von Revolutionärinnen und Revolutionären sein. Wir können aus seinen Fehlern lernen.

Zwei, drei, viele Vietnam

Am 16. April 1967 erschien in Havanna die erste Ausgabe der Zeitschrift "Tricontinental" als dünnes Sonderheft. Die von der knapp ein Jahr zuvor gegründeten Organisation für Solidarität mit den Völkern Asiens, Afrikas und Lateinamerikas (OSPAAAL) herausgegebene Publikation enthielt nichts weiter als einen Brief an ihr Exekutivkomitee. In diesem als "Botschaft an die Trikontinentale" bekannt gewordenen Schreiben richtete sich Ernesto "Che" Guevara, das wohl prominenteste Gründungsmitglied der OSPAAAL, an die Weltöffentlichkeit.

Der ehemalige Kommandant der Kubanischen Revolution forderte in seiner Botschaft die "Völker der Welt" dazu auf, die ihnen von den "imperialistischen Mächten" auferlegte Starre abzuschütteln und die Waffen zu ergreifen, um mit ihm für die endgültige "Befreiung der Menschheit" zu kämpfen. Er selbst befand sich, wie später bekannt werden sollte, zum Zeitpunkt der Veröffentlichung bereits seit mehreren Monaten in Bolivien und hatte den Text noch im Jahr 1966 vor seinem Aufbruch verfasst. Er hoffte, mit Unterstützung der dortigen Landbevölkerung eine Guerillaarmee aufbauen zu können, um aus dem Andenland ein leuchtendes Beispiel und die Speerspitze einer kontinentalen Revolution zu machen. Doch die in erbärmlichen Verhältnissen lebenden Bauern, die Guevara zu den Subjekten seiner revolutionären Umwälzungen erhoben hatte, konnten seinen Ruf kaum vernehmen: Die überwiegende Mehrzahl von ihnen war des Lesens und Schreibens nicht mächtig. Breite und umgehende Resonanz fand die "Botschaft" hingegen von lateinamerikanischen Metropolen über nordamerikanische Universitäten bis in die europäischen Großstädte. Die von Guevara formulierte Parole "Schaffen wir zwei, drei … viele Vietnam" stieg umgehend zu einer der ikonischen Losungen der Neuen Linken auf.

Begünstigt wurde die weitreichende Rezeption der Botschaft Guevaras durch den historischen Kontext ihrer Veröffentlichung: Wenige Monate nach der Publikation sollten die Tet-Offensive in Vietnam, das Massaker auf der mexikanischen Plaza de Tlatelolco, der Aufzug sowjetischer Panzer in Prag und die Ermordung Martin Luther Kings bis dahin geografisch voneinander getrennt politisierte Milieus in eine scheinbar globalisierte Protestbewegung verwandeln. Doch ebenso bedeutsam für den Widerhall der "Botschaft an die Trikontinentale" war Guevaras zeitgleicher Kampf und dessen von vielen Zeitgenossen als tragisch aufgefasstes Ende in Bolivien. Sein Tod im Oktober 1967, den er in der "Botschaft" scheinbar prophetisch antizipiert hatte, unterstrich auf unumstößliche Weise das von Guevara personifizierte, christlich grundierte Ideal der Synthese von Wort und Tat. Die Hinrichtung Guevaras erhob diesen letzten zu Lebzeiten des Guerillakommandanten veröffentlichten Text gleichsam zu seinem politischen Vermächtnis. Die darin formulierte Programmatik und die dezidiert religiöse Metaphorik haben, neben dem praktischen Wirken Guevaras, dessen Verklärung zu einer "christomorphen Figur" maßgeblich beeinflusst.

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