#does my mom not have logic?

[fallenoutoflove]

Can someone tell me why I paid over 1500 a year on insurance when I turned 16 and my brother pays 609 a year because he’s on my moms insurance so this kids gotten 1000 a year cheaper insurance when my mom refused to do that for me, and now she says it’s actually fair “you lived here till 19” and I’m like bro.. my brother lives here and he’s 21?!?

#does my mom not have logic? #I also paid her rent #me #ally #what the fuck honestly

[daftmooncretin]

if captain kirk irresponsible? why huge baby cow eyes???

if captain kirk bad captain? why-

you thought i was gonna talk about his voluptuous titties fat ass sparkling personality and unflinching moral character ? no.

if you say kirk is a bad captain i will kill you. I will shoot you into space like they did to bill shatty when he wouldn’t shut tf up about going to space

except unlike bill shatty ill send you up naked and defenceless into the vast chasm of space your lungs will explode and your eyes will fall out or some shit (i saw that in a doctor who episode)

kirk drift is getting out of hand and my response to this is ending all kirk drifters and repopulating the earth with kirklophiles such as myself and my dad paul.

#also kirk is neither irresponsible or a bad captain he leads with and incredible mix of compassion logic and patience #he deeply respects star fleet and the work he does for it but has no problem challenging both their views and his own for the good of other #puts his crew first at all times #deep curiosity and hope for the future #also cunty #kirk drift #i have not slept in 36 hours #i spent 5 hours writing wwdits fanfiction on microsoft notes and eating icing out of a tub #im trying to get into the next gen but i miss kirk so much #picard is so bald and straight #and the sexism is somehow worse #idk #im so tired #and i need to clean my depression room cause my moms coming to visit #boooooo #star trek tos #star trek #spirk #jim kirk #spock

[bumblingbabooshka]

[Tuvok & Janeway: Control, Distance, Duty & Connection.] Sources: St Voyager Transcripts / Mitski 'First Love Late Spring' / Disco Elysium

#web weaving #star trek web weaving #st voyager #Kathryn Janeway #Tuvok #be the change you want to see in the world - make a long post about Tuvok & Janeway's similarities <- angel on my shoulder #I feel like a lot of people see them as 'opposites attract' sort of friends where Janeway is unhinged & Tuvok reigns her in #but in reality I think that while there is that element in there (exacerbated HEAVILY by their delta quad circumstances) #what I see most in their relationship is how they both value loyalty and duty above all and are extremely rigid with themselves #and the people around them. How they both have to maintain distance from others bc of their positions as captain & vulcan #I hate when people dismiss Tuvok as not being remotely interested in Maryana or Noss - it erases an interesting struggle that he and Janewa #both share - their desire to stay loyal to their spouses vs the 70 years of loneliness that that loyalty demands of them #But they BOTH triumph and they BOTH remain loyal (Tuvok until he returns to T'Pel and Janeway until Mark informs her that it's over) #and for both of them it's a little bit insane for them to do that. #Isn't it more interesting that Janeway and Tuvok both have feelings for people other than their spouses but don't give in #to that temptation? #They're both people who live very fastidiously by codes. Either written codes or moral codes - they very rarely if ever do things because #it's what THEY want to do. I'd say they're the least emotion-driven members of the crew and yes I'm including Seven because Seven #has a very...how to describe? It's a blunt and insular selfishness. She does what SHE wants to do and doesn't really care about others. #To me that's emotion-driven. Or...personal desire-driven? Not a bad thing at all but very different from Janeway & Tuvok who #are always more 'this is logical' or 'this is for the crew' rarely do they think 'this is what I want' bc they can't afford to #for different reasons (captain & vulcan) #they both also are in the most 'caretaking' positions on the ship from my POV. Security and Captain - both are directly in charge of #ship and crew safety. #Janeway & Tuvok #star trek voyager #st voy #when I say caretaking I'm NOT saying they're everyone's mom and dad or whatever - I'm saying they're in positions where they always #have to think about the greater good and the crew as a whole and how much danger is acceptable etc etc. #Janeway is always killing herself for the crew but Tuvok is right there beside her

[koumori-1999]

(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ❀

#idk i wanted to draw them together #for some reason im embarrassed by this but im posting it anyways fuck it we ball #btw the way i draw the fortuna girl has mystic messenger protagonist logic. like. technically she shouldnt be able to see #with that hair and the hood. but she can see anyways lol #vergil #devil may cry #uhh #does nero's mom even have a tag #my art #fanart #art style consistency? whats that #if u notice mistakes.... sorry. im too lazy fix things

[lecliss]

I'll never be able to take the theory that Vincent is Sephiroth's real father seriously cuz I cannot stress enough how important I think it is to the plot that Vincent wanted to fuck Lucrecia and did not get to.

#once again i jest but now i have to actually talk about it #like. okay we have no proof of any actual timeline for the dirge flashbacks other than. it was at least 30 years ago #so who knows how long they were at the manor. could have been weeks before The Incident. or months. or maybe a full year! who knows #but to me a timeline of like. they fucked and like a week later vincent found The Evidence and lucercia had her little breakdown #AND THEN EXTREMELY QUICKLY SHE AGREED TO THE EXPERIMENT AND IT COULD GO ONE OF TWO WAYS #1. she knew she was pregnant and thats why she agreed to the experiment cuz there was already a usable subject #and therefore she must have fucked hojo like a week after she fucked vincent AND THATS STUPID FAST FOR THESE EVENTS #or 2. she didnt know. agreed to the experiment. fucked hojo. and therefore thought seph was hojo's and NOT vincent's #AND BY THE WAY. i dont even actually believe hojo fucked either!!! cuz theyre both scientists so why wouldnt they think IVF was the best way #okay. well.... hojo is canonically a fucked up little freak. so. he might have taken the opportunity to... get in there. #also when did ivf even start being a thing? cuz that may play a factor into this if nomura even considered that #well either way lets just unfortunately assume hojo got in there #ITS STILL AN ODDLY FAST TIMELINE #also. fuck man doesnt lucrecia have a later line in dirge where she actually says shes in love with hojo? or something along those lines #IMPLYING ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE SHE HAD THE FALLING OUT WITH VINCENT. YOU WOULDNT FUCK THE GUY AFTER ALL THAT SHIT #AND WHILE CLAIMING TO LOVE/CURRENTLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH HOJO!!!! LIKE CMON MAN!!!! SHE SUCKS BUT SHES NOT THAT KIND OF A MESS #i dont think vincent would fuck her until they sorted out their issues anyway and that CLEARLY didnt happen. #its VITAL that that did not happen!!!! #its just. if vincent and lucrecia fucked. everything would have had to happen EXTREMELY fast within like a 2 week timespan #and im just talking about up to when vincent learns shes partaking in the experiment. it was probably another week or two until vincent died #SO. logically it must have been like #fall in love->learn about the gimoire incident->refuse to speak to vincent->get obsessed with hojo->fall in love(?) #and then thats where i think its ambiguous on did the experiment become an idea before or after seph started to exist? #like chicken or the egg ya know. experiment idea or sephiroth zygote? #that feels fucked up to say. im so fucking sorry to seph to talk about this. yeah sorry i have to debate who fucked your mom bro #god imagine telling him that. like not even as a reveal thing cuz he knows who his father is. just like as a sick joke. your mom joke. #NO OH M Y GOD I HAVE A QUESTION NOW #in accordance to him having a photo of lucrecia in ever crisis. after he reads that jenova is an ancient (incorrect btw) #does he think that picture is still her? what about when he takes jenova's body from the lab???? #oh my god 30 tag limit. FUCK. i need like a rant blog for all this vincent talk now. my brain is going a mile a minute

[needylittlegirl]

#feel very umm #ive been home for a few hours just hanging out for easter #and my parents are arguing and like im glad i dont have to be around this anymore but #it still activates the little girl in me that hid in the corner of her room while she listened to them argue #i have such a vivid memory. they didnt know i was inside and my mom had just found out my dad cheated on her #i think i was like 5 and i heard the whole thing #they argued a lot at night too when they thought i was asleep #my parents are the kind of couple they definitely should have gotten a divorce <3 they did more damage to me not separating #fun fact theyre the root of all my relationship issues and fears!!! #whatever im so brave and tough and this isnt making me want to hide somewhere and cry like i did when i was little #trauma? is so funny cause like #logically this shouldnt bother me as much as it does #but just because i felt this exact feeling when i was a kid of course im still gonna feel it like i did then #and of course they started arguing the minute my sister left #when i was little they never argued when she was home #i was the youngest so i wasnt in school yet but she was. #so i had to hear it all alone #whatever im so tough #im gonna leave soon #tbd

[imwatchingdowntonabbey]

Hold on just a minute

So I’ve started Downton Abbey a day or two ago and I’m on season 2 ep. 4 and the way Mrs. Crowley (Mathews’s mommy)really came to Mrs. Crowley (everyone else’s mother) And was like “Owl’ll laeve! I’ll dew it.” And Mrs. Crowley of Downton was like “bet” and Crowley no.2 really went “Ehm noot keedang.” And still couldn’t get a single person to care. And personally I think that’s just lovely.

#downton abbey #cora crawley #the other woman #does she have a name? #I really forgot the whole cousin dynamic screws with the last name adressing #That is strange is it not? #I mean I guess it’s realistic #But my grandmas my grandpas cousin and like my mom turned out fine and stuff #But we never were having thanksgiving where my great grandmother said “cousin hervey could you pass the rolls” #It kind of screws with the family stick we have bc my grandma is technically my great aunt and my mother is logically my cousin #But that’s enough of that #I hope no one reads tags #That would be unfortunate for you

[dexaroth]

hm. i think im naming darons silver alt yvluo. surely only a genius could come up with whats essentially a phonetical and visual misspelling of evil. everyone can throw the bouquets now thank you

#with the way i name ocs i unfortunately could see myself becoming one of those moms that does this to their sons/daughters #like naming a kid keuayphleen instead of kaitlyn or something. in an alternative reality perhaps #then again i named my jerb sona after a logic gate and my tfm sona (Xyz) after an umbrella term.. its like i have an aversion to normalname #but im having fun X3 so thats what matters #dextxt

[spaceshipkat]

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#have learned my little sister believes the moon landing was faked and cites a video on nasa’s website saying ‘they’ve lost the technology #to reach the moon’ or something. maybe the tech they used to reach the moon the first time? ok #idk* #anyway #also learned she knows a flat earther who cites the Bible as his source #bc the Bible says the moon is flat (im v rusty on my Bible bc i haven’t read it in full since i went through confirmation so maybe it does #and if it does feel free to point it out to me) #but anyway have they not ever thought about the fact the Bible was written before a round earth was discovered? #course their argument is that the Bible is the word of god but like #siiiiiigh #i don’t have patience for conspiracy theorists #oh another argument they used re the flat earth theory is a Malaysian flight going to France instead of India when a woman went into labor #and my mom and i instantly started pointing out how there’s SO many factors to take into account as to why they landed in one place over #another and it doesn’t mean bc on a flat earth France is closer to Malaysia #but the way conspiracy theorists approach conspiracies is always ‘i just think it’s fun to learn about!’ #and then those conspiracy theories (which are always created by people who know how to manipulate people into believing lies) #end up convincing them bc of those good arguments built on complete nonsense #so the conspiracy doubter or conspiracy ‘just curious’ becomes a conspiracy theorist #it’s baffling how the most logical people can believe this bullshit #the Bible says the earth is flat* not the moon

[oscill4te]

people say trauma makes you more compassionate (ifffyyyy feelings about that sentiment btw) but i honestly have become more selfish. and selfish isnt always a bad thing it can be really good actually. but i guess if im (some of me) is prioritizing not seeing my father over helping my sister i really do have some issues i need to address.

#i have parts saying 'dont do it. dont go. it doesnt matter. its not worth it.' #then other parts are saying 'shes your sister. you have to look out for her even if its hard' #gonna delete later probs just kinda bent out rn #i shouldnt even be this affected by my father. i dont know why what he does hurts more than what my mom does #my brain doesnt let me access any memories of himso i just feel strong urges to cry when i have to see him with no logic as to why #obviously my brain has a reason to feel this way i just wish i knew WHY. my memory of childhood is murky and dark #i feel like i was born at age 22. anything before that is very disjointed and feels fake and not real #i cut myself off from all my family just so i dont have to see or think about him #txt

[nexus-nebulae]

im trying to learn how to better keep & reheat leftovers (bc if i dont know how to do a specific thing my brain won't let me try At All) and im getting better at eating bc im learning how to rely on food i know i like & lasts me at least a few days but is very easily heatable

#frozen meals are quick but i cannot rely on them #because they always either taste really off or i'm allergic to like 5 things in them (BROCCOLI WHY ARE YOU EVERYWHERE) #but if i know a recipe my mom can make at home #then we just make like 4 servings and i eat that for 4 days #and i genuinely do really like eating the same meal every day (it's The Tism™) so it really works #usually i really only know how to reheat things with rice & pasta #because. well. i eat a lot of rice and pasta #but other foods like. my brain goes BAD NO when i get it out of the fridge bc its Not How Im Used To #like i always have a strong reaction to refrigerated chicken bc it smells SO BAD as a leftover but its still fine #but my brain is like *NO!!!! ROTTEN!!!!! SPOILED!!!!!!* i have to like convince it it's fine with Facts and Logic #and so i'm learning how these foods react to being refrigerated so it doesnt freak me out (REFRIGERATED SOUP MY BEFUDDLING) #and learning how to make them last longer (i can save my sandwiches now without the bread getting rock hard!!) #and its kind of helping me eat more often #it doesnt help as much with the days where brain says No Food No Thanks Fuck You #but it DOES help with the days where i dont have the energy/time/physical ability to make something else #usually i don't eat a lot when my mom isn't home because i need her help with Basically Everything now #but if i have something i can quickly shove into the microwave its a lot easier for me to get food by myself #AND i have our crappy old microwave in my room (its 700w lmao) so if i REALLY cant do much #i can just snatch the food from the fridge and sit in bed while it heats up #i'm planning on getting a mini fridge for my room soon to stock emergency meals #the one im looking at is only 200$ plus it has a mini freezer too so i might actually be able to in a couple months #which makes me happy i love finally making progress on accessibility goals

[vamptastic]

and like one of the things that made me realize oh this really isn't my fault was seeing a post on here about anger management and realizing that my dad never even tried to manage his anger until very recently when my mom made him start counseling under threat of divorce (after i moved out). like, he didn't even try, he just genuinely didn't give a shit about the impact his actions had on his children as long as it made him feel better.

#doesn't help that my mom has a tendency to exaggerate and make things up about him #which then makes him further shut down and deny having ANY problems when he very much does #like he's not a raging alcholic malignant narcissist who wants us all to die #he IS kind of selfish and has anger issues and never dealt with his traumatic childhood #and it just turns into if he admits he has a problem he feels like he has to admit to being some evil antichrist #instead of like. Actually changing his harmful behavior #i think it's her black/white thinking from BPD but idk im not a psychologist. just strikes me as a pattern #she applies the same logic to everybody else including herself #but when she's in a more logical frame of mind she knows it's incorrect #so i think it's a result of her mental illness and something that would be good for her to recognize as illogical thinking #the same way i try to just ignore it and move on when my brain tells me that the world is ending and i need to put my cat in a backpack lmao

[pears-trinkets]

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#im so angry right now and actually physically sick #my whole family consists of two people only and theyre both pro israel and super condescending towards other opinions #saying everyone who does not share their opinion is a unknowledgable child on the internet that buys into trends and lies #i tried to talk to them so many times offering to talk and share resources #trying to reason with them #screaming at them how their logic doesnt make sense and only works if theyre profiting off of it #and im being called unreasonable angry and unhinged because im the crazy one im the one whos been in a mental hospital the one with issues #but my whole life is reliant on them and i can not cut them out of my life even if they do great damage to my mental health and selfesteem #im completely financially dependent on them and can not live on my own #not only because i wouldnt be able to get an apartment without them but also because i only have a job because i work for my step dad #i cant hold other jobs or even get them to begin with and also they would pay less than half of what i earn now #which would not even be enough to pay rent #i hate my life so fucking much i am so angry how i have to have my abusive mom in my life and cry about it like im 14 #im so tired of fighting for i dont know what #im so tired of being gaslit all the time and being looked down even though im an adult and try to speak super eloquently #and then it just ends in me crying and screaming and my face twitching uncontrollably because everything i say is being shut down #i know im right i know what i read and see about gaza i know so much more about the whole issue than them and see all the horrors #but it doesnt matter because im just an ungreatful child who wants to invent conflict because apparently i love fighting #like nothing that i say matters #israel is using abuser tactics like silencing the people they abuse and playing the victim and twisting the narrative #and the whole zionist propaganda #and thats literally my mom and how she acts as a person #she hates being jewish she never talks about it she didnt want to tell me anything about the culture and didnt learn yiddish from her family #and now she says that everyone who is against israel is like the people who were antisemitic to her all her life and said shes less than #she literally made this war this genocide about herself and how shes always the victim #i wish i just had someone to talk to so i dont go completely insane #i feel so alone

[spacebugarts]

I'm doing to Mike and Martin from V what the OG Star Trek girlies did to Kirk and Spock <3

#sometimes you just see a logical alien and their chaotic human and decide they should be gay #listen my guy Martin could've gotten any human job he wanted after The Final Battle and my mans chooses to be a sound operator/camera man #so he can continue working with Mike #like he wouldve been way more qualified for being a pilot or something but nope. he needs to stay with Mike #and Mike has such chaotic bisexual energy this man is at EVERY pride parade he can get to #his mom kicked him out bc he was caught with another guy in hs and outed #which gives them some EXCELLENT angst when he outs Martin as a Fifth Columnist under the truth serum #alien/human relationships are just too good just *chefs kiss* #espescially when they have no idea they like each other #or keep unintentionally doing things considered romantic in the other culture #i like to hc that Visitors kiss by bonking their foreheads together #and Mike does it at the end of the fight in TFB as a 'we won/I'm glad you're ok!' gesture #and Martin is just. having an entire crisis over it #that's what makes him fully realize that he's in love and he spends the next week asking Willie/Julie for advice #w/ Willie its mostly stuff like 'what do humans like? what does being in love with one feel like? how could you tell yours liked you back?' #and with Julie it's more like 'what does forehead touching mean? why is Mike always touching me? what are human courting rituals?' #meanwhile Mike is just trying to figure out why Martin's acting so weird around him #Julie got Willie to agree not to tell them anything and let them figure it out on their own #practically everyone in the resistance has a bet going on how long it will take #except for Ham bc theres no way that man isnt homophobic #I also choose to ignore what happens to Martin he deserves to have his brother bully the shit out of him for his choice in men #Philip probably points it out completely casually at one point bc he assumes its obvious #or uses his Twin Privileges to confess FOR Martin and then just. leaves #Mike and Martin are both very confused the next time they run into each other #either way everyone is upset bc Philip ruined the bet but at least the idiots are happy #they just have such an interesting dynamic I love them <3 #plus they fought a literal war against Space Fascism they would absolutely fight for their right to love #anyways thats my mental state rn :) #hyperfixation: v #v-posting

[ruethos]

The only thing that sorta kinda Frustrates me is seeing people speculate about Go/mens3 and the second coming is people saying Zira's gonna come back to Earth having absconded with the New Baby Jesus. Like, listen, I get it. Is it funny? Yes. Is it a sort of inverse of season 1? Yes. BUT! The first season's deliverance of the Antichrist was ALREADY an inversion of the Original Birth of Christ. The Second Coming in The Bible™ is like, "bad things bad things bad things and then SUDDENLY Christ", like the full grown dude. Like y'all know the Rapture? THAT'S what that is.

If Zira's gonna abscond from Heaven with ANYONE it's gonna be Full Grown Jesus Christ Himself.

#Kassandra talks like someone's listening #THIS ISN'T MEANT TO BE SERIOUS DON'T TAKE IT THAT WAY #I LOVE the art I've seen of Zira Stealing Baby Jesus #but The Second Coming Doesn't Work That Way #I have unfortunately had the Christian End Time Prophesies drilled into my brain ever since I was very very little #logically they wouldn't put him in the actual show but like I think having him would be SO interesting #Does he talk to his Mom? Has he heard like anything from Her? Is he just as cut off from Her as everyone else? #Also Zira stealing a Full Grown Man from Heaven and showing up at his bookshop is just very funny to me

[ominouspositivity-or-else]

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#hey shout out to the guy who reminds me so intensely of my ex #he's put up with a lot from me because my traumatized brain has given up on logical function when im around him #and i assume he wants to be a piece of crap to me #even tho hes a great dude and really kind #i just have a crap time differentiating between him and the person he reminds me of #which of course ill never say to his face unless asked because what am i gonna say? your existence sometimes makes me want to cry? but #i deeply appreciate being your friend? #like no lol #cant say that cause he'll feel like its his fault but its really not it's just my brain's and its annoying af of course #but yeah #shout out to him. he's putting up wtih some BS fairly often. and its usually my bs #because i swear it to you i do want to be nice to him #i just. hrgh. i see him and something in my brain highlights him in red and i have three reactions and they're not good #and hrgh. would that i were better about that. it's unkind to him and he doesn't deserve it because he's never hurt me #he just reminds me of who did and it sucks for the both of us but i do enjoy his company #and there's no way around him because we're friends now #hes just a massive red flag for me even tho he's literally done nothing to warrant it #oh and i keep confusing all the problems my trash ex had with him and im like wait. you love your parents and they treat you. like. nicely? #and he's like yeah??? i love my dad and my mom is great??? #and i go like 'oh wow' and internally im just screaming because he didnt deserve the mental gymnastics my brain does #sigh #life is hard sometimes