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westanrv · 6 years
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boyfriend!dean
dean [ 권혁 ] ; fanxychild + soloist
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i think it would be a sweet relationship
you two found each other when hyuk had bumped into you (on purpose) in a cafe
he came off a very intimidating, you’d always just apologized and walked away, but he didn’t let you off that quick
you were quite shy, so when you pulled you back and asked for your number, you were confused
whots this man doin???? was your exact thought
but the truth was, hyuk had seen you here at this cafe a few days before here, sitting, literally doing nothing
and bam, hes in love. lifes so crazy
you gave him your number and went on with your day, not a text or call from the guy. 
he didnt even give you his name?? lmao wyd dean
but the next day,, you got a 
“yo its hyuk, the guy from the cafe. lets meet, the cafe at 11?”
and thats where the relationship began
and so you two were at the cafe, drinking whatever you ordered
bc we dont drink shame here
and you end up talking about your lives and what you do for a living
and he ends up telling u about what he does and your not surprised bc hes beautiful, ofc he would have an amazing voice too
and then you guys get onto like personal lives
which is super awks btw
and you tell him abt how you’ve been single for a while
and hes like ‘ahh, i just got out of a relationship’ and ur like
‘whot??? what happened??’
and hes like ‘she was a bitch’
and ur like ‘ahhh’ 
then you guys r dating, like *click* dating 
jk
not
but you two start dating shortly after this date, bc you two spend a lot of time together
and i think you two would b really sweet
like just cute
people think you two have a intense relationship
when in reality, its just sweet and happy and cute
you guys nap a lot together, especially together
like he’ll come home from the studio and your already in bed bc, a mood
and he’s like ‘im tired’ and your like ‘me too bro’ and u just end up falling asleep together
and you two would watch a lot of movies together
like korean, chinese, american all of the movies. 
any you can get your hands on 
you two just spend a lot of time together
despite his job, yknow 
smh sort it out
anyway
the dates r really cute, 
hyuk spends a lot of time planning out his dates
whereas you just r like ‘what u wanna watch’
and hes like ‘captain america again’
its j supa (junior) cute
he also treats u like a fucking queen (j a side note)
masterlist
requests r open !
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ludeere · 7 years
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The beginning of the end. Part 5
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Here is a chance, you need to grab it!!!
DEAN x Reader - A
Word Count: 1375
Next two days after you had moved to your friend who lived not far from the city were like hell, Dean hadn’t stopped calling and texting you even at night. Almost all your college friend called you asking what happened, cause Dean just frazzled them out asking if you were with one of them. Couldn’t he just disappear from your life??? And you knew for sure that he couldn’t untill you love him. You were lucky not to tell him where you were going to work, so you could go to work without a fear of seeing his face. Your first working day at the Center of foreign languages started perfectly, you enjoyed your work as a teacher. It helped you to release from your thoughts but not for long. When your working day had ended and you came out of the building your eyes met a familiar car.
  In a few seconds Hyoseob got out of the car. 
“Ohhh, God damn, nooo!!!” You shooked your head in disbelief. You were going to run but he grabed your hand and huged you. You started turning and tossing.
“Yaaaa, have mercy, I’ve been waiting for you all day long.”
“But how did you find out where I work? Does he also know? I should change my job?”
“No, he doesn’t. Cause he’d never listened when you were telling about yourself. Remember that day when you were extremly excited you told me about your interview in that center. You said you definitely wannted this job, so it was not very hard to find you after you’d told that you got a new job.” You were confused, how could he remember things which even you hardly recollect in your mind.
“But it was month ago, Shin Hyoseob! And you still remember my words”
“Because I always care about what you say, do and feel. And you are being to selfish cutting off all the conection with guys, especially with me and Jiho. He is the first to worry about you, you should talk to him. “
“It’s much more better to forget that dickhead when you don’t see and talk to those who remind you of him, you know?”
“So you won’t talk to me and see me either?”
“Yeap, why should I need to see you or somethig else, you are his best friend, not mine, you should protect him, cause it’s the right thing to do.”
“Oh, stop talking nonsense, you know how I feel about you, even if he is my best friend I won’t protect him cause he really fucked up. “
“So why did you come here? To feel pity for me? There is no need. I can cut it!” 
“Stop being rude and bitchy it won’t help you to get rid of me. I’m not asking you to be with me or something like that, I’m not that dumb . But can you just let me be by your side, I just wanna know that you’re allright.”
“No! Cause even your face and voice and everything remind me of him. Just let me be, Hyoseob”. You left him standing there, you knew it was too rude, he didn’t deserve that, after all he had done for you, but it was the only way to push him away and move forward without any reminder of Dean. 
  When you got to your friend flat you felt so tired once you sat on the sofa. You turned you phone on to find a hundred of missed calls and massages not only from Dean but from Jiho and Penny (that’s the way you called Penomeco)). They were all woried about you and your mental health. You decided to answer back for the last time. It was the hardest thing ever, cause you loved them so much, so many good memories were connected with these guys, if you could just erased Dean from them it would be perfect. He didn’t stop sending you long as life texts. He was definitely drunk you knew it by the way he was writing and what he was writing. 
  You felt sorry for Crush, who didn’t deserve to be treated like that but you knew it was better for him and you. You was not afraid that he would tell Dean where do you work, he was not that kind so you went to have some rest. But who knew that this day won’t be so good as previous. 
  You just had your breakfas and was ready to leave the house. Your friend lived kinda far from your job, so you had to leave very early in the morning. When you went out of the lobby you freezed. You saw your ex boyfriend car and you rushed to catch a taxi. The moment a cab stopped in front of you Dean snatched your hand out of door handle.
“We need to talk.”
“There is nothing to talk about”. He looked like he didn’t sleep for  a week. Your stomach ached, you still loved him, and you hated this the most. His eyes were red and tired, hands were shaking and voice were trembling. The cab had already driven away and you left with him one to one. The streets were still empty. 
“I need you badly, you can do whatever you want with me, but pleasee, don’t leave me or else I’m going to die. Forgive me, forgive me for everything I did and didn’t. I’m nothing without you, my music is nothing just some words and melody without you. I took you for granted. I’m miserable, I couldn’t do anything without you. I’m so pathetic, cause I thought  that I got everything on my own but if not you I would have nothing.” Tears were falling down his cheeks, your heart was bleeding you took all your strenght to reply.
“Hyuk, it’s over. I won’t change my mind, you cheated and you still think I can forget that? I want to remove you from my life. And it’s fucking painfull cause I didn’t just love you, I adore you I gave all of me, my heart and soul, everything. You took these and used as you wanted. You didn’t care about my feelings sometimes. There was a time when I needed you badly cause I lost my job I didn’t  manage to enter the university, and you wasnt there for me,  you always put your work first. But when you needed me I gave up everything to be by your side. I think there is nothing left to say.” He listened carefully to every word that came out of your mouth. Suddenly he took your hand and pulled you harshly to himself. You struggled in his hands, but he didn’t seem like letting go. He huged you so tight that you could hardly breath. He buried his wet face in your neck holding you  tight, his lips touched your skin. You felt like drowning. The smell of cigarets were mixed with his perfume, you inhaled it for the last time, because you knew that you would never see him again.
“Stop it, Kwon Hyuk!!! It hurts.” You yelled and pushed him. 
“I´m begging you to forgive me and let me just stay by your side like a friend, if I can´t be your man. I need to see you, to talk with you.”
“That´s it, the same thing. “You need”. But you don´t think what I need. You are too selfish to care about other people´s feelings.”
“No, don’t say that. Yeah, I know I’m fucking selfish. But I always care about you. Can we just stay friends???? Stop ignoring me and your friends, it’s not their blame that I’m an asshole.” 
“I have to go or else i’ll be late for work. I won’t ignore boys. But I need sometime to forgive you and accept all this shit. So, give me some space, Kwon Hyuk and stop stalk me or else we’ll never meet again”. You catched a cab and finnaly get out of this hell. You were lucky not to be late, when you got to the office your boss was already waiting for you. You punked out, but when she told you about the educational program that they had taken part in, you felt happy and released. She proposed you to get the education abroad. You were given a second chance to get what you’ve dreamed about and you were about to grab it!
To be continued...
Part 4 -> Part 6 
a/n Hope you are not disappointed with my new chapter) I’m very happy to read all your comments and ideas, please don’t be shy to ask me more. How do you think it will go in the next part??? Thank’s for reading and supporting)
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fmufmu · 4 years
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So, who wants to request some lovely angst!
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pastelpastryblog · 5 years
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I'm tired of this, it's over 💔 - Woo / Woo Wonjae scenario pt.3
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Wonjae still continues to be a jerk and not caring about how Y/N feels. Hoody contacts Y/N and tries to tell her to not give up on the relationship but Y/N seems to be a bit discouraged. Y/N is also in the middle of building her career from almost scratch and taking it more seriously while also moving into her own new apartment.
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Opening requests for a little bit
PLEASE NO SOLO SMUTS I HAVE A FEW OF THOSE IN THE WORKS CURENTLY
The masterlist for each group is listed, please check if your request hasn’t been done yet!
I write fluff, smut angst etc for these groups/artists:
- 9 Percent
- A.C.E 
- Astro
- Ateez
- Awaken-F
- B.A.P
- Bigbang
- Blackpink
- Block B
- BTOB
- BTS
- CLC
- Day6
- Dreamcatcher
- EXID
- EXO
- Fanxy Child
- GOT7
- #GUN
- HISTORY
- Hyuna
- IKON
- JBJ
- KARD
- KNK
- Mamamoo
- Monsta X
- NCT (By unit please, WAYV included)
- Oner
- Pentagon
- Red Velvet 
- Seventeen (by unit)
- SF9
- SHINee
- Stray Kids
- Sunmi
- Super Junior
- Twice
- TVXQ!
- VAV
- VIXX
-Winner
A/N: A lot of people I know. I don’t really have specific rules but if I feel uncomfortable with a request (Have to be very extreme in this case) I will delete it. 
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squirrelly831 · 5 years
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Without His Bonnie
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Genre: Angst
Characters: Dean/Hyuk x Original Character [Chelsea]
WARNING: Major character death and violence
Enjoy~
When Chelsea agreed to marry her boyfriend, Kwon Hyuk, of 4 years, she didn’t think of the idea of planning the wedding mainly alone due to Hyuk’s constant work ethic. He worked with two men, Jiho and Hyoseob, in their own company and they were very wealthy and well off. Hyuk’s work was how he met Chelsea ultimately as she was an up-and-coming photographer.
One day, while at work Chelsea got a call from someone who wanted to employ her for some investigation shots, something she did on the side. This case was a man who assumed his wife was having an affair on him and so he hired Chelsea for $5k to find out and collect evidence. It was easy enough job. All she needed was to follow the wife for a few nights, snap some photos, and then off she went.
She followed the man’s wife at a safe distance the first night and found her enter a karaoke place that’s sign was lit up in red. Chelsea snapped a coupled shots of the wife entering and the building. It was a known place for escort services and she knew she wouldn’t be able to enter or get closer without blowing up her investigation. She rapidly shot pictures as people entered and exited the karaoke building not once glancing up as she did. After she stayed out for about an hour and a half in her car, she headed to her work to develop the images in her darkroom.
She returned home after developing the photos and rubbed her tired eyes. “I’m home.” She let out a yawn as she kicked off her shoes.
“You’re late today?”
“Ah, shit!” She jumped at the sudden voice of her fiancé. She met his amused gaze and she scowled. “I hate when you just appear.”
The side of Hyuk’s lips widened in a side grin, “It’s not magic, babe.” He held out his arms and as if magnet, she was in his arms instantly. “Long day? You feel tense.” She didn’t verbally answer. Her eyes drooped as she took in his scent. She felt so safe… so at home in his arms. Hyuk untangled himself from Chelsea and led her exhausted body to their shared bedroom. “Get out of your work clothes and we can go to bed.” He kissed her forehead before he went to the bathroom to get ready for sleep.
They climbed in bed, Hyuk’s arm wrapped around Chelsea’s waist as she pressed her head in his chest. Too tired, Chelsea kissed his chest, whispered an I love you, and instantly went to sleep. Hyuk rubbed her back as he watched her sleep.
The next day, Chelsea woke to Hyuk gone. She was at work and her mind couldn’t stop wondering to her fiancé’s disappearance. He typically left a note or a text, but today… nothing. She flipped through the photos from the night before, she grabbed the photos of the wife and stacked them in one pile. Chelsea tossed the rest until she saw a familiar face in one. He wore one of his suits that she had pressed only days before. His arm was wrapped around a woman who was clearly not her. Another man beside him with a grin as he had a woman on either side. Chelsea stared at the photo in disbelief not understanding why her fiancé was with the woman.
The door of her store chimed, “Hello! Give me a second!” She put the photo away with her stash as she went out to greet her guest. Waiting were two police officers, “Hello?” She approached them curiously. “How can I help you officers?”
“Are you Chelsea Loggs?” She nodded. The first officer who spoke held out his business card, “I’m Detective Lee and this is my partner Detective Seong, we have a few questions about your fiancé. Is there somewhere private we could talk?”
Chelsea went to her front door and locked it before she flipped off the OPEN sign. “We can go back to my private office.” She walked past the officers and headed to the back with them following. They entered her office and she guided them to some chairs, “Would you like some tea?”
“No thank you. We won’t be long.” She took a seat at her desk as the second officer pulled out a folder. “Are you aware of Kwon Hyuk’s business?”
Chelsea straightened her back, “You mean his business with Jiho and Hyoseob? Of course, it’s how we met.”
The two officers exchanged looks, “Could you elaborate?”
“Sure, ummm I did some promotional photo-shoots for their company, would you like to see the pictures? I’d have to do some digging since it’s been some years ago.”
“That’s not the business we’re talking about, Ms. Loggs. We mean his underground work.”
“I’m sorry? Underground work?” She shook her head, “We’re talking about my fiancé? There’s no way he’d be involved in that.”
The second officer placed the folder down on Chelsea’s desk, “Yes, well, we have been following your fiancé. He goes by the alias Dean in the underground. He works with Jiho also known as Zico and Hyoseob known by Crush. They’re called Fanxy Child and they have become very active in prostitution rings and drugs.” Chelsea opened the folder and her eyes opened slightly as she saw a picture of a woman that she saw in the picture with Hyuk. “This woman” the officer tapped on the image, “Was found brutally beaten, raped, and had her throat slashed in the shape of a cross. The throat slashing is the work of Fanxy Child.”
Chelsea got up from her chair and ran to her trash can as she threw up her breakfast. The officers gave her a pity look as they watched her cough. She rushed off to the bathroom and washed her mouth before she went to her stash of photos. She returned to the officers with shaky legs, “I’m sorry about that.”
“No, our apologizes. We didn’t mean to frighten you.”
A stray tear slipped down Chelsea’s cheek as she looked down at the picture with Hyuk, “I only got sick because…” She held out the image, “I was hired to track a guy’s wife and so I took a lot of pictures that I developed last night…” The officer took the picture and his partner looked over it. “I didn’t know I took a picture of Hyuk and that girl last night until I got the photos done.”
The officers eyes lit up with the new evidence, “Are there more photos?”
“Not that I know of, this is the rest of the stack I haven’t gone through” she held out the pictures.
One of the officers took the pictures from her and they stood. “Thank you for your help. We can put you in a protection program if you like. If Kwon Hyuk and his accomplices find out your involvement with us, they won’t hesitate to kill you.”
Chelsea pressed her hand to her mouth as she was told the news. She shook like a leaf as she told the officers she would think about it and they left. Once alone, Chelsea’s legs gave from under her and she cried.
It had been four years since that day. Four years since she last saw Hyuk. Four years since Hyuk saw the outside world.
He watched the gate that severed him from the outside world. Hyuk walked out and approached the two men who leaned against the car. He smirked as he held out his hand and took the first guys hand. “Zico. Crush. Knew you’d come get me.” They gave each other a bro hugged with their hands still pressed together against their chest before he did the same with the other. “You find her?” Hyuk asked.
Zico adjusted his sunglasses as he held out an index card, “Crush located her a couple months back. We could have taken care of her for you.”
Hyuk took the card and smirked, “Nah, I needed to deal with it. She’s my fiancée after all.” He looked at the addressed that was etched on the paper. Chelsea had four years to make up for and he was going to make sure she paid up.
“Ready? One, two… Smile!” Chelsea snapped the photo as a family of five posed for the picture. “That was great!” She looked up from the camera and the family moved around. “I’ll have the pictures fixed up and prepared within a couple of weeks.” Due to the situation with Hyuk, Chelsea fled South Korea and returned to her hometown. She continued her photography work back in her hometown and lived in a secluded small town.
Once at the office, she uploaded the images on her computer to edit. Chelsea opened the first image and began to make small adjustments when she caught something off to the side in the picture. A man leaned against a tree behind the family and looked directly at the camera. She zoomed in to the man to edit him out of the image. However, when she zoomed in and caught the clear image of the man’s face Chelsea jumped out of her chair in horror. The color drained from her face as she locked eyes with Hyuk’s eyes in the picture.
Her breath quickened as she ran around her office to gather some things. The store door bell chimed and Chelsea shook. Didn’t she lock up today? “I’m sorry, we’re closed” she stuttered.
“Aw really?” His voice made her blood run cold, “I was really looking forward to a session with my backstabbing fiancée.” Chelsea looked up and met Hyuk’s dark eyes. She stepped back and his lips pulled to a smirk when he saw her reaction, “Long time no see, love.” He shut her office door and locked it, “You know, I didn’t know you were into sleuthing.”
“Hyuk…” she whispered “It wasn’t like that…”
“Really?” His lips fell as he glared at her, “Then tell me how it really was?” Chelsea shook her head unable to explain. Hyuk tsked as he drew out his gun, “That’s what I thought.” Chelsea reached in her bag near her, pulled out the pepper spray, and as Hyuk took steps near her she sprayed him. Hyuk let out a yell as he closed his eyes. Chelsea ran past him, unlocked the office door, and ran out to the back exit of her shop. Hyuk let out a growl as he tried to focus without the terrible stinging in his eyes. His arm ran across her desk knocking everything off with loud bangs and clashes before he went after her.
Chelsea cursed herself for deciding to live in a secluded area instead of the big cities of New York City or L.A. where she could have blended and hid. However, she never expected Hyuk to come after her. Not after all these years. Chelsea fell forward as a sharp pain went through her chest. She hit the dirt ground hard. Her hand went to her chest and pulled back to see blood cover her fingers. Her breath caught in her throat as she looked back. Hyuk stormed up to her with his gun in hand ready to fire again. “Hyuk… You don’t have to do this... Please… I wouldn’t tell a soul.”
Hyuk pointed his gun at her head with a deadpan emotion. “I know you won’t.” He was out for revenge. He was out for her blood. He didn’t need someone like her in his life, but he also didn’t want someone like her out in the world who could try to bring him down again. Hyuk knew Chelsea would go back to police. And that, he couldn’t allow. His cold eyes stared her down and a smirk appeared on his lips, “It was nice knowing you, princess.” He stated before he pulled the trigger. The bullet went between her eyes and her body collapsed. She was dead in seconds. Hyuk watched the pool of blood begin to form beside her head. “It’s too bad” he pocketed his gun, “And here I thought you could have been my Bonnie.”
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exhoe-imagines · 6 years
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All of them! ㅇㅅㅇ 💕
Ok anon, you asked for it, and we tried our best to deliver!! I’m sorry it took us a while, but we had to think a lot about some of these questions. With that said, all of our answers are below the cut, so please enjoy reading all of them ~
If you want to know more about us admins/our fics, I would recommend reading/skimming over the answers below!!
1. what’s your name? do you use any aliases? what about your ghost writer name?
We both use aliases for writing, at least on this blog. Jewels’ is based on her first name, and mine is based on my last name. I do have my first name on my main blog though, so if you’re curious enough, you can dig around for that 👀 ~ Admin Ruby 
2. name your favourite books; why are they your favorite books and do they affect your writing?
The Lover; Duras’ writing has inspired me to try and achieve complex emotions with simple concise language. Memoirs of a Geisha; capturing nostalgia and romanceTwilight; It was one of the first things I read seriously, and it helped me develop an understanding of internal conflict – which is often not expressed through dialogue. Demian; It showed me how to use symbolismAlso, anything by Jane Austen. I love her plots. ~ Admin Jewels
I’ll be honest when I say that while I love reading, I haven’t read a lot. I think I have a lot of books to explore, so I don’t think it would be fair for me to choose a favorite with my limited knowledge. On that note, when I do read, I try to look at the style of the book the most. How would I change it? Is there anything I want to take from it to include in my own writing? ~ Admin Ruby
3. name your favorite movies; why are they your favorite movies and do they affect your writing?
Along with all of the film adaptions of the books previously listed, I also love Film Noir and French New Wave movies. They have unusual plots filled with mystery and intrigue which I try to include in my writing. ~ Admin Jewels
Sci-fi, crime, and emotional movies are my favorite. The futuristic and supernatural aspect of the first give me a million ideas for AU’s, and the emotional and crime side of films help me delve deeper into my inspirations for characters. They make me think about what the characters are feeling, and what extremes they could be pushed to under certain circumstances ~ Admin Ruby
4. why do you like writing? what inspired you to put pen to paper?
My undying love for my men tbh ~ Admin Jewels
Writing gives me a way to express my thoughts and feelings, something I’m not good at verbalizing normally ~ Admin Ruby
5. what’s your favorite place to write? do you need a certain atmosphere?
I have to be unrushed and in a quiet environment. Writing on my laptop in bed is nice ~ Admin Jewels
I love places away from home. When we went on our beach vacation, I was able to get so much done. Also, whenever it rains or is super cold!! ~ Admin Ruby
6. tag any writers that you want to collab with!
Collabs aren’t a top priority of ours, at least right now, but if we were to consider one, it would be with a close mutual/friend ~ Admin Ruby and Admin Jewels
7. when writing, how do you begin? how do you end?
I begin by setting the atmosphere of my universe. That includes scenery and excessive description of the mood. I like to keep my endings simple and uncomplicated ~ Admin Jewels
I usually start with a rough outline, basic character descriptions, and an overview of the plot. Towards the end, I focus on editing and making sure the emotions I wanted to be presented are visible through my writing ~ Admin Ruby
8. how many wips do you currently have? which one is your favorite as of the moment?
I have 4 current works in progress, all of which are series. My favorite is The Knowing because it fits my current vibes ~ Admin Jewels
Oh, I’ve got easily 15-20+ right now. Some are just basic outlines while others I’m a couple thousand words into. My favorite as of now would have to either be the reincarnation au that Jewels and I are working on or the Yifan oneshot I just finished planning!! ~ Admin Ruby
9. what time of the day your write best? what season affects your writing the most?
I write best at night. As for seasons, I find that I tend to start fics in the summer and return to them in the fall and winter ~ Admin Jewels
I usually write best in the afternoon or super late at night. Each season gives me different feels too. Summer makes me think of exciting and adventurous fics, spring is soft and fresh, fall is warm and nostalgic, and winter is sad and lonely ~ Admin Ruby
10. describe your writing in five sentences or less.
My writing attempts to capture the scenes that I visualize throughout my daily life. My ideas are a mixture of memories but also of plots I haven’t lived. I use a mixture of inspiration from movies and books, and try to capture my feelings of the ideas into words to explain them ~ Admin Jewels
I want my writing to be as descriptive and powerful as possible, and I’ll write in any way that I think that will come across. Some of my fics are super long and drawn out. Others are short but strong. All of them though, express a simple idea, but with a complex view of life hidden underneath ~ Admin Ruby
11. describe yourself when writing in ten sentences or less.
I’m recording the scenes as if I’m living through them. I try to capture the feelings and essence of the characters as if I am them. I want it to be similar to a movie, where you can feel the characters emotions and actions as if they were your own ~ Admin Jewels
I focus a lot on the words I choose to describe things. I want my reader, whoever they might be, to feel what I’m trying to express. I try to use descriptive language that appeals to all of the senses and pulls the reader into the story. By doing so, I feel that they can relate more to the characters and the emotions in the fic ~ Admin Ruby
12. what do you associate with each of your stories? with your writing in general?
My scenes always include rain and emo music, along with some hunk, whether it be Sehun or Yoongi ~ Admin Jewels
I always think of my scenes having a free and even reckless feeling to them. The decisions my characters make might not always be the smartest, but they take some guts ~ Admin Ruby
13. what themes/images are you most comfortable with writing about? what themes/images are you most uncomfortable with writing about?
I am uncomfortable writing mundane or plotless fics, and try to stick to shocking or forbidden themes (ex. Kidnapping, crime, prostitution, etc.) Instead of focusing on cliche and commonly understood aspects of human psychology, I try to explore the deeper and darker workings of our minds ~ Admin Jewels
I’m comfortable writing a lot of things. Darks themes or images aren’t something that scare or intimidate me too much. If I were to mention anything that puts me on edge, though, it would be toxic relationships. It doesn’t matter who the love interest in the fic is, if they pose a ‘threat’ to the reader, I don’t want to romanticize it  ~ Admin Ruby
14. write a personal history/mini autobiography/author description that you don’t mind sharing.
I think one thing to mention about me is that my mindset of writing has changed a lot since writing on here. Originally, when I first joined the blog, I was writing for my own enjoyment. Now, however, I find myself gaining joy from bringing other people’s fantasies to life ~ Admin Jewels
I’ve been writing for a little over two years now, with many writing blogs and accounts across many forms of social media, and I have to say, I haven’t lost the spark for it even now. Being able to connect with others through my stories, and having people genuinely enjoy them makes me super happy ~ Admin Ruby
15. three pieces of your writing that people need to read to understand your writing and you?
Faithful part one and the introductions to The Knowing and Don’t ~ Admin Jewels
Definitely Riptide... For sure... Probably Can’t Hold Back and Farewell Summer too ~ Admin Ruby
16. three pieces of other’s writing that people need to read to understand your inspirations and you?
Crumbling Down by @yeolsmuffin , Pink by @soobadnoonecanstopher , and The Pawns and The Kings by @kreatingkpop  ~ Admin Jewels
Blanc et Noir by @duizhangdeluxe is for sure one of the ones I think of off the top of my head, along with these two mxm fics on AO3 (x) (x) ~ Admin Ruby
17. three films that people need to watch to understand you?
Mother!, Highway, and the 90’s Dracula ~ Admin Jewels
Love, Simon, Your Name, Anastasia ~ Admin Ruby
18. make a playlist for people to listen to if they want to understand you.
El Condor Pasa - Simon and Garfunkel Sexual Healing - Marvin Gaye Yayo - Lana del ReySweet Dreams - EurythmicsStrangers in the Night - Frank SinatraClair de Lune - Debussy
~ Admin Jewels
Girls like Girls - Hayley KiyokoJet Black Heart - 5SOSMagic - ColdplayParadise - Fanxy ChildLoser - BIGBANGKing - Lauren Aquilina
~ Admin Ruby
19. how often does real life segue into your writing? is any of your writing based on events from your own life?
The feelings and emotions are usually based on what I’m feeling in real life at the time, but thankfully I’ve never been kidnapped by a mafia boss *wink wink* wouldn’t mind though if it were vampire!Yoongi *wink wink* ~ Admin Jewels
You can totally tell what kind of mood I’m in when I’m writing. My emotions heavily influence my writing, along with some events. With that said, like Jewels’ fics, the plots are exaggerated LOL ~ Admin Ruby
20. describe your writing life in one sentence. 
My writing life is an outlet for repressed emotions ~ Admin Jewels
My writing gives me a way to express emotions and thoughts I can’t express verbally ~ Admin Ruby
21. which self-doubts plague you the most often? which ones don’t you worry about?
I find myself most insecure about the plots of my fics as well as character development. I don’t worry about smut or descriptive language ~ Admin Jewels
Angst is for sure one of the things I worry about the most. I never feel like I capture it the way I want to. Slow burns too. I worry I rush them too much. I think I do pretty good with supernatural or mystical aspects of fics though!! ~ Admin Ruby
22. your favourite characters to write and why.
I like misunderstood or emotionally repressed romantic interests that open up to the reader over time ~ Admin Jewels
Determined characters!! Whether it’s the reader or another character, I always enjoy writing them trying to achieve a goal ~ Admin Ruby
23. what emotions do you like capturing the most? what emotions are the hardest to capture when writing?
The easiest emotions for me are angst (especially grief and jealousy) and under the influence. It’s hard for me to write a lack of emotion, even if the reader is in a content state ~ Admin Jewels
I think I capture anger pretty well. On good days I think my fluffy/loving writing isn’t that bad either. I would say shock is a hard one for me to grasp ~ Admin Ruby
24. name one fact about yourself that you want your readers to know about you.
I’m currently studying Political Science, which I think heavily affects my writing ~ Admin Jewels
I’m super emotional...like extremely so. I think my writing shows that a bit, but not as much as I think it could ~ Admin Ruby
25. one piece of advice that you want your readers to have; writing and non-writing pieces are okay.
Let go of any notions you have of “perfect” writing. Create your own style that suits you best ~ Admin Jewels
Don’t let anyone diminish how you feel about something. As long as you don’t express your emotions in a way that harms others/yourself, then you shouldn’t apologize for them ~ Admin Ruby
26. what are your writing goals for the week? for the month? for the year? how many words/poems do you write per week?
My main goal is always to keep up with my series, not necessarily under a time constraint though ~ Admin Jewels
I try to finish a fic/writing piece once a week, no matter how small it is ~ Admin Ruby 
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Well, that was a long list. If you’re reading this, anon (or anyone else who got this far) I hope you enjoyed all of our answers!! Thank you for the ask ~~
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reactions-for-you · 7 years
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Humiliated. (Part 1.)
Characters: Reader X DEAN
Cameos: Jisoo (your best friend)
Type: Angst
*Possible triggers*: name calling, humiliation
A/N: This is the first scenario I’ve ever written on this blog so it’s not gonna be good lol, but I wanted to try something different. Let me know what you think and if you have any tips on how I can improve please let me know!
It has been two months since I broke things off with Hyuk, but he still keeps sending me text messages and snapchats asking me to meet up with him so that we can “clear things up”. There’s no way in hell I would ever do that, not after what he did.
Hyuk and I had been dating for about 5 months when it happened. We were at this house party that was held at Hyuk’s house to celebrate the release of his new single. In this party were a lot his artist friends. The fanxy child crew was there, along with some guys from aomg. Even before I met Hyuk, or DEAN as the public better new him as, I was a big fan of these people. I never got used to hanging out with these people even though Hyuk reassured me that I don’t need to be nervous. It just has always felt so unreal.
*Two months earlier*
We were all drinking and talking, some were dacing in the living room and others were piss drunk in the corner. Ya’know, the typical house party scene. Outside the house there was a pool that was closed up, barricades went all around the pool side. No one was allowed near the pool because in the house there were people drinking and, well nobody wanted any accident to happen since alcohon and swimming don’t usually mix together well. Anyway, I was getting tired of being crushed into the crowd of people so I decided to go outside to the pool. I wasn’t planning on swimming since I didn’t have my swimwear with me, obviously. The water was light blue and the pool was light up. Not gonna lie, I felt quite tempted to just jump in. I was feeling hot anyway, since the house was crowded as hell..
Soon I heard the back door open and close behind me. I turned around to see my boyfriend Dean.
Dean: “Going for a dip babe?.” He asked slighly slurring his words.
(Y/N): “Nah, just getting some fresh air, that’s all.”
Hyuk stumbled towards me tripping over his own feet a couple times, and put his arms around my shoulders. I could smell the liquor in his breath as he whispered in my ear.
Dean: “Mm I wouldn’t mind see you do a quick cheeky skinny dip in my pool.”
(Y/N): “Shut up boy, no one is gonna skinny dip in here, the pool is closed right now dummy.”
Dean: “Does that mean “no” now, but “yes” later once the guests leave and we can enjoy the pool by ourselves hmm?” He said raising one of his eyebrows while giving me a really familiar smirk.
I chuckled at his attempt to be seductive. I was just about to say something witty back to him when I heard the back door open again. I turned around quickly, and a bunch of Hyuk’s guy friends came to the pool side. The second I saw them I could tell they were all hammered.
Guy 1: “Did someone say skinny dip? I’m all here for that.” He said jokingly taking of his shirt while the other guys and dean laughed.
Guy 2: “Yeeeah I like the sound of that. but I ain’t gonna jump in the pool. I can watch though.” He said while sitting in the sun chair and looking me up and down.
At this point I was getting a little uncomfortable, since I was the only woman here surrounded by about seven guys. But I wasn’t that alarmed since my boyfried was there, I knew he would tell the guys off if their comments got out of hand. Or at least I thought so..
Guy 3: “Is she the stripper for tonight? Damn, Dean you have a good taste.“
Guy 4: “I mean it wouldn’t be a Dean party, without some whores right? This new one even looks kinda classy, I wish I knew where you get these type of bitches.”
When I hear that come out of this guys mouth my eyes widened. Whore? Me? I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I knew Dean as a singer had a history of having groupies and random hook-ups. But surely he wouldn’t think of me as just that. Right?  My mind was running to all the places I didn’t want it to and I was getting teary eyed fast. But the next thing that Hyuk said shocked me more that anything I had heard this far.
Dean: “Fellas, have you seen this face? It pulls all the best whores in the yard. This one was so easy I mean, we went on couple dates and she was all mine hah. Really doesn’t take a lot, so take notes.”
(Y/N): Hyuk.. how can you talk about me like this? You know I’m not a whore, I’m NOT and never WAS some stripper who you can just play with. Why aren’t you defending me? How could you say that? What even AM I to you!
I yelled in a hoarse voice, and tears falling down my cheeks, shaking my head slowly staring at my boyfriend.
Dean: “Just shut up.”
My jaw dropped. My own boyfriend just called me an “easy whore”. In front of all these people and then tried to silence me.
I felt disgusted, and more hurt that I had ever been. I thought I was going to be sick, and I knew it wasn’t because of the alcohol. I stormed out crying. I ran through the crowded house not giving a fuck that peope stared at me in confusion. I ran outside to the parking lot and got in the first cab and didn’t look back.
This car ride home felt like an eternity. I cried the whole time and didn’t stop even when the driver asked me if I was okay. I simply couldn’t talk.
I always saw Hyuk as this really sweet, almost like ’the boy next door’ kinda guy. I never expected him to put me on the spot like that, especially infront of all his friends. I really thought he loved me.. or maybe I was just stupid and hoped that he would love me. I guess alcohol really does bring out the worst in people.. I felt so humiliated and embarassed to the point that I don’t think I can ever face these people again. Who knows what these people think of me now. Sad thing is that some of those people were also MY friends, well now ex-friends.
*back to present day*
Even though I’ve given him silent treatment for almost two whole months, he still expects me to give him attention. As if I would be interested to listen to his pathetic excuses. He really doesn’t seem to get that, even though I never text him back and only leave him on ‘read’. In a way I’m not really surprised to be honest. He has always been really determined to keep trying until he gets what he wants. He can be really stubborn sometimes. That being one of the reasons I fell for him if I’m compeletely honest. I have always admired his passion and how hard he works in order to achieve his goals, but right now those qualities have come back and bite me. Big time.
*Later that night*
*You and your best friend Jisoo are hanging out in your room watching tv, and Jisoo brings up the one topic you would like to avoid the most*
Jisoo: “Is he still texting you?”
(Y/N): “Who?”
Jisoo: “C’mon, we both know who I’m talking about.”
(Y/N): “If you mean my disgusting, nasty ass,  ex-boyfriend, then yes. He’s till trying to apologize.”
Jisoo: “Well damn, someone is still mad at him.”
(Y/N): “Of course I am! He won’t leave me alone. I mean just earlier today he send me snapchats asking me to dinner. He really thinks I’ll forgive him, bt little does he know that I fill never forgive him.”
Jisoo: “Let me see those snaps.”
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Jisoo: “Damn. Honestly I think you should just talk to him. I feel like he misses you.”
(Y/N): “Are you insane? That’s exactly what he wants, so why would I want to grant him that wish? I just want to distance myself from him as much as I can. I’m sure he can find himself another “easy whore” real quick.”
Jisoo: “I didn’t mean that you should agree to his suggestion about meeting irl stupid. I mean maybe you should just straight up tell him to stop trying to contact you.”
(Y/N): “He won’t listen. If I do that it’s just going to give him confidence and then he definitely won’t leave me alone. Trust me.”
Jisoo: “Sis, it’s not like he’s happy with himself. He clearly feels quilty. Maybe you should just hear him out. At the end of the day, he was drunk as fuck and clearly not in his right mind.”
(Y/N): “I don’t know. there’s not a lot what he can do to make me feel better. I mean what is he even going to say?”
Jisoo: “Only one way to find out.”
(Y/N): “Ugh, I guess you’re right..”
END.
oorr to be continued...
A/N: Yooo I’ve finished my first scenario! *party emoji* I hope you liked it! And again, feedback would be highly appreciated!! Also if ya’ll would like a part 2 of this then let me know since this ended in a lowkey cliffhanger.
You can send feedback and tell me what you thought HERE.
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Rules and Guidelines
Rules
Groups we will be doing:
EXO, BTS, Highlight (Beast), NCT 127, IKON, WINNER, Seventeen, Shinee, Monsta X, GOT7, 2PM, B.A.P., AOMG, Dean, Zion. T, Crush, B1A4, Big Bang, Block B, Madtown, UNIQ, VIXX, The Rose. (We can also do things sub groups within these groups like MOBB, JJ Project, EXO-CBX, etc)
We are learning other groups so check back for updates!
( if you want a hip hop artist Tae knows a bunch so just ask and she can tell you if she knows them well enough to create something for you.)
General Rules (some are restated for emphasis) 1. If you want a private request you need to say so in the request. 2. No Suicide, Abuse, or Rape 3. Will not create smut for underage people that means for you or with a member that is under the age of 18 4. Kookie writes smut and doesn’t do fluff or angst 5. Tae is willing to try to write fluff but if you guys hate it we will stop fluff
For Selca Ships: 1. Send  (2-4) pictures of your face 2. A description of your personality 3. You can pick up to 5 groups
For KInk Ships: 1. You can pick up to 5 groups 2.If you choose a sub unit that counts as one (ex: EXO-CBX, JJ Project, VIXX LR, etc) 3.If you choose a solo artist that counts as one (Jay Park, Zion. T, Crush)          A) The way around this for some is saying AOMG instead of Jay Park or                    Fanxy Child for Crush, Zico, Dean (and because Tae is a hip hop nerd                  she will give you everyone in Fanxy Child not just those three) 4. Will not create kink for underage people that means for you or with a member that is under the age of 18.
Scenarios: 1. No memberxmember 2. No Suicide, Abuse, or Rape 3. Will not create smut for underage people that means for you or with a member that is under the age of 18. 4. Kookie writes smut and doesn’t do fluff or angst 5 Tae will try to write fluff
Reactions: 1. No memberxmember 2. No Suicide, Abuse, or Rape 3. Will not create smut for underage people that means for you or with a member that is under the age of 18.
Most to Least: 1. One group per ask. (You can send multiples asks though) 2. No Suicide, Abuse, or Rape 3. Will not create smut for underage people that means for you or with a member that is under the age of 18.
Moodboards: 1. Will do NSFW but you and the member must be over 18. 2. No Suicide, Abuse, or Rape 3. Will not create smut for underage people that means for you or with a member that is under the age of 18. 
Kpop Texts: 1.One person per request. (You can send multiples asks though) 2. Will do NSFW but you and the member must be over 18. 3. No Suicide, Abuse, or Rape 4. Will not create smut for underage people that means for you or with a member that is under the age of 18.
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possiblypeachy · 7 years
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what do i call this
i was tagged by @opaquecinnamon/whatever her other account is called aka my sister from another mister. also another mother. idk. we look similar for some reason.
Last:
Drink: idk some apple and mango juice probably
Phone Call: my fellow b @thekeytoescapeisfiction
Text Message: my princess my sugar plum my baby jaylin
Song You Listened To: honestly i have no idea probaby naked – christopher or like love - dean
Time You Cried: when i was playing until dawn w/ @thekeytoescapeisfiction and i started crying bc i can't believe people love josh washington over mike munroe
Dated Someone Twice: sure
Kissed Someone And Regretted It: not really, no. i’ve kissed people and been like ew but not regretted it
Been Cheated On: nope
Lost Someone Special: i mean there was one of my cats but other than that i dont really care about the people that have disappeared from my life. ah, the wonders of being able to detach yourself from things easily
Been Depressed: been sad, yes. depressed, no, i don’t think.
Gotten Drunk and Thrown Up: no bc that means a hangover and i’m not ready for shit like that lmao
Favourite Colours: pastel orange. reminds me of sweets.
In The Last Year Have You:
Made New Friends: yeet. formed the squad. don’t know whether it’s good for society but i’m having a sweet ol’ time.
Fallen Out of Love: always bc of my irrational commitment issues
Laughed Until You Cried: at the last sleepover i had when we were talking about characters screaming yeet from a castle then somehow wendigos appeared and it was a wild ride
Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: always lmao with a cousin like mine it’s inevitable
Met Someone Who Changed You: idk man i change in a lot of ways i can't pinpoint exact people but i’ve changed a lot due to friends and stuff in the past few years
Found Out Who Your Friends Are: things change but for now I have
Kissed Someone on Your Facebook List: yeah. my parents lmAO.
How Many of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know In Real Life: all of them
Do You Have Any Pets: yup. baby boy mojo, my norwegian forest cat.
Do You Want to Change Your Name: meh. not really.
What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday: idk. bad memory.
What Time Did You Wake Up: like half nine ish
What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night: sleeping. or maybe something else i won’t disclose here oOps
Name Something You Can’t Wait For: nothing comes to mind.
When Was The Last Time You Saw Your Mum: she’s in front of me right now
What Are You Listening To Right Now: music. specifically, fanxy child - zico
Have You Ever Talked To A Person Named Tom: all the toms i can think of right now are twats so yes i have indeed
Something That Is Getting On My Nerves: the fact that everyone wants to stick up for josh washington despite the fact that he mentally traumatised at least three of his friends-- two of which he had no reason behind damaging. also, shit is happening in mr robot and i’m angry at like six people. also, klaua's dad.
Most Visited Website: youtube
Hair Colour: kinda blonde. maybe gingery.
Long or Short Hair: mid-length
Do You Have a Crush on Someone: nope. well, aside from countless celebrities and video game charaters bc i’m a huge saddo.
What do You Like About Yourself: pfft lmao um idk like ??? my ability to eat an entire pizza by myself sure that’s something
Piercings: i have double holes in both of my ear lobes and a cartilage piercing in my left ear
Blood Type: like AB+ or -
Nickname: ali. allie. ally. alli. aly. etc. also some other pet names
Relationship Status: single
Zodiac: virgo/libra
Pronouns: she/her
Favourite TV Show: i don’t watch many shows  but i’m watching mr robot right now and it’s pretty cool
Tattoos: none
Right or Left Hand: speaking in wide terms, i’m ambidextrous. i write with my right hand tho
Surgery: nope.
Sport: nope.
Holiday: i don’t understand. what’s a holiday?
Pair of Trainers: i have like two pairs of trainers. why is this a question?
More General:
Eating: like toast and cheese or smth
Drinking: apple and mango juice
I’m About To: either write some angst or watch another episode of mr robot
Waiting For: nothing. maybe the motivation to start my art project to fly on by.
Get Married: love doesn’t need a legally binding contract but i’m a sucker for romance and feeling worshiped (not in a like “i’m a god” way more so like “i hate myself please give me validation” way) so sure i’d like to get married some day
Career: student. 
Which is Better?
Hugs or Kisses: hugs. they can be platonic or romantic and you can continually hug someone for hours. you try and kiss someone for hours and you’ll die from lack of oxygen
Lips or Eyes: i like either
Taller or Shorter: taller. i’m shortist.
Older or Younger: older. not by a crap on tho. i like to limit myself to a few years ahead of my own.
Nice Arms or Nice Stomach: either.
Hookup or Relationship: relationship in a greater scope but things always depend on my mood
Troublemaker or Hesitant: hesitant lolol
Have You Ever:
Kissed a Stranger: meh. no.
Drank Hard Liquor: mhm. wanted to cry.
Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: probably
Turned someone down: yep
Sex on the First Date: no. bc im underage lmA O
Broken Someone’s Heart: probably not. how am i supposed to know?
Had Your Heart Broken: no.
Been Arrested: no.
Cried When Someone Died: no.
Fallen For a Friend: eh. not really.
Do You Believe In:
Yourself: h a h no
Miracles: eh.
Love at First Sight: nope
Santa Claus: not anymore
Kiss on the First Date: sure, why not
Other:
Eye Colour: blue/green/orange in the middle
Favourite Movie: idk probably something animated like big hero 6 or the lion king
i dont have the brain capacity nor confidence to think of anyone i want to tag so like if you rlly wanna do it, feel free to steal it from me and say that i tagged you :)
Rules: You must answer every question. 
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ludeere · 7 years
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The beginning of the end.
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You wanted to make a surprise for your boyfriend, but what if he prepared a better one for you?
DEAN x Reader - A
“- Hey, bae. Sorry but I must cancel our dinner tonight. Got a lot of work to do in the studio.
“- Yaaa, it’s not fair, I’ve spent all day long in this fucking kitchen, Kwon Hyuk. Get your pretty ass here, right now!!!”
“- You gonna kill me but not today. Love you babe))”
   You threw you phone on the sofa next to you. It was a little strange, cause recently Dean had no  time to spend with you. You could understand everything, you knew he was busy writing songs for some foreign artist. But the most awkward  thing was that he didn’t even told you who it was. He always told about all his staff thought sometimes he was forbiden to do that before the official anouncement. This time was different, you knew it, but didn’t pay much attention.
  You  went back to the kitchen to send all your daily work to the fridge, but suddenly a genius idea came up into your mind, You find a couple of lunch boxes and put almost all the food there. If your busy man can’t come to a dinner, the dinner it self can come to him. After puting on you favorite clothes you left the house and took a taxi. The roads were almost empty so it didn’t take way too long to get to the studio. You decided to visit a coffee shop to get his fav coffee, and then aproached the building. 
  Before you get to the floor you needed you met a lot of your common friends and it was okay till you saw Crush, who looked worried and was kinda bustling. You met him with a bright smile as usual. “Ayooo, man, whats wrong??? Did you see a ghost or something??” You started laughing, but he just gave you a slight smile. “Ohh, Y/N, what are you doing here so late?” You huged him around his neck with one hand. “You think it’s the right greeting to your beloved dongsaeng? Where is my hugs and sweets?” He responded with the bigger smile this time and huged you. “That’s right, boy!”. 
  “So, what are you doing here, Y/N?”. “And what do you think I’m doing here with all these staff, hon?” You pointed on lunch boxes and coffee. “I just wanted to make a surprise for Hyuk, he is too busy working here to grab his ass and come home for a normal dinner, so here I am.”  The moment you told him everything you noticed his confused look. “What’s the matter, Hyo?”
  “Oh..no..no, it’s nothing wrong, I just thought that Hyuk is lucky man to have you, but he doesn’t even realise that.” “You are too kind, you know?” Hyo didn’t respond anything, cause as soon as you finished your frase his phone rang and he had to run away. So you were heading straight to the studio. But before you grabed the door handle you heard some strange noise. You slightly opened the door and heard moans. You startled, cause you know exactly what it was. Your eyes were closed, and your hands were shaking. A few seconds passed but it seemed like you’ve been standing there for an hour. After taking all your strength together you opened your eyes and looked in the mirror that was hanging right opposite a blonde riding your boyfriend. 
  You wanted to scream but you voice didn’t obey, you quietly closed the door and ran away with your eyes full of tears. You were broken into little pieces by a man who meant everything for you. Having thrown all the food in a trash bin you walked the streets remembering everything from the very beginning: when you first met, your first kiss, his first album, first trip together, his first concert. It was always Him! There wasn’t any of You. It was disgusting feeling, to realise that you gave everything and had nothing left.  
  When you regained your consciousness, you were sitting on the kerb, watching the floating traffic. The only thing was on your mind “What should I do now???”
Part 1 ->  Part 2
(It’s silly, but I wanted to start not from the beginning of the story but from the main plot. I hope you gonna like it cause I wanna write the exposition to all that staff and of course the culmination. Excuse me for my bad English, it’s not my mother tongue)
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fmufmu · 4 years
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hi loves! it’s that time again, request time! my requests will be open from now until sunday! just wanted to say any vague requests like ‘xyz fluff and angst’ will be deleted because there’s only so much i can do! thank you all!
Who can I request?
H1GHR
AOMG
HI-LITE
AMBITION MUSIK
IMJMWDP
DPR LIVE
FANXY CHILD
MBA
DICKIDS
+MORE (SOLO ARTISTS)
What can the requests be?
Anything from fluff to smut!
Does that mean anything?
Keep it lighthearted. No TW’s or abuse, thanks!
How many times can I request?
That’s up to you! I’ll close the ask when I feel like it’s full enough!
Things to keep in mind:
I have a life outside of tumblr and this blog could be inactive for a while! thank you for understanding and supporting me regardless.
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pastelpastryblog · 5 years
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Hey guys, quick question. Do you know any KHH rappers that are very over confident, flexes too much, petty and that also acts like a troll? 😂😭 at the moment, I can only think of Superbee from the top of my head.
Reply to the suggestions under this post please. I need them because they might be in the I'm tired, it's over- Woo Wonjae fanfic. Thanks in advance! 💕
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khhunniewriting · 7 years
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Artist List
These are the groups, idols, rappers, solo artists I write for. Even if the artist or group isn’t on here you are welcome to ask.
Angst / Drama / Fluff / AU / Horror / Variety Show Mature (suggestive content not explicit/ smut) I might do some smut now... still undecided
AOMG / H1GHR
Gray
Jay Park
Loco 
Sik-k
Simon D
Wonjae 
Woodie Gochild  *new*
Big Bang
T.O.P
G-Dragon
DPR
Christian Yu
Dabin (DPR LIVE)
Fanxy Child
Crush
Dean
Zico
Flowsik IKON Illionaire / Ambition
Changmo
Dok2
Hash Swan
Hyoeun 
The Quiett
Junoflo Just Music
Genius Nochang
Giriboy
Keith Ape Mkit Rain
Bloo
Nafla
Young West  *new*  
Monster Woo Tao Yongguk 
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ludeere · 7 years
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The beginning of the end. Part 3
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The worst thing ever is living in a lie not knowing a love of your life cheated on you. 
DEAN x Reader - A
Word Count: 1624
“I’m in bath” You replied trying to hold your voice steadily, but he was trembling.
“Are you fine, babe?” You coughed trying to put yourself together, swallowing your tears.
“It’s fine”. Putting your bathrobe on you went out of the bathroom to see your boyfriend. He ran up to hug you. The pain in your stomach grew but you put your hands on his back to comfort him. 
“I missed you so  much, today was  such a messy day, we finaly recorded new colaboration and I feel relief now. I have something for you, little gurl.” you looked at him apatheticaly waiting for the truth from his mouth, but it didn’t seem to come out today. He druged out some package and gave it to you.
“Open up! “ You slightly smiled and opened a package full of jellies, chocolate candies and a pikachu trinket which you saw last week  while  window shopping. You smiled and honestly don’t know how to act, it was hard to put a happy smile on your face, but if you wanted to play hard you should act like a pro.
“Oh, Gush!!! Is that cutie pie from that shop we visited last week??? How did you know I want him???”
“I know you from your head to toe, I saw your eager eyes. Sorry I couldn’t buy it earlier, had a lot of work to do. And yet I didn’t tell about my colaboration either...” You waited patiently for those cherished words, but they won’t come out.
“It’s an American singer, she is pretty famous.” Not wanting to listen to his tales you interrupted him.
“I know.” He was kinda shook.
“But, how did you....”
“I heard rumors.” 
“Ohh, get it. There would be a release in a few days, wanna hear before the premiere?”
“Sure.” You nodded your head and took the jellies out of the box to try them. 
“I want to take you to the studio tomorrow, so you can listen the track and met somebody. “He cuddled you. It always was so pleasant when he touched you but this time you felt like choking.
“What´s wrong, hon?” He looked into your eyes  with worry and guilty.
“No, it’s nothing, I just a little bit tired today. I should go have some rest.”
“Are you mad at me??? I can see that something is going on, can you just tell me, cause it feel suck to see you like this”
“I was mad cause you didn’t come to dinner, I wanted to celebrate getting my new job, but you kinda fucked up, Dean. But it’s allright now, I’m not mad, I just need some sleep. If you didn’t have your supper, but I really doubt it, you can find it in a fridge. Go and help yourself.” 
“Babe, please I’m  sorry, I’m really sorry. I hate when you  call me Dean, I felt like I really fucked up.” He grabed your hand and pressed it to his face. You hated yourself cause you still loved him, his smile, sweet voice and his eyes. But it doesn’t matter because you were not going to forgive him  what he did.
“God damn, Hyuk. Get you ass to the kitchen. “ You pulled him to the kitchen. *It’s gonna be our last dinner” You said to yourself. When opened the fridge you suddenly remembered that half of all the food you left in a trash bin near the studio. 
“That’s all we have for today.” You put half of chiken on a plate, some salad potatoes and egg rolls. “I gave the rest to the neighbour.” You replied whitout his question.
“Why did you do that?” 
“He helped me to fix the sink, that’s why.” He looked at the sink to examine it and continued to eat.
“I’m gonna be upstairs.” You left him alone and went straight to the bedroom, there was something you wanted to do so you took you phone and opened your conversation with Crush.
“You knew everything, didn’t you?”
“What do you mean, Y/N?”
“Oh, God stop acting like mister “ I don’t know nothing. Just tell me!”
“So you saw them?”
“Yeah, and you know that I was going to see this shit and you didn’t even stop me!”
“I thought that they have already finished their staff”
“Fuckk, Hyoseob, you are fucking asshole. So you wanna tell that if i didn’t come that night, you wouldn’t even tell me, and you would let me  live with that cheater??? I hate you, you were my closest friend, I thought you were. “
“No, no, noooo, Y/N. Just listen, it’s not like this. Yeah it’s true that I didn’t want you to see this, but I would told you after. I fucking love you and I don’t want somebody hurt you.”
“You WHAT???”
“ I LOVE YOU, Y/N. God damn, didn’t you see? Can we met right now? I have a lot to say you.”
“No, not now, I’m going to rest. DOn’t you even think to tell Dean, that I saw him, or I’ll never talk to you.”
“Is he at home right now? Are you allright?”
“Yes and no, I’m not. Talk to you later, I need to figure out what should I do next.”
You put your phone aside and tried to sleep. It wasn’t hard for you, beccause your body and mind felt exhausted. You didn’t even hear when  Hyuk sneaked to bed pulling you closer to his body. 
  Waking up early you felt a pain that ran through your body, Hyuk was already having his breakfast.
“Good morning, girl. Are you ready for today?” You wasn’t exactly ready to meet that hoe, but you nodded your head. “So, I’ll wait to you in the studio” He smiled and left a kiss on your cheek. 
  When you were all dressed up, you already had a plan in your head. Without fights and screams. You are not that kind who would disgrace him in front of his friends and colleague. You were going to do it quiet. Before going to the studio you went to a coffee shop, you knew that there would be Jiho hyung and Crush for sure and how to forget the future girlfriend of your boyfriend, so you took five cups of coffee and and prepared to fight your feelings back.
  “Ayooooo, Z-z-i-c-o!!! Haven’t seen you for ages.” You huged him and gave his cup of coffee. Then you made an eye contact with Hyoseob.
“It’s your’s, hyung.” You laughed and turned your head to Dean, who was discussing something with a blondy from last night. Your blood boiled, but you trynna keep it cool. Crush grabed your hand and squeezed it slightly. 
“Y/N, you are here.” He stood up and introduced you two, you shook her hand and stayed stiil. *Are you fucking kidding me, Dean. You just introduced me to the girl you cheated on me with. You are fucking bastard.* You thought while listening to his new song. You loved his music and voice, but this time you didn’t even catch the song, you were too into yourself to listen to something else except your inner voice. You looked at Jiho, he was kinda worried, but you didn’t think  he knew something. The music stopped and you woke up from your thoughts.
“It’s good!! I definitely like it.” You smiled as bright as your pain allowed you. Dean huged you and wanted to kiss you but you turned your head. You couldn’t allowed him to make a fool of you in front of that bitch.So you just giggled to make things simplier.
“I’m sorry guys, I need to leave you now, got a lot of work to do. I just got a new job, so I want to prepare myself.”
“I’ll drive you back.” Dean took your hand. 
“There is no need, Hyuk. I can do it by myself, it’s fine” You took you hand out of his, the silence that stood like a clot was killing you.
“What’s wrong with you guys today???” Dean turned to Jiho who just hide his face behind his hand. In the corner of you heart you felt like Jiho knew everything, and you wanted to leave before he just burst out.
“See you around, boys!”You left the studio quickly and get a taxi. You must to get out of that house before Jiho would tell Dean that I know. 
  Having packed almost everything your staff with tears on you eyes you just left the house. Going straight to your friends house. You chose the most distant one, that one who met Hyuk just once. The worst thing was that you were ready to forgive him if he told you that himself, but he didn’t. Without any regret you texted him the last time ever.
“Kwon Hyuk, I’m grateful to you for always being there for me, in my hard time, when I had health issues you stayed in the studio, feeding me with your texts, thank you for treating me like the last person in your life, I’m thankfull that you made all my dreams come true. And I’m really sorry for treating you like a trash, and always being there for you when you needed me, I shouldn’t have done all that shit, maybe then you wouldn’t be cheating on me.” 
“Y/N, WHERE ARE YOU AT??????!”
“I can’t  find any of your staff here? Bae, just let me explain everything. I need to talk to you.
“You are not gonna leave me, aren’t you? I’m begging you, just please listen to me.”
“Pick the damn phone, honey. Don’t do this to me. I need you.”
“I don’t wana lose you”
*You already done it.*
Part 2 -> Part 4
a/n thank you for inspiration and thanks @jaxonah for idea)))
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The beginning of the end. Part 4
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One rotten plank can destroy the whole house, one little mistake can ruine your whole life.
DEAN x Reader - A
Word Count: 935
DEAN'S pov 
“I just.. I.. I don’t know why I did this”
“Oh, God, Dean, relax. We both wanted this, it’s ok when two young and beautiful people just having fun. Stop being sickener, I know you are not like that, just move ahead. We both had fun and that’s it. If you are afraid about your girlfriend, she would never know.”
 She dressed and left the studio first, it was pretty late and you tried to find strength to come back home and look into her eyes. You couldn’t explain why did you do this even to yourself, what to say about someone else. What if somebody tell her, like Jiho or Hyo. You felt like piece of shit, but you were not going to lose Y/N cause of some random girl in your life. You went back home and felt relief when you heard her voice from the bathroom. “She is defnitely mad at me, I need to do something”. After you saw her tired face you felt sick, you wanted to tell her everything but sober mind stopped you from this and you just huged her as strong as you can, you felt warmth of her body and her racing heart.You were going to carry this secret to your grave.
   You knew that it was the most stupid idea ever to take Y/N to the studio and let them both met, but you had no choice, you should act like nothing just happened. It would be more suspicious if you didn’t do this. She would be more worried. You know that she was always feeling herself uncomfortable when you told you were going to work with a woman, though he never showed that. She always kept it cool and you admired her. She was much more better than you in everything in expressing her emotions and feelings, she knew where to show them and were to stay still like a brick-wall. She never gave you even a slight reason to be jelous. You knew Hyoseob loved her, from the first minute he saw her, but  after you two started dating he stepped back. She never noticed how he looked at her, and you were always angry and annoyed, but Crush is still your best friend who would never betray you.
You often scolded yourself cause you could hardly manage with your mental and working problems, but she could just say one word and everything return on it’s place. Not a single song was written without her. She was your number 1 fan. 
  And now you were standing there in the studio watching you girlfriend had just gone with a strange look on her face. You felt like all the blood left your face. You wanted to say something but Jiho harshly stood up. You saw his fury eyes and you actually know what the conversation whould be about. You turned your head to J* apologised and asked her to leave.
“It’s okay, Hyuk, I was going to leave. And by the way you girlfriend is really gorgeous. She is really smart.” Jiho’s eyes narrowed he was trying hard to calm himself down, as soon as she left he cried angrily.
“Da fuck you are doing, Hyuk! How could you just introduce Y/N to that bitch.The worst idea that had come to you dumb head.”
“Chill out Jiho, it’s my own busines, if I havent done that, it would be more suspicious. I don’t want her to feel insecure.”
“But you’ve already done, you know? I didn’t think that you were that dumb, didn’t you se her face, how she force herself to come here and to face the girl you cheated with?”
“What do you m… WAIT, did you tell Y/N?” You turned your face to Crush who was sitting speechless. He shooked his head.
“None of us told her, she saw it with her own eyes. That night I saw her here with lunchboxes, but she didn’t noticed me. I was too busy to greet her.”
 You felt weak in your knees then  fell on the ground, you wanted to say something but the words didn´t come out. You felt like choking. Why didn´t she tell you? You recollected the whole evening, her eyes and hands, she is really strong to act like nothing happened. If you found out that she cheated, you  just smashed the whole studio, house and a person with whom she cheated. 
“Can you just imagine what have you put her throught? She is worth giving an oscar for the best female role. You know, I was always jokking around telling you that you don’t deserve her, but it was clear truth.” The moment Jiho stopped throwing his words at you your phone rang, you took it with your shaking hands and you heart stopped for a second. Y/N texted you. You read it.
“ Fucking shit,” you hold you tears back, “she is leaving, I need to stop her.” You tried hard to stand up but your legs won’t listen to you. Hyo helpped you and you quickly texted her back.
“ She would be the biggest fool if she didn’t leave you. Though you are my friend, but she is also my friend, noo, she is like sister to me so excuse me I can’t help you with this. Go and act like a grown up man.” You rushed throught the door and ran as quickly as possible to get to the car. The only thing that came into your mind  was not to let her leave at any price.
Part 3 -> Part 5 
a/n * sorry I didn’t  know how to name that blondy, so you can turn on some imagination. Hope you enjoy reading my staff, thank you for support) What do you think will happen next, I would like to hear your versions and ideas) Don’t be scared to write me)))
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