#fuck me harder brother

[thesaltofcarthage]

A card for very specific fandom niches

#thorki #wincest #petrellicest #maxicest #jaime/cersei #fuck me harder brother #merry christmas

[russilton]

Omg they were drift compatible…

Happy birthday @milflewis ur pacific rim au makes me profoundly feral, so have some baby pilot Valewis

#lewis hamilton #valtteri bottas #valewis #pacific rim au #look I’m still gewis till I die but you all know how buckwild I am for brothers in arms Lewis and Val #Val has the hardest fucking face to draw #harder than that armour I swear to god #half a decade of drawing Ironman trained me well #Niamh’s tag #Mark’s art tag

[introspectivememories]

oh my god bernard gets batman and dick to help save tim in the last issue and everyone in the family takes that to mean that bear knows about their night jobs. except tim still thinks bear doesn't know. that bear being there was just a coincidence. he just tagged along to save him cause bear is such a standup guy! cue tim doing everything to hide his identity and the family looking at him like he's lost his mind because obviously bernard know tim?? he literally patches you up every night???? why would he not know??????

#bear walking into the dining room: oof that's a nasty cut dick. how'd you get it? #dick: oh well saving the city just does that to you 😉 #tim seething internally cause dick is making his job ten times harder: ha ha ha! what a funny thing to say ☺️☺️☺️ such a comedian my brother #dick staring at him like he's grown 2 heads: what. #cass starts pulling off her mask in front of bear #cue tim tackling her into the gotham river #cass sopping wet signing irritatedly: what the hell was that?! #tim whispering; how could you be so careless? u almost told bear your identity! #cass softly: what. the. fuck. #damian casually showing bear his sword collection #tim barging into dami's room out of breath: he's really into medieval history! that's why he likes sword!! no other reason #dami later to bear: we must end this delusion of his #bear: yeah probably. but it's funny watching him come up with so many excuses #bear: yesterday he tried to convince me that the knife wound in his side was really stigmata and that he was a devout catholic #bear: i wanna see what else he's gonna say #dc #bernard dowd #tim drake #timber #timbern

[kyuala]

SOOOOOO hard to go through everyday life trying to ignore the never-ending feeling that im just irreparably fucked up and therefore should just give up on everything

#this aint exactly s******* but it aint exactly not s******* either #anyways it gets even harder when i have to live under the same roof as my brother who is so much better than me in every single conceivable #and imaginable way possible like #and i knowwww a LOT of it comes down to us having relatively similar yet wildly different lives despite being 1.5y apart and having the sam #family our entire lives like he has gone through NOTHING and i mean not a single societal issue ive had to face and endure my entire life #he's a man im a woman. he's white im black. he's straight im gay. he's skinny ive always been 'overweight'. he's always been the good #christian kid ive always had issues w faith and religion. he's never been mentally ill i was clinically depressed for nearly 8yrs of my lif #we both lost the same parent and im the only one who got pathological grief and a personality disorder out of it. he's had a great job for #the last 7yrs that now pays him 20k+ every month ive only had 3 odd jobs my entire life and 2 of those my MOTHER had to give me so i would #have SOMETHING and ive never made over 1.6k monthly n my last job was minimum wage only #he's had like 4 relationships and is nearly engaged im so traumatized + emotionally unavailable ive only ever been on 1 date my entire life #he has a good relationship w every family member we have i have Issues w like half the family. he's always been an active member of our #church i can barely listen to like 4 traditional hymns before i start losing my mind and spiraling. i think the only two ways we're pretty #much equal like socially is that we're both able bodied cis and christians but still the cis and christian thing is debatable for previousl #stated reasons so like. do yall see how much better he is doing than me in every little last area in life and how he's always gotten the #long straw when it comes to Not having to deal w certain obstacles in life. n i know its like yea idk what it actually is like to be him an #he could not be doing all that well first of all shut up. second of all if it was 1 or 2 things i'd get it but it's literally EVERYTHING #and i know bc of said things n our v different lives it's unfair to me to compare the two of us but then it begs the question: WHY #WHY did i have to go through these things. WHY do i have to deal w this. WHY did i get the short straw literally every goddamn time #WHY did i have to get THIS life like WHYYYYY why ME GOD. why have I had to put up w all this bullshit for 24 fucking years!!!!!!!!! im TIRE #and this is not me hating or resenting him i know it's not his fault and he is so good to me #but still. why was i left with these things? to live like this? #so yes i guess i do envy him a little bit. who wouldn't #mari.txt #personal #tw negative #dl #btw i do NOT mean some identities are better than others. i mean he is better and is doing better than me in life partially bc he's never #had to deal w certain social issues and obstacles that come w oppressed identities.

[godblooded]

sup insomnia gang gimme a ❤️

#ooc. o kaptain. #[had a little bit of a rough but good night but brotherwatched and had some great great great sessions with my kiddo today. gonna lay down #and write some. i love yall!! im finally fucking silver in comp I’m exhausted but proud. I’m getting to gold. my brother is already there #but he’s nuts and he’s like so much better than me tbh his moira is spot the fuck on lmfao. I’m a wicked sigma (pip where are you i picked #up sig because of you!!!! and I am so happy i did!!!) but I’m very all purpose. my bro is more of a specialist and he’s been hella #specializing. and tbh it’s in my nature to try harder to support my friends than go hard on my own when I’m on a team. and I play a lot a #lot with them so I’m very attuned to how to support THEM. and my bro is a nuts mauga/dva/moira/junkrat/brig/ashe etc. player. with me i can #play everyone. (except ball get him the FUUUUCK away from me.) I’ll try anybody once and i know I’ll learn ham eventually. for right now I’m #rediscovering my love of zen…]

[quietwingsinthesky]

kind of wish sam had panicked a little at hearing gadreel!dean ask ‘is that a yes?’

#I just think that should make him freak the fuck out #like that’s a very specific way to phrase that. and this is Sam. this after Gadreel!Dean saying ‘you have to let me in’ #he should be more wary about this!!! #like. still agree to it. because this looks like his brother and he’s pushing harder and harder for Sam to agree and Sam can’t fight him #he can’t #but I think he should have gotten scared. just a little. the minute him saying yes became part of the equation. #spn rw

[mwagneto]

getting my driving licence tomorrow.. 😐

#for the record when i say i got it so I'd have it later i mean my licence. i did not want nor get a car -> #i feel really bad for my car coz brother i am never ever gonna drive you sorry. devil's machine #literally living in a city with one of the best public transports in the entire world and my parents expect me to drive... #i got it so I'd have it but like broooo im not gonna drive anywhere i fucking hate driving😭😭😭 #also fun fact getting a licence in hungary is literally harder than getting into heaven as a rich person like holy fucking shit #I've been going through the process for well over two years now. my god #you need 4 different exams and many many many hours of studying and practice #which is good in that i know most ppl who drive trained really hard to do it #but bad because boy they don't act like it<3 also bp traffic is fucking nuts. JUST TAKE THE BUS #or the metro. or the trolley bus. or the tram. or the hév. or the train. or the fucking . boat #no the boats stopped running during covid and they still haven't started again which makes me so sad. bring them back... #barking

[heyitsphoenixx]

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#personal vent incoming to just get off my chest don't be weird about it #i've known since i was a kid that my dad was overtly abusive but #just in the last 3-5 months i've learned my mom was and currently is almost just as abusive #but she's just covert about it instead #all of my adolescence was about surviving my dad who was so obviously a monster that he was almost easier to deal w in a way by comparison #this is. what an utter mind fuck #there's also like. no member of my family that i can turn to for help #bc they're either just as bad or my mother has ruined any relationship i might have w them over time #and i also fear being a burden #so i'm making a plan to get out but god it's overwhelming thinking about doing it all alone #and the thought that it might take years to actually get out or get healthy #she's kept me isolated from any support for so long #and im afraid any family that could possibly help wouldn't fully understand or they would be just as bad as her #and it feels impossible to progress at all bc im living w her and literally filed as her dependent on taxes #like ik this is gonna be the hardest thing to escape in my life and i've already escaped a lot #but this time i have to largely on my own #is v scary #and she's conditioned me to believe that i can't make any right decisions on my own without her #and that anything i do is always 'backwards' #makes it that much harder to make a clear plan #her work schedule is so inconsistent that it makes getting therapy online (since i don't have a license or car yet) nearly impossible #to do it without her or my brother listening #that i've just felt trapped for years #but. i can Tell i'm getting better now and rapidly. more than i've been for a v long time #so the process is just beginning and i think even she can tell #which is also dangerous #but ik i can do this its just the amount of time and effort and organizing behind her back and doing it alone thats v overwhelming #but anyway #we stay silly

[gently-decaying-flowers]

why is he siding with them?? like- did you forget? stop trying to back them up im never going to like them

#char’s diary #like yeah okay i do love theater but im choosing not to audition for the musical im not killing a puppy #i’m sorry i’m fucking exhausted and school is getting harder #i still want to do tech for it too #the thought of performing is making me want to kill myself so i don’t think i want to audition thanks #they’re trying to guilt trip me and if they keep doing it i’m not gonna enjoy theater anymore #and my brother is backing them up like #there WOULDNT be harm in it if they haven’t been doing this to me my whole life #istfg

[mean-vampyre]

Time machine to jump 48 hours into the future

#hired? bought? idk the vet service to put my dog to sleep at home and all the other shit #but it's for monday since oh weekends it's harder to get them (do pets only die on working days?) #and we are worried she is not going to be strong enough until monday #and lowkey my brother is kinda panic because we don't want her suffer and if she dies now then what #and I'm highkey silently panicking because if she dies is on me to call and arrange everything to happen asap #but i don't know if the guy from the service website will pick up his phone today or tomorro after so called working hours #so yeah can it be monday already and everything go according to plan so I can be only worried about being sad and not about the logistics #of death?????? #i just want this to be over so I can be sad and she can be at peace #it's been sooo crazy idk know anymore I just want a fucking break #thursday my biggest concern was what should I have for lunch and look at me now #my dog is dying and I can't breath for the next 48hours

[hyperfixation-tangentopia]

When you're on a time crunch but your (presumably) ADHD brain decides "fuck you I want to write"

#and NO this is not a time crunch I can be flexible on and YES I literally have to do it and NO there's nobody here to help #we've established I function best under pressure BUT APPARENTLY THIS ISN'T PRESSURE ENOUGH #kill me #also I have like. 2-3 days min 2 weeks max to somehow get my dog to walk well enough on a leash that he won't pull on distractions #harder than it sounds #especially because I'm working off of YT videos without help #(I'm trying to look at trainers for help but A I will be completely alone in paying those expenses for a while) #(and B I don't know where to look except for local pet store that we don't have the gas to spare to drive to rn) #vent in the tags #umm yeah #I'm fine this is fine everything's fine #I want to stop existing and sit in bed chewing on peanut butter and doing nothing all day #but I'm determined to kick SAD in the butt this year (also my half-brother will get on my ass if I do that) so FUCK IT #I've taken my dog out and am trying to find someone to VC/call and am writing instead #FFFFFF #*dying*

[ghoul-haunted]

reading texts focused on crassus really is like, wow! these authors sure are fighting it out! and it doesn't stop

#i like the one guy who waxes tragic poetic about the fragmented nature of plutarch's biography and goes in for the kill #by calling crassus a failed imperialist. never sexier to me then in that moment #these two different authors have EXTREMELY strong opinions on the birth order of crassus' sons #one is going in HARD on publius being the eldest and their argument is giving off some kind of transgressive. something #Ghost Possession. which makes sulla's comment about his dead family go in harder. along with Everything Else #it took me a minute to think of ghost and possession. my first thought was like. incest??? is your brother-father fucking your wife #through you? what's UP with this. but then i remembered ghosts. and the oppressive nature of a roman family tree #that said. im now thinking about a show involving terrible brother-father possessions. and you know what. YOU KNOW WHAT--

[lilgynt]

moms WILL make sure you cry once a day at least

#personal #i’ve been cleaning my room all day and #that doesn’t effect anything but mid crying i’m just muttering i didn’t do anything bc at this point it’s a comfort mantra for when my #family fucks around with me randomly. #anyway so my mom calls and said she was talking with a friend and i got brought and so did my issues #and she got me these expensive vitamins and im steadily getting sadder/ more annoyed during the call and crying silently #and i saw yes to taking them and she keeps going and i’m like mom i said yes #and she’s like it’s just a conversation and i tell her i’m just upset bc the move for my mental health is #ignoring any issue i bring up then buying me expensive gifts so i can’t talk about said issue #and i was like i want to be clear. this is extremely nice gesture. thank you. thank you very much #and she’s like i can never do anything nice for you #so i’m like maybe we can hold off on nice gifts or treats and focus on communicating or get pass these door issue #and she just went silent like she always does so i just said never mind thank you and we hung up #and now i’m crying in bed feeling utterly alone cause it’s not like i can reach out to either of my brothers #and i feel resentment for ben grow everyday just bc he gets to live his life after doing that to me #and i have to live with the consequences of his actions everyday #and everyone keeps saying their not blaming me for it and then treating me like shit #i m just gonna stop talking to my mom as much for a while i’m not talking to either of my brothers if i can help it but #i just let her slide even tho she’s literally begging me to get back harder with my ed

[elegyofthemoon]

Sorry, but I saw your comment about how Gepard is in that piece like Serval's shield, and I guess you mean in general how that's the role he has as the captain of the Silvermane guards and how that's the role he tried to get to get "even" with Serval due to childhood, but also... The fact that at the same time Serval is still literally his shield? That always makes me soooo ajfkabfksndjd when it comes to them and their dynamic.

DONT MAKE ME THINK ABOUT THIS IM TRYING TO COOL OFF LMAO

#answered #longagoitwastuesday #MORE REASONS TO APPRECIATE THAT ART SM you're so right though #i think i was saying something about like gepard living in serval's shadow and living up to a lot of the potential serval had left behind #but yeah also regardless of how much time has passed gepard is still very very much serval's little brother and serval still being #his shield in turn #actually if i think longer on the landaus i think im going to just go light myself on fire instead #see also thats another reason why i'm like 'so where does that leave lynx' i wanna knOW and understand more #i think i told myself this weekend im just gonna go rewatch servals companion quest and lynxs just bc this brainrots like killing me mental #but its fiiiiine its fiiiiiine we're okaaaaaay #you'd think after throwing up a lot of thoughts on them i'd shut up #i think i passed out last night talking about them #AND THEN WOKE UP TALKING ABOUT THEM AGAIN???????? #girl shut the fuck up 😭😭😭 #like idk there's probably no way we'll see the landau parents and that's totally fine by me #but i just wanna see and trace development between all three of the kids bc we can see how much that played into serval and gepard #but lynx. idk i feel like she just kinda went her own way and that was that #bUT I MUST DIG HARDER #anyways the tags are so barren....i need something to trap me in a neverending cycle of brainrotting destruction for them #anyways. normal day on snow's blog. what.

[bitbrumal]

                                                                            QUESTION           @predvestnik​​​​​   ↤   accepting    ::   HE’S A 10, BUT...   ↩

‘ He isn't a ten. He's more like a bad, incomplete joke: seven, eight, nine. ’ Honestly, this was meant to target one Master Diluc, but can be about anyone—

DILUC  the rag in his fist creaks. red eyes drop to it with an incredulity that peers further inward: down into the tight, discomfiting squirm of his chest.       oh. i’m going to be sensitive about this. fantastic.  how mean. to be bullied like this, after a smooch? after allowing him to feel vulnerable & stupid & delicious—

it’s certainly impossible to guess what has his cheeks grow ruddy all over again:  the memory, or this shameless return to the norm.  perhaps it should be a blessing...

                            “ugh.”

 at least it asks for no delicacy in return. it wouldn’t be rude not to feel. no weeping maiden stands in line to curse his lineage for an affront she should have expected, angled for. ( no. no, that’s him right now, isn’t it? holy sh- )         don’t have to feel anything about this. ( right. because that was ever an option. )

#ic #rp ✦ diluc #with: predvestnik #predvestnik #diluc: #diluc: that's not what you said to my- #'i have to be the ten since ur eleven' #ur not allowed to be mean within 3 weeks of stealing his first kiss with a dude man that's just poor manners #how dare u frankly #this was going to just be funny and i was like idk what to write & then the gift that keeps on giving ie master diluc's dilucness & also #virginal virginness . well. c: it did what it ought to do---- #childe: Lol loser ur not even that hot tbh. #diluc: *stares at his hands & begins to cry.* fuck off outta my bar. #IT'S FUNNY BC 7 8 9 IS NOT A BAD FUCKING SCORE BUT OKAY FELLAS ALRIGHT HOLY SHIT CALM DOWN #diluc's gonna need a support group just to deal with this KAEYA COME HELP UR BROTHER HE DOENS'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS DANGER GINGER #he's gonna go home & cry a leetol bit childe now look what u've done. diluc exasperated & deeply displeased with himself: are u FUCKing kidd #ing me. growls & throws himself into his work harder #tsk tsk. #he heard 'bad joke' & never looked into the rest #u call him a bad joke after he faces down the fires of his own hatred to let him have a leetol kiss from u !!!! oh jail for tartaglia