#fucking exhausting

[just-browsing1222]

Y'all...

I finished the big cross-stitch project. Might cry about it. Now I just have to make a companion patch that says "High Noon Over Camelot" on it. Definitely NOT in cross-stitch.

#description in alt text #it's 57 stitches at its tallest #that's too big for my frail constitution #fucking exhausting #the mechanisms #the mechs #high noon over camelot #cross stitch #the mechs fanart #i want to say never again but I really want a Ulysses Dies at Dawn patch #and that's about the same size #sooo...

[wild-flowerhoney]

nico isnt even IN the show and already ppl are freaking about about percico/jasico/whatever again.

give it a rest ffs

#pjo #hoo #genuinely losing drive to do anything when i was writing 14k in two days just last week #being reminded of why i hated this fandom and refused to join it for literal YEARS #“bringing back percico now that annabeth is black” its existed since she was the whitest girl in the whole series what #percico #jasico #valdangelo #solangelo #percabeth #fucking exhausting

[mondieuwordnerd]

I am so exhausted with TV shows that compound women's suffering and misery.

I LOVED the English but I can't help but have a little rant about the trajectory of Emily Blunts character [spoilers, content warning]

When we meet Cornelia she has already been extorted, lost a future with a fiance, and has been assualted.

She has been pregnant, ostracized from her family and society because of the nature of the conception and then she loses her son at 14. She loves that little boy and watches him suffer and die unfairly.

And then she reaches America. She finds herself, faces revenge, shows kindness. She meets Eli - a man who treats her with respect and loves her. "I cherish you"

Then its revealed she's dying from syphilis. In the last scene of the entire show it's revealed she is dying of shame too. She's alone and isolated all over again.

Could the show have just... not done that? I'm not naive, I know a perfect happy ending would of been near impossible with her being an English lady and Eli being a Pawnee man in the 1890s. But could they not have given her some hope? A future, full stop? She'd already endured tragedy, we as an audience didn't need the double down to feel for her character.

#the english #spoilers #emily blunt #cornelia locke #eli whipp #chaske spencer #feminism #fucking exhausting #why does tv think we want to watch women suffer #i loved it #but it broke my heart #tw assualt #cw assualt

[namedathlete]

I cannot begin to say how much my life and confidence improved when I stopped trying to be something. I stopped trying to have an aesthetic, a look, a gender. I stopped trying to come across as mega fit or dark academia or masc. I do not go about my life thinking "will this get me closer to my goal of looking x". Stopped asking questions like "how do I make my room more cottagecore" or "how do I dress more nonbinary".

I do what I want and I like what I like and I don't worry for a moment whether that presents the correct image to the world

#radfems do interact #if youre forever trying to match up to a (likely expensive) aesthetic goal then yoire never gonna consider yourself good enough #its so bad for your confidence to always consider yourself halfway there #ill buy this next fit #this next book #this next throw pillow #then ill have the right look #fucking exhausting #radblr #radical feminism

[gayemeralds]

i think the best part about writing that absolution fic was figuring out how the fuck silver would get to places as a broke out of time 14 year old kid who no longer had a) telekinesis or b) the chaos emeralds to chaos control

#he’s just. constantly out of breath from running places. #ugh. you learn one of your cherished friends dies saving the world and if you prevent his death you #literally undermine your entire mission of saving your future #AND you have to do a gay little run every where #fucking exhausting #sega official speaks

[random-jot]

God the news really is just

MURDER

MURDER

Horrific sex crimes

MURDER

Cost of living crisis

MURDER

CHILD MURDER

Jacking off to the monarchy and perpetuating the parasocial relationship that most of the british people sadly still have with them, completely ignoring the history of imperialism and war crimes that enabled this archaic institution to overstay its welcome by decades

MURDER

And there’s a nice art show happening at a local museum, ah, isn’t that nice

#safe to say ​I am not. a fan. #the news #venting #and my folks watch it WAY too much . like genuinely in-fucking healthy #it’s just so fucking UNrelaxing. like. that is Not how I want to wind down after work #every morning at 7 national & regional Plus every evening at 6 national & regional PLUS Fcking Channel 4 news right after AND the news at 10 #so that’s effectively… SEVEN news programmes every Fucking Day. it’s like ???? just pick one and stick y’know #anyway couldn’t be me #fucking exhausting

[graysongraysoff]

My apartment is truly genuinely so messy and disgusting rn lolllll whose fucking idea was having a full-time job, seasonal depression and an apartment you are responsible to take care of all at the same time

#like i have so much work to do bc of the builders show #but my apartment is getting like way out of hand so i kinda wanna spend my wfh day today just aggressively cleaning #fucking exhausting

[hotmess-exe]

feeling like you have to be good at something in order for it to be worth the time and effort of doing it is such an exhausting, miserable way to live

#it's fucking crippling sometimes #I don't mean this in a quality assurance type way #i mean it in a 'wow what is the point of this and ME' way #what is the point if it's ugly or imperfect #how can i justify spending my time and effort this way if the result is average or less #how can i justify enjoying it #always looking for the 'but its ok that i do or like this because here's an example of it being good' #fucking exhausting #miserable #joyless #just thoughts #i probably do have ocpd lol

[silentalltheseyearsnomore]

I have so much to say about our session today and the rest of the day since but really it can be summed up with

I wish we didnt have DID pls

#s #fucking exhausting #can we just #not switch #and like #not have trauma #and #all of it #can we just not #i am over the flashbacks of thinking we are about to die #no fun #next pls #done now #no more #bye

[jjkyaoi]

the reason ion fuck w the stranger things fandom as much anymore is bcuz you literally didn’t have to do anything for people to be revealing themselves as homophobes. like. u could legit just be chilling , drawing fanart of like. henclair. or something. and somebody in the comments would be like “here y’all go again why do u gotta make everything lgbt” why to u want gay people do burn answer quickly

#fucking exhausting #i assure you it’s not a problem if i want enzo and hopper to kiss a little like chill out and live ur lif #e

[thequeerlibrarian]

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#its 4.30 am rn and I just woke up from the most horrible nightmare after 3 hours of sleep and I will not sleep again tonight #i dont know why my mind is dreaming something like that like wtf I'm traumatised 5 #fucking exhausting

[gaily-daily]

I like Stancy and I like Jancy. What I DON'T like is the writers flipping back and forth like a goddamn pancake PICK A FUCKING SHIP AND STICK WITH IT I--

#fucking exhausting #stancy #jancy #stranger things #my posts

[mothheart]

Tumblr is the only place you can relatively safely and comfortably be a trans man online but then even here it's not perfect lol

#i literally Always see some kind of discourse or ✨️hot take✨️ on every other platform about how testosterone is poison and ruins your body #and being a man is horrible and you are going to become an evil abuser and opressor by transitioning no matter what #they lift trans women up to a standard thats so high its harmful and they treat trans men like we're a plague upon the earth itself #fucking exhausting #i spent long enough hating myself for knowing im a man #i dont care if youre a trans man yourself saying these things and in fact the hate i feel for you is unique #youre destroying other trans men's confidence and pushing them to hate themselves too and sometimes even go back in the closet #because thats what it did to me!! thats exactly what it fucking did to me #im sick to death of the way we are treated as a whole by the rest of the community. even from other trans people. #vent #ask to tag #miles rambles

[perditious]

oi, biofam.

#fucking exhausting #actually fuck it good night

[sissytobitch10seconds]

Suddenly I’m reminded how much I hate writing fight/action scenes

#fucking exhausting #this fic is already 30k words #im gonna die #please #help #aaaaaaaaaaaaa #edit for spelling

[bouncing-flowers]

Can we get tops that aren’t cropped now 🫠

#fucking exhausting