#god whatever i’m being so fucking stupid

[svartikotturinn]

שומע יא אידיוט תפסיק לתקוף יהודים אמריקאים ולקרוא להם לא יהודים? מאיפה אתה חושב שאנחנו הגענו? לפני מאה שנה גם אנחנו היינו בגלות. תחשוב מה שאתה רוצה על יהדות רפורמית אבל מאיפה הטימטום לחשוב שלראות את האויבים שלנו כאשכרה אנשים זה לא יהודי, ומאיפה הטמטום שיהודים בגלות ברחבי העולם הם לא יהודים.

סתום ת'פה ותפסיק לפגוע בקהילה של עצמך כפרה.

I’m gonna take the opportunity and respond both to your stupid bullshit and the stuff I got from @spacelazarwolf and @the-catboy-minyan with this image:

This kind of bullshit is a perfect example of why so-called ‘American Jews’ get on my last nerve. They are not actually a part of the culture, they engage with it on an extremely shallow level, and then have the nerve to barge in and pretend they fucking own it. (Here is another example. Here is another one.) So no, I am not ‘threatened’ by them, I am deeply irritated. (Much the same way Irish and Scottish people in those countries are irritated by Plastic Paddies boastfully claiming to be descendants of Robert the Bruce, by the way.)

I don’t know who you are, anon, but I do NOT appreciate your bullshit strawmanning. I did not say this applies to all Americans, and certainly not to all Jews living abroad. I am talking about this type which does not do the absolute bare minimum, which is, first and foremost, speaking Hebrew. This is the one major thing that Jews have in common outside of religious practice: the lingua franca Jews have used for millennia (yes, even beyond religious practice—read some Shlomo Haramati), without which you might be in touch with your own community but your link to Jewishness as a whole will be hobbled.

Now, as for Pharaoh, here is what Jewish scripture and exegesis has to say about him. Notably, here is how the Talmud describes him physically. This is not a flattering description, it’s barely humanizing, it repeatedly refers to him as evil with the only thing resembling a redeeming characteristic being that he charged at the front of his advancing army as a form of showing respect to God by confronting him personally at that one particular time. The thing about ‘forgivenss’ is particularly galling, as it is specifically pointed out that he explicitly refused to repent, and he is outright stated to be an evil fool. Compare and contrast with Christian scripture. (EDIT: Also, you claim to be Jewish yet are entirely unfamiliar the lyrics to Dayenu. Curious.)

This is another thing you need to be meaningfully Jewish: you need to actually engage with Jewish tradition and texts (and to do that, you need to—once again, say it with me—speak Hebrew). Once again, that brand of ‘American Jews’ are not doing that, but rather watering down the real deal to something palatable to their own sensibilities, regardless of whatever actual traditions they might have to trample along the way.

And the worst part of it? Now Israeli teens who socialize primarily online and speak English instead, a language they are not native speakers of, are getting in on this bullshit and become indistinguishable from their ilk at a glance. Hell, a few years I even saw one claiming the Jewish Bible was originally in Yiddish on Reddit.

So quit your LARPing, quit your harping, and kindly fuck off.

#Hebrew language #Jewish #Judaism #Pharaoh #Dayenu

[hazbinfallinginaspiral]

Hey, sorry to trouble you. Unsure of your time zone so i hope this is sent at a good time! (Sorry if it isn't!)

Could you maybe do something with Vox and a Reader who saves him from a surprise attack via a Sinner or Angel?

Kinda the Reader just like 'Oh sorry i got blood on you. Glad you're okay.' With Vox unsure if he wants this person under contact or to kiss them. Or do whatever go nuts!

(I have no idea what timezone I’m in tbh, I’m too lazy to check. As I’m posting this it is 10:50 AM where I live, if that helps anyone. No worries, though! I love answering all your asks and writing out posts based on your requests!)

“Walking downtown, avoiding the paparazzi…” Vox muttered to himself. He’d really done it this time. He was trying to avoid being out of the Vee tower for too long, but he’d taken a detour with almost no Voxtek cameras. Now he couldn’t teleport. It made him uneasy. “God fucking damnit…”

“Stop right there, bitch,” a sinner demon said, pointing a gun at him. Vox froze, but not out of fear. He was surprised first, that a sinner demon would try to hurt an Overlord. This one must be new, or arrogant. But as he looked at the gun, he couldn’t help the tidal wave of emotions that over came him, all memories of compromising situations- similar situations- he’d been in when he was alive. “That’s right, now… put your hands where I can see them.”

Vox absentmindedly complied, still partially reliving every single time he’d had a gun pointed at him before. Every wound he’d received, every bullet he’d had to fish out of his own flesh.

“Good, now-”

The sinner demon was cut off brutally. With an axe. To its neck. Its head came off with ease and you stood behind it, looking surprised. Vox’s eyes widened. Now he was vaguely afraid.

“Oh. I didn’t expect it to be so… fragile,” you said, nudging the corpse of the demon lightly. “Huh. Well, in any case…” you looked up to Vox, an apologetic look on your face. “Sorry about that. Did I get any blood on your suit? I can cover the expenses.”

“I… uh,” Vox was speechless. He’d just frozen up in front of a lowlife sinner demon and had been saved by another, who was now apologizing to him. What the fuck. Something had to be wrong with him, especially with these weird feelings he had in his chest. Felt all fluttery and stupid like butterflies. “My suit is fine. I narrowly avoided the splash zone, I think. Thank you for your offer.”

“Of course! Not a problem,” you said with a smile. Vox noticed you hadn’t stepped any closer to him, you’d kept your distance. But you’d put your axe away. You knew who he was and how dangerous he was, how defenseless you were in comparison, but you were still talking to him. Did you feel superior to him just because you’d saved him? No, that couldn’t be it… you seemed so… genuine. “Seedy part of town for a business man like yourself to be in. I’m guessing the paparazzi were a nightmare today?”

“Oh absolutely,” Vox said with a grin. He was quickly regaining his confident demeanor. “It was absolute torture at that interview! Ah, but don’t tell anyone I said that. It wouldn’t be good for my image. I’m sure you can keep a secret,” he said, linking his arm in yours and walking with you. This was a test.

“Definitely,” you said, with a small laugh. “It’d be far more embarrassing for me, anyway. I mean, the fact I interrupted your walk through town? With murder, no less! That was quite rude of me.” You smiled, carefree and lighthearted as he walked you away. You didn’t even know where he was taking you, but you were still so upbeat. “No worries. If you don’t tell anyone about that little incident back there, I won’t say a word about your occasional distaste for public attention.”

“Wonderful! Sounds like a deal, then,” Vox said, looking down at you. He was pleased with how this whole thing had gone. You hadn’t even seen him as weak for freezing up in front of that other sinner demon! You probably thought he was annoyed or planning to kill the demon himself. His image was safe, you didn’t suspect a thing. You had no idea how vulnerable he’d been in the moment back there. “Say, how about we make another, more official deal? Something with some actual benefits.”

“Really?” You asked, looking surprised. “I mean, I don’t have much to offer. We only just met and-”

“And you’ve piqued my interest, dear,” he said with a smile. He held your arm tighter, more protectively. Whether you agreed to anything or not, he’d be keeping you around. “I have a feeling we’ll get to know each other very well.”

#hazbin hotel #vox #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin vox #writing #vox x reader #my writing #x reader #reader insert #thanks anon!

[simcardiac-arrested]

once again sorry to everyone for bringing this to your dashboards. but some of you are like, genuinely delirious. not even in a funny way. & i hope you die. i hope we both die. hand in unlovable hand etc etc

#Just so fucking bizarre to me how people can be Like This. there has to be something so wrong with your brain on a fundamental level #i can’t even laugh about this or anything because i genuinely feel pity for these people. it’s so sad to me how you’re gonna be like 20 #and then go in a niche tumblr community and create drama over Nothing. over Thin Fucking Air #like do you not have a life? do you not have college? or a job? doesn’t it get tiring? don’t you ever feel ashamed about all this #and the fact that they go and complain about the shipping and the ‘fandombrained’ people as well…. oh my god #how are you going to be TWENTY. and DO THAT. are you seriously sick. ? do you need help #just say you are homophobic and that you hate kids and go. it’ll save everyone a bunch of time for sure #anyways. as someone who has been a rain world fan since 2018. i love you embracing canon. i love you changing canon. i love you disregarding #canon entirely. i love you ships that make sense in canon & that make absolutely zero sense at all. i love you fancharacters that don’t #follow canon rules. i love you ‘cringe’ fancharacters and self inserts. i love you self shipping. i love you oc x canon shipping. #and i love you taking inspiration from designs. i love you community & i love you artists & i love you art #i love you borrowing elements and being inspired and referencing something because you liked it. #are fandoms perfect? GOOD GOD no. is every Fan perfect? no. am i also sometimes annoyed or irrationally pissed off over a ship that #i think is stupid and is illogical. Yes! i’m only human! but i can still love and appreciate the whole CREATIVITY of it all. and the whole #Fun that people are having. i love you having fun. if i don’t like it or if anyone else doesn’t like it they can just Cope #instead of hateposting about it on main and indirectly bullying people who are most likely children. or lgbt. or both #anyways. please continue doing whatever you want. The world is your oyster and you only live on earth once #everyone else can fuck off

[flippedorbit]

do you want me to fucking go off on you? do you truly fucking want that mother?

#“oh you and your sister never listen to me and blah blah blah” we fucking do (or at the very least i do) #“you guys never help out” does me doing the litter and taking out the trash and on occasion hand washing the dishes mean #fucking nothing to you? does me sweeping the floor every once in a while because you chose to keep us in an area that is ALL SAND/DIRT ROAD #for whatever stupid ass reason also meaningless? does me doing my damn best to help out mean fucking nothing? #do you want me to kill my self. do you want to lose your eldest child to something YOU could have fucking prevented all because you can’t #stop being a bitch to him all the time? do you really fucking want that mom? because at this rate i am once again on the road to fucking #attempting it. i’m so god damn sick of how you treat me. the only time i can do anything i want is at night. i stay up super late playing #games with my friends because its the only time in the day when you aren’t bitching and whining for me to do something you don’t want to do #for the past several days i’ve been up until five in the damn morning just to do something that makes me happy. #you misgender me. you deadname me. you refuse to accept any aspect of my identity. you don’t treat me like a god damn person. #i have so many different ways i can consider attempting if i truly wanted to. the only thing keeping me alive is my friends. because they a #least show that they fucking care and actively want to do things with me. like group drawing or playing video games. #YOU on the other hand; mother; yell and get mad at me over the stupidest shit and never fucking apologize. #i cannot recall a singular time you’ve apologized for being a complete bitch to me over something so fucking unimportant. #and yet i’m expected to be completely fucking fine and happy all because you provide me with the bare fucking minimum. #”i clothe and feed and provide a place for you to live” THAT IS THE BARE FUCKING MINIMUM. sure you could argue over the fact i’m 18 and #should be out working somewhere. but you give me so few opportunities for going places and even considering getting a job or finally gettin #my driver’s license. plus i would rather fucking die than work any food service or customer service job. because i’d be going somewhere #where i’d mostly get talked down to or yelled and then come home and have the same shit done after working for hours and getting minimal #pay. i’d rather work on my own fucking terms with commissions than go into any job where i have to interact with others in public for any #reason. where i’d be treated just the same as at home. like someone who isn’t a person and doesn’t deserve anyone to be nice to them. #i constantly so desperately wish that maybe one day soon i’d find someone to be with romantically and that i could maybe live with them and #get out of this hell hole that i’m supposed to call home. to go somewhere and have my efforts appreciated. to go somewhere where i’d #actually fucking be loved. i shouldn’t have to wish so god damn hard for a better life all because my mother can’t fucking treat me like a #person with hopes and dreams and thoughts and feelings. #i’m ending this rant here before i get too angry and upset. see you all in maybe an hour. #suicide mention #ask to tag

[anonymolly]

guys Taylor Swift said “I’m so in love that I might stop breathing” and she was right

#because honestly I’m just #ah! #🥹 #I need to keep reminding myself to do stuff that would normally be second nature #because right now I’m so fuzzy and happy and stupid #and I just. ugh okay I’m gonna be annoying! whatever #I never thought I’d actually get to feel this way and act on these feelings and get used to them #(I’ll never fully get used to them) #I am so so so happy #the only thing I love more than being loved is loving #and being able to do that? openly and frequently? god it’s just so fucking good #I’m such a lover girl it’s pathetic but more than that I just. I glow differently when I have someone to love and take care of and fawn ove #I’m just 🥰🥰🥰 #my stuff

[jorvikzelda]

I finished the stripe B)

#well. like. #I actually did like half an hour ago and now I’ve spent the past half hour winding the next yarn colour into a ball #you see the blanket has a previous incarnation which was shit and bad #and I decided not to put myself through the hell of unwinding it All At Once so now instead im doing it colour by colour #so before i move on from one stripe to the next I have to first wind the next stripe into a ball #and the old blanket is so badly made that it takes a really long time because the yarn is like. all tangled up in itself #ALSO I FUCKED UP MY FINGER SO BAD MAN #I won’t go into detail because thinking about it has my anxiety acting up and I know I’m not the only person with Issues on here #*into detail about The Causing Of The Injury. i am in fact going into detail about the following idiocy and annoyingness that it entails #but cw/tw for like. I’m talking about a minor injury in the form of a small cut/scratch #but basically i fucked around and found out a bit too hard earlier today and now i have like a. shallow cut. scratch. whatever running along #my left middle finger. (also because this is tumblr I will add please note it was not on purpose I was genuinely just being stupid as hell.) #it is relevant that it is specifically my left middle finger. why you may ask? well. i am right handed. so i hold my crochet hook in my #right hand. and as a consequence my yarn in my left. and my yarn runs between. you guessed it. my middle and index fingers. meaning it runs #right above my middle finger knuckle. which. you guessed it. is where my little scratch cut is. and I was AGAIN an idiot so I was not #wearing a bandage. (thought it was fine because it had already kinda scabbed over.) and then i get off my what. 2? 3? hours of crochet and #go to brush my teeth and im like oh wow why is that all irritated. and then im like. OHHHH FUCK I HAD SCRATCHY WOOL YARN RUNNING OVER IT. #so yeah I am adding unscented soap And saline to my shopping list for tomorrow ! #and praying to every god on earth and beyond it doesnt get infected #(it probably wont like. ive had cat scratches that were realistically probably worse than this. plus I’m taking vitamin gummies that are #specifically immune system boosting since like a week back because I got tired of getting a bunch of colds so hopefully they will also help #my nice little white blood cells fight off any bacteria here :) )

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

#purrs #and posting online abt it so i get immediate validation / support instead of asking for help from anyone im close to i know. but god fucking #damn it to hell. ok im going to be candid about this because it hurts so fucking bad. five years ago i met someone so important to me. and I #miss her so so so so much. and every space here i have a memory with her in. and she left in July and she’s gone. and im sobbing my eyes out #FOR WHY because it was over 6 months ago and im happier and she’s happier and we’re all happier. but i think im getting some aftershocks #being here for the first time without her exactly 5 years to the week we met: when she was so important to me. she was the whole reason i #even saw myself as something. and she’s fucking gone. she left. but she’s not dead like LMAO idk why im crying so hard when i could just #text her any time and tell her that i miss her. but idk. it’s just everything is stirring memories and they’re painful to think about now or #at least today because she’s gone and it all changed. i was just saying that i feel like im not having any emotions and tonight the grief ju #just rammed into me like a train and my fucking counselor sucks ass and won’t even help me work through it and everyone is busy and tired an #and im a staff coach so im not supposed to be having a fuckjng mental breakdown over **** pacing around in my bathroom at 1:23am but ive be #been thinking about her so much and remembering all the formative interactions i had with her here and missing her so much i want to explode #and die and p*ke and whatever. so stupid to cry about it but i fucking miss her. and i hate that she’s not here. and i’m trying so hard to b #be her but i have to be me but i can’t not have what she brought here and im just crashi ng and burning and can’t be honest and im having a #breakdown and crying so hard and i don’t know what to do. i ithink i’ll be fine after some sleep and reflection but my heart is like seizing #on itself right now and nothing takes my mind off it and i just keep crying LMFAOOOOOO. i hate it here #delete later #like how can you look at me like that and then fuck off to ****** 4.5 years later. you know? im about to punch a hole into the hallway #and i have to be quiet bc ppl are trying to sleep but it’s making me fucking crazy. #retreat tag

[seventh-district]

it’s fucking pouring down rain, incessantly thundering and hailing bigass ice chunks outside rn and my father is standing out in the yard in a giant black raincoat lookin like a redneck version of Bitores Méndez, chugging a beer and hollering at the sky like it’s the best day of his life

#Seven.txt #Seven’s Public Diary #god. and he calls *me* crazy #whatever. i’m just gonna sit here looking out the window and watch him act a fool #he’s an adrenaline junkie and he makes me fear for his well-being literally every day #but whatever. i can’t stop him from doing stupid shit so i might as well laugh at his antics #gotta laugh to keep from crying type beat but it is what it is ya know? #he best not fucking fall out there cause i do not want to drag his heavy ass in the house bro my back cannot take it #he ain’t that lit yet i think he’ll be fine #sighs heavily closes the blinds and returns my attention to eating my lunch #the thunder is making me flinch a lot tho so maybe it’s best to not eat until it’s over lest i choke on my food

[sammygender]

i’m so upset. lol. sometimes i just get so upset because i didn’t sign up for this (this as in having crippling gender dysphoria) and yet everyone treats me like i did. im sorry im sorry ok i would love to be a normal girl and to be okay like that. i would love it if my only options weren’t transition or slowly die. nobody around me cares at all i have maybe one singular friend who thinks of me as a guy and the worst part is i’m surrounded by so much insane transphobia that i can’t blame the ones who don’t. it’s wormed itself into my head that i’m just a stupid delusional girl and it’s my fault if people don’t gender me as male but im trying as hard as i physically possibly can how much more can i restrict myself??? and my ex girlfriend is maybe the only person who ever truly saw me as a person and sure she made me suffer but she was real and mine and now she’s gone forever and will never see me as a person ever again she might see me as a guy still but not as a human person. and im so upset because my friend of 5+ years respects but doesn’t support my existence and that means she sees me as a girl, still. and i cant blame her because what fucking right do i have to say im otherwise? my moms fucking words have wormed themselves into my brain and now i just cry about not being seen as a guy when i know that to cis people guy is synonymous with amab and male and nothing i do will change that im stick in this fucking tortuous prison and i cant even transition medically for another year and a half and it’ll eat up all my savings and i’m failing school. i want to go back a year ago so badly please. everything gets worse all the time i keep telling people it doesn’t but i am a liar. i would do ANYTHING to be cis. anything at all

#i want to detransition i just. i cant do this anymore i’m not brave i’m just a coward i never signed up to be a young pioneer of some stupid #gender war i just wanted a normal boy childhood and a normal boy teenhood and didn’t get either of those things #and i’d have preferred a teen girlhood than this fucked up mess of whatever it is where nobody FUCKING likes me because i feel like an #undesirable freak. and i feel so stupid all of the time. im sorry for being trans i just want to apologise all the time #even the word fills me with shame at the moment #yeah i do have internalised transphobia im sorry im trying. i had terrible internalised homophobia as a kid too. im sorry. i don’t take it #out on anyone else and i don’t want to feel like this. but i’m so utterly convinced i’m unloveable and i feel so stupid and self conscious #and i just want to text my ex girlfriend and say i know you think i’m evil incarnate and i sometimes think you are too but can you please #call me a guy while you tell everyone i was crazy and toxic and manipulative? can you he/him me while you lie? i know you probably do. thank #God. i want to die i really truly utterly do. it’s like i woke up from a dream and now im living in a nightmare #oliver talks #Sorry. venting on main. shouldn’t be doing this #trans

[vaultboyenthusiast]

OC MASTERLIST

god there’s so many of these dudes it’s actually ridiculous someone stop me they just keep popping up in my brain

for now until i finish making them all profiles like I did for Dusty, all you get is names. Sorry! I an definitely open for any questions about them though while I work on writing everything.

Dusty - 16 - Male [he/him] - Courier - Yes Man ending - Good karma

Marcus - 68 - Male [he/him] - Courier - Yes Man ending - Neutral karma - Raul 

Louelle - 19 - Female [she/her] - Courier - NCR ending - Good karma

Sorren - 35 - Nonbinary [they/them] - Courier - Yes Man ending - Neutral Karma - Cass

X - ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ - Agender [they/them] - Courier - Yes Man ending - Neutral Karma - Benny

Nemo - 32 - Male [he/him] - Courier - Yes Man ending - Good Karma - Benny/Arcade

Enyo- 27 - Female [she/her] - Courier - Legion/independent ending - Very bad karma

Spotty (Icarus) - 19 - Male [he/him] - Lone - Neutral karma - Butch

Ophelia - 20 - Female [she/her] - Lone - Neutral Karma - Amata

Juliette - 26 - Female [she/her] - SoSu - Minutemen ending - Bad karma - Cait

Virgil - 15 - Nonbinary [they/them] - SoSu - Railroad ending - Good karma

Jack - 22 - Male [he/him] - SoSu - Minutemen ending - Good karma - Maccready

Donny - 15 - Demiboy [he/they] - SoSu - Minutemen ending - Neutral karma

Apollo - 36 - Male [he/him] - SoSu - Minutemen ending - Good karma - Nick

Orion - 32 - Agender [they/them] - SoSu - Railroad ending - Neutral karma - Deacon

Paz - 30 - Male [he/him] - SoSu - Railroad ending - Neutral karma - Danse/Travis

Katerina - 24 - Female [she/her] - SoSu - Railroad ending - Neutral karma - Ellie Perkins

Leo - 15 - Male [he/him] - SoSu - Minutemen ending - Good karma

#god there’s so many. help. #that’s 24 in total at this point someone just shoot me dear god #that’s too many. please send help. #I think the reason I have so many sole survivors is that took one look at the overly constructive background it gives you #and immediately took it as a fucking challenge. #so every one of them is an experiment to see how much I can fuck around without the plot becoming completely incohesive. #my current answer is “a whole fucking lot actually bethesda is just stupid” #but yknow. that’s not really new information is it. #anyway if you followed me from the smell post just to see this hot fuckin mess I’m sorry but you have no idea what you’re getting into #I have maladaptive daydreaming disorder and a massive hyperfixation and I will do whatever the fuck I want with those two things actually #also my attatchment to the yes man ending is so obvious sorry. i see funky robot man #and I go join funky robot man. #he has too much swag for me to resist. I know he’s a robot but he is AGGRESSIVELY transmasc yknow. #really hope you guys are reading the tags because I’m being funny down here

[subarucarthief]

straight up? i do not wanna do it anymore :)

#personal #like I’m Good. i’ve had my fill. #vent #the job hunt isn’t worth it anymore ! being a bad daughter isn’t helping anyone ! #my brother gets to live his stupid fucking millionaire fantasy life while I never get to see my niece or nephew #he’s taking vacations that cost 3 months of my rent and utilities Per Night #he doesn’t talk to us anymore now that he’s all successful and busy #i’m not even invited to my nephew’s christening #bc I’ll embarrass the other stupid fucking millionaires or whatever #and I can’t land a job in my field #this lack of structure without school is fucking me up so bad #and I can’t just kms bc believe it or not! it went really fucking poorly last time! #besides if i die mom won’t have any kids left #bc god knows my brother won’t step up in my absence. #and i just can’t do that to her #so Y’know. if anyone wants to hire me to continue to saving my mom the heartbreak. hmu #contribute* #i have a degree in broadcasting. as if that helps anything.

[clownstowns]

am i the worst person because i’m upset that i have to work today and i’ve got to go to school 7am tomorrow but im still exhausted from last semester what’s the reddit thing am i the asshole

#me mum says i’m being selfish and like she’s right cus everyone has to do shit but also if i have to deal with one more balding man’s #god dam lottery tickets i think i might actually be sick #and their stupid fucking gas and smokes and shit they won’t even tell me what they want they just expect me to know like get real dude #i hate customers #i hope i get run over #i don’t know how much longer i can go surrounded by people who i just don’t vibe with im starting to feel insane #i need to find ‘my people’ or whatever but it’s so late and i’ve already rotten and don’t have much to give