#guess what category im in

[worm-generator]

shark tank idea: annotated playlists.

perfect for yearning girlies that want to note exactly how that specific boygenius song reminds them of that one time their crush tucked their hair behind their ear.

perfect for nerds making playlists for their oc’s and want to share why the lyrics “roundabouts and washing lines/we do each others laundry in our hearts sometimes” perfectly encapsulates their character’s love interest.

anyway i am not taking criticism, open to offers from spotify or multimillion dollar app developers.

#music #spotify playlist #music playlist #character playlist #shark tank #yearning hours #guess what category im in #hint its both

[rust-in-polar1s]

do you guys ever just spend hours writing down pages of autism symptoms (+stims n other shit) you have and then proceed to doubt that your autistic

#like help???? i spent so long just hyperfocused on that tism research and now im just like?????? #me??? autistic?? nahhh i mean maybe im just a nt who just has a few (A5) pages of autism symptoms and gets overly obsessed with shit a lot #but like seriously though what the fuck i even looked at the DSM5 and qualified for all the categories and im still here doubting this- #oh well i guess ill just try and talk to my psychologist about this when i see her next #autism #neurodivergent #autism symptoms #asd #AND THEN ALSO I HAVE A LOT OF ADHD SYMPTOMS SO IM LIKE WHAT IF ITS THE TISM(TM) OR WHAT IF ITS ADHD OR WHAT IF ITS BOTH OR WHAT IF ITS NONE #adhd #nd #and then even my autistic friends are like “yeah bestie you prolly have the tism” AND IM STILL DOUBTING IT??????? #fml oml #now to hyperfocus on my special interests :33 and forget about this cause memory goes brrrrr

[ourstarscollided]

You’re welcome to explain your answer in the tags!

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #jatppolls #dont ask me why the number categories are like this!!! there is no rhyme or reason to them!!! #been thinking bout this for awhile now. cause it didnt occur to me that I havent watched it since i netflix party’d it with Rosie in Sept #2021… which has been… a very long time. considering in 2020 after it came out i probably watched it over 100 times in full. #there’s just something that stops me from clicking play on the show and i cant put it into words. its just this feeling i get every time my #mouse or finger hovers over the show. i also got rid of netflix this past year too but that was quite recent and i do have a copy of it on #my ipad sksjsj idk #guess im just curious if anyon else is in this weird limbo. dont get me wrong. i am still enamoured by this show but rewatching it is just #smthg i havent done in a hot minute. maybe i should make Rosie do another netflix party with me 👀 #i feel like if i was more active in a discord or on tumblr i wouldve tried to watch it with mutuals but alas i am incapable of having free #time outside of work and life. #once again i am shocked that the answers are centred in the bubbles before u click on them and it bothers me?!? #alt option: i have rewatched the show aolely through gifsets 😌 #sunset queue #<- queuing this for some reason. idk what the reason is.

[jonahmagnus]

If you become my mutual you have to share your thoughts on Jonahkola. 🎤. Quickly.

#Im joking no u dont. Im just saying words. half of you dont even magnus on your archives until they protocool #God Im thinking about them again. category 5 lesbain event #Peter Lukas could be a butch girl if she REALLY tried. if you closed your eyes and took my hand. 'Oh what does peter have to do with #jonahkola' hes their terrible 3rd #Also Peterkola is hilarious could you imagine. #Nikola isnt a person so she doesnt intrude on his solitude and Peter doesnt gaf about knowing her..... love wins (??) I guess!!!

[gayspock]

i made blondies and theyre awful. suicide really is the answer to everything,

#egg.txt #SPEAKING OF DID ANYONE FAIL THE CONNECTIONS TODAY BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THEY HAVE KEYS #AND THE YELLOW ONE #I GOT THE PURPLE ONE #BUT IDK MUSICALS AND KEYS IS SUCH A BS CATEGORY. COMPUTERS YES PIANOS YES #the test one does not make sense to me because ... the answers?? THATS NOT.. A KEY IS IT. LIKE I GUESS. BUT ON A TEST? #and super is another one of those: very specifically us-centric (? apparnelty canada according to google) terms so i hadnt heard it before #I THOUGHT IT MEANT LIKE WHEN SUPERMAN GETS THE KEY TO THE CITY. HELP ME. #H #other things that have keys that i would have accepted: #pie charts or other graphs #doors if it isnt too obvious #even something like cipher #BUT TEST FEELS STUPIDDD TO MEEEE AM I THE ONLY ONE #okay sorry im over it now #hang on more keys. APIs. I WOULD ACCEPT THAT EVEN. IM SERIOUS.

[autism-corner]

guy JUST realized he might have a thing for eye-covering bangs.

#erm. #how could i have been so blind (lol) #okay for all characters i have special feelings for (3 wives and 5 bf's) #only yakumo and arakawa are the ones without em..... (if were counting whatever levi has going on with his huge-ass bangs). #which means 6/8 of my romantic guys have one or multiple eyes covered. #augh honerary mention to clover from crk. very important. #and. listen im not saying anything about my zerking habits but. i have noticed something that makes me more likely to read something. :) #augh. #i have been so ignorant....... #ive made this connection between the women i like before. that one is very clear. #but it wasnt until i realized that belphs also belongs to this category that it..... actually hit me. #sillyposting #i dont know..... #its so humbling to realize something about yourself that is so clear in hindsight...... #esps when i have absently noticed it during my zerking it. augh. #ok. idk what to do with this info. #is this also something autism??? eye-contact and all??? #guess so. everything is these days. bc of the woke >:( #=w=b

[puppyeared]

weird that the shape of love is two beating hearts glued together and not two hands holding each other

#well technically it comes from the shape of two hearts sewn together but i dont know how that translates to romance.. literally its kinda #disturbing but symbolically i guess it is kind of sweet #my friend and i were talking and she said something about someone saying a lover cant just be a friend you can kiss but i think i disagree #i kind of think the point of a lover IS a friend you can kiss because like it must get exhausting having to convince yourself you can only #feel romantic things towards your lover right? i mean i dont know if my feelings are shaped like anyone else's so maybe its more of a case #by case basis. for me id like someone whose hand i can hold and i can make pancakes for them and maybe kiss but like not strictly romantic #and not strictly platonic. and my feelings are all over the place because one day ill be really into someone i like and another day ill be #really chill about it. so its hard to say what i feel for someone if its always changing #maybe thats why i think lovers should be friends you can kiss because its coming from my way of feeling? hmmm #like i want to be able to say i love you and mean it romantically one day and then say love you in a platonic way the next day and itd be #ok?? does that make sense??? like i know its the same phrase but its like the feeling i put with it is different each time. idk #its why i find dating someone hard because its constantly going up and down and its never balanced. itd probably really confusing unless i #were to date someone whose feelings works the same way. just some food for thought i guess but then again every relationship needs work #im not sure if that fits into the category of work though.. i cant tell myself what im going to feel #it just happens and theres not much i can really do about it except tell that person what im feeling. hnnnnnhhgh #maybe its better if i just stick to watching fictional couples work it out lmao #yapping #txt

[oseike]

I made a chart because I wanted to see this all laid out in one handy view instead of needing to click toggles to sort through information.

I'll update when we know more about Sigewinne, Emilie and Clorinde. I'm definitely jumping the gun and calling Arlecchino a DPS, so if I'm wrong I'll update that too in a later post (I'll reply to this one, so check comments I guess if you're seeing this original).

If you don't agree with the utility I posted for a character....well, just mentally change it, I'm not here to debate lol. I'm just going by basic meta. Some of the combo utilities are "they're both" and some are "they can be used in either capacity" and you'll just have to sort those out on your own. And yes, some of the support or sub dps units hit like trucks, that doesn't change their classification.

#genshin #genshin impact #genshin character chart #when will we get a hydro claymore to fill that void anyway #also man we really could use some more electro units there are so few 5 stars #clorinde will be the same utility as keqing i am assuming - sword dps - but hopefully I'll be wrong just so we can have something different #that aside i still have not found a pyro dps i want to main #i wished my diluc would be it but I'm steuggling to get good numbers from him #but im not interested in any of these arlecchino included #i wonder - what are other people's hopes for new units? any category you hope to get? #I'd love some more dedicated healers in other elements that are as steong as baizhu and kokomi #i love my healer duo but they do so much overtime #I'd really love an electro healer aince i don't like dori or shinobu's skills #bennett is fine in my pyro teams #qiqi or diona are good enough for cryo #anemo...sayu is okay but it'd be nice to have another. i do also have jean but i need to up her ER... #geo could use a healer #so i guess the three elements i want are geo and anemo and electro lol

[chryzure]

sitting here, twiddling my thumbs. azure might be some form of aplatonic as well.

#memorie.txt #aspec in all categories i guess!!! #mostly because. i was rlly trying to figure out what his deal is #because he’s Friendly with ppl (or polite) but generally doesn’t pursue deeper friendships #because he doesn’t rlly feel the need to?? he’s jst fine as is thanks… he has his wife and his 21 seaslug free daughters at home.. #hmm. jst feels weird when trying to assign him friends. he would NOT enjoy that!!!! #there’s literally no drive or enjoyment derived from (most?) friendships. he’s jst enduring #i think conni surpassed that by hitting azure’s cheat code totally on accident (photography/chess/chrysi) #and now he and conni are linked for life #and chrysi jst is the most perfect companion for azure ever #so she gets to be his. jst his. like it’s romantic but it’s also so much More than that. they once shared a body. they once shared a SOUL. #it’s too simple to describe as romantic… #anyway. this doesn’t count when azure perceives someone as an adoptive child because he loves kids #but at the end of the day azure jst likes keeping friendly acquaintances #. this is no surprise to anyone but im slowly figuring out labels for all my charas #and assigning them all different mental conditions too. chrysi’s bipolar and has ocd (obvious). jacks has bpd like crazy. #azure’s… hmm. defs low empathy and depression and probably autism #but most of my characters do. chrysi’s ocd might stem from autism i jst need to Consider this.. #anywayyy. thoughts. #i am Going to sleep. i cried vv hard and ate chocolate and thought abt azure so im all good for the night ithink

[palanaeum]

BY GOD AM I DOING IT SCARED BUT DOES EVERYTHING TRULY HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING SCARY

#WHAT DO I DO IF IM TOO SCARED TO DO IT SCARED #'what do we do when we come across a Category with too many Things in it' well ill tell you we put those Things in. some more Categories #op #gonna go watch outer wilds letsplays to cope. i Guess #passing thought

[moshieee]

Ew, essays :[

I miss the old days of kindergarten when we attempted to color butterflies and ate erasers and glue

-🎁

I hated kindergarten

Essays may suck but at least now I'm not the weird kid in the corner wishing I had friends

However yes I absolutely despise essays with all my being... in fact!

Achievement unlocked: you somehow found a topic moshie hates enough and on a bad day to start them ranting in the tags...

Warning there are curse words, poor spelling, and caps locks

Sorry in advance

#asks #off topic #seriously tho i hate essays so much #one of them is already 5 pages and thats just the rough draft #i better get a fucking high pass on that shit or i will scream #shes actually making us focus on out writing process and OH HO.HO BOY IS MINE A MESS #I SWEAR ITS LIKE TRYING TO MAKE A SKETCH BUT YOU KEEP PAINTING CERTAIN PARTS BECAUSE IT HAS TO LOOK NICE #ONLY TO RELIZE OH WAIT MAYBE THAT DOESN'T GO THERE AND I SHOULD ACTUALLY SHIFT IT AROUND #OR MAYBE I COULD SWAP THIS TOO BE THAT LOOKS AWFUL AND IT JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE TILL ITS A RIVER OF BLOOD AND PAINT #AND SHE WANTS TO SEE MY ROUGH DRAFT??? HONNEY YOU WOULD HAVE A BETTER CHANCE AT READING THE MARIO SUNSHINE SPEEDRUN CATEGORY BACKWARDS THEN #UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE FUCK IM TRYING TO WRITE ITS WHY I HAVE TO WRITE IT ALL IN ONE GO OTHERWISE I HAVE TO LOOK BACK AND UNDERSTAND WHAT #WAS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD WHILE LOOKING THROUGH THIS MESS!!! OOOHH WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO ORGANIZE THIS WELL SHIT THATS GOING TO TAKE EVEN #LONGER YOU ALREADY GOT ME WRITING WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME STOP MUCH LESS MAKE ME SWITCH SUBJECTS TO ANOTHER ESSAY HALF WAY THROUGH OH BU #AND GUESS WHAT!???? ONE PAGE! DOUBLE SPACE! AND IM NOT GOING TO GIVEN GIVE YOU A DIRECTION TO WRITE IN JUST ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED #IN THESE LAST TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS FUCKING HELL DO YOU KNOW HOW INDECISIVE AND FORGETFUL I AM??? MUCH LESS THE FACT KTS ABOUT ETHNICS #I DIDNT EVEN EANT TO TAKE AN ETHNICS CLASS I WANTED ETHICS I FUCKING HATE EVERY SO MUCH RIGHT NOW #LIKE YEA SURE I KNOW THEY'RE IMPORTANT BUT I STILL HATE ESSAYS and j know my teachers are trying their best... #but jeese ethnics is such a difficult topic because on one had yea i relate to what these people are going through im part of the LGBT #are statistics are very similar but im also bery much a white person and not openly trans/non binary i dont want to look like some stuck up #white person going oooo look at the poor minorities i can TotAlLy relate and now im going to talk about me #because im genuinely scared of coming out idk whos accepting and whos not at least online im safe and can block people... #jeese im sorry for the rant i shouldn't have gone on that much less my art blog #this is supposed to be a positive blog but i just need to put this somewhere or i feel im going to cry out of frustration im sorry #rant post #system #oops moshie got emotional

[theygender]

Bruh I've known for years that I have visual processing issues (separate from my actual vision problems) but I never really looked into the specifics of how it works before. I know sometimes, especially when my brain is tired, I have trouble making sense of shapes and separating the foreground of images from the background. So I can see the image perfectly fine but I can't make out what it is, even if it's something that should be very obvious like a singer crouching at the edge of a stage (actual example). Those moments are a lot like auditory processing issues, where you can technically hear what someone is saying just fine but your brain can't parse it into words. And when I'm having a lot of trouble with this sort of thing, image descriptions are helpful for me. I figured that was just what visual processing disorder was right?

Well now I'm reading more about it and it turns out that there are 8 different types of visual processing skills and VPD can affect any of them. The issues I just described would fall primarily under visual foreground issues bc it stems mainly from not being able to distinguish the foreground (singer) from the background (stage and audience). But it probably also involves some visual closure issues bc I have trouble figuring out what the full shape is if part of it is cut off (like if the singer is kneeling in such a way that not all of their limbs are fully visible), as well as form constancy issues bc I have trouble recognizing familiar shapes if they're in an unexpected position/context (singer kneeling close to the audience instead of standing on stage)

Reading more about form constancy has got me really mind blown actually. I have a lot of quirks that I always just attributed to autism/ADHD. I can't find objects in plain sight, for one thing, especially if they're in a different location than normal. I can set something down on a table right out in the open and almost immediately lose it if there's other objects nearby for it to "blend into." If I'm looking for something in a cabinet or the fridge or even just on a slightly crowded counter I have to ask my gf to remind me what color it is so I can just pick out the color, bc otherwise I can look forever and not find it. Even if I make a conscious effort to check each individual item, I can look right at it multiple times and still not process that it's the object I'm looking for. I have to make it a habit to always put things back in the exact same spot bc otherwise I can't see them. The other day I went to get a new roll of toilet paper from our toiletry shelf and I thought "damn, we're almost out, I better order some more." I didn't realize until I bought a new box and went to stack it on the shelf that there was already an entire new box right there, just slightly to the left. And this isn't even "tired brain" processing, this is my everyday normal

And apparently... that's all described as symptoms of form constancy issues? Like, some of the things optometrists warn parents to watch out for when determining if their child has VPD are "difficulty finding missing items quickly even if they are in plain sight" and "difficulty recognizing objects when placed in a new location"

Another issue I have is a ridiculous inability to orient myself, know my way around familiar places, or understand where I am in relation to other places. I still have to use GPS to get to shops near my home that I've been going to for years and I have no idea what direction anything is in. My gf and I once had some fun playing a game where we stood in our living room and she asked me to point in the directions of things like "the store across the street" and "the entrance to our apartment complex" and "the mailboxes" and "the dumpster by our building" and I was unable to get any of them correct. Part of it is bc even if I DO manage to memorize my way around somewhere it's just a single-line map telling me when to turn to get from point A to point B and it falls apart if I try to come at it from any other angle, and part of it is due to an inability to judge distances (I have taken the extreme long way around on multiple occasions bc I couldn't tell that "just around the corner of that side of the building" was a shorter distance than going around the opposite side of the building, circling around the back, and then coming in from the other direction)

...Turns out that another aspect of form constancy issues is "difficulty judging distances" and "difficulty picturing objects at different angles." Aaaand during this research I happened to stumble across a site with little baby games to help young kids with visual processing issues practice to improve their form constancy skills and uh. It's kinda kicking my ass 😭

I learned some FUN things about myself tonight lads

#prosopagnosia (faceblindness) also falls in the visual processing issues category apparently which. makes sense i guess? #im just kinda shocked that all these issues might be related tbh #like i had always thought of it as three separate things: faceblindness—spatial reasoning issues—visual processing issues #with the visual processing issues being the least impactful on my life bc it only really affected my ability to discern images #and usually only acted up significantly when my brain was particularly tired #but. apparently vpd is a much wider spectrum of issues than i even realized and it may be Causing the other issues? potentially?? #idek what to do with this information tbh. it changes functionally nothing except that i can put a name to my experiences #ive already naturally worked out accomodations to make my life liveable with these challenges #like using my GPS everywhere and always putting items back in the same spot so i dont have to rely on sight to find them #and luckily i have a partner who is very patient and always willing to help me when i inevitably have trouble anyways lol #but this is definitely. some knowledge i guess #ill probably at least bring this up to my therapist but this may be outside of her wheelhouse 😅 #rambling

[dashiellqvverty]

TED LASSO EMMY LOSER 🎉🎉🎉

#exactly what this dogshit season deserved #im mixed about the bear winning so much bc its very much a comedy/drama thats very heavily drama #like i love ebon winning richie is one of the funniest characters but u know its for like episode 7. which is my favorite episode but #not so much comedy #and i wish comedy actor categories were based on COMEDIC PERFORMANCES not just 'theyre in a funny show' #'but did a really good job doing Serious Acting in the funny show' #succession and the bear are at a very similar level of comedy. or i guess funniness lmao. to me. #succession definitely has higher stakes drama and stronger dramatic performances but like. #i wouldnt be interested in it if it didnt make me laugh #(thats just my personal taste im not saying it wouldnt be good if it wasnt funny im saying id never have even tried watching it) #but anyway one is an hour and one is a half hour so here we are #literally im sitting here like the white lotus is a drama??? more than a comedy?? i havent watched it yet so i cant compare but #once i do i will have opinions #anyway all this to say ted lasso IS primarily comedy compared to many of the winners and the nominees were giving comedic performances #however it sucked so bad.

[notjusthespongenextdoor]

The trans experience of a stranger using a gendered term for you and being like oh yeah? Okay good to know

#spongesound.txt #answering the door in my flamingo pjs and being referred to as a man #like alright guess im firmly in that category now AKKSJDJ #what's weird is i feel like this happened All The Sudden like. suddenly everyone was like #yeah that's a man. #me like. huh okay

[cutieacefuck]

reading fanfiction about my current character fixation next to my sleeping partner and trying very hard not to make any audible noises or flap my hands and kick my legs when I get too much Emotion

stealth mission maximum difficulty

#rambles #I haven't felt this way about a character in a long time and it is painful #like when the interest is so strong that it physically hurts?? Thats what I'm going thru #I'm unfortunately in love with this man and I feel bad but also very classic me bc he literally resembles my partner lmaoooo #ironically enough my partner chose to romance the character that resembles me so we uhhhhhhhh #we ballin I guess #also this is about starfield and im unfortunately having a category 4 autism moment about it

[beenabutterandjelly]

if I had a nickel for every time a romantic scene/convo snuck up on me so far in bg3 i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird it's happened twice, right?

#sabrina plays bg3 #first gale and the weave and now lae'zel #gale makes sense cause ive got quite a bit of approval with him but lae'zel has just barely tipped into the fair category #i was surprised pikachu @ her #also im 26 hours into the game and feel like im maybe halfway through act 1 lmao #also also guess thats what im gonna tag my bg3 posts as