#hearts dont break around here

[lover-of-mine]

Fought 'til you tethered me, swept under surfaces, never enough of it...

#911 #buddie #911edit #buddieedit #911 on fox #911 fox #911 abc #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit #my edit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #usercam #at this point i should have a cemetery tag lol #flashing tw #i need a gracie tag dont I? #die on their watch. #so i was thinking earlier and if youve been around here any length of time you know i think about that cemetery scene a lot #because narratively its very interesting scene because i changes the tone of their relationship in comparison to the rest of the show reall #and its a fascinating choice. even the whole point that of the conversation happening at a cemetery where theyre visiting someone who didn' #but i have a tendency to look at that scene from eddies eyes #because when you look at it along with all of eddies reactions surrounding bucks death and the reactions eddie was having to bucks words #that feels like a breakup. if feels like were watching eddies heart break in real time yk? #BUT buck is very purposeful in this scene too. he's basically daring eddie to say something but eddie just thinks that he needs to agree #and if you look at it that way and think about it as buck asking for a reaction you can argue buck feels rejected here too #even tho eddie thinks hes being supportive #they are saying things and they are being misinterpreted. both of them leave that talk with different views of what happened #and thats VERY interesting with how strongly the show pushed buck eddie and chris as a family unity in the episodes before #and well i dont really know how the show plans to recover from that. if they plan on doing it at all. but like #that was a breakup. but if its a breakup where both of them think they got broken up with. how do you come back? #eddie diaz

[ilynpilled]

I adore this interaction before it goes to shit because these two are truly some of the wittiest characters in these books and it is always so charming to see them interact with someone who is not only able to keep up with their snark but also indulges them

#both use humor as a coping mechanism #and all of their funny little lines are laced with a hint of sadness #like the situation is so grim atp #and it is about to get worse #and it always breaks my heart when tyrion has that moment of doubt thinking even jaime is here to kill him #but it is still such fun dialogue god i love them so much they are everything to me #i love how before the cat convo we dont know how silver tongued and witty jaime is capable of being #and then he gets going with “such sudden generosity seemed somewhat suspect.” like alliteration all around he can be very sharp #tyrion lannister #jaime lannister #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls

[demons-i-get]

WAIT BIG BRAINED THOUGHT:

Sam does smth stupid hoping Dean won't find out.

Someone rats Sam out to Dean.

Sam gets in trouble and a lecture from Dean (bc Dean is a parent and he is Sam's parent I will not accept criticism on this matter).

Later, Sam makes a group chat consisting of everyone who could have told on him to Dean and just sends this video:

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #sam winchester #dean winchester is sam winchester's parent #and i will be accepting NO criticism on this matter!!!! #dean raised sam and in my heart i just know that its smth they dont really talk abt but they both 100% know and acknowledge it #and sam (the annoying little brother/kid) that he is to dean definitely calls dean 'mom' sometimes especially when hes being a little shit #but sam also loves his big brother and appreciates everything deans done and given up for him #so every year dean gets a pie and a little homemade card on mother's day and father's day from sam #when they were younger sam would give dean the card and actually say 'happy mother's/father's day dean' but once theyre older sam starts #sneaking the pie and card into dean's room or leaving them somewhere he knows dean will find them and neither of them say anything but dean #always gives sam a soft smile and usually a hug too before they continue w/ their day like its any other #the year dean spends w/ lisa and ben while sam's in hell/running around soulless ben makes dean a father's day card and dean gets all teary #and thanks him but then later when hes alone he just breaks down sobbing bc it just remimds him that sammy is gone #even when sam was at stanford and not really talking to dean he still sent dean a short message (text email voicemail whatever) on mother's #and father's day but now hes gone and dean wont even get that #btw dean def saves all of the cards sam's made him over the years and once theyre in the bunker he keeps them all in a special box that he #hides under his bed and he'll pull it out and look through them when hes having a bad day alongside the box of pictures <3 #i did not mean to go insane in the tags here but oh well #enjoy my silly post and unhinged rambling ig

[airanke]

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#i thought i was doing good in therapy #but i dont tell anyone how i feel anymore #or what's going on #it's like i dont trust the ppl around me #i just look at how quiet ive become and my heart breaks #i thought i was supposed to have grown up to protect the child i was #but now there's no one to protect the broken adult i have become #maybe itll be better after my parents leave and i feel like I can be more open with my therapist #i really dislike it when they try to get to know me lmao #it's so fucking stupid #but here i am #in pain and fucking miserable #and absolutely unwilling to talk about it LMAAO #anyway im going to bed

[elegyofthemoon]

well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost

#avil plays hi3 #tbf majority of me playing through hi3 just looks like This. #yes the acheron trailer made me get up and finish ch 17 #i. :( #the fight between kiana and mei was so painful :( #ok also i suck ass in the combat and i was so scared of having to restart #BUT I THINK I HURT MORE THE FACT THAT KIANA JUST REFUSED TO GIVE UP ON MEI #BUT MEIS ALSO DOING THIS BECAUSE SHES TRYING TO SAVE KIANA #AND THEY WERE BOTH FIGHTING TO STOP AND TRY TO SAVE EACH OTHER #MEI YOU SAVED KIANA BUT LIKE..... DONT YOU WANT TO LIVE ALONGSIDE HER.... MEI PLEASE #tbh. the way i was going through ch 17 for hi3. #kiana and mei remind me a lot of oz and gil's relationship back in pandora hearts but #now it makes me want to hit my head on a brick wall because #'wow. i really just gravitate tO THE SAME FUCKING MEDIA EVERY DAMN TIME AVIL STOP IT FFS' #also idk i was thinking about it too #mei tried earlier to use the herrschers powers to try and protect kiana but it wasnt enough. she failed that time #and with no other option to save her she just HAD to and it makes me HURT that this was her only option #IN HER HEAD. I BELIEVE IN YOU MEI I THINK THERE COULDVE BEEN ANOTHER OPTION HERE (IDK WHAT BUT I AM SOBBING) #sprawls on the ground #at least i can have an emotional break for a little bit.... hsr update so i can chill w that #and then when i finish catching up w that. then i go back to being hi3's punching bag #can i get off this train now? why'd i sign myself up for this (welt yang doomed me and then i got fucked over by everything else) #idk also the way that both mei AND kiana resorted to using their herrscher powers to stop the other. two stubborn people.... #but its done because they just... they just care so much and want to save the other #okay yeah we did beat each other up about it bUT STILL #MEI I BELIEVE IN YOU YOU CAN TURN THIS AROUND 😭😭😭😭😭 #anyways. glad i did. i have the worst stomach ache rn so i was Going through it #but my brain hit a reset so i feel normal now. save for the crying

[mo-ok]

What's a Red without their Blue?

Power Rangers Dino Charge

Tyler Navarro & James Navarro

#power rangers #power rangers dino charge #dino charge #tyler navarro #james navarro #red and blue #ok lets be real here #james is the worst power rangers dad in the whole franchise i HATE this man with a passion #tyler literally tells him he needs him to stick around and james just goes 'lol no you dont peace out' #but isnt it just so FUN watching tylers heart break live on screen???? #catch me beating james to death #kyoryuger sister post #gif post tag

[burymeinwillow]

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#IM NOT DONE!!! #When my mom got sick and died- during that period I only watched Bonanza. It was my escapeism. It made me happy watching it- #it made me laugh during a time my life was falling apart around me. I was loosing the person most important to me - #I dont remember much from that time but I do remember how much I watched that silly western and how happy it made me #and that's what it means to me!!! that's why Bonanza is so dear to me!!! and it breaks my heart that I was scared to be more self-indulgent #with it. I was led to believe that I shouldn't like it. That I was strange for liking such an old show. My closest friend made feel weird- #about it. So Bonanza being my fav show was like... my little secret. I felt if I told people I liked it they wouldn't wanna be my friend. #Then Juni became my friend and she just changed all of that. She swooped in and just 'Hey you should be more self-indulgent!'- #and I remember thinking 'Is that okay?' She encouraged me about everything. About drawing... about Bonanza... she made it possible for me t #do things i thought were impossible. Like traveling to the US alone and go to a Bonanza Event?? She changed my life. #Made me realize it's okay to be self-indulgent. Made me realize liking niche and obscure things is NOT wierd. #as you can tell im very passionate about this #Juni came into my life during a very dark time and she changed my life and she changed me #and now im sitting here giggling and drawing this silly stupid cowboy from this silly old western #AND NOW IM REAL ANNOYING ABOUT BONANZA HEHEHE

[b-h-art]

hello.i am back with more pining keith.

#klance #klance fanart #vld fanart #vld lance #vld keith #voltron #voltron legendary defender #keith x lance #uh loosely inspired by hearts dont break around here i think???? #at least the bg #and the pining softness #im just gonna go now

[munamania]

something that makes me feel guilty is the fact that seeing that persons face rn literally makes me angry. they walked into class and i nearly winced. and in all fairness they were quite kind to me. outside of the several kind of odd red flags. girl whatever. to be quite frank i am a horny bastard and vocal proud etc but few people interest me enough to actually want to hang out with and get to know And i have deep seated intimacy issues so it's like. we really dont have a shot unless the circumstances r exactly right on a full moon perfect thursday of a month etc like. well and tbh i probably would have fucked around with this person but i dont... care... about some big relationship w them.. and i know i could be a relationship girl like eventually i have it in me to have a muse that's what im built for i think idc but not rn... rn i need to hang out with my friends and do my film stuff and have people that maybe wanna make out sometimes is that so much to ask for. for a lesbian at a bar to want to make out perhaps. ** for there to be lesbians at the bars to potentially make out with.

#and i am quite lonely yes thank u for asking. yeah someday id love to get to know someone again in the context of falling in love #what about it. so what now. i dont think im meant for our understanding of romantic love but boy do i crave it #why am i having this moment rn. well ok consider im on my period all i could think about this morning was [redacted] and both parties #of my dyke drama were back in class today. and the one gay person that i think has a crush on me but we dont see each other super often #so im just. guessing based on the way awkward lesbians communicate. idk #and i feel really just mean but i quite literally dont have it in me to pretend to be nice to this person anymore #i wasnt like. some villain for realizing we were acting really coupley and being like oh shit because i didnt want to hurt them #. and trying to communicate and put some distance between us when i thought they were probably in too deep. it's unfortch it took me a sec #but jesus christ yk i cant walk around and feel awkward about it forever. and im frustrated by the fact that we're just acting so odd #but again frankly i think it's largely bc they have an unhealthy relationship with dating. THROWING HORIZONTAL PUNCHES HERE. #OK. STONES FROM A GLASS HOUSE. IM AWARE. REAL RECOGNIZES REAL. #and YET. despite my past insanity. ive been kind. i can understand disappointment and a little awkwardness #but jesus would you rather i pretend to be in love with you for months and then really break your heart. #this is where i get mean and make a joke like well hey if we couldve had weird really mediocre sad angry dyke sex abt it #that would have been cool with me. but alas. we're here instead and it's fucking with my friendships too #and like we were kind of ok friends too. what now. its just u me and this brick wall u built between us bitch #now was EYE not answering texts for a minute. we dont need to get into it. #because the thing IS if i dont play things exactly right. and im not good at that without prior planning. i will accidentally say or do #something that i know. again. from being insane myself. would be just enough for them to hold onto hope #and im not trying to do that to them you know. i was trying to help with the detachment. shitty as it may be. i dont fucking know dude #this post is going to make me look kind of. well. whatever u guys have seen me at my worst. mostly. and post #ok one last thing sorry if this makes me sound like i have a giant ego. like wow heres this person who really liked me and im just shitting #all over them. not what im meaning to do but whatever

[milf-harrington]

i will never be mad at or blame my sister for the situation she has been forced into, but i will forever be frustrated with our family for the responsibility thats been shoved onto me

"he'll have a village" my ass, he's got two mentally ill siblings and a FIFO worker who are all in their 20's

#its such bullshit and its so fucking hard listening to everyone go one about how much they love him #and how lucky he is to have a big family #where the fuck are they then!!!! why is it my job!!! #and i am NOT complaining about helping my sister or looking after my nephew #if youve been here long enough you 1. have probably heard this rant before and 2. know how much i love them #but fuck #my sister's looking at getting a fulltime job which sucks for both of us #im going to have to handle more responsibility and she's barely going to see her fucking son #like fuck you (our family) #ive been helping my sister since i fucking graduated so ive never been able to get a job #i dont even know if im going to be able to leave for my birthday like i planned because im just going to be stressed and guilty #about leaving my sister to handle everything alone for a week #(<- she would yell at me for that thought but i cant help it) #and my fucking cousin has the fucking guts to tell me it 'breaks her heart' that my nephew is shy around her #that he doesnt recognise or know her; but she's following her happiness in the city #which yeah!! good for her!! but dont fucking complain to me about not knowing my nephew #when you wont even bother to call him on his birthday #dont praise me for how much i help my sister like it was ever an option for me #'your sister is so lucky to have tou' yeah cause she doesnt have anyone fucking else #shes not even comfortable letting our mum have him without me there bc mum just fucking sucks #i dont care if im not being fair i just had to hold back from fucking bawling when i got hit with how unfair it is #4 years ago i thought id be in university studying art and saving up to go to italy #and now im 20 and im practically about to become a fulltime parent #and if IM tired i cant even imagine what my sisters going through #yknow shes always wanted to be a stay-at-home mum? #she only got the first 6 months #im just filled with dread and frustration and a bitter sort of sadness #but at least my nephew is a really cool dude to hang out with #and hey i might get better at cooking ajdjs #vent

[kinnsies]

Kinn letting tawan touch him and looking all soft reminescing with him....

Is he genuinely feeling fond of these memories and it shows (understandable but also Hate it. Hate it even more considering how porsche is RIGTH THERE in the room with them). Or is he trying to make tawan think he's got him in order to use him later??

#the later option doesnt make much sense to me tbh #considering how he already promised tawan protection in exchange for information #i dont think tawan would be more inclined to be trustful if he thought he had kinn in his pocket tbh #it breaks my heart both for kinn (he never got closure and having the ex you loved so much and who hurt you so much telling you exactly #what you once wanted to here must be a lot #and for porsche because my man does Not deserve to see his boyfriend acting like that around his ex #not fucking way #moral of the story: fuck tawan #kinnporsche #kp lb

[rindomness]

im drawing spiritfarer art. next time i have free time. free time im not using to play spiritfarer

#IM. SOLIDLY MIDGAME RN I FOUND A CHILD AND I *LOVE HIM* #hes going to break my heart #tear it into shreds im already going 'i do not see it' at the requirement for him to be on my boat at all #i fished him out of the sea and grew him in my garden he is my son and he follows me around as i do my chores #ive spent a good chunk of this game after alice left going 'dont get too attached dont get too attached' and generally failing #because i get attached VERY easily and thats. sorta the point in this game. #but OH BOY DID I FAIL THE CHALLENGE HERE #i took One look at this guy and im so extremely attached #im going to full up sob when he leaves #my neighbors are going to ask me if im ok in the group chat #cause itll sound like im having a complete total messy breakdown #and im gonna have to explain about the child to people who are already extremely concerned #about my sleeping habits #to be fair: rightfully so but that isnt what we're talking about right now #RIGHT NOW we are talking about stanley and how much i LOVE HIM #and how hard im going to CRY WHEN HE LEAVES

[piplupod]

man i guess im back wtf

howdy sbdjdkl that whole thing was. stupid.

im sorry that everyone made a big deal out of me being gone, i WISH i was still gone tbh dbfjdkl

#like i get the point of putting me away was so i didnt off us because i was probably going to but jesus dhfhdjdl #why am i back already shfhdkl #(because apparently ppl actually want me around even tho I'm constantly in the way and being self destructive) #but still. that was so stupid. a WEEK. A SINGLE WEEK. #(this upcoming sentence is fully a joke ->) maybe if i threaten to kermit again then i can get another longer break :) #GODDDD I DON'T RLY WANT TO BE HERE LOL #on the plus side Nine mowed the lawn and bought cream soda so now i dont have to mow and i can drink cream soda instead BSHDHFKDL #however Cal and Nine DID use up all the cheese curds and didnt buy anymore so no poutine for me i guess smh #(im trying to be light-hearted here dhfjdkl i rly genuinely think I should've been put away for longer. feeling bad.) #also i woke up yesterday but i thought I'd be put back into dormancy today so i didnt say anything #RIP me i guess dbfjdkdl I dont like this #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[ankhisms]

^ this is once again me and myself rn except the me that im holding by the scruff is also sobbing hysterically while also hissing and flailing around. need to just sleep but aldo my brain is like no ❤️

#so you really can never go back to who you once were and things can never truly go back to how they were before when it comes #to ur relationships with people or just anything in general really. but im mainly thinking again about #how my (now ex i guess) best friend just stopped talking to me and i have literally no idea why #idk ive vented a little bit about it on here before but its eating at me again its like. do i deserve bad things? am i #somehow a bad person to be around? i try my hardest to choose kindness every day and i genuinely care a lot about #all the people in my life and care about acquaintances and try my best to put effort into my relationships #even if it can be hard to talk and reach out. i tried to figure out what was going on i expected more and #trusted that if this person was angry with me id be told and wed talk about it like adults. but that didnt happen and im stuck just #feeling like. returning to this feeling of like ok there really is something deeply wrong with me i guess #idk im thinking about other things too thatre bothering me like the uncertainty of the future as always and #knowing that i wont be able to support myself due to my physical and mental illnesses but i also am stuck #in a bad toxic environment but also itd break my heart to leave my animals who im the one who mostly cares for them #and ok it really is time for bed im thinking abt things too much #also edit when i say acquaintances i mean like friend of a friend/someone i dont really talk to but i follow. not like #people i talk to bc if we talk i consider us friends

[scalpelsister]

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#posting here to explain my jinx posting without like. venting in some poor gif makers tags #but basically. goodbye by ramsey came on in my mix and that reminded me of my ex qpp / childhood best friend #and how the day before my birthday marks. 8 months. of not having her around and in my life #like to give context: we met in kindergarten. we where like. 5 lol. #like we where very close for 16 years #/I do not really remember being a person without her at my side/ #and ive been doing the thing I do where I dont really unpack things? like I had my little heart break when it happened obviously but #I then was like. well ok no more crying lets get on with it #and i am just starting to realize that I have not been getting on with it and also that this is perhaps going to be a bit hard to unpack #and come back from #and i am also wondering if this isnt having fun exciting new bad consequences on my social skills #and how i am interacting with. literally everyone. #like literally if you know me right now I am so sorry holy shit lmao #i also do not have any support group anymore. like this is not me asking for one from internet strangers its just uh #a bit worrisome that I have no therapist no very close friend no parental figure or family member who can fill those roles for me #like my dad financially helps me and I am grateful but I havent seen him sober in weeks. months even. and also he is only interested in the #woman he met. he literally probably spends more time with her kids #than he does with me #and theyve been dating for less than a month #with his last gf he literally was constantly going on about her kid like it was his kid and i was a work friend #like cool just say you dont love me and would kick me out if you had the heart to next time actually. #so yeah im having a really good good fun normal time right now :) #my post

[strwbrymlkshake]

literalyl insane if my dumb feelings don't go away I'll have to start a normal normal rant tag for him I think –_–

#mine #i feel so bad i havent talked to anyone except my group thats involved in my hyperfixation recently uwagh #i will try to take a break tomorrow. hyperfixation doubled with guy im kind of obsessed with creates literally no time for anything else #im still taking care of myself while being so fixated i cant move for several hours. good on me for that #anyways anyways i tried not to be deranged today. not even fathoming romance atm im just happy i get to be around him teehee #made me rly think about how hes been very chill with everything ive ever said to him even tho i am a little freak . which is uncommon #i am not daydreaming about it because itll break my fucking heart but im content for now i think :) i like hanging out with him #'im normal about him' proceeds to talk abt him on my yandere blog. #im not feeling yanderish i just dont have another place to talk abt this stuff so here it is! bon appetite #im not rly freaking out as much and im good at distancing myself from him. even tho idk if anything will happen im trying to #practice controlling my insane person feelings when around him ;-; im doing good i THINK i havent been as weird #my thoughts around him are all weird and distorted and not quite romantic (yet?) but i know that i just feel comfortable w him #im:) im happy im enjoying. watch him get a partner immediately after this and i go batshit bc that is my freakin luck #well it doesnt matter i had a good time while i could and thats what counts ig . had only a smidgen of hope anyways! but its ok #i am so jaded to romance i am going to accept whatever happens and hope its atleast funny . and he finds humor in it #n i would get to hear his horrid laugh. itd be nice. i like it its very contagious. his voice maxes my brain out in serotonin #he was messing around w me in [hyperfixation] and i really enjoyed the attention hwuwhidhekfn made me flustered #i was saying like Romantic CodedTM things to him and he was just giving indecisive responses but not elaborating . so who knows #im not fretting or anything like its fun its chill i feel relaxed !! very casual stuff am having a good time. he has beautiful eyes also. #hes so talented and knows what hes doing. and hes so freaking smart he knows so much stuff oh my god. #i keep having repeated dreams abt him its weird fjdjfjdk. normal things to say abt ur friend btw. normal #i think his fascination w [redacted] is so beautiful his memory is rly good too. im NORMAL i swear #i like to cause spectacles that are memorable and funny so he pays attention to me more. i like attention from everyone but his is esp. fun #i love my friends so much i tell them that i appreciate them everyday. i hope they know they are loved so much #i probably just love the side of himself he chooses to show n not his authentic true self bc online stuff oh well #tho i do feel if you spend an ungodly amnt of hrs straight with someone then you are bound to know them more intimately #i love doing absolutely nothing with my friends and make our own fun in boredom. reminds me of my childhood #maybe i am allowed to think abt him awkwardly patting me on the head. as a treat #this guy reminds me of a previous love interest too except he doesnt emotionally abuse me or himself and has a freaking soul #💿