#hellstrider

[astarionsilverbough]

d. artagnan.

#hellstrider #oh we’re so back #dominic artagnan #my baby boy #trans masculine nightmare

[sterek-su]

My 2022 top Fanfics. A silly little thing but these are the fics I found myself coming back to time and time again.

This is your home. These are your people. [T] 21k - Oases (Steve/Eddie) “Your heart’s racing,” Steve noted, quietly. Eddie laughed. It was more of a shaky exhale, lashes fluttering as he struggled to keep his composure. “Stevie,” he whispered, fingers cradling Steve’s side like he was precious. “Yeah, no fucking shit.” OR: Ma Henderson & Wayne Munson get cosy, Dustin makes an off-hand remark, and Steve spirals. It works out in the end. A special little shout out to Rionaa for getting me hooked on this one and helping me discover Oases. One of the first podficcers in this community I found.

Paradise by the dashboard light. [T] 154k - Oases (Steve/Eddie) Things were weird in Hawkins. The fields were rotting, there was something in the woods, and Steve Harrington's Beemer had a new problem every week.

The most remarkable thing about you standing in the doorway is that its you [E] 34k - greatunironic (Steve/Eddie) Sixteen years after the world didn't end for the last time, Max Mayfield showed up on Steve’s doorstep and said, “You gonna walk me down the aisle in May or what?” Or, it’s 2002 and Steve Harrington attends a wedding, a funeral, and a birth.

Wouldn’t it be nice (if we could wake up) [E] 130k - kissesforcas (Steve/Eddie) Steve finds his pulse. He carries Eddie out of the Upside Down, he keeps his heart beating until they get to the hospital. And then the government intervenes, that shady part of the government? With Sullivan? And he and Eddie wind up locked up, together, in a cell. There's one bed, and glass walls, and it turns out that he and Eddie? Might need each other more than either of them thought they might.

What love is [T] 23k - kissesforcas (Steve/Eddie) Steve is incapable of not taking care of the people he cares about. And against all odds, he cares about Eddie. Eddie has never been taken care of. Not like that. Or: Eddie & Steve fall in love, before Christmas but not too fast.

Steve Harrington’s unwilling time loop saga (Series) - badpancake (Steve/Eddie) A series following Steve Harrington as he unknowingly, unwillingly, loops time to save the ones he loves (and maybe realises that he can ask for help, is deserving of love, before, after, and during). 1. The One in Which a Time Loop is Fucking Exhausting. [NA] 41k When anything and everything goes wrong in 1986, Steve realises that he can fix things, and maybe falls in love, along the way. 2. Steve Harrington's Deaths (And The Times He Maybe Saved The World). [NA] 38k After the events of '86, after everything has settled down, and everything is calm, people start to remember. The pieces start to slot together, and nobody likes the picture it creates.

Blooms of the darkest garden [T] 12k - tminuseternity (Steve/Eddie)) Steve is going to die. And because this is Hawkins, a town with an alternate dimension right up its asscrack, he isn't going to die in a normal way. No, instead he's going to die because he can't stop coughing up the most disgusting combination of Upside Down gunk and...flower petals? What the fuck is happening to him?

If I stare too long [E] 191k- Brawls (Brawlite) & Toastranger (Steve/Billy/Eddie) After the end of the world, Billy Hargrove is a mess. But at least he has company.

Paper rings [E] 9k- mediwitch3 (Steve/Billy) Dustin bets Steve he can't get a date for Mike's wedding. AKA the What's Your Number au nobody asked for

Nightcall [T] 6k - pprfaith (Steve&Billy) Billy expects to roll into town and fuck shit up, hurt himself and others, make something bleed. He doesn't expect Stevie Harrington.

We Slip And Slide [NR] 6k - CallieB (Steve/Billy) Pure indulgent post-S3 fluff, including but not limited to the discussed concepts of: - Billy moving in with Joyce - The Jonathan/Billy friendship we all need - Grouchy Hopper - Jonathan and Billy smoking weed together and arguing about music. Because punk and metal are two different things. BUT they unite against Steve’s taste - Robin and Jonathan being excellent wing-persons - Hop and Billy teaming up against Mike to protect El - Shovel talks all round - Robin being clever and eating popcorn - The you rule/you suck board

#steddie #harringrove #harringroveson #metalsandwich #fanfic recs #steve harrington/eddie munson #steve harrington/billy hargrove #fanfic #I'm sorry if this post is jacked #I haven't posted to tumble in like 8 years #Strictly a reblog bitch #i also recommend the mungrove Pretty Boys series by hellstrider #but that one is harder to find #and incomplete

[giddy-goblin]

Baldur's Gate 3 Fic Recs: Sharing my favs with y'all.

Requiem by marttyyriroskis: Kar'niss/Male Tav. SUCH a sweet and tender fic, and the way they write Kar'niss is just *chefs kiss* mwah. Excellent story and relationship progression between Tav and our darling drider ❤️

The Cure by BlackwaterVial: Raphael/Astarion. Guys they're so toxic I love them. Slow burn idiots take almost the entire fic to realize they're into each other. Insanely well-written.

The Fourth Ring by Vamillepudding: Gale/Astarion. By far my all-time favorite Bloodweave fic. I can't put it into words how much I adore this story. And the last line made me sob like a bitch so OK.

The Land of Gods and Monsters by hellstrider: Halsin/Astarion, Gale/Raphael. This fic is NOT complete as of posting this, but it is very well along. And also incredible. This fic is fucking incredible. It expands on the characters in ways I'd never imagine and it's oh SO tasty. Absolutely divine story.

Friday Nights by SadinaSaphrite: Gale/Astarion. Modern AU but it's delicious, positively scrumptious. Just a real comfy bloodweave fic with some angst and action and also Mystra is a punk-ass bitch (but we knew that already).

A Tale About Spiders And Precious Things by coffee_and_tattoos: Kar'niss/Male Tav. Another wonderful fic featuring our favorite drider. Well-paced and with a fun, feisty tav to boot. And also Kar'niss is a babe, i love him.

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bloodweave #halstarion #astarion #gale dekarios #kar'niss #raphael #halsin #tav #fic rec

[rtrixie]

Hit the jackpot today lads, local gamestore had many boxes full of "damaged" Warhammer products.

Got a can of Corax White spray for 5€, Slaanesh hellstriders for 12€ and a Kratos tank for Horus Heresy for 45€(!!!), literally nothing wrong with any of them except damaged boxes. Kratos alone costs 105€ from GW and I found it at the perfect time, as I was just looking for a heavy tank for my Emperor's Children

>mfw these prices

[lenawasneverhere]

Does anybody have the download chapters of the “Pretty Boy” - Hellstrider series???

#mungrove #billy hargrove #eddie munson

[serpentofslaanesh]

Okay so, lore query (I know this is Age of Sigmar but still).

Blissbarb Seekers and Sickleblade Seekers ride Exalted Steeds of Slaanesh, which clearly aren't actual Steeds - they have raptor mouths and sickle claws, and unlike Hellstriders (Marauders on traditional Steeds who are bound to their mounts and can never dismount) its never stated these guys can't.

So are we thinking they're a different species of Steed? Or their own thing?

#ooc #dashcomm #serpentofslaanesh

[hardestgrove]

mungrove fic reccs? 👀

Sorry this is slow!!! I got caught up in writing and reading mungrove fics. I wanted to try and have a bit more on here but that's how it goes. we're still pretty small and these are all exclusively mungrove, no Steve/Billy or Steve/Eddie crossover. Here's some recs! all in no order of favorites just how i put them down.

On tumblr

Fuck 'Em by @assortedfruitsnacks212

Untitled by @larrybearry

On AO3

Stairway to Heaven by ClemetineStarling

Smudged by Attack_on_mgl

Pretty Boys (Things I Didn't Know) Series by hellstrider

hard life to love by salazarsslytherin

all of this (then back again) by ClemetineStarling

#answered #mungrove #fic recs

[hgficrec]

general recs 001

In Your Heart, I Find My Home  Author(s): abaddxns 1 Chapter - 23,394 words It’s been over a month he’s been living with Harrington, three since he’s been back and four since he died.

Life was already a sick joke before the spontaneous resurrection. Back from the dead and living out of his guiltiest wet dream’s guest bedroom, Billy’s still not laughing.

how blue, how beautiful  Author(s): lymricks 1 Chapter - 2,851 words Billy had been there, on the ground when the government people showed up, and then they’d looked back for him and he was gone. And that’s what brings Steve out here. That’s what’s kept him out here, away from Hawkins, driving all around the country looking for the right real skyline, because maybe Billy had just gotten up and walked away, that night.

Don’t Know What I’m Gonna Do (About This Feeling Inside)  Author(s): hazel1706 1 Chapter - 11,927 words He’s barely had the chance to consider grabbing the half-empty bottle of Jack on the counter, when there’s a knock at the door. He startles, slopping coffee on the floor, and cursing under his breath.

It’s embarrassing how quickly his heart leaps, how he gets a little soft and mushy about the fact that someone’s here to see him. There’s no way it’s some rando, he lives in the middle of nowhere and it’s Christmas.

He has to clear his throat and pace himself, hold back from rushing too eagerly to the door. Takes the time to put his mug down first, wipe the coffee off his hand, walk at a reasonable pace to the front door, and—

It’s Steve.

even the angels couldn’t tear me away from you  Author(s): gideongrace 1 Chapter - 1,008 words Billy sits there, legs crossed, smile fully weaponized, his beauty laced with poison and something in Steve's gut sinks.

Billy's leaving. He's lacing up his big, black fuck-you boots and he's leaving.

Something Happens and I’m Head Over Heels  Author(s): Brightwing27 1 Chapter - 636 words Steve has his hand pressed to the side of Billy's cheek, thumb stroking back and forth. His big, brown eyes are hooded, filled with adoration as Billy looks back at him.

"You're really beautiful, you know that?"

Watermelon Sugar  Author(s): SenshineKkaebsong 1 Chapter - 3,164 Summer is ending but Steve and Billy are tempted to make the most of it under the weak Indiana sun. It just happens to involve watermelon and a lot of come.

Damned If I Do You  Author(s): ThirdActLove  7 Chapters - 55,254 words The first time Billy’s dad called him a faggot, Billy didn’t really know what he meant.

Drop (The Game)  Author(s): MissGillette 3 Chapters - 42,080 words Billy has wanted a piece of Steve since spotting him on the school parking lot his first day. So when Steve flees the bathroom at Tina's Halloween party, distressed and about to drop, Billy does the only logical thing: follow the scent.

Tunnel Of Love  Author(s): HeckinaHandbasket  1 Chapter - 2679 words Steve looked back over his shoulder to see Keith rubbing his arm as none other than Billy Hargrove climbed into the boat behind him, smirk firmly planted on his face.

Fuck.

When I R.I.P  Author(s): hellstrider Series - 3 works - 8613 words and there's perks to being an influencer, billy knows that - free drugs and free ass are never in short supply, and despite the fact that all that glitz and glitter was just covering pools of sweat and tears and vomit and worse, billy put up with it because the payout was always the sweetest when you suffered more for it.

sugar me sweet  Author(s): thchateaus  1 Chapter - 2844 words He’s always wanted kids. He knew that.

No, that’s not what shocks him. What shocks him is he realises he wants them with Billy.

And Steve, as is the case with most things, realises it at the worst, most inopportune situation ever.

Like, right after coming inside of Billy kind of situation.

blow sweet and thick  Author(s): Highsmith 1 Chapter - 628 words Billy is back. He's moving on. He's living.

(Or, Steve is flirting and Billy is freaking out. Of course.)

Gonna light up a candle (for the patron saint of jerks)  Author(s): OurLadyOfPerpetualWallflowers 1 Chapter - 2474 words  It’s been a month of Thursdays since Billy’s seen S. Harrington of Apartment C32 and it’s making him a little crazy.

Sweet to taste (saccharine) Author(s): OurLadyOfPerpetualWallflowers 1 Chapter - 6276 words Billy wanders into the woods to beat the summer heat.

Steve goes into the woods to beat some monsters.

They wind up with an entirely different situation to beat.

And they were neighbors (oh god they were neighbors)  Author(s): OurLadyOfPerpetualWallflowers 1 Chapter - 765 words Steve is tired and just wants the guy in the next apartment to turn his music down. When he obliges, Steve gets a whole different soundtrack that he wasn't expecting.

Love Calling Author(s): OurLadyOfPerpetualWallflowers 1 Chapter - 1849 words There’s music blaring somewhere, Billy Idol singing about Love Calling, and Steve’s had a beer or two. His Billy has got his shirt off and his jeans undone, tight denim clinging to his hips, and his ever-present necklace is swaying back and forth ever so slightly as he pants above Steve in the guest bedroom of whoever’s house they’re in. One hand grasps Steve’s waist and Steve bites back a smile.

I Know How You Tick  Author(s): somuchanemoia 1 Chapter - 4970 words Billy convinces Steve to try out some chastity play in order to have a wild all night marathon of sex like they used to do when they first got together.

so good for you Author(s): abigailcathleen 1 Chapter - 3247 words “No,” Billy says, sharp, snapping his head back to look at Steve. “I mean,” he says softer. “I haven’t gone like, this far with anyone, dude or chick… But like, whatever, it’s no big deal, let’s just—” And then he’s surging up and kissing Steve again, grinding his hips back up as if he didn’t just say all of that.

Steve’s kinda dumb over him, though, so he can’t help but kiss him back for a second, but then it’s clicking together. The unopened box of condoms. The candles. Billy’s blue eyes vast and full of wonder.

It’s not like Steve didn’t already consider all of this special, but like, this is really special. Billy wants this to be special.

So that’s what Steve’s gonna give him.

perfect time to open up to you  Author(s): abigailcathleen 1 Chapter - 938 words It’s the first morning Billy’s waking up beside Steve in their bed, and the way the sun's rising through the curtains, the way he comes to wrapped in Steve’s arms, how delirious this happiness feels—it’s overwhelming, makes his chest clench. 

So he does what he does best: shoves two fingers in his mouth to get them nice and wet and reaches between his legs to start opening himself up.

cut my tongue (so i can’t talk to you)  Author(s): abigailcathleen 1 Chapter - 2221 words When he opens the window, all he can get out is, “I threw out your note.”

Billy is staring up at him, half-burned cigarette dangling from his lips. “Unlock the door.”

Steve seethes at that, that Billy has the gall to say that. As if he hasn’t been making Steve miserable. As if he hasn’t been stringing Steve along. Hasn’t been standing him up. As if he doesn’t leave him alone and wanting in the sheets when he leaves.

He should slam his window shut and go back to bed.

Steve can’t do anything but go downstairs and let Billy in.

(i’m tired) can i sleep at your house tonight? Author(s): abigailcathleen 1 Chapter - 1049 words When Billy stands him up again, Steve's pissed. But then Billy's at his door and Steve doesn't know what to say because he just looks—well, tired.

try one more time tomorrow  Author(s): abigailcathleen 1 Chapter - 1379 words When Billy gets home from work, Steve is curled up on the couch and Claire is making Starbursts.

It’s one of those days.

(lose your way) just take my hand Author(s): abigailcathleen 1 Chapter - 3045 words “Owen’s is on me about this talking about how I feel shit, so alright, here goes. I haven’t been sleeping. Keep having fucking… nightmares, alright? So that’s what’s up with me.” He stops picking his nails and braces his hands behind him on the counter before flashing Steve a fake smile as if to say happy now?

But Steve’s not happy, because Billy is his friend, okay? And if there’s anyone who knows about this nightmare shit, it’s Steve.

(Or: on nightmares and cigarettes and being alone, together)

a wreath around our intimacy Author(s): abigailcathleen 1 Chapter - 1202 words Steve's trying to get laid. Billy's trying to make cranberry sauce.

Favourite Liar Author(s): Quyinn 1 Chapter - 3066 words He kisses like he punches, all teeth clacking and tongue thrusting like Steve’s mouth owe him something.

Maybe we could just pretend tonight  Author(s): Quyinn 1 Chapter - 2781 words "You won't find anyone else. Nobody would put up with your bratty attitude. Besides," Steve kisses the corner of Billy's mouth gently, "Would anyone make you feel like this?"

The bloody lip you left me with  Author(s): Quyinn 1 Chapter - 1510 words "Don't ya wana see me again?" 

"What, and miss out on the worst lay in Hawkins?" They share a small, fleeting chuckle (because Billy's such a goddamn liar), before Steve presses his lips to Billy's knuckles and lets his hand drop.

a night-time shudder (you’re pulling me in) Author(s): N/A - orphan_account 1 Chapter - 6359 words 'When they played on the same basketball team, he would take the shower head next to Steve’s whenever it was free and flex his muscles whenever he thought that Steve might be looking; Use up all his self-control on keeping his own gaze above the waist to avoid anything embarrassing happening.

Now, Steve’s helping him take his clothes off and he can’t imagine trying to draw anyone’s attention to his body again, especially Steve’s.

~

Billy is healing in the aftermath of Starcourt, and newfound vulnerability peels back the last of his walls.

It’s Not a One Way Street Author(s): im_your_hope 1 Chapter - 6052 words Sometimes the most real things in the world are the things we can’t see.

*

*

(“Get warm, you fucker,” he whispers aggressively in Billy’s ear.)

But Cuddling is for Fags Author(s): womenseemwicked 1 Chapter - 1437 words Billy and Steve have been getting off with each other in empty locker rooms and the back of Billy's car for weeks, but when Steve invites Billy over while his folks are away, things get a little more... innocent. Billy doesn't know how to feel about this.

Sore Author(s): womenseemwicked 1 Chapter - 1825 words Sometimes Billy works out too hard and can hardly move the next day. Lucky he has Steve to take care of him then.

You’re Not Alone Today Author(s): BlackStar3991 1 Chapter - 1152 words "Well, shit. Billy bites his lip and considers his options – I mean, he could just go back to sleep. But even if he can’t bring himself to say it, he’s come to like this fucker. Really like him. So he puts a gentle hand back on Steve’s shoulder and shakes him more firmly."

_______

To take a break from Neil, Steve lets Billy stay over the night.

When Billy is woken up by Steve having a nightmare, he decides to do something to help.

The Pleasure, the Privilege is Mine Author(s): moonflowers 1 Chapter - 4836 words In a turn of events no one expected, Billy says it first.

Love Taker (Don’t You Mess Around With Me) Author(s): moonflowers 1 Chapter - 5366 words Five times Billy and Steve were interrupted getting hot and heavy, and one time they were not.

Patience Author(s): moonflowers 1 Chapter - 6478 words Billy Hargrove was not fucking sweet. He was an asshole, a dick, a jerk, irresponsible, fucking crazy, take your pick. One thing he most definitely was not, was sweet.

Make Believe I’m Everywhere  Author(s): moonflowers 1 Chapter - 3936 words The kids watch The Neverending Story at Steve's house. Billy doesn't want to fling himself out of the window as much as he thought he would.

Won’t You Lay Me Down in Tall Grass (and Let Me Do My Stuff) Author(s): moonflowers 1 Chapter - 6092 words Fourth of July BBQ at the Byers'. Billy takes out a demodog with a lawn chair while wearing red speedos and smoking a cigarette. Other things happen too, but that's a highlight.

Orion Author(s): moonflowers 1 Chapter - 1829 words It was far enough out of town that he could see the stars. Not that Hawkins’ main drag threw out as much light as the towns and cities did back home, but whatever. The night was cold and clear, cold enough that Harrington’s breath misted, and mixed alongside Billy’s cigarette smoke. He smelt of laundry detergent, and Billy wanted to press his nose into the warmth under his jaw. They were both hanging half out the window, looking up at the spray of silver stars across the night.

Billy tells Steve about the stars.

Baby This Blows ‘em All Away Author(s): moonflowers 1 Chapter - 1829 words "Okay," Billy nodded, tapped his fingers along the steering wheel, "glad we got that all straightened out. Now, are we gunna fuck when we get back or what?"

In which Steve goes monster hunting, but brings home something much easier on the eye than a demodog.

#fic rec #general recs #harringrove #steve harrington #billy hargrove #ao3 #billy x steve #billy hargrove x steve harrington

[brawlite-archive]

Okay okay okay for mungrove fics: pretty boys (things I didn’t know) series by hellstrider is *cheff kiss* the characterisation is amazing

thank you! i will look it up! 😘

[chaosprinceundivided]

The Battle of Gluttons

Have a big drabble, there may be a part II.

Rulek snaps his upper claws. It was a simple gesture and the Sisters of Flaying Diligence raced along the Dark Prince's flesh-plains. The screams of the countless souls from here and elsewhere freeing with the weeping tears of their flaying chariots pulled by their singing beasts. The heartseekers were the lead to the foremost vanguard.

The herd of fiends following the attractive blood-perfumes of delicious pain raked up like a morbid hoe of industrial gardening, their tongues flickering and swooning as their senses roused. Perfect to lead them off to crash along the suffering Ogres that dared to traverse through the Realm of Slaanesh.

They were doomed from the start; their gluttonies were so animal that even their practical city-caravan of meat-filled carts would not save them in some amusing attempt to stave off the temptations of the Dark Prince.

The Daemon Prince has been stalking them for seemingly some days, he was curious how long they will make it led by their hook-handed prophet and a number of bulls. Bit by bit, he and several other daemons have nipped at their heels.

Teasing. Stealing. Kidnapping.

The screams of their unfortunates sung through the circles, but now - time was becoming an essence when Rulek could taste the violence of Skarband haunting. He knows the Fallen General was being distracted by the Temptor right now. He had to cut his play. The cat now made his pounce on the fat mice.

The Fiends have engaged with the ogres, a carving sweep into the front and flank. The hellstriders - ridden of mortals and daemonettes alike - had made their moves to bleed in between the ranks. Rulek did not engage.

Not yet.

The changed prince strutted along his perch, his body swayed and with a gesture of a finger. The thin twinkle of a razor-wire crossed on his claw, plucking and a storm of warpfire flew across the air. The whimsical barrage of his Pink Horrors raining their mischief on the ogres and scrambling hordes of gnoblars and maimed orcs scattering around trying to fight off the Slaaneshi raiders.

A swish of his pronged tail and the warhorns of the main legion was marching from their position. The Godslayer's Own, the anointed chaos knights of Rulek's favour, rode with their great armoured bears, riding out with a retinue of fellow knights of the four-favoured.

"Dekhette." He spoke with a sultry caress of voice. His bejeweled armour glinting as he felt the amethyst sun of the realm upon his velvet hide.

From the debris and clouds of battle, the blood-perfume seemed to dance and swirl as it hunted. Throats were sliced. Guts were opened. Tendons were carved.

The very ground seemed to devour the dead and dying, blood soaked like a sponge. Tendrils were quivering and reaching out, hungry for the souls that dare walk the Circle of Gluttony. The cauldron-dragged Prophet roared and hollered in the name of the ogres' god known as the Maw, carving through daemonettes and marauders with his hacking limbs.

"The only feast of mine is that of the Maw's Bounty!" The mutilated ogre hollered, releaving a fiend of its front legs and carving the daemon open from gut to ribs. Its pain-rich scream filled the air as its ether was pulling with the poisonous aromatic ichor spraying about.

With a gorging of the daemon's heart and innards, Skrag cackled as he tasted such a rare opportunity. So many flavors and the thoughts of enriching it even more before the Prophet spewed out a gut-filled retch at a charging line, practically melting steed and rider alike while feet flipped and bodies tumbled in the disgusting filth.

"Your lie-food is nothing to the real thing!" He decreed as he dragged his cauldron to pluck and carve at the bodies of his fallen, tossing back to the bubbling spew. His Gorgers - the few that have been forcibly redirected from falling for the daemonic trap of wines and foods, even the muses that danced and inticed many - were lunging to fight and devour the attackers.

Rulek watched and smiled something most foul before gesturing again with his right back-claw, snapping. Enter stage left -

To be continued.

#n: realms of chaos #realm of slaanesh #devotion: slaanesh #slaanlek #ogres my lord #skrag the slaughterer

[astarionsilverbough]

okay my loves.

big update.

firstly, i want to thank all of you for all the support you’ve given me and tlogm. NO, it’s not being canceled or deleted or put on hold! I’m going to be moving to an every other week drop. this fic is TOO dear to me to give up on, so don’t worry your pretty heads about that.

but on to personal news: post breakup, i have realized i myself am romantically monogamous. we do a lot of strange things to hold onto what is familiar to us, i think; change and possible loss are scary things to face, but after moving through this breakup…. i know what i want more than ever.

that being said, our boys are still going to be falling all over each other. i love writing them, i love the way they’re all falling in love, it’s fun and fictional and i’m realizing i can actually be monogamous myself whilst also enjoying non-monogamy in fiction. strange, how two things can be true, right?

beyond that: i’m very happy to announce that after ten arduous years of running away from not only myself but my story, i am going to be reworking and delving into the world of the novel i self-published ten years ago. it’s grown up with me, and i’m tired of running. it is called the hellstrider trilogy, and is a novel series about killing the christian god. very queer, very trans, very angry. if you love my raphael, you’re going to LOVE my darling dominic.

these past three weeks have been very hard for me, personally. i’ve realized how fucking lonely i’ve been and how much i’ve neglected myself in favor of taking care of everyone around me. i became a bit boy obsessed, i will admit; i’m a devastatingly hopeless romantic and i want so badly to be loved like a hozier song - to be loved the way halsin loves astarion, the way gale does raphael.

i’ve always been punished in love, probably because i’ve always been so desperate for it i accept the bare minimum of fondness and call it love. but it wasn’t. i didn’t love myself enough to realize that i’ve never been loved the way i want or deserve - the way fifteen year old me always dreamed of.

but i’m going to wait. i’m… content to wait, i think. i’m still very sad and very lonely - but i’m ready to make the effort not to be.

i cannot express enough gratitude to all of you. your support has been my guiding light through all of this. i love you all so so very much. thank you, thank you, thank you.

💕💕💕

#updates #the land of gods and monsters verse #rambles #personal

[catboygirlboss]

fantasy name generators dot com is great cos sometimes you’ll get fantasy surnames like Hellstrider which is badass, and then you get shit like Nosearm. yup. perfect, thanks man

[goblinpostingbehavior]

Where did the Into You Verse go?

I was looking to re-read the witcher fanfic series by hellstrider (the series is called into you, in which Jaskier is essentially ariana grande) and I can’t find it anywhere on Ao3. Did they end up deleting their stories or something? Or is it just reposted? 

#fanfic #geraskier #into you verse

[serpentofslaanesh]

Krydel: Lyss please I have enough Blissbarb Seekers, Sickleblades and Hellstriders in my army-

Lyss, laughing as she stuffs like twenty more of his Marauders through a portal to go find Steeds in Slaanesh's realm: The fuck you do, I want more you ignorant slut

#ooc #dashcomm #serpentofslaanesh #(I'd call this crack but it really isn't) #(She's like a horsegirlboy but for horrific daemon animals)

[ravenkult]

Hellstrider by Josh Corpuz https://www.artstation.com/artwork/2xPb5A

#Hellstrider by Josh Corpuz #art #illustration #concept art #artist #fantasy #artistsontumblr

[hgficrec]

AUs

never gets old  Author(s): brawls (brawlite), ToAStranger 7 Chapters - 78,246 words Falling in love with a cam boy named KingSteve isn't the smartest thing Billy Hargrove has ever done, nor is it the most healthy -- but the good choice is rarely ever the fun choice, and Billy is all about living life fast and loose.

When I R.I.P  Author(s): hellstrider Series - 3 works - 8613 words and there's perks to being an influencer, billy knows that - free drugs and free ass are never in short supply, and despite the fact that all that glitz and glitter was just covering pools of sweat and tears and vomit and worse, billy put up with it because the payout was always the sweetest when you suffered more for it.

Gonna light up a candle (for the patron saint of jerks)  Author(s): OurLadyOfPerpetualWallflowers 1 Chapter - 2474 words  It’s been a month of Thursdays since Billy’s seen S. Harrington of Apartment C32 and it’s making him a little crazy.

And they were neighbors (oh god they were neighbors)  Author(s): OurLadyOfPerpetualWallflowers 1 Chapter - 765 words Steve is tired and just wants the guy in the next apartment to turn his music down. When he obliges, Steve gets a whole different soundtrack that he wasn't expecting.

try one more time tomorrow  Author(s): abigailcathleen 1 Chapter - 1379 words When Billy gets home from work, Steve is curled up on the couch and Claire is making Starbursts.

It’s one of those days.

You’ll Be Alright Tonight Author(s): prettyboyporter 1 Chapter - 11,187 words “Hey,” Steve said. There were still snowflakes on his cheek - one melted.

“Harrington,” Billy said. From somewhere deep down, he pulled out that million-dollar smile -- the one he normally had reserved for charming women when he’d wanted something, a smile he hadn’t summoned in months.

“Can I get a coffee?” Steve asked. He leaned forward as if he were telling Billy a quiet little secret.

Billy’s eyes flicked down to Steve’s mouth, then back up to his eyes. “Lotsa cream, lotsa sugar?”

“How’d you know?”

“I pay attention.”

Billy heard Jack quietly slip out the back door.

(you can call me names if you) call me up Author(s): thecopperkid, eternalgoldfish 1 Chapter - 21,369 words “Why are you even here, anyway?” Steve says. “If you think it’s such a fucking shithole.”

And Billy can’t really tell Steve the truth about that.

He was going to have to drop off Max and her friend anyway, and he was even thinking of dipping right then, going to see Rebecca instead -- but then Max had been in the backseat, telling El how Dustin had texted that he’d apparently talked Steve into staying at the theme park tonight, and well.

Maybe some of the reason Billy’s here is just because he wanted to see him again. He hasn’t seen him in forever.

Sometimes he almost misses Hawkins High.

So this is like a pit stop. A nearly twenty dollar, several hours long pit stop, on the way to get his dick wet.

your tongue is sharp, but i miss the taste of it Author(s): thecopperkid 1 Chapter - 7683 words Billy looks sweaty as fuck. Abandoned his denim jacket, drenched through his thin t-shirt. He’s like, unbuckled, rolling around in the seat, all hunched in fetal position. Grabbing the crotch of his fucking pants.

Then he really fucks with Steve’s shit.

Says, “I need to come, I think.”

Billy had one job -- don't take off the scarf. / Science is probably not Steve's strong suit, but he's really trying to make sense of why Billy's suddenly found him so appealing.

getting better at becoming a ghost Author(s): thecopperkid 1 Chapter - 4511 words “What? You’re not scared, are you?”

“No,” he answers, indignant, but he doesn’t even convince himself. “No, I just --”

“You know what they say about fear, right?” the voice asks. “That it’s almost indistinguishable from arousal. That your body can’t tell the difference.”

“They don’t say that,” Steve says, poking his head out the door and looking left to right. He’s just fucking exasperated. “Nobody says that.”

“I say that.”

Steve gets a Scream-style call while he's babysitting the kids on Halloween night, and right now would be a really good fucking time for Billy to get home from work. // Billy likes masks.

i could call you princess (if that’s what you’d like) Author(s): thecopperkid 1 Chapter - 3987 words Steve’s eyes blink, squinty and quick in the dark, eyebrows knitting together. He looks all pissy for a second, hates being woken up, usually. Will bitch and complain if Billy jostles the bed too hard, or if he accidentally leans his elbow on Steve’s long hair and pulls it when he’s out cold.

But right now? God. It takes a second, but his doe eyes flutter again, blow wide, and he instantly fucking moans, wanton, desperate, fucking sinful.

“Jesus. Yeah. You with me, sweetheart? Still with me?”

There's only one way Steve wants to wake up, and who can blame him? // Billy grew up thinking that proposing was going to be his thing.

break up with your girlfriend (‘cause i’m bored) Author(s): thecopperkid 1 Chapter - 15,604 words @umissedconnections: Bambi eyes. m4m. i was rippin cigs in the sae p-lot. u made urself puke 2 make room 4 more beer. incredible? ur my hero PLS say ur into guys

Steve finds he has a secret admirer who's continuously hitting on him via his university's Missed Connections Twitter account. // Tommy and Billy are the worst roommates ever.

what a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you Author(s): grabmyboner 1 Chapter - 3040 words Billy doesn’t get it. Steve and he are good together. Their chemistry is undeniable, everyone can see they just click. But, they’ve never been more than… Friends.

They’ve never been more than an arm resting on a shoulder, a hand patting a back, the occasional manly drunk hug that ends in someone trying to lift the other off the ground.

But, there was that one time, when they were wasted and someone kissed someone, and they kept kissing until they fell asleep in Billy’s bed. Then Billy woke up alone.

And Billy doesn’t get it.

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billy likes steve more than a best friend should.

It’s true, I’m a sucker (for you) Author(s): grabmyboner 1 Chapter - 452 words “You’re a big boy, Harrington. Don’t need Daddy to walk you to the kitchen.” And everyone laughs and Steve’s cheeks burn and he huffs and pushes the plastic cup against Tommy’s chest.

“Asshole.” He retorts,

Killing Boys Author(s): boltplum 3 Chapters - 9076 words Steve is kissing Tommy.

Billy stands at the mouth of the stairs, stunned and watching them. There’s like, tongue and shit. Billy hates it. He fucking hates it.

He wants to throw up.

let’s talk about sexts (baby) Author(s):hoppnhorn, Ichigata 1 Chapter - 10,919 words If Steve wasn’t sure about his bisexuality before, he was now. The dick on his screen, once he has the balls to look at it again, is pretty.

He finds himself staring, his skin still damp and the steam in the bathroom clawing at his throat, and realizes his mouth is watering. Like someone has just put a treat in front of his face and waved it.

Like, here boy. Get the snack.

Once his eyes adjust, and he’s not utterly stunned by his discovery, Steve’s examining the photo. Looking at the details.

It was taken exactly five minutes before he’d walked out and found it.

broke a finger knockin’ on your bedroom door Author(s): elysiumwaits 1 Chapter - 13,030 words Steve tries to send a risque picture to Robin to fulfill a bet, and accidentally sends it to Billy instead. There are consequences. Sexy, sexy consequences.

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"I sent it to someone else!" Steve thrusts the phone at her, bats her hand with it until she uncovers her eyes and snatches it from him, pointedly looking up and very much away from Steve.

At least, until she sees who he sent it to. "Oh my god, you sent it to Hargrove?"

mistletoe and other holiday propaganda Author(s): brawls (brawlite), ToAStranger 9 Chapters - 54,648 words Everybody wants something for Christmas.

It just so happens that the only way for everyone to get what they want is for Billy and Steve to pretend to be dating over Christmas break. It's really the only option.

I Only Wanna Be With You Author(s): flippyspoon 1 Chapter - 9345 words Billy is absolutely not going to fall for the yuppie kid in the GAP jeans who loves Hootie and the Blowfish and Steve is absolutely not going to fall for the bitchy barista who loves Guns N' Roses. Absolutely not.

way we get by Author(s): brawls (brawlite) 1 Chapter - 2580 words Billy isn't exactly sure what to do when Steve has a panic attack while they're baking together. Their friendship is still fragile, still rocky -- he doesn't want to make a misstep and ruin everything. But, the least Billy can do is not leave Steve alone though, right?

Bittersweet Author(s): abaddxns 1 Chapter - 4967 words Steve gets so tired of Nancy scrolling through his possible matches and asking him which famous Chris he finds hottest - they’ve all got different aspects he likes so he doesn’t have a favorite anyway, but that’s not good enough for her - that he matches with the first cute girl he finds on his Tinder feed, just to shut her up.

Or: Steve gets pushed back into dating and things don't turn out the way he planned

such a fool for you

Author(s): oephelia

1 Chapter - 3900  words

The feeling still hits sometimes, the late night loneliness when his roommate’s asleep and he can hear voices down the hall, voices through the cracked-open window. It makes him want to scroll through dozens of iterations of Billy’s face, Benjamin-Buttoning back towards Hawkins and a strange-bitter nostalgia for something he doesn’t think he should miss.

Billy Hargrove is online.

Steve closes the tab, snaps his laptop shut.

(or a love story for the digital age)

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