#honestly looking at the posts online

[ch1zzie]

The original in the bottom

Plus the picture I mainly drew but decided to draw the rest for funny

#thats not my neighbor #milk man #just tried to draw something in my mind to post along with saying some updates #monday the people are gonna give my grandma the keys to the house! while i have to stay at my aunts place for wifi for school #(online school) #my moms gonna be moving things out of storage into the house! AAAA I CANT WAIT #also little welcome home update #im not sure if i said here? wait nevermind i just remembered while typing (it was that i got barnaby and the pins) AAA silly me #also im making a little julie out of clay (if i wake up and their messed up i am NOT redoing that😭) #the legs are a little messed up because julie was gonna be the size of an hatsune miku figure on accident so i chose to shorten her a bit #only because im not sure if im gonna make the others too AND because theres no way hes gonna be THAT tall😭 #also! im making easter art #yes its barnaby and wally again just for fun! but a few changes like keeping their regular outfits because i cant think of anything else!!! #why not the ones in the old easter drawing? welllll a follower said that wallys outfit looked a bit familiar to another not so good thing #it wasnt on purpose just an accident because i hadn't notice BUT im glad i know now so i can be more careful! #im not sureeee if im gonna finish the easter art OR the julie clay thingy but I'd love too! and honestly HOPE to #high chance i will (well maybe the easter art could be late or not) #maaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAA trying to think if theres anything else but cant! ill try posting this hoping my wifi wont hate me... #also i know i said this account was for welcome home posting but i didnt have any cool welcome homey things to put here gahhhhh #ehehehhe once i get my new room and its allllll just me #imma post like crazy (wellll that IS the plan so i hope) #even if its little dumb posts #by the way this post was gonna say on top “i know i said this account is for welcome home posting but TAKE THIS FOR LITTLE UPDATES” #just removed it because i dunnooooo just didded #hehe didded

[constantlyfalling]

brain cell one and Brain Cell 2 are here to kill you.

#among us #fanart #my post #i played with some people online #and i was the pink one and someone else was the black #we looked like those goth and pink couples posts #and it inspired this #art #photoshop #we did get paired up once as the imposters together as well #i honestly can't remember how we did though

[aurorangen]

Since coming out of the hospital and learning of the spy, Vincent has been more vigilant of his surroundings. He felt uneasy that someone might still be following him...even in another country. After resting he was a bit more alert, so just to be cautious, he asked Jay if he had any hats to wear to hide his face, especially in the busy town centre.

Some paintings in the building caught Renee's attention and she took some photos. One stood out in particular. It had a plane statue and she could see some people in the background. Armed with weapons.

Transcript:

Renee: Jay do you know what these paintings are of? Jay: These are of Chestnut Ridge and the plane one…I dunno. Maybe the next town? Or made up? Renee: Oasis Springs doesn't look like that. I wonder if that's Strangerville.

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 legacy #postcard legacy #postcard gen 3 #renee reichmann #vincent kingsley #jay pollock by duusheen #miracle holm by duusheen #this post is here to summarise two important things for the future #renee taking a picture of the paintings and vincents behaviour now #rmbr no one outside knows the existence of strangerville nothing online! only important ppl like detectives and all that do #and thats it! you can check duusheens posts for the fun stuff lol mine are mainly for my plot since theyre in chestnut ridge #and just a perfect opportunity 😂 #an excuse to put him in that hat #honestly he still looks drowsy here let him sleep the whole night #just for fun i played them a bit with the horse pack gameplay and #vincent looks so out of place lmaooooo #im like WHAT R U DOING #london boy visits a ranch

[von-karmas-a-bitch]

pov you're franziska and you're 11 years old and you just started your first period and papa has NOT been helpful but your brother has conducted extensive research and is handling it surprisingly well

#i am never gonna finish this so have the wip lmao #do you have any idea how difficult it is for me a furry. to draw not only a human but a human with kinda yaoi proportions #by tracing him over eminem's lanky ass. of all people #im honestly amazed it didn't turn out a lot worse #i spent way longer on this than i thought i would #i didn't think it would even result in something i was comfortable posting lmao but here we are #also i thought abt looking up what people use in germany and/or finding the german packaging of products we have in the uk too #but with the god-awful-to-nonexist transparent png's online shops be uploading for their websites i can only assume are ran by boomers #i was like yknow what im just gonna use what im familiar with and consider high end and/or bougie #i would not be caught dead using nurofen and neither would most people i know on account of generic stuff is cheaper + works the same #but i imagine they must make their money somehow. probably from people who are well off enough to not really think abt that stuff #and being the perfectionists they are the von karma household are not gonna use the german equivalent of tesco's own version of anything #so. we've got what in my heavy period having opinion are The Only Acceptable Pads #then we've got expensive ice cream with a european-sounding name bc of course #then we've got the chocolate 11yo me was always craving but could rarely have bc ny dad was a cheapskate so. i assume it's expensive #the nurofen of course #and. i don't know much abt what paracetamol brands are considered bougie and was already soso tired #so i just. grabbed one that wasn't a generic tesco version and went with it #i was also gonna put a hot water bottle in a cute fluffy case but i forgor so just pretend it's there #fanart #shitpost #miles edgeworth #sibling brainrot #my art #my shitposts #im..... not putting this in the aa tag #not bc im embarrassed abt the art itself but bc im afraid that if the cis men catch a glimpse of it they'll clown on me and call me gross #bc cis men do not know how to be normal about periods #it's a fact of life grow up this isn't cursed it is incredibly wholesome and sweet to imagine miles reading several wikipedia articles #in order to better understand and assist his little sister through her first period. it's cute it's not gross fuck you

[anti-transphobia]

Just found out about the transunitism tag and I'm having a ball seeing posts from trans people that don't want other trans people dead for arbitrary reasons

#wish we had this transunitism shit BACK IN MY DAY #thats a joke/exaggeration. the infighting was NOT this bad just 5 years ago #it's horrendously bad as people pretend they're focusing on the 'real world problems'.....by getting wrapped up in internet discourse #and terminology #and wasting their time and energy hating other trans people based on hypothetical ideas of what their experiences should be #instead of caring about the actual oppression we all face #anyway me saying i wish we had this back in my day i mean things like the trans run 'bad trans people blog' that had a majority of posts #be about me and how i was a fake trans troll made to make people look bad #because i did the worst thing in the world: be an annoying 15 year old #one of the mods was an ex friend too. ppl will misgender you and doubt your identity because you were annoying or disagreed about something #most of these people were grown ass adults too. but w/e #anyway thats the sort of shit i was referring with my initial tag but honestly. i prefer that to the current state of #the online trans community

[cherubytes]

does the guy complaining about the amount of gay ultrakill fanart they see know they're on the gay fanart website???? "i cant scroll through the tag without seeing 30 fanarts of gabriel in a skirt" my brother in christ that man isnt wearing pants

#ramblings #ultrakill #sorry i usually dont pay attention to this kind of thing but that last complaint was really funny to me #“nothing in this game is meant to be sexualized'' in the game that has buttplug support?????? #like ok. i get not wanting to see anything nsf/w but that can be remedied by like. blocking the suggestive or nsft tags #as an asexual i do get the frustration of not being interested in the nsf/w side of fandoms. idk how it is on reddit or twitter #but i imagine that its a bit more difficult to avoid without a tagging system. i honestly have no clue since i rarely go on those sites #but the way this guy went about it is so weird lol #what happened to curating your own online experience or whatever. ive got fandoms i like where im not interested in what #most people like to post about. so i just go look elsewhere #cutting this short bc this is already way too long

[wild-at-mind]

Had a really stupid conversation via minor emotional breakdown with a queer friend about what makes an LGBTQ person 'assimilist'. From what she said I'm kind of forced to draw the conclusion 'if you say you're not assimilist, then you're not'.

#i love her but none of it makes any sense to me #i think i really just wanted her to see that this kind of rhetoric is no good if you're fundamentally unable to see yourself as having valu #to a community- which is where i'm still at sometimes unfortunately. #i would say that i may not be the only one since mental illness + self esteem issues + being lgbtq are not exactly unlinked #but i have basically never found anyone else who has my particular hangups...maybe online once ages ago #so in my own mind i'm the most assimilist lgbtq who ever existed- not even worthy to call myself queer #and it's nice that she thinks i am not like that and in fact am 'one of the good ones' #who is not assimilist- look i know that 'one of the good ones' usually means the opposite ok i know! it's just an impression i get #she's like telling me obviously i'm all good because i look like i do but all i can hear is #that if i didn't look like this then i'm an assimilist #i fucking hate my brain honestly no one asked me to have a mental breakdown at their house (thank god i didn't cry) #and then go home and that's when i cry because i saw a trans guy's 'this many years on t' post and i felt like shit because #i haven't done anything about transitioning in ages and i'm not even out at work :'( #like i know i'm an assimilist because my main reason for not coming out at work is not wanting to do the beaurocracy #of changing my name on my email and every fucking log in i have on everything- telling every single person i interact with #i just can't it's too much and my line manager is worse than useless #but i have 'my job is computer and doing emails all day' privilege so i don't like to talk to people about it

[radiopixelctive]

me when i want to join my friend's team in brawl stars who has +40k trophies while i have only 6k:

(also read the tags pls if u will)

#i just don't wanna dissapoint them like uh IM KINDA NOOB YEA #people in my friendlist with more than 10k trophies scare me ghauhhh (there's 7 of them) #idk why these ppl even in my friendlist like come on i can't play finely- i depend on the team in 3v3s and 5v5s most of the time #i hate anxiety and paranoia honestly it worsens my life so much #and sorry for such sudden brawl stars-based post i just wanted to smh express this shit #edit: kinda feel ashamed when i even LOOK at their icon with trophy number when they're online #i'm just- i'm sad #i can't even play with others who's in my online friendlist and who has almost same number of trophies as i do #i just don't wanna dissapoint ANY teammates it scares me shitless

[hiding-under-the-willow]

I'm half asleep and running basically entirely on hyperfixation fumes so this thought process might be literally nothing but I'm thinking about how we as the viewer don't get to start making decisions in the Markiplier Cinematic Universe Canon until after the DA's death in WKM. We experience the entire series through their point of view and it's presumed we continue to inhabit their character throughout the canon (at least through date and heist, I'm ignoring space for my purposes bc my grasp on how that fits into the story is fuzzy at best on a good day lmao) but it isn't until after the events of wkm have played out that we start making decisions on their behalf

But anyways something something at the end of wkm they die at the hands of Wil, and they give up their body to Damien and Celine, and their story to Mark, and their autonomy to the viewer. Someone who isn't eepy as hell turn this into a more coherent line of thought for me

#atlas speaks #realizing that this is also very similar to the ways in which ut and dr fans tend to interpret the relationship of the player to the pcs #so that's fun #anyways i can tell my brain is in like creative hyperfocus looking for a new idea to latch onto mode #because I've been bouncing off of different project and story and art ideas all day #woke up this morning incredibly invested in the idea of a full recreation of the wkm house in minecraft #which somehow led to a brief reunion between me and my middle school wkm marble hornets au #honestly still tempted by that one might come back to that when my brain calms down #ended up on some sonic movie fanart bullshit by earlier this afternoon so that might be something y'all get in the next few days #and then i went to lay down and go to bed and somehow landed on this line of thought #so anyways if i come back online to post more random bullshit again after this yell at me to go tf to sleep it's 11pm lmao #I'm so eepy i should not be posting

[dumbificat]

ok gn tumblr

#dumbi #yes i’m stealing this from snob #anyways #TOMORROW #i have to book an appointment at my new doctors - the cochlea implant one #then i have to fill out the disability accommodation form for my new college #then i have to start looking at the uc journal and the tasks i have #ok those are priority #now these aren’t *as* important but i still want to do them #finish and post the thomato a little jealousy part #or at least work on it #go through and clear out some of inbox … #talk with my friends online ofc ofc #work on future event/collab #uhh i think that’s all honestly #oo have noodles for lunch yum yum #ok #GN ‼️

[shevr]

literally said 'God Damn!!!' out loud at that selfie you are soo pretty

thank u very much im glad i could push you to blasphemy

#& thanks as well to every other nice comment that was left on this post mwah mwah mwa #honestly i strongly believe that 90% of how cute i look on this selfie was caused by some stuff getting blurred out in the process #and 9% extra by my hair hiding most my face anyway #my brow ridge's massive and the corners of my jaw are nasty ive been feeling not too great about all that lately #i appreciate peopl online thinkin im pretty in the pictures i present them sorry if i sound like a douche about it #it's just i don't know if they really are a good representation of reality it feels like a lucky strike idk idk #i have massive self loathing issues i have not even begun trying to fix yet man idunno. #ill go listen to more car seat headrest & midwest emo bullshit surely that ll help #god i wish i could write music i wish i could make songs. #how do words work. how do people just use those #shevr

[im-a-goat-in-disguise]

I have a vague memory of seeing one of your posts on reddit like a year ago, but I have no idea if it is a real memory or not.

A year ago?? What bangers was I putting out a year ago reddit felt the need to repost?

Even if you're hallucinating something that didn't happen, that's still impressive.

#the q's n a's #anonymoose #you cannot avoid me #my silly little thoughts get everywhere #i think at least one (1) post has been put in a YouTube video/short #thanks to Bettina Levy (does voiceovers of posts) #im sorry but this makes me very happy. i like attention and feeling big n important can you tell #<- that last tag might just become my 'i like being narcissistic sometimes online' tag because #honestly. well. baby look at me.

[cheeriecherrymain]

Me: Mother, we should dress the baby up for halloween.

Mother: She's not even four months old yet, she doesn't need candy.

Me: I didn't say anything about candy???

Mom: But then why dress her up?

Me:....You know, just because you've dressed up two babies before now, doesn't mean that it's not still fun >:C

Mom: I've dressed up two babies before, which means I already know how much this one is going to squirm and fuss when she gets uncomfortable.

Me:

Mom:

Me: But-

Mom: You already bought a costume, didn't you?

Me: YES, look at it, it's a little pumpkin overalls set, with a matching hat-

Mom: She'll be too hot-

Me: I considered that when I bought the fabric. It's made out of muslin, so depending on what the weather is like, we can put it on her as just clothes, or we can get her cozy with something warmer underneath.

Mom:

Me:

Mom: You made this?

Me: Yes. the costumes at the store are scratchy and they smell weird.

Mom: ....we should try it on her to make sure it fits...

Me: I mean, it's pretty loose already. I wanted her to be able to wiggle around if she wanted to. Plus I added some extra snaps in case we needed some extra room, or she decided to get significantly bigger in the next month.

Mom: Honey, I'm saying that I would like to put the baby in the pumpkin suit right this very second, because it's very cute.

Me: Oh. Okay! I think Dad has her?

#and then my mother hunted down my sister with the same excited grin that I usually have #cherry updates #kind of #listen im just very enthusiastic about the baby #shes small but shes gotten a lot bigger #and shes so attentive now! #i usually suck with eye contact but its so easy to look right at her for some reason? #and she makes the cutest faces and smiles and giggles #she doesn't cry a LOT when she wants something but #she is baby so how else is she supposed to say she needs something? #when she does cry tho #oh boy she has a set of pipes #apparently i was also a very loud infant #it is what it is #i would post an adorable picture of her #but honestly the internet scares me a little bit and also my parents are iffy about putting her face on the internet #at least until she's old enough to understand what the internet is and what it means to be online #and get her consent for it #god they got so much shit from our family members for that decision #anyways im getting carried away #i promise im still alive and lurking around #im just totally infatuated with the tiny human #cherry news

[cuttlebirb]

I've been going full on nostalgia the last little while, and opened up Gaia Online recently for the first time in a decade. I got so carried away with dressing my avatar up, I had to draw a couple looks lol

#gaia online #chibi art #artists on tumblr #cuttlebirbart #yes i make a lot of gothic lolita looks lol #There's so many pretty items now!! I get lost looking at all of them #I've already changed outfits again since #its just too much fun dressing her up. I missed it lol #these are a little messier than my usual posts because they were done pretty quick #but honestly I think they still look cute! I've gotten faster at art yay

[littleapocalypsekitten]

So, seeing a random thing on the dash about how folks who try to make amends and grow from past mistakes are better than those who dig up dirt reminded me of a post I saw a while back about callout posts. I wound up giving my onion on that one on one of my sideblogs. It was about how callout posts don't do anything but hurt people - they tend to punch down, gang up people on somebody, will be based on rumors and conjecture more than fact most of the time, whip people into a frenzy and sometimes even if the allegations are true, just don't really do anything. (And when not true or needlessly hurtful, cause real harm). I had this whole spiel about how that happened to me in one of my fandoms - how a private fight confined to Discord snowballed out of control and in conjunction with me having bad mental health times and a personal spiral led to someone who was only tangeitally involved, but who was a fandom bigwig in a small subfandom-of-a fandom doing a tumblr callout post instructing the entirety of the subfandom, including people who weren't on Discord and weren't involved to shun me / called me an emotional predator / insinuated that the suicidal ideation that I was posting on my own personal blog (that named no names, it was just me whining and expressing a very precarious mental state) was fake... And how that drove me over the edge into... need for hospitalisation. The sub-fandom, for the most part, still hasn't forgiven me, despite any and all attempts to approach and make amends. Even just leaving everyone alone never did anything. It was three years ago, so everyone's moved on and I met new people in that fandom and have since, recently, moved on to a new-old fandom of mine that means much more to me (I've been into a specific anime / manga since 2001 and a recent reboot renewed my fandom) and is overall a much more chill fandom. So, it's not really a big deal anymore. It's just that I still have some wounds from it. And that thing I just saw about people bettering themselves and moving on made me think of the whole mess. I've never done a callout post.

#tumblr stuff #tumblr #forgiveness #how people operate in a society #how people operate online #fandom #emotional damage #callout posts #the damage that people can do when they are feeling vengeful #or feel like they have to “protect” the little fandom-fiefdom that they think they own #or if they know someone is on edge and they actually want to try to make them die I guess? #I had some serious personal stuff in meatspace life go on in the last year #that makes what happened a few years ago look like chickenscratch #so I really honestly do not care anymore #what the fools who used to be my friends and then showed that they weren't think of me #I'm just sort of still pissed off that it happened #and that none of us were listening to each other #I blame 2020 and 2021 actually #made us all more mentally ill than normal

[iinmysights]

U THINK MY SONAS SO CUTE MAYBE I SHOULD DRAW OUR SONAS HOLDING HANDS WHAT THEN HUH

I THINK MAYBE THEN I WOULD POSSIBLY HAVE TO RETALIATE BY DRAWING UR SONA HOW YOU LIKE THEM APPLES‼️‼️

#Ravage.png #pumkinpy #moondust #ITS FR SO ADORABLEEEEE UR MIND IS SO HUGE WHEN IT COMES TO DESIGNS #honestly seeing u post so much of ur art recently is what inspired me to get up and start drawing caedes again i didn’t realize how much i #mithed xem AUGH #honestly i don’t think i’ve got a real sona design made yet ?? ive got my og from before i changed stuff up online but that one was p much a #weird e.evee w/ super thin antlers hmmmm im gonna have to start finding some inspo HEHEHE #regardless of that tho id DIE if you drew me/a sona repping me n ur sona holding hands omg 🥺🥺 lmk if you want any ideas or smth for it if u #end up really wanting/trying to do it!! #man i have GOT to stop looking away when im writing tags bc ill forget what i just said and have to pray that the sentence doesn’t come out #weird when i post it 😭😭😭😭