#how dare they make me feel better

[saltiestbread]

My inability to type a meaningful and complex sentence is making me violent.

I want to yell all the thought in my head out, All the excitement and love and passion and feeling of overwhelming gratitude i have for the piece of media and its creators

Moment like this make me wish human is telepathically specie :(

#Undertale #little misfortune #fran bow #Overlord #over the garden wall #the gray garden #tmnt #cult of the lamb #wadanohara and the great blue sea #supnostica #rick and morty #Pokémon #rain world #wander over yonder #Avatar #slay the princess #my ever expanding song playlist #hollow knight #inscryption #portal #bendy and the ink machine #fionna and cake #all the fic that have special place in my heart even if their name have been forgotten #five nights at freddy's #poppy playtime #little nightmares #omori #and so many many more #my reason for keep going #how dare they make me feel better

[sysig]

“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)

Bonus:

Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #Fellplates #UkaGaster's answers about Toriel really interest me :3c #As evidenced by the quote caption lol - but his other ones are very interesting too! Since it sounds like she's still around! #Poor classic Handplates!Gaster believed Tori dead for such a long time while she was at the Ruins #Meanwhile Fellplates!Gaster is just like ''? I saw the Queen last week she threw me into the pricker bushes? -.ò'' lol #But anyhow lol ♪ The implications that they're still in each other's vicinity really makes me curious about their relationship! #And how Toriel might react to knowing that someone - someone other than her - is having So Much Success on one of her sore spots #Not just of having children but of the constant reminders of Gaster's success where she has to live every day with a heavy heart for her own #Being cruel to him over it - well that's just par for the course isn't it ♪ #He mentions that she's much more of an emotional sadist - insulting him and then making it Very clear that she does Not approve of the holes #''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly'' #I do think that her knowing that he's so intent on being kind and merciful and then twisting the knife on how much he's hurting her- #Making him feel guilty for daring to even attempt the betterment of all - for giving pieces of himself away and try to be a good person #''If anyone will break my spirit it will be her'' :) #Although that's all assuming that Toriel even knows about the brothers! :0 When I thought about it later it'd make more sense if she doesn't #It was still too good to not do something with the idea hehe - but imagine her betrayal if/when she found out tho she'd kill him on the spot #Gosh I haven't drawn Tori in foreeeeever I can't even remember the last time #Doing a/nother study on her would probably be fun haha she's rather plain how I draw her currently #I wonder if her Fellplates version would also wear reading glasses hehe #And the bonus :3c Where are the plates featured in Fellplates? Surely it's not just called that as a reference right ♪ Hehehe

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm sorry I let down my guard.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xue yang #xiao xingchen #God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish #Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it. #The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic. #And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core. #Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently- #come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt #and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people. #So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'. #The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there? #The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible #He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg) #''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.'' #Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts. #ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.

[dare-to-dm]

I don't enjoy cooking, but I do love eating home cooked meals and also doing nice things for people. So when I have the energy, I'll make a meal to share with someone as an act of love.

When I did this for my family, it would inevitably result in getting a bunch of unsolicited advice on how I could have done it better. As a result, I don't cook for them anymore.

I cook for my friends and they only say nice nice things. So I want to cook for them more. It's a virtuous cycle.

#I love my family but honestly they are so rude #without realizing they are rude #like it'd be fine if I asked for advice #on how to be a better cook or improve a recipe #but I'm not going for mastery I just want to make your day a little brighter #and if all I get is criticism it doesn't feel like I accomplished that #I know I'm sensitive #but if there's anything my friends have taught me it's that it's not that hard to not hurt a sensitive person's feelings #Dare Original

[iholli]

if you need me I'll be facedown on the floor, bawling my eyes out

#how DARE the shitty hell show make me cry #not ONCE #not TWICE #BUT THREE. THREE FUCKING TIMES #AAAAAHHHH #i would die for any of these idiots i love them SO much #ep2 punched me in the feelings #ep3 crushed my heart in a vice grip #but episode FOUR? JESUS #I CAN'T STOP CRYING #charlie at the end of the ep is me. she's me and i am her rn. absolutely sobbing. #GOD #i fucking love vox now also. and velvette. #penny is baby i would do anything for him #the other overlords are SO fucking cool and im invested in them #ALASTOR IS BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER BABY LET'S GO #i can't WAIT for the next episodes oh my GOD #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel spoilers #ratkingrambles

[lisbonsteresa]

just started weeping

#THEY'RE SO #like at first i get so caught up in how good it feels for jane to finally say it i almost miss how good it must feel for lisbon to HEAR it #like the SMILES - jane's is this big grin and lisbon's is quieter but they're both so overjoyed #they're both so relieved to have it out in the open - #the line has finally been crossed and they've come on the other side better than they dared to hope #lisbon especially just looks so damn CONTENT like she KNOWS now - she sits there and sees him openly look at her like he's almost in awe #like he can't quite believe this is happening #and he still makes jokes at the worst times - he's still HER jane - but he doesn't walk back on anything; doesn't joke it away #like shit he doubles down he gets serious again and again he makes the first big move (which is....GOD) #obviously there's still stuff coming down the road for them but them getting this (a little cheesy) romcom moment is so deserved (imo) #and appreciated by me #they're finally moving towards the start of something instead of the end and that's beautiful #tm

[orionsangel86]

Well my activity feed is a disaster, my dash is nothing but boop! posting, my mutuals, followers, and anyone who crossed my path has been booped and there are cat paws everywhere

My counter is at MAX and this has been FUN. All April Fools should be like this

Getting to boop! Neil Gaiman is definitely a highlight. Hahaha!

#boop! #neil gaiman #feeling upset by the end of gomens s2? #go vent your frustrations by spam booping Neil #How (boop!) Dare (boop!) You (boop!) make (boop!) me (boop!) feel (boop!) something (boop!) Neil (boop!) Gaiman (BOOP!) #i'm joking but obviously thats a better way to annoy him than to send him horrible asks

[cosmic-kaden]

My heart... Wait... hang on... wait... I.... hang on...Paterson pls ...

#HANG ON A SECOND! How dare you make me feel better. /j #I've been in a weird funk today and decided to talk to him and he... [sobs into my hands] #Chaos in the mundane

[prey-made-predator]

crazy to think about how people just. dont care about their cats going outside and never coming back. crazy how they accept that these animals with an almost twenty year lifespan don’t ever even break 1/5 of that estimation

#crazy!!!!! #anyways my family keeps letting my cats get out bc ‘they like it :)’ and i feel insane!!! #i care for animals dependent on me #apparently its too radical of me to want my cats to stay alive for longer than a handful of years #how dare i make you feel an ounce of guilt or any uncomfortable #emotion at how many animals you’ve forsaken because you never cared enough to learn or do anything that didnt #make your life more convenient. so fucking sorry that my brother is better at understanding my pet care advice then fellow grown ass adults #the way they do this when im paying them hundreds to thousands of my dollars :)))))) #forbid i ever ask for one fucking thing in this house #slush.text #i feel so angry i cna feel it making me more stupid ughhhghhhh

[sysig]

Employee 416, with varying levels of bumpscocity (Patreon)

#Doodles #The Stanley Parable #TSP #Employee 416 #My very first Stanley Parable OCs hhhhh #No Sinister doesn't count he's just a slightly different Stanley lol - plus my subconscious came up with him! #These two were on purpose - I've been wanting to make a TSP OC for years now! I just never had inspiration strike until now #I was so sure I was going to pick a random number and give 'em a quick doodle and be like Ye :D My little guy #Stanley's a little guy my little guy's a little guy it's all little guys! Perfect and fitting! #Lol it's never that easy is it #I ended up with two! And with an Employee who was specifically highlighted in-game!! Ah! #416 gave me ideas what can I say lol #Two specifically and I really can't decide which I like better hmmmm #They both got the ponytail treatment tho lol #Employee 416 being all about the Figleys but not at all Employee 427 is very funny to me lol #''How dare you sully the good name of Stanfiglurines by comparing them to that dork'' haha #And then there's the exact opposite - someone who admires Stanley from a distance but never up close and personal #Maybe they would've before the Narrator erased everyone?? Although the Figure Hunt goes on during the absense of everyone! #So he's set up in a kind of liminal state of existence haha #Although I think his feelings aren't exactly romantic - or platonic! A little closer to platonic but hmmm #Either way Employee 416 v1 does not appreciate v2 being so hype about him lol - it's supposed to be about the figures man!

[dootznbootz]

There's something so specifically infuriating when someone uses one of your experiences or your demographic in an argument, especially if said argument is about spreading hatred or is just so wrong. They "speak on behalf of the ___" to say such fucked shit.

"You're not thinking of the ___!"

"I literally am ___. You saying that adds nothing as you do not speak for me or for other ___. Shut up."

#I really really hate it. It angers me in such a specific way that just skldjf ksdl #... #vent below. idk. I'm really sorry #Mad rambles #Terfs will be like “oh think of survivors! 'MEN' can share women's spaces!” like shut the actual fuck up. SHUT UP. Shut your damn mouth #A terf is so much more dangerous than a trans person. Me. a tiny cis woman is so much more dangerous to a terf than a transperson is. #Because I will obliterate you. How dare you say you speak on MY behalf? As if I don't know what I'm fucking talking about. #as if you're “protecting me” by spewing such bullshit? by treating someone as a danger when they're not?! #Especially when they believe it's a fucking TRUMP CARD. Like mentioning it means they're right!!! when obviously they're not!!! #Or when they think the fact that I'm cis will make me agree with them! I'm cis simply because I am. I'm not better or worse because of it #being cis doesn't mean I'm fine with bullshit though! #I really hate feeling almost as if like...idk I'm “known” for talking about this but it's just so so infuriating. people will act like they #know when they don't. Obviously every experience is different and terfs who are survivors I hope you find peace and my heart goes out to yo #but you also need to get your fucking head outta your ass. Saying such things isn't the way to heal and you're hurting others with it. #It's NOT about hating men or trans people! the “men are always violent/women are always victims” mentality needs to fuck off #as if it's just the script of life and that it's inescapable no matter what. that it's the truth even if circumstances say otherwise. #...I'm going to possibly block the epic tag for a bit. I have the name of the saga blocked but like... It's just genuinely upsetting. #my story got picked apart too on how it wasn't actually that bad. that I'm actually the fucking worst. “Men are just like that sweetie” #BULLSHIT!!! Gender doesn't dictate a person's morals. Being good and kind does. It doesn't matter what form that takes! #not even saying HE'S good and kind as he's horrible and wonderful at the same time but about this stuff? Do what you want but #I DO think you're insane if you see it as otherwise and it makes me wanna lock my door. You're not a bad person probably but also 🙃 #I get that there's history but there's also the fucking TEXT. #I don't know. I'm really sorry #tw trauma #tw sa mention #I'm not necessarily against reblogging this (I don't care) but don't post with tags. please

[redrockbutch]

There is a not insignificant portion of disabled people who saw all the jokes about "do yoga to cure your Parkinson's" and assumed that applies to literally any prescribed movement whatsoever and they are furious if you point out that stretching throughout the day or going to a physical therapist might help even a little and I don't fucking get it

Some people lash out even if all you say is "moving an arm you get a vaccine in will prevent that dead-arm thing!" like it is the most virulent, defensive insistence on being utterly doomed and nothing could possibly ever help and I don't fucking get it

#there are obviously exceptions to this but the online disabled community acts like every single one of them is an exception #and all PT is just doctors trying to hurt you and not listening #and I'm sorry but being sedentary is much more harmful to most people #it is highly unlikely that resting forever is going to suddenly give you more energy and movement but PT probably will #and this isn't possible for everyone! and that's okay! #but absolutely nothing has been better for my fucked wrists than using them and building up muscle support around the joints #whenever I slack is when pain pops up and this is not uncommon!!! #idk. I think it's a reaction to having your boundaries pushed constantly but #sometimes. speaking personally. saying 'I can't do that' is actually just saying 'I won't even try and you can't make me' #bc it's the only way to assert autonomy #this does not make it a good impulse and people hang on to it for a really long time and won't even consider it's unhelpful #sigh #disability is difficult but you almost certainly Can affect your circumstances in Some Way and that will make you feel better abt yourself #cassidy.txt #and this is not about 'I went and it was unhelpful' this is 'how DARE you imply stretching can cure chronic pain!!!!' #okay well no one said that

[crushermyheart]

Here at the Inescapable End - crushermyheart08 - Mission: Impossible (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]

I watched Dead Reckoning and I am not okay

#mission impossible #dead reckoning part one #how very dare they #rip another otp #going down with this ship regardless of the fact that it's on the ocean floor #did writing this make me feel better? #not really #but oh well #ethan hunt #ilsa faust #ilsa x ethan #my fanfiction #cmh_fanfiction

[the-cat-at-the-theatre-door]

since bomba's and macavity mother is not a good parent jenny have try do give them motherly love. she give her snacks, listen to what they wanna say

I am the biggest sucker for surrogate mom Jenny stuff - really just gets me somewhere in the fluff craving part of my brain.

#and i feel like since jenny is really good at getting a read on cats #she's very emotionally aware of how she needs to go about 'parenting' #like some cats respond better to 'look at me - i'm your mother now come here' and others it's more #'hey i made cookies and there are just so many of them because i accidentally tripled the recipe #so i guess you'll have to take some or else they'll go stale and maybe bring some home to your brother too' #she shows up does the research makes the effort #sometimes it's even acting like she's only half listening to them when they share things #because she knows if she gives them her full attention and they know it they'll feel guilty like they're wasting her time #(even though they're not) #it's all about adjusting the strategy to the kiddos in need #Jennyanydots #Bombalurina #Macavity #other headcanons #jellicles ask because jellicles dare #bombawife #did that make sense i hope that made sense

[townofcrosshollow]

Idk man if you're constantly talking about your crushing loneliness and feelings of being ostracised and left out when you ostensibly have a bunch of friends around you then maybe the feelings of loneliness aren't the problem there

#i would always feel really empty and distant and 'act out' after our hangouts #and i always framed it as like 'i get the high when i'm around people and then i crash afterwards' #and didn't really consider that maybe sitting in a vc for 4 hours feeling left out while other people have fun is just soul sucking #it was always framed as my behaviour that was the problem. 'you did this and you did that.' so i just kinda internalized that #if i felt like shit it must be my fault. everybody knows i'm the one who causes problems so i'm just causing more problems #if i say that something made me uncomfortable and the response is 'i wont make accomodations and how dare you even ask' it must be my fault #idk. we filled out consent forms in the game i'm really not excited to play and i was reminded that nobody ever asked my consebt #and when i tried to advocate for myself and voice that i wasn't consenting it was treated like i was causing problems by trying to say that #and i saw that as a reasonable reaction at the time cause i had been so deeply convinced that i was broken and horrible #that if i was trying to revoke my consent or even just negotiate it then i was ruining everything for everybody else #that if i was uncomfortable with what was going on i needed to just shut up and live with it #i wish i had realized that and dropped out months ago. maybe that could have preserved some semblance of my relationships with those people #far too late for that now. i'm trying to accept that #and all that effort was wasted anyway #i tried to say once that i was putting in a massive amount of effort and i felt like nobody was recognizing that fact #and i still kind of feel that way #i put hours of mental energy into trying to be enough for people who kept demanding more from me and kept giving me less in return #did that do me any good or did it just cause me 3 months of grief and an empty bank account from therapy? #the problem is that i still wish things had turned out better even though i know i had no control over that #if i had kept advocating for myself it just would have been over far faster. i guess that might have spared me a bit of money #if i tried to talk about the problems it would have just been dismissed with some quick quippy therapy phrase amounting to 'not my fault' #we're already living in the universe where i put all my effort into changing in the ways i was told to change and look how well that went #idk. the attitude was never 'let's fix the problems.' it was always 'you need to fix it.' and then when i did it was #'now there's a new problem. fix that one too. and this one. and that one.' #and to do all that work for somebody and then be told they thought you never even cared about them. man it just stings #idk. it's in the past now. but i can't build new relationships. i'm trying and it's impossible #i try meeting new people and they all suck. i try strengthening relationships with old people and they all get too busy or leave. #the only reason i post these things on tumblr is cause i don't have anybody else to talk to about it #the only person i could talk to has their own shit going on. there really just isn't anybody else #personal

[characteroulette]

Man I love it when a game ties its emotional anguish around my goddamn neck I love it when the character eviscerates me with their own grief turning it into my grief (lying)

#KFC rambles on #Phoenix Wright you goddamn bastard #How dare you make me feel an emotion #I had to bake a cake to feel better #fuck you fuck you fuck you #I am better now though #PL vs PW continues to hurt me personally #I hate this game (affectionate) #I love this game (sobbing)