#how do I move on from this

[storm2rain]

when Phayu said “i’ll train you to be the best rider” that really changed the trajectory of my life i wanna rip my skin off

#HOW DO I MOVE ON FROM THIS #love in the air #lita cast #boss chaikamon #noeul nuttarat #thai drama #thai bl #thai boys love

[laurrrelise]

so today i watched la la land for the first time ever, i really emotionally attach myself to movies but i really did not think this movie would hit me that hard

movie was super good, i loved the music, the shots were all so creative and well done, and i loved the color theories throughout !! also acting was on point !!

flash forward to 15 minutes before the end, the plot twist hit me like a fucking brick wall and i immediately start sobbing in front of my friend (who was just in shock)

then i had to get ready and go to work and the entire time all i can think about is this damn movie

and now i’m laying in bed genuinely sobbing my brains out because holy shit. that movie was so beautiful and perfect and amazing and wonderful but GUT WRENCHING AGGHHGHHGGH

i do not regret watching it one bit but i’m 100% genuine when i say when i hear (OR EVEN THINK ABOUT) mia and sebastian’s theme, just the simple little piano notes going up and down, i will have no choice or will but to start sobbing.

oh my god somebody please help i don’t think ill ever recover.

i will not be sleeping tonight LMAO

#la la land #i’m genuinely fucking sobbing #somebody save me #how do i move on from this #how am i supposed to go the rest of my life not sobbing over the ending #how am i supposed to stop thinking about this movie

[knives-gunshot-wound]

Just finished volume 10 of Trimax! I'm doing so well right now! No reason to worry at all! I'm not in pain!

#nicholas d. wolfwood #trigun #trigun 98 #trimax #vash the stampede #millions knives #tristamp #vash saverem #volume 10 killed me #i have to go to work tomorrow and pretend to be normal about this #how do i move on from this

[mineonmain]

Jaewon Breaking Through The Fog Of Depression [LONG POST]

So throughout the last several episodes, we’ve got Jaewon, and the reactions of the various people around him, trying to get him out of his funk one way or another. Let’s go through the list of failures, before we discuss who succeeded:

Taehyung. I’m not gonna waste any word count on that man, he doesn’t deserve it. He had no idea what Jaewon was going through much less why, so nothing he said was helpful or relevant. He was the one person actively trying to instigate Jaewon, thinking he’d banter back and not realizing how serious he considered the situation. Taehyung’s lack of empathy and ‘nunchi’ makes him unpalatable.

Eunji. She’s an interesting one. Unlike Taehyung I think she understood more of why Jaewon was so affected (not because of his past but because of his present with Jihyun), but was afraid that she would lose him so she manipulated him in his vulnerable moments so that they stayed together. She kept trying to tell Jaewon that he was fine now in an attempt to convince him that he was, when in fact that probably just invalidated his feelings more than ever. Instead of encouraging his recovery it just made him feel misunderstood and alone.

Jihyun. While Jaewon trusts Jihyun and knows that Jihyun knows him, he can’t believe a lot of what Jihyun says to him because he KNOWS that his opinions are biased. Jaewon may be thinking that Jihyun is saying what Jaewon wants to hear, not that he actually means it, and so Jaewon is automatically disinclined to believe him. He wants to believe him so badly but he’s convinced himself that there’s no way that Jihyun truly believes what he’s saying. Isn’t that the worst part.

His Therapist. I know she means well, she’s the one other person who knows everything about Jaewon. But her job is to try and ‘cure’ him to the best of her abilities, and sometimes in trying to do that she missed what needs to be done. It’s unclear whether she’s being able to treat the symptom or the root issue. She tells Jaewon what he needs to do, but that’s easier said than done, otherwise he would’ve done it by now. Her telling him isn’t the point, he had to come to that conclusion by himself so that he believes it, before acting on it. It didn’t help that she was getting so visibly frustrated at his story and his reactions.

Now. Who succeeded? It’s the most expected and most unexpected persons around Jaewon:

Yoonwon. Yoonwon is probably Jaewon’s one true friend, someone who knows what he’s like and doesn’t judge him for it ever. He genuinely cares for her and loves her. They’ve absolutely got each other’s backs, and if there’s one thing these two do it’s never lie to each other. Seeing Yoonwon break down after Jihyun gave his ultimatum was probably the first time we saw Jaewon get out of his depressive trance and react with energy. His hubris is his desire to take care and protect those around him (often to his own detriment), and that instinct kicks in for Yoonwon. Until now, Jaewon did what he thought was best to prevent Jihyun (or anyone else) from getting hurt, but seeing her he realized that people were getting hurt despite, or even because of what he was doing. It was the first step of many towards his change in attitude and perspective. What he was doing was not only not helping but it was actively hurting someone he loved, so something had to change.

Restaurant Ahjumma. She’s a legend, she’s an icon, and she is the moment. Jaewon only knows her as a close friend of Jihyun, but has nothing personally connected to her. Even with leaving out specific details, he’s able to share his worries with her, and she (quite literally) smacks some sense into him, reminding him to look at the bigger picture and remember what’s actually important. Loving the ones you love, and pursuing your own happiness is more important to living than drowning in guilt, and taking care of yourself is the first step in that direction. She used the most simple of words that everyone understands to help Jaewon clear his mind. She knows nothing about Jaewon and he finds there’s a comfort in getting support from someone who doesn’t know you and had no opinion of you beforehand. Her combined street smart wisdom and maturity remind Jaewon of a more hopeful future.

What I absolutely love is how Jaewon only managed to connect to two women for entirely opposite reasons, but with a similar result. Jaewon believes Yoonwon because they know each other so well and he knows she wouldn’t lie, and he believes the ahjumma because they don’t know each other at all and as someone Jihyun trusts she has no reason to lie. While on opposite ends of the spectrum, they are both people that Jaewon doesn’t have to put up a mask around, there’s no pretention. It tells us so much about Jaewon, what he values in a person and in a relationship. Yoonwon makes him realize what he’s doing is wrong, and the Ahjumma gives him the courage to do what is right.

To stop running away from what scares him…

…and face it head on.

#the eighth sense #korean bl #bl drama #jihyun x jaewon #jaewon x jihyun #inu baek #werner du plessis #can you guys tell how normal I am about this show #bc I’m so normal about it #really truly #frothing at the mouth rn #i have so many more thoughts buzzing around in my brain #at least I managed to pen this down #hope it doesn’t lost in the tag sauce #how do I move on from this #what next #if Korean netizens on average could stop being homophobic the we could get some press and promotions #and maybe sponsors and money to make a second season #i want an Aeri-centric season

[ningtual]

i'm having the biggest crisis rn bc all this time i thought chanyeol was the youngest in the group together with kai but it says everywhere he's born in 1992 and not 1994 like i thought ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

#HOW did i misremember this ????? #i thought he's the maknae ???????????? #wth #how do i move on from this #000

[crowleys-bentley-and-plants]

do you know what the most unfair thing is tho. the whole season it was them making googly eyes at each other, touching each other as much as possible, fucking dancing with each other AND FOR WHAT?? FOR THEM TO FUCKING BREAK UP AT THE END AGAIN?? the whole season was leading up to them being finally happy together but no. what the fuck.

#good omens 2 spoilers #good omens #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #how do i move on from this #crying #good omens 2

[ham-st4r]

I'm speechless 😭🙇‍♀️

That makes two of us🫠

What the hell? It’s too early for me to be feeling this way he’s just like idk I’m just gonna not say anything because I’m sure y’all don’t need to hear it 😮‍💨

FUCK

#ham st4r⭐️ answers! #this just awakened something in me that I will not discuss #I #omg #what am I gonna do now? #how do I move on from this

[ki-flor]

Frank explaining how the pancake machine works to the rest of the members and they're just like in awe

#Very wholesome #How do I move on from this #My Chemical romance #Mcr #Gerard way #mikey way #ray toro #Frank iero

[bananafishiguro]

demon slayer manga spoilers!!!

my therapist is in for an unexpected surprise on monday when instead of talking about my life or my childhood or whatever I just hold up this picture and wordlessly sob for 45 minutes

#demon slayer #kny #demon slayer manga #demon slayer spoilers #genya shinazugawa #sanemi shinazugawa #it hurts so bad #how do I move on from this #kimetsu no yaiba

[thevoidwhich]

I just finished Gideon the Ninth, and what the actual fuck

#gideon the ninth #gideon nav #this was the most fun I’ve ever had with skeletons tho #harrowhark nonagesimus #harrowhark the ninth #harrowhark the first #how am i supposed to recover #how do I move on from this #I need to read tbe next book now #i’m dying

[halos-little-freak]

2 minutes and 45 seconds of Harry being the most adorable and endearing person to ever exist in the universe.

#how do I move on from this #I am not doing well #as it was behind the scenes #harry #harry styles

[rad-rat-boy]

Anyway i guess im just going to like rant here cause like yeah ive got friends but im not in the mood for talking. Just getting this out there?

Anyway

I dont exactly know how to feel about things you know. Like she definitely knows i like her. Her girlfriend does now too. And i think shes jealous of that? Cause shes suddenly acting weird about me

Which like sure whatever youre chill to do that. But like?? I have barely made a move on her. Shes pretty. Ive stared. I was all over her while drunk. But that was ages ago and im not exactly competition. Idk. I also just said i think shes pretty. Barely anything. And like idk idk you know? Idk

Its just a lot. I just have thoughts. Also like it could be that im like out and confudent? In that? Idk. Like is that what shes annoyed about? Cause im not even joking when i say i will gladly offee sex to anyone who is mildly queer presenting. Its not something special

#idk. ive never had like problems like thia before #feels dramatic #idk #i am just thinking about having a partner of any kind #i have no idea what that means for me #r is lookin real good but like thats not gonna happen #also why is everyone im into beggining in r #how do i move on from this #i think i just need someone to like calm me down

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!" #to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid'' #like..... gets me #yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai #and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that. #you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time. #dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem. #these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly. #they arent meant to be fun and exciting. #OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off. #but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X #dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was. #i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill. #the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT. #like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU #for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...

[robotpussy]

#polls #personally i dont like it but thats only because i dont like fandom. the type of stuff that gets the most attention #in fandom usually just annoys me idk. how to explain it in a way that wont come off as me saying #fanfic or whatever is evil its just the fact that it just bombards alot of the conversations? #i prefer it when the thing i like has 10 fans and theyre all on one message board or forum #like for example mtvs downtown is getting popular but apart from annoying #'me and the mid nerd guy i copped by being weird and sexy' posts its not awful.... #but then smth like... clone high or smth i suddenly cant remember ppl just got so annoying abt that show?? #like i cant stand it i dont even bother watching it anymore plus its just weird to me now like i can't watch it regardless #im just rambling but personally i do not like it. like i dont want what i like to get a revival #i dont want anything new! i just want to enjoy the thing and move on 😭 #fandom seems to prioritize shipping and memes over evaluating or simply just enjoying something! #this goes for anything. music film tv books....

[lucabyte]

Not all who wander are lost. Some who wander, however, are extremely, extremely lost.

#note: this is a kitchen in a house of change. they are still on the road w the party #not to say i think that maybe chillin out in one location with some loved ones and planned visits from their friends would fix siffrin #but i am saying that they do seem to hoard random items at every given oppertunity. which is an interesting habit #isat #isat fanart #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #isat spoilers #sifloop #isat siffrin #isat loop #sloops #lucabyteart #but yeah no i dont actually know that siffrin would wwwant to be . travelling literally forever. given the. well. um #that one QnA answer especially. the immediate deflective joking when asked how long they'd been a traveller. mm. #it's not like they chose this life is the thing. and we know they have a habit of forcing themselves to 'stick to the script' #i really do think they'd be better for some stability. its not like you cant have a house and also go on fun travel holidays also #(if you want my real opinion. why not just move to bambouche to help raise bonnie. but. that's fanfic territory at that point)

[suntails]

progression

#SHUT UP DONT FCKGN LOOK AT ME. I WILL NEVER EMOTIONALLY RECOVER FROM THIS SHTI #one pic for each char in sequential order :D :D :D progression :D :D :D sobbgin!!! :D :D :D im SVCRSAMING #sebek starting the ch so fcuking goofy like >:O HOW DARE U CALL WAKASAMA A NICKNAME!!! moving to lilia droppign a BOMG #build to my SON. SOBBIGN. my SON is CRYING. im in TEARS. then malleus like 'i can fix this :D' TO ME SCREAMING AT HOME #i pull a fnaf and u turn the brightness up and im sobbing in the corner. i didnt do that but i shouldve #ch 7 spoilers #chapter 7 spoilers #twst #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #lilia vanrouge #cater diamond #leona kingscholar #twst silver #silver vanrouge #malleus draconia #suntails #fr i cannot explain the rapid speed i ran to draw this. ive never been more miserable at having to do a JOB during the day