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30-3am · 7 months

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currently mad at ppl on twitter complaining about james' new tattoo, he's a grown-up man, let him be!!!! the worst thing are the ones saying that he's being manipulated by his gf and stuff, wtf you don't fucking know their lives!! anyway we all know that "a" tattoo on his neck is for alana and not adriana jk

people who are so publicly interested in his relationship need to calm down. i don't ever talk about adriana on here a whole bunch because at the end of the day, she's with james, i'm not and that's just the way it is. there is nothing i can do about that. and although i think jealousy is a very common feeling when someone you're very invested in gets in a relationship, surely their happiness means more to you??? being hateful on twitter won't solve anything.

and exactly, we don't know their life, or their relationship. james is a grown-up who can make his own grown-up decisions. if he wants an "A" tattooed on his neck then so be it!! he already has an "F"!!

at the end of the day, speculating is not gonna make you feel better about your own jealousy. i say leave them be. don't take to twitter about this shit because i promise you, it is not gonna solve anything. let james do what he wants. you aren't his keeper or his protector and even if he is in a "manipulative" relationship, i'm sure he, with all the support he has around him, can navigate that.

and yeah guys idk why you're so angry that "A" is literally for alana 🙄

#alana's thoughts #metallica #james hetfield #anon #ask #i'm finding twitter very silly rn #like we all get jealous #but please this is going too far #he's GROWNNNNN #idk how many times i have to say it #he is a grown-up #you're a child #tryna make out he's being manipulated #please stop this madness #for the time being just pretend that the “A” is for me #and leave it alone

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itsahotminuteinbetween · 4 months

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A collection (pls your tags are the highlight of my day these are hilarious)

anyways I hope you see the fanart someone made where afton is Rabbit from Winnie the Pooh with Henry as Pooh

Thanks for the list, my brother saw it and now has new blackmail on me.

I'm glad me creating a situation in which the two separate characters can co-exist in one singular entity is so amusing to you.

THERE'S FANART?!

#asks #thanks for the ask #welp #going down that rabbit hole later #gee #what i wanna know is HOW DID YOU FIND ME #anyways yeah uh thank you #(also sorry this response sounds so awkward but I'm tryna fight off my bro rn so)#(i also like how every one of these coincides with some similar idea)#(like)#(there's a semblance of a PLOT HERE)

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bluecoolr · 1 year

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Went into the salon asking for layers and came back with a wolf cut 🙂

#blue confessions #tryna figure out how to style this rn #i'm not mad tbh #my mom calls me curly tops now ♡ if that ain't cute idk what is

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lab-gr0wn-lambs · 2 years

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Oh the pain of being tired 24/7 but your daydream topics have become overplayed and annoying. There’s only so many times you can lay down and stare at the wall and think about hurting your OCs before you want them to shut the fuck up about being hurt.

I need a burst of energy so I can stay awake for 3 days solid and recharge my daydream angst.

#I'm not sure these are things normal people say but we'll give it a shot and see how people respond #that feeling after a daydream detox? where you tryna sleep and you let your daydream guy do a sad speech?#and you FEEL it?#that's the good shit #never felt so rested #but yeah it's like I get social burnout from the brain boys. get on outta there leave me alone #I'm such an introvert that I want the figments of my imagination to just Fuck Off #I'm tired rn but it takes me like 1-4 hours to fall asleep and I get bored but I need some new extremely specific scenarios

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seancamerons · 7 months

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i'm not letting anyone ever make me feel bad about me, my choices, things and people i love/care about, hobbies whatever, ever. respect me, or (kindly), kick bricks🧱 i'm just done with that "letting things happen" or niceties if you're not nice to me or others. you gonna disrespect me, i won't respect you and i just won't talk to you. life is too short to be a mean person. i don't wanna be a pushover. i'm not gonna let people make me feel bad anymore no matter who they are. i cried my last tear over that stuff. not gonna be hostile, or mean but assertive, because it's a new era and i want positivity. i want good things, i like my peace and anyone who threatens me with that i don't want around me. it's just bs. 💩 i don't want any negativity, so if you're gonna be mean or whatever do not interact w/ this.

#personal #ugh #i literally cried myself to sleep with my stomach in knots over this shit #like my bfs aunt is so mean #she's been saying these little things and she's really getting to me #all week long giving me shit about everything i do #i'm so thankful for my boyfriends family and i love them all but she i can't with #its a good thing she lives 3000 miles away regularly #his mom was so upset when my bf and i were discussing things last night bc the aunt has a habit of doing this stuff #and she didn't know it was as bad as it was between her sister and me #so all this is spurred by her #and like generally #his grandma was mad too bc i have literally done nothing to this woman #and i'm newly moving in and i'm overwhelmed and chaotic these days with that #i'm tryna stay positive #i'm a lil nervous bc they're gonna have a convo with her #and let her know that she's being a lot rn and i'm like afraid of her #i also don't wanna make her madder than she is already #if she's even mad or its just how she is #idk the whole thing #but it really hurt me bc i looked forward to meeting her and then when i did we do not jive #i thought we would #never meet your heroes kids

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swampysmiles · 2 years

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Staring into my reflection Redirecting my perfection somewhere else

#homestuck #eridan ampora #lmao bro i'm just tryna remember how to draw rn #but damn damn damn if dark canvases aren't a blessing on my eyes #swampy draws

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the-girl-who-cried-wolf · 2 years

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Pass the happy! When you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications ✨

5 things that make me happy!! okay, lets go

music!!!

friends <3

coffee :)

flowers!

socks with cute patterns on them

#i have no idea how long this has been sitting in my inbox ......im so sorry #but i've finally answered it!!#i was going to write explanations for everything but im tryna keep it simple here #but. i will say that i'm wearing socks with an ice cream pattern on them rn and that makes me insanely happy so that's why i added socks #<333 #thanks for asking!!!!#ask #r3animat0r <3

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sasdavvero · 2 years

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I have a Ko-fi lol the link is both here and in my linktree!!!!!

#it's just donations rn I'm still tryna figure out how it works #ko fi link #ko fi #face reveal #me #bnha #mha #servamp #sk8 the infinity #no.6 #no. 6

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voodoochild002 · 2 years

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The talk that I had with my fellow choirmates earlier that once I/we [my co-junior choirmates] became senior members got me hyped because the possibilities of us touring outside of the country— and that we will probably earn more than I could imagine got me hyped because the first thing that came into my mind was, finally it's possible for me to pay some of my college fees. And second, I'd probably buy a PS4 and the first game I'd definitely buy is Red Dead Redemption 2. Manifesting! ✨🤞

#random personal thoughts #That's how much I'm eager to play rdr2 personally #this thought got me good— something that I'd probably look up to despite my shitty personal life rn #Let's see but hey I'm excited!#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #I'd probably will be able to fulfill one of my childish dreams for once #Tryna not to overthink about it because that might ruin some of my major expectations lol

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boxwinebaddie · 1 month

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you do feel like a very warm person! i once sent you an ask calling you a safe person and i genuinely believe that. there have been so many times where ive wanted to send an ask just talking about my day, or send in my artwork that is completely unrelated to you, just because im proud of it. i know how much you care about us and we all care about you too! i read every post you put out, especially the ones that are just life updates because i love and care about you as much as i love and care about your work. youre the only reason i even have notifs turned on for this app lmao

also you do naughtt have to answer all your asks girl ive sent you some stuff that is just total bullshit BDJFJDJS also i hope im not cluttering your box w this kinda stuff? i want to reassure you but i have anxiety so its being done anonymously so sorry 😭😭

thank you, friend. i cannot tell you what it means to me. i also do remember that exact ask message that was sent to me. <3 i wanted to respond to it, actually, but i find that when i am in pensive or poignant moods, it's difficult for me to respond to positive anons because i don't feel like my answers reflect how i feel effectively.

but because this anon was so earnest and honestly took me from a very low place to a much higher one, i wanted to answer it, and hopefully, in some way, my words can lift you up high too. <333

firstly, please know you are always welcome to send me anons about your day. your asks never have to have anything to do with me at all! i genuinely enjoy hearing every deranged thought in your head and i want you to have a place to put those thoughts and know that they are in a safe place that i keep very close to my heart.

you can tell me anything. you can tell me about a dish that you cooked and burned, ( don't worry, jersey is a very good cook and still did that ) a boy you have a crush on ( ravenstan literally asked his 50k person audience what to do on a date because he was nervous ), how your dads making you feel, a song you like, how you are feeling today/whether or not you'd like some support or advice from me.

anything, baby.

literally anything.

i am here for you...thank you for being here for me. :')

( edit: ALSO, please, please PLEASE send me your writing and art!!! you are welcome to submit them on burner accounts or dm me or send me links...anything. i want to tack them up on my metaphorical fridge like a proud uncle. you are all so fucking talented. )

in particular, though, if you ever have a deranged thought where you associate something you've heard, read or saw with me, i'd love to know. it makes me feel really seen. same thing goes with the boys or any of my style au ncuniverse content, i try to make them as immersive and intricate and interactive as possible, also i get worried about the characterizations and stuff being unclear, so when people make connections and stuff, it makes my teacher brain go brr.

which, uuuuuugggggh speaking of. i feel like a lot of the reason i've been so depressed and strung out lately is because ( i'm sure i mentioned it ) but my coworker is out for the week, he is the only other person who does my labor intensive, kind of degrading, whack job. and so i have all of my shifts...Plus His. which means i have all the 9th graders in my school....all...the time.

oh my GOOOOD, brother!!! :(((

literally, i am so sad because my coworker gets to shadow kinder recess with the kindergarteners which uUUuUuugh i'm so fucking jealous, but i was so excited because i actually Know all the little kindergarteners because i help them out of their cars every morning and get them on the right buses in my crazy outfits, so they get heeella psyched when i roll up because i wear all the big earrings and my sweaters are always soft kshdsh...but...THEY FUCKING GOT SOMEONE TO COVER HIS KINDER RECESS SHIFT SO I COULD TAKE MORE CLASSES. I HATE MY LIIIIIIFE!!!!!! WHY!!! LOL!!!!!

also...sigh. i had to Speak Sternly to all my 9th grade classes because they are also the periods of time where other students come in to take makeup tests and my kids are so loud that kids...physically cannot test. and idk, sorry to go all teacher on y'all, but my kids misbehaving in a free period cannot impact the education of other students taking tests. so i kind of had to yell at them and it suckeed. UGH. i care a lot about them, but i let way too much slide so now they are acting crazy. but they've chilled out a lot more so, thank god.

edit: just Fucking Kidding !!! my biggest class was fucking HORRIBLE today i want to stick my fucking head in a blender. i feel like the mother to like thirty very loud kids who won't listen to me, fml.

but yeah, someone gave their condolences for my heavy work week and said they hope i get to spend more time with the little people. and man, dude. i wish. i licherally got f'ed. it sucks so bad. :////

but here are some highlights:

when i was covering my coworkers kinder recess last week, all the kids got really excited, i had to pry a lot of them off me, a bunch of girls made lego water bottles and were trying to have me drink different colored lemonades out of them ( i made very expressive faces and pretended to spill it everywhere once in devastation ) and a very sweet little girl made me this. AAAAAAAA i cried. i crieeeed

i also got so many hugs <3 so stoked <333 there is also a first grade girl who rain, wind or shine, will come get her uncle nina hug and it does make me misty, i love that consistent queen ;-;

a 4th grade girl finger knit me a headband!! i told her i would style an outfit around it, so stay tuned, haha. and another elementary school girl who sees me in my lil sanrio hello kitty grrl outfits told me that she went to the mall and opened a prize box and got this cute hello kitty sticker, that she thought of me...and Gave it to me??

<333 ;-;

i put it on my work keycard.

oh, also my boss briefly had to step out so i got to sit behind her Big Desk in The Big Chair and was briefly Principal Nina, lmaooo.

but ugh, reading that you guys care about me as much as you care about my work, really makes me feel loved and valued and...real, tbh. i am glad i am more than a content creator to you. it's why i feel safe telling you guys about my life because i do actually feel as safe with you as thankfully, you guys feel safe with me. besos.

we built a really lovely online community on this blog and i'm so glad i have all of you in my corner, fighting for me on days that could not fight for myself, and enjoying my work which sometimes i'm insecure about, but is actually very well loved by the people who do love it.

thank you so much.

( also omg, giggling and twirling my hair, the amount of you that actually are not even sp hyperfixated any more or don't have tumblrs other than to follow my deranged ncu shit posting...i LOVE you )

BEFORE I CLOSE UP THOUGH!!! NO!!! YOU ARE NOT CLUTTERING UP MY BOX!!!! send me anything you want!!! it sucks that i can only really talk to you through this one way screen, so it kind of feels like you are talking to me and updating me. i'm only sorry that i cannot answer All your asks. i know you said it's okay, but i want you all to know that i literally have so many, that i physically as one person cannot answer them all. i wish i could. i wish i could write faster.

also i get overwhelmed because it's like, do i answer this short personal ask? do i answer this one that advances the plot but is very labor intensive? do i post this weird experimental snippet? do i give you guys music headcannons? like AAAAJHDLS i'm so confused. but i try and answer as many as i can. but i do skip the line for sad personal asks because...i do worry about y'all. <333

but no, you are all peaches. thank you for writing to me and please continue to do so if you feel so inclined. thank you for caring about me and never feel like you have to reveal yourselves to me, in any other way than through your anonymous ask messages. i value your personal comfort and safety and i feel like i know you very well just from the way that you type and the way you express yourselves. :)

all this to say, i love you very much.

thank you for being fans of my fiction,

i am a big fan of your reality. <3

( and you of mine too, i suppose? )

-nina, abt to put all my 9th graders on the k-garten leash