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VERY MUCH LOOKING FORWARD TO YOUR THOUGHTS WHENEVER YOU GET TO IT <3 The Judgment series has had a super solid start compared to RGG for obvious reasons so it's interesting to watch that play out and see how the two intertwine... Definitely best to go into it blind too☠️
OH YEAH I love WotH I definitely should continue the show... I was gonna say I didn't recognize him whatsoever either until someone posted it on Twitter so At The Very Least you're not on your own... enjoy your snackos :)
YEAH NO the most ive ever seen someone complain bout judgement is that yagami doesnt have too much of a personality, but aside from that i've seen nothin but praise for the gameplay and story and other characters SO IM DEF SUPER INTERESTED IN IT
THE SHOWS SO SILLY AND CUTE YOU SHOUUULD im biased....... but im just sayin....
#snap chats#i will not be gettin snackos </3 i did have my mango pudding and tea tho... thats good nuff for me.....#i love mango puddin... who remembers my mango lassi posting.. i love mango yall gotta have it lol... best fruit..#IM MAD THO every day i realize i forgot to grab something from my mom's#this time i forgot to grab my sushi mat and my rice paddle- not to mention My Favorite Cleaver#i COULD still make eggs of course but alas... no silly shaped eggs for me :(#unless i bully my sis into getting me alla that whe she comes by to give me my medicine LOL but anyway#glasses and facial hair really go change a person's face.... goddamn.......#i say this as if i didnt shave my moustache some days ago and then had a stroke looking at myself#it wasnt even that much hair but still... who the fuck is THAATTT#that aint even mentionin tatsu's tinted glasses.... which are incredibly swaggy and i want them..#MAN WotH IS SUCH A GOOD SERIES i watched its anime adaptation too#def a unique style but it was still cute.... and ofc the netflix special with tatsu's va... that was cute... and got me into making katsu..#oh but before i end my ramble im genuinely curious if judgement will continue#i only think it wont since my bestie said they werent going to do anymore do to somethin bout kimura's managers?#i think im misremembering idk i remember SOMETHING vaguely like that. but i hope theres more from the series#i love detective stuff so... hehee...#ok bye im gonna doodle and ignore the fact i start class tomoroww EW
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CINDERELLA AU I WROTE FROM THE GROUP CHAT PART SOMETHING
WARNING: mentions of abuse yall its now on ao3 so if youd rather read it there go ahead https://archiveofourown.org/works/24003439 
It wasn't Remus's fault he was a werewolf. If anything it was the blasted moon's fault, for taking the sanity of his mind once a month to fulfill its own personal desires. it wasn't his fault his parents and sisters didn't like him. Well most of the time. He would be lying if he said he hadn't egged them on every now and then but not often, not often enough for this.
Remus gingerly rubbed his arm,one of the many areas whipped and beaten tender and raw frequently. It would have been nice to think that his loving family were smart enough to not have left marks, but alas, they weren't. Not that it mattered. He'd had marks since his first moon, when he was six. 
The marks were just one other thing that showed how he was a monster, less than human but close enough to know how much he wanted to be one. His eyes, that reflected light like a wolf, his canine teeth, just a bit larger than normal, enough to be unsettling, and his ears, that could hear the slightest of sounds outside of the full moon.
His ears he didn't mind so much, they were nice and offered him his only friends, the animals near their manor, but they were still unnatural. Speaking of his friends he heard a familiar scatter and quickly made sure the door to the attic, his room, was locked. 
Peter, as the rat had told him his name was, scurried into the room. Peter on the outside seemed like a rat in every sense of the word until you talked to him. It seemed he was the opposite of Remus in a sense, a human with just a taste of being something less than, to know to avoid it.
ya got any of that good cheese the rat squeaked. Remus rolled his eyes, Peter also had a very one tracked mind.
"sorry friend, no meals for me for a while" he stated matter of factly. Peter groaned as well as a rat could groan.
What did you do this time? You know you shouldn't egg them on.
"Why, little ol me?" Remus mock gasped, "I would never." then he laughed "Well I would and do, but not this time. This time it was because I forgot to clean the chicken coop a third time, silly me."
Peter looked stern
 you could leave, tear them apart, you're a werewolf for merlins sake, you have magic, wandless magic most wizards would kill for it.
"you forget" Remus added bitterly "Most werewolves kill for it. Or well jealousy of it. doing wandless magic would be like waving a sign saying "hello, I'm a werewolf, incredibly dangerous and unstable, grab your pitchforks and torches, please, go ahead and kill me. Besides it's not like I can have my wand, its locked up remember." This much was true, his wand had been locked up since he had first been bitten. Peter squeaked in indignation, he didn't like when Remus spoke so casually about such things or used his wry sarcastic voice like such.
Remus would have continued if it weren't for the thudding of someone coming up the ladder to the attic. Peter started squeaking in fright.
"Shhh, Peter, be quiet, hide." Remus hissed, trying to keep the nerves out of his voice. 
The trapdoor swung open and his father, Lyall Lupin, stepped in in disgust.
"You'll be getting a reprieve, lucky you." Remus tried not to perk up at this, knowing that the rest of the story was yet to come.
"The black family is holding a ball for their sons 19th birthday and we are invited. We, of course, means not you." Remus resisted scoffing, naturally.
The Lupins were high society and therefore high enough to be invited to many gatherings, occasions, balls, parties and such, even by the Black Family. To be honest, the black family mostly gained its respect and wealth from fear and other unsavory going ons.
still, he couldn't help the pang of remorse of knowing that he could never go to one, much less the blacks. He had heard that Sirius black, the heir to the blacks title, was a sight to behold.
Even with successfully having kept his emotions in check, one look of misery flying across his face was enough for punishment.
"crucio '' Lyall whispered, barely audible. but Remus's ears could hear it, Remus could recognize the hatred that would flare in his father's eyes, and the way his lips moved, and his arm raised ever so slightly. He would have known what was coming even without being a werewolf.
Remus didn't scream. 
For the first 3 seconds at least. a new record, a small part of his brain laughed.
Finally after years, the pain ended and Remus was on all fours, choking up blood, and clawing at the floorboards.
Crucio was not a favorite in the Lupin household but it was used when deemed necessary, or ya know, when someone was just angry or stressed enough.
"Remember your place, monster. You do not, have not, and will not ever deserve to feel emotions. Emotions are for humans" Lyall sneered and then spat at Remus.
and with that he left, crying out a list of chores and a "We'll be back at 3 in the morning, have them completed by then."
Remus didn't dare nod. He sat in silence before he remembered that Peter was still in the room.
"Oh shit, Peter are you ok? SHit I'm so sorry you had to see that." While Remus had screamed whilst being taught his lesson, he had not cried. He frequently chalked that up to simply having no more tears left to cry, or that monsters simply didn't cry but as he saw Peter shaking in fear under his bed covers, his heart broke. 
"Peter, shh, shh, hey, im ok, see im ok, everything's alright"
I should be comforting you! The cruciatus is illegal!
"so is a werewolf living unregistered."
thats different
"How so, please enlighten me between using a spell that makes you a monster and being a monster." Remus snapped. 
Peter paused, then tried to keep his voice even.
Remus, you can't believe him, you are not a monster in any way shape or form, please tell me you don't believe him
"Oh really Peter, would a human be able to smell the fear on you, because I do, you're afraid Peter, afraid of me, afraid of the monster I am."
I am afraid for you, huge difference Peter retorted as calmly as he could muster. Remus sighed.
"I know, you're right, im sorry Peter. its- its been a long day, I think im going to take a walk"
don't be too long, its a full moon tonight.
"how could I ever forget" Remus said with a smile, and with that he left.
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Remus took a walk around the grounds, and finally collapsed on a stone bench by the moonflowers. ugh fucking moon flowers, he hated them. they only bloomed at night and only the magical ones bloomed on full moons.
Draping his arms and head across the bench as he knelt in the grass Remus sighed, trying to steady his breathing. In. Out. In. Out. but then the pace changed, the rhythm uneven, interrupted by hiccups, some breaths shallow, others unbearably deep like it was the first breath of air he'd ever had. Oh, he was crying, Remus realized. apparently he was still human enough to cry. Then he looked at the moon, steadily rising in the night sky and cried even harder.
"-i wish,I fucking wish" he hiccuped. "that I could just be fucking normal for one goddamn night, get dressed up even. Hell maybe I could go to the fucking black party." He mocked a posh voice "Wouldn't that be a ball" and he was laughing as he cried. He heard a rustle behind him, felt the shadow being cast on him and looked up.
A stag, a rather large one at that. That was odd, something about him reminded him of Peter.
it's dangerous to wish upon moonlight, hadn't you heard
"I think I've apparently preemptively paid my price, thanks for the concern." then Remus was looking at the stag oddly, he was different in the same way Peter was.
"besides," Remus continued conversationally, "I hear that werewolves come out on full moons, nasty things those werewolves are, can't trust them. You better run along before you get mauled."
you only change at midnight, I think im fine 
this shocked Remus, he did not expect the stag to know he was a werewolf and was hoping for him to run along and let him continue being dramatic in the moonlight.
so about those wishes, what would you do for them 
Remus could tell when someone was trying to change the topic, so he obliged.
"what would you do if you were in my situation?" Remus asked, not willing to play the stags games.
i would kill, hurt, take my revenge, my justice, take what's mine, my rights
"you and I are not very alike then, I don't think I ever could do that." This seemed to please the stag as it's upper lip curled just a bit. 
 please, call me James 
and with that Remus felt the tingle of magic under his skin, yet it wasn't in a bad way like normal. Not understanding what was happening, but embracing the feeling, Remus shut his eyes, stood and let whatever the apparently magical deer wanted to happen, happen. Was it odd to say that he trusted this deer as much as Peter?
when Remus opened his eyes, he was wearing a white suit with blue and gold accents and he was standing in something hard, but not uncomfortable. He looked down. Fucking moonstone shoes. what the fuck. how were they not a) heavy as all get out b) uncomfortable as all get out and c) why there weren't literally any other material that wasn't moonstones.
"look while I appreciate being told I need fashion help,I don't think i-"
I'm not finished, the stag, James, said amused. then he turned around to a pumpkin in the garden.
Suddenly the pumpkin was growing, then it was paling in color, and then it was hollow, and then there were craters and oh shit, James , a deer, James the deer, had a fucked up sense of humor turning a pumpkin into a moon carriage that glowed in the other moons moonlight. Moon moon moon moon moon. Remus thought to himself in disgust. Remus just wished he understood what the punchline was.
"again, while I appreciate being told I need better wheels I still don't-" James laughed, or neighed, or whatever it was that stags did. 
you're very impatient and then there was a rustle again, this time smaller
James turned around, not angry, not amused, but like something he had rather wished not to believe had made sense.
and look, now we have our mighty steed!  James whipped his head around, and Remus cried out, recognizing Peter. Peter squeaked in fear and turned to run but was too slow. at an uneven pace his body began growing and shifting until he was a "mighty steed" as James put it
"Peter, are you ok, can you hear me?" the horse, Peter, nodded. James looked shocked, well as shocked as stag could look Remus supposed
you call him Peter?
"yes,I call you James and I call him Peter, there are these things called names you see, they're very funny" Remus retorted, angry that his friend had been turned into a horse
"Look mr.I would murder someone stag,I don't appreciate my friend being turned into a horse and would rather you tell me what's going on or turn him back this instant." James grinned,
for a smart one you can be stupid. I thought it was obvious, you have to arrive at the black mansion in style of course. 
Remus gaped, no he couldn't do this, what if he was caught by his family, what if he hurt someone, what if he-
as he started to voice these complaints to James he was cut off
you've got one shot at normal, maybe even turning your life around, will you take it? 
Remus didn't know if he could bear tasting normalcy and then having it ripped away from him but he couldn't bear it either way so he nodded.
good, because otherwise all this transfiguration would've gone to waste.
"transfiguration- wait- how do you , can you-"
well would you look at the time, the party's about to start, hop on lets get going, no time to dawdle and James nudged Remus into the carriage where Peter had hooked himself up begrudgingly. 
"wait why are you doing this, what are you?"
who knows, maybe I'm your fairy godmother or something, did you ever think of that hmm, and frankly,I don't care. 
and with that, James was gone.
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Sirius sighed. He would have much preferred a quiet celebration with his best mates Peter and James but sure, why not, throw a lavish party, thank you.
Still it's not like he could complain, he liked dancing, he liked people, sometimes, and he liked meeting young men. Sirius knew part of the reason why his mother was hosting this party, so he could find a nice wealthy respectable lady, get hitched, get her prego and create another bundle of tiny blacks.
Not like that would ever happen if men kept looking the way they did,  and that didn't appear to be stopping anytime soon so he got ready for the ball.
An hour of prep later, freshly showered and clothed in a black suit with red and gold accents, standing in front of the mirror Sirius was wondering if he should even go to this party in his honor. He could just bail, it's not like he didn't already know all of the men going and that they were all pretty damn straight. and boring, can't forget boring. He could just grab James and Peter, get some firewhiskey and waste the night away, yeah that sounded nice.
Speaking of James and Peter, he was beginning to get worried. Peter had been pretty flighty as of late saying shit like he was seeing his "werewolf friend named Remus that was being abused" honestly, Peter should have outgrown imaginary friends, but that seemed rude to say so Sirius went along with it. He was beginning to grow rather concerned as Peter's description of his, Remus's, abuse was growing rather vivid, and very violent. James on the other hand, well they were attached at the hip. while the blacks and potters didn't necessarily historically get along very well, that had never stopped James and Sirius. maybe he was out prancing in his animagus form? He had been doing that a lot too lately as well. Or maybe he was trying to woo lily, who knew?
finally, James showed up, a half hour before the party started covered in leaves and looking magically exhausted muttering something about "a moon, a giant moon, damn im so fucking good" and laughing to himself. 
"Oi James, fucking finally? Where have you been? does this mean we're skipping" James swayed a little in place and Sirius immediately fetched him some water. At the word skipping James straightened up, trying to keep a calm face.
"No no no, it's your 19th birthday. I think you should go, I have a feeling this one'll be special."
that was odd. James and Sirius both knew that his birthday often turned into a shit show as they both grew bored with the company and the whole thing in general and decided to plan a monstrous prank. not something "special." giving up trying to understand the inner workings of James's mind Sirius sighed and said simply 
"i have a green suit that will go nicely with your eyes in my closet, get the leaves out of your hair, try to make yourself presentable and I'll go get it" James grinned that classic James grin and saluted
did not mean to hit send yet whoops
"yessir" and began fussing with his hair trying to get leaves and sticks out.  Sirius rummaged around in his closet, still worrying about Peter. when he voiced this to James, James merely grinned wider and said "I think he's hanging out with his werewolf friend"
"On my birthday?" Sirius whined James laughed and said simply
"as much as it tries to, the world does not revolve around you."
Sirius sighed dramatically once more, looked at the time, and got ready to go greet his arriving guests
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Remus's family was wealthy, he knew that much, but what he did not know was that his wealth was inconsequential in comparison to the blacks.
 a mass of black brick, gargoyles and buttresses that was the black mansion spread across the horizon as the steady line of extravagant carriages grew nearer.
Remus swallowed his nerves and adjusted his hair and after what seemed like ages they arrived. Remus tentatively walked the steps, not trying to feel self conscious as he was walking alone, while everyone else was in groups of around 3 or more.
"name sir?" Oh shit, Remus forgot about this part, the overly dramatic "hey let's announce your whole presence so your abusive family knows you disobeyed them and shit" part. panicking, Remus said baldar io. baldar after one of the arabic words for moon and io after jupiter's moon. shit. he just named himself moon moon. 
"SIR BALDAR IO" the man cried out, and more than a few heads turned, at this unfamiliar name. 
Remus shrunk under the attention and decided he would make his way over to the buffet as gracefully as possible when the large double doors at the end of the room flung open. Out walked a woman and three men, all with jet black hair. Remus would have assumed that they were all related if it weren't for the jet green eyes of one of them, while the others had a stark grey. 
Remus couldn't help it, he was a little amused, and a little disappointed. The infamous blacks were rather ordinary looking, the younger one, that Remus assumed must be Sirius, had short black hair and a hollow gaze. and Then all of them shifted, and Remus's eyes widened as a hush filled the room.
"the young Sirius black!" the woman, his mother, announced. Sirius black was more than Remus could have ever imagined beauty to look like.
his hair was long and black, obviously, but it curled at odd romantic angles, his jawline looked like it was sharp enough to kill, but would settle for helping give gentle kisses instead, his eyes lacked the piercing violent ferocity that the other 3 blacks had, but looked as though it's own ferocity was nothing to be mocked.
Remus openly gaped, and even heard a couple of chuckles around him as people noticed. 
the man, Sirius black looked bored yet intrigued by the whole thing, like he was waiting for something special to happen but was disappointed it hadn't happened yet.
Remus had to leave he had to get out, shit how could he even be in the same room as this man without combusting he would never know as he turned to leave, Remus realised he was gathered in the middle of the dance floor with everyone else and the music began to swell.
shit shit shit shit shit.
"I can't help to notice you're looking a little lost." without turning around Remus chuckled
"you would have noticed correctly then"
"So what brings you to the dance floor if not to dance?"
"I was-" Remus turned around and silently gasped, Sirius black was standing in front of him, smirking.
"well then, shall we show them all up and dance absolutely divinely, badar io?"
"I-I'm afraid I wouldn't be doing much showing up as I have no clue what this is,"
"Well you see, this is called a waltz, Shostakovich Waltz No 2 to be precise." Remus rolled his eyes at sirus's teasing.
"Believe it or not I can recognize shostakovich when I hear it, I mean, I do not know how to dance to it. this one looks very specific." Sirius's face broke out into a full fledged grin as he said
"No better time to learn than the present, and I happen to be an excellent partner."
"And a modest one too" Remus said dryly as he awkwardly shuffled, not knowing what to do with his limbs
Sirius noticed and took pity on Remus as he gently grabbed Remus's wrists, and guided the left hand to his shoulder, the right enclosed in his own and then sirus's hand was on his waist, unconsciously circling the fabric there with his thumb. Remus's breath hitched. He was in for a long night.
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this one, this one was funny, he was interesting, bloody gorgeous, and best of all, as gay as Sirius was. He had recalled hearing the unfamiliar name "badar io" and was immediately intrigued, but also confused when James laughed like this was the funniest thing since his first prank.
James, taking mercy on Sirius's confused and desperate expression, happened to point out the young rugged looking man that was confused on the dance floor.
And so Sirius had walked up to him, smirking, laying on the Sirius style charm, and then he didn't know how to dance which Sirius really shouldn't have found as endearing as he did, and then, one itsy bitsy final test, Sirius put his hand on badars waist, circling it, very consciously mind you, with his thumb and did a victory dance in his head as badar's breathe hitched.
he was at least a little gay alright.
So the night went and Sirius had only eyes for badar, and it seemed badar only had eyes for him, but more so than in the "hey it's Sirius black, how cool is that" way. like Sirius was his own person, interesting and attractive, and Sirius could've drowned in that look the entire night.
Instead he settled for flirting and far too personal questions. He had never really had the time or patience for small talk and this man was obviously his soulmate.
Sirius had had no belief in soulmates whatsoever until he laid eyes on badar. and his beliefs were only confirmed as he had begun to relax, get into the flow of the music, crack wry and witty jokes, and eventually flirt back.
Sirius had held no belief in true love either, or love at first sight, but as he was quickly learning, he needed to open his mind more. 
"favorite color" Sirius asked, dead serious. ha, serious he thought, the pun never failing to amuse him. badar laughed, a sound Sirius thought might possibly be his favorite in the whole wide world.
"You go from, biggest fear, greatest insecurities, what are some of the morals you live by, do you believe in second chances to what's your favorite color?" badar laughed again. "you seem to enjoy doing things backwards. it's silver. What about you?" Sirius stared intently into badars eyes and his answer had changed from the usual red or maroon to a brilliant gold, just like badars own irises
"gold"
"ah yes like your suit which is not at all gaudy in any way shape or form"
"Oi ill have you know this suit is top of the line thankyouverymuch."
"I'll have you know that top of the line can be gaudy, thankyouverymuch"
Sirius laughed for what felt like the millionth time that night.
"do you want to get out of here," he asked?
badar coughed
"ar-are you propositioning me????"
"what- OH- oh no no no, shit, no,Ithought we could go into the garden, give you a break, check out the lights and talk some more maybe?"
"oh, ok, that sounds lovely. but ill have you know I'm not accepting because im tired, im accepting because you look tired and  Iobviously have far to much stamina for you"
Sirius laughed again, but truth be told, he wanted to see how much stamina badar really had, he wanted to-
coughing and adjusting himself, he led badar out to the back gardens.
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The blacks had certainly not spared any expense when it came to floriculture, the garden was decked out in strongylodon macrobotrys, chocolate cosmos, dendrophylax lindenii, shenzen nongke orchids and-
Remus laughed, moonflowers, but only magical ones. only ones that bloomed on full moons,
It was odd, hearing Sirius laugh and pay attention to him like he was the most interesting person in the world.
It was odd, hearing himself be referred to as badar.
it was odd, he rather liked badar, it was like an alter ego, a persona, except it felt real. With a start, Remus realized that was because he was simply being his genuine self.
it was odd, seeing the usually confident Sirius black shyly not make eye contact as his soft hands intertwined with Remus's.
It was odd, feeling his own arm move over to run his fingers through Sirius's soft hair.
it was odd, being close enough to count his eyelashes, to feel his breath on his lips, to see every detail of his eyes-
it was odd feeling soft lips pressed against his own for the very first time
it was odd as he relaxed into Sirius's arms, as his eyes fluttered shut, as the tingling drifted from his stomach all the way to his finger tips. 
It was odd trusting a person so completely and fully as he did Sirius, and have them not even know his real name.
His moment of bliss was interrupted as he heard an ominous dong of the giant clock in the garden.
Shit shit shit fuck shit fuck dammit fuck
Remus didn't know how he would handle going back, knowing the tenderness he was missing, the soft hands against his own, something kind and loving that was in the world, but he knew he must. 
He pulled away frantic and said
"thank you, thank you so, so much- b- but-I really have to go." Sirius looked crestfallen at this but reached out and grabbed Remus's arm before he could fully flee.
"will I see you again" that set off the waterworks for Remus
"No, I don't think you will." The clock rang out again. and pulled Sirius in for one final chaste kiss. and then without knowing what he was doing he cried out "Remus Lupin!"
And he left, stumbling down the stairs of the garden that led into the forest, the one that connected with his own, leaving a moonstone shoe behind.
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when Remus woke up approximately an hour later (the moons were shorter when he was happy) He could remember feeling his paws pound against the forest floor. He could remember smelling home, he could remember only barely ripping out his own skin. Then he woke up, in a different kind of agony, like grieving a loss. Then he remembered the list of chores that had been left for him, that had barely seemed possible when he had an extra 3-5 hours to complete them. groaning he got to work.
Peter showed up, and was only mad at Remus for a little bit before he began trying to clean in his own little way.
finally after centuries, though it had only been two hours, Remus finished and, he tucked away his other moonstone shoe, (that for some reason had not transfigured back) and he fell into his bed and right before he fell asleep he could hear a door downstairs open, and the voices of his family walking in.
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Sirius was absolutely miserable it was three in the morning and he had gotten incredibly drunk with James and Peter immediately after badar had left. he didn't know why badar had left, why he cried out Remus Lupin, why he had kissed him so sweetly just to say he'd never see him again.
Sirius threw a pillow against the wall, feeling the impact of the sobering potion he had taken, and rubbed the moonstone shoe, the only thing that was reminding him that badar wasn't in fact a hallucination or a dream.
"James, he was just so perfect-Ijust-IthinkIlove him James,I Love him James and i'll never see him again, did you know there was never a badar io in our little town? He gave a fake name James!"
"what about the other name he gave, have you looked into it."
"What do you mean, other name- OH MERLIN ITS A NAME" A glimmer of hope shone in Sirius's eyes as he ran to the library where he knew there was a magic record of all legal documentation of families in their town. Was it illegal? yeah, but Sirius couldn't think about the morality of that right now, he was in love.
"Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Lupin Remus, Lupin Remus, Lupin Lupin Lupin ahA!" he cried out after flipping through pages, finally finding the Lupin line. "Remus, Remus, Remus" wait, that wasn't right, that couldn't be-
Remus Lupin, declared dead at age six, cause unknown signed- signed the entire Lupin family, what was going on, he looked down and saw a little photo and a sharp intake of breath could be heard behind him and honestly he did the same.
"James it-it says he's dead- but- but he felt- felt so- so- so- real" tears began to well in Sirius's eyes "How can he be dead?" but James wasn't paying attention, he was staring at the paper muttering 
"they're worse than I thought I can't believe they would do that,I Can't believe-"
"James what's going on?" Sirius asked, his voice small.
"I guess you deserve to know,-"
James continued " what happens on a full moon?"
"What do you mean what happens on a full moon, James the hell?"
"What happens on a full moon at midnight" something clicked in Sirius's mind though he wasn't quite sure what yet.
"Werewolves but James what-"
"What would a wealthy, respectable family do if they had a son bitten by a werewolf at age six but couldn't kill him?"
"I Mean maybe fake his death and keep him hidden but don't see-HOLY SHIT" James nodded gravely.
"Those bastards, how could they do that to him!!!?!?"
"Before you decide to go charging in, you need to think, you're still the heir to the black family, think of something crazy, ridiculous and plausible that could get you safely into the Lupin household."
"Jamesy my boy, do you even know who you're talking to?" Sirius said with a mischievous grin
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Sirius woke to the sound of giggling and his sisters running downstairs. 
It was 11 in the morning, they had let the monster sleep him, how nice. He must have done a good job last night at cleaning. Gingerly he climbed down the ladder and stopped one of his sisters, Drizella. 
"Drizella, what's going on? Remus queried. Drizella sniffed
"If you must know, Sirius black has announced he's looking for his true love, and whoever fits the shoe that was left behind by her!"
"Who's ‘her’?"
"Apparently he danced with one maiden and one maiden alone the entire night and she had to leave at midnight but didn't give him a real name and as he ran off, she left behind a moonstone shoe!"
A maiden now, was he? Remus chuckled in his mind and headed back to his room.
As he sat down, he pulled out the moonstone shoe and held it softly against his chest as a reminder of-
Suddenly he heard an outraged squeak to his left and saw his father standing in the trapdoor of the attic, looking royally pissed off, and then he saw the door shut, heard the key lock, all before he could get there
And then he was pounding on the door, splinters in his fists scrapes on his palms and then he heard "he's coming by today, your prince charming, and he will marry one of my daughters and you'll never, ever see him again."
Remus cried out and buried his face in his hands unsure of what to do.
 This time hours went by, and Remus was sure they were hours because he counted every last second. Then he heard a scritching noise under his bed so he looked and out shot Peter, looking concerned as he could be
what'd you do this time to be trapped in here Peter squeaked, horrified.
"I wooed the ever charming Sirius black and that was a no no"
Peter sputtered nonstop, starting and restarting sentences, when at that moment something crashed into Remus's room from the window. 
"What the-" Remus began but was cut off by the new black haired green eyed arrivals
 "Ok so Sirius is down stairs getting ready to slip the shoe on your sisters, he would rather only try you but we didn't count on you being locked up here" wait, was that.... James?
a voice behind them piped up.
"We could try to explode the trapdoor!" Pete added- wait Peter? Remus whipped around and groaned Peter was not a rat, well not at the moment, but he was still Peter. Remus could smell him, could hear the intonations in his voice.
"Animaguses,I Should have bloody known"
James just grinned that classic James grin and continued. "you better hurry,Ithink you're father's gonna try to fight the magic that Sirius placed on the shoe."
"what magic, why would he need magic."
"well, he kind of said... thathewouldmarrywhoevertheshoefit, because they would obviously be the one he danced with all night, and then-" James trailed off, thinking of words.
"-he knew that people would "be dying to get their paws on him maritally," his quote, not mine and so he placed a spell that the shoe would only fit the person it last belonged to but there are ways to overcome a spell and you're fathers attempting them right now also a sacred oath may or may not be involved in the whole 'ill marry whoever the shoe fits' thing."
"if the shoe fits, wear it" Remus muttered under his breath and then louder continued "Okey dokey so we don't have time to unpack all that but first- why this whole finding the feet of my 'princess' thing? if he really wanted to see me couldn't he have just, i don't know, broken down doors to find me or something."
"Always the romantic, Remus" Peter rolled his eyes.
"well, see, he's the heir to the black title, and well as much as he would love to abandon it all, he thinks he has a chance to use all that wealth and influence for good." Remus vaguely remembered Sirius implying something of the sort last night so he nodded, and James continued "so he couldn't just waltz in peoples houses being like 'ayo, are yalls Remus Lupin, lets get funky if you are' and such so thus, the extravagant plan was hatched." Remus laughed, that was just so like Sirius to do that it was ridiculous. 
then at that moment a scream could be heard downstairs. shit
The three of them paled and Sirius and Peter ran over to the trap door, having a heated conversation back and forth about "what could we do" "uh levicorpus" "thats an ankle levitation charm, idiot." "Well maybe it would have levitated the ankle of the trap door and we could have gotten out." Peter hissed back, but Remus was barely paying attention to them.
He was instead, looking out the broken window James had crashed in on. realizing what must be done, Remus stepped on the window sill, and jumped.
To be honest, Remus had never tried to jump from 3 stories before but he could do 2, so what was one entire story difference? A lot apparently as he landed on his ankle with a thud, there was only so much a non moon werewolf could do.
Not letting it deter him and ignoring the confused cries from James and Sirius, Remus ran around to the front door.
when he finally arrived he could hear muffled sobs from Anastasia and his father's cold, uncaring voice. Not wasting another second Remus flung open the door, rage in his face. 
Remus gasped as he entered the room, seeing the pile of blood at Anastasia's feet, seeing Drizellas shocked expression that she was next, seeing his father's frigid and determined expression, and his mother's sickly face that looked like she was regretting many things. Lyall had cut off her toes to fit the shoe. The bastard. 
tired, ageless rage filled Remus and he was about to make good use of his werewolf wandless magic but stopped when he saw Sirius's confused, terrified, and admittedly freaked out face about the whole toe thing turn into one of relief and unmitigated joy. That stopped Remus cold in his tracks.
No, he'd made it this far in life with being a werewolf without killing anyone,no, he'd made it this far in life without being a monster and he wasn't about to change that now. Remus waved his hand and Drizella gasped as Anastasia's toes stitched themselves to her foot. Then he pointed his index finger at lyall.
His father was flung against the wall, pinned by an invisible  force. Remus stepped forward coldly. He thought of everything he felt for Peter, Sirius, and even James, the meddling bastard. He thought of how it felt to be in Sirius's arms, how it felt to have them taken away and any lingering doubts disappeared.
"I am more human than you will ever be" Remus hissed and with that he dropped him, leaving him gasping for air.
Sirius recognized his cue and got on one knee, presenting the no longer blood covered shoe, thanks to a quick cleaning charm. 
"hey Remus, sorry about all this."
"it's dramatic and gaudy and undeniably you,I wouldn't have it any other way."
Sirius grinned at this, and said "you know,I don't think you should ever consider a future in fortune telling, you said I would never see you again, and look where we are."
Remus's voice cracked "you have no idea how glad I am I was wrong." he whispered.
Sirius gestured to the shoe and Remus's scratched up bare feet, "may i" he asked nervously.
Remus slipped his foot into the shoe cautiously and then there was bright blinding light emerging from the shoe and then all at once it stopped.
Remus was standing in the suit he had been wearing the night before and so was Sirius.
Unable to help it, he flung into Sirius's open arms, needing to reacquaint himself with the feeling. 
tenderly, Sirius tipped Remus's chin up 
"hi" was all Sirius said, but this time it was Remus who closed the gap.
"hello, my names Remus, soon to be black I think at this point" Sirius beamed at this and said 
"Remus black, I think I rather like that, well at least a lot more than moon moon" he teased, Remus laughed 
"I panicked ok?"
"and so your instinct was just 'moons'? I'll have to keep that in mind in case I ever spring anything on you. 'hey babe can you do the dishes' 'uh hi my names esmeray ophelia'"
"ah, resorted to the dishwasher,I take it my fortune telling career did not go so well."
"Nope, i'm afraid it didn't, but it's so nice that you have an incredibly wealthy boyfriend/fiance/husband thing, how nice is that."
"Yes I am eternally grateful for my sugar daddy, my glucose guardian, my carbohydrate caretaker, my sucrose sweetheart-" Sirius laughed, and put his hands up in defeat
"you win, you win" 
and Remus thought of all that he had gained in a matter of a day, his humanity, the love of his life, friends that were actually human (that part was rather weird and he was still reeling) and an escape from his family.
"Yes I rather think I did" and closed the distance once more
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