#i am like girly girl all the way

[bylertruther]

listen. i love el and i think she's a fascinating character. we all know this. i am very clear about this. but like. it really is SO crazy how she really came in and, like... fucked will's life up so fucking bad lmao. i know that it wasn't her fault, and i'm not saying it is, but that's just... such an excruciating writing choice.

it was a choice to have her be the one that opened the gate & essentially sliced will's life into an ugly before and after. it was a choice to have her replace him as mike's number one as soon as she came back into their lives. it was a choice to make her the party's mage and then "change" will from being their wizard to their cleric. it was a choice to make her his sister. it was a choice to purposely have her wear his clothes and have the same bangs. it was a choice to have her ignore him on mike's first day in lenora, despite the fact that he was mike's friend, too, and first. it was a choice to make her oblivious to his feelings.

it was a choice to make them love and genuinely care about each other. it was a choice to make her feel like a monster for everything that'd happened and kept happening. it was a choice to make will not resent her. it was a choice to make him support her enough that he's willing to uphold her lies to mike (!!!) of all people with his inaction.

it was a choice to have him spill his heart out to mike and gift him his painting all in her name. to have him be the one to unknowingly make mike finally say "i love you" to her in response to his confession. to have him realize too late that he's been needlessly pushing mike towards her this whole time.

it was a choice to place will right beside mike, his first ever friend and keeper of his heart, when he told el that his life started just as will's ended.

it was... a bold fucking choice to replace will with el in mike's eyes due to outside influence. it throws them into chaos and disarray because el and will are not interchangeable, and it shows in how...

mike seeks from el everything that will already gives him.

mike readily gives will everything that el begs him for.

el cannot read or understand mike in the innate, wordless, and familiar way that will does.

mike cannot be vulnerable with el, but he opens up to will without even needing to be asked.

mike always heeds, trusts, and listens to will, even when they're arguing or going through a rough patch.

mike always knows just how to mend things with will, because he knows exactly what he needs and he doesn't ever hesitate to do and give it. nor does he need anyone to help him with their conflicts either. he just knows.

el is always left waiting for him to do things for her that he's currently doing for will.

will visibly hates and feels uncomfortable lying to mike, but el can do it consistently with ease.

will is the one that loves mike how he truly wants (and needs) to be loved.

will hasn't been able to move on in full, because he was cast out of his own story and demoted to a supporting role behind the new lead.

el hasn't been able to find out who she really is, because she's been thrust into roles that were never meant for her to begin with. she has always been contorted into the shape of whatever others need or want her to be, but they don't fit because they aren't her.

and, like... there are so many things in this story, which is to say the show as a whole, that would not have happened had the men in el's life not done that. had they allowed her to just be, it's highly likely that the dominoes would've never fallen the way they have.

thankfully, the narrative is set up in such a way that it appears this disorder will rectify itself, but it's still so... upsetting to think about lol.

it all boils down to choices: who gets to make them, what choices they have, why they made those choices, and what happens after. that's all the show is: a series of choices, or a lack thereof, and their consequences with some monster mumbo-jumbo sprinkled on top.

#byler #they were so insane for that and the girlies just ate that shit right up!!!!! #like. wow. they literally did not have to fucking do any of that and yet. they did. they did!!!!!!!!!!!! soap opera moment. #will is so crazy insanely strong and good and full of love and hope because if it was me?! girl. god. i am not ur strongest soldier #i would be the most bitter resentful bitch alive srry . i kno she saved their lives n the world but she was also used to bring tht all upon #them and especially will. like. and then she became his sister and saved his life and became his friend and dated the love of his life #that he's known and has been the closest to literally since forever and she's a good person so it's not like he can even hate her. he can't #even if he wanted to even if he tried to because she's just like him in a way and it's just like . [clenches fist] #this trio is jus so juicy.... #mine

[allamericanb-tch]

obsessed with my pandora board

#pandora is not a cottagecore girly and i hate that perception of her so much #but no hate to you if you perceive her that way! #all of the girls can’t be cottagecore like give them their own personalities #the marauders fandom is lowkey misogynistic #and i love pandora she is me i am her #she’s creepy and weird and probably doesn’t blink #and we love her #pandora rosier #pandora lovegood #the marauders #the marauders era #dead gay wizards #marauders era #marauders

[nerime]

my coworkers are being turbo transphobic and literally refuse to listen to answers to questions they fucking ask argh!!! I can just tell you!!! I can just answer you!!!!! I have answers!!! to the ridiculous questions you ask in a mocking way!!!! if you listen for one second I can just fucking explain!!!! 😡😭😡😭

#they ask why would trans men NEED tampons for men since they are WOMEN why cant they juat use WOMEN ones those stupid silly women ugh #they keep coming back to the topic #and im like hey they are not women ^_^ and try to explain the concept #in easy kindergarten terms like hey you know how you wouldnt want to buy pink girly items because you are a (cis) guy! well #and them im cut off with more transphobic shit before i can say anything else #my coworker literally said her son told her and her husband they were playing spin the bottle on a school trip #and she asked so did you kiss any girls? and he said #sure when it landed on a girl then i kissed a girl (implying he also kissed guys) #and she said her husband was so shocked because hes conservative #while she said she just ordered the son not to say anything else #and she tells us 'i think he was just testing us or something' #wtf. i said well okay maybe he was testing your reactions and now hes not gonna tell you shit anymore #and she went like hm 🤔 #also the irony of saying her HUSBAND is conservative while she fucking. misgenders trans men all day and jokes about gay men constantly #in a nasty way #all of them do #im so tired #she complained kids nowadays are so caaual about gay people #and i said okay well i love it personally they should keep it up #and NO ONE at the table supported/agreed with me #sorry i am on a work trip and suffering #transphobia tw #neri stfu

[deepfriedpaddymayne]

ok I have been thinking about this nonstop for like a month now so. just for my own curiosity.

#istg there can't be many of us lesbiabs and i am curious #but also seriously if you are a lesbian (gender neutral) AND rogue heroes girly you should hmu #because we are probably mentally ill in a similar way and we should be girl best friends. and maybe even.... no i shan't say it #sas rogue heroes #oscar rambles #i have just been thinking about it because i feel like. i see a lot of Men Thirst in this fandom #which. makes perfect sense considering and is super valid #but that makes me curious to see how many of us are there who are just. not interested in men at all #i feel like this show is a perfect example of 'lesbians and the horrible little guy they're obsessed with' #so again. i am intrigued

[leatherbookmark]

According to Ellis, women are fascinated by male strength, but they have no opinions about male beauty. Insensitive almost to the point of being blind, they have a discerning eye for male beauty not greatly different from that of the normal male. (Forbidden Colours, trans. Alfred H. Marks, Penguin edition p. 94)

oh mr mishima you would be pleasantly surprised by kpop stans. perhaps even disgusted

#shrimp thoughts #my mother yesterday: is this all we are as women? to fawn over and get stupidly excited over men's bodies and what they have in their pants #because some kpop girlies were thirsting over jk on twt apparently. lady you are in kpop guy thirsting corner of the website #augh no but seriously while i loved confessions of a mask forbidden colours is... A Journey certainly #50 shades of misogyny in which all men are convinced women are the oppressing class except every time a female character appears #even if the narration is going out of its way to tell you the reader about how stupid and limited and suffering in its misery she is... #it's like. yknow if not for the stupid ass men and the misogynistic society this girl would've been happy. #eeeeevery single time i see female characters casually wondering if their partners have someone on the side -- which should be a deal #breaker but isn't -- and just bear it in silence instead of cutting the bitch off once and for all i am mentally looking into the camera. #shunsuke fucking. 'is amazed that 'and old person with kidney disease could do him so unwitting a bodily injury just because she was a #woman' and then the bodily injury is that she gives him her dead husband's necktie pin which he puts in his pocket and forgets about #and then later he puts his hand in his pocket and pricks his fingertip on it. this is what kinda person shunsuke is lmao #'i don't want to read the classics! they're all just old misogynistic white men!' diversity win! this classic has old misogynistic #JAPANESE men instead!

[imminent-danger-came]

Not cis, not trans, but a secret third thing

#(demigirl) #(cisn't) #gender is weird #does anyone feel me on this #imp tag #Like yeah I'm a girl #I'm not a 'woman' or a 'lady' though #However I am female #I am very much a girly #However I also really like the terms 'Sir' and 'Mr.' and calling myself a man in a gender neutral way (like I am a man of my word) #(Or I am a man of many ways) stuff like that #If you were to say something like 'king shit' about me I'd prefer king over queen I think #But I'm not he/him at all #And I love being femme but butch is super attractive to me #Seriously whenever I'm out with like my mom or something and we're referred to as 'ladies' I die a little #I don't know why #However if you were to call me like 'Lady Imp' I'd be down #Or 'Lord Imp' #Gender parkour but I only move on half the ring

[quietwingsinthesky]

laying on the floor thinking about franziska & miles….

#guys help it’s setting in again #when the characters… when the characters are siblings…. raised by an imposing father who eventually hurts them in ways that will never heal #(to be clear. I am team Manfred Von Karma wasn’t like. exceptionally abusive. I don’t think he was a monster to his kids while raising them. #I think he imposed extreme standards of perfection on them and himself that have done so much harm to miles & franziska. #so. emotional abuse. yes. but I don’t think it was like. an intentional evil scheme. #I think he just raised kids while having a fucked up worldview. #‘he killed edgeworth’s dad’ YES. YES HE DID. MONSTER!!! but what if. he did that. and then raised franziska & miles with love. #with all the love Von Karma could muster to show. and it was harsh. it was cold. but it was love. #and THEN. AT THE ELEVENTH HOUR. THE FINAL MOMENT BEFORE DL-6 COULD FINALLY GO AWAY. that was when he unraveled. #and that makes his betrayal and plot to destroy edgeworth even worse… #what if that. what if.) #anyway. miles being the first one in the game to say to Franziska’s face ‘you are being emotionally immature and violent like a child’ #and franziska shooting back with ‘well! I came here to win a case and make you come back-‘ #(sidenote: DID SHE HAVE ANY REASON TO BELIEVE HE WAS ALIVE? BEYOND GUT INSTINCT??? INSANE. INSANE BURDEN TO PUT ON HERSELF. #WIN AGAINST PHOENIX. REMAIN PERFECT IN ALL WAYS. AND YOUR BROTHER. THE LAST FAMILY YOU HAVE. WILL COME BACK FROM THE DEAD. INSANE GIRLIE.) #‘-but now that you’re here I don’t even want to look at you because you’re a painful reminder of everything that went wrong.’ #franziska is rotating so fast in my mental microwave… the way she emulates Von karma in court. all the action. none of his control. #either of the court or of himself. franziska DOES act like a child. she hits people when she doesn’t get her way! #and it’s like yeah OF COURSE SHE DOES! SHES BEEN DOING THIS SINCE SHE WAS 13!!! THATS HOW SHE ACTED THEN AND NO ONE DARED CORRECT HER #BECAUSE SHES A VON KARMA. SHES PERFECT. SHES A SCARY LITTLE GIRL WITH A WHIP AND NO ONE FUCKING SAID ‘hey. uh. maybe. don’t hit people?’ #god I am just fascinated by her. the way she has Von karma’s finger waggle animation but her version doesn’t stop the dialogue #and force you to watch the whole animation… she literally does not have the same power he did… #putting her in a cat carrier and taking her to the vet. that’s how I feel about her #ace attorney #franziska von karma #miles edgeworth #btw I’m only on AA 2 so if my analysis is way off somehow? that’s why.

[sevicia]

my parents gave me a box of chocolates for Christmas and I still have like a handful left and I just shared some w/ my sister + mom and they commented on how it's surprising that I didn't eat them all in like less than a week AND that I'm willingly sharing w/ them.

and yknow what yeah it IS surprising cause I used to hate sharing any of my snacks and also got extremely restless when I knew I had snacks like, available, to the point I'd eat them really quickly by myself.

and it's kinda scary 2 me cause I've always had that weird anxiety & protectiveness (?) over my food & not having it 24/7 anymore is like. STRANGE. like something's not adding up ykwim ??

but obviously it's fully a good thing cause I used to feel so so anxious and restless and then when I ate everything in one sitting I'd regret it cause I wouldn't have any for later BUT I also felt like a lot of shame in an angry way when my family would comment on it like "you always eat EVERYTHING" "why can't you just leave some for later ???" "we're giving you a portion and putting the rest away so you don't eat it all at once" . and there's the like general shame that comes w/ being even slightly aligned with being a girl cause I'm literally an entire Man but years & years of being treated like a girl and having those expectations forced on me has put a lot of trash in my brain. like people's expectations of women (whether they are just perceived as women or Actually women)(AKA trans afab people or cis + trans women)(hate that I even have to put a disclaimer) are fucking absuuuurd

#diary #even in school just the fact that I was never girly or feminine despite everyone being convinced I was a girl #saved me from a lot of horrible stuff I think #it's not that masc / not conventionally feminine women face no discrimination at all obviously #but the key component there is that I am Not a woman. #so any time some idiot would be like ''THAT'S NOT LADYLIKE CHANGE IT NOW!!!!'' #it just wouldn't like. affect me the same way it would a girl. #does this even make sense IDK #but when it comes to weight (or eating habits as a whole) it's like a BUNCH of stuff thrown together #cause there's like society at large hating fat people #then there's my family that generally equates being thin with being pretty and only really enforces it on women #and THEN there's the like weird thing where the image most people have of ''trans man'' is just like. #a thin white guy with short dyed hair. and obviously a lot of trans guys look like that but come ON #just the way that androgyny in general is often super white and super thin ykwim ....

[mittenlady]

thinkin about klavquill

(the audience boos)

#guys i spent 3 hours today cleaning the dorm bathroom Thefe was so much hair on the ground being a woman is so miserable why is there so muc #AINT no way 3 girls can shed so much hair #i smell nothing but bleach and cleanser and #i did my laundry too and im so tired but i need to work on my direct examinations for mock trial #where r the amta girlies …… Guys what the fuck do I write for these my group is MIA #i just want to write klavquill i am losing my mind #trying to write shorter oneshots that i can actually focus on bc CAYA needs Focus and im so exhausted constantly #and i can not even finish those … #winter break pls come soon pls pls pls holiday rarepair week pls release ur prompts soon so i have a will to live #unfortunate: writer can not write #i like making posts and just complaining about college experience in the tags im so tired im so fuckijg tired #Arizona iced tea my beloved #can’t even go to the campus Starbucks ALL RHE FUCKING WHITE GIRLS ARE THERE. I AM A WHITE GIRL. BUT I DONT COUNT #I NEED MY MATCHA LATTE OATMILK LIGHT ICE COLD FOAM AND WARM BROWNIE :( #anyway my roomie and i bought a massive bag of cheese yesterday that will be my dinner

[iwantyoursexmp3]

sooooo funny how i conceptualised lover boy and was like omg!!!! it's the beaulix novel!!!! whole time it was about beau and his bestie

#six name drops in one paragraph....oh he's obsessed #beau is canonically in love with bobby but not in a romantic way in a i cant believe i get to have you as my best friend way #what is he meant to do with that love now!!! he can't get rid of it!!! #i have a headache so i cant even look at this on a craft level just a yayyyyyy lover boy level #i dont like the rhythm of the sentences but like. who cares yayyyyy beau and lover boy yayyyy #i am also really starting to think i dont want to be a evening/night writing girly anymore at all #i felt SO much better during my writing session in the morning LOL #i want to write when im refreshed and im starting to accept that i am not a night owl anymore. girl i am out of it by like 3pm #i need to write before ive had time to think too hard about my insecurities #also usually i take any opportunity to name songs but im so serious about the official lover boy soundtrack #so i need the first song to be one beau actually picks

[cirnogaming]

i am a boy but in a very girl like sort of way methinks

#am i a masc lesbian? #can i be masc and still dress all girly and like girly things #hm…. much 2 ponder on #either way i’m 4’11 and have the roundest face #so i think people won’t take me seriously if i tell them i’m masc #which is whatever #cus i like being a girl. but i wanna be a boy in a very girl kind of way #tommy talk

[eucharistcunningham]

so glad that eucharist is an oc and that there is not an insane fandom out there who sent the actress death threats bc she liked a ship she was part of that was close to being canon. sure glad that never happened huh

#that was absolutely batshit i hate the fandom so much #like sorry ur gay little ship isnt gonna happen and sorry that he Almost got w a girl but what is ur fucking problem jesus #ooc. #negative cw #like. do i think the gay little ship would b fun. absolutely #but the actors have literally said that if my girlie didn't die they probably would've gotten together #that he had a crush on her #idk just like #come out of ur little dream bubble and remember that these r human beings and ur shitty for the way you treat them #god im not in a good mood tonight huh #i am just. tired #i am very tired of. the way people treat each other. the way people criticize each other #and like its unrealistic to just ask that people just be nice and kind to each other and i think thats so sad!!!! #like why are people mean all the time i simply do not #understand why u would choose to be mean and rude and threatening to strangers

[lazymcfail]

everytime i think about my gender i get really frustrated and confused and break out in an itchy rash. it's too complicated idk

#me #personal #gender #gender identity #gender is complicated #ive never felt like i should be a woman #and now that i am perceived that way #idk but i dont want to be a man #nonbinary #enby #but also some parts of me like girly things so maybe i am a girl #a lot of feelings #and too many thoughts #i go back and forth about my thoughts on it all the time #like what kind of life do i want

[carcinized]

okay also while im on this topic (american centric rant incoming sorry. i can’t speak for other countries but this is what it’s like here)

a) adults rewarding kids for like being on the football team in high school is dumb as fuck and causes 50% of my problems at school. we all know this thougu like it’s stupid as fuck. but also

b) adults rewarding kids for taking AP classes and doing a million extracurricular things hoping for scholarships causes the other 50%. Normalize telling kids “hey sometimes colleges won’t even take your AP credits, half the class focuses on passing a test which you might not and also have to pay money to take, also this class might destroy your livelihood.” also normalize telling kids hey man it’s literally fine if you don’t wanna go straight to a four year college? like there’s community/junior college which in some states is FREE FOR TWO YEARS. and if it’s not free is INFINITELY CHEAPER. and then you can usually get GUARANTEED SCHOLARSHIPS into really good schools to do your major. & you dont even need to bust your ass getting into college and destroy your mental health so you go into college hella depressed. also this means you have more time to work in your teenage years while you don’t have to pay the bills and save money for things like yknow. groceries and down payments on cars and apartments. and it’s not a failure to do that??? like im saving at least 20k dollars doing that plus my own mental health. Like um if you really wanna go ahead but im pretty happy with the money and emotional distress im saving i feel pretty fucking smart for doing that 💀 also stop being assholes to kids who cant afford 4 year college realistically (even though there’s “scholarships.” ever talked to anyone fucking ever?? those are so competetive it’s SO UNREALISTIC to bank on those im sorry to say.)

also there’s nothing wrong w trade school? Or literally anything else? take a gap year and live at home? you’re slaying. take a gap whatever years and live at home?? UR SO FUCKING COOL. stop acting like college is the only path for people my fucking GODDDD

#like im a smart guy or whatever. All my teachers assume i want to go straight to 4 year college bc like idk. I want to launch shit into spac #i read quantum physics books for fun. i go above and beyond on projects sometimes (bc it’s the only way i can get myself to do them oops) #& most of the ppl i talk to are like. smart kids bc idk i take some honors classes n stuff. those are just the ppl i fell in with #but i REFUSE to take AP classes & everyone thinks im crazy for it #like sorry for not wanting to waste my time on a test that might not even translate credits to college #im just taking college classes at the junior college rn so i don’t have to do it in college??? #GUESS WHOS GETTING A BETTER EDUCATION!!!!!ME!!!!!!!! #it’s just SO fucking stupid. and i want to share this here. You’re welcome #ALSO IN MY HONORS CHEM CLASS ITS ALL SNOOTY UNDERCLASSMEN #& it’s like girlie u are Not cool bc you stayed up until 3am doing homework last night. that’s not as hashtag relatable as you think #some of us value our mental and physical health more than an unlikely college scholarship #they’re so like. 😐 wow you genuinely think im dumb for being older than u & in this class. SORRY I DIDNT TAKE HONORS CHEM & PHYSICS AT OJCE #SOPHOMORE YEAR??????? I WANTED TO BE ABLE TO TAKE CHOIR????? AND HAD 2 MORE YEARS TO TAKE HONORS CHEM????? #like girlie i am Not bad at science. you’re not better at it than me bc you’re taking a stupid class younger #tobin talks #also U literally hate chemistry you’re JUST doing it bc it’s the most you can possibly do #like HOW do you think that’s gonna be good for you. it’s RIDICULOUS #sorry this one girl in my class pissed me off a Lot i have. THOUGUTS

[frogathy]

im just waiting until the day i can get married and be a mom what do you mean i have to “go to college” and “have ambitions”

#i do not want to #i do not want it #i do not want to be in the claws of the education system anymore #i want to learna and enjoy intellectual things on my own time #i hate school and i hate the way it works and i hate being there for 8 hours even if i enjoy what im learning i just hate the way #school treats its students and i hate how much is required of you i really really hate it #i hate that i have to write a 20 page thesis and present it in front of the entire school to graduate like BITCH IM PRETTY SURE MY ONLY #CAREER IS GOING TO BE MOTHERHOOD AND IM 100% OKAY WITH THAT AND WANT IT #i dont have ambitions i dont have special subject interests i dont have anything that i want to do in life except have babies🧍🏻‍♀️ #bro i wanna have a family and play piano and thats basically it i am a Simple girl #maybe im just in a mood bc im on my period but these are definitely not new tjouvhts i have Definitely had these before #i would thrive back in the times when women didnt go to school💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀PERHAPS THAT IS A TERRIBLE THING TO SAY BUT #DO U EVER WISH THAT. YOU COULD JUST BE A SIMPLE LADY AND LEARN HOME SKILLS AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ESSAYS AND GPA AND STANDARDIZED TESTS #I DO NOT HAVE SKILLS I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO COOK WELL AND THIS BOTHERS ME BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE THE TIME OR EN #ENERGY TO INVEST MYSELF IN THESE THINGS BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS DEPRESSED AND ANXIOUS AND SAD BECAUSE SCHOOL REALLY FUCKS YOU UP MAN #god i hate it here i hate school all the girlies are depressed and this girlie wishes she was not required to be formally educated #froegis meep tag

[arolesbianism]

You know I rly rly wish Jackie had more personal logs because god damn do we barely get to see her perspective on like anything. Like... What gets me most abt Jackie is that she clearly on some level still cares abt Olivia. Olivia was a very important person to her. I don't think Jackie is some victim or anything, but I have to imagine it hurt to watch someone that close to you drift away and grow to hate you. I just find it interesting to imagine Jackie as almost petty in her coldness to Olivia. Like, the two have been working closely for years, Jackie Knows that Olivia isn't the purely moral scientist she seems to think she is, and while I do still think Jackie is worse, I also do think she had a point when she did point out Olivia's hypocrisy. So it just makes me think... Did Jackie maybe become more stubborn against Olivia's feedback because of this? I think it'd be interesting if from her point of view, Olivia has been actively manipulative in her hypocrisy. I think it'd be so fun if Olivia wasn't just an annoyance, but the villain of Jackie's story from her point of view? I just like the idea of them both being the villains of each other's stories, it adds more to the doomed toxic yuri I think

#rat rambles #two middle aged divorced women who low key high key want to get back together but also hate eachother still #I am poking jackie with a stick and begging her to monologue more gimme more perspective pleaseeee #I also desperately want more fuel to add to my olivia jackie parallels that I fully made up bucked #this is me wanting jackie to even vaguely accuse olivia of having a superiority complex pls itd make me so powerful #olivia isnt like. a horrible monster in my eyes. to be clear. #shes not a bad person per say just. not as good of one as she'd like to believe #in fact Id say she is very very narrow in her perceptions of right and wrong #as she seems to only consider the ethical implications of a thing if they directly affect agency or the livingness of a thing #and by agency I dont mean it fully I mean just the literal ability for a being to act on its own #again she doesnt seem to mind the dna stealing enough to make a fuss abt it so her agency horror is quite limited #in fact she seems quite eager to put people into all sorts of extitentally horrifying situations girlie do not give the dupes memories #and when she talks abt this shes all like just think about the possibilities for new ai and technologies like girl. #shes all for giving computers the ability to have existential crisis's until shes the computer having one lol #but also. fucking imagine if she made real progress in restoring the hosts memories in the duplicants. #like imagine not only did someone steal your dna but also your fucking Memories #imagine finding out your memories your Mind being planned for commercial use #how is that not just horrifying? wouldnt you be afraid of being replaced? of being exploited in ways you couldn't possibly imagine? #this is why I love olivia so much. shes so fucked up and thinks shes the most normal scientist here at the same time. #also I can't help but see her putting herself in the printing pod ai as almost. a last grasp for control. #god olivia fucking broussard. she should explode (affectionate) #blame juice for this btw I listened to mr.telephone man by tape girl for the first time and there was no going back #oni posting