#i am using you as a rant listener

[currently-evil]

i cannot for the life of me remember if i sent the ask i typed out when u replied so if u get two almost identical asks - no u didnt

first of all i lived by the sea my entire life, the air was not chewable enough and the lack of cancerous chemicals in the air bored me, air should be spicey

ah i've been late for the Mary lore 😔😔😔 tragic (but good for u no data should be given up willingly and for free)

(love ur shrimps they are adorable)

JFGHGFAJFNA Sorry Anon-Sibling I was swallowed by the real life. (Can you imagine that now that school year is ending some fucking idiots from my dziekanat suddenly was like to me, oh yeah btw in pażdziernik last year we added some more subjects to list of subjects you need to pass and yeah we send you that in email to that email you didnt even know you have and never bothered to check if you got that information or not, we dont care, oh you werent going on wykłady from that subjects cały semestr because you didnt you should.... lmao not our fault)

But its all good now :)

I love the "air wasnt chewable enough" it made me wheeze out loud, I imagine you with a saw just cutting a piece of air away and snacking on it like a character from Looney Toons

And lol you werent late for any lore that made me laught because i imagined myself as a character that you havent unlocked yet in video game, so have this edit of my photo

I can share with you Lore whenever you want. Here we go:

I live through 8h shifts in work fantasising about mini indoor pond i want to make

I just accidently stole 160zł from my sister on various mochis

I am addicted to reactions wideo, because many of my friends dont share my likes, so watching somebody watch something i love and love it make me all giddy

I just hit 4600 hours in Elder Scrolls Online (God what I am doing)

I collect lots of things: feathers i find on my walks, special 5zł's, fossils, "dziękuję za zakup miłego czytania" cards that some people add when you buy books from them on olx, tattoo ideas i might get one day, and my most precious collection - Mangas :)

i love trashy romance novelas, the trashier the better

And yeah!! My shrimps are so so adorable! their tank is on my desk so i see them even now as i type, and they are soooo cute

#considering nobody will ever know my real identify here i can say it #YOU BLOND BITCH FROM DZIEKANAT I WISH YOU DEATH AND 1000 YEARS OF BAD LUCK MAY SOMEBODY PAY YOU BACK WITH THE LACK OF EMPATHY YOU GAVE ME #haha i am better now :) #dont worry i made everything ok but man i had a week of constant strees and fear #also i am working on that second ask #it made me realise i have much more complex thought on anders that i thought before #also btw that my real photo! #the courtesy on my friend who fell in love with a guy who ride a bike #and like week into relationship bought helmet and all other clothes you need to ride a bike #then broke up with a guy #love that girl she is so guy crazy #also i spend so many times in eso because i am trying to do vampire house #but god vampire furnitures are so rare and expensive #right now i am farming to able to afford house in summerset #love me some high elves casual racism #(i play bosmer) #i am using you as a rant listener #listen my manga collection recently hit 250! #it look so coooool #love it when my dad looks at it and goes sooo how much have you spend on it all? #and i am like.... i dont wanna think about that

[muzzlemouths]

not to sound desperate on main but since it's disability pride month it'd be really nice to see some art or fics with disabled Y/Ns.

#muzz mumbles #listen I don't mean to come across as rude or ungrateful for the art/fics we DO have #but as I myself am physically disabled it is so. so disheartening to see so FEW representations in this fandom #and I'm not really making this post to ask for recs #I have seen them all. trust me #and I'm ABLE to have seen every single one already because that's how few there are #and I understand people not wanting to write what they don't know/experience themselves #but I am begging you to just do some research and go for it #for the sake of us out here who have very little to look at and go ''thats me!'' #yknow? #ok ok rant over everybody go back to your usual dash scrolling

[cinnamon-bunni]

hey so ummmmm everyone go read Moonlight (every single night) by @heleentje right now. like, its a botw fic with timeloops, what more do i have to say

#okay i may not have finished it yet bc i dont read fics like i used to but god dammit is this fic GOOD #listen time loops are my JAM and weakpoint like if a fic is a timeloop its already an 8/10 #but moonlight is so well written?? with good characterization??and SUCH an interesting plot and mystery to it??? #AND (again) GOOD WRITING???? #i am biting it and chewing it like a chew toy (pos) #idk how many botw mutuals/followers i have but. *shoves into your hands* read. read it now #anyways imma get back into reading this and heleentje i PROMISE you im gonna rant SO much in the comments section of the last chap lmao #bunni mumbles #also the fic is like a 25/10. to me

[trans-oberon]

anyways here's my take on a summer caenis that DOESN'T give me insane second-hand dysphoria 👍 got rid of his noodle arms while i was at it

#fate grand order #fgo #caenis #caeneus #edits #listen the way fgo treats trans characters is just. UGH. #i absolutely don't want to take anything away from other trans people who DO identify with some aspect of their portrayal!! it's just. #imo Don't Put The Transmascs In Bikinis should be like rule number 1 of writing trans characters lmao #and i dont even feel qualified to talk about the transfem characters. astolfo d'eon da vinci im so sorry for everything forever #...btw if you REALLY don't agree please just block me. i am a working adult and we both have better things to do with our time (-_-)👍 #mmkay rant over. anyway i didnt give caenis any bulge but im sure all you freaky fellows out there can use your imaginations.

[camille-lachenille]

Me: So, I have these dizzy spells that take me when I am walking and I almost fall bc of them. I also have trouble standing for any period of time because of my poor balance, which is made worse by the above mentioned dizzy spells.

My doctor: have you considered sitting down when this happens?

Me: Gee, thank you Sherlock! I really never thought that sitting down could solve my problem with standing up. But did you hear the part where I told you I kind of like walking and the point is for me to still be able to go out of the house for more than 1 hour at a time?

#i am deeply grateful for the medical support i have #but doctors can be dumb as fuck sometimes! #granted this was not my specialist for pain and weird stuff but still #he studied the samd basics of medicine and should be able to connect the dots #i am aware a cane or other mobility aid can cause other issues #but it’s also for specific situations i’d need one so it’s not the end of the world #i just want to be able to visit a city without relying on an unknown benches situation and falling over bc of a dizzy spell #but noooo #we don’t want young people to rely on canes bc they could become dependent! #fuck them #i just want to be able to live by myself if only a little bit! #so fucking listen to me and propose relevant solutions! #the doc proposed carrying around one of those small stools fishers use #but have you considered i don’t have the time to pull that thing out unfold it and sit when i am dizzy? #rant #personal post #heds #hypermobile ehlers danlos #actually disabled

[crabussy]

I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy

#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen #hi guys #got another load of trauma from school #and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now #had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way #I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much #I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM #I have no adults I can go to about this #whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind #whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears #she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly #when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt #the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you #I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her #the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities #I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since #vent tw #trauma tw #listen to my gibberish boy #ggod I hate this school

[lyxchen]

I looked at the songs for the new Mean Girls musical movie and.. why did they leave out all the songs that show Cady's feelings or emotional development?? Like... It Roars? More is better? Do this thing?? These are some of my favorite songs!!

Also I saw that they made a new song that probably replaced It Roars but I listened to it and.. it's really not the same (in a negative way)

I also heard the new version of Stupid With Love and I am so sorry, I'm totally fine if they decide to make changes to the songs but this is just. No. Because this version of the song is so not Cady. She is this little weirdo who for the first time falls in love and has such big emotions and doesn't really know how to handle them but also this crush makes her really happy and the new version just smashes that into tiny pieces and glues them back together with a weird rythm and music that is supposed to be slow and romangic but just really doesn't fit with the lyrics at all. Like I'm sorry but you can't say calcu-lust like that. You just can't

Both of these songs on the new album lack the absolute extatic excitedness Cady has for a lot of the musical which are a big part of what makes her a really lovable character in my opinion and they're also just all around very fun songs!! So to take that away and Also take away two other songs that show her inner world just makes me kinda sad :(

#also they cut Both of damian's songs :((( #they were so FUN and especially where do you belong really helps with showing us the new world cady got into #i am especially pissed about more is better #like i Love that song!!! #i really like how it showed us cady's view and why she acts the way she does and also how deep down she does still miss her old home #also i just want to say #i haven't seen the movie yet and i am so excited when i'll finally be able to #because i am very sure that overall it's a great movie #but i still feel like they could have kept at least one of those songs in #and also why the fuck would you ever change stupid with love like That??? #mean girls #lea's random thoughts #well anyways #rant over #also edit #i just listened to cautionary tale and it's better than the other two songs i have listened to but #overall i just feel like this song and the other two too lack the Musical aspect of it #they are so downplayed like they are afraid of being too big and colorful and musical-y #i haven't listened to ther other songs yet because i want to keep them for when i do watch the movie so i can't judge that #but so far i feel like the songs are being held back by trying to be more like pop songs instead of you know.. musical songs

[grimalkinmessor]

Just created an entire ass Meronia AU from listening to another Hazbin Hotel song like damn these bitches are like music muse CRACK wtf is happening to me rn

#death note #meronia #i have a problem #still not over the fact that adam is apparently the same guy that voiced english dub light yagami either tbh #they sound NOTHING alike except for in solo clips #hazbin hotel #i may or may bot expand on this #bees in my brain but i am also incredibly fucking busy rn you have no idea #maybe this is less of the songs and more of my brain trying to cope lnao #grim rants #also mildly based on one of my beyond headcanons bc that's what i used when originally listening to the song #and then i got PLOT ideas and oriented in DETAIL and now i have another whole ass AU #i want mello to yell at old men is that too much to ask without getting sucked into another story idea 😭😭😭

[fluffypotatey]

you

you get it

(talking about Azure)

stop it! i’m blushing! 🥰

#also i am sorry to cloud for ranting on their azure poll twice bc i don’t actually talk about azure much but i do have thoughts about him #like listen *pulls up chair and sits right next to you* #he is written to be sympathetic #Azure is written to be a likable antagonist and someone we could believe has a good heart but ended up on the wrong side of the story #BUT!!! *taps presentation screen that was totally here with us the whole time* #Azure is an antagonist #Azure was never meant to be redeemable #why? #well remember when MK tries to reason with Azure that maybe he’s mistaken about his view of Wukong? #and how Azure interrupts him stubbornly reaffirming his skewed and biased vowed of swk? #this was flag number 1 #and have y’all fucking HEARD the way he speaks????? does anyone else like feel their skin crawl???? #have you not met someone who believes that they have everyone in the palm of their hands??? that they can convince you of anything???? #bc that’s like the first thing i picked up #also how Azure used similar mannerisms to swk but it just seems for forced and mechanical or was that just me???? #anyway #moral of the story: i would (if i had the ability) totally punch Azure & mock him but also he’s got really juicy narrative writing #he was clearly written with the intent to make MK doubt and question his loyalties (which MK just chews him out for in the special 😍) #lmk #lmk azure lion #asks

[discocactusblogs]

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#how to keep hopeful when you feel like God's not going to give you the one thing youre hoping for #how to keep from being angry at God because you just don't see movement in your life in this one area #yet when you pray for God's will #He assures you you're where He wants you #I have never wanted this thing before and now that I'm older I find myself longing for it #It's hard to listen to my parents when their only answer to everything is “pray about it” as if I havent been doing so for years #It's hard to take their whole “be patient” speech seriously when my mom married at 21 #My dad only slightly understands but I feel like its different at the same time #I was perfectly fine in church until the Pastor told a story about a married couple and the whole church was laughing while I nearly cried #I am the only single lady in my church on top of the only single person in my age group #I'm not even sure why God gave me this desire for marriage and a family #I feel like “God why would you give me this burning desire to have a family and marriage that glorifies and honors you if you weren't going #to give me said thing?“ #I'm asking God to help me enjoy being single but at the same time I feel myself starting to grow bitter and thats something I dont want. #I know not everyone is called to be married and thats what's got me messed up and angry because if I'm not called to marriage #why did He give me the desire for it? I feel like that's just cruel and I know God isn't mean or cruel #also sorry Narni for stealing the way you rant lol #I feel bad everytime I post a rant and using tags seems to work better so I don't feel so bad

[bitchybylershipper]

alexithymia by noahfinnce is so fucking real like mom and dad i am literally serving my symptoms to you on a fucking plate please diagnose me just notice me at least

#i had the worst summer of my life and then my mom read my journal which was basically my only outlet for all the thoughts and feelings #i was and wasnt having and how much i hated myself #and then when they got me a therapist they said they didnt notice anything was wrong with me they just thought i was tired #like dude. be so fucking for real. kids who are okay do not sleep for days #i was not lazy #i was very depressed #and they thought i was fine #my mom even was like “why didnt you tell us you were struggling youre supposed to tell us everything” #okay but you wouldnt have listened #when you forced me to come out to you you told me that im not actually a boy #you made me cry when you read my own extremely depressing journal entries to me and told me that i am not autistic #theres a reason i didnt fucking tell you anything #wow sorry about that rant in the tags #tw self hatred #tw depression #personal

[antstarion]

oh stars save us. save us save us save us save us🙏🏻

#oh cosmic hourglass #GUYS #guys guys guys #do you ever feel like you’re out of time #its okay because this is the birth of something new #gripping the sink. knuckles white. THIS TOO SHALL PSS #PASS #WHATEVER #the protostar will become a star #it looks like time is running out but really the time is just beginning #thinking about gale talking about his last night alive #thw orb. what a great representation of always living in fight or flight mode #ive always said that at my worst i feel like i could just die at any moment and gale made me feel so seen because of that #anyways i will continue ranting in tags because someone has to listen to my philosophy space gale random bullshit #stars amaze me so i will ask them questions #I want to believe in the many worlds interpretation simply because i want to believe in the possiblity of there being somethig better #in the past and future and whatever #maybe it should be wave function save us #ANYWAYS #if you read to this point i am personally sending you a printed out picture of a star

[finexbright]

gonna take a minute to rant about just how much i love louis and his care for fans and how he's always trying to do things in the most affordable, convenient way possible. getting his tickets was one of the most smooth, seamless experiences i ever had. love how his first tour was a bit smaller and now that he's doing larger arenas, the pricing hasn't changed a bit. he's taken so much care and consideration into curating his brand and making it accessible and you can see the genuine thought process that goes into it because louis isn't just putting music and tours out and calling it a day. he's examining every little aspect of it and making sure that at the end of the day everything is as fair as possible. i know we can say it's the bare minimum, but to me at least it isn't. because it takes a lot of planning and organising to be able to pull this off, but it also takes a lot of investment time and money wise. and i honestly commend him for being one of the only artists in the industry who's not only to bring change but also who's putting a damn good fight and being a very good example of what an artist could be and how relaxing and beneficial an artist - fan relationship can be

#i will further rant in the tags #regarding pricing i don't think there was any ticket that went beyond £60 and that's a huge feat tbh #and even the ones that went that high were for bigger venues which makes sense #i am NOT comparing anything but just for example sake because this is the only one i have #harry's doing a 20k capacity venue and his ticket prices are £70-120 #and that's not including platinum or pods. with that it goes as high as £500 #and louis' doing a 20k venue for £35-60 #the fact that he's literally treating ticketmaster like a secondary option says a lot #gigs and tours seems very indie and on brand for louis' tickets and honestly it worked because it was literally so easy #and it didn't make you go through a thousand hoops for it #and because he didn't change his pricing much even when he went from venues with 3500 capacity to 20k+ capacity #you know that he's barely making any profit off of it #he might make a bit more than break even point #and his merch pricing given the quality seems very reasonable to me #there are artists out there selling tees for £100 #you can see he really LISTENS to the fans and sees what we're talking about it and tries to make it easy for us to access things #like i'm pretty sure he knew about ticketmasters bastard ways and that's why he said a big fuck you to them #man i just really really really love him #he has such an affectionate relationship with his fans #and he's willing to fight for us #like not in a mushy way #but we KNOW how many times he's been sabotaged and YET he comes in blazing #and do you know what though. in a way all the opening acts he's had or artists he's endorsed WILL follow the same path as him #we already saw otp fighting for fair ticket pricing #and that's what matters #a whole new wave of artists are gonna look at him and be like ''man i wanna be as fair as him'' and fight for change #in the horrid music industry and i'm here for it #fitf is gonna be an album that'll put louis further on the map and there's literally gonna be no stopping him after that #he'll literally be a revolutionary and i'm so glad i get to be in his corner to see it happen #i know parasocial relationship and whatever and i'm putting too many expectations/hopes/projections on him or whatever

[baekuras]

Tomorrow I need to do an eye checkup in english (instead of german aka the norm) and I just checked if there are any better ways to explains things or tell people what to do etc instead of my basically direct translations and turns out

nope

it sounds exactly as stupid as i already worded it, no special words or better formed sentences around 10/10 school english is good enough (nice)

#txts #i am not excited #bc its always difficult to do specialized shit in another language #AND the person i am examining doesnt even know english and has a translator #so I speak english and the translator translates it over #which CAN be fine #but for finer reactions it can screw things over a bit so i hope thats not the case (: #also my coworker who can also do these in english got salty and decided to not do them anymore bc its not in his job description #which like-great i guess we can all just decide not to do things #like....an eye exam which IS in our job description with no languages specified (: #but then he is also the first to cry about ppl not going above and beyond #truly amazing thinking there #its not even like its truly hard its just annoying to do if the person you examin doesnt fucking understand you #goes for native german speakers as well #some ppl just dont have braincells #'please look at the number 9 in the 3 line' #//begins to read the entire thing from the top again #look-stupidity is not a sin and neither is misunderstanding stuff even if sometimes idek how you could #but also.....pls just actually listen and comprehend the words i am using #also dont suddenly throw out a 3rd or 4th option on a 2 question answer #or dont fucking interrupt me during a question either (: #'alright so do you prefer 1 or-' 'URGH NO THATS SO BAD NO NEVER' 'OR 2' 'NOOOOOO THATS BAD!!!!! I CANT SEE!!!' #yes m'am we are fuCKING WORKING ON IT #RELAX PLEASE DEAR FUCKNG GOD WE ARE LIKE 30SECONDS IN #this suddenly turned into a tags-rant oops #but yeah #pet peeve is ppl fucking interrupting me (: or not listening at all ever (:

[skrunksthatwunk]

fuck that last fight against nightmare boooooo this shit is actually so stupid and evil and i don't like it >:(

#it's. eugh. it's. FUCK #i don't like it it's so bad i've done it like 10 times now #eughhhhhhhghhhnghn #dmc #dmc1 #i still ahven't beaten it either.. sheeshhh #and i have to fight the stupid ice lizard things before a lot of the attempts too and half the time i can't dodge their jump thing because #i'm mid-combo so any indication of the wind-up to it can't actually be reacted to bc i'm busy getting hit or hitting #such that by the time the move is finished i literally can't get out of the way. often a roll isn't even enough range and they stand next t #each other so one roll's basically all i have time for anyway. sigh #whateverrr. this blows. this blows actual literal severe ass. ughhhhghh #dante. dante i believe in you i believe in us we can do this. but FUCK YOU NIGHTMARE YOU STUPID OOZE #arrrhghrhharzagraaaaa #sigh.. look the vulnerable points shouldn't only be available during 100% attacks in that area such that you take crazy damage if you #actually try to attack the part you have to attack before it goes away. and i've gotten so close ONLY FOR THE SECOND PHASE TO INITIATE AND #IMMEDIATELY KILL ME. BROOOOO WHAT ARE YOU DOINGG #look maybe i'm a pissbaby who's bad at video games but this pissbaby's got feelings #i should probably try a different weapon combo... sigh... #i did so bad on my alastor attempt that i've been using ifrit (i also like how fast the devil time is given the brevity of the weak spot's #appearances) but maybe sparda would be a better choice. but i like the devil trigger. i gotta listen to the song y'know. it's all about the #devil trigger babyy it's all about the devil time. and sparda's got nothing. maybe i should use that gun that looks like the goop #like. like is that a hint? idk i'd think if they were made of the same stuff it would be less effective #and i don't like that it seems to stunt your devil gauge. but if i'm using sparda anyway in for a penny in for a pound ig #whatever. rant over. i am. Calm (<- lying). so i'm gonna try again #and if i get mad again i'll do hw or something

[crabussy]

crabussy is too iconic but the urge to have fag in my username so that terfs stay the fuck away from my silly whimsical posts grows stronger with every passing day

#ok SLEEPING!!!!!!! #listen to my gibberish boy #listen I am SICK OF THEM fucking HIJACKING MY POSTS #there are so many of them reblogging my pasta sauce post too #like.... ladies... you know that that post was made by a (whispers) TRANNY........... be safe out there or whatever #rant #terf tw #also hey I don't tag the slurs I can reclaim if that isn't comfortable for you there are some really useful word changing chrome extensions #or you can unfollow!! <- these suggestions are genuine and not mean spirited I just wanted to give a little heads up to anyone new