#i cant even cry

[torturedpoettsv]

rn there's so much shit going on in my life and i've no idea what to do

#1. mujhe ghar jaana hai mammi ki yaad aa rhi hai #but i cannot go #majboori hai #2. meri bsf school change kar rhi hai #3. vo to state hi chhod ke jaa rha hai #bataya tha #4. meko aisi feeling aa rhi hai ki #mere bache 2 saal school ke bilkul bakwaas jaane wale hai #5. bohot ghatiya zukhaam ho rakha hai #aur baaki baaki chote-chote dukh chalte hi rehte hai #and yk what's worst #i cant even cry #except in bathroom #bc zindagi jhand ho rakhi hai poori tarah se #wtf 😭😭😭😭 #desi shit posting #desi problems #desiblr #desi memes #desi teen

[actuallysyrie]

Currently going through the five stages of grief

Avalibe in 1-4 business days

#the owl house #owl house #toh #TOH #i feel like im dying #i cant even cry #its not actually that bad im just very emotionally attached to character

[emails-i-cant-send]

i just feel numb and angry tbh

#este.txt #I cant even cry

[anervousmirrorball]

so sick of my mental health affecting my physical health. like i can deal w feeling absolutely miserable mentally but i can't deal w the exhaustion

#im literally getting sick #i bet its also cause i am heavily sleep deprived #but i am so anxious its so draining #sometimes im scared of my body just giving up on me #and the coping mechs surely arent helping #theyre just making things worse for me #but somehow the urges wont go away cause i am tired mentally ..the cycle never stops #i cant even cry #i should just try to sleep #vee.vents #rambles #tbd

[butch-bakugo]

Its been 3 years since i learned about my roots, identified with my nativehood and started learning about our history.

Thanksgiving just gets harder and harder every year. I lose my appetite when i think about just how many we've lost and how white people still celebrate it today. It's kinda like sitting at a giant dinner, knowing the feast is your family members and watching pple you barely know celebrate and eat what remains.

#levi speaks #its an unspeakable dull achey pain #it just gets harder #when you look back in history and just see how mang of yours died you feel pretty fuckin hopeless #thanksgiving #day of mourning #native american #i cant even cry #i just hurt

[toripar]

im gonna im gonna i was gonna punch my phone

#rimi watches banana fish #MY GOD I HATE DINO SO MUCJ #POOR ASH............ #ARTHUR YOU SHIT PILE OF FUCKING USELESS DUNG CAKE FUCKING HELL WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU #FUCKING- D A W S O N IM PERSONALLY SEEING YOU IN HELL. #oh my shorter died like that. #i cant even cry #ugj #eiji :( #POOR POOR ASH!!!!!!! I WANNA GIVE HIM A HUG #I KNOW HE DIES BUT STILL.

[launch-cronch]

wow instead of giving me my old (clearly labeled) box of toys or telling me to come get it, my parents... stuck it outside in the sea train! To mold and melt! (I live 5 minutes away.) (Also I’m pretty sure I came back for it at one point but couldn’t find it.)

My dbz and medabot action figures are yellowed and my plushies and dolls got battered being oxicleaned, but at least they’re no longer reeking as bad

#i am so done #i cant even cry #my mom threw a fit when I no longer wanted my pj sparkles and other baby dolls #like???? you ruined them????? #why are YOU the one sobbing and wailing? lmao #text #it got lost amongst their boxes of #hoarding #but they saw how done i was and they let me put some of their old rugs on the curb to help eliminate the sea train #blog #it's hilarious because their house is huge and every corner if filled with their ~treasure~ but no--this box had to go outside!

[norulesforjules]

You don't realize you're touch starved till you have it... then it's like a constant burn when you lose that touch.

#i cant even cry #personal #i hate this #about them #about me #fuck reality

[beybuniki]

team up mission in the mountains

#screaming shaking crying because i cant afford these ski suits i dont even ski this is the depression getting meeeee but i DO like drawing #deku a lot he is so cute #bnha #midoriya izuku #deku #bakugo katsuki #he he has to they are a duo #also deku is wearing bakugo's outfit because my friends and i share all of our clothes on vacation too like WHO has money for TWO #$800 jackets #shoto does hence deku got his old one (explains the beautiful baby blue color <3) there is lore behind my fashion choices never 4get

[ruporas]

the song of humanity will continue to be sung

#vash the stampede #trigun #trigun stampede #he means so much to me he means sooooo much i love him so much asfuahghdsgnkdsgk #VASHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i posted it on twit but i was REALLY dreading ep 11 bc i figured that vash might cry #but instead he screamt into agony in which i cant even rewatch the episode #bc the va did such a good fucking job in conveying that terror and grief and guilt and it fucks me up so bad #vash makes me sad in EVERY adaption but stampede is like #we've only seen him be kind. he's just nice. he's serious and he's nice and he's kind. he treats everyone with so much delicateness and care #and the only time he raises his voice is for the protection of others and warning them #and now he's rung the wranger and i now have a hammer to knives' side #not even trying to be dramatic its just been awhile since a character has mattered to me in this kind of way #ruporas art

[iwanttostayanonymous]

....

#heartbreak #im really sad #im at my worst #all hopes gone #the guy i was in love with is getting married #i never even got to express my feelings #we sexted a lot..and now i feel used #i never should have proceeded with it #it's all gone now #how many times do i have live with false hopes? #heartbreak of the worst kind #im feeling really uneasy #never got a chance with him #i shouldn't have fantasized this much #i can't get him out of my mind #i cant even cry #im so lost #can the universe be by my side atleast once? #literally never gonna happen #i got so used #i was just a passing fantasy #use and throw for him #i feel so bad #it hurts so much #what even was the point #why did i entertain this thought? #im dead #a lesson for me by the way #i can never forget him #he gave me an experience

[apathyfairy]

last year i found a wii at goodwill for 25 dollars and it came with everything except a wiimote but it was in such good condition i was like hell yeah ill take it how hard can it be to find a wiimote. the answer is it's nearly impossible to find them at thrift stores now so i've spent like 8 months looking for ones in thrift stores but there wasn't a single one and then online but i just couldn't bring myself to spend 30 dollars on one single wiimote so i waited so. patiently. and then 2 weeks ago i finally found one at goodwill for 9 dollars but it was absolutely disgusting and the battery cover was missing and the compartment was all corroded so i put it back and regretted it the whole week but then this last weekend i went to savers and there was an absolutely perfect wiimote just sitting there with no corrosion and a jacket and the wrist strap and motion plus and the nunchuck was there too and i got it all for 10 dollars so the moral of the story is that sometimes things seem right for you in the moment but you have to recognize that they aren't and leave them behind so the things that are meant for you will in fact find you when the time is right. peace and love <3

#for real though im so happy i cant even lie like i regretted selling my wii soooooo much but anyway im back baby <3 #im disinfecting everything rn bc i have a germ problem but once it it's done.....i am SO back #when i first got it i didnt have the remote right so i couldnt plug it in and make sure that it worked but i did just plug it into an outle #to make sure it ran and it did and wii sports resort popped out of the drive so thats fun bc i didnt have that one #and anyway i might cry when i hear the menu sound ngl ngl. #but the city i live in is like an overgrown retirement home and so the goodwill is full of old people things and this wii had stickers #like explaining which cord was which so i just know it was a wii that they bought for like grandmas house and only played it when they were #over there so anyway cant wait to see what's on there and if the news channel and weather channel are still on the homepage even though #i dont think they work anymore lol #also shoutout to the type a kid who kept their wiimote in such perfect condition that i wanted to cry when i saw it sitting on the shelf #ty <3

[suntails]

do you deserve to be loved?

#*smashes thru the wall like the kool aid man* im fucking back #we're so back. it's joever. i'm screeching into the sun i'm ILL i fucking sobbed last night i cried during work #i sat and drew during my lunch i finished the lore drop at 7am and didnt sleep and drew until work started at 9 #i. um. i dont even know where to start for making shit. i feel adrift i feel lost in the sauce of misery #the way he screamed at his baby self that he didnt deserve to cry. that he didnt deserve to be loved. im fucking ILL #ive talked before abt his bad relationship w his own mortality but ngl i REALLY underestimated how deep this ran...esp w the new dad knowle #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #ch7 spoilers #book 7 spoilers #he got a new rigged expression!!! all the new animations!!!!!! as a rig animator by trade i was v impressed and pleased #silver nation. fuck every other book like im sorry this one wins u cant deny it #suntails

[hellishgayliath]

how we doing rottmnt fandom :')

@tapakah0 @somerandomdudelmao

#rottmnt #cass apocalyptic series #life of violence era #im stil crying wat the fukk #the iron grip these two have on the rest of us dhafshgfs #memes #_(:‚‹」∠)_ #i cant even focus on drawing rn my emotions are so fuddled

[ohhoneato]

Good evening everyone.

I am mentally ill again and have relapsed with self-harm. I'm on the brink of just quitting school because I can't even bring myself to open my laptop most days and I failed both of my classes last term despite trying as hard as I could.

I have no faith that I could find a job and right now school is all I have. I have no vehicle, no job, no space of my own, and I don't think I can keep doing this.

The depression meds have stopped working, but now it's gotten to the point that I don't want to tell them and just drop my psychiatrist stuff altogether and just let myself do it already. I can't function without weed or drinking on an almost daily basis and I'm terrified of the trip in 2 weeks to see my grandpa because I know my cuts on my arm won't heal by then and I have to act normal in front of him because I refuse to let my favorite family member know just how much I'm actually suffering.

I also might be relapsing on my ED because I just don't want to eat and I had to make myself throw up some alcohol a few days ago.

Also I dyed my hair again, after telling myself I wanted to keep it blonde. It's mauve. And it's amazing. The only thing I like about me right now.

I hate myself so much, I can't even function like a normal fucking human, how pitiful can you fucking get.

#self harm tw #suicide mention tw #ED tw #vent #please ignore this #i just needed to say it because im having so much trouble feeling okay #i cant even cry

[arty-cakes]

most awful thing about this randomizer is that almost every enemy is hornet and because she is a boss fight she has no idle behavior. the minute i enter a room every single hornet a mile away senses my presence and is doing her very best to kill me instantly throwing her needles through the walls like 'DIE DIE DIE'

#'STUPID FAKE KNIGHT IM FUKCING BALLING' shes also not that big and can fit through crevices i want to cry. i cant even try to hide from her. #she knows....she always knows... #randomizer