#i didnt use it for the past 3

[harbingersecho]

#red vs blue #rvb #locus #felix #sam ortez #isaac gates #felix mcscouty #lolix #mine #*24 #art #rvb19 spoilers #just to be safe ig? #i love how even no one in the mercs discord rly knows what the hell was up with the random felix 'cameo' in restoration lol. we're all just #'idk man. maybe it's charon maybe sigma just used him as a base. who knows.' #its kinda hard to even make it into a merc plot point bc the reason WHY he's even there is non-existent. if epsilon didn't namedrop him #i wouldn't even have noticed tbh. like yeah his armor has felix's colors but that also could've just been sigma/omega mix too y'know #ofc tucker's relationship w/ felix can't be discounted reg. meta and epsilon and betrayal of trust etc. idk maybe i'll expand on this later #like maybe felix is in there bc tucker felt very betrayed by epsilon and felix to tucker is the embodiment of betrayal so meta = felix? #BUT i do like ghost felix haunting shit. even if it's not actually him but like a narrative/traumatic thing #he said you'll never get rid of me what i did to you will always linger <3 #i do have some thoughts abt... Everything and the concept of haunting. wash's 'ghosts' and the guilt. meta wanting to destroy epsilon/the #past to be free. resentment of the past. nostalgia for it. the guilt of survival. moving on as a complete severing vs carrying it w/ you. #ok i'll stop rambling now lol #this didnt turn out exactly how i envisioned but i dont wanna work on it anymore and its not bad or anything so

[gaeullie]

the complete eri guidebook (2023) full version under the cut ♡ pdf ver. happy birthday @xiaojuun !! &lt;3

credits. with the help of: meg (@hozierbyrne) // brina (@aquablues) // aléks (@possession1981) // vianey (@souladies) // lili (@ninqz) // aweks (@awek-s) // miha (@jaebeomtual) // rachel (@gnanii) // mare (@dongkwan) // ro (@sunghanbin) // rosie (@kimjiwoong) // lulu (@fushigojos) // sofi (@yukuz) graphics: gift boxes // broccoli // orange fruit watercolor // lip print textures // notion-style scribbles // healthcare vector icons // human anatomy icons // film cutouts pack // 3d travel icons // drinks vector icon set // coffee outline illustration pack // baby vector icon pack

#*mine #oorieri #genuinely thank you SO MUCH for participating @ everyone who did . and if i didn't contact u ... im so sorry i probably didnt fully realize #that u were friends with eri um . sowwie #thank you for finding the time to think about this and . for those who did . for sending in your answers i lob u this is only possible beca #because so many people agreed to help... #a note to meg!! specifically!! because you did so much (from being my first interviewee and my lab rat to responding to the few questions i #had . to suggesting people to include and offering your help with contacting some people (although it did not work out in the end as i said #i really appreciated the thought!!) #note for meg (2): i ended up not being able to use indesign at all... it was too big for my poor little tablet skjsk i got rlly excited abt #n downloaded it strategically for the free trial to expire today or tomorrow but. had to uninstall right away... sighs) #special thanks to lili for being so sweet . i think we became a bit closer through the messages we exchanged in between this project <3 #special thanks to rachel and mare who i know are both really good friends with eri but who aren't exactly familiar with me... i was really #nervous messaging you both so thank you for being so sweet and for participating despite life not exactly helping!! #note for rachel: im sorry i ended up casually calling you rachie in my head the past month or so .. forgive me #special thanks to lulu for being willing to participate #a big thank you to everyone for opening up #and thank you to gabi and sarah who did try their best to find the means to participate #big thank you to gimp for crashing so many times while i was making this & to myself for overriding one of the most important files acciden #accidentally. good job #and finally. the BIGGEST thank you to OUR BELOVED ERI who. clearly. is just the biggest sweetest sunshine & the bestest friend to all of us #thank you for everything always ... i hope you're sleeping well by now #and of course: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! i truly wish you all the best today. and this month. and the next year and the next one and the next one an #i love you. <3 i really do #and so does everyone! clearly!!

[miss-mossball]

I wanted to a redraw of a doodle I did wayyy back in 2013 vvv

#doodle heaven #my ocs #persona #dosy #flour #If you're wondering who dat Flour guy is and why is he abusive/shipped with Dosy: they used to be oc-versions of Glados and Wheatley #from Portal #and had an abusive marriage #you see way back then all my rps with my siblings were about coping with my father #who was sexually physically and verbally abusive and at the time of that rp he still was(didnt know about the csa tho) #So we based Wheatley's personality on his and I thought I was basing Dosy's on my mom's and the ship we had was an attempt to fix their #sad hopeless marriage #I did not realize that dosy and wheatley(now flour) were alters in my head! until much later! and that I was coping with something far #deeper than I thought #Flour resurfaced in summertime this past year after a really traumatizing fight with my mom about the subject #he is a persecutor part to the rest of the Dosy parts and is working on reforming #We use art to cope <3 he helped me through getting kicked out and getting to Rou #Pretty much 100% of my art is about surviving my abusive household and finding happiness with Rou and Chime #And most of that is about my alters because I have DID <3 the end #Sorry for the ramble I thought it would be confusing to bring up such old art without a smidge of context #I'm thinking I'd like dosy's hair to be short while mine is because I..am her. She is me #I am dosy the host hello <3 #redraw #2013

[samarecharm]

Fighting for my FUCKING life man.

#chattin #video #(hopefully) #LOUD #bc salmon run is always so fucking LOUD. #i had to pause my music to focus and it barely helped bc i couldnt fucking see and i couldnt hear past the foghorns #that fucker didnt even use their ULT. im so upset #and they had a normal gun for that wave too. like cmon. come one man. #i cannot believe we got through any of this round. tbh. #they were like. weirdly good. but also so fucking reckless. so it was a constant struggle for like 3 matches straight

[zevrans]

.

#it's my last shift in 2 days and then i'm leaving this job i'm actually so happy i no longer has to work there! 🎉 #i need to find a new one asap of course but i never had energy to do so on my off days so i'll focus on that now #i've endured the hardest shifts with freezing -25-30 °C where the heater conditioner did absolutely nothing #shifts with the roof leaking trying to not let the orders of customers get wet constantly wiping shelves throughout 2 days on top #of everything i has to do #these past 2 days sewage system froze and i had no water to wash my hands or use the restroom properly..🤦‍♀️ #i know the wet hand wipes are bad for ecology but man they continously saved me and also i had to wash my hands using water from kettle and #i had to do it outside freezing of course because the sink and restroom are in another building and i didnt have time to constantly walk #there.. and this on top of 2 last weeks of december being especially batshit crazy stressful and having heated karen encounters each shift. #and it was so hard on me because i am a nonconfrontational person and i don't like arguing with people #but i learned so much in these months of working there and for that experience i am still grateful :") #it's bittersweet that i won't see the friendly regulars that were always kind to me anymore tho 😔 and my coworker came yesterday #and we spoke for like an hour or so and he said he is is sad that i'm leaving because i'm such a nice person and a great coworker 🥺 #ngl this made me sad too but life goes on.. he said he'll be leaving in a month too #said he didn't think that i'll leave first 😂 #i woke up almost an hour ago from 3 bg3 related dreams in a row btw 😂🤦‍♀️ i need to play 🙈 ok i need to get up first..😭 #tbd

[salsa-di-pomodoro]

I've been playing Luigi's Mansion 3 blind for the first time despite having had the game for three to four years and i just want to say i absolutely love Luigi. I thought this when i played Luigi's Mansion 2 and i think it now this guy is so brave. Like he's just a little guy and he's got a resting happy blank face and he's so so scared but he's being so so brave about everything, people don't give him enough credit. Guy is a scaredy cat and still chose to stay in the haunted hotel where everything wants his ass dead just to save his friends and family. And he's doing a damn good job of it too, King Boo and the other one are getting increasingly pissed every time i see them <3

Anyway yeah if my brain wasn't already occupied with like three different blorbos he'd be a great candidate for one. Luigi my beloved (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

(if he gets paired up with someone i'm glad it's Bowser. He deserves someone how treats him right and we all know Bowser is the guy for that)

#ive been doing nothing but playing this game for three days help #FR THO LMFAO I ONLY TAKE BREAKS WHEN MY SWITCH DIES. OR WHEN I GET CALLED DOWN. FROM MY BED TO EAT #BOTH MY CONTROLLERS WONK HORRIBLY BUT THAT DOESNT STOP ME ITS JUST A GOOD GAME :D #i cant remember the last time i was so taken by a game. the dact that im playing blind probably also helps #i have had to ask for help from my brother a few times cause i didnt want to use the internet and onky twice did we have to look anyway #i love figuring out puzzles. this is the game for me i think #damn i gtt all the sound effects and songs stuck in my head as i go to sleep now. lmao #its also been helping me feel alright lately... this is so nice #anyway pls no spoilers past floor 12 <3 #luigi nintendo #luigi's mansion #luigi's mansion 3 #should i tag bowuigi. if anyone sees this tell me #anyway. #luigi my beloved #<3

[im-smart-i-swear]

*buddy voice* hey guys do you ever remember something embarassing you did years ago and get a strong violent urge to brutally smash your past self's stupid idiot head into the nearest wall and punt him into the ground while screaming about all the things you he did wrong. and then stab him, y'know for good measure.

#kuron voltron #kuron vld #vld kuron #clone shiro #vld #i can NEVER. FOR THE LIFE OF ME. figure out wnich kuron tag to use. i always forget #my art #my funky guys #used krita for the first time in forever!! it was nice..... i missed layers ngl #theres meaning in this i prommy.. i didnt just draw my fave stabbed dead on the floor for funsies. #.......okay fine thats part of it. but still #is buddy trying to separate themself from their past so hard that its hurting them? #are they killing haggars programing in their brain? #are they still even the same person after all this time? #is this a trans methaphore? #all of the above really #this guy is so messed up i love them so much<3 #blood #gore #death #if anyone would want me to add more warnings on this pls tell me and ill include them! #(btw dw this isnt canon to the au or anything its just a cool idea for a drawing i had) #(tho given the chance bud WOULD 100% kick their past selfs ass)

[ff2-soda-pop]

I'm starting to question if I should even bother with the stupid paper.... I'm probably just gonna fail anyways lmao

#ive been running around stuck on Babysitter Duty for the past three days and the teacher only gave us any instructions on thursday yet #somehow expected a full paper done and edited by sunday. even if i wasnt stuck on babysitter duty she'd get a shitty paper just due to how #little TIME that is to get things done. but because i am on babysitter duty uhhh..... well so far there's no paper #ive been spending practically full days having to take care of my sister and i cant just Ignore Her so i havent done my paper while watchin #her because again: my focus needs to be on Her. and shes incredibly loud which makes it super hard to focus. fun combo /s #so i was like 'i'll just stay up Really Late and do it then' but that hasn't worked because my sister WONT GO TO BED if im awake. i was up #until 4am last night hoping she'd fall asleep and shut up and i could work but Nope! #and then i got too tired to even care anymore #i've tried explaining this to others and they're just like 'ok well you just need to find a way to make it work :/' which is very much #easier said than done! and im scared about this paper because this teacher doesnt accept late work at all for pretty much any reason #and im sure she wont understand my situation. because shes also the teacher that didnt understand that i didnt have the textbook on time #because it was still being shipped and i dont control the rate at which book ships and she was like #'..........okay well you still need to have the book by tomorrow at least <3' when i told her the book had Just shipped and idk when i'd ge #the dumb thing. so yknow i dont have high hopes about this #also just as extra 'make stuff more difficult' i have zero accommodations because my mom cant keep track of my fucking IEPs and they wont #let me have accommodations unless i have that and idk how to get a copy anymore. so i've also been running around with no help in that area #and it's not great </3 #idk im just stressed out and frustrated and i Want To Cry :) #vent

[penisbilt]

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway. #our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!' #we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

[painfully-unoriginal]

I have a legal question but idk who to ask so I'm posing it to the general public:

Its illegal to clock out and continue working right? If something like that were to be reported, would the employer or the employees get in trouble for it?

#p #for the record it was because we're so understaffed that there were only 2 ppl here last night doing truck #so they both didnt take a lunch and stayed over an hour past when our shifts are supposed to end #I can see the employees getting in trouble for doing that but our manager really doesn't give us a choice in situations like that #hr knows about it and condones it. hes encouraged it to me before #i havent done this bc im not interested in breaking the law for this place tbh he can just fire me atp #but the guys have practically been forced to multiple times #anf again. manager has encouraged this behavior and forced the guys to work sometimes almost 3 + extra hours #which would make for a 13 hr shift #i thimk the only reason he hasnt done this while I'm present is bc he caught wind that if i can get evidence for some of his behavior #i will report him #lmfao #but ya idk. just wondering.

[kidfoundonstreets]

I DONT HAVE THE IMAGES IRGHT NOW BUT YOU UNDETRNSAD?? YOU GET ?? YOLU GET? IM MADLY I NLOV WITH YOU TIWLIGHTRCADE MY GOOD FRIEND MY COMRADEMY RIDE ROD IE

#freak to freak communication you know ? #thank u . u r the best ever <3 #i really enjoy ur rants and talkings always always.. i hope we r buried skeleton together all for meotauls #anyway matty and ahshe silluy in the way that thjey absooltuely fucking hate eahcother nad ahse has dienfitley b #locked many things out as his life froze after his family died therefore he hasnt had time to process the anger towards matty #maybe he has had anger nad bitterness towards other things but i dont feel like matty is high on his priority right now esp #since he doesnt know wher eh eis but hes still a deep rooted issue - and its not thast he hasnt accepted his familys #death exactly (thouhg i guess that is it but in other wording) its that he hasnt accepted it ending like this #he has to think about his family dead to think about summoning them back yet still i do think he does have #many delusions where they are alive and the thought of going back to them is the only thing keeping him going really #sometimes i think about how even wehn hes crossed the line and killed so #mebody hes still going on it feels like a dead corpse being raked across the floor to lose another piece of who he is once again #kid's heart #BUT THAT ISNT WHAT I WNATED TO TALK ABOUT AURGHH!! #i think that in the past maybe possuibnly you have to be another level of ill to get this far #but ashe geeneeuinly thought of matty as a good friend who was close to him etc etc but on mattys side its harder #because theres no clear intetion ill make up my own i say he did value ashe in a way but #in the end what did indeed win out was his hatred and infeoririuty towards ashe - i dont think he even wouldve goen that far #if he didnt know ashe o rmaybe he wouldve done it sooner - he would spend time with ashe normally with the thought #of how hes using him bnack in his head then go home nad the feelings would pile up pile up pile up esp since his parents #would lay the pressure on thick meanwhile whenever he went to ashes house it wa s ashining exmaple #of what he didnt hvae #and because matty is selfish. it drives him insane #i find it kinda funny how ashe got his trust broken by him leaving such a scar yet now hes #lying to people as matty was as well #i can say more but im scared.

[lesbiancarat]

with cheol talking about his tattoos i want to remind everyone that it doesn't mean all the members are comfortable talking about what tattoos they may or may not have, so please respect their privacy and bodily autonomy, especially if it seems like they're trying to keep them concealed (like blurring it out of photos, etc.). there have also been members in the past who specifically didn't want to talk about the subject. remember that tattoos can be very personal and it may not be something the members want to share with carats <3

#for anyone who didnt hear someone asked cheol if he had tattoo(s) in a fansign #bc one of them was semi-visible in his recent ig post #they also made it clear he didnt have to talk about it if he didnt want to (which i think was the right way to go about it) #but he shared that he has 'Journey of Youth 2015.05.26~' on his back (no end date bc svt are still together) #he also has an olive tree which ia the birth flower for 5.26 #and album name and carat #those two were both vague descriptions from what ive seen its unclear if he got a specific album name or all of them #and idk if he got the word 'carat' tattooed or something related to carats(?) #i think he said he got the tattoos about a year ago ;-; #im super touched by the tattoos im greatful he told us about them <3 #but yeah just wanted to remind everyone that the other members arent obligated to talk about it #esp bc from past fs videos ive seen its a sensitive topic for some of them ;-; #melia.txt

[thegreatestheaver]

planning courses for the next semester is not for the weak

#WHY IS EVERY SINGLE CLASS GOING ON AT THE SAME TIME. #WHY DO WE ALL START AT 9AM AND NOT GO PAST 11AM. PLEASE #please just strart at 1pmplease plase palseasee #i dont wanna take only 3 classes next semester but like erm. #mostly because im a little picky abt my professors. less so for electives but classes im worried about (SPEECH) #ive been pushing speech off for the longest time because i have crippling social anxiety 99% of the time. so i made sure i got a good prof #uhgghg #theres this one prof who does a lot of erm i think sociology classes yeah #she is so chill and nice and uses my prefurred name and pronouns (i really need to get my name chaged in the system uhghgh) but she did uh #the reverse grading and i hated it. everyone did. she was so nice and understanding.. #one time i went 2 talk to her about my missing work (chronic pain and fatigue had me bed bound for days on end) and she literally just said #erm u have an A so u dont have to do it. #>@>>@>/1/1/?!?!? #live saver. i had a breakdwon in her office i was literally sobbing telling her about my health issues. it was really hard because i never- #-really talk about it. i didnt realize how hard it would be when i finally did #anywasy what was i saying. yeah i love her so much but not her grading and teaching system. but idk maybe ill try it again she has a gender #-and sexuality class i kinda wanna take because im a professional faggot

[tmpttion]

i’ve been tracking this tag for a few months now but i never made an official post about it so here i am 😃😃

i'd like to be tagged in visual content such as gifs, gfx, fanart, edits, mbs, etc.

groups/soloists i like (in bold are the ones i'm most likely to rb)

txt, enhypen, le sserafim, red velvet (seulgi!!), itzy, aespa, kep1er, ive, astro (eunwoo & sanha), victon (sejun), bts, woodz, kang daniel, eric nam, svt (vernon), exo, taeyeon, chungha, iu, shinee, nct/wayv

this list is not exclusive!! i mainly post txt on this sb but my main is a mess (and more visually driven(? if that makes sense) so you'll probably see me rbing content of other artists there that i like but don't know much about just because i think the posts are pretty 😆

please use the tag even if we're not mutuals!!

most times i don't follow back because you mainly post about a group i'm not really interested in but i'd still love to be tagged in your own content (especially if it's of the groups i like) :)

(mutuals if you can boost this i'd appreciate it <3)

#made the banner on dec 26 and it took me this long to sit down and write this #ive been offline these past few days and im sure i missed a bunch of posts but almost none of you use my tag so im </3 #(just in case) i dont really like that tag i tried to merge my 2 users but kthyun wasnt really mergeable so that's what i ended up with #long post #i think? #kinda feel like i shouldve put a break but i didnt know where so 😕sorry about that #0x1zone

[robbed-ghost]

“Damian isn’t ooc what are you talking aboutttt he’s only 14 and wants to trust his dad so badlyyyy guyssss don’t get upsettt” have you never read a comic with Damian in it in your life

#I FUCKING HATE TJISHDJDHF #WHAT IS GOING ON AM I INSANE???? AM I LOSING IT??? #Damian trusting his dad despite BRUCE acting so out of character EVEN IF ITS TO PRAISE DAMIAN AND MAKE HIM FEEL SPECIAL #HAS HAPPENED BEFORE #AND HE HAS SPOTTED THAT SHIT AS STRANGE A MILE AWAY #AND HE WAS LIKE. 12. AT FOURTEEN WE’VE ESTABLISHED DAMIAN AS MORE OBSERVANT AND PREPARED FOR THIS #it can either be taken as retrofitting him into ‘normal’ developmental periods which again. we’ve established Damian has as the antithesis #or as a way to put down his character in the robin mantle in order to make Tim’s run look smart and perfect in comparison. which is gross. #Tim has been Robin and even moved past it and became even better and now we’re what? missing the good ol days? #Tim became Robin in 1989. NINETEEN EIGHTY NINE GUYS #THATS 35 YEARS AGO #I KNOW ITS NOSTALGIC FOR YOU BUT YOU HAD A LOT OF STUFF WITH HIM IN IT AND HES JUST A SMART LITTLE WHITE BOY #Damian became Robin in 2009 and we’ve barely tapped into his psychology because comics is so hot buttoned right now #that they don’t know which aspect to deal with first and foremost and always choose Bruce’s relationship as an easy out #Damian was Robin for barely 15 years and yet the guy that got DOUBLE his time is back for round 3. ok. #and here we are again. #Damian has proven himself to be so capable and smart his only downfall is his own hubris and inexperience #he has been trained SINCE BIRTH to use his head guys. a few years in America didnt take that out of him. #anyway. plz pick up a comic. damian would know better cause he’s not an average 14 y/o and he’s not just a traumatized little boy. #‘ohhhh he craves his dads attention and praise so much he’d believe anything he saiiiddd’ WHO TOLD YOU THAT??? ZDARSKY?? #WHAT WAS ALL OF HIS YEAR OF PENANCE ON THAT ISLAND FOR #WHAT WAS HIS ARC WITH DISTANCING HIMSELF FROM HIS FATHER A BIT IN THE WAKE OF NEEDING SOME TIME TO HIS OWN REVELATIONS #WHAT ABOUT IT. DID IT JUST NOT HAPPEN SUDDENLY #whatever.

[be-good-to-bugs]

you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep

#the bin #uugghhhh i woke up at 1pm today bc my stupid idiot body refused to go to sleep at a reasonable time even tho i was alreday so sleep #deprived. i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning :/ so i guess i wont be sleeping till then bc i still have to clean stuff and shower #maybe maybe maybe ill get a nap in but idk. bleh. i hope after i get home my stupid body will sleep. its gonna have to bc i work 7 hours the #next day so i cant do that too sleep deprived. i really really hope i dont have to :( hhhh #i wanted so bad to get high last night mosty bc my body has been refusing to sleep this past week but my sister n her boyfriend didnt come #over so i wasnt able to get more edibles :( or boxes for packing. hhh. i need to move so soon! i have no idea what day its even gonna be yet #i badeky have an idea of how much its gonna cost either. they finally gave me a gas cost estimate afeyr ive been asking for 3 weeks #hhh. well. whatever. i only have 4 more shifts. im kinda sad tbh. i really like working here. my coworkers are so nice #tomorrow is probs the last time ill ever see my fav coworker. shes so nice. shes so nice she used he/him for me and calls me orb #i just mentioned the name in passing once after i changed my pronouns on my nametag and she noticed and she remember! #and before she used it for me she stopped and asked if i was comfortable with it or if i wanted to keep it private. i have never EVER met #another cis person who would even think to ask that. most cis people dont understand why you would care. shes like. the nicest person ive #ever ever met. why did i have to find such a great place to work in minnesota? well. even if i am super tired tomorrow morning itll probably #be ok. butbi really would prefer not to be. #i dont know why i havent been able to sleep properly. bleh. i do liek what edibles do to me its a fun time but its kinda annoying that i #cant use them very casually for sleep or pain. they incapacitate me for 14 hours minimum. #well. at least no matter how stressed i am abt everything. i will definitely be elsewhere in 18 days max. should be less than that. #i will miss this job and these coworkers but i am relived that i wont have to go to work for awhile. esp with this tooth pain. #and im so excited to be able to draw again! im glad im moving a month before artfight bc itll give me time to get shit prepped #i wanted so bad to participate last year but i wasnt able to come evn close to finishing any attacks bc i was too tired from working