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coffeebanana · 10 months

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How would you recommend interacting with a writer. If a story wasn't to your taste, or left you unsatisfied. But you still want to encourage, the writer. And show gratitude for the free entertainment?

Hi anon!

The short answer is, a simple "thanks for the fic!" or "thanks for sharing!" or even a few emojis will often suffice. You really don't have to let the writer know what you didn't like. At the end of the day, they're not writing the fic for you, and obiously not every story is going to satisfy everyone the same way--otherwise we'd all be the same and that would be a horrendously boring world to live in.

The long answer is probably unecessary, but I like to procrastinate on my WIPs talk 😂

There's a format of commenting that goes a little like this: "i don't normally like [X ship, X trope, the way X acts in canon, etc...], but i love the way you do it!!" And honestly I myself have used that before--mostly for tropes, though possibly for some ships as well. And on the surface, that's reads as a compliment. Personally, when ppl leave me that sort of comment, I'll usually interpret it as a compliment too--unless they're full on bashing the thing I love (which sometimes happens with people criticizing canon). And I do think it's INTENDED as a compliment. (That's how I've meant it, when I used it, so I do try my best to also interpret others in good faith.)

But it can also read as "I don't like this thing that you really like and I felt the need to tell you that." Honestly, I didn't even realize it would come across that way until I saw someone else point it out. And then...yeah, I started to notice the fics I get it on more (A lot lot lot of my ladrien fics, lmao.)

So I'm at a weird cross roads where I try not to use that anymore--unless it's with someone I'm fairly sure will understand how I mean it?because sometimes you do have more of a rapport with certain ppl and they'll understand what you mean--but I also don't want to say it's 100% a bad thing to say. I really do understand the intent.

Anyways, my point in bringing that up is that you never don't know what seemingly innocent "this wasn't quite to my taste" comment is going to read as an insult. And so if you really DO want to encourage said writer, I'd recommend sticking to the positives.

Another big thing that's important to me personally is: don't lie.

People have a tendancy to...I don't want to say be disingenuous, but certainly to exaggerate at times on the internet. You see that in the SCREAMING CRYING EATING GLASS types comments. And those are USUALLY sincere in the way that the emotions they convey are sincere. We as a society understand they're not literally eating glass but that they're in agony because the angst in the fic was so good and they want more. But then--something I've noticed--that sort of lingo has a way of slipping into a default response of sorts. And sometimes that makes me question if people really mean it?

This second thing is probably more of a personal thing than a response to your question, but since it's something I've been thinking about lately I hope you don't mind that I brought it up too. I really don't want people to lie to me about my writing.

Not even if it's "to be nice".

Maybe this is in part because I myself find it...difficult to be insincere with ppl, but I don't want false compliments--that's something I tell my friends too. If I write a trope or pairing you don't like? There's never any pressure to read it. I don't expect comments or kudos from anyone. And I'm not someone who in general believes people are insincere--that's not really fair to other people. But everyone has doubts at some point, and I feel like adding to that by straight up lying to make someone feel better just isn't the way to go? If you can't pick out a detail from the fic that you genuinely enjoyed, then maybe keep it to the simple "thanks for sharing!"

So, I guess the TLDR is: keep it short and sweet. keep it encouraging if that's really your goal. (and, if this ever happens to be in reference to something that I specifically have written? please don't feel like you HAVE to say anything at all)

Thanks for the ask!! Sorry I went on for so long LOL💜

#ask response #anonymous #long post

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voiceofsword · 1 year

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I'm gonna set up a little tent in your inbox sorry it's cosy here :)

I still think about this so much like what does he mean by this. The shipper brain in me just sees it as rinniki real but I doubt they had that intention like????

Also when he and mayoi talk and niki denies seeing rinne as family only to proceed defending him by claiming he's human like everyone else and he's just shown his "total bastard side" to everyone (but niki knows his true side because he trusts him enough. kinda 🏳️‍🌈)

I've just kinda rambled in your inbox but if you wanna add anything (or delete my ask fair lol) feel free ^^

omg why would i delete this u guys know i love any excuse to talk about them

ill put this under a cut bc screenshots, dont wanna clog ppls dashes !!

my shipper brain AGREES and in large part i think its intentional (not romantically? probably. will i see it that way? well 😏) because these two guys find it impossible to be open about how much the other means to them.. and through that weird tsun-ness it becomes obvious that they're both tiptoeing around it, so much so that when they do, it makes it even More apparent to everyone that something is up... but they both think they're very good at hiding it.

i think niki is especially a worse offender of this bc admitting rinne's just as important to him as it is the other way around is an IMPOSSIBLE CHALLENGE.. like with kohaku there hes like ew rinnes so gross his face makes me sick and not want to eat. hes definitely exaggerating here... what are u overcompensating for. ehem

but niki's love language is literally acts of service, and, well, it's pretty obvious how often he manifests this towards rinne

and in the mayoi conversation you mentioned it's SOOO.. when mayoi mentions that c:b are going to be their coperformers, when niki starts talking about rinne in response, it's almost like.. he's thanking them? bc to him he couldnt care less if they're invited on stage again. but rinne's the first thing he brings up because he knows how much it means to him, and that if anyone deserves a second chance, it's him:

after mayoi says this, niki goes hell no but regardless his next lines all sound really fond:

and i think the underlying sentiment here is that niki thinks rinne deserves the world. that even though hes sometimes an asshole, that beneath it all he's still a Good Person, and niki would give anything to make other people see that. it's not an explicit declaration of love but reading between the lines, hes pouring his heart out to mayoi like, hey i really love this guy. and even tho its not put into words, not properly, anyway, mayoi himself can see it

(especially taking into account that immediately afterwards he asks mayoi for a favor (that would benefit rinne, in the end))

just like him regularly feeding rinne (although sometimes rinne doesn't give him a choice — on several instances where rinne comes up to him like 'im hungry make me food', nikis like 'oh i cant Not feed you. youre being annoying but i cant have you be hungry', bc to him that's how he shows he cares, about rinne or about anyone), insisting that he'll go back home with him, and always, without fail, getting roped into his schemes and ending up enjoying it, bc time he spends with rinne is ultimately time spent with his best friend.

so yeah nikis a little 🏳️‍🌈 ur right

#mimthinks #this one is not super long.. or coherent im kind of just expanding on stuff ive already said..#emetophobia //#for one of nikis lines !!

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whumpshaped · 8 months

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hey does anyone wanna see a new demon i made yesterday.

picrew

hes rosier. heres some rosier lore copied from the server

for context, in the angel demon au i have with mill (@whumpsday), bellamy is prince of hell (the devil's son) but hes still unmistakably bellamy. so as soon as he can he kills the devil, takes over, and reforms hell entirely by killing off the powerful sadists, forcing everyone else into submission, bribing those who just want power and are willing to help with the reform, and puts laws in place to protect lesser demons and fallen angels. he comes up with the idea of angel sanctuaries where the fallen can be protected. and he needs guards for those sanctuaries. thats where rosier comes in, because hes powerful yet not very interested in torture and has never hurt angels before (a clean record is required)

rosier.. "and by his sweet and sugared words, he tempteth men to fall in love." his eye got messed up by some magic damage. he uh. couldnt fix it bc it was by the devil and its just..... sort of messed up forever

rosier is sort of inspired by big cats. but not in a shax way. shax is like a housecat. rosier is a jaguar/tiger/lion/just anything big and dangerous ok

but hes also just very tired of killing and torture. the devil halfway blinding him was like the last straw and he just left. went away to the most desolate fucking place he could find and just stayed there

then he heard bellamy killed the devil, which he had zero interest in bc surely the heir must be as insufferable as the father. then he slowly hears abt the reforms and he slithers back. just to take a look at least. and .. well its all very different

he sees a poster abt open positions at the angel sanctuary. his record is clean of any angel abuse. he did torture human souls for a good while which he found no particular enjoyment in. then he just turned to feeding on lesser demons, sometimes killing them to see if it sparks anything. but more and more hes thinking maybe hes just not into that. but he has all this power.... and theres all these defenceless angels here. and if that means an audition w the new devil? well. hes in

he has this very calmly confident air abt him. but hes very polite, very compliant

rosier is kind of on the same level as asta. he could likely take zyr in a fair and a dirty fight both actually

i wouldnt say hes necessarily a good character. hes indifferent a lot of times. and he also doesnt step in bc its not worth it. he goes to earth and sleeps w ppl and clearly takes advantage of them. he kills. he used to torture. he didnt stop out of moral qualms rly he stopped bc it wasnt smth he liked doing.

but then he does get into the moral side of it when he starts working for bellamy. and as he gets to know bellamy better he gets into it even more

he feeds primarily on lust, sexual pleasure and fear.

and now i must admit i made him specifically to seduce bellamy. i have created a new blorbo doll to shove towards mill's blorbo and i am saying "now kith"

AND NOW SOME FLIRTY.

rosier also very much finds bellamy attractive but doesnt even think about doing anything abt it until he sees bellamy swooning. and then hes like. aha. fair game then. and begins making the subtlest comments

he also immensely enjoys seeing bellamy flustered. he thinks its the cutest thing. he loooves that bellamy tries to hide it but cant

but also rosier has a good sense of descerning when hes allowed to flirt, and hes otherwise very much focused on his job and knows his place. he wont ever embarrass bellamy or challenge his authority. not unless its just the two of them and tasks for the day have been dealt with and he can play around :)

i cant get the image of this overused trope out of my head. the "hey boss u look tired" [gives gentle massage]

"relax, your majesty. everythings going well. you can stop and breathe for a minute."

(context: bellamy is a vegetarian in the au, VERY strange for a demon because demons usually eat meat. and raw meat at that)

also also the first time when rosier asks him out and it starts out as if hes abt to make some request regarding his position/job but then its like "your majesty if i may be so bold- i noticed you havent had a proper break in a while and as your loyal servant i cannot approve of such behaviour. ive prepared some food and i'd be honoured if you graced me with your presence :)" and its all absolutely free of meat. no meat whatsoever. rosier isnt even eating meat. and its fucken gourmet stuff and not the sort of food the devil made for him thats like..... well this was the first thing i saw on the human market that didnt have meat in it here u go. its actually well thought out and yummy and amazing and rosier is very proud of it bc he made it himself but he absolutely wont reveal that fact until he sees that bellamy loves it

(in response to bellamy gushing about his angels. bellamy has a BUNCH of angels who are bonded to him, and he affectionately refers to them as "his flock")

rosier loves to listen to him when he gets like that. he loooves how passionate bellamy is about making an impact. and it gets him into the whole angel thing sooo much. he ends up sort of collecting his own flock, not by bonds but just on an emotional basis. he tells bellamy he has no idea how it happened but the angels seem to love him a lot lol he gives bellamy all the credit for it tbh. "it wouldve been unthinkable before, you know. ive met angels before the sanctuary system, and their first reaction was not to be concerned about my eye. everythings so.. different now. its nice."

ok thats all thank u stan rosier

#got under your skin #rosier

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1eos · 6 months

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people who never leave their house will think fanfiction and movies they saw when they were fifteen accurately depict real life. 'can't go to the club it's too sexual,' 'bars are too horny,' 'people are fucking in the pride parades.' like damn can you be any louder about how little you actually experience real life? it's one thing to be a shut in, sure that harms no one, but if you're gonna be judgmental about everyone else going outside at least know what you're talking about

right.......and i honest 2 god hate clubbing but it concerns me that these ppl seriously believe fairly basic public spots are like....degenerate hotbeds of sexual sin just bc its populated with adults.....i would say its bc its things that happen in the evening but bars be open in the afternoon for tourists or like doctors and nurses who do night shifts 😭😭😭😭 like you can just eat at a bar its not a big deal. jkafkkjafkjga like u really think they just spreading the puss puss open in the middle of the pride parade? fucking on concrete??????? that's like if i said i hate the state fair bc its too sexual like WHAT are these ppl talking abt????????? just say you don't enjoy being around a bunch of ppl its fine. but i remember when ppl were seriously talking abt bars for ppl who don't wanna have sex.......................................................SO A NORMAL BAR??????????? i havent been out in a while bc of covid but back in my day u did not have to suck the bartender off to get a coke at the bar................................

#asks #they talk abt bars like theyre strip clubs #you dont even have to dress up to get into clubs unless youre in like....la or atl and its a nice place #like...put the gossip girl haikyuu au down

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fairycosmos · 2 years

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Opinion: It's so much harder to grow up as an overweight child than as a weird skinny child (both are pretty bad though to be fair). My sister and I grew up in a very broken home; bastard of a dad, crazy but fun mom lol. Lotsa personal things happened that led way to my sister and I to having different eating disorders. Her with bed and I with ana. And I will never ever forget the way adults and children alike acted towards her. It was animalistic and venomous and I've never seen such depravedness until I saw how people interacted with my sister. But you know what, I was fucking babied for being underweight! The worst of it was being frequently being pulled aside by teachers as they questioned about what I ate at home and getting called a bag of bones. I was mainly picked on for being quiet and being poor but boys and girls would defend me for being underweight. So I never felt that it was my thinness making me unlovable and ugly. No one would protect my sister but me and a few other girls. She would come home everyday from being bullied at school to being bullied by neighborhood "friends". Not even 10 years old and she couldn't take a break from anything. Yet she remained a tight suitcase, never let anyone see her cry about it, she turned to food for comfort. Food for us was how we were showed love. Our mom would take us out of the house away from our dad to get MickeyD's or when our dad didn't want to verbally apologize he would get us ice cream. I would refuse to eat but seeing my sister finally be able to breathe and enjoy herself could bring tears to my eyes. My sister and I are both grown now, and she has lost weight and you know what, she's one of the prettiest women I've ever seen. It's funny how that works as her bullies aren't so attractive as adults lmao.

uaghhh, as someone who grew up as a fat kid i'm surprised at your like, level of understanding and self-reflection and genuine honesty regarding your experience vs your sisters. i don't like kind of measuring ppl's pain as x is worse than y but fatphobia really is built into society in a truly structural way and it hurts so fucking much growing up with it like a shadow over you and everything you do lmfao, i swear. my heart just absolutely aches for both you and your sister because you obviously each went through some absolute bullshit, like it's awful on either side. though it just fucks me up so much and takes me back to childhood to hear that ppl would really have it out for your sister and that hardly anyone would defend her whereas you were at least supported in that regard. it was the same for me, like ppl absolutely took pleasure in dehumanising me and scorning me for being overweight - it was literally like i wasn't even a person and i know that sounds dramatic but in the most literal sense of the phrase, it really felt like that at times. just white hot shame following you everywhere, and your peers despising you for it. i think it's interesting how using food as a crutch when raising a kid can have such polar opposite yet equally unhealthy and awful effects on a childs mentality and their perception of body image, but it is so so common for us as people to find comfort and companionship and even a vice in food/hunger. that is definitely used against us in general, esp in the furthering of diet culture, it's a fucking hellscape. i'm wishing nothing but health and stability and self love for both you and your sister in the future - those people who messed with her are fucking demons, idc LOL. i'm so proud of you for working your way through that. sending so much love to you both! x

#tw ed #tw anorexia #tw binging #anon

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wrdn-tabris · 8 months

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a little life update :-)

(pls help i need advice)

i have this friend. two friends actually. i went to visit them recently (june)

friend 1, lets call her cat had asked friend two, lets call her bee, to move down with her. bee agreed. issues immediately started. bee was off her meds and didnt want to get back on them, and started picking fights with cat, treating her badly and etc bc thats what bee used to do when she still lived with her mom. pick fights when her mood dropped and get into screaming matches (tho its not like her mom didnt also pick fights with her)

cats telling me abt this at this time and i feel bad bc i feel like i wasnt being a good friend mostly bc i didnt have the energy to hear abt how terrible it was going for her. i was going thru a lot when it started which isnt her fault or my fault, but i feel bad for not being more supportive. so cat stopped telling me abt it, bc i didnt know what to do or how to fix things. i thought stuff resolved itself but i went and visited and it hasnt. really.

so i arrive. bee doesnt come with cat to pick me up, which, ok disappointing but i understood she was tired. she didnt come to eat with us either. which also sad

next day cat asks for some rent money to get herself lunch, bc she forgot to make smth to eat before leaving and cat couldnt and wouldnt give their rent money so she could get lunch. so she asked us to bring her lunch from mcdonalds if she ordered somthing bc she had points on the app, and we had to decide tht if we are driving tht far out to where she works we might as well do something over there. cat asks if we should invite her partner with us and i agreed bc i wanted to meet him. we go to pick up her lunch, she asks me to buy her something rather than ordering smth off the app, which, feels :/ to assume ill just buy it for her. i would have if she asked but she just sent me her order. mybe an asshole move of my to say 'uhhh sure if ur able to order it off the app???'

get the food, fight thru traffic to get to her, have to fight thru parking traffic to get out of where she works. we end up visiting this old military fort and hang out for a few hours and when we come back we think bee is asleep. its like. 7:30? 8:00?

so i try to inflate the blow up bed i got for them to use for when they have other guests sleep over and me and cats bf wake her up while im trying to figure out how to work it so she comes out and snaps at us. i apologize for being loud, promise to be quieter but im inflating the air mattress so i might be loud for a few minutes. the ENTIRE time im inflating it shes standing there arms crossed glaring at us and clearing her throat the entire time. and maybe its just me but??? i find that to be a little fucking rude tbqh. me and the bf are guests and its making me feel unwelcome and regretting the money i spent to come visit her. anyways cat comes out from the bathroom bc bee is still there clearing her throat with her arms crossed even after i finished fixing up the air mattress, and its quiet as hell bc me and bf are both uncomfy. cat gets mad and upset bc were guests in their home and she shouldnt be treating her like tht. shes upset we woke her up but surprise surprise shes even MORE upset i met cats partner before hers bc she wanted it to all be 'together' even tho i agreed to meet bf bc i did! want to meet him! and that we went to the fort without her.

anyways.

i apologize to her abt that bc i wanted to meet him but shes like 'no cat knew i wanted to do this thing' which fair.

the rest of the week goes ok. i get to meet her partner and theyre so nice and funny and i was super excited to meet them. we hit off great. we get lunch with one of cats friends, bee remarks abt 'oh i used to get so upset abt ppl being happier than me, enjoyed making ppl unhappy and would go out of my way to do so, bc i didnt like that they were happy and i wasnt' i buy bee a present for her birthday and u kno week ends i go home, and turns out bees partner comes out to her abt some things and bee freaks out, gets super upset and reacts really poorly. starts crying and going off abt being betrayed and etc.

turns out partner breaks up with her the next day bc they were uncomfortable with the reaction and then she starts crying and going off again abt feeling betrayed and upset and wanting to kill herself and tht they told her they loved her and would never leave and etc etc etc amongst other 'its not faiiiir' reactions. i still hold the opinion she was upset bc they broke up with her first.

cat calls her out for her behavior and that shes saying some very inappropriate things and tht ex isnt an awful person. bee ends up demanding all the gifts she gave ex back and wanted to know what ex would be doing with special gifts they got her before they both broke up.

i honestly end up quite. disgusted? with her behavior bc any time she broke up with someone while she lived separately from cat, shed ghost us and wed only get her side of the story. cat all but ends up moving in with her partner bc bee refuses to clean up after herself and keeps making a mess of things and its just a bad living situation.

cat tells bee tht shes not thinking of renewing their lease at the end of the year bc she cant handle living like this and bee lashes out. ends up making a mess of their kitchen and breaking some of cats things.

she also uses special non stick stuff of cats and uses metal on it (which ur not supposed to do) and keeps using cats own dishes and dishes she got from her grandma and doesnt clean them or anything.

my thing is. i dont know what to do. i kinda wanna stop our friendship bc im upset at how shes treating our other mutual friend. but i dont know if i should talk to her bc ive asked cat if i should try and talk to her to get her to see tht shes not being a good friend and cats told me not to, mostly bc she refuses to see shes wrong. im leaning towards wanting to follow her advice bc she has been living with bee but also it feels so scummy not to say anything esp when i know shes going to be going thru a difficult time in the next few months. however if i talk to her, i dont want to cause her to lash out at bee or have any of her things that are still at their apartment broken bc bees already proven to lash out and break other peoples things when shes upset at them, and i dont want to make it any worse for her.

bee would tend to ghost us when she was stll living with her mother, so much so tht we wouldnt hear from her for weeks or months, esp when she was feeling bad. i would try to reach out to her just to make sure she was fucking alive lmao. im worried if i were to reach out and ask abt all this and end with our friendship splitting off, shed do something drastic like hurt herself. i want to reach out and try to salvage what i feel is a dissolving friendship but i also dont want to be friends with this type of person unless shes worked on herself. i still love and care for her but like i know who i would stick by if i had to which... feels bad to say and sucks but th fact is i am closer with cat, mostly bc when bee would ghost us me and cat would still talk and we have more in common.

i want to talk and ask her why she would do and say these things and treat ppl she loves like this but ive been told not to but it would feel wrong not to at least. reach out. i dont know what to do.

AITA?

#cara speaks #the aita at the end is a joke but genuinely #i dont know what to do here #pls dont feel. obligated to respond to this or give advice i just do not know what to do

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blueiight · 1 year

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opera scene anon back for a minute. i think the only way to read lestat's actions as genuine is to see him purely as a vampire and not a whilte man+vampire. and yet we know lestat enjoys his place in human society. accompanying louis to his business meetings as his rich husband that's financing all these "hobbies". getting the best seats at the opera and bringing his valet. we see him with a gaggle of PTA mums in ep 7 and so we know he was also plugged into whatever society that was and they know him well enough to be having sex with him. so taking louis to the opera is not just a treat or romantic gesture it's also something that is primarily lestat's thing. yes louis enjoys opera but that's mainly lestat's thing. now if lestat were the kind of person that actually cared about his partner he would never take him to somewhere where he'd experience racism because he knows this grates at louis. especially not when he was so raw before. but lestat is first and foremost selfish. his needs come first. there's an opera in town that he's seen severally before but he just has to go louis' inital discomfort be damned. by the time they sit down louis is fuming and you see lestat notice and steals a glance. so what does he do he tells him how he's afraid of being alone and that they have to stick together because there's so few of them anyway. and louis eats that shit up and is no longer angry. crisis averted lestat can enjoy his opera.

next up the thing with the tenor. louis is displeased and lestat is not having it so he screams at him and the seduction etc. so like you said both me and disagreeing anon are not wrong. lestat as dutiful husband but also abusive husband.

interesting points! i think lestat finds new orleans so quaint precisely bc so much of the white elites here cosplay french white and/or are directly descended from french white from his mortal life lol. its a reminder of where he came from & he loves fucking around w the ppl in it. how much of his enjoyment is ‘genuine’ & how much of it is him sadistically playing with his food, who knows. cuz lestat did hate his mortal life & seek to escape from it. lestat do think of this as a genuinely kind gesture to his lover tho, in that he can share something he loves with louis. also outside of louis’s own curated spaces of power & within the black community there rly is no place where lestat take louis out on a date where louis wouldnt experience racism in that time and place. this is rly the only time in the show lestat could even pretend to take louis out somewhere w/o it drawing suspicion. louis’s business partners r all powerful white men, who in fact look down upon him& see him as a black man “going outside of his place”& i think lestat being the proprietor of the fair play salloon is his clumsy attempt at saying “i see u, i hear u✊🏾” yet also the fact lestat surprises him w the opera after louis was crying over the fact hed never have a family/child bc he almost ate his nephew & wanting to break louis of his compassion for humanity yet taking him to what makes lestat compassionate for humanity thru art is... anyways idt theres a big contradiction btwn u & the other anon, i appreciate yall!! i love the whole vampire and white man thought cuz he is both, just as louis is both a black man& a vampire.

#yn.#yn answers #iwtv #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac

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golbrocklovely · 1 year

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Colby,Corey, and Jake are hanging out. This feels strange.. so far no Sam.

yeah they were all at the same concert. it didn't look like they were all next to each other. they probably all just enjoy the same artist. and sam went out with kat and some other friends.

i'm gonna be extremely petty and possibly mean so i'm gonna just cut the rest of this ask off and you can read if you want to, but fair warning.

ngl, i don't really want colby to hang out with corey. jake at least said something when he announced he had cancer. corey still, to my knowledge, hasn't said anything. and i know not everything needs to happen online for it to be real. maybe he hit him up offline. but even if that was the case, how much more effort would it have taken to say something on his post or on twitter?

what? is he afraid old man elton will see it and kick him off the team?

i just.... i want to be positive for colby's sake. i really do. but it's infuriating to see someone that was one of his best friends for YEARS not even send an "i love you man" or "get better soon" or "you got this" when literally everyone that has ever met colby has come out of the woodwork and said at least something. you look like an asshole, corey. sorry. there's no way around it.

and i don't want to hear an excuse from anyone. "oh he doesn't post that much on twitter" or "he's been busy" or "they aren't close anymore" or "he doesn't owe colby anything" ect ect whatever excuse someone could think of, i don't want to fucking hear it.

let's be brutally honest here. cards on the table: corey wouldn't have a career without snc. many of snc's old friends wouldn't have a career if snc didn't put them in a video. and many of them have used colby in thumbnails and titles bc they knew ppl would click and watch. and there are some, corey included, that didn't say anything about colby having cancer. and those ppl, to me personally, are scum.

while colby is fine and is gonna be okay, that very well could have not been the case. colby could have caught this extremely later down the line, to a point that he couldn't be saved or cured. he could have had a different form of cancer that could have easily just offed him. technically, he could still be in danger of something bad. and yet.... all of that, wasn't enough for you to say "hey man, sending you love and support"? after literal years of living with him? after YEARS of him being supportive of you??? how much you benefitted off of him being your friend and being in your dumb ass videos???

i pray that any ppl that snc used to associate with that benefitted off of that friendship and that content creating don't anymore. truly, 100%. if that means your career falls apart and you become a "whatever happened to X???" video, that does better than your current numbers.... then so be it :)

i mean ffs perez hilton, of all ppl, commented on colby's post but corey couldn't??? eat shit and live bro, omg.

#ask #personal #i'll be nice and not tag anyone here #i really am trying to be positive for colby but.... dear lord i hate his ex friends

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sweetestberryofthebunch · 8 months

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'Eat it up. You’re all fuckin welcome <3' 💀

VANESSA WILLIAMS IN DRAG YES

'Okay Detox with the feathers' AGJHJFJDJD

Honey Mahogany's energy!!

Game On Bitch: The Sequel

RuPaul's suit and shoes!!

Giving out better prizes than Food Network—

'I can see your SEAFOOD PLATTER' HELP

LEAVE THE UNTUCKED GIRLIES ALONE

RuPaul: You look like Calimari when you do that!

Alyssa: https://youtube.com/shorts/A0y8Nve-SyU?si=wsgaOZdWC_4_3aqM

'I don't know how to swim' same.

To be fair this would be quite a challenge for anybody 💀

'There’s got to be a morning after' Thank God for Homosexuals. Their taste is fuckin elite

VIV!

Alaska, I— same

HELPPPP

LYNESHA!!

TUNA TURNER SGSHKTHDM

Ppl who wear cheetah print are automatically cool as fuck.

Premiere Jewish Narcoleptic Drag Queen Jinx—we love you

I would love to be one of those dudes doing random shit for the queens, what a fun job

I really thought it was Lynesha!! But Detox's entire outfit and face and vibe is just amazing

Chaz!!

BARBIE??

RUPAULS GLASSES

I'm making the same face as them 💀

Jinx <3

ALASKA AVSVNGGSHDNAFN

'What are they talkin bout over there. . .' AFSHKDJFJ

'I just wanna keep it kind of classy'— 'yeah. . .' SHSHKJRHSHLRJ

'Okay' 👁👄👁

RuPaul's suit—even his voice and energy! Very Willy Wonka

Roxxxy is so amazing.

PENNYS OUTFIT

I feel like Alaska is going home. . .

Alyssa is trying it—

ALYSSA SHUT UP

Alaska + Sharon's relationship <3

ALYSSA SHUT UP

SERENA—tbh I understand why she's being obnoxious, she's probably very nervous. You can see it her eyes. But the ageism is not it

RUPAULS LOOK

Gosh, this is so cute <3

Roxxxy look is the 2009–est I've ever seen. Good for her.

JINX

'Loofa my ass' AHAJOWHSKDJKEHD

JEM AND THE HOLOGRAMS

HONEY!!!

'Hehehehe yes please' AGDNKDHSH

PENNY

COCO!

VIV IS GIVING BEYONCE

Alaska's hair!!

LYNESHAS FACE

MONICA I LOVE YOU

Viv is so !!!

RuPaul is so frickin ominous.

If Lynesha gets sent home I'm gonna yeet my computer.

Ivy's was beautiful but it wasn't like. SERVING serving

WHAT WAS THAT AGGRESSIVE BITE

Camille's dress so is lovely!!

Lynsha is my wife.

Jade's look was chaotic. I agree w what's his face. The idea was there, but I feel like her look could have been better put together

MAE WEST YEAH

'TILTED PELVIS' AND RUPAUL'S CACKLING AFTERHSHGKFJH

RuPaul is chaotic neutral as hell.

Michelle <3

Lynesha 😍

Roxxxy!!! YES

YES LYNESHA IS SAFE

'Coutorture' 💀

I think Penny is safe. SHE BETTER BE

'Edit' — definitely!

DO NOT SEND PENNY HOME

NOT PARTY IN THE USA

I feel like Serena is staying. She seems like she’s gonna learn her lesson about learning from others

Penny writing 'you are all stars' is genuinely making me cry

im really sorry straight ppl don't have this.

What a RIDEEEEEE omg!! I’m so happy that you enjoyed it its such a good season to start!!!! Who are you rooting for? Who do you think is gonna win as of right now?

Omg i remember watching with my friend and she was LOVING Penny Tration and i sat next to her like 😬 oh no

Also imma have to dm you about Sh*ron i forgot they mention her every fucking episode 😭😭

#omg this is FUN #being obnoxious and blue 💙💙#BLUEY WATCHES DRAGRACE

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cupidstwin333 · 1 year

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Hii! Could I plz have a romantic matchup for obey me (and mha if its not a lot ofc)

I have slightly over shoulder length, straight black hair and dark brown eyes. My face is oval shaped. I have tanned medium brown skin. I am around 5'6 and my weight is around 49kg. I have hereditary stretch marks and bruises on my leg. My hair is generally put up in an extremely messy bun or ponytail. My age is around 13-15

I'm normally rlly shy and closed off around strangers. I'm generally secretive around ppl I dont trust. But I am also trustworthy, smart (by my standards lol) and I make an effort to be social. I'd like to say I'm nice to ppl, but thats mostly just ppl I dont rlly know. I am extremely chaotic and loud around ppl I trust and am close to. I am extremely insecure about my body and just myself in general. Im also somewhat sensitive and a hopeless romantic (and a huge simp but anyway)

I'm an intp aquarius. I love cats, reading, listening to music, art and sleeping longer than 6hrs if that counts. I dont like being woken up for no reason except 'oh u have to study,' spiders (especially images), slow music, and jumpscares

Thank you in advance <33

after a long time of thinking 💭 your match is...

Beelzebub

Background:

You just finished you’re painting with a lot of effort. You were supposed to hand it in tomorrow in art class. You were exhausted, but it didn’t matter since you were very satisfied with your work, and you actually enjoyed doing it. Suddenly Mammon stormed in and rushed over to your bed to hide under it, but he failed miserably because Beel caught up with him and started to strangle him. “I know it’s you! You stole my custard, I can smell it on you.” Beel said in an angry tone, you felt very uneasy and mad at the same time. You just wanted to rest, but they had to interrupt that. Finally, Lucifer came in and dragged Mammon away. Beel and you were alone in your room now, you could hear his stomach growling “I am so hungry.” He said with a pout, he looked around your room while you sat on your bed frozen by a mixture of fear and anxiety. His eyes landed on your painting, it was a portrait of a fruit bowl. His eyes lit up and before you could do anything he ate it in 2 bites “Ugh…this is gross!” Beelzebub exclaimed and you felt the tears burning in your eyes. All your effort was wasted, you hated him! He walked out of your room and you were left alone after all the damage was done. You didn’t come out of your room for dinner that evening and when the next day arrived you told Lucifer you were sick. And he somehow believed it or he just didn’t care, you remade your portrait since you’d be graded for it. After you finished it and hid it somewhere safe, you walked to the kitchen to grab a snack and put your headphones on the counter, you opened the fridge and grabbed something quick. When you turned around, you saw that your headphone was broken in half and there were teeth marks all over it and they… were slimy. You looked up and saw Beelzebub chewing, did he just eat your headphones?! This time he wasn't going to get away with this you thought. "Why did you do that?! You big airhead, all you do is eat!” You yell out in frustration.

How it started:

You walked around the library. You were looking for a new book preferably a romantic one. You already read so many novels, and you knew all the popular Devildom authors. You found a new book, it just came out! You knew the author and read all their previous work. You cried so much while reading their first book...what was it called "Arbitrary" you said in a whisper tone, it was a tragic love story. It was about a young demon woman who fell in love with a human man because he had something she could never have and that was a fair chance. Because she was a demon and she was supposed to be evil. She was going to hell no matter how she changed, everything was in vain. So she decides to corrupt the human, but in the end, he sacrifices himself for her and makes a wish that lets them swap races. He goes to hell as a demon and she lives on as a human. You felt a bittersweet sensation, but snapped out of it you had your book and went to the demon lord's castle since Lucifer texted you to get there as soon as possible and you didn't want to get scolded or worse...punished. You put the book in your bag and went to the castle. After you had tea and chatted with Asmodeus, there was a bright flash and the next thing you knew you were in a victorian dress sitting on a throne, you saw Lucifer, Asmodeus, and Belphegor in their demon form but they looked different and they were talking to you about how you needed to embrace your inner evil. The way they were dressed reminded you of the outfit description in Arbitrary. But that thought got confirmed by one sentence "Dear Amalthea, you will be sent to hell anyways so you might as well make it count." Amalthea was the main character, someone must've opened your book, it was a limited edition with all the famous works of the author where the fans could reenact it. But it played upon the person's feelings which meant that whoever played the male lead had the hots for you. You got curious, so you decided to play along with it all and besides you knew the whole plot by heart. You traveled to the human world and that is when you saw who the male lead was, it was Beelzebub! Oh no, you thought to yourself he always ruined everything. His eyes lit up when they met yours "Y/n I'm so glad to see you! I don't know what happened. I got hungry and opened a book and now I am here and these humans keep calling me Benjamin." "Calm down, we entered the book you opened!" you said in a sharp tone. "We have to finish the story, or at least that is what I am guessing." You explained what Beel had to do, and seeing him so lost made him look so vulnerable. You felt yourself smiling at that sight...no! You thought to yourself not now! You waited for his response and he nodded. You may or may not have sped up the process by cheating a tiny bit. All he had to do was make the wish and you had to push him off the cliff. That wouldn't be so difficult! You returned to the demon world and had an amazing dinner. The next day you saw Beel again and he informed you of what he did. You two were walking and you hadn't paid attention to your step and tripped. He caught you and had a worried expression. You felt your cheeks heating up. “Thank you.” You said in a shy manner, you offered to pay for lunch and Beel agreed over lunch you explained that you had to push him off a cliff and he told you he didn’t mind, “I am sorry Y/n, I always seem to upset you without it even being my intention. So I’ll do anything I can to make it up to you and if it mean dying in this story I will.” You didn’t know how to respond to that, the way he said it. He sounded so genuine. The day finally came and Benjamin was a demon and Amalthea a human. He was supposed to go to hell and she would live her life as a human. But before that you had to push him off the cliff into the ocean but you couldn’t. You spent the previous 3 week with him and you realized that he wasn’t a bad person he was just incredibly dense and indeed an airhead, but you grew to like that about him.

You walked up to him, before you pushed him you looked at him and said “ I am sorry Beelzebub, but I have to push you off only then can we go back to Devildom.” “I do this to prove my love to you and for your forgiveness.” He responded in a steady voice, your heart skipped a beat and you pretended you didn’t hear the first part “I already forgive you Beel.” You said barely above a whisper. “When all this is over, let’s go to an all-you-can-eat buffet my treat.” He said with rosy cheeks you came closer and pecked his cheek and pushed him off. The next thing the bright flash came back and all of you where sitting in the Lord Diavolo’s living room. Before you could do anything Beelzebub hugs you tightly, and you hugged him back. “When you pushed me I fell in love, so go out with me.”

General headcanon:

💘 You always support him during his (sport) matches

💘 Beelzebub would save foods that he really loves just so you can taste them too

💘 Beelzebub will follow you around like a lost puppy

💘 Beelzebub would give you princess treatment because he thinks that’s what you deserve

Other possible matches: Asmodeus and Solomon

And Izuku Midoriya

Background:

You are a 1A student. You obviously worked hard to get into UA High as the acceptance rate is very low. But recently you’ve been feeling a little insecure and unsure about all of this. Even though your classmates are all amazing and mostly nice, you haven’t made any real friends yet and you feel like no one likes you. But you decided to just wait for another few weeks, maybe it just takes some time before someone will warm up to you. It was lunchtime and you were once again sitting alone everyone seemed to have formed their own small friend groups already, and you didn’t like it. You felt like the odd one out, and you could swear that you’d made a good first impression on them. You tried to be as nice as possible to everyone. What were you doing wrong? You tap your foot against the floor, a habit you developed whenever you were overthinking. “Hey, your name is Y/n right?” You snap out of your thoughts as you hear a rather soft voice speak to you. You look up and you’re met with two green eyes. “Uh yeah.” You answer with an awkward smile, you recognize him, he was the boy that kept breaking his bones. “I’m Izuku Midoriya and I noticed you were sitting alone.” He continues. “Do you mind if I sit with you?” He asks with a heart-melting smile. “No of course you can sit here.” You reply welcoming. “So how do you like it here in UA?” He asks you. Your smile drops slightly, but you quickly pull yourself together. “UA is amazing, isn’t it crazy how all might is teaching us.” You say avoiding eye contact. Suddenly Midoriya gets all excited. “Are you also an All might fan?” Before you could answer his question he keeps rambling on about how amazing All might is and he suddenly takes out a burnt notebook from his bag. “Look- I haven’t shown anyone this yet, but all might signed my notebook after saving my life!” He says with a proud smile. “Wow, that’s so cool.” You say in awe. “What’s this notebook for?” You ask him wondering why it was all burnt and damaged like that. “Did it get like this when All might saved you?” You say touching the burnt pages. You notice that Midoriya isn’t responding and you look at him. He has a sad look on his face but tries to give you a smile. “No this is from something else…” he mumbles embarrassed. “Did something happen?” You ask concerned. He lets out a sigh. “I used to kind of get bullied in middle school, but I’m fine now.” He says the last part with a reassuring smile on his face. You would’ve never guessed. Why would anyone try to bully a sweet tender-hearted guy that was aspiring to be a hero? It made no sense to you. “You know Midoriya, we should be friends!” He looks at you with big eyes. After he told you all that? You still wanted to become friends? You didn’t think he was a loser? “Sure Y/n, I’d love to be your friend.”

How it started:

It had been months since you and Deku became friends. A lot has happened after that. Multiple villains encounters at UA with wounded students and teachers, Bakugo was kidnapped, All might got retired, the students had to move to dorms, you managed to become close friends with some of the other students and Deku told you all about his past where Bakugo would bully him(of course leaving the fact out that he was quirk less). You hated Bakugo after that, how could he even show his face to Midoriya after saying such awful things, and he never apologized. Bakugo of course noticed quickly that you were holding a grudge against him but he didn’t quite know why. You weren’t going to let him know either because you knew that you had nothing to do with it and Midoriya had already forgiven so as the good friend you are you could only hate Bakugo from afar and respect your friend's boundaries. You were sitting in Midoriya’s room bopping your head to some music as you were finishing your English assignment. You suddenly feel a hand tap your shoulder as you take off your headphones. “Izuku, you’re back!” You say with a smile. You have been waiting for him for over thirty minutes now and decided to finish your assignment in the meantime. “I was training I didn’t know you were waiting here for me.” He says with a dumbfounded look. It was then that you started to notice the sweat drops rolling down his face, his red cheeks, and the way his chest was going up and down at a quick pace trying to catch his breath. He looked different to you. He used to look much more fragile and soft. Now he looks a lot more buff and way more confidence. You like how he looks now. It was amusing to see how much he changed over the course of a few months. “Do you want me to leave? You look like you need to rest.” You say as you grab your stuff ready to leave. Izuku grabs a hold of your arm. “No really it’s fine you just caught me by surprise.” He lets go of your arm. “Why did you come in the first place?” He asks as he takes a towel from his closet dabbing the sweat away. “I was wondering if you wanted to get lunch with me?” It was only 2 PM and you’d been inside all week. You were hoping to visit this new cat cafe that opened not far from UA. “Sure, but I’ll have to shower first. Do you have a place in mind?” He asks with a smile. “Yes, but it’s a surprise, so get ready and meet me downstairs when you’re done!” You say quickly leaving to get ready yourself.

You go to the living area to wait for Izuku. You notice the Bakusquad chilling on the sofa. “Hey Y/n, are you going somewhere?” Kirishima says as he is the first one to notice you. “I like your outfit, you look cute!” Denki compliments with a wide grin. “Thanks, me and Izuku are going out for lunch.” You answer Kiri as you sit down on the sofa next to Mina. “Girl, are you two together? Come on spill!” Mina asks excitedly as she holds you by your shoulders shaking you. “Haha no, we’re not! We’re just close friends is all.” You deny it with a blush on your face. You could feel everyone’s eyes on you. “Awh man, when are we going to get our first couple in class,” Mina whines disappointedly. “And I was totally shipping you and Deku as well.” She says pouting. You let out a chuckle, feeling slightly awkward after that sudden confrontation. “Y/n I’m ready.” You turn your face to see Deku standing at the door waiting for you. You felt a weird sensation in your stomach upon seeing Deku, but decide to ignore it. You quickly get up and wave off the Bakusquad as you both leave. On your way to the cat cafe, you could tell Deku was getting curious, but he trusted you enough to wait. Soon you arrive at the cute cafe. “Tadaa It’s a cat cafe! We’re getting lunch here.” You say with a wide smile. Deku lets out a laugh, his laugh was so damn cute. Izuku holds the door for you as you enter. You both order something to eat and drink. Whilst waiting for your order you were petting a cat with big green eyes. “He looks like you!” You exclaim with a giggle. “You think?” Deku asks with big eyes. “Well, this one reminds me of you.” He says pointing at the black cat sleeping on his lap. You both burst into laughter. You haven’t had this much fun in so long. You try to catch your breath, your stomach hurt from laughing and your food hasn’t even arrived yet. “That one looks like Aoyama!” you laugh pointing at the white cat with blue eyes that’s staring at its own reflection in the mirror. Deku laughs immediately agreeing with you. “I think that’s our order,” he says getting up, “I’ll go and grab it.” You nod at him and watch him walk to the counter. Suddenly you remember what Mina said earlier, that she ships you with Izuku. Now that you were thinking about it this does feel an awful lot like a date. At this point, you should just go out with him. You shake your head embarrassed as you bring your hands up to your face that was heating up. “I got our food,” Deku says placing the tray down on the table. “Is something wrong?” He asks noticing your red face and distressed state. “Uhm no.” You lie blatantly. Izuku frowns and gives you a worried look that makes you want to pinch his freckled cheeks. He was so just so cute and perfect and sweet and- “Just go out with me already!” You blurt out with no control. You slap your hands over your mouth as your eyes grow wide. No way did I just say that. You thought to yourself. You slowly look up at Deku to see his reaction and to your surprise, he turned even redder than you. “Y-you want to go out with me?” He stutters shocked. He suddenly sits back down and looks you in the eyes, a little calmer and more collected than a few seconds ago. “So you’re telling me that it isn’t one-sided?” Izuku asks seriously waiting for your confirmation. “Wait, what?” You ask completely dumbfounded. “Y/n I would love to go out with you!” Izuku exclaims with a shy smile. “Should we plan our second date?” You joke as you still couldn’t believe what was happening. “I think we should make our first one more fun. The day hasn’t ended yet.”

General headcanon:

💘 You and Izuku share your insecurities together late at night (and make sure to remind each other just how perfect you are).

💘 You both share your playlists together.

💘 Izuku liked dogs more at first but because of you he completely adores cats.

💘 Izuku compliments you everyday without fail.

💘 you both give each other cute and creative nicknames

Other possible matches: Shoto Todoroki

I'd appreciate it if you'd reblog this, and i hope you enjoyed reading this <3

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the-grimm-writer · 2 years

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Yandere writers are dark as hell 💀

The stuff you come up with is insane like, are you mentally okay??

Like dont get me wrong I still eat up everything you write but then I realise theres prob ppl in your life that see you as just a normal nice person now imagine that person reading all the dark shit on your Tumblr like how you gonna explain that to them??

"C-creative freedom...?"

I doubt theyll take that for an answer. Like yeah sure its embarssing for someone to know what you read on here but its worse when you write it like ;-;

Mentally okay? No, that’s why I’m here lmao

But in all seriousness I get it, but yeah it's pretty much all about separation. I do normal shit, go out and have a life outside of what I write and make sure to keep it separate for those reasons. I know for me and many others I write it both because as a coping mechanism and it's something I enjoy.

And just because I write it doesn't mean I want to happen in my real life. It's the difference between reality vs fiction. I've had to deal with my fair share of creeps before and wouldn't wish it on anyone. To reading / writing about it from the safety of my own home is a completely different feeling, you know?

If someone found out it would absolutely be embarassing, and it would be a long, awkward convo my introverted ass would not want to have. But at the end of the day, it's just words on a page, not really hurting anybody.

I don't think that dark content is particularly a bad thing. Like yeah I'm gonna keep this little area of mine to myself, because nobody in my irl needs to know about what I like, but in a way it's no different from people who enjoy horror content in general.

Dark content is a lot more popular than people think, look at how many published books that revolve around the same themes (not fanfic, but does have many similarities in content), and people absolutely eat it up. It's nothing to be ashamed of really, especially not on such a cursed site like Tumblr lmao.

#i hope this clears some things up a little bit #and all the people who i've become friends with on here are some of the sweetest people i've ever met #and i adore them all #grimm talks

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tommy-trusty · 2 years

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Tommy memory compilation :D some of these r stuff I've already shared, but I've organized them into a list by character in alphabetical order so ppl can check what I remember them or people they like as :3

Mostly appearance stuff cus that's easy, but some just opinions and specific memories too!

People not included cus I don't rlly remember them: Foolish, Ponk, Ant, Lazar, Hannah, Slime, Hbomb, Eryn, Tina, Boomer, Seapeekay, Aimsey, Allysa, Jikishi, Manatreed

BadBoyHalo: dude living up on da hill, I loved annoying him with swearing XD he was in a big cloak thing like his mc skin, he sounded very silly for a man with such an intimidating outfit eh? He was not human for sure, some sort of demon thing probably? Dark grey dude.

Callahan: early guy on the server yeah? He was there in ye oldey days, I obviously didn't *converse* with him exactly he was just there! He looked like his skin honestly, but he was wearing armor as you do, which did not look like minecraft armor it was kind of like, strapped on armor plates. I'm pretty sure he was actually a satyr (they were pretty common)

Connor: he’s chill. Normal short man in a onesie

Dream: physically speaking: average height human man (shorter than me L) with brown hair.

Eret: My royalty B) Darkish brown hair, sunglasses, bit shorter than wil but generally decently tall. Had short hair but grew it a bit longer, not quite shoulder length. Might just have been my perception because of the voice but to me i thought she was generally fairly masc for a lot of the time i knew them, but to be fair I guess I didn't see him as much after her betrayal anyhow, sorry big e. Which for the record, I forgive then, dreams a dick.

Fundy: FUNDY!!!! wil lied to me and told me he was just a furry and I believed him even though his tail moved and felt and shit I'm just stupid and believe whatever wil says- ANYWAYS we shared a room for a while in ye old lmanborg, it was really nice I miss him a lot. Like family, you know? Gives me the cain instinct to bite him B)

Speaking of! Memory I've written before I enjoy: I was sat on the couch with fundy, I had decided to lay over like half the couch upside down like a dickhead (/pos) and the annoying ass decided to slap his tail on my face cus we were being annoying and he wanted me to move. You already know where this is going, I wish you could hear his fucking SCREAM when I bit down on his tail full force, so worth it LMAO

George: pretty normal lookin human guy, got fuckin like shit creepin in on his face like not his whole face but like a fuckin rash pattern of mushroom pattern like red with spots amantia type shit, in the 3d and shit grosssss/lh barely saw him but he was definitely diseased in some way /hj

Ghostbur: brother time. Hung with me in exile because he is epic. He'd sleep in my tent with me sometimes, although I don't really know if he actually slept or just laid there and watched me from time to time. Either way it doesn't matter, I felt so much safer just having him there with me.

We went on walks. Usually with friend, out to the field get him some grass to eat. Lads on tour, eh? He'd always try to joke with me to cheer me up. I wasn't cheered a lot of the time, but I was a lot better than if he didn't help. Even now hearing his voice is very calming for me, he was a very comforting presence in the least.

Sometimes we'd just sit in the grass together. Sometimes we'd build together. Or pick flowers. Id sit under the sun, wanting nothing more than to just never get up from where I was laying, maybe sink away into the ground and be done, but he'd walk around picking flowers, putting them in a pile next to me as he went and then in the end he'd sit down by me and weave em together into a flower crown. Empty blue was more glassy (not sure if that’s the right word, just less *blue*) while full blue was more fuzzy(? it was less solid idk) and deep blue, like the kind you could use as dark blue dye or lapis. It smelled like rain a bit, sometimes it smelled fuckin bad when you got it all full of bad feelings, tubbos smelt like that I remember.

Jack Manifold

Jschlatt:

Hot. I was a fuckin fan of him when I was fuckin younger but he turned into a fuckin dick in the server honestly, like damn rip king.

Karl: I’m not gonna lie he and the boys were like the cool kids and I was too lame for them by comparison, he was a relatively (for Minecraft at least) normal looking human as far as I remember, brown hair and shit but some cool stuff going on, colorful innit

Mexican Dream: my king! He was so fucking funny man, he was the fucking best! Absolutely love that guy. I can't directly access my memories of him because of trauma around that time and that stuff, so all that I know is this insanely big positive feeling around him and how fucking funny and supportive and wonderful he was for his whole life.

Michael: little pig man, ranboo and tubbos swag son. He thought it was funny when I’d go “mimimi” so I’d just say “mimimi” at him

Nihachu: short (but not THAT short) human woman with long, fairly light blonde hair. She looked quite cool in her blue lmanburg uniform, I've got to say.

Back in early lmanburg, i bit Niki on the arm while she was baking, don't remember why lmao, probably just in a silly goofy mood, I just remember her doing the Niki squeak and getting cross with me over it, told me somethin bout how if I was just more patient I could bite some bread instead, but it was phrased more charmingly than that, she's better at words than me.

I feel mad when I think of her sometimes, but I'm sure she's cool now? I don't know.

Philza: technos roommate, medium sized blonde fella with the long hair

Puffy: MY THER O PISST!! She taught me lots of coping skills and how to deal with my trauma and helped me learn a bit more about how my brain worked and just as a whole a fucking inspiration who helped me in more ways than I can count, probably the person who helped me the most in the smp, not because anyone else was bad but just because my trauma with dream had me genuinely that fucked up ok, like she helped me through a lot. If I ever decided to talk about my experiences with dream on here to get a canon mate it’d be to get a puffy to recognize it not dream (that’s a joke, I’m not going to talk about dream to u guys /lh.) She was light skinned and had long white/blonde curly hair, she wore a big coat though she used to wear somethin different.

Purpled: loser/j with like dirty brown hair and a light purple jacket. Fuckin bantered with him too hard it annoyed the shit outta him, we woulda been friends if I wasn’t so fucking annoying/j fought with him for no reason really, just how I was at the time, so we didn’t really interact much over time.

Punz: fuckin chad saved me and tubso from dream eh? Blonde ass.

Quackity: BIG Q I loved hanging out with him on the early smp man! In my age range-I mean he was 19 but close enough! Had his beanie and straight black hair and shit, typical short ass as well though he'd disagree with that lol! He was always cool honestly, but we grew a bit apart because you know he grew up or whatever, but honestly I think that was kind of in my head and I wish I hung out with him more in retrospect. Just became kind of reclusive.

Ranboo: Oh I HATED his ass XD I was just so fucking jealous of him like no tubbo isn't allowed to have people closer than me!!! I'm over that feeling now lol I was just clingy. I know he helped me a bit in exile, but I don't remember exile so that's sort of just a file in my brain lol, thanks boss man though! He's a funky half n half black and white man. Very very tall, couldn't be bothered to look up at him (and yknow wouldn't cus. Enderman. Just have the social training to not make eye contact with em.) He wore a nice fancy suit tho.

Sapnap: same shit as Karl of being a Cool Kid >:T he's also an ass tho ngl, that's just how he is tho /lh. Black hair, stubble, same outfit as his skin, shorter than me but average height.

Sam: I don't remember him really just like, a general negative vibe.

Skeppy: some fockin rich guy livin on a hill, fuckin famous innit?

Techno: big man pig man, I remember him being a very large wide pig guy, not a human, lived in a fucking snowy land in a cabin and shit. I’d steal his fuckin food just for fun even tho he didn’t really give a shit. Wasn’t fuckin touchy or anything but his fur/skin was kinda rough I think, not soft, real strong pig man yknow, made for battle kind I thought. He’s really cool, when he’d stand in front of or behind me I just felt fuckin safe cus he’s so strong and protective and what not. I got pretty peeved about all the fucking shit he did yknow withers and shit but I have nice memories with him and I prefer to think about that. Better than fucking dream eh?

ME (TOMMY!!):

Grew up in hypixel before comin to dsmp, was probably not old enough to be there but I have never done anything wrong in my life./j

I had those fucking crusty white dog tear streaks on my eye cus I had fur around it, fuckin cool satyr shit. Had big ass horns, went straight up from kinda the top of my head middle, not the forehead not the sides the head itself. Fun to swing around, can point my head down if I need to get somewhere cus they’ll fucking BONK anyone who gets in my way >:D just walking horns forward in a “don’t walk into me, I have right of way” way. I did actually like to head butt people I liked as a nice thing yknow playful fucking goat >>:D fun fun.

I had a red bandana I loved, felt like a normal kinda rough bandana bit dirty and worn you know. No green bandana baby, only dark red with the generic bandana pattern.

I lived in a shithole house that I loved with a fucking little garden outside like real patchy shit with carrots and shit, fuckin best garden ever I’ll say really small really mmmmm.

Yeh then I fucking died

Tubbo: satyr like me who I kinda grew up with in hypixel, we was epic teens together at least! Not a blonde ass like me, light brown hair I think, at least not super light! Hairy satyr ears ya. When he was younger he had short hair and these little baby horns, pretty short weak guy yaknow, I mean he wasn't WEAK weak he was a builder a miner a crafter a redstoner all that good stuff you gotta be, he also I believe had dark eyes which is super odd because later in life he had straight up light grey eyes, like not so light you couldn't tell it apart from the white of the eyes but also very damn light. they mustve changed over time or maybe I'm just stupid and misremembering one. Anyways later on in snowchester he got all strong and shit, big man only got bigger, but not in a skinny way no he was a fat fucking man in the best way possible. Not HUGE but in no way little, he got some meat on them bones. I think he was always pretty strong, shit just became more obvious as he got older and fatter, the fantastic side effects of aging I suppose. His horns grew over time as I knew him, sort of grew back and then curled down you know, ram horn shit. Pretty thick large horns.

Vikk: cool guy, just like zkepp, some celebrity ultra chad

Wilbur: human brown hair dude, bet that dumb ass in this life fucking WISHES he was some cool fucking mystical creature, he had the fuckin personality of a dude who wasn’t supposed to be human.

I remember I think Wil telling me to hold my head up straight with the implied reason being because of my horns. But not because I was gonna hurt anyone or anything, it was said the same way adults tell ya to fix your posture. I remember being annoyed and not doing it cus I know best about my own horns or whatever, but it actually does have better support and balance annoyingly enough, a lot of people knew that just basic satyr posture shit. He wasn’t the only person to tell me to keep my head up straight, those bitches back in hypixel did that too.

#if u wanna know actyal tl my timeline was pretty canon compliant in general :D #also!! if anyone reads this and has further questions abt my tl/my mems feel free ta visit the ask box and ask!!#dsmp kin #dream smp kin #kin #tommyinnit kin #tommy kin #my memories

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lycanstonebutch · 2 years

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🌹 what do you think are the most romantic flowers other than roses? / 💗 how do you show you care? what do people do that makes you feel loved? / 🍰 what’s your favorite dessert to eat? do you have a favorite to make? / 🍨 describe your ideal first date, what about it makes it perfect? / 💝 what gift would you like to receive? what type do you like to give? / ❣ red, pink, or purple? glitter or sequins? silk or velvet?

HEOWOWOW LOVE THANK FOR THE ASK 🌹) Mmmm Lavenders and Violets for lesbian reasons,,, 💗) I think i try and show care by trying to make myself a safe space to ppl?? I try to show care by doing acts of service that provides security to them and something that makes me feel loved in return is just to be appreciated ig?? Or to have someone show that they feel protected and safe by me 🍰) Oh boy im never a big dessert fan as u know urself but mmm it completely depends on the mood and the meal beforehand,,, but cheesecake is usually a fair bet, favorite dessert to make though are cookies bcuz they're easy!! 🍨) For me a perfect first date would be smth that focuses on an experience that's going to become meaningful or is already meaningful to my partner!! Either doing smth i remember they wanted to do or bringing them somewhere I think there's stuff they'll like. I also like classic food places dates bcuz i like knowing my partners are well fed and stuff idk just knowing they're okay and all!! PLus i get to see them enjoy food and 2 me food is like a big perk of life IUAHSGDuih (hehehe thinking of our first date it was so nice and big to us even if it was just a restaurant mwah mwah) 💝) OH BOY im so bad with gifts, i usualy like receiving money that i can just save or spend myself whenever i decide on smth. Video games are typically a safe bet too mmmm or useful stuff!! Now when it comes to gift giving i get rlly distressed trying to buy things and start freaking out that the person isnt gonna like it and will hate me so i usually ask what the person would like or try to find some of the scattered notes ive take a bit all over- im bad at remembering things but im also bad and noting things down :sob: ❣ Pink Glitter Silk! THANKS FOR THE ASKS I GIVE U SO MANY KISSES

#asmodeus.answers #🐟🐵

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I just saw your post about not liking vegetables, and I absolutely agree about how it's good to go to a vegetarian restaurant because damn is it good, both for the soul and health, depending on what you order. However, even though im already above 30, I still can't get myself to eat raw sliced tomatoes, unseasoned. It's a texture and smell issue linked to autism. For that same reason, I struggle to hold cotton balls and have cornstarch on my hands

HAHAHA honestly you’re valid for this one 🤍 tomatoes i do think are one of the more contentious veggies for a lot of ppl cuz of the texture (even my brother, who likes every other veggie, isn’t a raw tomato fan and will pick it off of sandwiches and take them out of salads and stuff). BUT i LOVEEEE how you Specified the raw, sliced, unseasoned part!!! that’s the part most vegetable haters Don’t Do. they just blanket statement say they hate veggies and it’s like pleaseeeee no u don’t u just haven’t found a way to eat them yet that u enjoy :’( if u don’t like a veggie, u gotta qualify ur statement with the Way you dislike it being prepared. but sooo many of the veggie haters will just throw a whole veggie under the bus cuz they dislike it prepared One (1) way :((

since i Do choose vegetarian options a lot of the time i get Asked if im a vegetarian a ton and i have to explain that im Not, i just REALLY like vegetables and i always get people (usually men, usually older) being like “oh i could never do that i hate vegetables” like 😭 noooooooOOOOOOO u DONTTTTT i SWEAR you just have not experienced different preparations of diff veggies bc i Know you’d like almost all of them prepared at least ONE way…. like give the veggies a CHANCE….

but my frustrations are also absolutely notttt aimed at people with autism or arfid or anything!! that’s like, a Valid reason to not like a certain veggie prepared a certain way bc the texture/smell is triggering. it’s just that so many people have some kind of personal vendetta against all veggies and there’s like a smear campaign against them?? when in reality people have not even Tried to eat veggies they “don’t like” in multiple different ways so they just legitimately have not given the veggies a fair shot. veggies get such bad pr that i’m putting in my OT trying to preach their good name to anyone who will listen bc i need these people to see the light!!

#also cornstarch on the hands Is Indeed unpleasant #but like seriously how normalized hating veggies is is absolutely crazy to me and it’s something i think about a Lot #once experienced dining next to the table of a man who ordered a Salad with nothing but cheese and croutons and dressing #and yes i mean: NO LETTUCE #when it came it was exactly what he ordered. a pile of shredded cheddar cheese. croutons. and dressing in a. cup #which he DIPPED THE FORKFULS OF CHEESE AND CROUTONS IN!!!!#that’s when i knew…. the war on vegetables has gone too far…. i must join the forces to advocate for people to eat more veggies #bc what do u mean u won’t even eat some iceberg lettuce with your cheese pile…. 😭#iceberg lettuce doesn’t even taste like anything except. water crunch. so WHYYY exclude it when it adds vitamins and minerals???#stave off that scurvy folks and eat a vegetable today i do not care which one and i don’t care how you prepare it but pleaseeeeeeeeeEEEEEEE #even better eat multiple veggies. i will kiss u on the forehead for every veggie you eat (if you want) xoxo #asks

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wlwmothman · 11 months

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okay so growing up I never had many supernatural occurrences that I’d witnessed first hand, my family did, it wasn’t until I moved in with my roommates that i started experiencing more shit. The reason for this? My roommate/friend/future roommate but I still just call her roommate, Lex, is very fucking haunted. So like at the first house it was just that I’d see things mostly, it was easy to ignore and tell myself I’m seeing things but then we moved in with her nana and between lex’s haunted status and like nanas house being haunted it was far scarier like I was terrified to be alone in the dark basically. One thing that happened a lot is that we’d see something, it looked like a tall man, go from in the kitchen into the hallway or from the hallway to the kitchen and then check and no one was ever there. Lex told me she saw something go from the end of her bed and crawl into my bed when I was asleep, we’d hear likes talking and scratching from rooms, my roommates nana would lock her door when she left and we’d hear noises from in there. I think the weirdest thing was that me and lex and her bf were at the house alone and lex and I were eating lunch in the kitchen (we joke that things always happen when we’re alone together, especially in the kitchen) and like we heard footsteps upstairs (the upstairs was locked so we had no way of knowing if something was up there, nothing should have been) a knocking noise that we never found the source of and finally a like music box(?) sounding children’s song, we thought for a moment it was coming from the radio outside but it was never turned on and was off when we checked and it wasn’t her bf either cause he was watching wrestling which was just yelling men. Anyways eventually we will be living with lex again so! More ghosts!!!

I always think it's really funny when like we get an outsider's perspective lol. like when I tell ppl of my experiences growing up and the stories in my family they always seem so terrified and shocked while I'm like yeah lol. meanwhile other latines are like of yeah lol we had something like that. you can't throw a rock in latin america without hitting a haunted house fr.

anyway your friend lex and I should get together and use my ouija board, see what happens 😎🤙

some stories I have of ppl that are not family members that had to go through our haunted bullshit:

one time my parents were setting up for a party in my grandparents' courtyard and one of their friends came over to help. I think it was him, my parents, and two workers while the rest of my family were running errands while us kids were left with a nanny. so everything's chill and then their friend asks if he can use the restroom and my mom's like 'yeah just go past the kitchen and turn to the right' so he goes. he comes back and he goes up to my mom and asks if my aunts had started showing up. my mom's like 'uh why' and he says that he say one of my aunts in the kitchen and that she looked kinda sick. my mom just kinda pauses, processes and says 'no one's here yet'. he pales apologizes and leaves lmao.

another time, my aunt angie who lives in mexico city and visits every few months brought a friend along. my dad's side of the family are huge party ppl, like party til the next day and no one leaves sober, so she and my aunt are having a blast and finally drop at like 4am. but my aunt's friend wakes up and starts freaking out and wakes up my aunt and my aunt's like 'what's going on' and her friend's like 'there's a woman in my room' and my aunt goes 'with long braids? she's cool, she won't do anything'. fair to say her friend sobered up after that lol.

anyway, I really enjoyed listening to your stories, like I think bc my family is so used to like huge things we forget random noises can be kinda scary too. could just be the wind tho

#rubi answers #mutuals tag

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