#i don’t care anymore

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

I don’t care anymore. Nothing changes.

#dear diary #heart vs mind #broken record #i’m so done #i have nothing left to give #i’m fed up #take for granted #tick tock #i don’t care anymore #struggling #deceit #at a loss for words #sad #numb #weight of the world #overwhelmed #invisible #hollow #sick of being sick #ptsd #i wish it meant as much to you as it does to me #wishful thinking

[weepinglilvessel]

Bruh what is happening.

I don’t even think this is art block anymore. I hate my art, I hate looking at it sometimes. I hate drawing the same things or always wanting to change my art style cuz I want it to be something else every month. I hate procrastinating on my passion works and then just laughing it off.

Then I have this feeling of uneasiness or guilt whenever I go on social media. Wha- WHAT IS THIS?! What is happening? I just feel like shit.

I feel weak and slow, I can’t draw, I have constant headaches. Hate this stupid body sometimes…

#weepingrambles #vent text #vent #idk what this is #i don’t care anymore

[officialdaddyfresh]

hello hello??? hello!!!!! i cosplayed jake wilson and i entered in a competition that i lost horribly in. i’m not gonna go into detail jjst yet because i already did that on my insta but this was so fun for me. anyways hi dayshift community. did you know i asked @directdogman permission to use sprites because i hadn’t finished the cosplay just yet and i finished it the day of the comp?

#gavin.post #maybe that’s my tag #i don’t care anymore #gav.post #maybe even #gav.art #dsaf #dayshift at freddy’s #i’m writing this tumblr post after i shared all this on insta #so i’m sorry if some of those tendencies fall through #cosplay #jake wilson #dsaf jake #dsaf 3 #i want so much traction on this post it’s crazy #dsaf cosplay #dayshift at freddy’s jake #phone guy #phone head #okay that’s all i’m gonna tag i’m not gonna cross tag like i do on insta #in a reblog i’m gonna copy paste almost all i wrote on insta then imll go into more depth #i just realized i have to delete the video of me walking on stage to the judges bc it says my city name

[r0seart]

Man’s the equivalent of a nervous dog but still gets all the bitches…

My first fanart in the FAITH: the unholy trinity fandom!!!! Everyone except John was literal hell to draw and I’m assuming these designs will change over time. Better be no ship wars or ship shaming in the comments, I just find it funny that this wet noodle of a person manages to magnetize some certified hotties.

#my art #faith the unholy trinity #faith the game #ftut #faith john ward #faith father garcia #faith gary miller #faith lisa pearson #garyjohn #johnlisa #johncia #yes I’m adding this one go burn me at the fucking steak I guess #i don’t care anymore #faith fanart #nervous dog priest my beloved

[anachronistic-falsehood]

whenever there’s some kind of discourse it’s kinda frustrating 2 me bc i have absolutely no opinion. like ever. sometimes it’s something valid that ppl are upset about and allowed to express their frustration with but then someone else blows it out of proportion and it becomes this huge Thing. then you’ve got other people dismissing it as something pointless and stupid while others are extremely pissed off about it to a ridiculous degree. i’m gonna say it. in my experience this fandom is worse for discourse than dsmp ever was

#whiskey yelling into the void #i’m not main tagging this it’s not important #i’m just annoyed #there’s almost always discourse in the main tag #i got all discoursed out with the forever thing and now i’m like #i don’t care anymore #i’ve done my time i’ve expressed my opinion on one widespread fandom issue #this is nothing #i’ve served my sentence #let’s bring back the squole discourse. that was fun let’s talk about that instead #i miss squole

[sock-gato]

Idgaf anymore

I’m sick of acting like ‘how bad can I be’ from the Lorax is a bad song

#That song goes so fucking hard #i don’t care anymore #the lorax #lorax 2012

[trippin-chippin]

I am on the verge of crying, I just wanna join someone on Mario Kart

It keeps putting me in the wrong lobbies😭

#shitpost #dani talks #crying #sobbing #im literally gave the fuck up #I don’t care anymore #mario kart

[sarahhillips]

Since no one brought it up yet, I need a masquerade scene with LK characters. Just people in uniforms or gowns with masks on their faces.

#yes i’m obsessed #i don’t care anymore #libertys kids #liberty's kids #amrev

[rat-elastiqe]

#hamburger style posts #the amazing digital circus #tadc meme #tadc kinger #tdac jax #fake tweets #i don’t care anymore #im embarrassed i made this

[vil-nye]

“You can’t beat the system using the systems tools”

Wu zetian: “try me”

#iron widow #wu zetian #I just finished reading this #I’m fuckign screaming #sobbing #dying #contemplating murder #not on blog theme #I don’t Care anymore #fuck #have I mentioned the murder

[lovebvni]

https://www.tumblr.com/lovebvni/746876273478008833/the-shifting-community

I mean this in the most genuine way possible, but you do not understand the point of people saying shifting for minors as an adult is weird. I also don’t think you understand how ages work even across different realities.

(I would like to note that from here on out, when I say “you” I am not referring to you specifically. I am using the general form of the word. Just talking in the second person.)

Regardless of how old you are there your consciousness is still an adult with an adult mindset and experiences. Yes, you can script yourself to be younger but at the end of the day your adult mind is attracted to a minor. (IMO it’s different if it’s live action and the actor was an adult at the time of filming)

As for the ages thing, if you are 16 here and shift to somewhere where you are also 16, you’re still just 16. The ages don’t combine because you did not live out an extra so many years you just shifted to a reality where your 16 years you’ve already lived are different.

Obviously no one can stop you, and no ones gonna know you even did it unless you tell them. But I hope this helps you understand where people come from when they say it’s weird to shift for minors as an adult. /gen

girly omg i can’t i’m not even gonna argue with you. have ur own opinion, don’t try to change mine.

#im actually pissed the fuck off #stop asking me about this shit #i don’t care anymore #its getting to the point where i may just close my asks #because i know what im talking about #just because you’re limiting yourself doesn’t mean im going to do the same #and im not talking about in a predatory way jesus fucking christ #i’m talking about someone who wants to experience being a child again #please gtfo #i don’t care ir i’m being rude anymore

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

I really gotta stop making decisions when I’m rageful

#its probably a bad sign #when I get so angry #that I genuinely can’t be reasoned with #and get kind of to the point where #I don’t care anymore #and I’m willing to cut people out of my life #idk what it is #but it’s not good #vent

[sp00kysk3lly]

This is what happens when your GP/the Local Mental Health Teams refuse to help you twice in four months!!!

It’s all your fault! Am I allowed to get help now?!

Soon it will be too late and it will be ALL YOUR FAULT!

#mental health #mental health awareness #all alone #blog #no one wants me #no one likes me #fake friends #fake people #mental breakdown #nervous breakdown #tired of fighting #I was never meant to be born #should have been aborted! #lonely #broken knuckles #broken hand #I don’t care anymore #I really can’t do this

[fruitless-vain]

I cannot express how done I am with walking the dogs today.

It’s finally warmed up enough for me to safely get a walk in for the first time this week. I’m just feeling well enough to do one dog walk so I opt to take them both to the human public walking park since it’ll still be empty and it’ll be plowed.

It would have been a flawless beautiful walk but some absolute fucking moron decided it was the greatest idea ever to walk their highly aggressive dog OFF LEASH. I saw a white dog about 50ft off just at the edge of a bend so I assumed it was on leash (since yknow it’s an on leash fucking park) and quickly trotted to a small narrow side trail so we could just stand about 10 ft off the path and let them pass. The dog got one whiff of us, hackles up all the way down the spine and fucking B-lined for us. I body block Yo which caused the dog to slow and prowl instead and I scream at the owners to call their dog.

They let out two half hearted calls, don’t make any attempts to speed up to get their dog, completely unphased. They’re still completely out of sight so I shout with intensified urgency that their dog is about to get bit, they need to get their dog, a fight is about to break out, get your fucking dog. They do not care.

The dog launches at Sham, I had to kick it in the head which thank god startled it enough to stop the attack. It’s now standing a foot away from Sham, stiff, broad chested hackles running down its spine. Sham has tucked himself behind me but still standing tall and facing the dog ready to act of shit goes down.

The owners saunter out from around the bend and lazily call their dog, after the fifth call it disengages from us. I fucking lose it, screaming at them which is not my finest moment but I don’t fucking care right now. They leash their dog and leave without saying a word.

Couldn’t even pretend to say sorry? Fucking tuck tail and run you absolute pieces of shit.

What the fuck. What the FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK.

#next time I’m out I’m getting the pet corrector #I don’t care anymore #this was way too fucking close of a call

[glassand-grass]

I just want to know what it feels like to truly be happy again..

I just want to feel wanted..

I just want to feel like I’m enough..

I’ve never felt so god damn hopeless..

#I feel like I just want to give up #I don’t care anymore #I’m exhausted #I don’t want to do life anymore

[blonkk]

just discovered another way i was irreversibly fucked up as a child. the puzzle is getting pieced together but so what. once all the pieces are there they’ll be there but how does this improve or complete my life. it’s literally just like ….ok…cool….that makes sense…that explains some stuff…now what

#i don’t wanna know #also like people are being like well this makes you more resilient and independent!! yeah no shut #i’ve been independent my whole life 😂 shits just a huge burden now #it’s like wow you took a great big beating and guess what!! you’ll be able to get beat like a bad dog all your life!! #aren’t you glad you developed this skill? most people can’t take it you know! #yeah most people don’t have to #because they weren’t incurably damaged for the first 20+ years of their lives #by the people who are supposed to love and value them #LOL #strong for what??!? #a hard bitter lonely desperate existence? #that your stupid brain can’t properly protect you from even though that’s what it’s taught itself to do? #i don’t care anymore #put me in the soup