#i dont think so but thats fine

[goblin-named-sam]

Journey to Dorito Body pt 8

I may have went a bit too hard for the first time back in the gym in a bit so I took a few rest days but I'm back at it and....might have over done it again?

Okay hear me out. The weights just felt too light! So I upped my weight...and did more reps...and another set than usual. I have a too much gene! Leave me alone!

Should I pace myself better? Probably! Do I feel like a badass right now with all my sore muscles? Yes yes I do. Will future me hate past me for this? Yes yes he will but that's his problem to deal with!

Anyway I'm noticing improvements! Not visual yet but like I said my usual weight felt light....it. felt. LIGHT! I also did THREE good solid form hangs! Five seconds EACH! I could barely hold proper form for a second a week ago! AND my hands don't hurt as much while doing it! That's what I call PROGRESS, baby!

I am also doing more leg workouts aka cardio. I, Mr. I'd-sooner-die-than-do-cardio Sammy D'goblin, ran on a treadmill....for all of three minutes but fuck you that's a lot!

Why this sudden change of heart? Well, I've noticed that my elbows (once I stopped hyperextending them doing curls) have been doing a lot better. I have fewer days where they hurt, few days where I can't do dishes or fold laundry cuz my elbows hurt too much. My noodley joints are reacting well to strengthening the muscles around them so I want to do the same thing with my legs cuz my nlknees buckle a LOT. I already started doing squats and lunges but I think running and walking would do more for my legs. So yeah cardio is being a thing now and I loathe and despise it but I already noticed during my post gym walk that my knees didn't buckle so dammit if it doesn't work.

Anyway pictures!

You can actually SEE my muscles in these ones so yay! Also look!

My massive gallon bottle can fit in my coat pocket!

#Journey to Dorito Body #fitness journey #fitness journal #workout #exercise #my disability is unknown #but maybe working out is helping me manage it #yay big pockets #does anyone other than my sister even SEE these #i dont think so but thats fine #shes the only cheerleader i need #best sister ever

[toytulini]

okay

#toy txt post #toy poll post #polls #flowers #i dont think i have ever beem able to smell specific flower scents but i think i just never noticed it? #but i Definitely noticed it when i was posting pictures of the lemon tree blossoms and ppl were like 'ohhh those must smell amazing!' #and i was like. idk they smell like flowers to me. #and other ppl were like ohhh they smell like. a little hint of lemon essential oil and so sweet and light and nice and i was like #sniffs again. yeah not getting all that bud. but i let everyone have fun imagining that in the comments #but idk they all just kinda smell to me like. i would describe it as a pollen scent? #it gives pollen vibes #and like i can smell Plenty Of Other Things like i feel like im very susceptible to noticing the smell of this sat in the washing machine #too long. etc. and its not from the One Time i caught covid either. cos it was before that #seems largely fine but you know how we aroaces like to make posts like man i thought yall were just exaggerating about this for yrssss #thats how im feeling about the flower smell i think. are yall really smelling differences or is this some wine tasting placebo shit

[butchviking]

if you dont believe in homosexuality as a natural, innate, morally neutral sexual orientation that cannot be changed then you! are! a! fucking! homophobe!!!!!!!!

#im so FUCKING tired #WE CANNOT CHANGE IT WE CANNOT CHANGE IT WE CANNOT CHANGE IT #you don't even have to like it! you can even think 'well thats not ideal it would better if you could change it' i dont care thats fine!! #hell.. that is what i think half the time!! #but u have got 2 accept that we CAN'T. i have to accept it and u have to accept it and we all just have to LIVE WITH IT #this is life!! this is the real world this is just how it is! homosexuality exists! its not good its not bad it just IS!!!!!

[bruhstation]

you never change, do you

#thomas the tank engine #thomas and friends #casa tidmouth #ttte henry #ttte gordon #3x4 #senjart #I DONT CARE. #I DONT CAAAARRRREEEEEE!!!!!!! #<— he did in fact care. #thinking too hard about this pic makes my head hurt #its okay if you hate me. its okay if you think Im not the same man that you know. its okay if you refuse to change. #I’ll change for you. because thats how things are always like from the very start #Ill listen to all your stories even though you wont listen to mine #maybe thats how you always are gordon. its okay #youre so selfish. so greedy. so childish! but its okay. thats okay. thats why I’m here to take care of you #you dont want to hug me back? hold me? thats fine by me. anything for you gordon #…… #………. WELL #WELLLLLLLL #GOODNIGHT ALL. I NEED TO BE SEDATED

[stil-lindigo]

the dredger.

a comic about closure.

(buy the digital copy of the comic anthology here)

creative notes:

#i wrote my best stuff when i was at my very worst mentally #both RED and Patchwork Canary were written during an emotional pit #i struggled for a while. thinking about that #especially since those two came so easily to me back then and its so difficult to write anything like it these days #but i think id trade being happy over writing Only Bangers any day #closure #i made this comic series about the worst period of my mental health ever and now its over #its 10pm #and i dont know who i am #and thats fine. ill figure it out as i go. #thank you for reading #and thank you for your support #i promise my next project wont be as sad #stillindigo art #comic art #stillindigo comics

[buwheal]

BEACH OUTFIT 💥💥💥💥

He used to surf the web back in 98'.

#the clothes were so difficult for no reason i kept having to edit them #i actually really like this one lol #cunty uncle type thing going on #Also i love the HC that he as a plush tummy thats so cute and im stealing it #i was about to give him flipflops until i realized he cant do that #He had a dolphin print shirt but it looked ugly with the shorts and i really wanted the striped shorts lol #deltarune spamton #spamton #spamton g spamton #spamton fanart #deltarune #deltarune chapter 2 #i think it looks fine but still i hope it comes across he's resting his right arm on an invisible prop for the pose lol #there was a small little fella in the back of my mind who wanted to put him in a two piece but i couldnt sorry lmfao #edit: I forgot to write this out but I wanted to put it on any post bc i dont want to post a txt post just for this #but honestly he's gotta be some flavor of queer. #It doesnt matter to me which type all that much but I HC that even though he probably is #he has never been in a relationship and i dont think he ever will #he is so full of himself and he's kind of an ass tbh. That and i doubt he trusts anyone with what he's gone through #even if he got time to heal i dont think he'd ever trust someone enough to make a real relationship that way #Thats it thanks for coming to my ted talk #if you opened the tags here's your secret paragraph & im not sorry #BuwheArt

[caffeinatedopossum]

I actually find it really bizarre and counter intuitive that clinically speaking, you cannot legally be diagnosed with a personality disorder until you're at least 18. The reason given for this is because "the personality has not fully developed before this age" like ???

Ah yes, my favorite strategy. Not diagnosing the problem until it's already been virtually cemented into your brain for life! Wouldn't it be easier (and more painless) to address the problem before it's fully developed?

#im also certain that the age that personality fully forms at is not a universally agreed upon number #like idk. maybe this raises less questions about age and more about the potential consequences of pathologizing personalities #it feels a little fucked up to me that some mental illness are 'just' mental illnesses while others are deemed a thing synonymous with you #and i can understand if some people with personality disorders do really heavily identify with their disorders #thats fine! #i also think the average person has a concept of personality which is relatively stagnant and thats just not realistic tbh #i mean if you think personality is stagnant then yours probably is so in rhat sense youre not wrong #but personality can absolutely change and i dont think it makes you a 'different person' #i think its a natural progression #anyways. got a little derailed but the point im trying to make is #lets find a way to give people with personality disorders a more realistic hope for recovery without invalidating them #and also lets maybe try to treat personality disorders preemptively so they don't get worse

[senselessalchemist]

The Beheaded makes a pitch

#saroart #dead cells #the beheaded #the collector #bad comic #art is all over the place because holy fuck im so tired #this idea has bounced around in my head like a dvd screensaver for a long time #also the views expressed in this comic are not necessarily the views of the author #dont come at me because its good and does amazing dps or whatever i know it has high damage per tick #it can be a little annoying in dailies when you dont get cells #and i do want more boss stuff #beheaded just wants a cool sword #collector would be one of those dont talk to me until ive had my coffee assholes #but yknow its panacea #in fact that was one of the earliest pieces of dc fanart i drew #dont think i ever posted it here and thats fine #god i miss when art was easy tho

[medicalunprofessional]

the phoenix

#psychonauts #boyd cooper #the milkman #nightmaretheater #MAY BE EXTREMELY CRUSTY…!.!.!.!.!.! WARNING FOR COMPRESSION ASSASSINATION #i really dont cwre if thus gets compressed as hell….. what else can i do about it..? #anyways…….. coughs.. this somehow took me only 8 hours time?? #i feel crazy. they are right <-just drew ohhh soo many papers #i think people neglect all the angel imagery involvign the milkman. Like. It was presumed dead(youknow?) #Ignore the funky colors. i was feeling hologra #Actually. No. I like the funky colors.Get so real #Some things might be a bit less detailed because i wanted to focus on bigger shapes as opposed to intricate detail #also the perspective is a little weird…Thats fine #Please dont look too hard at some of the hands they are a bit weird #<-good thing that the compression will hide that from you. devious laughter #grins…really proud of this

[sonknuxadow]

this is probably an unpopular opinion with the amount of "everyone is married with kids" type future aus people make for sonic characters but i cannot see sonic getting married or having a kid ever. if he did somehow end up with a kid hed be the worlds first transmasc absent father or however the joke goes

#i can only see sonic with a kid if its some random kid he accidentally adopted or whatever #and if he had a partner whatever they have going on probably wouldnt fit the typical idea of how having a partner works at all #i dont think sonic is a very romantic guy to be honest. and being in a serious relationship or ''settling down'' wouldnt be for him #i guess you could argue his feelings towards that sort of stuff could change once hes an adult #but i kinda. dont like. the idea of him suddenly becoming interested in romance and wanting to settle down #as a sign hes ''finally grown up'' or whatever. because lack of interest in romance isnt an immature trait you have to grow out of #some people never want that sort of thing and thats fine #anyway i dont hate fankids to be clear i think theyre fun in concept . like from a design standpoint #taking traits from characters you like to make a new guy out of it is fun #i just cannot imagine those things ever actually happening does that make sense #actually while im at it i dont think rouge would want kids at all either . people want her to be motherly so bad but she just is not #she is the cool older sister figure who teaches you how to steal from the pin container at hot topic without getting caught. not a mom

[prompt-master]

#tmnt #rottmnt #michelangelo #baron draxum #ik a lot of people dont like draxums redemption cuz it felt rushed which is totally fair but #dragging him against his will into the found family is so great #the main thing about the episode i would change is when draxum decides on his own to save those humans #because he was def not there yet #i wouldve prefered him not caring until he sees mikey distressed about not being able to get to the ferris wheel #because hes busy with the bounty hunters #and THEN barry goes ''ugh FINE ill save the [gags] humans'' #i think thats a good first step for him. he doesnt save them for necessarily the most heroic reasons but #him caring about what mikey cares about and the willing to save a human for mikey shows progress that fits him

[carehounds]

Its not that the batteries are meant to represent yellows intelligence In any way to be honest i think its more akin to constant fatigue and having a disability that hinders how well your thoughts and words come out more than anything. Hes always been a smart boy. having trouble with words or expressing his thoughts doesn't make him any less smarter than he is!!!

#puppet talk #dhmis #on the other hand immediately having an extensive vocab doesn't make you smart either if your not using those words in a meaningful way #← e.g conservatives #saying this as a person who struggles with words and writing so so often it takes days for me to say what i wanna say and even then the- #-words dont always come out right. very important context!!! #just to clarify for anyone . if you called him smart yellow before i dont think its bad at all if this post comes off like it is!! #its just a matter of knowing and changing and understanding. yknwo? some times we just dont know things and thats absolutely fine

[m00ngbin]

Guys guess what. It's SMTWO Thursday. FOR THE LAST. TIME. (I think? Like 99% sure) As always I will update you as I read

#12K WORDS??? FROM ONE CHAPTER? JESUS CHRIST #im very excited #ALRIGHT #PREDICTIONS #or speculations? #those mean the same thing #ok so for sure ritsu and mob are gonna FINALLY meet in person for the first time in forever #thats just how it is #i said that like its a bad thing but in reality im so fucking excited you dont understand #kitten: will get out with tome and reigen and serizawa and will probably be fine #OMG #ok death predictionsv #teru #not because i actually think he'll die #just because if i were mob i would kill him #and thats why im not mob #WILL HE LOSE HIS HAIR #i hope so #SHAVE HIM BALD SHAVE HIM BALD #i believe in you mob #even if you have to pull out his hairs ONE BY FUCKING ONE #OH #SHOU #SHOU IS SHOU OK #OH TOICHIROU IS GONNA LOSE HIS MIND IF SOMETHING HAPPENS #hes probably gonna lose his mind anyways #oh my cat's here #she says hi #everyone's gonna be fineee (nervous sweating)

[writer-room]

You ever just see people talk about the Percy Jackson books and know somewhere, deep in your heart, that none of these people have understood that this is a series made for middle schoolers. And that fandom will very frequently lie to them like, all the time. No, that character probably isn’t ooc, you’re just thinking of what the fandom turned them into. No, this book isn’t a horrible stain next to the others before it, literally all of them were like this. It’s Percy Jackson. It’s cheesy and occasionally makes a very questionable writing decision.

You gotta be in this for the long haul or jump ship my guys. Be cringe and free or be gone

#percy jackson #tsats #solangelo book #rick riordan #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #the sun and the star #text post #yall are astounding me in ways i didnt know was possible god bless #also this was mostly written by mark not rick. like yes he signed off on it but still this is mostly mark #but its still Fine??? its fine?????? besties a book abt our favorite gays not being perfect is not the end of the world #did i cringe? hell yes. but was i free? tremendously. and i had a lot of fun i think #'bianca is in elysium but she was reincarnated??' yeah thats odd. anyway that scene was cute wasnt it #'everything is so on the nose' yeah its for middle schoolers and percy jackson isnt known for subtlety. its very rare #'will was ooc' weve literally barely gotten anything on him and no povs until now this IS establishing his character #'the puffs remove nicos whole trauma' no it doesnt. its a fantasy way to sort of explain that nicos trauma is now open instead of repressed #do i wish it wasnt sometimes explained as 'now the trauma is gone'? yes. but i think its moreso meant to be a way of nico dealing with them #he still HAS that trauma fellas. hes still going to be living with it. its just gonna be easier now. thats part of healing besties #also we dont know how these puffs are gonna act in the future so like. hush. shhhhhhhhhh. shut. it was literally never going to be perfect #its pjo. i love this series to death but. its pjo. it is. in fact. sometimes badly written. as it has been many times before in books before #and what else??????? it may not be written the greatest but its MY series that isnt written the greatest square up

[daily-hanamura]

#p4 #p4g #persona 4 #persona 4 golden #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #MAN I SWEAR WHEN THIS CONVERSATION HAPPENED I WAS SWEATING BRICKS IN WORRY #anyway i forgot to save before speaking to yosuke so i dont know what the other options are BUT YOU KNOW YU HAD TO ASK IF HE WAS OK #thinking about that comic where yosuke was being harrassed by some punks #theres something about the way hes telling this story that feels like he was treating it as being incidental. as whatever. #like “oh yeah im fine?? anyway thats not the point of the story i wanted to tell you about how they were so terrified of kanji” #LIKE DUDE. BUDDY. YOUR LIFE WAS IN DANGER. DONT DISMISS IT LIKE THAT #the fact that bro came so close to being beaten up and it was a conversation that could have been easily missed #like if yu hadnt run into him at night was yosuke just going to... not bring it ip? #(yes of course he wouldn't you know what hes like!! he wouldn't want to be a bother on yu. nothing happened after all!!) #BBYGIRL PLS!!? YOSUKE MY BOY PLS RELY ON YOUR FRIENDS TOO.... #anyway i think a yosuke protection squad should form they should start going home in pairs #he's good with his queue

[noxious-fennec]

For someone who vibrates if he thinks about the guy for too long, I don't draw ctommy nearly as much as I should

#why yes those *are* the aroace rings thank you for noticing #yes i gave him some pomegranate parafenelia he deserves a sprinkle of my culture #some more design notes: the jacket is repurposed from wilbur's old pogtopia coat #and tubbo's bandana is wrapped the same place revivedbur's bandage is #my hc is that post revival he is just constantly cold (ahem rheumatism ahem) so he has minimum three layers on at all times #layers being his l'manberg shirt his classic tommyinnit tm shirt and a knitted sweater vest of friend's wool #the red on his sleeves is from helping wilbur with the redstone in ho16 #oh and the evil eye cus more culture why not #thats all the design choices but i do want to mention #i took inspiration from art nouveau specifically alohonse mucha's art. however. only after i finished rendering the jacket did i remember #the clothes werent supposed to be so detailed #but its fine its a feature now #oh and the sbi braid dont forget that #ive ranted for so long now i think i may add this all in the reblogs later #but yeah hope yall like it #my art #dsmp #dsmp fanart #ctommy #ctommy fanart #fennec. art